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General Sevika Headcannons
Sevika x Female Reader (Fluff)
Content (w): You’re horny in like.. once? Angst at the end, but its short.
Proofread || Note: I didn’t mean to disappear, writers block got to me :( Kinda short and this is, a tiny bit, rushed.
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Big on whistling. Does it when she needs your attention, when she’s checking you out, even when she’s teasing. She likes seeing the look on your face. Especially eye rolls, do one with a face and she’s giddy.
Insanely good at Sudoku. She picked it up a while back when Silco taught her the magic behind the numbers. Now, she’ll challenge the old man and watch as he pinches the bridge of his nose while she’s smiling smugly.
Loves when call her, or anything that belongs to her, cool. She likes being cool. That’s probably why she lets her cape fly off during fights.
Hates her glasses, mainly because they lack functionality, but enjoys seeing you thirst over them. She’d going blind and you’re over here drooing over her, she loves that. And, just for fun, she’ll wear a turtleneck; which, gets you hornier than ever.
Expression
Is she good at being romantic? No. She’s never had someone to be.. soft with. In a way, you’re the first person she’s ever opened up to. Be it letting you know her interests, her dislikes, her favourites, or just small, “not so very tough” things about her. However, she’s only just getting used to those things.
Flowers is all Sevika really knows. On her way back from her backbreaking job, she’ll grab you a few flowers from the market or straight up pluck one she randomly saw and surprise you.
Not so good with words. That woman doesn’t have a clue on how to comfort you. Why? Because she’s never been in a situation where she’s had someone talk her through her problems. Where she’s been able to let slip an ounce of vulnerability. Tragic, but she’s learning.
Things she does that she doesn’t realize
Stares so much that, before the two of met, it scared you. You thought you were her next target and lived in fear for the next week or so until the woman, finally, decided to talk to you. And, after a few months of dating you finally brought it up. She denied it at first but, when she caught herself staring at you a million more times she came clean.
“I was only appreciating you.” She brings it up so abruptly that you’re confused, “what are you talking about?”
With a sip of her whiskey, she rolls her eyes and sighs.
“Nothing..”
Her grip’s a little too hard. Her flesh fingers always end up digging into your waist whenever she’s trying to keep you close. Your girlfriend never noticed it until you had to talk to her about the slight redness she had left on your skin. And, for the next week, Sevika brought home boquets of flowers— not the cheap kind— every day until you told her you forgave her. (You didn’t know she wanted you to say so.)
So sassy that you sometimes have to take deep breaths in order to not tell her off. It’s not on purpose, she’s just so used to having that tone. One time you thought she was pissed at you when, in reality, she was just trying to find the next row for her Sudoku round.
Snores loudly. Jannah have mercy on your soul because that woman will not stop snoring for the love of her life. You’ve tried giving her different pillows, different positions, anything and everything, but nothing seems to work. Somehow, over time, you found a way to fall asleep with her deep snores beside you, even though, sometimes, you want to smack her in the face with a pillow.
Dislikes/Hates
Being ignored. Sevika will, quite literally, go insane if you ever give her the silent treatment. She’s not used to being treated like she’s not there— hell, she’s one of the most respected woman in Zaun, why would she be alright with not being acknowledged? Just to get back at you, she’ll annoy you until you break. Chewing loudly in your ear or shaking you up by heavily sitting on the couch beside you, she’s determined, and she knows you know that.
Her own overthinking. She’s been through a lot, and she doesn’t know why you still stick around with all her problems. Even the risk of you being in danger, because of her, makes her stay awake at night, she doesn’t want to lose you and she hates how her mind needs constant reassurance that you want the same thing. Even though she rarely says the amount of doubts she has, she’ll hit you with this look that only you can read. It’s a silent need that you, happily, provide. Murmuring soft words she’ll end up being embarrassed about later.
The saddest one of them all: her face. :(((( Seeing herself in the mirror makes her feel a sense of shame that she’s never fully able to verbally express. It’s the scars that make her feel self conscious, the wrinkles on her face that makes her groan, the masculinity of her jaw that makes her question herself. But, luckily for her, she’s got this amazing girlfriend, you, who will reassure all her problems away. You swoop in when you hear how quiet the apartment has gotten, follow behind her and give her a few looks of awe and comment on whatever she needs you to. Tell her she’s the most beautiful woman you’ve ever seen and she’ll melt. Smiling like some teenager while looking away in embarrassment; in that moment, she’s thinking about how lucky she is to have you with blush on her cheeks.
