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hayatheauthor · 28 days ago

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I hate when people experience one symptom of a mental illness and start self diagnosing. like no honey just because you walk on your toes doesn't mean you're autistic! the fact that you think that's all it takes, however, does make you pretty stupid

#like i get being insightful and self-aware and all sure #but just self-diagonising right of the bat? over a minor symptom?#be so fr right now #haya: talks #for context in this specific situation X just kept rambling about how their friends say walking on your toes is a sign of autism #which sure ig go off #but then goes onto be like 'omg I'm autisic' GIRL WHAT #where did that come from?#the urge to say this all irl but we're related and i can't 'ruin' another family moment

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luna-loveboop · 6 months ago

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Legend sick fics you say 👀

Well I don’t think I remember too many sick fics off the top of my head but weathered and wavering by Quirkle is very good.

Once you have a collection please do share with the class 🫶

Hehe yeah. Here is the original post about Legend sick fics. I got a lot of recommendations in the replies and reblogs that are so cool- seriously I read a ton of them and you guys are so awesome (/gen)

@uniquevoidflowers wrote this fic for me which is amazing of course- it has some of the coolest imagery with a flower thermometer which makes me very happy

Pretty much all of @skyward-floored 's sick fics are awesome, including this legend one that was instantly recommended to me by quite a lot of people lol (since it was posted very recently) (go read it)

Fill the cracks with gold by @sister-dear was so fun to read, it might be one of my favourites for Four

I loved Hiding behind plaster and ceramics by @occasionallyprosie -it had a lot of takes I hadn't seen before and was also very good writing

@arecaceae175 recommended down, a nine chapter sickfic that is really good, I loved reading it.

There's a lot of other ones, and most of them are in the notes of the post I made:

@the-au-collector made this reblog with a ton of good recommendations, and @hero-of-the-wolf reblogged with one I liked. Idk if the links can work like that but we'll find out

And my wisdom tooth surgery went well :D I've stayed off the internet for a bit of recovery. I'm good I'm just not doing too much interacting when I'm tired *shrug*. I was scared because my health is always so bad but it was ok. :))) I have definitely spent a lot of time reading- I knew it was a good idea to ask for sick fics for surgery week XD

So that's the lovely list of sick fics I've been reading- for when you get your wisdom teeth out. Or you're not feeling well, or you just feel like reading. Anyways.

Also my mind is still pretty tired right now but I wanted to answer this- I hope it's ok for everyone I tagged, and my phrasing and language isn't good right now, sorry. Love you guys /plat <333

#asks #personal #Lu fic #??#I'm not sure what to tag #linked universe #linkeduniverse #yeah cause it's uhh yeah #Lu legend #fic #I've never done fic recommendations before so uhh I just kind of copied other formats after asking my friend for help #I also have barely done links! which is fine! ig. I don't know how those links with the reblogs will have worked so...#let me know if something doesn't work :)#(...I also didn't edit this much so I'm worried about how my words came across also my mind is still bleh because face surgery)#also like a huge fear is getting something wrong? like linking the wrong fic or @ing the wrong person so if I messed up sorry #<3333 #god I love you guys so much #I wasn't expecting that much response but yall came through #who needs actual food not just soft foods when there's fanfic to devour am I right #but really yall are so awesome I could explode fifjfficikcif #twas a wonderful collection of sick fics #and I hope it's ok for everyone I tagged... and I still have so many others I love that's just what I read this week #yeah my mind is not thinking well so I'm going off the internet now #okie bye

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skrunksthatwunk · 3 months ago

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devil marbly carbly ft me trying to figure out how to draw all of them in real time

(the dubstep weed jacking off shirt is from a meme i would source if i uh. remembered it sorry </3)

#there's a lot of little gags i'd recommend zooming in #also it's so weird how the first two dantes look Nothing like the rest of these pages. call it a warmup ig #also nero fuck you.mp4 i spent like 40 minutes trying to figure out how to draw dmc5 nero #my dmc4 nero didn't look That much like him but i was drowning with dmc5 nero trust me #anyway i had to draw some more dante on the last page bc even though he got a whole page most of it was like. bleh #for the sake of figuring out how to draw him not bleh. so i needed to draw him not bleh. :p #dmc #devil may cry #dante sparda #nero sparda #vergil sparda #eva sparda #nico dmc #lady dmc #trish dmc #v dmc #dmc5 #dmc4 #dmc3 #pls excuse the shit lighting i am. figjting for my very life against directional lighting okay #this contains a lot of the little thoughts i had about dmcs 3-5 that i never posted about so. enjoy <3 #skrunkart #a little nero x kyrie. as a treat #does kyrie have much going on as a character? no. do i think they're cute anyway? yes #i took the most liberties w trish and im pretty sure it's bc i was tired more than anything #these adhere pretty strongly to their game designs. in time i'll add details that make em mine #but this is a study (hence all the notes)#also this ended off a sketchbook ive spent like 1.5 yrs on (which is unprecedentedly long for me like it's Crazy it took that long)#so hoorayy

