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HE IS SO FINEEEE!!!

RYAN GUZMAN as EDMUNDO "EDDIE" DIAZ 9-1-1 - S08 E08 · Wannabes

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This is so dear to me i can't even explain

#the 3 very grown adults of the 118

9-1-1 Hen Wilson, Eddie Diaz and Evan 'Buck' Buckley -> 8x07 Hotshots

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Ryan Guzman as Eddie Diaz 9-1-1 | DISCONNECTED (8.12)

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HEAR ME OUT

" have a feeling you got everything you wanted

And you're not wasting time stuck here like me

You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened

The world ended when it happened to me"

It was never buck the one that should be saying this

ITS EDDIE saying it to Buck

Because Buck figured himself out, he is not back in a place where he is stuck.

Omg I really have to go sleep I'm spiraling...

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the fast and the furious (2001) / you are jeff, richard siken

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@formerknight118 just know that you have to pay for the therapy sections I have to do after reading this fic!

Dear lord the way I gasped so loud and put a hand on my mouth from the disbelief jeez...

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At this point, we just know that every time Eddie shows up in a tank top, Buck is about to lose his mind 😭😭😭

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And I need for Eddie to bring his Latino side out, I swear to god give me the Spanish quotes, give me Spanish songs.

If I told you there is this song that I am obsessed with "disfruto" by Carla Morrison it's perfect for a slow dance or their first kiss!

I'm hyping myself UP I gotta stoppppp...

Unpopular opinion (I think)

When/is Buddie goes canon I really don't wanna see too much intimacy, I don't know if I am the only one.

I wanna see them kiss yeah, but I want that domestic shit, not the hungry ass whatever that was with temu.

And if you think about it their relationship, their mannerism when they will be together is so cute and romantic, I want for things to be simple, but with a little bit of spice.

I don't know man I did not frase this very well...

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Unpopular opinion (I think)

When/is Buddie goes canon I really don't wanna see too much intimacy, I don't know if I am the only one.

I wanna see them kiss yeah, but I want that domestic shit, not the hungry ass whatever that was with Tommy.

And if you think about it their relationship, their mannerism when they will be together is so cute and romantic, I want for things to be simple, but with a little bit of spice.

I don't know man I did not frase this very well...

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Cried all the tears I have in my eyes bye

we'll be here forever

inspired by this animation by nett on tiktok bc it made me bawl, and i want everyone to watch it.

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The sound of crutches on pavement should have been a dead giveaway, but in Buck's defense, he hadn't really been paying attention.

"You better not have messed with my room."

Buck freezes comically where he's standing on the sidewalk, one hand in his bag and the other on his head, as the snarky and teasing voice reached his ears. He turns to the source of the voice, so painfully slow and deliberate in his actions, in the fear that he might be hallucinating.

But no. He blinks once, twice, a third time to try and clear the mirage from in front of him.

He does not disappear. Christopher Diaz is RIGHT THERE, smirking up at him, and Buck feels slightly faint.

"Christopher?" Buck croaks out, reaching out to place a hand on the - god - teenager's shoulder. He's not entirely convinced he's not dreaming.

"That's my name, don't wear it out," Chris says with a large grin as if watching Buck fully lose his mental faculties was greatly entertaining. "My room better be as dad left it, or you and I are having words."

No, this isn't making sense. Because how can Chris be here? Chris was over 800 miles away, in El Paso, last Buck checked, and the only possible way Chris could have traveled here is if his grandparents took him (unlikely), or Tia Pepa did (perhaps), or....

Buck gasped, and he looked up, up, up...

Eddie stood about twenty feet away, watching them with a smile so indulgent as he leaned against the hood of his truck. He looks as beautiful as the day he left over two months and three days and ten hours ago (but who's counting), and all at once, Buck felt his heart gather its broken pieces and stitch itself back together.

"Finally he gets a clue," Chris mutters from beside him, and Buck turns to him for a moment to see the teasing grin on his face.

Eddie is now standing straight when Buck looks back at him, and for one moment, time comes to a standstill. Neither one moves as they assess the situation. What happens now? Who moves first? Buck gets ready to take a step when all of a sudden, Eddie whirls into action.

Eddie takes one deliberate step, then two, then three, and then. He's running. He's running to Buck, a giant smile on his face, his hair flowing in the breeze, so beautiful and angelic like Buck's own personal savior.

Eddie is getting closer. And Buck is too afraid to move, too afraid that Eddie will crash into him and wake him up from this dream, because if this is a dream, Buck never wants to wake up from it.

But no, it's not a dream. For Eddie closes the distance and he doesn't stop. He crashes into Buck, arms outstretched, and Buck catches him as they fall backwards. Eddie cushions his head from hitting the pavement with his hands, and Buck's arms automatically come around Eddie's waist and oh god it's real. EDDIE is HERE. EDDIE and CHRIS are HERE. Oh god THEY'RE HERE AND...

"I'm home, Buck," Eddie whispers to him as he tucks his face into Buck's neck. "Chris and I...we're home. We're home, baby."

And oh. Buck is looking up at the beautiful afternoon sky, with a beautiful man in his arms, and he starts crying. "You're here," he croaks out. "Please tell me I'm not dreaming."

"Nope," Chris chirps and oh, when had he dropped to the ground and oh. He's snuggling under Buck's other arm. "We're back, Buck."

"We're home," Eddie says, punctuating his words with a soft kiss to Buck's cheek. "To you."

Yes. They're all home.

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For me, I think "It's not nothing" was a more romantic line than "You do matter to me." We KNOW Buck matters to Eddie. They're best friends! Of course he matters. There are a lot of ways that one person can matter to another person, and like 95% of them are platonic. But "It's not nothing" has a bigger implication, imo. It means more than just, "I'm going to miss you." It means something closer to, "I'm going to miss you more than I should." It means, "There's something bigger here than I really know how to talk about." It means, "You think it's easy for me to leave you, but it's not."

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Btw yesterday I saw Ryan page on Instagram and it left me speechless.

What do you mean he had long hair?!

WHAT DO YOU MEAN???!!!

It suited him so well!!!

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listen I don't even need buck to hook up with a ton of people, I just need one person to come back to his place with him, hot and ready to go, and they're flirting, making out a little, and just moving through the house, and buck goes to make them a drink or smth while his date stays in the living room for a moment, and they look around themselves, take in the decor, and the pictures on the wall, and when buck comes back they've got their jacket back on and are on their way to the door going "oh my god, I can't do this" and buck's like "wait what?? what do you mean???" but his date just keeps walking, and only right after they've set foot outside, they turn to look him dead in the eye, a shaken yet pissed expression on their face, and go "I don't sleep with married men, okay?"

and then they slam the door in his face and buck's just standing there, staring into nothingness as his mind spins out of control like it never has before.

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1:01 // 4:10

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In this next episode or the other one of 9-1-1, I need for Christopher to be so mad at his grandparents because they don't treat Eddie well, so he is gonna take a bus for Los Angeles because he wants HIS Buck.

Bye I said what I said!

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I just had the biggest revelation

"Dosnt change a thing"

"This thing between us"

Naaaaaaahhhh Au revoir!

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