#lesbian#lgbtq#arcane#sevika arcane#sevika#arcane sevika#fanfic#sevika x y/n#sevika x female reader#sevika x you#sevika x reader#x reader#x fem reader#x female y/n#x female reader#x fem!reader#x fem oc#x y/n fluff#x you fluff#sevika fluff#arcane fluff#wlw fluff#fluff#sevika fanfic#arcane fanfic#fanfic writing#sevika headcanon#headcanon#arcane headcanon#wlw
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Hey! Would you be willing to write a fic or head cannon on how Ruhn would react to being mated to someone who is the complete opposite of him? Like maybe she is introverted and enjoys reading on the weekends instead of partying or something? If not that's okay! Hope you have a great day!
Opposites Attract
Ruhn x reader
Notes: I am 100% the opposite of Ruhn and will always be the friend that picks staying home over going out. Books over bars am i right guys
Warnings: none
The two of you met by chance. You hadn’t been paying attention while walking to work and bumped into Ruhn
He caught you when you tripped over your feet and then you apologized a million times. The moment your eyes locked the bond was instant. “I thought it was a myth.” Ruhn whispered. From there you took things slow even though the two of you fell hard for each other
You liked hanging out at your place better than Ruhn’s
It’s not that you didn’t like the frat house, you were just more comfortable in your own space
You liked staying home anyway. Everything you need is there
Ruhn didn’t mind staying at your place. He would cook you dinner, cuddle and watch movies without interruption
As your relationship progressed Ruhn was happy he could feel your comfort and happiness down the bond
It wasn’t like people didn’t know about you. You hadn’t been on double dates with Hunt and Bryce. Been to dinner with his friends and all that
But there was a part of Ruhn that felt like he was disappointing you
“Are you sure you don’t want to go out tonight?” Ruhn asked while you cuddled on your couch. “Yeah,” your eyes never leaving the TV. “If you want to go out please, don’t let me stop you.” Tilting your head back you smile at your mate
Ruhn turned off the TV, sitting up to face you. “Y/n be honest with me. Do you not like being with me?” The sadness in his voice broke your heart. Cupping his cheeks you shake your head. “Not at all baby, no. Ruhn how could you think that?” Ruhn lets out a shaky breath. “You never want to go out. And we never go to my place, why?” You hug him tight. “It has never been because of you. I just get anxious in new spaces and I don’t like partying. I’d much rather be here with you.”
After that conversation Ruhn became more understanding with you liking your space
Ruhn is a tad bit clingy but you love it
He’s always torn between going out and staying with you. How could he possible leave his beautiful mate at home?!
While he goes out you like your alone time. You chat with your friends, read, or watch TV
The first time Ruhn came home from a boys night he stumbled into your house very, very drunk
It was kinda cute because he was so happy to see you
“My love! My mate, the light of my life, I missed you!” He flops on the bed next to you, staring at you with big eyes. “My friends aren’t as fun as you,” he whispered, making you giggle. Ruhn pulls you to his chest letting out a hum. “I feel much better now. My heart hurt without you.”
You started going more places with Ruhn, trying to get comfortable with the attention that came with being the crown prince’s mate
When you didn’t like a place Ruhn was very understanding about it
You weren’t a huge fan of bars or anything like that. It’s not that you didn’t see the appeal, it just isn’t for you
You eventually grew to being comfortable at Ruhn’s place, even staying the night
Staying for parties at the frat house was also something you grew to be comfortable with. Especially when Ruhn made it clear that his bedroom was your room too
He absolutely did not give 2 shits about how clean his room was until he met you
The first time you came over to spend the night at his place Ruhn was running around like a mad man to make it look like grown-ups lived here
Ruhn was def shoving all loose items in his closet (the only neat thing being his made bed) until Dec came to check on him
“Heyyy buddy, you good?” “NO! PLEASE help me, i have too much shit.”