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selfinflictedgunshotwound · 3 months ago

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trying to finish reading dungeon meshi now that it's done and just seeing everyone in the comments talking about ships. gun to my head

#ofc anytime someone says they ship smth straight someone has to be like 'ermmmm labru and farcille are better' like. not to me.... sorry #i actually do like farcille but people are so annoying about it acting like it's 'essentially canon' that it puts me off.#tbf that why i dislike a lottttt of ships LMAO not that i'm in the habit of caring abt it too much in most media #but sometimes it just really annoys me liiike laios and marcille have just as much ship tease as farcille (if not more)#but they couldn't get naked and go in the bath together so it doesn't count ig #tbf i'm not even huge on any ships except maybe fleki and lycion. i love when two equally weird ppl love each other #also like. they already had someone in the story who was head over heels for falin and i'm pretty sure shuro and marcille act nothing alike #when it comes to her. so. eh. i mean yadda yadda subtext or whatever i guess lol but if it can just as easily read as not romantic then #i kinda find it hard to care honestly. which is why i don't really ship anything from it. which brings me back to my original point #why is that basically all people talk about when it comes to anything... it should be a garnish not the whole god damn dish #and there's soooooo much in dungeon meshi that's more interesting than romance which is basically never once a priority #anyways. i'm just being an asshole and a hater as usual so go about your business and do what you want. i'll just be mad about it alone #labru is so nothing burger though i will never understand...

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reel-fear · 8 months ago

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MIKE BLOCKED ME ON TWITTER FOR ROASTING HIS DUMBASS RESPONSE TO THE GRAPHIC NOVEL STUFF!!

grown ass man scared of the 19-year-old queer being mean to him over his public meltdown more at 8.

#ramblez #little white boy sad? U sad bc nobody likes you? Bc u constantly make a fool of urself and show off ur distaste for ur fans? lmao #this is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me imagine how mad he'll be when he finds out the fangame Im making has queers in it #hes gonna have a whole other white boy meltdown on main KJSNFDGKJHFGKJHGKJHSDFGSD #hes so fucking sensitive maybe just get off of social media Mike this never ends well for you #batim #batdr #bendy and the ink machine #bendy and the dark revival #and look Im joking around about this but it really is sad that the bendy devs cant handle this kind of critique towards their decisions #it seems despite the backlash once again they are choosing to ignore their fans which is yknow upsetting #But hey ig if the devs being awful was a dealbreaker for this fandom I wouldve left a long time ago and I havent #dw Im not going anywhere <3 #also if anyone else here was also criticizing Mike maybe check his acct to make sure ur not blocked now since apparently #old habits die hard and this is certainly a pattern with him KJHDSFKGJHSDKFGJHDFGSD #also look before anyone asks yes I was kinda mean to him over this but to put bluntly if hes gonna be this dismissive to his fans concerns #he deserves it. Theres this persistent attitude esp in bendy fanspaces of being defensive of the devs #and I dont know why they have been extremely horrible people every single chance they get #and its very hurtful to see how many people would rather tell me to be kinder to the people who broke the heart of a child me when they #dismissed any ideas of putting queers like me in their stories than to realize Mike n Meatly bring this bad attention to themselves #to put bluntly I dont owe them kindness not until they at least apologize for the shit they did which they still havent #mike hasnt even addressed his vent poem in the code of BATDR let alone the other shit he said n did #so no I will not be kind to him ever hope this helps!

