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Cashapp - $rosicheeks420
Venmo - @ wickednyx
#I’ve been stuck in bed all day and I just can’t find it in me to get up#even though I’m starving#but not like I have anything to eat even if I wanted to#I just want to smoke and be happy for a little bit#but nope#I’m broke#and incredibly sad right now#this living situation has been taking a fucking toll on me#can I go back in time and not move#that would be gr8#ok ignore me#I’m super sad#and any tips will go towards my breaks and picking up#honestly at this point I want weed more than to fix my breaks#I can’t even get out of bed right now#how the fuck am I going to find energy to go to a car place and socialize#that makes me want to throw up just thinking about it#ya know if only my anti depressants were cheaper maybe I wouldn’t need weed#but since one of my pills went up to $100 idk how I’m ever going to afford that so I’m just going off of it cold turkey#which I shouldn’t do#but what else can I do#ok now I’m just bitching#was hoping venting would help a little#it didn’t really but thanks for listening#(also a reminder if you’re sending me a tip on cashapp i have no e in rosie just like my url it’s just rosicheeks)#shut up rosie
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Y’all ever feel like your friend secretly hates you?
Yeah, me neither…
#I’m def just overthinking and projecting my own self hatred onto other people#which I shouldn’t do#but it’s hard not to sometimes#idk anxiety is just beating my ass today#vent
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If you know you have covid and still walk around unmasked, you’re a bad person. If you know you have covid and don’t tell the people around you, you’re a bad person. If it takes your diagnosis being outed for you to mask up in front of a mic, you’re a bad person. If every other athlete who tested positive pulled out and you didn’t, YOU’RE A BAD FUCKING PERSON, NOAH LYLES!
#idgaf how much you trained or wanted that medal#idgaf if you think covid is mild which it absolutely is not#you know and don’t act accordingly? you’re in the fucking wrong#esp if other people around you who also got sick acted differently#i mean ideally the olympics shouldn’t even be happening without the same precautions as Tokyo but wtf you gonna do with shitty policymakers#olympics
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I didn't want to put red robes on wkx all the time, but the extras are my indulgence for having one more “red and blue” ship.
I was also thinking of why do I keep adding make up to his design, it's like he doesn't look finished without red lipstick and eyeshadows to me. Or maybe I just want him to look like a disney princess 🫠🫠🫠
#faraway wanderers#word of honor#woh#wen kexing#wkx#wenzhou#zhou zishu#zzs#tyk#tian ya ke#tyk fanart#woh fanart#shl#danmei#character design is my life#my faculty wifi password is comicsansismylife written in comic sans which every teacher hate#so whenever I add is my life to something#it just gets hilarious#thought it shouldn’t#my art teacher would judge me for doing commercial art mostly
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Having conversations with my intelligent, well read, well meaning non-Jewish friends who assume that everyone is as intelligent and well read and well meaning as they are 😆
“Of course October 7 was horrible. But Netanyahu’s response-"
"Do you have any idea how many leftists think October 7 was a good thing and simultaneously a false flag?”
"Wait, what?"
#after my disclaimer that I don’t support Netanyahu#which I then pointed out I shouldn’t have to do#the amount of antisemitic violence that average non-Jews just don’t hear about#even usually well informed ones#she didn’t know about the mob outside the nova festival exhibit either#antisemitism#israel#jumblr#goyim
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“Lance is rude. Lance is a dick.”
Okay well you try being constantly asked by media in a crowded, echoing space if you’re having problems with your confidence after you’ve shown improvement that has been ignored. You try being kind to people only to have the kindness thrown back in your face and vitriol said behind your back. You try facing back handed commentary and snide remarks about your future. Day in and day out, you try having article after article slandering your name being put out simply because people hate that you have money in a sport where that is the norm.
I’d be fed the fuck up too. Lance shouldn’t have to play nice for these people to treat him with the bare minimum respect. He deserves his seat, and I’m sick of it always being questioned if he does.
#truly it is just so fucking ridiculous#I shouldn’t have to point out to people his countless good drives just so they will maybe start to take him seriously#lances talent has never been in quali#that’s just the truth of it#but his race pace and his ability to move up positions rapidly is#I’ve seen him do it countless times#to ask him about his confidence post quali which is not his strong suit on a technically challenging course is bs#Lance sweetie let me know if you want me to rock up to the function with nothing but my hands and some well placed words#lance stroll#formula 1
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very messy skywarp art… hehehe 🤭
#trine has had my soul#all three of them#skywarp#why he ourple#lalalala#i listened to hozier while drawing this#i think it affected me#transformers#i love drawing seekers#yippeeeeee!!#skywarp time#warp#wap…?#wap 😏#skywap#hehehehe#ok that’s enough now#idk how to draw the seekers tatas#is that weird#no clue#same w the giant things on their shoulders#i just draw them without them which#probs shouldn’t do#OK BYE
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I’ve been doing some stream of consciousness thoughts re: Akechi and I think my final opinion on that whole situation is just… it sucks.
