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coming to terms w the many many different ways i experience alienation …..
#it’s so weird bc i have pretty much always felt different from everyone else#like being trans is pretty much gonna guarantee some degree of it#but im also somewhere on the aroace spectrum#which adds another layer to it#and this isn’t rlly on the same level but i don’t really want to drink or get high#and it’s on some level kinda expected of me to want to do that. to want something i don’t. to be something im not#ik some of this would be solved if i engage in the local queer community or even actually had friends on campus#but it’s so fucking hard to get out there when I’ve been so used to this for years#was talking abt some of this in therapy#then also went to a friend’s party the other day#every time they offered me a drink and i said no i could tell they were disappointed#but I’ve made it clear im not interested#idk maybe im just a buzzkill. but like your fault for inviting me ig#spent like 70% of it listening to shit abt my high school and thinking abt my time there#which wasn’t really great. also didn’t know anyone there#idk i am not cut out for the kind of life expected of me#anyway i think i lost the plot a lil bit but whatever#too many thoughts literally no one to share them with so they get dumped here for you to scroll past
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INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 2.03 "No Pain"
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#iwtvedit#vampterview#louis de pointe du lac#armand#loumand#*#this is an interesting moment because it reminds that there's so much we didn't see of louis and lestat's relationship#such as lestat controlling where louis can go which makes you go of course he did and also adds another layer to what was shown#and then there's armand hearing about louis' abusive controlling ex going i need to take his place and find a way to control him myself
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recently thinking about how it might be useful to incorporate some kind of face covering into witch attire..
#the cat witchs guild#the misc adventures of mochi and lime#tcwg#tmaomal#mochi#art#ocs#original#beta#make it a little harder for the m-34th to know her if they dont know her face#also make it easier to draw npc witches if i dont have to draw their whole faces lmao#inspired by mourning veils...not sure if theres lore significance there or not#but it looks cool as hell#i think between the hat and the veil most times you cant see their faces unless its for cool shots like this#plus i dig the scaramouche vibes of big hat + stuff hanging down#which can be as long as you want... heheh...very ghost looking...#magic to put your hair up into the hat and get it out of the way while youre fighting#also adds another layer of anonymity if you cant identify someone by their hair#i think its the kind of thing that as a witch you dont need to struggle with your hair just perfectly gathers into the hat as you put it on#she is so her...prettym...
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kind of annoying that some are bitter about people making laios transfem over transmasc. idk it is really just a more narratively interesting concept to play with sorry. laios was too occupied their entire life to think about their gender that the combination of turning into a monster THEN having more time and luxury now as king forces them to confront it
#im the kind of person who mostly chooses which character i want to be transed by how interesting it will be to their story#like how my depiction of kabru is trans bc it adds another layer to his relationship with his mother
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Can you talk about trans!Curly a little bit more? I'm curios if you have any headcanons and the like
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It's just such a thing in my mind because it adds a truthful sadness and differing aspect to mouthwashing.
If Curly was trans it adds the horror of the horribly selfish thought he could have easily been in Anya's situation. It could've been him but it wasn't and he so conflicted on the pit it put in his stomach that brings and the shameful relief it wasn't. In this scenario he is friends with Jimmy for a long time still. Jimmy likely knew him pretransition. Maybe he gave Curly weird looks then, maybe they never stopped after, maybe they seemed meaner. They are guys now, bros, both of them are. He doesn't really have to worry what those looks mean anymore, Jimmy just has that face with him sometimes. It's recontextualizing a lot of things for him that he was in denial about or too ashamed to admit. How naive he was being and how he let that get another person hurt.
Specifically with Anya, it's he knows the dread and fear she's feeling. He can understand it because he had to live with it for a good portion of his life, he knows it cause he still does, just in a slightly different way. It makes him think of all the times he's been alone with Jimmy, all the times he's been way more drunk off his ass and not remember the night, Jimmy was always with him the next day. Makes him think of the comments he would laugh off both because that's what guys do but because that part of being a girl says to laugh so Jimmy doesn't do something. It's the selfish realization that he was never safe and he's uncertain now too. Mad at himself for forgeting that feeling, espcially since for a long time he would've been considered the only woman on a crew (with all that implies) for a long time.