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deus-ex-mona · 3 months ago

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i miss her…

#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all #but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up #a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less #and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads #anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time #he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often #my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know #i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona #i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye #oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man

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wayfayrr · 5 months ago

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I hope life eases up soon man, take care of yourself

Thanks mate <3

stuff's starting to gradually get better now, actually let myself feel feelings after bottling them till it popped

just kinda turns out that throwing yourself into something so you're numb to the other things can really burn you out :') So I'm trying to find motivation to write and answer asks again, I'm hoping it'll be soon but idk atp

#vent in the tags - so warning ig #got home from uni #have been in fight/flight mode since #turns out that fucking saps your energy incredibly fast #accepting that my mother and I's relationship is broken beyond any repair is oddly helping though #she's proven that she doesn't see me as an individual well and truly now #so I can put the energy back into myself instead which is meh #processing that alongside my insanely fucked up grief hasn't been fun at all.#my emotions about it have been out of wack since she saw me crying and grieving a friend and assumed it was anger towards her #like I'm fucking grieving a friend I found out has recently died - do you think I'm not going to cry?#but no just assume its me being angry towards you and not me having feelings. Sure. *fine* I'll just kill my ability to feel for a bit #so I threw myself into the lu fandom again till burn out #and now I've been on off crying for a week #feeling fragile as shit #but Improving #somehow #I think #*maybe*#don't know what other personal event could happen now to be worse honestly #last 8 months have been a fucking rollercoaster #then when I manage to get back up #put myself back together #have a little breather #get immediatly broken back down #I just want a fucking hug man #and perhaps to be told that I'm worth something #I don't know #nothing really feels all that good to me anymore #but I'm holding on through it #there's light at the end of the tunnel

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yutamayo · 2 months ago

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omg the cute autistic/mutual friend at the party I was talking ab way back just moved into our building!!! I legit ran into him omw in and exchanged instas he is SO adorable and cute and I love him like I just wanna be around him so like tf I am SO HAPPY

#im not sure the post is even still up but me n my friends were just having a casual gettogether and i met him n my post was talking ab how #im glad no annoying autsitics have been introduced to me yet bc ive already met like 3 and theyre all either like #smart autistics or adorable autistics or interesting autistics and i have a crush on two of them including the cute autistic this post is ab #like im so HAPPY omg im gonna bug him so much its weird bc idk what u call the type of crush where its like im not searching for romance #but i will do anything to be in ur prescense bc i know id enjoy being friends or partners or whatever the fuck involves KNOWING YOU #idk lol #yutamayo is starting the day off right (#(its 3:47pm)#at the party we were playing Detroit Become Human anf he seems to also be a hyperfixation/skilled autistic bc he SLAYED at the game i just #enjoyed watching him speedplay at that point #and everyone was ig close enough with him to call him by a semiracist nickname bc hes indigenous n his last name wad apparently too long #so i was like NOPE and made sure to spell it out and resay it so i could say his last name properly instead of his nickname #im noy shading them bc its fine to have a close friend thing where ur able to have a joking nickname ab a characteristic like my bestie #calls me “it” sometimes and thats not something i dislike bc we KNOW each other and its the opposite of malicious intent #but yeah i wad likr nah id prefer to know how to say it #then it was like 3am anf there was only like 4ppl left n he was like yeah i gotta go bavk home to whitby apparently he was just gonna #use the electric scooters they have around town but thats like 30min away in the mf a.m #n he didnt wanna crash on our couch which isfine n everyone else was like mkay bye bc yhey wanted to sleep #n i was like NOPE and hunted down bus fare n waited with him at the bus stop for the night bus n made sure he got on it then never saw him #again #until #today #god fucking bless #*introduced to 3 autistics not 3 annoying autistics the post was ab how im gkad i havent met an annoying autistic in my buikding yet*

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post-abhumanism · 3 months ago

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one of these days I gotta see how far or fast I can actually run...

#feels like a big win just to pull 4k off at all because in the past I could barely make like. 100m. lol #but I go at a super comfortable pace and when I get back to the turnoff to head home I'm just like 'ugh' to go another loop #mostly because like. bored #sounds super dull to repeat #I could however do a longer route in the first place but I don't actually know where the boundaries of my capacities lie #could just walk or bus back ig.#running #today's weather was so nice I was like surely I cannot spend the first day of spring looking at the dark walls of the gym.#but also I can feasibly run to the gym in the future I think. quicker than waiting for the bus #I'm alive enough at 2.5k to do weights probably #unsure how much it would compromise performance #alternatively back home in a couple months when it's still light out at 8pm #then again I'd have to carry shoes probably which would be very annoying

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minhmynchi · 19 days ago

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its 4 am and well, im not doomscrolling but i have thoughts lol... i should turn them off and go back to sleep

