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Everything is very horrible today in an autistic meltdown kinda way so either I'll pop off and draw a lot or lay face down in bed doing nothing for several hours we'll just have to see
#the worst thing is its not just any one thing#its a build up of terrible terrible terrible#and when i do fibally get set off it seems like its over smthn really fuckinf stupid#RAGHHH#i will explain actually cause most of it woild piss anyone off#my whole family is off of school/work today except me#my siblings went to the movies#i had to go to work and work was fuxking SLAMMED#so i had a pretty shitty day already work wise#then i learn like an hour before i leave that i have to pick up my siblings#in the rain#in the dark#and also two othee peoplw are gonna be there so my car will be litetally full#and its in the busiest part of town#AND i have to pick up dinner beforehand#so that combined with evweything elae aboit today was already upsettint#and then the coworker i dont fucking like started fuckung around with smthn#not doing his aork#which is why i dont like him cause he never gets anything done#so that was sort of the last straw ig#anyway my manaher was bejng really nice befoee i left cause i was obviously upsey#but i was like ' listen i am literally about to have a meltdown so i have to go i cant do this rn '#i feel bad about it#but whats worse briefly inconviencing my manager or having a whole fucking meltdown in frojt of everyone#muppets ref ha#anyway#i just wish my parents respected me#even a little bit#cause they sure fucking dont#not me nor my time haha!
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i painted Astarion hehe :3c prints here
#i planned on doing a quick litttle sketch based purely on memory than i was like maybe ill use a ref actually and then i ended up making#a painting of that guy lmao#this took anywhere from 2 to 4 hours idk a good amount of tim was looking at his face and trying to remmeber how to fucking draw lmao#like im bad with making drawings look like someone but i tried!#haven't played the game btw i dont have the moeny nor the laptop for it but i have been watching a lets play of it#want to try and draw more of the companions especially karlach and wyll cause i love wylls design and i love karlach#astarion#bg3#astarion bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion baldurs gate#astarion fanart#painting#art#art work#digital painting#arin moss#arin moss art#also i know his hairs not that curly but i like drawing hair like this lol#im sure theres more i can fix but whatever i fix it lateer maybe but liekly i wont lol#okay i edited his face a little but idk if this version looks better#maybe ill go back and put the old version in but for now i think this looks a tad better but idk idk#baldurs gate 3#astarion ancunin#fanart#vampire#vampire art
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tern haven
#succession#fanart#dont you fucking dare zoom in#frank looks like a pope or something#going crazy cause it looks different on my phone and laptop so im not entirely sure what im posting here#illustration#art#succ
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✨💐 Mother's Day 💐✨
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Machine. Gabriel omegaverse male pregnancy art.
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I'm two days late... *gasp* Did Minos finally..?
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Did Sisyphus finally..?
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Don't come to my server.
Don't pray to me.
Don't "V1 pregnant" react me.
We're done.
*vine boom*
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Guys, stop giving birth in vc.
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You know.
I'd really like to say all of the pregnancy jokes catch me off guard.
But to tell you the truth, I was expecting.
i hate it here
Omegaverse clip
Minos clip
Sisyphus clip
Divorce clip
Literally 1984
He was expecting :]
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#wow. 2 posts. in 1 day. thats a lot of clips. im going to jail.#hey guys.#great posts these past 48 hours right.#i mean. real good.#surely this wont spawn any art ri-#guys i dont know what fucking chemicals are being put into the water supply that is causing all this but its chats fault#Due to Tumblrs audio upload limit that exists to spite me specifically#i am only uploading the non edited versions#again i havent seen fridays stream so im SORRY if i missed any clips that would have fit here.#i need the weekends as a break surely you understand i would go insane without one
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No greater horror than going to reread one of your favourite fics only to realize it was fucking deleted.