He should've taken those blinders off, step back into that position for just a moment and it's so much more painful that Anya likely came to him because he should've gotten it. Those thoughts don't leave his mind after the crash when he's in an even more vulnerable position than she was...
#this is less headcanons and more my thoughts of the intersectional horror this brings to mouthwashing which is also a thing it#already has but more directly in the mix vs just the class gender and positional struggle. like the idea he waited to confront Jimmy becaus#he could conceptualize the crime better because of experience with womanhood and also how it would've destroyed him in terms of being trans#like its weird to word as a comparison but thats kinda how empathy works as in an understanding and ability to project through aspects#like you found out your friend who has always had weird feelings about and relating to you is a rapist and got one of your other friend#pregnant and is now being openly hostile and aggressive towards you. You have only a few days to really think on all of this all the years#with him and how many oppurtunites he had that you blame yourself for giving him both in life and to do to you. You are starting to#realize that he may have done what he did to Anya because it was no longer viable with him or because of weird transphobia/homophobia#from Jimmy and god its so much and he should've know better and what did Jimmy do then - c r a s h#he is at such a small amount of mercy to Jimmy now and he can't protect Anya and it's terrifying because i know and you know that Jimmy is#giving him those weird looks again...#like it adds another layer of horror to things and while I don't think Jimmy would do anything to Curly it's heavily implied he targeted he#because of relatively more important position and getting Curly to have doubts about him as a power play and Curly knows Jimmy well enough#that him immediately exerting his authority and power would set him off after already having been mad about it and even when doing#damage control it still set him off. like its the horror of accidenlty siding with your oppresser and hurting other like you only to then b#stabbed in the back again by the person who took advantage of your nature like its so complext but my actual trans curly headcanons#are just a little bit happier like i imagine he was the first on the boys soccer team and a star player. maybe he and jimmy even picked ou#his first offical “boy” clothes and Jimmy picked most so he looked like the grungiest white boy but she was a boy so it didn't matter cause#it was with his friend who accepted him and I bet on the bed he looks back at all those moments and notices the little details that his#friend wasnt actually so happy but he can't be certain when he started looking so bitter or hes just imagining out of paranoia cause he jus#cant know and even if he could he wouldn't want to ask like god thinking about Anya and probably being a little glad if not heartbroken#that she did get out of it in the end like trans curly and anya destroy me even more its so upsetting like he didn't realize how much he go#you girl and waited to act like it was cowardice but then would she not realize what hes realizing? should that be a grace or more of a#condemnation in her mind like what are her thoughts? espically during the scene Jimmy hits Curly like she had to hear and what did she thin#they are tormented in a similar hells with the same demon and its fascinating#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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The Queen in White
The Lord in Black
More than rulers, they are the living Black and White itself, unable to ever fully rid themselves of the other.
Wanted to add some more Yog-Sothoth “knows the gate, is the gate, is the key and guardian of the gate” and Azathoth “our reality is his mindless dream” flavor to Wiggly and Webby in my headcanon in a few ways, and also an idea on why gods have a 5-v-1 stalemate.
