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#mousse#moose#fun fact#moose are called elk in Europe#which is just so incredibly confusing#I guess we call elk wapiti for some reason?#it’s truly bizarre#this is why common names are total mooseshit#this is not related to herpetology
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[ID: a digital redraw of the scene where chuuya shoots dazai in the shoulder. on the top of the drawing is chuuya holding a guy to dazai's head in the red and grey hallways of the prison. on the bottom of the drawing is dazai's pained face. the gunshot is shown stylistically as hectic lines behind his bloody shoulder. over the image is half a quote from goncharov that reads 'if we really were in love you wouldn't have missed.' the signature says dandelion-roots. end ID]
This quote from Goncharov (1973) in relation to soukoku has been haunting me from before I even got to that scene in the anime (the full thing is: Katya- Of course we're in love, that's why I tried to shoot you/ Goncharov- If we really were in love you wouldn't have missed). Violence as a tool for communicating emotions, especially love and hatred, especially love and hatred makes me go feral- how could I not think of the iconic quote that says that katya's miss was a sign of a lack of love/a fake love when chuuya didn't miss? Just... losing it over here.
#bsd#bsd s5#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#soukoku fanart#bungou stray dogs season 5#bsd spoilers#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#not to tell on myself but i just realized that i. used the wrong screenshot as ref JKDSKDJKDJ i have too many saved. its fine. u get it#just saying it in case anyone was confused#goncharov#also just to be clear if someone didnt understand the caption- i used the quote to be the opposite of what was happening#not to describe what was happening in the scene or to imply that chuuya later not killing dazai was him 'missing'#i get VERY specific imagery in my mind and i disregard everything else#and i do it in the way that would be incredibly confusing to most ppl at first glance. such is the world#im not wordy rn i cant fully describe my feral state after finishing bsd earlier today or this thing. hope u enjoy it anyway!#it was rly fun to do a screenshot redraw the bsd animation crew is so freaking talented and i got to see which colours they used where#i changed them bcs they wouldnt been too desaturated but lots of blues in the bg! colour theory babyyy#and got to play around w csp! fun fun been so long since ive done digital art
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sometimes being aroacespec is confusing. what do you mean, most people can tell the difference between platonic and romantic and sexual attraction? what do you mean people don't "choose" crushes? what do you mean that people can imagine themselves in a physical situation with someone else?? isn't dating just Friendship Plus??? hell, isn't marriage just Friendship Plus?????????
what do they mean??????????? what are feelings???? why am i so confused????????
*edit: changed "aroace" to "aroacespec", since several aromantic people felt that this was not an Aromantic Feeling. i see you, i hear you, and so i changed it to be more accurate to me personally, since i am Confused About Feelings Always
#void keith talks#aroace#aromantic#asexual#aro#ace#aromantic asexual#i'm so confused as an autistic aroace person#about every emotion i have about another person ever#and i also read a lot of romance so like. i know what romance is *supposed* to look like#i know the ideal and the not ideal#but i have no idea about any sort of romantic social cues irl#because i'm bad with social cues. i miss them a lot or i misinterpret them#i'm good with body language because i was taught a lot of it early#but social cues are different and some change over time which is INCREDIBLY confusing#and also like? i don't feel stable enough or mentally healthy enough to be in a relationship#i feel like it would be unfair for a potential partner(s) for them to be in a relationship with me#because i just Don't Have My Shit Together. like at all#i Only Like Fictional People That Way#fictoromantic#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbt+#lgbtq+#lgbtqia#lgbtqia+#arospec#aromantic spectrum#aroacespec
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grumpy/sunshine trope but it's skk........
Dazai being an actual ray of sunshine while still managing to make Chuuya's job and life more difficult. Chuuya just wants to get that money but he can't do that if Dazai's alive 😭 Chuuya visiting Dazai's coffee shop constantly and unintentionally becoming a regular Dazai gets to know by name and Chuuya's just like, dang, he didn't realize how hard taking out some barista would be. DAZAI GIVES HIM A RUN FOR HIS MONEY
I LOVE YOUR BRAIN MWAH MWAH MWAH
I NEED U TO TAG ME IF YOU DO MORE WITH THIS IDEA!!!!!
