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Hehe, I see you're a fan of theatre, Eclipse. Do you have a favorite play or musical?
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Was going to write a little ficlet to go with this, but. Vaccine tiredness is killer.
A little bit of art for the FOP Nature au by @bunnieswithknives. I cannot recommend checking it out enough.
#art#my art#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop a new wish#fopanw#fop dale#dale dimmadome#he deserves to die in a dimmaditch#body horror#blood#candy gore#Anyway the concept behind the ficlet was going to be basically about Bramble#(because im a dirty little bitch who shoves their oc where they don't belong)#setting up traps in the forest with the intention of not catching actual deer#but rather the rogue fairy disguised as a deer that the fairy council had warned her to be on the lookout for (aka Flowers)#The Council doesnt really give a shit about Bramble or her forest#they just want to make sure Flowers isn't COMPLETELY unsupervised after the Dale Incident#So anyway Bramble does catch something#and its certainly not a real deer#but he's pretty damn sure it isn't another fairy either#(idk why Dale would be in the forest I guess maybe he just went looking for Flowers to fix this and freaked out and got lost? idk)#Anyway none of that is actually canon to the au ofc it was just in my head#and it gave me an excuse to draw a fucked up deer man so like what else could I ask for
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just saw somebody talking about suicide and they said,
“-you think you don’t have blood on your hands just because you didn’t pull the trigger, but you put the gun in their hands.”
#*spams forbie. spams forbie. spams forbie. spams forbie. spams forbie-*#girl help i’m seeing the see two freaks within context where they don’t belong#like minds#nigel colbie#murderous intent#alex forbes#like minds 2006#alex forbes x nigel colbie#forbie
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WHY ARE PEOPLE PUTTING KEITH IN THE SHIRO TAGS I DONT UNDERSTAND
IF IT DOESNT HAVE SHIRO PHYSICALLY PRESENT WITHIN THE WRITING/ART THEN DONT TAG IT AS TAKASHİ SHIROGANE
#voltron#shiro#takashi shirogane#voltron shiro#this is what I mean by k/ancers putting their shit where it doesn’t belong#I just want to look at SHIRO#if I wanted to see Keith ID GO TO HIS TAG#there is literally a post in there that’s like ‘omg Keith appreciation’ Bro if it’s about Keith just tag Keith why do you need to put EVERY#SINGLE CHARACTER#do I really have to block the Keith tag too people just to look at shiro#it’s genuinely a problem#AND ANOTHER THING ACTUALLY BECAUSE ITS NIT JUST SHIRO#THE ALLURA TAG FULL#THE HUNK TAG FULL#THE PIDGE TAG FULL#LITERALLY EVERY FREAKING CHARACTER HAS THEIR TAGS FULL OF ANYTHING BUT THEM#WHY#I DINT UNDERSTAND#YOU HAVE YOUR OWN TAG THERE IS LITERALLY NO NEED TO TAG EVERY CHARACTER#UNKESS YOU DREW/WROTE THEM ALL INTO THE THING THEN DONT TAG THEM#AND YES THAT INCLUDES A SMALL MENTION BECAUSE THEYRE STILL NIT ACTUUALY PRESENT
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I just saw a bethyl edit..
When I tell you my heart is in pieces, LIKE LITERALLY IN PIECES THAT EDIT IS NOT FOR THE WEAK
Hell naw, the song choice, the part of the video choice. Omg, I'm sobbing I'm crying my eyes out
#bethyl#beth greene#daryl dixon#beth and daryl#the walking dead#everytime i see this edit some minutes from my life get taken away#the song choice has me on a choke-hold#“take me home where i belong” hell naw are you freaking kidding me
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WHY THE FUCK ARE THERE SO MANY NIGHTSHADE HATERS???!!
Like- I kept seeing so many TikTok’s of that clip where Nightshade tells Optimus their pronouns and a majority of the comments are just so mean and awful holy shit!
Get over it! Let the LGBTQ+ have this Jesus Saint Christ Almighty what is wrong with humanity??? If you guys wanna see robots get their skulls bashed in or actually fighting in a war, just TAKE YOUR GODDAMN ASS TO LITERALLY ANY OTHER TF SHOW (excluding tfrb and rba of course but those are for the smaller humans) AND LEAVE THE BABY ALONE!!