#Wiggly Starkid#wiggly#wiggly Lord in black#wiggog y'wrath#webby starkid#webby lib#webby nightmare time#webby hatchetfield#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#nightmare time#Black Friday starkid#nightmare time starkid#Lords in Black#Lords in Black starkid#Queen in White starkid#lib starkid#This also kind of is my headcanon as to why they needed a doll to make the portal work#because for Wiggly to leave the Black and White he needs to be able to open the door from both sides#It's much harder for him to leave than any of his siblings because he's tied so closely with it#Webby is the only one who creates new reality and she's the one who split the timelines#doing so she was essentially mutilating herself which adds another layer of outrage to her actions#she'd butcher herself to spite her brothers and it pisses Wiggly off even more than usual#yes I realize the composition is fucked but only after I'd finished and I'd have to basically start over to get it to look right sorry
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Actually speaking of the HoW library, if its a place for female trauma survivors to heal how come Rhysand didnt put Feyre in there when he got her out of the spring court? I guess its meant to be for victims of sexual assault which Feyre isnt (i mean she is, but Rhysand in acomaf is specifically saving her from her realtionship with Tamlin who sucks but never sexually assaulted her, and also neither he nor the narrative perceive it as such so who cares), but it seems rather cruel to turn someone whos suffering away from that kind of place just because they dont have the right kind of trauma. So how come she had to spend all this time with Rhysand and his friends (who have all barely managed to heal from their respective traumas in over 500 years) instead of spending it with all these other women who can understand her and teach her how to live with her trauma? Man its almost like he was taking advantage of her when she was incredibly vulnerable or something
#and yeah i know the library is just another retcon to make rhysand look better#but if you think about it inuniverse for a second it just adds another layer to how weird and bad the feysand relationship is#also now that Im thinking about it#its so weird how acotar was like 'in order to heal from trauma you need rest and peace and to rediscover the things that make you happy'#and now the acotar series from acowar onwards seems to be saying 'you need all the things i just mentioned in acotar#but also you need to learn how to fight'#which could have to do with the fact that those books focus a lot on SA-related trauma#so i guess the idea is 'you need to learn how to fight so you can be sure it doesnt happen again'#(which is a blatant misunderstanding of why women get SAd but whatever)#but then acomaf was randomly like 'if you dont out your traumatized gf in a saw trap she WILL kill herself and it will be your fault'#like what happened there#anti acotar#anti rhysand#anti feysand
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elle and emmett from the legally blonde musical are one of those m/f couples that i think work best as a woman and a man purely because their relationship and how elle wouldn't stay at harvard for him because she has grown to want true respect & success more than a man she loves' approval/desire is like so important to the themes of the story and it's the whole point and it's part of what makes them so good. on the other hand emmett could be such a hot butch lesbian it's crazy i want to eat drywall when i think about emmett forrest but a butch lesbian BUT it simply would not improve and in fact would detract from the themes of the story. they have to be m/f
#chirps#tangentially. i think that a trans man casting for emmett would be really great for a lot of reasons#the scene of elle buying him really nice men's formalwear and finding clothes that he likes and feels good in...#'take it like a man' in general would have such another layer of meaning and love to it#anyway. there would be a really interesting dimension to their relationship in terms of elle embracing hyperfemininity & emmett being trans#and how their respective relationships with & presentations of gender impede them in the upper-class Professional world of harvard#man that'd be really cool... that would add soooo much to the show...#Emmett Forrest. You Must Be Transgender Now.#tbh thinking more. t4t f/m elle/emmett would be so incredible but also so fucking devastating for certain things. BUT THEY TRIUMPH!!!!!#<- all my tags aren't me trying for a 'best of both worlds' option wrt casting. just me thinking abt how the roles gender plays in this sho#and the ways different casting choices could shine light into different facets#the 2022 west end revival had them both as black which also is really great stuff i think... i wanna find a full boot for that
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Okay but consider post Canon over protective Athena who is sick to death of her most devout being raped.
Athena sticking close to the whole family and promising penelope that she'll keep a close eye on odysseus the first time he has to go into the market and penelope can't go with him. (She was going to go anyway. She's never actually going to let any of them out of her sight ever again. And it's an easy promise to her dearest weaver who seems so distressed to have odysseus leaving her side.)
Athena fully manifesting in the market when someone grabs odysseus with godly flashes of snakes and owls and the drums of war to scream /release him/ (odysseus is feeling indulgent for both his patron and his wife it's so cute that they're this worried it's not like he couldn't defend himself just fine. Especially from whatever poor fuck just grabbed him who definitely doesn't deserve a goddess screaming in his face. Hes trying so hard not to laugh if he did athena would send him flying.)
Athena telling all the other gods that yes she knows odysseus is the favorite barbie doll she choose him well after all and to back the fuck off if any of them bother him again they will have made an enemy of her.
Athena disguising odysseus only as an old beggar from here on out instead of an irresistibly tall and handsome man. Because she saw how uncomfortable nausicaa's attention made him.
