#where was i going with this LMFAOO

[theloveinc]

There's a lot of validity in the idea that older Bakugo is a traumatized pro-hero with major PTSD... but you know what's kinda fucked up to think about? The fact that Bakugo is also a 22-year-old pro-hero with major PTSD even before that, too.

It's almost easy to imagine that things are actually better when he's older (the therapy finally a routine, the trauma long set and on the path to being healed)... and that it's his whole 20s that are spent as a pool of disaster trying to recover from the war(s).

He looks back and barely even remembers being twenty, much less twenty-five or twenty-seven. Barely remembers how little he slept, not at the hands of trying to balance hero work and getting a degree at the same time, but just out of the pure insomnia that came from trying to move on and every nightmare attached.

Hardly ever showering, never shaving (not that he ever grew much of a beard, but the facial hair was definitely there. There's pictures of him on the news with an awkward, grown out haircut and patches on facial hair that make him look positively... immature), barely even eating more than a few protein bars or an energy jelly drink-a day. It's a blur, and his friends are hardly there to pick him up out of it because they're all going through it, too. Somewhat.

It's definitely weird if you meet him during this period. He's not all there, at least, not all of the time. He doesn't really register your interactions, the friendship you extend to him (a younger, or ever older, version of him would've shown you that deep seeded ferocity in response, tried to bite the hand that fed him, even if it were love... but 20s Bakugo... doesn't seem to notice). Even though only one of his eyes is clouded over, the good one never seems to brighten up.

There's definitely moments when the old him shines through: when he's with Deku, when he's in the midst of battle, when he finds out that Todoroki still does a shitty job at chopping scallions. But it's a long time before he's even close to the same, able to step out from underneath the fog of simply surviving and into the sunshine of recovering.

But I think sticking through it with him is worth it.

(It's a weird moment, a happy moment, the first time you realize that Bakugo has changed. That the pouring rain outside hasn't bothered him since he showed up at your apartment. He forgot his umbrella, he's been quite careless ever since the war—wet and shaggy hair frizzed up, cheeks red from cold—but he doesn't seem to mind, with his bare feet up on your coffee table, his eyes gazing out the window. You hand his tea, and instead of gulping it down in one go, letting it burn in his throat, he winces at the heat.

"Tastes like shit," he says, and you laugh because it always does. Just this time, he noticed.)

[rapidhighway]

allow me to be silly for a sec

e(quill)ibrium au hehe continuation of this

[isatoru]

ok bro so i don't know how to make this post SDJFHSH and say hi hello i missed everyone without being awkward and facing cricket noises since it's been over a year since i’ve logged in LMFAO and ppl still following r gonna be like ??? but .... ASKDUSDL HELLO!!!!! 🙂‍↕️ to everyone that is still here ... <3

I MISSED YA'LL SM OMG ;---; i hope some of you still remember me so this won’t be too awkward 🙂‍↕️🙏

on that note!!!! i have returned because i have really bad gojo and isagi brainrot since rewatching/rereading jjk + getting into bllk

+ i have so many fics i have completed that i want to post !!! i have been cooking in isolation and after much needed self-growth and love in writing <3 ;v; (gojo, isagi, and nanami ones mostly lmaoo AND ALSO A SUKUNA SERIES I WANT TO POST) AND IDK WHAT TO POST FIRST LOL

also to the mutuals (that remain... <3) please do not be alarmed if u see me in ur notifs reblogging fics for my current faves and yapping in ur tags 🙂‍↔️ like in the next few days LMFAO i have been deprived of reading good fic for soooo long bruh and now im like. I NEED TO READ FOR GOJO AND ISAGI SO BAD…. i missed fic so bad...

would ya'll be chill if i posted writing out of the blue here lmao and changed my username ??... it wouldn't be too awkward ?? 🙂‍↔️ (for the username i will change it in a few days despite my impatience so i give everybody like a chance to get used to me being on their dash so it won't be too alarming LMAOO)

[arolegos]

big fan of this duo. lets kill them for sport

[gio-cosmo]

BLACKWELL ACADEMY MENTIONED‼️ DOUBLE MOONS MENTIONED‼️ BLUE BUTTERFLY MENTIONED‼️

[tariah23]

I rly don’t see how ppl be 20+ shipping kids anymore tbh… like, it’s so rampant and I don’t see the appeal to it anymore being as tho I’m in my late 20’s.

[stevethehairington]

finally gave in and started watching outlander

[aiscapades]

i'm ais and lucio biased. guess i just like men who rock eyeliner

[weaponizedhorse]

@beardedmrbean Other post was too long so making new one lol

Nope not yet!! Just got in contact with my mom's PCP today, they sent the prescription to my unicorn pharmacy who btw out of the fucking 10 pharmacies that between my mom and I called is again the only one with medication is stock. And God bless Sam for letting me borrow $$ so I can Uber to pick it up cause my mom is not doing well without her meds

Like how the fuck is EVERY OTHER pharmacy on back order for Ritalin but not my pharmacy?? This is the same one that also has no problem keeping Percocet in stock?? And they let me call to make sure they order Percocet so that I can fill it?? And they are all really really nice??

Why has God bless this pharmacy in particular??

[moe-broey]

I'm ngl I'm feeling real self-conscious of tomorrow's entry 🧍

[bobzora]

new pinocchiop the first new one to really vibe with me for a while. banger

[rapidhighway]

idk, i know ed is common in people with adhd so it's probably a touchy subject to a lot of people, but I'm tired man

[softavasilva]

are curtain bangs hard to maintain yes or no pleeek i wanna lowkey get my hair done that way

[unmanageably]

i love klay talking about the bay lol. i just love how openly he’s chosen to make this place his home and build roots and connection and community

[gio-cosmo]

Guys I am so excited for LIS Double Exposure but I am also so so nervous

[absolutelyzoned]

videogames dont make me violent, i make the videogames violent.