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ibeewashere · 1 year ago

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Fjord: I swear there’ll be buttons and shiny shit if you go into the water with us!!

Nott: Oh really!!! Wow I’ve totally changed my mind!!!! Look at this fucking bastard Jesus fucking Christ

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always-a-slut-4-ghouls · 1 month ago

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love how hua cheng is just like "I support xie lian rights and xie lian wrongs, except he can never do anything wrong ever even when he kills a bunch of people. Go off king" and Xie Lian is like “This is my beautiful husband, he has committed war crimes, but haven’t we all?”

And their relationship is somehow healthier than anything I've ever been in.

#emma posts #to be fair everything involving me didn’t have me aware that it was a thing #but I couldn’t compete anyway #tcgf #is it dating someone if they never told you they were dates and you misinterpreted them?#not asking for a friend #this is just straight up every situation I’ve been in #that’s as close as I’ve ever actually gotten to dating someone #I’ve witnessed plenty of other people’s relationships though #‘we’ve been dating for six months’ ‘those were dates?!’ ‘you asked me out first’ ‘and you rejected me!’ <- closest to dating I’ve been #all the other times I didn’t even ask the person out first. the just flat out never said it was a date and I thought we were just chilling #and all the other times I’ve asked someone out they rejected me and then DIDN’T ask me out without telling me they were asking me out #how was I supposed to know he changed his mind?#I’m still not over how I didn’t know we were dating until after we broke up #just the sheer comedy of my love life gets to me #comedy of errors ass love life #I’m getting really side tracked #Xie Liana’s friends were totally reasonable to think that someone stalking someone for several centuries is alarming #but somehow those two had it happen in the healthiest way possible???#I respect it tbh #only healthy relationship I’ve ever had that much sheer dedication in is me and my favorite cat which is a very maternal relationship #and i didn’t even actually kill the people who threatened him. they weren’t real threats but they knew they did psychological damage #to this day I wish I bit them until I tasted blood #but being in detention with them would have meant being around them longer than I had to be 😑#they have probably changed a lot since then but I still never want to see them again in my life #that might actually have played a slight role in how feral I get about protecting my cat 🐈‍⬛#I’m getting into personal issues again #our co-dependent parental dynamic. me and my cat. is perfectly healthy and I will not change it #said by someone who is not healthy but definitely will not change this specific thing #and the co-dependency is in fract mutual. that’s why it’s CO dependent

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moonstandardtime · 5 months ago

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i want to put link in isat. im sure hed do fine. the heros spirit endures

#my post #i was gonna say like. 'probably not the worst thing the heros spirit has endured.' but actually #man. idk. ppl like to say majoras mask is super dark. i think bc ur constantly faced with tragedy in a very direct way #zelda is usually slightly less in your face abt that stuff. mm crosses the line for that juust enough for it to be Particularly Notable #loz generally isnt afraid to address the Horrors. or at least acknowledge them #i dont mean this in a 'mm is darkest zelda' or whatever kind of way. (see jacob gellers video 'every zelda is the dsrkest zelda')#i mean it as like. mm is just louder about it #yknow. but is mm is speaking loudly then. if u put isat next to loz then it would drown mm out quite easily #in large part bc the story is just told differently #the characters are much more expressive in every way. bc the story is being told through expression #whereas loz tells stories specifically via player action #if that makes sense?#loz focuses on the journey. isat focuses on how the journey feels #not to mention links permanent 😶. which definitely influences this #honestly link as a general character (tho especially botw link) is very similar to siffrin. im not gonna try to put that into words rn but #maybe another time #anyways. if isat were told more like a zelda game i think it would be along mm and botw #i say those 2 specifically bc time loop and death and loss. lol #if the reverse were true. if loz ganes were told more like isat. then god dude i dunno #i might go through the plots of each and measure out how much i think the bitch(link) is Going Through It sometime #not rn. but sometime #initial gut thoughts tho. i think probably oot sksw la andd. possibly ww. wojld have similar emotional impact #sksw especially. have you seen his face when he sees zelda in the crystal thing. god #id say botw too but tbh. i kind of think its emotional impact is best as is.#it leaves itself a lot of room to breathe. you can rlly like. think abt it.#man these tags are off topic from the original post. eh its my post who care

