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🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀 oooOooOoOoOooOoOoo you want to send me weed money so badly right now ooOoOoOOOooOoOooOoOoO 🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀🌀
Cashapp - $rosicheeks420
Venmo - @ wickednyx
#I’ve been stuck in bed all day and I just can’t find it in me to get up#even though I’m starving#but not like I have anything to eat even if I wanted to#I just want to smoke and be happy for a little bit#but nope#I’m broke#and incredibly sad right now#this living situation has been taking a fucking toll on me#can I go back in time and not move#that would be gr8#ok ignore me#I’m super sad#and any tips will go towards my breaks and picking up#honestly at this point I want weed more than to fix my breaks#I can’t even get out of bed right now#how the fuck am I going to find energy to go to a car place and socialize#that makes me want to throw up just thinking about it#ya know if only my anti depressants were cheaper maybe I wouldn’t need weed#but since one of my pills went up to $100 idk how I’m ever going to afford that so I’m just going off of it cold turkey#which I shouldn’t do#but what else can I do#ok now I’m just bitching#was hoping venting would help a little#it didn’t really but thanks for listening#(also a reminder if you’re sending me a tip on cashapp i have no e in rosie just like my url it’s just rosicheeks)#shut up rosie
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Y’all ever feel like your friend secretly hates you?
Yeah, me neither…
#I’m def just overthinking and projecting my own self hatred onto other people#which I shouldn’t do#but it’s hard not to sometimes#idk anxiety is just beating my ass today#vent
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If you know you have covid and still walk around unmasked, you’re a bad person. If you know you have covid and don’t tell the people around you, you’re a bad person. If it takes your diagnosis being outed for you to mask up in front of a mic, you’re a bad person. If every other athlete who tested positive pulled out and you didn’t, YOU’RE A BAD FUCKING PERSON, NOAH LYLES!
#idgaf how much you trained or wanted that medal#idgaf if you think covid is mild which it absolutely is not#you know and don’t act accordingly? you’re in the fucking wrong#esp if other people around you who also got sick acted differently#i mean ideally the olympics shouldn’t even be happening without the same precautions as Tokyo but wtf you gonna do with shitty policymakers#olympics
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I didn't want to put red robes on wkx all the time, but the extras are my indulgence for having one more “red and blue” ship.
I was also thinking of why do I keep adding make up to his design, it's like he doesn't look finished without red lipstick and eyeshadows to me. Or maybe I just want him to look like a disney princess 🫠🫠🫠
#faraway wanderers#word of honor#woh#wen kexing#wkx#wenzhou#zhou zishu#zzs#tyk#tian ya ke#tyk fanart#woh fanart#shl#danmei#character design is my life#my faculty wifi password is comicsansismylife written in comic sans which every teacher hate#so whenever I add is my life to something#it just gets hilarious#thought it shouldn’t#my art teacher would judge me for doing commercial art mostly
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Having conversations with my intelligent, well read, well meaning non-Jewish friends who assume that everyone is as intelligent and well read and well meaning as they are 😆
“Of course October 7 was horrible. But Netanyahu’s response-"
"Do you have any idea how many leftists think October 7 was a good thing and simultaneously a false flag?”
"Wait, what?"
#after my disclaimer that I don’t support Netanyahu#which I then pointed out I shouldn’t have to do#the amount of antisemitic violence that average non-Jews just don’t hear about#even usually well informed ones#she didn’t know about the mob outside the nova festival exhibit either#antisemitism#israel#jumblr#goyim
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ACTUALLY follow up. mcyt positivity for this branch of life series/hermitcraft/etc. i LOVE this series. i love the creators i love their irl content and vlogs and hermitcraft and rats. i love their streams and music and their silly halloween posts and ALL of it!!! and i LOVE the life series!! what wonderful joy and love has so clearly been put into this series and it makes my WEEK to see uploads. i have been screeching and jumping up and down for every gimmick and new season and merch release!!! and i love this community and the silly lore posts and the character madness and all of the ability to interpret this in a way that makes u happy
#life series#wild life smp#ramblings#traffic smp#trafficblr#GOD so much fucking negativity i am seeing. and i realized that i really#talk abt the characters. which is great but god i would hate it if someone got the impression that#i thought cleo/scott/pearl shouldn’t team up again? when in fact. i love them and they can do whatever they want#and it’s just more food for me either way!!