Whenever you’re feeling tired or just done with the party you always sneak away to Ruhn’s room
He’s never far behind you
You get about 10 min of alone time before Ruhn comes in ready to cuddle
When he comes up drunk he’s adorable
“Bbaayyyybbyyyyyy, i missed you.” He flops on the bed, pulling his clothes off and snuggles into you before falling asleep
You def read while holding him
Drunk Ruhn can fall asleep with the lights on for sure
When he comes up not drunk he just dotes on you
If the music and crowd were too much he’s very gentle with you, rubbing your back and pressing kisses to your forehead while whispering sweet nothings
#crescent city#crescent city fanfiction#crescent city x reader#crescent city headcanon#ruhn fluff#ruhn crescent city#crescent city ruhn#prince ruhn#ruhn headcanon#ruhn danaan x reader#ruhn x reader#ruhn x you#ruhn danaan#ruhn danaan x you#prince ruhn danaan
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inspired by @broareweabouttoviberightnow ‘s post abt pony still having baby teeth. it’s not as good as i wanted it to be so soz for the abrupt ending 😭😭
Ponyboy did not have a great day at school, thanks for asking. It started off alright at least, but then, in gym class, they played kickball. And Pony’s fairly good at kickball, alright? Between ex-football player Darrel Curtis and Steve always-out-to-get-him Randle, he kind of had to be good at kickball.
Today, though, he didn’t stand a chance. Ponyboy was in charge of rolling the ball to the other team’s kicker and, honestly, no one could have expected the other guy to be such a strong kicker with such shitty aim and, well. The ball hit Ponyboy in the mouth with the force of at least ten Steve Randles.
He blacked out a little, it was a hard hit, alright, sue him, but he remembers everyone crowding around him, asking if he was alright or if he needed to go to the nurse. Ponyboy was fine thankfully, he even felt fine enough to keep playing. When he rolled the ball again, he ran his tongue over his teeth for good luck and he felt it. A loose tooth. That motherfucker knocked his tooth loose.
He almost couldn’t believe it, but a larger part of him was grateful. He’d been waiting for that tooth to come loose for a really long time. Plus, he kinda liked having a loose tooth; he forgot how much fun it was wiggling it around whenever he got bored. Usually, he had a loose tooth for a week before it’d eventually fall out. This time it lasted til lunch. Three hours after it first loosened.
It was the one time Ponyboy actually ate lunch in the cafeteria and he promised himself never again. But Curly really wanted some casserole surprise or whatever the lunch ladies were serving. Pony hadn’t thought it’d be edible, let alone good, so he grabbed a dull red apple for his lunch (that apple costed him three cents by the way. Three whole cents! Pony’s never eating in the cafeteria again, he swears it).
Ponyboy finished about half the apple when Curly abruptly dragged him out the cafeteria. He said something about how he forgot Dally and Steve were waiting for Pony, and by default himself,in the parking lot. That means Pony suffered through a pathetic lunch for nothing. He gives Curly a nice hard punch as he tosses the apple in the trash on the way out.
When they arrive at Steve’s car they find him and Dally in the middle of… an argument? They were glaring at each other in a way that could be mistaken for a staring contest, but Pony knows better. The two were probably about to duke it out if not for him and Curly arriving. Well, they probably still would have, but Dally glances at Pony once, turns back to Steve, then widens his eyes and almost breaks his neck turning back to Ponyboy.
“Fuck are you bleeding for?”
Pony frowns and instinctively touches his chest. “I am?”
Dally clicks his teeth, “From your mouth, idiot.”
The sound of a snicker then the most agitating voice Ponyboy has ever had the misfortune of hearing says, “You lose a fight and get punched in the mouth, kid?”
God, just the sound of Steve’s voice grates on Ponyboy’s nerves. Wait. His eyes widen and he quickly runs his tongue over his loose tooth. Well, where it should be. “My tooth!”
From the corner of his eye he can see Dally gagging, some blood may have spat from his mouth when he spoke, and Steve stiffening up and looking back at the school. Gearing for a fight he’ll probably lose, Pony thinks absently. “Shit, he knocked your tooth out!”
“When did you have time to get in a fight?” Ponyboy isn’t paying much attention to any of them, too busy searching the ground for his tooth, but he’s pretty sure Curly sounds more disappointed than worried, the asshole.
“Darry’s gon’ kill us— Would you quit actin’ a fool!” He can hear Steve slapping someone upside the head, Dally if the hiss is anything to go by. “What? Mr County Lock up ain’t never seen blood before?”
“You hit me again and you ‘bout to see some real blood.”
“You know who will hit us? Darrel.”
A pause. “Shit.”
“Shit,” Steve says in agreement.
Pony rolls his eyes and cuts his losses. He’s never gonna find that damn tooth. Who knows when he lost it. Wait, did he swallow it? What’s the last thing he ate? “That damn apple,” he answers aloud.