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homosociallyyours · 7 months ago

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#idk how to explain it but like.#was talking to my ex earlier and he is falling in love again #and there's a part of me that's sad about it bc it's been so long and i am way too messed up to fall in love again #but the biggest part of me was just immediately filled with genuine joy #i want for him something as good as what we had or better #which is a tall order tbh bc we did have something very good #but i think there's real possibility this time and that makes the little bit of ache ok #I'll be honest-- i have never been able to figure out where i fall in the poly/mono spectrum #but times like these push me toward poly?#bc when i love someone their joy brings me joy even if I'm not the source of it #and i know i might have to push to keep in touch more (hard) but mostly i just want this person i care about #to have the love and support they deserve #ignore that I'm crying rn though im not sad just nostalgic and touch starved and lonely and drowning

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phagodyke · 4 months ago

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weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<

#im gonna go and do my food shop etc to keep myself busy and hopefully my 2nd meds will kick in and we'll be able to handle it together #i think i kind of do this so regularly bc my brain is just processing everything bc i dont rly have time during the week #all cool tho im doing good overall def on the up n i feel way more capable of coping emotionally which is nice. i <3 meds #also.. possibly settling on the idea that i might be agender. very tentatively. lots of experiences n thoughts coming together rn #ive been reacting in unexpected ways to a lot of gendered shit atm which has made me reconsider the way i think abt myself #but very difficult to articulate it to myself let alone anyone else. so ive been sitting with it for now until it precipitates #gender stuff has never rly affected me much or ive never been in a place to explore it which is why i havent thought abt it super hard #but im not the sort of person who needs a lot of internal exploration to figure out my identity like im v self aware tbh #and while im wildly indecisive abt most things in my life for some reason i never have been abt stuff like this. i learned abt lesbianism #like idk 9 years ago-ish and straight away was like yeah that makes sense for me. never looked back since #n similarly ive experienced forms of gender dysphoria before n just immediately dealt with it symptomatically n moved on #its never been smth to agonise abt for me like i know what makes me comfortable in my skin so theres no question abt doing it #and ik im privileged to be able to do that. and also it helps that gender for me is mostly divorced from external perceptions #+ that im v autistic so social pressures dont stick to me very well. i mean yeah i was bullied for it as a kid but i was stubborn asf #so yeah from the moment i realised i was genuinely uncomfortable/upset abt it earlier this week i was like okay. lets try this instead #its given me pretty instant relief from any distress i was feeling so far which is nice. rare respite from one of my torture labyrinths #just testing out internally whether it frames things more clearly n makes me feel more myself/at peace before i choose to stick w the idea #but not gonna do a whole coming out fanfare either way. dont think i wanna change how ppl interact w me + im still a dyke #so i dont consider it relevant to anyone else unless they share a similar understanding of gender to me. or if we're v close #ill prolly broach it w other trans friends eventually bc insert philosophers talking image. but to everyone else its business as usual #happy to play my cis-sona at work. + w new queer ppl i meet ive been introducing myself recently w mirrored pronouns instead of any/all #and i think i prefer that. virtually indistinguishable but theres smth nice abt inviting ppl to recognise me the way they do themselves #like translating + localising a non-gendered language into a gendered one... simplifying decisions abt how to perceive me #and ofc ppl are still gonna perceive me however but idc much unless we're actually friends. the rest is all a performance anyway #doubtful anyone on here ever has reason to refer to me but if u do for some reason... im freeloading off ur pronouns now btw <3 #but yeahhh. much 2 think abt. i need to read more alien/ai sci fi.. non-human sentience has been such a comforting concept lately #but yea tldr i woke up one morning this week like damn im prolly agender but i have a full time job to go to rn so idc abt that #.diaries #okkkk my dex is kicking in im no longer on the verge of tears lets go get these groceries wooohoooo