#minhmy rambles #for the record right now im completely fine like. im not gonna let this stupid orange stop me #thankfully im relatively safe in my state and im so so glad for it but y'know. you never know #but yesterday i was busy w work and also loads of other things like Being Sick so didn't have the mental fortitude to keep up w everything #and i think its helped me like. im not gonna dwell on it. i shouldn't. yeah things Suck but id rather live my life day by day and Not/#self-destruct over it. and this is just me as well. ik everyone else is freaking out and you all have a right to. i just have to keep going #like its not me trying to be callous or y'know high and mighty for feeling better over it than others i don't wanna come off like that but.#i just feel safe here in hawaii things obvs still suck like i said and things can get worse esp for us but i feel safe here ill be ok #and i worry for my friends and everyone whose lives are impacted way more strongly than me and have a lot to worry about #like it could just be me being ignorant. or whatever. but i know everything is bad i just can't let it affect me rn #me rambling as if someones gonna read this and judge me so harshly...!!!#but its just the truth. im sad for everyone but i can keep going and so should you. i have so much to live for and if the only reason you/#have now is spite then you should do it. hey maybe someone will successfully kill the guy. instead of missing. but once these 4 years/#of hell are over we won't have him again. it might be even worse then #like in terms of presidential canididates. i know this. but its okay itll be okay #and i cant ask that ppl will adopt the same attitude as me lol i know im an outlier for sure but. its gonna be okay regardless #ill be okay despite being afab poc and Also autistic (ig i shouldn't look to getting a diagnosis yet which sucks..) but i'll Be Okay #and i hope everyone else will be too; in time.

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snekdood · 3 months ago

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i both love and hate that i keep finding different moths in my house. why are they here? i dont want them to get caught on the sticky traps i put out for the flies. but also, very fun to see so many different varieties and knowing my garden probably plays a role somehow.

#i think im gonna start a tag for my garden posts so i can keep track of everything thats happened- wont have some of the info bc im #sure as fuck not digging into my blog to find my past posts but i can at least document it all from this point on #my mini reserve #i think is what im gonna call it lol #for reference future me: so far we've been dealing with doves constantly poopin out babies and lots of tiny bees and flies #as well as a carnivorous caterpillar that likes aphids #and of course the wasps that made a nest my first year #and the frog. cant forget the frog.#theres evidence of other caterpillars on my plants but I havent really seen any of them actually #tho ig the evidence of their presence is within all the moths lol #oh also the mantis we found yesterday and trtied to put back outside but keeps trying to come inside :|#i think i have a pet mantis now lol #there was also a katydid stuck in the same spot the mantis was and the clicking sound was driving me nuts bc i had no idea what it was lol #we had bats the first year bc i had a nicotiana that bloomed at night and attracted small bugs #i prolly still have bats but i usually dont go outside anymore at night bc squitoes #also lots of different kinds of crane flies #not many butterflies tho. and i havent attracted the carpenter bees yet. i do have mason bees tho and there was some sort of wasp #parasiting off of some of the lil holes. which. sad. but its nature.#lots of funky flies and bee type things like sweat bees or flies that look likes wasps #saw a robber fly that bitch was huge i loved it. thought it was a wasp lol #milkweed bug. cucumber beetles. leaf/tree hoppers a' plenty.#its so easy to do this. and im working with a very small space too.

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lyriumsings · 3 months ago

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ugh i have to go to bed early tomorrow to go to work womp womp

#my schedule is weird next week #every day i work i have the next day off #lyriumsings txt #which is nice ig #but imma be poppin like two melatonin to make sure i go to bed tomorrow LOL

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skrunksthatwunk · 4 months ago

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household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight

#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here #it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening #and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time #we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please #idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest #but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work #sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon #ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for #my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell #happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and #when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends #and i don't wannaaaaa #i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but #it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being #the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it #we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line #i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know #and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot #but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class #even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig #i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me #and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh #i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like #The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed #but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me #and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it #and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh

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mydemonsdrivealimo · 9 months ago

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ik realistically i never got a lot of love for jensen and bryce bc oh my god a queer pairing of color?????? fucking tragic i know but also i like to pretend its just bc they are too complex for the mere cishet choices player to understand 😌

#no bc fr otherwise ill just be sad :')#on one hand i love laying everything on the line from day one #my first fic was a demiro bryce fic which scared off all the bryce romancers bc god forbid i go against the general consensus hc #and like sure i dont want them there if they cant appreciate or try to understand other hcs #but on the other hand like how fucking disappointing is that???#like its just so fucking tragic #this fandom is such a non queer friendly place #and not usually in the literal bright red im queerphobic way #but in the small ways that are so obvious #to queer people but maybe not the rest #and idk i just.. miss a lot of the people that were here when i started ig??#like ik im the one who bothered to stay this long but also like i just want people to enjoy media/hc bc theyre good???#like not bc they fit a trope you like??#idk im just wishing for something that isnt a thing here #and i Know it #but still #to have friends who love the characters i do would be so nice #just to gush about them yk #but the second i came here with a different hc it immediately set me too far apart from everyone else #and on one hand i Am annoyed #but on the other i just ignore it bc if i paid attention to it i might rip somebody's arm off #n e ways that was a nice mj ramble for you all youll never get it again