#The odyssey#Odysseus#Athena#Penelope#Nausicaa#Tw: rape#Tw:rape recovery#Tw: Calypso keeping odysseus as a sex slave for seven years#Tw: forced prostitution#See what happened with circe#I know in ancient Greek stories there's a lot of serial violence in various shapes and forms#But it seems like it happens more to athenas choosen/priestess/most devot#And it feels a little bit more targeted beyond it being a horrific violation#Like it's targeted towards Athena for her choice on being chaste#Which just adds another layer of fucked upness#And I've always felt like this contributes to Athena being cold#And at some point I imagine she'd get sick of it and course correct into overprotectivness from being cold#Headcanon that penelope goes a little bit insane when odysseus gets back (you're never allowed to leave my sight ever again )#(Don't worry it's mutual odysseus is into it he also never wants to leave his wife's side ever again)#Athena: standing protectively over odysseus in full god mood and hissing#Odysseus: not that this isn't an amazing ego boost but (and I can't believe you're making me be the voice of reason ) arent you overreactin#Odysseus: I mean you were never this protective when I was an actual literal child#Odysseus: or when I was fighting in an actual literally war fighting against gods and demi gods#Athena slightly embarrassed but is not sorry she sent whoever grabbed odysseus flying : SHUT UP#Love the fact that this whole group has the time and the support of each other to actually try to heal from their many many traumas#I know I did this in a slightly joking way but healing from abuse of power and violations are so important to me#Stories about healing in general#That's my jam#Anyway not tagging this as epic because of 1. Athena and odysseus's friendship break up#And 2. The change to circes story (which i actually like a lot! But still the odyssey Canon circe was also a sa situation.)
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Gifted Drabble - NewAgeAU - Blood Contract
Hello! I got a gift! I am not obsessed with your AU of my AU at all :D
Okay so... I may have gone a bit overboard. As always. It is just a gift for my friend. It is theirs to do with whatever they want :D So if you @spotaus like stuff from it be free to see it as canon :D and use however you like <3
I tried not to go too far with world building or lore because, again, it is yours but i always sneak in little things :3 Hope you like it :D
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Nim looks up from her papers as she glances through the window of her carrage.
Ugh. It is always so slow.
Her powers and her magic hums in her. Burning hotter than the sun in the desert. Warming than a burning fire. So ready to do waht is needed. So ready for her to pick what she wants and how.
And this is still the weak version of it all.
She sighs as she leans back. She is getting older. Her weak body isn't able to handle the magic as well as she used to. Good thing that her heir is almost here.
Nim looks to the side and grabs one of her special magical orbs. She had a few made specially for this trip. She activates it with a touch and the orb shows her own personal healer.
The healer bows and waits after a respectful "My king."
Nim hums as she lounges back in her soft seat "How is my heir?"
The healer walks to the side and there is the one carrying her heir. The healer uses magic and speaks to her "Both of the twins are growing well and even. Neither of the souls seems to be progressing quicker than the other and both are almost fully grown. The chances of both twins being born healthy is getting near the 60% now!"
Nim feels herself smile as she purrs softly "Finally."Finally good news. It had taken a long time for her to finally have one of her many mates manage to carry her a heir. The risk of carrying twins rather large and most of the monsters dying before the twins had a chance to be born. taking her possible heir with them to be one with the stars.
One of her many mates looks up at the orb and looks at her "My liege! I am so excited to meet your children! Will you be back soon?" they look at her. hopeful and desperate. Nim knows there is full loyalty.
Nim just gives a smile "I will be back when I get back." This trip is very necessary.
After all. The one carrying the twins won't survive. The soullings will be too big for the carrying soul to handle or deliver safely. meaning the temporary mother will die soon after the twins birth. and Nim will take her rightful place as their mother.
But Nim is a very busy woman. Very busy and very powerful. She does not have the time to raise two children. One of which to the perfect sacrifice and the other as her perfect heir.
Which is why she is looking for the right person to take care of her heir.
She smiles as she remembers herself. the rush of power. the emotions running high. claiming what was rightfully hers and growing so much more powerful. Her first mate. There ready for her to finally claim as hers as they had always been.
Nim sighs wishfully. Such a shame they didn't live long. They had been perfect in every way. So handsome and kind. With her every step of the way. They had even managed to carry twins on the first try!
Only for them to die. Their soul burst when the soullings grew too large.
The soullings had survived.