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sorikkung · 6 months ago

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people interacting w wgoin in my notes... this would be a rly bad time to say all my writing will probably be on hiatus for the indefinite future huh

#not like it makes a practical difference considering i only upload twice a year at best #but im realising how much my writing is shame motivated and its just not sustainable or healthy #it saddens me that these stories i invested So much time and effort into will probably never get finished #i wanna hold out hope that they will but #i dont want anyones expectations to be too high #bc knowing myself they probably wont #i started wgoin thinking that this would be the story i commit to finishing and not just abandon as soon as i get bored #but that was before i had really realised how my brain works #and for a while writing these chapters have felt very forced #gbgb had a much better run till it crashed and i was just unable to pick it back up #tbh that one could potentially still be saved bc of how open ended it is if i get any inspo for it back whatsoever #bc it had no strict plan i was entirely making it up as i go #and im realising thats how i write best. i tried to plan wgoin so id commit to finishing it but im realising that has the opposite effect #if i plan anything too thoroughly writing it becomes like gnawing on lead #cause i got all the dopamine out of the idea already #i write best when i have nothing but a vague idea or a vibe #gbgb crashed bc i ran out of vibes and ideas but if i find any again who knows #there is the possibility where i scrap the plan i had for wgoins entire plot and make the rest up as i go #which i might try purely bc i love the story sm #and i think i enjoyed writing it most back in the first three parts where i Was making it up as i went #which is why im saying indefinite hiatus instead of discontinued #bc there is hope for them. just not. much #so if u stick around maybe follow me on ao3 if u dont wanna see all my posts n just my stories #maybe in 3 years time youll see another wgoin notif or sumn #sorry to the small but dedicated handful of readers who really loved these fics #i wanted to write more for you guys bc ik its hard to find this kinda fic anywhere else; its why i started writing it #but i am but one unmedicated autist w severe adhd. we r working on the unmedicated part tho #ive learned so much abt how my brain functions now n how to make the most of it tho #i told myself id finish any new writing before i post it. so know anything new Will be complete :3 #mischiefing time

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brutalmasks · 6 months ago

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what kind of time loop are you stuck in?

historical tragedy.

you know how people say that when someone dies, it’s like their candle goes out? of course you know, you’ve been lost in the dark before. you’ve felt the wax drip onto your skin as the wick burns out, the smoke rising away from the puddle in your hands. maybe you can reshape it—put it back together. maybe you can light it again someday.

tagged by: i found this quiz here on tumblr!

tagging: @hexsreality, @divingdownthehole, @question-marked, @clawsextended, @furiaei, and anyone else who wants to take this quiz!

#SOMETHING FEELS AMISS: musings.#rp memes.#hmm... idk what i was expecting TBH but this seems fairly accurate NGL.#bunny mask has unfortunately DEFINITELY been in the dark before. and her time loop taking place in the past honestly makes too much sense.#because she is very much an outsider to everything that is going on in present time. though trust me she tries-#her best to get as accustomed to everything as possible. however i feel as if there will always be a part of her-#that is trapped back in that cave as she'd spent the majority of her waking life in there... as twisted as that may be in reality.#so yeah. that's uhh why it makes sense because i feel as if she might feel more ' at home ' in the past #plus bunny is an ancient being so y'know. she's loved through countless tragedies though the likes of which-#she's never actually seen.

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bi-buck-coded · 1 year ago

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#ik that i need to be honest with my doctor and tell him i havent been taking my meds…#but what if i lie instead and somehow fic it myself #its just what if like i tell him how long i havent been taking them and he decides that i dont deserve them??#which isnt likely and would b a very shitty thing to do that i think legally he might not b able to do but #what if???#i might lie a little and tell him but say its been a shorter amount of time than it actually has been #dude idk but im starting to feel like possibly i might have an episode soon like it feels like one might b coming on and im scared tbh #like idk at this point theres not much i can really do except make aure im getting sleep and continuing to go to my lifting classes #but ya idk #i need to figure out how to get back on track with my meds but im scared to talk to him abt it bc i Just started seeing him #i also start therapy with a new therapist tomorrow and thats scary #but maybe i could talk to het abt it idk

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monty-glasses-roxy · 1 year ago

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Not quite what you described in the post but I couldn't make it work that way, and actually I misread it at first so the plush being on Roxy's head is a mental image I have now anyways and that's fun too.

