#which made me nervous

[vampirecatboy]

ex-friend who was seeing a gender therapist: yeah she just offered to write me a note for hormones like 2 sessions in

me when i got an appointment with a gender therapist: yeah that's probably an outlier, i doubt mine would work that fast

my gender therapist, like 20 minutes into our first session: yeah we work with a doctor who can provide you with hormones, the wait list is about 2 months, but if you wanted to start right away we can send you to planned parenthood

me:

[nidbaesenpai]

back at it again with the viet beam feat. jackpot combo against the king!

[julykings]

first week of august

[marblerose-rue]

click for better quality!

whaddaya think makes tracks like that? / needletail and violetpaw

[mushroominaforest]

So okay I know I was literally just whining about school a bunch but it is definitely awesome to get to see all my (and I do have some, believe it or not) friends again! The one I was worried about was actually super chill so I think it’s fine now lol. She does have beef with my other friends though and she does still hate the friend I maybe sorta have a tiny crush on.

(Okay so that friend that I might have a crush on held my hand today when we were walking to English class and I stg I was moments away from spontaneously combusting.)

(Ignore the messy drawing lol)

She’ll be yapping about something that annoyed her meanwhile I am no longer breathing and by some miracle she remains completely oblivious.

She keeps doing stuff like this and that’s why we had so many dating allegations last year lmfao

[our-lesboy-experience]

Found out a fairly long term mutual of mine is anti lesboy (and anti pansexual and anti mspec and a transmed) and having a difficult time blocking them. I attach to mutuals a lot so like. It gets hard to lose a mutual even if I'm the one blocking them. I hate this cause I thought they were cool and open minded since they agreed with a lot of my posts. Only to find out they think people like me are terrible parts of the queer community and that I'm not valid. Like that hurts so much. I already hate when people hate my identity and say it's not valid, but when it's a mutual. Especially one I've been mutuals with for so long now. Ouch. Major ouch.

i'm so sorry for that anon :( I've been hurt a couple times over mutuals' opinions and it really sucks. the best you can do is distance yourself from them but it doesn't make it any less sucky

[thedoctorsawkwardhufflepuff]

Just started Deadalive and I'm sorry but does Skinners whole"i don't truly think he was the last one" line mean what I think it means? Bc standing over Mulder's grave at his FUNERAL and basically just going "Scully, I know that's his fucking baby" IS INSANE!!! Like am I misinterpreting that as being apart of Scully's thing about him being the last of his family or whatever and meaning he doesn't believe Mulder was the last of his family to die? Bc that's all I can think that means and looking at Scully at Mulder's funeral and being like "Hey I know it's a weird time to bring it up bc your.....partner?.... just died but I just want to say I know that baby's gonna have his last name" is just nuts

[saturnvs]

update about horse stuff for the people who care 😭 my equine therapy is going well!! icelandic horses are so cool :’) i haven’t even ridden yet, i’ve mostly been brushing them and cuddling and taking them to and from the pasture, but even through those simple things i feel like i’ve gained a lot? which amazes me a bit

i’m consumed by the thought of riding on a regular basis again so i’ve contacted the riding school near me and asked for a private lesson so i can see how it feels to ride again, and if that goes well i might start taking weekly group lessons again :’D

[anotherpapercut]

today a 7 year old at work asked me if I was a boy or a girl and I said I'm actually neither and one of the other kids said "so you're nothing???" and I went "yep I'm nothing. isn't that crazy?" and I heard my coworker snort lmao

[navyinks]

I'm excited to say that after two years of little to no progress, Dandelion Children will finally be getting some pretty meaningful updates this year ^-^

Although most pre-existing characters will stay, their designs have all undergone significant changes and the plot will focus on Neppie's journey rather than Rahn's final days. New characters will also begin showing up in the next few months :) You can check out the Dandelion Children tag on my blog to see previous characters designs and story concepts.

My art goal for 2024 is to tell more stories, and I'm really excited to share with everyone what I've been working on for a while now :) I'm grateful for those who still remember Dandelion Children & hope it isn't too late to begin pushing the story out! xD

[sorrowsaint]

if you arnte playing scrimp music i dont wanna HEAR it.

[minnow-doodle-doo]

with my new job as an after-school art teacher, I went back to the school I used to work at as a Para and had to break up a fight within the first 30 mins of being there lol. Just like old times

Though other than that it was great to be back and talk to all my old coworkers, learned about how the kids are doing, I stayed like an hour and a half later just talking.

[spittyfishy]

Would any of y’all be interested in hearing about my own characters/stories or would it just be annoying?

[sunsetzer]

On one hand, I want a final fantasy 6 remake, because the game is criminally underrated and the amount of fan content (which is all absolutely fantastic btw) is Not Enough for my neurodivergent, hyperfixating brain.

On the other hand, that would inevitably encourage more people to join the fandom, which would be great, except it seems these days the bigger a fandom gets the more toxic it becomes, and I really like what we have going on over here in our little corner. We all just love the game and its characters and nobody fights about who should and shouldn't date who or who you shouldn't like because they're ~problematique~. Nobody's trying to make one ship morally better than another, nobody's calling anyone names or threatening to doxx people who don't agree with their opinions. It's so peaceful and I love that for us. We're just vibing. Moisturized. Unbothered. In our lane. Flourishing.

[knifekris]

every day i struggle to make choices

[lesvianism]

i feel like people wouldn’t have been so shitty in regards to violet if the game was more transparent about the issues within violet and minerva’s relationship before she was taken.

like i’m pretty sure the game developers did mention how vi wasn’t really getting the treatment she should’ve been (??) in the relationship, and you do see it in certain scenes, but those scenes are mostly in the romance violet route, so people who already decided to hate her and only play the louis route didn’t get to see them.