“What?” Curly asks. This is all his fault. If he didn’t drag Pony to the cafeteria then he never would’ve eaten that apple.
“I ate that damn apple,” he shoves Curly for emphasis. “And it took my fucking tooth.”
“Why am I getting abused! The fuck?”
“Wait. Hang on, munchkin.”
“I am not—!”
“Shut up, munch,” Steve repeats. “Are you telling me you lost a fight to an apple?” Dallas doesn’t even try to hide a snort.
Ponyboy is very much not pouting okay? “It was already loose! Hardly a fair fight,” Pony climbs into the backseat of the car and he's mostly over this stupid conversation. He doesn’t need to explain himself to them. He lost his tooth big whoop, that’s hardly any of their business. Leaning over the side of the car, he spits a good amount of blood into the parking lot and he can hear Dally gagging again. Serves him right for laughing, Pony thinks.
#the outsiders#the outsiders musical#ponyboy curtis#dallas winston#steve randle#curly shepard#specific dreamer’s fics
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Hanging out with the bestie is scream laughing about funny/cringy shit we did when we were in middle school, then immediately after talking about why we feel unlovable lmao
#not snz#the duality of man fr lmaooooo#my stomach literally hurts from laughing so much#and then we goddamn were like 'anyway there's something wrong with me on the romance department'#amazing ahdkakslal#no bc I'm fucking weird like#whenever i like someone it's just kinda for fun#like it's not serious and i don't want it to go anywhere i just like having a little crush i guess#idk how to explain it but it seems nice in my head i just don't wanna fr date them?? but it's nice to imagine???#but the second i find out they like me it's over and done and i don't like them anymore#like no absolutely not it can't be real#i literally have no idea why I'm like this#it's fr just a celebrity crush but with my friends#i don't get it#like yeah i absolutely should like them in theory and want to date them#like i know anyone else in my position would be so happy their crush liked them back#but for me i hate it like it ruins the whole thing bc i don't actuslly wanna date them?????#genuinely no clue what's wrong with me that makes me panic and frantically try to press the backspace button when my crush likes me back#but that's why i don't have a partner LMAO#idk maybe my person feels safe bc it's technically not a real relationship and therefore it's safe#whatever I'm too tired to deal with this but just know there's something so fucking wrong with me#also i know i was literally just talking about this like a day ago but I'm still think about it#like fr what is wrong with me someone tell me what flavor of fucked up i am that I'm like this lmao
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Thinking of the Nie disciple that told Nie Mingjue it was Meng Yao who stayed behind to clean up corpses on the battlefield today.
Nie Mingjue didn't just randomly stumble upon poor lil meowyao eating bread in the novel, he was already looking for him to thank and reward him for his work.
That's what makes it so fun that nieyao's first conflict will end up being about someone else taking credit for Meng Yao's work.
And I'm sure that Nie Mingjue's actual opinions on plagiarism are a lot more nuanced, all we really get from him in this scene is "well you shouldn't kill someone over it!" which leaves a lot of room for what punishments he thinks are appropiate. But I bet that it isn't occuring to him in this moment that the only reason he knows Meng Yao at all, the only reason he got such a capable deputy, is that he noticed someone was taking care of the dead and cared enough to want to know their name. And then the Nie disciples didn't lie to him. The disciple he asked could have said "it was me, Zongzhu" to rise in the ranks himself, but he didn't. He went and asked others, who all also could have taken the credit, but they didn't. Someone saw Meng Yao working and decided to be honest about it and that simple decision is the catalyst for Meng Yao becoming Nie Mingjue's deputy.
Meng Yao can't just work hard to get results, others have to acknowledge that work. If they don't, it's as if he didn't do anything at all.