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I was rewatching mouthwashing, and I ended up thinking of the different reactions that Curly and Jimmy had in doing their tasks. How during the scene of Anya evaluating Jimmy and showing dread towards the idea of doing his evaluation, Curly was the one that offered to take it off her hands. He had no issue with adding more to his plate, because he knew - or well, thought, he knew that Jimmy wasn't going to "bullshit" with him since he's known him for a long time. When Anya hands Curly a note from Swansea, Curly goes to check out what the issue is and he takes care of it without a complaint, the only "complaint" he has is how this incident could have damaged the pods. Which is reasonable, those pods are their only way to be saved if anything tragic happens on the ship. However, in comparison to Jimmy being asked to do things, he's passive-aggressive about it. When Anya asks Jimmy if he could help her out with Curly's painkillers, he tells her that people should be worth their titles, specifically using her title as a nurse when she asked him for help and then when she says forget it, since he made her feel insecure, he still goes "Oh no, I'LL take care of it" as if he was doing a chore, a favor for her. Then, there's that part where he blows up at her for things that she didn't even ask him to do - more so the others asked him about it, like the code scanner, him deciding he needed to find the axe for the foam, and then, there's the medicine part (which when she does ask, and she reconsiders - going to do it herself, he takes that away from her). Jimmy complains about the tasks he has to do and he treats it like a big issue, a "woes me" that he has to do this and that - wanting the praise of the capital without actually doing any work. While Curly doesn't complain about it, in fact, he even mentions that he's aware of how well he is doing at his job as a Captain during that cockpit scene with him and Jimmy. If Jimmy only had to do a small amount of tasks to get irritated and annoyed at being captain, while Curly didn't which I feel like encapsulates their personalities. Curly understands what he's doing is a job, it's a responsibility, why would he complain at any point for doing what he's suppose too? Why would he be upset at people asking him to do tasks? While Jimmy on the other hand, isn't used to it at all and it's different to what he's had before and he's realizing that he doesn't actually like doing the work he has too. I just wanted to ramble about it even if it seemed kind of obvious xd
It’s obvious but it is a thing people miss or understate when trying to find parallels in Curly’s and Jimmy’s relationship/personalities.
Like the way people portray it as neither taking responsibility when it is almost split down the middle of Curly taking responsibilities and faults that shouldn’t be his and making himself unequipped to handle the ones that are while Jimmy refuses to handle the responsibilities he has because he wasn’t expecting the work that comes with them.
Not a lot to say but people forget that another thing the game comments on is prioritization of issues and responsibilities and how the guys fail at it in one way or another in the situation.
#this talk of responsibility is more so about me be very annoyed with people acting like Swansea was the most responsible man on that ship#when he immediately takes a break after his intern in stuck in the foam starts drinking the moment he find out the mouthwash is alcoholic#doesn’t tell anyone about the cryopod or explain himself and did nothing about Jimmy either until it was too late#like I’m sorry but he is also the last guy I’d like to hear about responsibility from cause he did just as bad as Curly post crash like he#wasn’t even nice to Anya outside the one conversation we see he was actually just as rude to her as he was Daisuke when they cracked open#the crates and dismissive before hand like I’m getting more mad at the glorification of one guy vs the woman whose doing the most 4 herself#like I get his speech and the recognition of his faults but he still had them and they still were his downfall in the end and part of the#reason Daisuke listened to Jimmy and it’s not his fault that happened but it’s the same way it’s not Curly’s fault Jimmy is like that#but I digress cause people don’t exactly like when we actually discuss the responsibilities the crew mates should’ve and shouldn’t have had#or what they actually did to help cause idk Anya likely would not feel supported by any of them after the fact if they survived like girl#only ever got attention for her problems when they were literally at the worst that’s not helping or taking responsibility like she had to#kill herself to feel some sort of relief also the irony about Curly’s concern about killing herself only#for it to get to the point she actually did because there was no safety for her they all failed her#Swansea would’ve just told her to tell the captain and he’d watch Jimmy and ultimately it would play out the same cause he’s tries to not#get to involved cause he’s old and been through enough already and she’d feel just as unheard like he was closer to Daisuke#and not once after the crash did he really try to steer him away from liking Jimmy which again he points out himself#like I love Swansea and Daisuke but they were just as complacent in Anya’s suffering and Jimmy’s behavior even if they knew less that should#not make them more viable options or it more excusable like crazy conclusions to comes to ig on my part but yall hate#the idea that maybe a major point is that Anya was alone as a woman and overlooked#mouthwashing#ask#mouthwashing game#anon#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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i mean the number one issue with an rr adaption from hbo is they’re gonna make robert and rhaegar main viewpoint characters when that defeats the whole goddamn conceit of the narrative choices in the books and we know i love robert but robert should ONLY be viewed thru the lenses of those that knew him!!