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szczylpierdolony · 5 months ago

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theres a chance a huge amount of stress will leave my body tomorrow

#if i 1. talk to my group and convince them to cut our interview plan in half due to time restraints #2. finish the first full draft of the thesis #im not sure if that’s going to be it bc there’s a chance i’ll have to write a methodology chapter #but that’s fine ig #like if by the time i have to do it i’ll have all the regular assignments sent out #then it should take me one afternoon which isn’t too bad #oh and the wretched email. ughhhhhhhhh #i cried really hard for like 40 minutes today #i was meant to finish this weekend but ofc i didn’t #but tomorrow. i will finish this finally #and maybe i’ll feel even kind of alive for the first time since february #📓#fingers crossed lol #i feel so behinddddd on everythinggggggg #and i need to ask my mom to give me money back and maybe order yarn later this week #and maybe finish the lacan book and this other short thing #and take them back to the library #and then when i have everything finished i’ll catch up on the crotchet blanket and read the novels ive been putting off bc of stress #and there should be adam i ewa on stream too……#and i’ll rewatch the lethal company vods too bc i just remembered how funny they are #god february was such a time

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larryrickard · 6 months ago

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i had a dream that i made little cards that say "THEY!" on them that i handed out to people at work who got my pronouns wrong, immediately after they got it wrong. and in smaller text (or on the back) it said "i don't want an apology, i want you to do better" or "don't say you're sorry, DO BETTER" and ..... i kind of want to do it. maybe i'll get some moo cards made lmao

various scenarios included:

me slamming it down on a desk in front of them.

instead i had stickers, would slowly peel one off while they watched, and stick it on it on them.

handing out a quarter sheet piece of paper based on the 'i caught being good' tags we'd get in kindergarten which said 'i got caught misgendering hallie/my coworker'. it would have their name and date on it and a giant 🙁 face. i had them as a pad of paper and would hold up a finger to say 'wait a second', dramatically pull it out of my back pocket, take my pen out of another pocket, slowly fill it out in front of them, and hand it to them while staring them in the eyes.

getting a whiteboard for the outer side of my cubicle wall that said '[days] since i was misgendred' (with a bonus by saying 'last offender: [name]'

i also dreamt that i got into trouble for it because i was making people feel bad and was 'creating a hostile work environment'. i was just like.... okay and how do you think i feel? and my boss shut up real fuckin quick. dunno if that would be the case irl but if that does happen i can only dream.

#tired of the people who say 'i'm trying but i'm going to make mistakes'#ok sure i definitely mess up sometimes too but when it's not even close to 50/50 let alone merely uncommon ............. fuck you #what's sad is it's all people i like and it hurts so much #in the dream it the cards also said something about how i'm not a girl. not a lady. not a woman. stop saying that word to me ...#... in plural when i'm with female coworkers. about half the time i say 'not a lady' and only about half the time it's acknowleged #or that one who constantly posts female-empowering images on ig which are alienating bc it's clearly very binary #and getting comments like 'well it applies to you to!!!' why bc i have a pussy? fuck off #and she'll sometimes say 'thank you for your patience' (what patience) or 'have patience with me' (no.)#i've also thought of holding up my name tag in their faces bc my previous boss had it specially made for me #it's got my name position and pronouns #same boss tho..... he was REALLY consistent about using my pronouns but one day used she/her three times in a row before eventually...#... correcting himself and the next day i told him that really sucked especially from him and he later told me i should have been nicer...#... about it. i was PISSED. i said 'well then how should i have said it?' i don't even remember his answer i just know i wanted to go...#... off on him SO BADLY bc he said it 'hurt his feelings'. well too fucking bad bc every time i'm misgendered it makes me want to...#...die inside a little and feels like at the very least a tiny punch to the gut but that felt like being stabbed esp since it was a new hir #he also said 'ok but i corrected myself' yeah AT THE END after doing it THREE TIMES and that's not the point here #anyway lol this dream definitely stirred up shit unfortunately but i'm serious when i say i might actually have these made #like both my internal email and external emails have my pronouns in them (i had to campaign for this btw so thank you me)#but i recently added my own custom signature with 'they/them' in it that has a link about using pronouns correctly #me #lgbtq #nonbinary

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