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watched the famous last words video for the first time in years and on my dad’s tv with the imax quality sound system, and girl. i had an. Experience
i was sitting down but my whole body was still moving like it was almost like the spirit of mx way themself possessing me and im legit sweaty and out of breath now holy fucking shit.
#that song literally saved my life so many times in recent years#all because of the ‘i am not afraid to keep on living’#‘i am not afraid to walk this world alone’ lyrics#bc yknow what? im finally not afraid to keep on living#and if I truly am going to be alone then I’ll take that walk myself#while being fearless and unafraid to show my scars#whether they be physical or emotional#god this sounds dumb im stupid
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i'm ready to try
#This drawing is kind of personal to me#I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing#but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point#When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life#This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with#eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself#which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now#I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me#I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif#I think i'll be okay either way#either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like#i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off#so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude#AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp#empires smp s1#empiresblr#esmp#geminitay#art#fanart#alice.art#mcyt#mcytblr#song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP
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Different standards
#didnt mean to do this one in quote unquote colour but it wasnt legible without it so. heres a treat i suppose#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat loop#isat bonnie#lucabyteart#coughs up a lung. anyway. ramble time as per usual. this is what i was warming up for btw in case it wasnt obvious#besides being another entry in the 'letting bonnie read loop for filth on accident' series. this is mostly self indulgent musings on#headcanons (and i will just use that word here.) ive previously rambled about in other tags and posts#namely: in the scenario that loop integrates into the party as a New Person for quite a while before The Truth Come Out. i feel they have#a decent chance at really scoring a slam dunk in becoming a guardian figure for bonnie? loop's demeanor is already colder and a tiny#bit more level-headed than siffrin's in the way they seem to discuss bonnie with them. namely pointing out that bonnie#never really hated them. it seems to be one thing they're genuinely at peace with? they've seen by now the truth that bonnie#was just scared and upset. and likely now knows that what bonnie wants is to be treated with grown-up respect within reason. plus loop#already scores bonus points with bonnie since they didnt 1. fuck up bad like sif did in act 5 and 2. saved sif in the party's eyes#... but then when it turns out that this clean-slate relationship with a stranger was siffrin being deceitful? must have been odd.#bonnie seems to really dislike being lied to. the question is whether they'd see it that way? would they feel betrayed there?#anyway. this is set after all those emotions are at least settled some. loop able to be more physically affectionate... and yet#still not letting themselves be quite as close as they'd like perhaps. perhaps...#anyway translucent pyjamas because i dont care if you're comforting a crying child you've GOT to SERVE!!!#and also i feel like the party probably wouldn't let loop stay completely naked for that long. especially not post-reveal anyway
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your skk is so real and true to me. like its Them
this is such a great thing to hear I'm ✨🥺✨
I like to think I can mostly keep them in a permanent "status: ????". is it romantic? is it platonic? could it be both at the same time? perhaps queerplatonic would be a better term? I don't know you're the reader you tell me. The important part is that they got each other's back and can be stupid together and perhaps get their dose of cuddling while they're at it because they need it. Whether they kiss or not is so secondary to me but I NEED them to yearn for each other's company in big and small ways both.
#hence why i have no kissing on my blog except the ONE time i made dazai kiss chuuya's chin to distract him during video games#i like to make them intimate but i feel like physical and emotional vulnerability is more impactful (especially for them)#disclaimer: those are personal preferences and i do enjoy romantic skk a lot AND they can kiss all they want#i'm just also a big fan of how bsd basically has no romance (some crushes) and puts the emphasis on relationships of all kinds#which are all super important in their own ways whether the characters want to or not and not one kind comes before the other#aroace people raise your glass with me for a toast#ask answered#not art#bsd#skk#bungou stray dogs#soukoku
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trying to enjoy my silly little time traveling sci-fi show while clara and the doctor say the most devastating things to and about each other every other episode like my god
If the Doctor is still the Doctor, he will have my back.
Clara, I'm not your boyfriend. // I never thought you were. // I never said it was your mistake.
Please, just...Just see me.
Do you think I care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference?
Clara, I'm terribly sorry, but I'm exactly what you deserve.
There was one other man. But it would've never worked out. He was impossible.
When do I not see you?
Die with whoever comes after me, you do not leave me.
I don't care about your rules, or your bloody survivor's guilt. If you love me in any way, you'll come back.
Immortality isn't living forever, that's not what it feels like. Immortality is everybody else dying. She might meet someone she can't bear to lose. That happens, I believe.
I let Clara Oswald get inside my head, trust me, she doesn't leave.
Longest month of my life. // It could only have been five minutes. // I'll be the judge of time.
I will die, and no one else here or anywhere will suffer. // What about me?
Everything you're about to say, I already know. don't do it now, we've already had enough bad timing.
Don't run. Stay with me.
I was lost a long time ago, she was saving you.
If you think because she is dead I'm weak, then you understand very little. If you were any part of killing her and you're not afraid, then you understand nothing at all.