#maccadam#maccadams#transformers earthspark#tfe nightshade#leave your dimly lit ideologies with the rest of your internalized homophobia where it belongs#and FAR AWAY FROM ME AND THE OWL BABY YOU SICK FREAKS#spread more nightshade love because I just bared witnessed to something so sick I need more earthspark fluff ASAP
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my take on @misssicknesss 's lovely template + some reasoning behind it on the tags bc i feel like. explaining myself (original below the cut)
#ok so. i wanna start saying that picking a favorite antagonist was the toughest shit ever#bc all the antagonists of the franchise are freaking amazing. alexander? no comment he is a perfect example of a perfect villain.#he sacrificed so much again and again and again for a chance to be where he belongs again and honestly the agony he feels#he just wanted to be with his true love#its so understandable#tihana is sort of the same#her themes and her own story interwinded with tasi's story felt so perfect#she didnt care about being the empress nor about eternal life#she just wanted to love and feel loved truly by a baby of her own#someone she could raise and care and look out for#but the engineer hits me different#i love everything about a machine for pigs truly but he is a really perfect antagonist#he is literally a mirror of mandus's actions and desires#his own riot against humanity turned against him#its not even clear if the engineer is really a conscious that can speak or if hes only in mandus's mind and honestly it doesnt matter at al#he guides mandus through his internal battle against his own consciousness#beliefs and actions#and he is so well acted i love it big time#so yeah in my heart its ALL of them but since i had to choose one.....#same goes for favorite game#my favorites are the bunker and a machine for pigs okay but rebirth has such a special fucking place in my heart#and so does the og and justine#all of these games are so unique and perfect on their own way#they all have their own thing going on be it on story thematics or gameplay wise but#they all also have something in common#first is that you can throw stuff around and second#these all are very human existential dreadful stories#where the real horror comes from being who you are and dealing with it#anyway i cant explain more bc theres no more tags so thank if you read this umm#amnesia game
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does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians
#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic#im just like. tired of gnawing#and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get#content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky#young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me#im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing &#digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances#m text#i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story#not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a#lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out#bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples#and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified#(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right)#and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here#(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh)#I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost.#anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein#out as lesbian#like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has#to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic)#meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just#and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so#yknow. personal viewer bias here#but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian#and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out#but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough.#im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes#I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY.#like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'
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Thinking abt this again :((</3 “Dance monkey dance.” “The circus does not end until someone gets mauled.” “Fly Not. Speak Not. Fight Not.”
#these poems HURTTTTT#like fuckkkkk#just assumed the freak was where she belonged#i just want to give her a hug#circus#dance monkey dance#for now she slumbers#volcano anon#present anon#gaylor#gaylor swift#kaylor#eras tour#i can do it with a broken heart#magic#showmanship#proposal#bejeweled mv#performance art#mahogany#mahogany vinyl#7/6#amsterdam#ttpd set#makeup
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Edward Woodward stars as The Man (named Frank in dialogue), a neurotic adulterer in midlife crisis, in Play for Today: Evelyn (BBC, 1971), Rhys Adrian's adaptation of his previous radio play
#fave spotting#edward woodward#callan#play for today#evelyn#bbc#1971#single play#classic tv#shot in the middle of the two year gap between Callan's third and fourth series (and around the same time as the short lived variety#show The Edward Woodward Hour)‚ this PfT allowed Eddy bb to stretch his lighter loafers a little and to play something slightly less serious#not that his character here isn't almost as tightly wound and as internally conflicted as David Callan; it's just that while Callan is#wrestling with the morality of state sanctioned murder and extra judicial execution in the name of 'peace' or security‚ Frank here feels#inadequate because his mistress has another boyfriend (who has another mistress). it's a slightly pathetic part‚ a middle aged nobody who#thinks he's embarked on his One Great Love Affair outside his marriage only to find out that his (younger ofc) girlfriend belongs to a#social group in which seemingly everyone is sleeping with everyone else‚ everyone is beautiful and young‚ and crucially everyone is younger#more beautiful and having more sex than he is. cue some classic Woodward stammers and difficulties and needlings and general#unhappiness; he does it all beautifully of course. it's an occasionally quite funny play tho also occasionally not; the very ending has a#whisp of bleak ennui tho it's difficult to muster sympathy for Woodward's age obsessed loser. the play is also fairly unusual for featuring#a fair amount of nudity (unusual for 1971 BBC anyway); mostly it's Angela Scoular as the gf who's in a state of undress but for any um ahem#Eddy freaks (affectionate)‚ there may be a few glimpses of some side butt to be found here. i really couldn't say. i averted my eyes out of#respect for his craft as an actor (👀)#oh! and in one of the later scenes where he's properly dressed‚ I'm almost certain he's wearing one of his Callan suits (complete with#black leather gloves)
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so things are not going well with my new elderly socdem friend unfortunately.