#i'm very proud of the phrase poor lil meowyao. i'm sure i'm not the first one to come up with it but i'm proud nonetheless.#mdzs#mdzs meta#nie mingjue#meng yao#anyway this isn't a nmj bashing post i think 'ok that's bad but don't do MURDER' is overall a pretty reasonable reaction#but the emotional disconnect is fun to ruminate on. I bet meng yao IS thinking about that moment while coming up with his fake-suicide plan#anyway i always laugh a litle whenever anyone wonder if meng yao looking a bit pitiful was all some master stategy to get nmj to like him#because like... no. no that would be a stupid plan and also involved way too many factors he couldn't control.#and also!! he was already doing something else to try and get nmj's attention. all of that fucking work!!#if you plan on getting nmj– guy famous for valuing merit and hard honest work– to like you what is more useful:#looking a bit like a sad little wet cat in case he comes across you? or. Working really hard and being more useful than everyone else?#ding ding ding it's the latter.#nmj is ALSO a bit weak for someone looking like a kitten left in the rain but that's not well-known at all and meng yao didn't know him yet#anyway the fact that that is his plan does mean he's very aware how much it hinges on other people not just lying and saying they did it.#i wonder what networking efforts lil heijan meng yao was doing. trying to make friends with all the other disciples.#walking the tightrope of being accomodating but not a doormat so people see you as someone to rely on rather than take advantage of.#as much as we know not everyone in the nie is as righteous as nmj it does seem like there is a culture of taking pride in your own work.#even the cultivators who bully him in the novel just seem think it's funny he's working so hard.#using someone else's actions to prop yourself up is kinda like admiting they're better than you. a wound to their pride if nothing else.
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friend notoriously bad at videogames said shed play marvel rivals with me tomorrow chat if i never post after tomorrow night its because a blood vessel bursted
#marvel rivals#snap chats#AT LEAST WE’LL HAVE OUR OTHER FRIEND THERE BUT god.#she funny as hell she just suddenly called me and was like ‘i saw your twitter. do you wanna play marvel rivals tomorrow’#and then she proceeds to be like ‘wait so who do you main. other than magneto’ Motherfucker with a capital M#NO I SWEAR IM NOT A ONE TRICK i really like wanda hawkeye and jeff….#NO SHE SAID ONE MORE THING SHE WAS LIKE ‘wait are charles and magneto the same guy’ and she tries to Just Kidding her wait outta it#Note whenever she says Just Kidding she’s trying to cover her ass I PROMISE I WAS LIKE /KAYLA. BE SERIOUS./#and then she was like ‘who’s the friendlier one of the two’#and then i had to hit her with the Technically People Think Theyre Both Varying Degrees Of Asshole. however charles probably wont bite you#and THEN SHE WAS LIKE ‘ok well you should draw magneto surprising charles with jollibees’ AND I. NO SHE THINKS MY EXISTENCE SURROUNDS JB#AND THIS GAL HAD THE GAUL TO BE LIKE ‘oh do you know how to make it since its a big part of your culture’#i was flabbergasted frankly. ‘oh you guys really like jollibees so you know how to make it right’ i screamed#LIKE ????ISJAJSJSJSJ i cant stress the anomaly this girl is i wish you all could meet her so you understand me#AND LIKE SURE I LOVE JBS but she only ever mentions puto and jollibees to me like kayla. there is more to PH culture than that sjKakss#its really funny with the ??? shit she says i cant lie#she was all ‘oh is the winter soldier in the game ? you should play him hes cool :) and from jersey :) ok well his actor is but—‘ LIKE DKSKS#‘snap arent you being a little mean’ no trust and believe AND I HAVE WITNESSES#i have stupid amounts of stories with her. like she tried to excuse being dumb by sayin shes a capricorn#we’re literally both capricorns and she was born two days before me I Cannot. Do You Understand Me.#anyways. she said i should stream me playing rivals would anyone care about that#i kinda wanted to …. i think it’d be fun…. plus i miss streaming :(#ok byebye for now my bros almost home and i said id let him play so i could work on comms#i mean thats assuming he wants to play. if not uhhhhhhh#anyways BYE. ill tell yall how the game goes tomorrow night if i dont die of a stroke#again at least our other friend’ll be there so someone can laugh at my pain
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Ok but genuinely thank you for influencing me to watch this show because it is wonderfully heartbreaking I do actually like more characters than just Viktor but him becoming. Metal Jesus. Is crazy