The day you lose someone isn't the worst...it's all the days they stay dead.
I'd know you anywhere.
What were you bargaining for? // What do you think? You.
If she says so.
I had a duty of care.
People like me and you, we should say things to one another.
Look how far I went, for fear of losing you.
You said "memories become stories when we forget them." Maybe some of them become songs.
hand in unlovable hand
#also of course any iteration of 'my clara'#or that line in before the flood where bennett is like 'youre just doing this to save clara' and the doctor is like 'yeah? and?'#like even w/ 11 we start to see just how far the doctor will go for her but 12 really drops the pretense that he cares about anyone but her#just finished a rewatch of Clara's episodes and feeling the entire spectrum of human emotion about them#may I one day experience a love half as insane as theirs#clara jumping into his time stream means they have 900+ years of inextricably linked history whether they know it or not like....#yeah i'd be unhinged about you too#everyone say 'thank you missy' for bringing these two together and nearly causing the destruction of the universe#doctor who#clara oswald#doctorclara#I'm not ready to start Bill's episodes what happens to her makes me physically ill#twelveclara
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You know, I think my favorite thing about Gale's whole "watching you in battle makes me horny" scene is like. He's not wrong. A brush with danger does in fact increase one's desire for "other forms of stimulation". Studies have shown that being in situations that cause a rush of adrenaline, be that going on a roller coaster, seeing a scary movie, walking across a swinging suspension bridge, or something else, increase feelings of attraction. It's literally a Known Thing that adventurous stuff is great to do on a date because it will most likely make you more into each other.
Idk, I just love that his come-on is not only extremely nerdy, but also scientifically accurate. Feels correct and I'm glad they did it lol
#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#meta#i would pull up the studies about it but frankly it's nearly midnight and i'm halfway through a bottle of wine#and i do not feel like looking them up right now lol#sorry to get all couples therapist on main i was just going through that scene again and it really tickles me#like yes please have my sweet nerdy man hit on me with only the most research-backed of statements please and thank you#for those curious btw it's thought the reason for this is because physically speaking all arousal is basically the same#whether it's fear or horniness or excitement or whatever it's all an adrenaline response#so our brains use context clues to determine which emotion to pair with the sensation#and if you pair something scary/thrilling with a possible romantic interest your brain can get its wires crossed#and decide that instead of feeling this way because of the scary thing you feel this way because your hot for the person you're with
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you see how he simply looks up and accepts it while leaning back to brace himself HES DONE THIS BEFORE HE KNOWS WHERE ITS GOING TO LEAD he knows rafe too well & he understands he needs an outlet and that he can be that for him.
#this gif is rlly crappy quality i apologise#but i never want to stop talking ab their body language together it’s soooo .#at the basis of their relationship lies their physicality and whether that is just how they act i choose to interpret that it is rafe’s#chosen method of emotional expression#his love language is physical touch in other words#which you’d think is weird right#huh
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#feeling like a shit stirrer today#so look away if you're not into it#but jesus#the number of takes i've seen in the last couple days that essentially amount to#'it's so good they put buck with someone physically bigger than him because that way he can be all soft and protected#and emotionally vulnerable because he has a big strong man to protect him'#is actively gross#and just feels like sanitized uwu top/bottom discourse#like a person's body type does not dictate whether they are allowed to express emotions or be vulnerable#please#like the weird gendered implications of that particular reading are so very not it for me#anyway#i don't know y'all#911 discourse#anti bucktommy#just in case#like i AM anti bucktommy in general at this point#but this post is only actually anti this particular take#and like the way it feels like it assumes tommy shouldn't need to be protected / taken care of / emotionally vulnerable / etc#is just kind of very gross to me#people in a relationship are meant to be partners their ability to care for one another is not dictated by their physical attributes#i can't believe that requires saying like goddamn y'all#anyway ignore me#might delete later
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something "only remotely connected with knights in armour" changing natalie's perspective of the trees behind the house, that same site becoming the place where she's assaulted by her father's colleague or friend, and mr waite's letter to natalie referring to himself as a knight in armour.
#i go back and forth on whether the incestuous relationship between mr waite and natalie is physical or emotional#but it's the first time i paid much attention to the top passage#that she sees the trees as ''unprovocative'' but when she's inside them again suddenly registers danger#and repetition of ''dark and silent'' calls back as well#as if viewing the trees as unprovocative is a protective measure. they specifically do not provoke any feeling in her until they do#and that it's specifically mr waite that lets the trees grow there#hangsaman reread
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People who said "everything in episode 6 really happened but the dreamlike quality was because the recollection of events was distorted by the trauma of the accident" how does it feel to have the biggest brain
#jury's still out on whether the trauma is jae won's emotional trauma from seeing what looked like yet another person he loves die#or ji hyun's physical trauma that is his brain injury from being in a coma and whatever unnamed injuries require him to do physical therapy#a film analysis person could probably write an essay about this but the show is from both jae won and ji hyun's POV#so from my perspective the answer to ''is it ji hyun or jae won's trauma?'' is just ''yes''#i suppose ji hyun also has some emotional trauma related to almost dying but i feel like that's going to hit like later later#the eighth sense#jae won#ji hyun
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personally, i love that will is a crybaby and i hope that he never loses his sensitivity and boundless empathy for others. it is NOT a negative trait, ur just stinky.