YEEEEESSSSS AMAZING

This is now what she does when she wants to carry around a lil comfort guy but her paws are full. They get to sit on her head.

Which is funnily enough, where the mini Music Men Poppet and Glow like to alternate being. Bsjdndk they just jump up to her head to get comfy in her fluffy hair but! Someone's already there! How DARE someone else take their spot! Oh it's just a plushie? IRRELEVANT! Tippy? SUMMON THE HORDE WE ARE GOING TO WAR!!!!

#lmao djdndk i forget which one is the dramatic one of roxy's four #i think it might be tippy actually #tippy... naybe glow but also POSSIBLY poppet? i should check my notes on them #definitely wasn't bobbin.#bobbin is a chill little tbh creature of a mini guy #just likes being held... and watching what everyone's doing at all times...#just a little guy of all time!!#note: holding bobbin is only to be done by roxy and cassie. he doesn't like anyone else doing it. makes him feel small and vulnerable...#but roxy and cassie make him feel safe and warm so he loves them doing it #yes this means bobbin is the original comfort plushie roxy gets to carry around even before the meteor.#this is the case in every au involving them lmao he's practically glued to her paws dndjjd #ANYWAY YEAH POPPET AND GLOW GETTING MAD THERE'S A JOLTEON PLUSH ON ROXY'S HEAD CAUSE THAT'S THEIR SPOT FUCK YOU #ONLY CASSIE CAN BE THERE WHEN THEY AREN'T WHO'S THIS SPIKEY LEMON BITCH?!#bobbin meanwhile will act like a deflated balloon if shes carrying a plushie around the ruins and not him...#poppet and glow: HOW DARE YOU TAKE BOBBINS SPOT TOO HAVE YOU NO DECENCY?! HAVE YOU NO RESPECT?! NO HUMANITY?!#ndjdjdkd god this is a funny mental image #meteors au #meteors roxy #i swear she's still a sarcastic and angry person in this btw #i have not completely babified her she's still very much angry petty and often mean #her confidence and comfort levels are just more frequently on my mind #cause to be fair... i love her and want to see her comfy and happy after the anger and rage and the tears and the turmoil #there's a lot of that!!!#and she doesn't know how to handle it in her new body so it's extra explosive #but ANYWAY WE'RE TALKING CUTE FUNNY SILLIES WOOOO ROXY WITH A JOLTEON PLUSHIE #ON HER HEAD WHEN HER PAWS ARE FULL AND WITH HER CHIN BETWEEN ITS EARS WHEN THEY'RE NOT #A PRIZED POSSESSION!!!!#SHE LOVES HER MONS FROM EDDIE'S OLD GAMES #pop rox answers #ALSO WHY DON'T I GET NOTIFS ON MOBILE FOR ASKS NOW WHAT'S UP WITH THAT

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saturdays--sun · 10 months ago

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LMAO this was about me, actually.

#''her very close and precious suitors'' is that what we're calling them 💀#i prefer this scene in the anime (as i do w like. every scene. tbh i'm really just using the LNs as supplementary to the anime lol) if only #—because ''do you mind if i throw my hat in the ring?'' (or however he phrases it) opens up the possibility for my insert to be like—#''ya know what. why not. this might as well happen too. sure. you can take me out sometime.''#which is SO funny actually lmfao #i should expand on that #♡ — text #☆ — 𝐟𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐲. [ drrr!! ]