Okay, like this is gonna maybe come off as slightly mean, but like. It's fascinating to watch people who don't know league of legends react to arcane cuz like. It's a prequel! These things aren't supposed to be twists! You're supposed to go into this show knowing that Viktor's epithet is "The Machine Herald" and he looks like this
He runs something called "The Church of the Glorious Evolved." People being surprised about Jesus-Kun Viktor makes me cackle
This goes double for Caitlyn "The Sheriff of Piltover " Kirraman, Vi "The Piltover Enforcer" No-Last-Name, and Ekko "The Boy Who Shattered Time" I-Swear-He-Had-A-Last-Name-In-One-Of-His-Short-Stories
#seriously the people so blown out of the water by Vi becoming an enforcer are insane to me#her only personality trait for like a decade was “Police Brutality Go Brrr” I dont know what you people were exprecting#anyway im just so into lol its mildly unhealthy so whenever someone doesnt know all the lore its weird to me#if you like Viktor i'd suggesg reading the convergence tie in comics since i think he appears in them#and if you like those comics you should totally give convergence a try#its a metriodvania kinda game thats really fun even if the story is a little confused at all times#league of legends#arcane#arcane spoilers#mine#ask
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i just finished watching buffy s1-s7 for the first time and like. s6 is good. not perfect, but still. it deals in the most obvious way with these big issues that are so human, and it's so real that even the season's vilains are kind-of-regular humans. the way it focuses on the characters' relationships, the way they grow, the way they hurt each other, the way they deal with becoming adults, with trying to have some control on life, on themselves, on each other, the way they fail, the way they have to deal with the consequences of their actions in the end... it was so interesting that i was even willing to go along with what i thought were bad writing choices, like: ok, that's awful but you know what, sure, let's see where we're going. and then s7 happens lmfao
#btvs#btvs s6#btvs s7#not really meta#but i guess that what really bothered me was the way s6 made consent such a central theme#and there's this whole thing about making choices and living with the consequences#and forgiveness#and learning#and growing#and fixing your relationships with the people who hurt you but that you still love#i mean it's a lot#and then s7 just tries to be all serious with the first#and keeps breaking the 4th wall to tell us how serious it is#it even feels like whenever these very human problems come forward you get someone to shut it down#like giles keeps shutting it down#and the thing is that the whole plot with the first seems kinda weak#and the show's tone changes and gets way less fun#which is a shame#idk i get that they wanted a big finish but :/#these very human themes just don't feel very well handled#it's there#but idk what they do with it man. idk.#that's a lot of tags
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I AM HERE with a short fic or whatever.
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"Look, I don't think you're ruined."
Kizuna ran her fingers over the faded scar on her stomach. It had been so many years since her best friend told her that, but it kept her going.
Her beauty had stopped meaning so much to her after that. She stopped wearing so much makeup. She stopped with the intense skin care routines and let her skin wrinkle and blemish. The moment she got her first gray hair, she accepted it.
Hell, she didn't even care about the stretch marks that appeared on her thighs and belly. It was natural, and she loved it.
If Kanata had taught her anything, it was that it was okay to not be perfect. She didn't have to struggle up the mountain to reach her mother's expectations, and that... that's what mattered most to her.
"Kizuna!," Ayame called from down the hall, "are you just about ready? It's Akira's wedding today, we gotta get there early!"
The pinkette tore her gaze from the mirror, a sorrowful sigh escaping her lips. "I'm coming, dear! Just tying up my hair!"
Ayame grunted playfully at that, but no more was said.
"Kanata," Kizuna whispered to the mirror after a bit, "i hope you're proud of me. I've changed, I've become better... your sacrifice wasn't for nothing. Thank you for believing in me."
And then she headed on her way, to celebrate something-- someone-- that she was most proud of.
Her daughter.