#but like they clearly don’t think a stark pov is ~interesting enough 🤧🤧#so they’re not gonna do ned#when arguably we shouldn’t see lyanna’s pov either#it should be like wylla or ashara#but also they’re just going to want to do different povs than they’ve done before imo bc they don’t want to like#~retread old ground which is why the entire concept of splitting this series up to dozens of different adaptations is dumb#ned & jon arryn & catelyn & jaime & probably brynden & elia & rhaella & willem darry#are all the narrators u need to be focusing on but i know i just Know they’re not gonna#bc again i live viserys but. that’s not who they should have focused on in hotd lol. and Yet.#getting on my soap box#i’m sorry for putting the negativity out there an rr movie is my worst nightmare
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very messy skywarp art… hehehe 🤭
#trine has had my soul#all three of them#skywarp#why he ourple#lalalala#i listened to hozier while drawing this#i think it affected me#transformers#i love drawing seekers#yippeeeeee!!#skywarp time#warp#wap…?#wap 😏#skywap#hehehehe#ok that’s enough now#idk how to draw the seekers tatas#is that weird#no clue#same w the giant things on their shoulders#i just draw them without them which#probs shouldn’t do#OK BYE
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I’ve been doing some stream of consciousness thoughts re: Akechi and I think my final opinion on that whole situation is just… it sucks.
Like I’m not going to say “woe is he” or anything because boy, what are you doing. What the hell are you doing. You doomed yourself!!! Because of your own stupid pride!!! Akechi.
But I’m not going to say “cool motive still murder” either because. Can you imagine. Being that lonely and that hungry for anything resembling affection and pride in your person that you’d shatter yourself into pieces just to find a shard that they like best because you’ve grown up being told again and again that you are unwanted and unloveable as you are. Fundamentally. And all you have is this singular drive that makes you feel worse and worse about who you actually are inside so you double down on your fake image because at least fickle fame is better than nothing and it’s all you’re going to get at this point, but at the same time this drive is also the one thing you feel you’ve had any power to determine or enact, and you did it all yourself when the world expected nothing of value from you, so yeah, of course you’d pursue it harder to the point of violently self-destructing - only for that all to get wrenched away with “you never fooled me and I was just puppeteering you all along and I never needed you”, pulling the rug out from under your vengeful purpose, your autonomous image, and your starved core desire, all at once. And then your asshole dad’s twisted headspace image of you shoots you point blank.
He dooms himself because he thought he was already doomed. Caught up in a cycle of cruelty to both himself and others, that he saw no point in trying to escape from, and didn’t want to, because it would mean relinquishing the (it turns out) quite fragile image he’d painstakingly built up. He’s a product of his environment, which led to him making god-awful choices, which in turn trapped him in a worse environment. How many people have died here or become grievously injured as a result of it all.
What do I even do with this. It just all around sucks.
#storyrambles#yeah sorry I’m probably not going to shut up about akechi for awhile.#p5 writers really said here’s a scene in which so many things will happen all at once. anyways. moving on#and I’m still here like WAITWAITWAIT just hold on a minute!!!#tbh I think they shouldn’t have dropped it all at once… things were foreshadowed nicely but I just kind of wish everything to do with#akechi wasn’t just in like. two scenes. I think he should’ve been more of a presence in shido’s palace#would’ve made the ‘yeah I don’t actually need you’ so much worse#or maybe set things up with his cognitive self somehow? idk. just wish it wasn’t dumped on us all at once#though I guess it kind of made the audience feel like the thieves and joker would’ve.#confused on how to feel. upset and shocked. frustrated. etc.#story plays persona 5#p5r#goro akechi
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i would love for season two to follow charles arc a little bit more. this is something i’ve been thinking about for a while because season one, while it does focus on charles as well, is mainly i feel about edwin’s arc. we have him realizing he’s gay, realizing his feelings for charles, being sent back to hell, standing up to the cat king, etc etc. and while we do have a lot of good charles moments (devlin house, lighthouse leapers), his moments felt more like they were setting up the arc/the first part of the arc rather than the whole thing. idk if i’m making any sense but i think it would be nice to see
#this came about because i was rewatching ep five and i got to the part where edwin says#“let’s figure you out first”#and then they never really do?#which just interested me#because that’s very in line with charles character#and the fact that he shoves down his own feelings and puts others issues before his#and to be clear this is not me saying that edwin did something wrong#or that edwin shouldn’t have had resolution#it’s just something i noticed#charles rowland#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbda
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eta: I wasn’t going to share the actual comment but you know what, fuck it the ‘idealogical agenda’ comment fucking got me.