#chuuya getting used to the big rushes of people and eventually trying things other than just an americano#which makes dazai incredibly happy and everyday when chuuya comes in theres a new drink waiting at his usual seat#and if anyone else dares to try and sit there dazai glares at them until they move away out of shame and confusion at what possibly couldve#riled up the normally calm shop owner#im so normal abt them i swear#coffeechemicalenergy&acid#<- NEW TAG FOR U#battery answers#battery powered YAPPING#skk#soukoku#bsd#bungou stray dogs
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#ladies it’s a guessing game in this chili’s tonight#do I feel incredibly emotional (slightly frustrated but mostly just ~emotional~#because a) I’m just really tired#b) that time of the month is affecting my emotions even though it never really has befofe#c) because I just had a long and confusing music practice most of which I really enjoyed but also I have no idea what parts I’ve been given#and I don’t know how to prepare for the next one#d) I want a nice long quiet talk about whatever with my boyfriend and I will have one literally tomorrow but not today#e) working girl woes etc bc Monday is tomorrow#f) all of the above#anyway ignore this lol I’m just thinking out loud so to speak
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i went wandering off in my pokespe gallery and had to relieve how wonderful this scene played out. no kidding
please dont read the tags i got emotional there /lh
#the.plot felt a bit confusing to me admittedly but oras did so well in trying to make franticshipping incredibly satisfactory since#at the end of rs we couldn't really tell if they settled with each others feelings yet (APPARENTLY NOT BECAUSE THEY'RE PRIDEFUL AND DUMB/JJ)#but at least sapphire still had some thoughts about it but i was kinda mad WHY DIDNT RUBY GIVE HIS HALF OF THE FEELINGS PROPERLY!!!#WELL THIS HAPPENED WHERE HE OPENLY CONFESSES ABOUT HOW MUCH HE CARES ABOUT HER AND THE WHOLE WORLD CELEBRATED#in r/s they were constantly separated from each other by WILL BECAUSE they despise each other so much#in oras - after confessing - it literally ACHES for ruby to not see her like take a fucking shot everytime he says wheres sapphire????#THEY WERE ALWAYS AWAY FROL EACH OTHER HERE AND HE FEELS SO GUILTY FOR EVERY TIME SAPPHIRE GETS HARMED#FOR EXAMPLE; FIGHTING WITH ZINNIA AND FALLING OFF THE ROCKET - LOSING HER VOICE - RUBY HOLDING THE SECRET FROM SAPPHIRE BY PROMISING STEVEN#LITERALLY EVERUTHING SHE DOES MAKES HIM FEEL ALL THE MORE GUILTY AND HE CANT EVEN TELL HER STRAIGHT HES SORRY BECAUSE THEY'RE LITERALLY#FUCKING AWAY FROM EACH OTHRHADHDHRHSBRBDBSHSHSHE#AND WHEN THEY FINALLU MEET UP VIA TROPIUS AND RAYQUAZA SHE TELLS HIM TO SHUT UP AND HOLD HIS EMOTIONS FOR NOW. THAT'S HOW DESPERATE HE WAS#TO SEE EHR AGAIN AHAHAHAHTDTHHGG IM SO INSANEEE#AND AT THIS MOMENT HE ALMOST EMOTIONALLY CONFESSES WITH TEARS HE DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE HER AGAIN BECAUSE WORST COMES TO WORST HE'LL NEVER SEE#HER IF HE TRIES TO SAVE THE WORLD BY HIMSELF FROM THE METEORRRRRR AKAAJAHAAJ#AND THATS WHY HE INVITES HER TO SAVE THE WORLD TOGETHER AS CORNY AS IT SOUNDS BUT ITS BECAUSE IF HE'LL DIE HE WANTS TO DIE WITH HER AAAHSGDV#AND SAPPHIRE'S REACTION WAS FAINTING WHICH TBH WAS A COMEDIC MOMENT FOR SUCH AN IMPACTFUL DIALOG FROM HIM BUT AJDHSJHDS MAKES ME HAPPY#y'all don't even get me started how this plays out when stevaide is in here DON'T EVEN#~ rambling#i just woke up and i chose violence (franticshipping)#pokespe hours
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// wip day.
tagged by; @adelaidedrubman, @katsigian and @hibernationsuit, thank you so much!! tagging; @reaperkiller, @envergothash, @dickytwister, @shellibisshe, @secondsundering, @devilbrakers, @dekariosgale, @velocitic, @necro-hamster and YOU!