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Thats all i got okay byebye
SCREAMING AND CRYING AND GOING INSANE MAN I LOVE THIS SO MUCH‼️‼️
Like wow i don't even know what to say, the way you wrote Kizuna accepting the effects of aging without trying to hide them or look younger all because of how much Kanata helped her get through this kind of mindset, and how she's still very dear to her even tho she's been dead for a long time now,, that's just so sweet
Akira being someone she's so proud of is awesome too because i love picturing Kizuna wanting to be the best mother she can to her even if she screws up at times. Knowing first hand how it is to grow up with shitty parents, she wants to give her something she didn't had growing up :]
#this also reminds me how whenever i finsh -2+2 i kinda wanna do some epilogue chapters which are like#the pre Sdra2 era with the Kisaragi foundation and the ch6.5 cast#but that's something to think about in the future#also fun fact. after i came up with Akira i wanted to make someone around her age for her to interact with#since she's too young in comparison to even Ryutaro and Midori (which i think are like? 19-20 by the time she's like 6?)#my original idea was someone from Tsurugi's division which was sorta this failgirl with a gun#but I wasn't a big fan of that since i didn't want to just make a random person? i wanted them to have some connection to the cast#then i remembered oh yeah Kanata has a younger sister.#and then i was like AWESOME this is perfect#because of Kizuna and Kanata's relationship and all#i think there's been times she saw Beni and Akira interaction and was reminded of herself and Kanata a bit#dra#danganronpa another#dra -2+2#kizuna tomori#ayame hatano#kanata inori#Akira tomori hatano#hatamori#hyena ramblings
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last night i had a dream i was watching a nintendo direct and they announced 1) a unity asset store looking house of leaves video game adaptation and 2) another slightly underbaked style savvy spiritual successor
#dream journal#i havent used that tag in so longgggg.... im having dreams again :)#i hadnt for a while because i wasnt sleeping like at all LOL but things.... are getting a tiny bit better!#anyway. you know ive mentioned before i dont ascribe meaning to my dreams in a psychological sense or spiritual sense#im just not a spiritual person and psychologically i know what my dreams mean. it usually means i watched a movie recently or something LOL#but i do think its funny whenever i have a dream about new video game releases. is this what my heart truly desires?#shitty house of leaves adaptations? maybe#although it does make me think. someone probably could do something fun with house of leaves esque storytelling with like#i dunno instead of having like half the plot in the footnotes you could have it in like. a glossary. i think thatd be kinda funny#now why was the other game in the dream not only another style savvy successor but specifically one that is. flawed#in the dream they had the opposite problem of fashion dreamer. they only focused on store management and the fashion dress up was minimal#what does that mean. do i still hope. do i still hope despite it all. do i dare dream
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Rlly sad and disappointing when an artist you like starts posting shit abt how 4th dimensional their OCs genders are and then makes a positivity post for trans ppl who dont transition and cis ppl who do 😭😭
#like. idk im just kinda losing patience with people acting like having contradictory labels is#inherently more radical than just transitioning 😭😭😭😭 like it feels like a slap in the face#a direct admission that you dont really look into or take in the experiences of the people youre trying to portray#like idk. its just a weird privilege to like throw these labels around for fun when it feels like you dont ever just talk#to/about trans women it just feels bad. like#idk i rlly have started to hate the label of ‘binary trans women’ bc i feel like whenever someone uses it#they use it to imply you’re basically cis. that you chose to conform to ‘woman’ as your gender and thats easy#and it just shows a complete lack of solidarity or understanding with transfemmes idk
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Hello, Emily! First of all, I want to thank you for all the amazing posts you’ve created—long analysis, short text post, etc—and shared with us! It’s really nice to see—specifically to come back and see, after being away from this fandom for years—that there are many people who appreciate Dick Grayson and understand his character, especially someone as talented as you!
Second of all, I want to ask, do you have any blog recommendation that’s centered around Dick, like your blog is? Whose opinions (more or less) are similar like yours?
Thank you!!
Awww thanks so much for the kind words, I appreciate ya 💖! Glad to have you back with the rest of us Dick stans 🙌!
And ooo this is a bit difficult to answer, so I'm gonna try to narrow it down to people who give off the vibe that Dick is The blorbo of all time. Also people who really focus on Dick and his key aspects like @northoftheroad. I believe @bluetrapeze and @nightwingology are more active on Twitter, so you might look for them there to get more of their original Dick posts. And @danny-chase is like a mix of Dick and Titans so check her out as well. @nightwingmyboi has been inactive for 2 years or so at this point, but if you're looking for some good info on Dick then check out their archive.
I also suggest checking out the Dick Grayson tag every day (sort by latest posts first) and then try and find posts you resonate with. Then you can check out that person's blog and see if you want to give that person a follow 👌🏻.