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rexscanonwife · 1 year ago

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Ok so...originally Brea doesn't belong to any battalion and doesn't hold the rank of General, but lately I've been thinking about the possibility of making a few clone OCs and designing a squadron for her to lead! In my main timeline she's just kinda backup and is constantly called across the galaxy to assist other jedi with their fights, but I think it'd be fun to explore that and make new characters to share :3

#jane journals #self insert talk #ill pick like an arbitrary number for them to be called and pick a color #and im thinking her captain would be very big brother to her. like her impulse control and looking out for her #he respects her command and abilities #but also respects that she cares about them!! maybe he even thinks she cares about them TOO much.#and he doesnt want that care to distract her #BUT HED LEARN THAT ITS NOT A DETRIMENT BUT A STRENGTH >:0 #i do admit tho #theres a possibility i might accidentally fall in love w him AND THATS WHY I HAVENT YET TBH JFJGKGK #but hey if that happens then it happens 😂😂#lowkey would love if other ppl were interested in the other troopers of the squad too #ofc gotta make em first lol #which i might sometime soon!

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asinglesock · 1 year ago

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I am actually feeling more optimistic about school than I have in several weeks. I'm thankful for that.

#a sock speaks #grad school tag #got paid for the fellowship I did this fall (which I'm just realizing I never posted photos from here. maybe I should do that sometime.)#the pay was not much but tbh having it on my CV is probably more valuable #got my research job sorted out so I can clock hours again #got a topic I'm actually interested in for my Big Scary 20 single spaced page 2nd Temple lit paper #got the ok from my program advisor to completely restart my portfolio if I'm still not happy with it in the spring #lots of New Testament course offerings for spring semester and I'm going to take as many as possible #and I'm very timidly going to say that I might be doing a little better with Hebrew verbs this week #I talk a lot about my negative feelings here but it's really not all bad

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viiridiangreen · 1 year ago

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also i turned 26 today and it was mostly just like. A Thursday. Got to work from home tho if i had to come into the office on my birthday i would've.............. prolly not done anything drastic but i wouldn't have liked that at all lol

pros: we ordered some Special Cookies (if u haven't tried alfajores u r Missing Out), hung out w partner, & their family sent nice messages. finally dipped my toes into franchise mode in planet zoo (so not following a set Theme but starting my own park from scratch with a Likely Overambitious habitat for Spectacled Caimans with an underwater viewing gallery. it's gonna be rad if i can avoid running out of money hhhh. i'll post pics when i've added foliage / rockwork / the actual critters lol) & we're about to do this week's destiny story update thing rn.

cons: my family was A Bit Weird abt it esp my aunt on my mom's side like she typed a whole thing in whatsapp which started with "I think about you almost every day" and then she deleted it when i didn't look at it within a few hours haha.

#viitalks #oh i also got some messages from Facebook Simps bc i forgot to turn off birthday notifs on my anon streamer acct lol #i felt very tbh creature abt it like not terribly high highs or low lows but it was good overall i think?#i think it's the same thing abt our Living Quarters (dark damp literally uncleanable) and my Undxed Whatever dulling things down but #if things continue to take their present course we might get Significant Help in the living situation department #as in. an apartment #bc the only way ppl in my generation get a place 2 live is if they're connected to older ppl with privilege or luck or both. and my partner #is. via their dad. so.............#yeagh #ig things seem like they'll turn out alr in the long run for us. barring like. the total collapse of society or the city running out of-#water. etc. lol #but uhhhhh Short Term im still v surprised at how bad i am @ coping with everyday routine shit #& by that i mean my complete absence of a routine #self dxed possibly fake adhd and autism which might just be laziness & social ineptitude instead FIGHT #coughs

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astrxealis · 2 years ago

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read. a translation of the audio drama and i haven't listened to it yet so idk just HOW exactly it is just wow i am. wow