BUT THEN YOU REMEMBER THAT YOU SAVED IT ALL A WHILE BACK AND FIND THE SAVED COPY
So now Im just staring at the fucking PDF file of the fic, absolutely flabbergasted and shocked. This is it. This is the only way I'll ever be able to read it now. Holy shit 😭
The author deleted their entire accout too, so I guess they just wanted to get rid of everything. Which, I mean, is fine, it is their work after all. They can do whatever they want with it.
BUT MAN, Im gonna be saving stuff all the time from now on.
#I have NEVER experienced this before#sure some fics I liked in the past got deleted and I was sad about it#but having a copy of it saved????#this is a whole new level of emotions#what the hell#you bet your ass Im gonna go and save SO MANY fics now after this#had to come here and rant cause Im feeling things rn#like Im so sad they deleted it but I have a copy so Im good??#but its still evoking this somberness???#idk man I wasn't expecting this#Im just gonna go read this smut fic now LMAO#ahhh but I just realized there was ANOTHER fic by this author I really liked... and I dont have it saved ☹#FUCK#really learning the hard way today#save your faves everybody!#you never know...#random post
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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY
#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK#ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK#my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3#so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first#which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go#but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it#from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN#about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change#the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even#and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop#to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel#and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember#reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not#the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often#misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#playthru#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#change god#WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK
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THE PRINCES OF THE NORTH!
i thought my little moshang kid could benefit from a baby brother
#svsss#moshang#xuejiao: i did not want a brother >:( MBJ: well we didn't ask you did we#baby tiehan got sqh's height and talkativeness and general nervous vibe. but hes for SURE half demon#loooves fighting and weaponry. MBJ took him along to all of his military campaigns when he was a kid. hes the northern armys little mascot#he and xuejiao used to fight (read: XJ would beat the SHIT out of him cause hes twice his size) when they were kids#as older teens they dont really have anything to do with each other because they have no shared hobbies and dont get along well#and MBJ is like :( our children have stopped sparring... something is wrong with them...#SQH: i actually think it's for the better that theyve stopped beating the everloving shit out of each other. but maybe thats my human bias#TH eats raw meat. XJ has constant flashbacks to his childhood of food poisoning (by political rivals who wanted him dead lol)#TH kicking open the door: HOW LONG AFTER AN ANIMAL DIES CAN I EAT IT?#XJ: i fucking hate this family. ugh. as long as it doesn't have any maggots or anything. fucking hell. get out of my rooms
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i wish i didn't take my stupid smut so seriously. why do i have 36 tabs of research open, 11 of which are from JSTOR?? what is wrong with me
#you can take the girl out of grad school#but you cant take grad school out of the girl#no one cares#no one is even going to notice this fucking detail#why am i like this#dont answer that#cause im pretty sure ill hate the answer#i will suck the fun out of any damn thing
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its genuinely frustrating that for a fandom that will go on and on about how much they love asoiaf because of “le gray characters!!111” and “subvert le fantasy!!11”, the minute you try to have any sort of nuanced discussion on a character with complex history and motivations they resort to the most surface level, black and white talking points imaginable
#cant even have any sort of discussion about rhaegar or tyrion because of this#like its fine not to like a character but that shouldnt stop us from discussion their narrative merits#yall pmo everyday on this damn app#rhaegar targaryen#he caused the warrrrr!!!!!! yes sure he did jan…if we ignore fucking aerys entire existence but yall dont care about that do you
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bear wears this every chance he gets and tim fucking hates it (but his cults anonymous group loves it so ha! suck on that timothy)
#bear is in every x anonymous group out there#pain anonymous narcotics anonymous alcoholic anonymous cult anonymous the list goes on#his sponsors have a group chat and are very involved in making sure he doesn't relapse!!!!#also i firmly believe that tim has nightmares about the sacrifice#like that quickly becomes the thing he sees most when under fear toxin#and!!! my personal opinion on the aftermath of the cult is that bear doesnt get superpowers from it#while it's cool and i really do enjoy the fics to me sometimes you fuck up your life and you dont get anything cool from it#sometimes u just have to live with the damage you caused to yourself. sometimes you get yourself almost sacrificed by the cult u#joined when you were scared and angry and grieving and you fuck up your life and they almost kill u and all you have left#are the broken pieces of what you used to call your life. all you have left are the friendships you've ruined the degree you fucked up#and the long list of jobs you've gotten yourself fired from. and to me!! me personally!!! that is more interesting than magic powers#also ik he didn't really get sacrificed but shhh play along for the mem#bernard dowd
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Right and his work menaces (Brent and Karen).