thought i'd do something different for this today :^) i'm working on a powerpoint (inspired by ezra velocitic thank u for the idea ^-^) to hopefully one day be able to explain the cyberpunk extended blorboverse that red reaperkiller and i have been working on for over a year now! it also includes my own story with vincent and his friends since the two stories eventually come together sometime in 2083 and 2084 (yeah i know the game is called 2077 i don't care leve me aloe). here's some slides to give you an idea of what kind of lore to expect :^)
#tag games#so many beautiful people in my phone with the same names so i'm using urls as last names now sorry#i have no idea who has wips also so i'm just out here tagging. feel free to kill me for whatever reason#sparing you the details of all the serpent projects for now but those are in there too. don't even worry about it#all our guys have their own slide and sometimes even a second introduction because there's different time periods i work in#the main storyline for the arasaka gang for example runs from 2065 to 2073 which is project cobra#but then some guys from that group of people become relevant again in 2077 and they look vastly different by then#it's a lot of work but it's fun :^) i'm over the 100 slides right now and we're not even close to being halfway there#cassidy only JUST got introduced in all of it and he is the main character of killing era alongside seb WEHJDHJGFDHJGDFG#also i'm showing off the family slides because of the face claims. because they are scratching my brain#the bullet points are incredibly simplified because there's so much more going on with these people but as i said. 100 slides.#if the relationship slide is confusing you wait until you get to see the club bodytalk polycule :( sorry
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❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-
#glass animals#honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out#i cannot describe how much i listened to it#i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number#like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this#gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke#so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao#(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night#driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in#sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused#it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song#then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work#(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok#i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this#highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift#a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them#as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever
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sudden burst of thoughts. currently rotating a little scene maybe of andrew in fredericks room after a small breakdown and falling asleep while frederick plays the piano wah
Ok my thing closed because I got stolen and didn't save anything waaaaaa but
#Andrew panicking in the hallway#and Frederick being coincidentally near the door at the time so he hears Andrew's distress#and goes out to investigate only to immediately jumpscare them with his presence#because at this point Andrew. basically only knows them as a ghost#and so he's shocked and confused when Frederick immediately crouches down to try and help#because even if he's still kind of prickly at this point he's genuinely incredibly kind#and Andrew's just blanking out on what to say because why. huh. what#and then they remember that Norton and Luca always said they could stop the ghost shenanigans at any time and put two and two together#embarrassingly late mind you#but there's no time for that because Frederick's got a pot of tea that he made for himself earlier and he imagines it'll soothe Andrew#which it does partially but it also makes him nervous
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walking people through all my interactive AR experiences at AWE has made me realize that I literally do not need to care about anyone who approaches my work with disrespect
I guided hundreds of people through portals to other worlds, dandelion forests, carnival games we could all play together, toys and collaborative paintings and just pure magic - and 99% of them clearly experienced joy and awe unlike anything they’d ever seen before…
and the small handful of people who still managed to be negative after all of that were clearly just unhappy individuals who had some kind of personal issues entirely unrelated to anything I was doing or sharing with them.
one guy was literally mad that our marketing wasn’t good enough on our business card. like… that is so vastly unimportant. I’m just here to bring people joy and show them something new - if someone can’t let that in, it’s extremely incredibly not my problem.
#auropost#our cards were fine btw they have our name#and a qr code that goes to our website which has contact links#there were like maybe 2 guys out of over 200 people#who clearly had ego issues and either loved to hear themselves talk (while recording themselves)#or who just seemed to think they were more important than everyone else and deserved special treatment#i’ve been so proud of how i’m learning to handle people though#all i do is guide them back to play over and over and over again#and if they don’t follow me i talk to them and learn more about them#and help them if they are confused and ignore them if they are rude#but literally it was like only 3 people the entire time who were even slightly negative#which is incredible considering the sheer volume of demos we did#everyone else was so happy and willing to play and create#and it gave me so much hope
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watching decked out 1's tutorial video and its super interesting to see what's changed and what mechanics came from what, etc. clank, for example, hasnt changed too much. its effect through the whole of the run were replaced by hazard, but at max it still releases vex and makes it easier for the mobs hunting you to find you (aggro-net, which i will forever be impressed by). but artifacts, while still the path to gathering points, function so much differently.
#i remember watching it be played once or twice but i was mostly just confused and impressed.#also i knew like intellectually that do2 is much bigger than do1 but damn. seeing the one level dungeon with swuare hallways is crazy now.#this isnt to like.. downplay do1–still frankly a deeply impressive game and not something i could ever do myself–#talks#hermitcraft#sorry just still incredibly in awe of decked out 2. its so fun even just to watch people play and theres so... much?#and all that was done by one guy. and it works so well! which is crazy.
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Dub: "You are a wicked woman."