#noah makes will tear up ALLLLL the time and i LOVE it!!!!!#representation 4 all the sensativ girlies in the world#when will tears up any time someone is injured or hurt in any kind of way whether physical or emotional? or when he's scared? I EAT THT UP!#that's MY marshmallow heart boy and that IS will and how he is written and how he canonically just fucking is!#i hate the Macho Manification of will in fanon if you want a stoic mike is literally right fucking there#leave my boy ALONEEEEEE GET UR PAWS OFF OF HIMMMM#HE CAN BE STRONG AND A CRYBABY AND SCARED AND BRAVE ALL AT THE SAME TIME !#it's not His fault some ppl cannot understand tht humans are complex.#anyway. im fine im chill im coolin 😎
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If you blame victims, then get out of here.
#vent cw#deleted the big version of this hours ago because of anon#but no we're saying it again :)#I stand firm. If you follow me and you victim blam or try to disprove claims of assault that aren't yours to disprove#leave :)#leave <3#I don't care if the abuser is your fave. It's not your place to say whether it happened or not#You are not an investigator. It doesn't involve your emotional or physical well being#I could go on for hours you have no idea#anyway we support victims here and we believe survivors first
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I wanna see Alastor get hurt.
#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#not because I hate him#but I just LOVE seeing my favorite characters get hurt#whether it's emotional or physical#I want him to S U F F E R#just a bit#As a treat
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With how much of mess wukong has made several of his personal relationships (not just mac), really glad he can't naturally see the strings.
Kind of off topic but also related, do you keep strings with the dead? Macaque is a special case cause he was revived, but would wukong have strings to the graves of his jttw companions? If yes, would they last until souls are reincarnated. If no, did the shadowpeach string just reformed out of nothing?
ooooooh good question!
i think it is assumed that the strings break off after death because human lives are so finite and with immortals there’s not much worry because most of their strings are tied to immortals. there’s not much research for it bc it falls under myth and legend category, and not a lot of people can even see the strings
however, if an immortal shared a string with mortals, then when the mortal die the ribbon fades. it’s still there but more translucent.
shadowpeach is a special case because their relationship was originally strong and (though none of them could see it) was bright, shining gold on the edges. then Wukong is sent under the 5 Phase Mt., and the two fight to the point that they don’t see each other until Wukong is on the pilgrimage with Tripitaka.
by jttw, the light of their string faded and became dull (symbolizing the distance that’s grown between then) and when they fight, the ribbon tears and frays because they are approaching a point of no return
Macky’s death should have snapped the string completely. it should have gone translucent and separated with neither attached ever again. but Macky gets revived and Wukong is immortal
thus: the ribbon stays with the biggest tear at the center, being held by a couple threads
#so like#the condition of the red string represents the condition of the relationship#which i am sure you’ve gathered#but a healthy string is a glowing string and that can be any color#red is the classic color but it can vary depending on someone’s magic or aura (for example: all of Mei’s strings are green)#a dull string doesn’t necessarily mean the relationship is bad. it just means there is distance#whether emotional or physical depends#sometimes they can outweigh each other and make the string still glow or not#tbh the red strings are my physical manifestation of the dynamics in lmk and their condition is my interpretation of each one lol#lmk#shadowpeach#asks#lmk six eared macaque#lmk sun wukong#lmk au#red string au
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FEARNE AND DORIAN GIVING THEIR RESPECTIVE PERSONS OF INTEREST "SEE YOU LATER NOT GOODBYE" KISSES ON THE FOREHEAD INSTEAD OF KISSES KISSES WILL SHATTER ME
#silver sending stones#cr 3 e 50#im emotional but like cause idk whats gonna happen and thats my least favorite feeling#dorian and fearne having parallels?#i must think on it#prisoners of their parents making?#intentional or not#stolen years whether they be physical years or years of youth#love that suddenly feels so right and so natural that they might want the other physically but just picking a pocket or strumming a tune is#enough#from a place lots of people might feel is special or magical only to have this wonderous place be “home”#whatever feeling that might be#secret royalty#right? fearnes real dad is like a devil king or some shit?#i really only know dorym stuff sorry#idk i think theyre more alike that i previously thought about#good parallel#makes me... soft#dorian storm#fearne calloway#cr 3
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I feel bad for people who do not enjoy sex, especially women, but it would be unethical of me to try and convince them to try harder to enjoy it, wouldn't that be? I would be very depressed if I lost my ability to enjoy intimacy entirely
#Whether that be a physical or emotional circumstance or whatever#Its sad#i do implore these people to try and heal ....#doesnt mean you know like GO GET FUCKED#thats Not what Im saying
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