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Totally memeshit but it tasted like smoking crushed up windows 98 motherboards and catnip. The freaking 시대를 초월한 시간

The worst cigarette I ever smoked was called Timeless Time because that's all my poor grandma could afford. All they said on them was Timeless Time Made in Korea. Which always geeked me out. Who thinks we should name a track on the album: Timeless Time

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In the next part of the dream, what I saw was like an artwork in action. It was, at first, a realistic rabbit sluggishly hopping what I could compare to like a toboggan or sled hill, not a care in the world. and I saw a fox chasing up behind it. When they reached the top, the rabbit vanished and the fox locked in mid air and turned into a painting or artwork of itself. I stared for a moment and suddenly the fox was yanked out of the air like nothing by this older guy, now real again. I followed, and he tossed the fox out into a body of water at the bottom of the hill. These animals came after it like they were fish, but it was a group of farm animals swimming and then they ripped the fox apart, limb from limb, and ate it. I ran away and came to what looked like a nighttime bonfire with folks sitting in camping chairs. I see 5 dogs lined up side by side, like old fat hound dogs, and a guy starts shotgunning all these dogs with weed smoke but it was like FAT milky clouds of weed and the dogs were just going crazy for it. That's the last thing I remember before waking up shitting myself

Absolute weirdest dream I've ever had and I wouldn't even be able to articulate it. I told John about it when I woke up because he was still up and he said just write it down but I don't think I could or what the point of that would even be

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I want to know what kind of fucked up placebo effect I get in dreams where I take a dream substance. It's subtle but totally there. What is my brain doing they should scan it

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I'm telling you guys that dream of mine last night was freaky fucked

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The worst cigarette I ever smoked was called Timeless Time because that's all my poor grandma could afford. All they said on them was Timeless Time Made in Korea. Which always geeked me out. Who thinks we should name a track on the album: Timeless Time

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Okay, honestly... In defense of JoJo siwa. It's not. That. Bad.

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So anyway. To expand a bit. The part that stuck with me the most and the most r tarded. It was John and I touring a building, my job had offered me an in-person position so I wouldn't have to work from home, in a more interactive setting to help me off my computer. This sounds reasonable right? Well the building is like a fucking skyscraper. We get there and it turns out John and I apparently both started a "psych" med as we referred to it but never said the name. God, we're taking these PILLS and forgetting if we took them and taking more, not knowing where we are or who we're supposed to be speaking to right? I felt something and I would compare it to the time I overdosed on Klonopin I guess. Forgetting how much I took, feeling nothing, and taking more. Of course the entire building is pure randomness, the strangest lighting I've ever seen. It's giving black lodge without any high contrast design, just a meandering office building full of people my age dressed casually.

So, tldr, John is suddenly fucked up and disappears. I was already growing concerned for him, so when he wandered off, I was distraught to find him to make sure he's okay, and after finding him, his EYEBALLS were gone. His eye sockets filled with, I swear to got, small plastic pieces of shit, almost like green plastic tabs of different sizes, and he's just catatonic. Something more bizarre too I won't mention here it's gross. But he pulled them out and stuffed them on his own. It looked so realistic and I immediately flipped out and thought if we found his eyeballs and got help we could get them reattached (???) so I frantically start pulling this shit out of his eye sockets and he doesn't even flinch, mouth hanging open like a zombie. Clear them out and turn to go find his eyes but I have to pull him by his hand behind me. I get the thought, I need my glasses, I can't see anything. I go to find THOSE and johns hand slips, he disappears away

And ends up in a cubicle for some reason full of five or so people working together. And johns on this computer typing. I immediately explain the situation and try to get him away and they for real treat him like a child, an autistic or disabled child, and they start saying oh no he's fine, we can watch him/he can mess around if he wants. I was so like, weirded out by this, but the eyes were my top priority so I slipped away to go find them and decided to check the floor below which was a basement (???) get in this fucking ELEVATOR which is like a completely empty, dark, 100 sq ft shipping container. And for some reason, instead of standing by the door of this insane elevator, I ran right to the middle when the door opened, which I can't justify or explain (again, why wasn't I lucid/reasoning like usual?) so that when it reaches the floor below, I have to run for the door which closes like a regular elevator. Mind you, this is a massive like, poured concrete box.

I get out of the door, I'm out of breath. The basement is like a children's obstacle course like the foam climbing tower you see at Chuck E. Cheese... And they're training little robots on it. I look at this thinking how the fuck could I find my glasses. I walk over and go to grab my face in exasperation, and guess what I feel? My glasses.

What happens next was also more surreal in the grand scheme of things but would take too long for me to write out so I'll leave it there that's enough. Yeah

Absolute weirdest dream I've ever had and I wouldn't even be able to articulate it. I told John about it when I woke up because he was still up and he said just write it down but I don't think I could or what the point of that would even be

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I can say there was this incredible depth of field I've never had in a dream even though I wasn't as lucid (I couldn't make decisions or reason as clearly as usual). It felt like everything was such a more realistic distance away, like dreams I had as a child where things were too far out of reach to interact or close enough to touch. Instead of newer dreams where it all unfolds in front of me out of convenience. In this dream, I was looking over my shoulder and seeing something shocking, feeling the pain of my body turning suddenly and the adrenaline of running closer in fear. Wtf???

Absolute weirdest dream I've ever had and I wouldn't even be able to articulate it. I told John about it when I woke up because he was still up and he said just write it down but I don't think I could or what the point of that would even be

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Absolute weirdest dream I've ever had and I wouldn't even be able to articulate it. I told John about it when I woke up because he was still up and he said just write it down but I don't think I could or what the point of that would even be

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I finally realized she's selling food stamps. I never understood why she thought seventy for a dime is a deal. For a split second, you see a card in her hand that is probably EBT but possibly a gift card. Also, it says "crackhead", but to me it's giving dope, but I may be biased. She said "I'm sweatin my balls off" and to me this gives the misery of opiate WDs. Would love to hear your perspectives.

WHO REMEMBERS?

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Oh so YOU wuz kangs. Insightful

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Y'all r plebs

god i love 10+ minute long songs. yes girl take me on a journey

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reblog me to throw me like a ball (the sad little skweezy red ball specifically) in the direction of the mutual orbit so everyone can find me again

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