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚#eyebrows furrowed (idk how to explain this emotion. this feeling)#this is so complex... complicated...... i honestly am not sure anymore. i think fuuta deserves to be forgiven but?#the thing is he's. wow. he found out the deal with milgram which is impressive #and he's the kind of guy who puts up a sort of 'front'. and tbh the 'excuses' he makes are very understandable #<- single guy who takes the blame for the sins of many #the thing is that he still doesn't yk... but he obviously feels guilty even if he keeps denying that he /killed/ them #yeah this 2nd trial for fuuta is more on his guilt and his yk towards himself and to es and to milgram #fuuta. what an interesting character for real #i'm a bit scared honestly bcs i think if he's voted 'guilty' he might... commit yk #the line he drew over his picture in the mv w the rest of them. a red line crossing his neck. yeah #but being voted guilty restrains you physically and mentally right? that's why i'm fine w voting haruka guilty #but i'm still conflicted about that too ngl but ultimately innocent -> guilty -> innocent works for him. but idk for fuuta...#guilty -> innocent -> innocent imo. maybe guilty -> guilty -> innocent but i don't really think so but idk #the thng is rn i'm doing the exact thing es and fuuta fought for (?). not in an entertainment way bcs i'm yk eyebrows furrowed and all #but in a way that i'm still. partaking in deciding the fates of these characters. do i even have the right to?#especially with regard to fuuta for me considering i see myself in him. just not as stubborn and in denial.#so interesting and worrisome and. wow. milgram is so genius #i sincerely doubt milgram will have any sort of happy ending... i wonder what are the possibilities the writers planned for?

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brutalmasks · 6 months ago

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where do you carry your pain?

your heart.

you have loved and been hurt. your heart is tired, but cannot grow calloused...

tagged by: @divingdownthehole

tagging: @volegne, @warled, @question-marked, @cxpperhead, and anyone else who might like to take this quiz!

#SOMETHING FEELS AMISS: musings.#rp memes.#I AM HERE BECAUSE I AM BUNNY MASK: character study.#hmm. HMMMM WHOEVER MADE THIS UQUIZ...#i will be sending you my therapy bill in the mail!! / j NAH I'm kidding but this is honestly emotionally damaging.#bunny mask really does love humanity with all of her heart BUT i have a feeling that if she ever-#allowed herself to truly rest then she would fall into another hibernation like state? for like... possibly a decade or something??#because her heart really is tired NGL and i feel as if this is because there is so many bad people out there-#even though there is also a LOT of good people which honestly means that her work is... well VERY cut out for her-#if i'm being honest (': anddd uh i can guarantee y'all that she has put her trust in someone before-#that betrayed her and that just made her heart feel like it was going to break into a million little pieces tbh.#thus basically what i'm trying to say here is that bunny mask REALLY needs a day to herself or something soon bc she-#just might not be able to continue with thing's the way they are now because it is awfully hard-#to love something that can be capable of being super cruel... but bunny mask is still! going to try!! to do it!!!#bunny mask always tries to take the high road after all. though y'all should like totally encourage her to take a rest... if you want to-#that is JSJSJ

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avatarofthelonely · 10 months ago

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ive had many Thoughts about tmagp but i feel reluctant to share any of them since i feel silly trying to speculate about a show that barely even has any episodes and tbh i think im justified in this bc last week i was gonna post like "i wonder if the fears only started manifesting in the protocol universe around/after 2018 since all the incidents so far happened in 2022 👀" and then this week we immediately got an incident from 2009 -_-

#kinda had a feeling that was the case anyway (which is why i Didnt post it) since only having a span of like 5ish yrs #that incidents could possibly take place could be super limiting but like....i still am wondering when manifestations started #my bet is that is was probably when/around the time the magnus institute burned down (why the fears went into The Past of this universe #also has me 🤔) which tbh im hoping for bc i feel like if its much earlier than that then its just sort of. stupid #like i think whats really interesting about the fears being in a new universe is that theres no real history attached to them yet #the oldest avatars have only been around for like a couple of decades at this point. what few cults/groups there might be are very new #nobody knows shit about fuck yet and theres so much potential for how things go. and thats just so much more #compelling imo than 'oops! all established groups and people and frameworks!' again #blathering #got on a bit of a ramble sorry. like i said i have a Lot of thoughts. none coherent of course lol

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