She had killed them.
And she started over.
Attachments are a weakness waiting to be exploid.
But this time! This time! it will be perfect. her little heir will have the perfect little first mate. She will encourage her heir to have multiple mates. form a harem early on. the first one to start it off and keep track of it and the others to make possible heirs.
It will be perfect. Just like their kingdom.
The carriage stops and Nim leaves it. It is some poor useless town. Just useful to retrieve sacrifices from.
Or... to find someone who seemed promising. This better be worth her trip. the last four options had been lacking.
She walks through the town. Her guards behind her with her few items she picked for this. People see her and look away right away. they bow and do not make eye contact.
Good.
They are all beneath her.
She walks straight to the place she had found. She gets to a small shack of a place. seems like it is a small store for everyday needs. Most likely the only spot for this small town to get things.
She walks in.
There is a skeleton behind the counter who looks shocked before quickly bowing and muttering softly "My king. You honour us." another skeleton walks out of the back but quickly bows at the sight of her.
Fear in the air.
Nim holds up a hand "Rise." both skeletons rise as she looks around. the two adults. where is number three? "I am here for a very special quest. Everyone in the household is to come outside. This plac eis far beneath me." ugh. The very fact she had to step into this raggy run down mess of a store. selling cheap and second hand wares?
disgusting.
She leaves the store and walks out to the street. people are watching through the windows and a few remain by the edges of the road.
It takes only a moment before the first skeleton walks out. He stands before the store and kneels down on the ground and stays kneeled.
A few moments later the skeleton from behind the counter walks out. behind her walks a much smaller and younger skeleton. There he is.
She joins her husband and kneels as well. The younger skeleton moves to join his parents but Nim holds up a hand and snaps her finger.
The young skeleton freezes and stares at her for a moment before looking down adn mtutering "I... I... I will... kneel? sorry?" he keeps looking down adn shaking as fear hangs heavy around him. There is even more fear from the two skeletons already kneeling.
Nim walks over to the child and looks at him "How old are you?"
the child flinches but speaks "I am seven your highness..." and he stays silent.
Nim nods to herself. That is the right age after all! At least this time her sources were useful and correct. It is often a hit and miss if the sources turn out to be either of those.
Nim nods and looks at one of her guards "Bring me the seeing orb."
She ignores the fear around the skeletons. and how more fear joins their feelings from the people around them. They should be afraid. The only thing which lets them live as they are is her mercy. They should be thankful that they are even allowed to stay near her very presence.
The guard walks over and gives her the seeing orb. She aims it at the young skeleton and speaks "Who will he be if I choose him." And she stares into the orb.
It takes a moment. a few quick flashes. She sees her castle. Lessons. training. filling meals and-
oh?
Seems like this child will be an exceptional pretty skeleton.
Good. It would just be poor planning if she gave her heir an ugly first mate. she looks to the guards and nods before looking at the skeleton as she hands the orb back "What are you called?" Hopefully it is a good eough name. otherwise she will have to spend energy on thinking off a better one.
The skeleton shrinks futher in on himself but answers "My name is Ccino mister- i mean... my king..."
nim considers the name. Ccino is not a name you hear often. it is clearly not a royal name but it is rare enough to not be obvious as a commoner name...
Nim nods "You may keep that one." she naps her fingers "To the carriage."
Ccino looks confused but her guards walk over and grab him. He lets out a distressed chirp as he looks back to his parents "mom? Dad?!"
both skeletons had risen to their feet "Ccino?!"
The mother looks at her begging "please... please why are you taking ccino? we... we payedour taxes and gave most of the extra we earned! we swear we have prove and documents to proof this!"
The other skeleton tries to get to ccino but guards blcok him. Ccino is pushed into her carriage and the carriage is locked. Ccino looks through the window clearly panicked and with tears running down his face.
Nim slowly turns to the skeleton daring to speak to her "There is a very important position which he will be filling."
The skeleton trembles as she glares at Nim. Tears running down her face "That is my son!"
nim just watches the other. unimpressed and annoyed "Adn you are being hysterical. Then again." she snaps her fingers and the guards grab both adult skeletons "It is important that new servants know their place."