I don't remember last I mentioned it but apart from crude nicknames to people (except Chris), he also just puts them in his phone really weird (except Chris, who is literally in his phone as Chris). And I bring this up because in Right's phone, Karen is saved as "Lawful Obligation".
#my characters#oops i fell in love#can you guys tell im stressed and hyperfixating on my own fucked up ocs cause i am#also brents nickname at work and in rights phone is fuckwad#and hes like yeah if im called anything else at this point by right its weird and uncomfortable#and when it is finally approached as if paul is only in rights phone as shitty-ex (answer) now that hes an excoworker#what was he in rights phone BEFORE the transfer#and right is like annoying dickwad ... karen is like oh i see thats why you call him a dick still#thats like a nickname from his phone name#and brent has to ask why fuckwad and dickwad and right looks at him and takes a deep breathe before saying#because i like the word wad and it is very comforting bc like a wad of paper ? you can throw it away#and so if i realize i gotta get rid of attachment i wad it up#also dont tell paul that dickwad was a form of attachment or he will never shut the fuck up about it#karen and brent both swear to never mention it to paul#paul is honestly such a weird anomaly in the plot bc he doesnt directly work at the same police station#but he is CONSTANTLY a topic of gossip or annoyance or updates#hes literally karens best friend! aside from chris he was one of the few right worked with who HAD touch privileges before right banned it#hes also just genuinely well liked but no one can actually tell him or he will become insufferable#which is a crime that rick is guilty of once when he meets paul and karen introduces him#and rick is just OH i know that name! youre her best friend#and she looks so betrayed and paul looks so delighted and stunned and radiant over this fact#and rick makes up for it before the night is over which is why karen forgives him - he made paul back in his place#anyway yeah right has lots of fears and hes my bundle of anxiety and i love him and his atrocious nicknames#i think i would die if i gave someone a rude nickname even affectionately irl#also also final note on this ig#since right is a detective and not always at the station its worth pointing out brent and karen just work taking calls and#doing misc other work at their desks which are nearby so they 100% bond and its wonderful#ok i lied final note on them is#for a very long time karen has to check with right to make sure she isnt annoying brent because he doesnt emote well#and shes scared she wont know if shes annoying him please help youre like the only one who reads his moods accurately
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since we only see the fucking. what do i call it. this thing.
when theyre alone do we think oscar has told the others about these weird merge episodes? because it doesnt seem like they know...
#chat i am thinking about this so much#no cause ren said 'oscar just...isnt himself' like does he know whats wrong. does he know. oscar are you talking to your friends.#also im pretty sure oscar was implying that this like. isnt a normal part of the merge. which im now thinking about what the fuck this is#makin another post about it#rwby#tree talks#oscar pine#ozmosis#ozpin#tree can't shut up about oscar pine#no you just know theyre isolating themselves when they can also. like he is not talking to them#i know that because ren is like how the hell did jaune get these bitches to talk to him.#like i feel like they dont know#'like minded' = emotional repression#i dont even know if oscar told them what magic does to them#like if there was any time to bring that up it was when telling everyone about oz being back and that what he did was magic#and he. didnt.#like hes not gonna bring it up of his own accord. hed probably only mention these like merging episodes#is if someone was with them while one happened#i dunno im rambling#i just want to make angst...