#she said this RIGHT after talking about how bad yt misinfo is... which she followed up w SO I WAS WATCHING A YT DOC ABOUT WW2 & LEARNED THIS#youtube 'historians' are literally the most fascist breed of youtuber. avoid the vast majority like the plague lmao#i asked if the video was sourcing the hollow dahmer & the black book of communism & she didnt seem to know what those are lol#to her credit i told her straight up that she was incorrect & she at least faked being curious about doing more research but i am doubting#she also 'learned' that lenin killed trotsky lol get your propaganda right lenin was dead by then STALIN icepicked him <3#anyway im making jokes bc the worst part was a different conversation where she spoke positively of israel#THAT'S gonna be the one to ruin our friendship. fuck you & your war tourist friend who fought in the 1960s landgrabs that youre now#telling me as if this is a cute story. nahhhh lmao i looked her straight in the eye & said i will NOT debate this#so she dropped it like the true enlightened centrist most socdem cowards are and i kept cleaning her house quietly#turns out You & Me We're the Only Ones Around Here Who Aren't Complete Fools was premature *kicks the poorly rendered gravel sadly*#shes otherwise a nice lady & i know i need to be more flexible in order to hopefully change ppls minds...#but also when people say awful & untrue things it makes me not want to talk to you 🤷♂️ srry 2 b a freak like that#also i know shes not transphobic but i havent sniffed her out well enough to know if shes safe to come out to#so its hours of misgendering (which isnt her fault she doesnt know) bc shes obsessed with neoliberal feminism and inappropriately brings#gender into conversations that it does not belong in#'did you know all the countries that handled covid best were ran by women?' 1) untrue 2) dont care finland still sucks#she also tried to tell me that european rich people learned to be nicer after the french rev & thats why europe is better than america...#girl shut up we learned how to be so good at racism and capitalism BECAUSE of europe. there is no such thing as a good rich person!!!#i pick my battles (genocide & anticommunist genocide revisionism) so i let her cook w that one & was not left convinced as you can imagine#ANYWAY rant about today's weird day done. gonna smoke weed & rim some skies 🥵 while listening to the Khrushchev Lied audiobook i found 😘
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Ough
#vent post#why can i not. look tbe way i wwnt#starts violently biting adn tearing at the fabrics arounf me#what the.freak!!!#ehy does everything always hurtall the time#tweaking out#gang the demons are getting my ass again#if i suddenly dropped dead that would fix me i think#i feel like such a fucking bitch for being unhappy with my weight because like. idk. is it fatphobic?? ive heard it be called that before#and also other ppl who have similar weights to mine are happy so. why should i not be#i giggle and i laugh and i joke but why am i actuayly like this browgat the freak#alsow hy am i soo fucked in the head#im like “teehee i just got silly as i grew!” HELL NAH. i was a lil fucked in the head as a KID😭😭😭😭😭#i remember going to bed one night and my mom was gonna read a chapter of a book to me and i specifically chose the torture chapter and it#caused a huge argument in the family#and i also drew SO MUCH GORE in elementary school#like girl😭🙏you have never been exposed to this. what is up with u#there are also a bunch of other instances but my vent art back then was also wild. as in more gore#now its just weirdly abstract with bright colors and a lota eyes#lots. lots of eyes.#whwre was i going with this#idk i hate my head. my little fucked up little brain#the way i think is crazy because emotions are usually depicted as scenes or images or feelings(its different than emotion trust)#and theres still blood. theres so much gory shit in my head. like girl get out of there!!! thats not where u belong!!!!!!#and then also the daydreams#ougghh the daydreams....#i hate the daydreams i wabt them to stop so bad but i physically cannot and also they r one of my few sources of comfort ESPECIALLY in#situations i cant get out of or distract myself in any other way#and sometimes its fine but also sometimes they fucking suck and its scary because im not here im THERE and so much shit happens there#lore drop
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#i wish i could just have one normal conversation where i say the right correct things that are normal#in the right tone of voice and everything#this isnt about anyone or any friend stuff it's about me getting a phone call for a job interview & fumbling it#like idk what it is but the way i talk and interact with people is always incorrect#im saying this on the verge of tears. i try so. fucking. hard. to interact and be social#and make connections with people and it feels like im a fucking space alien making a fool of myself#i dont belong in any group ive ever been in and i never will#and i can't even answer a phone call about my availability without my brain melting out of my ears so i forget#everything ive been trying so hard to remember and say and do better#..... i wanna feel like an important person in a group#i wanna be part of something and feel important and like im needed#and i would be missed if i was gone#i think i could just quietly delete all my social media apps and disappear from every place ive ever been in#and nobody would even notice. i literally dont add anything#im just gonna be some awkward random freak in whatever job i get too#im not ever gonna be liked or depended upon or needed for anything#every other job ive had ive always just felt in the way and awkward and clueless#nobody ever makes small talk with me or comes up to me or invites me to stuff#am i doing something wrong? was friendship supposed to come out of it? what did i miss?#im so sick of being a fucking failure i just dont wanna talk to anyone ever again i just wanna be alone forever#its impossible everythign is impossible
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(transmasc-rose) Ooooh I love excuses to possess characters. What about River? Does she need to possess people like a Time Lord does? Is she in some weird technicality of "possessing" herself?