Nim slowly pulls out a contract she had put together. As long as the child is underaged his parents will be in charge of binding documents concerning him. She uses magic and the contract unrolls. Nim taps it ones and her own signature appears on it before letting a few of her own drops of blood fall on it.
Nim speaks calmly "You will sign this. and Ccino will be property of the royal family." she lets it fly closer to the held skeletons.
the female shakes her skull and struggles "No! Never!" The other skeleton is much the same.
Nim sighs as she raises a hand. She can't believe she has to use some of her actual powers for this. it is as if these idiots don't even see the oppertunity. that a future in the castle will be much brighter and perfect than whatever mess of a life he could have here.
both skeletons shudder as they slowly raise their hands.
"No! No! Please don't! Don't take our son! please!"
The begging is annoying and their desperation is hard to control.
See? This is exactly why she will make sure her heir is much stronger. Much much stronger.
The signatures appear on the paper and the guards raise both the parents hands above the contract. Nim watches as the guards cut both hands and blood drips unto it.
Sealing the deal and contract with magic and blood.
It rolls itself up and nim takes it as the skeletons sob and beg. She waves towards the building the both are moved into it before the door closes.
Nim watches the building for a moment before using a simple fire spell to set it ablaze.
The flames are mesmorising.
The screams and cries are annoying.
She watches until the fire dies down. she watches as the guards search the remains. Only returning with dust mixed with the ashes. No way to even know which is which.
She turns her back on the no longer existing building and walks towards her carriage. she enters it and takes a seat in her usual spot before turning her sight on the shaking ball of bones in the corner. Sobbing and crying loudly.
Nim speaks as they start moving "You will pull yourself together if you wish to be useful. I have no need for useless things."
Once he had the first few classes she will tell him what his role will be.
No need to explain to someone who may not even make it through the first week.
If he does however make it through? He will need lessons on how to care for children and all that comes with it.
But she has people for that. No need to get herself involved more than she needs.
She relaxes as she looks through the window. Enjoying the view.
What a perfect day in the perfect kingdom.
#utmv#NewAgeAU#new age au drabble#ccino has it rough you guys#spot and I were talking about ccino and everything that could have lead him to where he is now and well.#I just had this idea and it would not let me go so i have been typing this for a while now :D#we feel bad for ccino in this house#I am sorry i really love him though!#I also have so many thoughts concerning monster twins but there is no way to add it in the drabble so i will just leave it here!#In short. Twins are very rare because they are almost impossible to carry to term#my headcanon is that soullings are carried in the soul of the mother themself. to develop magic and everything.#but that the soulling will first grow fully in the soul into a fully developed soul. then leave the soul and form their body using magic.#yes which means very tiny body but compared to that very large soul.#my headcanon has always been that full grown soullings are anywhere between 50% to 70% of the size of an normal adult soul.#so twins? twice those type of souls?#yeah the mother soul bursts before the soullings can fully develop.#which adds another layer of horror to this kingdom in this au so i thought i would add it :D#and that is it! I need to go to bed because it has been a LONG day.
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I just realized how messed up it is that Silver witnesses Elise get kidnapped because of him attacking Sonic and then watches her die. He doesn’t know that she got freed and then recaptured before the Egg Carrier crashed, he probably feels like he killed her
#He watched her get captured because of him twice but I’m specifically talking about the second time#Right before he goes further into the past and learns the truth about her which adds another layer of tragedy#Silver the Hedgehog#Princess Elise#Krafter Talks
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thinking about the fact that Teen Beach Movie is based on a fictional movie Wet Side Story which is based on the musical West Side Story which is based on Romeo and Juliet which is based on the tale of Pyramus and Thisbe.
#u can add another layer regarding teen beach movie 2#which is based on the first movie etc etc#perc talks#teen beach movie#west side story#romeo and juliet#pyramus and thisbe
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Orla was Sally favourite before Crowny was born?