#a thing. there will be no more tudors ot3 verse.#at least not for a while - i have lost the joy because of a comment i got calling it historically inaccurate dreck#and i probably shouldn’t admit it got me but it did in a big way#(bio father would rip my work apart in very similar ways (i was like four the first time)#and it’s Too Fucking Much because again I’m a fragile snowflake who can#(who cannot take negative comments)#like I fully admit#i have saved copies and like maybe some day i’ll put them back up#but the joy is gone and I just fee#*feel sick about it#(deleted previous post about this#so yes they win whatever#(you win when you do this which is I guess me stopping writing it)
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they for real just had wander call himself worthless with no objection or indication that he’s wrong and it never got brought up again and that’s just how he sees himself apparently probably likely not
#actually illegal#out of everything that got lost with the cancellation of this show the thing that im the absolute most angry at is the wander character-#-exploration and the huge challenge he would’ve undergone in s3#just:./…. he has his moments where hes confident and even vain and i love those moments cuz it shows that you can be as beautiful and-#-helpful as he is while also loving yourself a whole lot and putting yourself first.#but to think that aside from that he just sees himself as a tool for others that shouldn’t exist if he’s not of service to anybody . Yeeoech#and the way the episode the helper is immediately after this which is just an episode of wander freaking out bc nobody needs him that day#so he can’t do anything#i really hope it’s apparent i’d die for wander in a heartbeat he heals me#wander over yonder
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Mind: I suppose you think that’s cute. What it makes you is a fraud.
Heart: yeah but i’m a cute fraud though right?
#submission#directly taken from… how do i explain#an infamous argument on the jan Misali youtube channel#which jan Misali proceeded to make songs using the lyrics with it#for example dreams of our ‘conglang’ community#it’s a trip like. max replies so they had to make more comments trip. like there’s a google doc with it transcribed so you can get the expe#experience trip#the argument was about whether toki pona - a simple constructed language or conlang#is a valid language since#it’s very simplistic and has few words. you have to desc new concepts with their traits#prob shouldn’t explain jt all. that was prob already too much#but The Lore you gotta consider The Lore. … Anyway#< submitter tags#i understand none of this but i got u#i am indeed considering this lore
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i hate this stupid ass fandom cause i’ll go ‘dean’s behavior towards sam is often abusive’ and people will get annoyed and talk abt how people are so sensitive and block me like oh my god i’m not saying it as a criticism i’m not even like insulting dean and i’m certainly not saying it in a way that means u shouldn’t like him i adore dean it’s just true………….
#i shudder to think of how people r in their interpersonal relationships irl if they have this little sense of nuance.. not to be a bitch. <3#ig the confusion comes from the whole ‘so and so is abusive/this relationship is abusive therefore u shouldn’t like it!!!!!!!!’ and people#think that’s what i’m saying when i say it abt dean ig but it’s literally just recognising events on screen#like on the most basic of levels… look at like s4 especially the bits of s4 when dean doesn’t know sams drinking demon blood cause literally#what he is so angry about there is sam doing things he doesn’t like (using his powers) and being w someone he doesn’t approve of (ruby)#like not even counting when the levee breaks which is so obviously terrible but it’s a horror show and the stakes are not real etc etc (dont#even fully personally agree but yk whatever).#like look at say metamorphosis… come on. if a man in your life acted the way dean does to sam during s4 i would certainly hope u looked at i#and thought hmmmm this is controlling and threatening and edging into abusive…..and then that this pattern just continues as the show goes#on…..like when does dean stop acting like this (he doesn’t it just has moments of flaring up)…..#the fact it’s a pattern is what makes it abusive💖#spn#oliver talks
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if u like some proana type shi which makes it show up on my dash pls kno i don’t hate u and i still think ur beautiful and kind and cool and deserving of so much love and life and i appreciate u following me and i would give u the biggest hug but there is also a good chance i will unfollow u bc oddly enough tumblr is the one space where i feel the safest from all of that and while i haven’t relapsed in many many yrs sometimes my brain does not feel so strong on days i find myself here so i must protect my peace the best i know how in these moments i hope u understand
#i think maybe they r moots on my main or maybe here idk which but have seen a few#maybe no one this is relevant to will see this but just in case#ily i swear#pls b safe and well#and if u didn’t kno it soemtimes shows ur followers wot posts u like on their dash#no stress if u don’t rlly care but just saying that iz y i unfolllweddd#not goin to preach wot u should n shouldn’t do bc i am guilty of things in my past but also consider giving urself a chance u deserve it <3#ily
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