(Fan?)sub:
#okay so I think this is probably just a note that accidentally got copy-pasted in its entirety#like a ''Okay so here are your options I'm not sure which one is most accurate"#and they just included the whole convo#but also this is EXACTLY how fansubs used to look back in the day so maybe some traditions never die#swan watches frieren#this is incredible actually#now I'm curious though about where ''it seems we've found his weakness'' comes from#because they have the ''wicked woman'' part#and it's unrelated#I'm confused#there's also no other dialogue that lines up#and no japanese text on screen to be translated#how odd
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i went to ikea
#aiden's monologuing#am i proud of myself for spending ten dollars i wasn't planning to? no#do i love this bear i've named harry? yes#am i going to make this little bear little outfits? also yes#anyway i got a new mattress that isn't half caved in yayyyy. hopefully no more neck pain... no more back pain...#also went to cookout to get the watemelon shake before august ended#the big version of this bear is so big i want him so much but i do not have money or room for him#i Love the way this bear is constructed. he's very shakeable#ok. time to close my eyes to my bank account#we got so lost in the ikea... to get to checkout you have to go past a bunch of tarps??#oh but some of the design to show off products was really good. saw some incredible lamps#it was like a mcdonalds play place for me. but alas it was hot and confusing#got the pulled pork sandwich instead of the swedish meatballs. it was cheaper. and also tasty#they do put little flags in the meatballs which i am sad i didn't get one. but also it is literally just the swedish flag
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Sorry, not watching any more American media until we can get a hero who parries a tiger attack by launching the animal at someone else.
#why did no one tell me RRR 2022 is so batshit incredible. I’m having such a good time#the balls of this movies choreography and art direction. how can they fly through the air when they’re so MASSIVE hello????#I’m only halfway through too. the film that keeps on giving.#also. I am just weak in the knees for a goofy die eyed hero who becomes a stone cold fighter when pushed to far. I am basic yes.#*doe lol#these two leads. they’d better hold hands and walk off into the sunset at the end.#also also suddenly missing my old daycare coworkers. I rmeber that was the first time I encountered the Indian head waggle.#which lead to confusion at first since in America that’s a ‘maybe/kinda/sorta’ gesture#I would ask them to do things and they’d waggle their heads and I would think that meant nah but they were saying yes and we’d both end up#doing the direction since I thought they wouldn’t and they’d be confused why I’d ask them to do it if I was just going to go ahead and do#it myself
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it’s about to be june everybody :)
#ladrien#ladrienjune#ladrien june#wip wednesday#well. here we are again. i think im going to let the plot of this one be a surprise simply because i have no idea how to describe it#and i haven’t even thought of a title yet. june is (technically - it’s one in the morning here) TOMORROW😭😭😭#ive only prewritten two chapters and i have a vague outline of an incredibly complex plot. a typical peachcitt ladrien june ig#anyway. get ready for the vibe of a lifetime#been really into the idea of just writing a fuck all whatever vibe for fun lately. just really being confusing with it#and i think this fic will be a hard launch into my new era of self indulgence#also so far both prewritten chapters are around 1000 words which.#maybe they partly needed to be because of how i need to do setting building as fuck while also sticking with the prompts#but i think a big thing is i cannot physically shut the fuck up and i am worried about how that bodes for the rest of the month#but it’s been a couple years of this. the only way to survive a ladrien june is c’est la vie it the whole time and then it’s fine#im gonna post a bigger sneak peek to my kofi tomorrow (may 31) so keep an eye out if interested!!#okay anyway that’s enough rambling. goodnight everybody happy ladrien june eve eve
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idk how ppl can handle kids. i sit in the room with 2 of them for just a little while and i get overloaded with anxiety from too much sound and constant interruptions from whatever im trying to focus on
#was trying to finish up on sdv and anytime i got interrupted i had to spend a few minutes remembering what i was doing on my game#and by the time i regained my bearings im interrupted again#but aside from thta. theres so much noise in my house rn. from kids being loud to my mom and aunt n uncle talking loud#hoooooooooo buddy. hoo man.#overstimuulated out the wazoo#i would like to be the cool adult kids can look up to and have fun with but i can only handle being around kids in INCREDIBLY short bursts#otherwise i need to go in my room and sit in silence for a long long time every so often#anyways. noise is the worst i wish i could mute my ears#i wish i could not speak when overwhelmed like this bc i really just get the urge to go silent#but i havent done that previously and if i did it suddenly my mom would be very confused and id have to explain#which i very much wouldnt want to do bc. nonverbal#actually didnt i see being selectively nonverbal or something actually called something else. idk#too overwhelmed rn to bother seeing what the proper term might be rn i just dont want thoughts or words or noises or anything#i want to turn everything off
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