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i think jason's probable death in gotham wars is going to either be a non-continuity death (like dick's deaths) or a "death" (like tim's deaths) in which he is not really dead, just like, in stasis or smh
(or they said we'll dig deeper this time so you can't dig out and offed him again)
#i actually hope he isn't dead#because then gotham wars would really be out of continuity#cause they can't really do the same thing twice#i THINK AT LEAST#DONT GO GETTING ANY IDEAS DC#im not even sure if i want gotham wars to be continuity bc im not sure about whats happening with selina over there#but#batman#jason todd#jason todd wayne#the red hood#red hood#robin dc#gotham wars#whatever the fuck is happening now in dc#bruce wayne#we don't have another timmy to bring you back from crazy so pls can the continuity not kill jason#we don't need him lazarus mad again#anygays dc is too much of a coward to keep any character dead#alfred is back#steph is back#kon is back#clark is back#wally is back#damian is back#jason is back (to die again apparently)#batfamily#tim drake#dick grayson
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i prescribe to the theory that everyone entered Evo a human
but didn't leave one
#except for nelly maybe#and i dont mean they all became watchers or listeners either#i mean grian left a watcher#but the others? they got fucked up some other way#pearl's either a mothman or a werewolf. or both. weremoth#jimmy left a canary. which sounds innocent but we know the truth. (could be interpretted as 'avian' but a part of me likes a siren twist)#(the canary in the coal mine is singing after all)#martyn. well i like to think martyn left either a listener or a messenger#whats a messenger? wouldnt you like to know weather boy#salems a witch or a demon obviously (not obviously i dont actually know her that well)#and big b? well. let's just say they dont call him big for nothin#actually jk giant is cool but i actually like to think that he's one of the ones where they're not. not really sure what's up with him#a la secret life shenanigans#but he does seem weirdly obsessed with holes and corridors for some strange reason#and taurtis? well i like to think taurtis didn't get to leave.#he got glitched into the Downside Up but he's still human. technically. just broken code now#as for the others i dont know them well enough :(#zee becomes a squid hybrid cause of squiddy?#evo smp#grian#evo grian#grian evo#evo martyn#martyn inthelittlewood#jimmy solidarity#the watchers#evo watchers#evolution smp#mc evolution#watcher grian
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They're gonna do the Inquisitor as dirty in Veilguard as they did Hawke in Inquisition, huh?
#i was very excited about veilguard#i still am?#but I'm also really disappointed with the whole 3 choices thing#like....whatvthe absolute fuck?#how is it that who the inquisition took in in the mage x Templar conflict doesn't matter?#the firt big choice you make in the fucking game?#how does what you do with the wardens not matter?#HOW DOES WHO YOU PUT. IN THE MOTHERFUCKING THRONE.#OF MOTHERFUCKING ORLAIS. NOT. MATTER????#i dont give a flying fuck about my inquisitor's relationship with solas#i care about the inquisition she build#not to mention stuff from the other games#it's ridiculous#my one fear going into veilguard would be that they'd treat the Inquisitor like treated hawke in daí#hawke was just so ooc in dai#in bw's typical 'oh#actually blood magic is evil' way#which is fucking stupid#i as the player should have the choice to do it if i want to#anyway...not sure i want to see dorian and fenris anymore#cause god knows what they'll to them#dragon age#dav spoilers
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why is it that i love socializing on my own terms and go out of my way to talk to strangers (when my paranoia isn't seriously acting up at least) and get excited when my friends message me or ask to arrange to hang out and love dressing in weird outfits that i personally think look nice even if everyone else finds them weird and judges me but the second i get invited to a party my brain goes full carrie white about it
#🐉#i guess its probably because being invited to a party means i owe it to the organizer and the person its for#not to make them feel uncomfortable or draw attention away from them by being weird and strange and myself#whereas in public people have the option to ignore me if they dont like my deal and my friends of course accept me and love me for who i am#but still. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#like i dont need social approval but i DO need to make sure i dont 'cause a scene' at someone elses special event#ALSO!!! i hate the concept of overdressing why the fuck is that a thing im gonna kill you just let me wear my little outfits
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