Yes…
#which imagine if your father figure loves someone else over you#adds another layer to the relationship between orla and crowny#the crowns#salvatore#orla#WWC
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If I may, how do you typically approach choosing colors in your art? It always has just a lovely feel to it, so I was a bit curious; don't feel pressured to answer ofc :]
I’ve been using a lot of gradient maps lately, they work by switching the greys in your piece with a corresponding colour according to its value. Basically, I colour in black and white, grab a gradient map, and then I adjust the colours by hand until I’m happy with it. This isn’t the only kind of colouring I do, but it works great if you’re in a rush or you’re struggling to find a good starting point for your colours. I’ve been operating under a time crunch for these Sketchbook Week drawings and the Plenism promo stuff I made, so for all except one I used gradient maps. I’m actually in a bit of a funk with my colours right now soooo I’ll come back and do a proper colouring tutorial for my style once I’m happier with how my non gradient mapped colours are looking !
#after sketchbook weeks over I wanna sit and do some colour studies to find palettes I’m more happy with#even these gradient map ones I’m not thrilled with#they’re fine! but I could do better#in terms of other tricks I use I’ll often adjust the hues and saturations if the whole piece to give things more unity if I’m struggling#and/or add a new layer on top of everything and fill it with one base colour#and play around with different layer settings and opacities on top#I’ve found a luminosity layer on a low 5-10% setting is quite nice#basicslly I fuck around and find out#and if I’m in a rush I use a gradient map#they’re not neccesarily a quick fix! if you’re like me you’ll still want to do some tweaking after it’s been applied#and you need to pay attention to your values when you’re colouring in black and white#but that’s another good thing about gradient maps - they force you to focus on value over hue which is an important skill to build#so yeah I’ll come back to this and make an actual colouring tutorial once I feel like I have actual good advice to give#cause rn I’m just very meh in my colouring and I don’t think I have anything very helpful to add#need to find some tutorials myself first !#ty for the ask!#ask#art#my art#bpcol-reblogs#textpost#blethering#for this piece the adjustments were minimal in comparison to what I usually do btw#because I was rushinggggg lol#I did more for my Plenism posters n such#but I can’t really show good comparisons because I. didn’t save them like that#I usually smush all my layers together when I’m drawing sooo yeah makes it hard to go back my bad whoops#but I saved as I was going whilst drawing this so I could provide examples yipee!#if I’d been smarter and remembered more I could’ve had more process screenshots butttt oh well lmao
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Imma say this.
If you are a white/non-black artist who's particularly hyperfixated on depicting an interracial (white/black) ship/romance where the white partner is small, submissive, and infantalized and the black/brown partner is large, dominant, and heavily masculinized or coercive. Imma assume you're some kinda racist.
#me#the white counterpart can also be a lightskinned east asian which adds another layer of racism 😭😭😭#it also seems to happen with ANY non-black character thats with a black character too....#The black counterpart can also be ambiguously brown too its the same concept except you dont really know. you just know theyre darker 😭
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Got my first display tab! And the first thing I tested it with is an anime Connie sketch lol.
HUGE thank you to my supporters at Ko-fi, as that's where I got the funds. 😊😊🤗💕
Seems needed time to get used to, and I use more shortcut keys than the number of shortcut buttons on the tab; but I am already loving the it so far! My laptop, on the other hand, is not handling it too well. 😅
#I did kind of expect the laptop to act like it is right now. Which was another reason for buying a cheaper display tab to save up more on#a new laptop.#I got an Xp Pen 13 by the way!#It's looking great so far#The screen is much more closer to my face now tho. Lol#The colors come out different than both my laptop screen and cellphone. 🤔#But I think the xp pen has too much red tint?#Anyway. I have to tuck the XP pen for the moment. Not just because I needed a better laptop. I'm in the middle of doing commissions and#can't do those while still getting used to the laptop ...while also dealing with the lag.#The laptop's power drains even faster with the display tab and it lags even quicker the more layers I add. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#Laptop can't handle it very well.#Connie Maheswaran#SU#my shiz#Xp Pen#Thank you to my ko-fi supporters!!!!!!!💕💕💕#This was a screenshot redraw by the way. Or at least a screenshot redraw of a scene by memory.#You know the scene.#I wish I was able to make Connie look more pissed off tho. Lol#I also used the tab for a some of the sketches of my current commissions and I am so sad that I can't use it throughout the process.#It's so much easier doing the sketches with it than on the screenless tab! But it also lags. Orz
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