Like I’m not going to say “woe is he” or anything because boy, what are you doing. What the hell are you doing. You doomed yourself!!! Because of your own stupid pride!!! Akechi.
But I’m not going to say “cool motive still murder” either because. Can you imagine. Being that lonely and that hungry for anything resembling affection and pride in your person that you’d shatter yourself into pieces just to find a shard that they like best because you’ve grown up being told again and again that you are unwanted and unloveable as you are. Fundamentally. And all you have is this singular drive that makes you feel worse and worse about who you actually are inside so you double down on your fake image because at least fickle fame is better than nothing and it’s all you’re going to get at this point, but at the same time this drive is also the one thing you feel you’ve had any power to determine or enact, and you did it all yourself when the world expected nothing of value from you, so yeah, of course you’d pursue it harder to the point of violently self-destructing - only for that all to get wrenched away with “you never fooled me and I was just puppeteering you all along and I never needed you”, pulling the rug out from under your vengeful purpose, your autonomous image, and your starved core desire, all at once. And then your asshole dad’s twisted headspace image of you shoots you point blank.
He dooms himself because he thought he was already doomed. Caught up in a cycle of cruelty to both himself and others, that he saw no point in trying to escape from, and didn’t want to, because it would mean relinquishing the (it turns out) quite fragile image he’d painstakingly built up. He’s a product of his environment, which led to him making god-awful choices, which in turn trapped him in a worse environment. How many people have died here or become grievously injured as a result of it all.
What do I even do with this. It just all around sucks.
#storyrambles#yeah sorry I’m probably not going to shut up about akechi for awhile.#p5 writers really said here’s a scene in which so many things will happen all at once. anyways. moving on#and I’m still here like WAITWAITWAIT just hold on a minute!!!#tbh I think they shouldn’t have dropped it all at once… things were foreshadowed nicely but I just kind of wish everything to do with#akechi wasn’t just in like. two scenes. I think he should’ve been more of a presence in shido’s palace#would’ve made the ‘yeah I don’t actually need you’ so much worse#or maybe set things up with his cognitive self somehow? idk. just wish it wasn’t dumped on us all at once#though I guess it kind of made the audience feel like the thieves and joker would’ve.#confused on how to feel. upset and shocked. frustrated. etc.#story plays persona 5#p5r#goro akechi
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i would love for season two to follow charles arc a little bit more. this is something i’ve been thinking about for a while because season one, while it does focus on charles as well, is mainly i feel about edwin’s arc. we have him realizing he’s gay, realizing his feelings for charles, being sent back to hell, standing up to the cat king, etc etc. and while we do have a lot of good charles moments (devlin house, lighthouse leapers), his moments felt more like they were setting up the arc/the first part of the arc rather than the whole thing. idk if i’m making any sense but i think it would be nice to see
#this came about because i was rewatching ep five and i got to the part where edwin says#“let’s figure you out first”#and then they never really do?#which just interested me#because that’s very in line with charles character#and the fact that he shoves down his own feelings and puts others issues before his#and to be clear this is not me saying that edwin did something wrong#or that edwin shouldn’t have had resolution#it’s just something i noticed#charles rowland#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbda
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they for real just had wander call himself worthless with no objection or indication that he’s wrong and it never got brought up again and that’s just how he sees himself apparently probably likely not
#actually illegal#out of everything that got lost with the cancellation of this show the thing that im the absolute most angry at is the wander character-#-exploration and the huge challenge he would’ve undergone in s3#just:./…. he has his moments where hes confident and even vain and i love those moments cuz it shows that you can be as beautiful and-#-helpful as he is while also loving yourself a whole lot and putting yourself first.#but to think that aside from that he just sees himself as a tool for others that shouldn’t exist if he’s not of service to anybody . Yeeoech#and the way the episode the helper is immediately after this which is just an episode of wander freaking out bc nobody needs him that day#so he can’t do anything#i really hope it’s apparent i’d die for wander in a heartbeat he heals me#wander over yonder
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Anxiety will truly be a nuisance whenever it can because like, I have to be up in less than 5 hours and a half so I can catch up a train in 7 hours and a half in order be ready in 10 hours to give a 3 hours learning presentation to a couple dozens of colleague and it’s something I’ve done twice already (successfully) and yet, heart is very much not enjoying the moment right now.
#essentially I was asked to prepare this a while ago it’s not things I fully master#which shouldn’t matter because it’s given to a public that knows even less about the subject#I do have an expert on the subject with me but he’ll be connected/in another of our sites#so it’s less easy for him to know when I need help#versus just looking at him#I will have to a more complicated version of this in a month but we’ll worry about it then#I do feel better now that I’ve written this down#I promise I am good at my job sometimes
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Mind: I suppose you think that’s cute. What it makes you is a fraud.