(Also in that idea a little to the left, with 11 as a hognose snake-like form, that's adorable.)
river is a weird little eldritch horror of a creature who doesn’t need to possess anyone because when she’s injured beyond survival and reverts to goop snake form, her body will precede to Build Itself Around Her. unknown if this is natural to how she’s born or a product of something the Silence did to her, but the outcome is that she doesn’t die, she hibernates in a little meat cocoon that slowly becomes a living human body. if you’re thinking “wow wouldnt that slow process completely throw off ‘let’s kill hitler’ and stop that whole thing from happening because the doctor could just pick up hibernating river and put her safely in the tardis before she wakes up fully formed to kill him”? yes! i hate that episode! anything to avoid it! moving on!
(though in all seriousness in this verse the reason river can’t kill the doctor is now, obviously, interconnected with the fact that killing him? is going to kill amy. because he’s inside amy. hell yeah, this is now a crossover between river’s mommy issues and her weird future husband assassination target! when river asks if they’re worth it in this verse, amy doesn’t answer. rory does. and he says they both are. they both are.)
so river is possessing herself. in that its her body she made for herself. sort of subconsciously, sort of not. this is why ten putting her in the computer actually kills her for good, which he didn’t know at the tome because he didn’t know how she survives things (given that she didn’t give up her regenerations in this verse on account of timelords. not working quite like that? regenerations are less get out of jail free cards and more skin-shedding, removing the dull and damaged scales to reveal a new shinier self beneath. idk. vague reasons.) ten puts river in the computer -> river’s consciousness is separated from her time lord form -> river can’t make her horrifying meat-body cocoon thing -> river dies. for real. and the doctor killed her. and he doesn’t know that he did until centuries later.
(also goop snake river is an eyelash viper. which is one of the many snake species where the females are larger than the males. take that as you will.)
#i just went off the rails here lmao we’re so far from the angel/vessel origin BUT i want river to be a lil fucked up#a freak of a woman who builds herself up cell by cell by cell until she stands up with flesh still finding where it belongs and blood#dripping off of her and goes oh! the hair came out great this time!#ask
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I finished the terror...
#definitely one of those shows you have to start over when you finish#to go OHHHHHH that's what's up okay#yknow what I mean#but here are some things I will say#loved hickey. that freak. obsessed with him.#goodsir is a FUCKING saint#he's incredible and my best friend#I miss james#which I didn't think would happen#I'm sad about tuunbaq. like obviously it's the point but#he really wasn't the antagonist like...#he only ever attacked after Englishmen were racist#they're just exploring where they didn't belong that's not tuunbaq's fault#overall really good#I do wish it had gone like... darker. more intense#I was ready for it to pop off more#the terror#the terror amc#Jennie watches the terror
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As a very out of touch 24 y/o nonbinary person who's just trying to figure shit out cause I grew up in the south; is nonbinary in the trans community? Cause I'm not necessarily wanting to transition medically in any way, I'm comfortable with my weird lil body aside from maybe a binder, but I've heard both them being grouped together, and separately, and I just don't want to have the wrong idea
#lgbt#nonbinary#queer#ive seen completely oposite sides of the argument and it freaks me out cause i just wanna know where i belong#like im afab and tend to look somewhat like it#but i dont identify with it at all#im just a creature#but i dont want to upset ppl by getting the wrong idea#but also mentally i feel like i identify with the trans community but idk if its the same and dont want to intrude#i just dont feel like my birth sex but i dont want ro transition if that makes sense#just moments with mikky#ok to interact#it seems very gray#like my afab parts dont work properly and i think thats why im not so aggressive about transitioning but idk#ive been thinking a lot abt this and its kind of stressing me out and i want answers
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