#whenever rec questions like this come up i always feel the need to include nightwingmyboi. i miss their metas and such 😩#anywho! sorry i don't have a long list aslkdja a lot of other people kinda have varied interests or are fic writers or so and so reason#so i def recommend searching in the tags for people to follow#it's always fun to monitor the tags and then to see a ''new player'' step on the board#like someone out of nowhere just starts dropping some of the best dick takes#and it's like babe where did you come from lmao#anon
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the feeling when you care so much about a character that you worry about their gjinka's outfit not being narratively meaningful enough
#melonposting#cuz td has a lot of problems... or at least she did#i even made her hair narratively meaningful! she loves to swim and for a while didn't care enough to wash the pool water out of her hair#partly because td's had it internalized that nobody cares about her#of course things are different now. maybe i'll make a tpot design where td and their hair are doing better lol#in any event. for the longest time td would just follow her whims - doing what she finds fun/thrilling & not caring about the consequences#cuz nobody cared about her!!!!!!! grahhh#(the only attention td would get is people admonishing them... ough)#i'm wondering then about td's wardrobe. what would someone like her wear?#impulsive... careless... intelligent and athletic and very talented but (understandably) kinda self-centered about it...#i like the hoodie. hoodies tend to be pretty stereotypical of closed-off & quiet & anti-authority young adults so it's certainly fitting#i bet td would dress informally just to piss people off. so hoodie directly over her bathing suit maybe (no matter the occasion)#and stemming from their being water (which easily freezes or evaporates)... i'd imagine td is hypersensitive to extreme hot and cold#so they randomly take off or put on the hoodie whenever they feel like it - even at inappropriate times#and she looks pretty feminine because of her pigtails but she'd abruptly take off her bathing suit top anyway. very startling for some#i like the idea of huge fun (likely expensive) sneakers for td but honestly idk if it fits her#gelatin's a sneakerhead. i know this in my heart of hearts. so maybe at some point he shares that with her#but realistically td would just wear beat-up shoes with no socks (at least initially). she likes them and doesn't care to get new ones#SIGH why must i have all of my good ideas after i already post my drawing :(
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film students should be hunted for sport (except my gf she's a perfect angel. but she's also dropping out)
#WORST GROUP PROJECT IVE EVER WORKED ON. GOD.#highlights include:#getting constantly misgendered!!#even tho my gf had been telling the group for weeks that i'm nb and very loudly using they/them whenever someone misgendered me#neither of us felt comfortable confronting them bc everyone was pissed at us#speaking of:#the group member whose apartment we were filming at was HORRIBLE#constantly rushing us & guilt tripping my gf for it#like oh everyone else needs to film you know! you're not the only one here#when she got a whole 2 hours and everyone else got 4+#he himself got 6#dude was also being rly creepy towards her#pressuring her to put him in the movie in a dress as some like. feminization kink thing? she was super uncomfortable w it#and then he got pissed at her for “forcing” him to wear the girly outfit when she had to cut his scene (bc he was making her cut everything)#horrible#guy i was acting with also sucked#delayed the shoot by an hour bitching about having to put eyeshadow dark circles on#while doing it wrong and refusing to let anyone help him#(i did the same makeup + a lot more in like 15 mins and have like 0 experience putting on makeup#he was just being a bitch about it)#and then he kept joking about how he was going to kill my gf for making him do that which was. deeply uncomfortable#oh and he was incredibly grossed out by the odea of me touching him or even being close to him.#which made me feel great#and fucked up a lot of scenes since we were playing a couple lol#hes a terrible actor btw.#but he kinda sounded like tommy wiseau sometimes which was fun#overall terrible experience#cishet filmbros worst ppl on earth
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whenever someone says purpose or is like "maybes it a sign" at something Purpose just starts playing in my mind
#fish.txt#avenue q#i always hum the ''it's a siiign!'' part just cause it's fun and i like to do it whenever someone says something along those lines#or that one part from the wedding video where princeton is like ''purpose?'' every time someone says it#literally the exact same tone of voice i say ''purpose?'' whenever someone uses the word#my friends hate me but it's ok#the worst of my avenue q era was months ago <3 kinda miss it tbh
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ig another reason why i dont rly post that much abt aini and oso
#some ppl sometimes just get mad bc u 'mischaracterized' the canon character.#when in reality he's not really getting mischaracterized. idk im just tired of that thought#like who cares if he's doing smth a lil different from canon. im not fucking his whole character up. get a grip#same ppl who complain do the same thing prob idk it's just hypocritical atp and it makes me not wanna post abt them#like oh my god he has a job in my au so what.. plz look in the mirror. this is anime. it's okay.#idk it's fun putting a moron in sophisticated world settings. but maybe he isn't a moron 100% of the time! like he can do shit yknow#like yeah im gonna draw him doing stuff. that's not like what he does in the show..but so what.. . . hesowars tabi dame literally#all the games r aus why should it matter. idk whatever. this is kinda dumb but im tired of that corny ass shit that gets thrown around#whenever someone has fun with characters. it's an au . alternate universe. idk ehhhh#LAME ! *i throw up and sob*
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