Heart: yeah but i’m a cute fraud though right?
#submission#directly taken from… how do i explain#an infamous argument on the jan Misali youtube channel#which jan Misali proceeded to make songs using the lyrics with it#for example dreams of our ‘conglang’ community#it’s a trip like. max replies so they had to make more comments trip. like there’s a google doc with it transcribed so you can get the expe#experience trip#the argument was about whether toki pona - a simple constructed language or conlang#is a valid language since#it’s very simplistic and has few words. you have to desc new concepts with their traits#prob shouldn’t explain jt all. that was prob already too much#but The Lore you gotta consider The Lore. … Anyway#< submitter tags#i understand none of this but i got u#i am indeed considering this lore
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if u like some proana type shi which makes it show up on my dash pls kno i don’t hate u and i still think ur beautiful and kind and cool and deserving of so much love and life and i appreciate u following me and i would give u the biggest hug but there is also a good chance i will unfollow u bc oddly enough tumblr is the one space where i feel the safest from all of that and while i haven’t relapsed in many many yrs sometimes my brain does not feel so strong on days i find myself here so i must protect my peace the best i know how in these moments i hope u understand
#i think maybe they r moots on my main or maybe here idk which but have seen a few#maybe no one this is relevant to will see this but just in case#ily i swear#pls b safe and well#and if u didn’t kno it soemtimes shows ur followers wot posts u like on their dash#no stress if u don’t rlly care but just saying that iz y i unfolllweddd#not goin to preach wot u should n shouldn’t do bc i am guilty of things in my past but also consider giving urself a chance u deserve it <3#ily
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i don’t actually mind iterations of AB where she’s ‘mean’ (…again, whatever the fuck that means in the 16c); but i really do reject portrayals where she’s completely devoid of warmth. unfortunately for me, one of them has remained #1 prestige ‘blueprint’ tudor drama since 2012 😭
#I actually realized this too…#that it’s the source material#you can point to (few and far between ; but they do exist) moments of warmth in wolf hall and tobg#but ONLY in the screen adaptations#the source material of the books literally don’t have any#it’s the adapter tweaking so that the audience doesn’t *totally* hate her bcus that’s not really#constructive for the purposes of the narrative / storytelling ….#for them to be 100% alienated from her as a character and personality#so they tweak it to what. 98% . lol#primarily with her moments of tenderness with Elizabeth#and I mean I’ll take what I can get insofar as I think that very tiny aspect is an integral part of her#so infinitesimal props#but they don’t allow it in any other aspect#so the implication is that motherhood ‘humanized’ her and she was otherwise#not quite human. which. I shouldn’t have to say#has fairly gross implications about how these creators see women overall…
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saw some tags on one of your posts and u have a cat name midna?? 🥺 I love that 🥺 can we see a pic pretty please
oh boy do I EVER have a cat named midna. and she is Deranged
(bonus: rare photo of midna being NOT a maniac + tiny baby muppet midna)
#today I went digging under the couch to figure out where all her springs went#and found THREE of my d20s which I guess she stole during my last dnd game without my noticing#like I knew she was picking up my dice but I didn’t realize she was STEALING THEM AND DROPPING THEM UNDER THE COUCH#she’s a menace to society with zero common sense too much energy zero fear and a talent for being annoying on purpose#when she wants my attention she will not just go do something she knows she shouldn’t#she will loudly meow first to make sure I’m watching. and then do the thing she knows she shouldn’t#she’s a PEST and she’ll be one year old on February 2nd#and I love her even if she’s probably an alien#asks#and yes her eyes are actually that brown/orange in real life#midna is: very vocal. extremely bossy. probably the pickiest cat on the planet. big fan of eating plastic tho#crunchy treats? chewy treats? of any flavor? freeze dried minnows? no#plastic bag? mmm yum munch munch
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Hi! Sorry if anyone has asked you yet, but I was in the voice chat with a friend (Kiwi says hi), and we were wondering: how do you pronounce your username?
Hi Lily (and Kiwi😆💓)
Hmmmmm that’s a good question🤔 it’s just my initials so I guess…my-okk? But I’ve never actually said it out loud and I guess when I’m thinking in Spanish I pronounce it more like me-ok in my mind😆 so I guess however you want to say it!!!
#sometimes I forget that people only think of or know me as my username#which shouldn’t be a surprise bc I do it for the vast majority of you as well😆😆💓💓#also thank you to everyone who left comments/sent me messages etc#I am kind of embarrassed about that post and never wanted it to blow up I was just trying to figure out myself#what was going on😵💫😵💫#im slowly going to be responding to you!!!🫶🫶🫶#just overwhelmed tbh but at least the VAST majority was positivity & people supporting each other💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
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