#SIGH why must i have all of my good ideas after i already post my drawing :(
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the feeling when you care so much about a character that you worry about their gjinka's outfit not being narratively meaningful enough
#melonposting#cuz td has a lot of problems... or at least she did#i even made her hair narratively meaningful! she loves to swim and for a while didn't care enough to wash the pool water out of her hair#partly because td's had it internalized that nobody cares about her#of course things are different now. maybe i'll make a tpot design where td and their hair are doing better lol#in any event. for the longest time td would just follow her whims - doing what she finds fun/thrilling & not caring about the consequences#cuz nobody cared about her!!!!!!! grahhh#(the only attention td would get is people admonishing them... ough)#i'm wondering then about td's wardrobe. what would someone like her wear?#impulsive... careless... intelligent and athletic and very talented but (understandably) kinda self-centered about it...#i like the hoodie. hoodies tend to be pretty stereotypical of closed-off & quiet & anti-authority young adults so it's certainly fitting#i bet td would dress informally just to piss people off. so hoodie directly over her bathing suit maybe (no matter the occasion)#and stemming from their being water (which easily freezes or evaporates)... i'd imagine td is hypersensitive to extreme hot and cold#so they randomly take off or put on the hoodie whenever they feel like it - even at inappropriate times#and she looks pretty feminine because of her pigtails but she'd abruptly take off her bathing suit top anyway. very startling for some#i like the idea of huge fun (likely expensive) sneakers for td but honestly idk if it fits her#gelatin's a sneakerhead. i know this in my heart of hearts. so maybe at some point he shares that with her#but realistically td would just wear beat-up shoes with no socks (at least initially). she likes them and doesn't care to get new ones#SIGH why must i have all of my good ideas after i already post my drawing :(
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you plus me (teaser)
SUMMARY: itâs been six years since heeseung stopped being your friend and the thought of him tagging along an annual camping tradition makes you feel like the world must be crashing round you. one misunderstanding and one trip later makes heeseung re-evaluate all he knows, and it makes you believe that there might life after love.
PAIRING: heeseung x fem!reader (featuring enhypen)
WORD COUNT: no estimate because who really knows but this baby sits at 28K right now. the teaser stands at 2.7K.
NOTES: usually I donât post teasers but Iâm so proud of this story so why not!!!!!! I donât think Iâm going to open a taglist but that could change. Iâll let you know if I do. :) hoping to publish by October 26! thanks for reading!! xx
GENRE: angst + fluff + smut
edit: itâs out!
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âPlease donât make me go.â
âY/N, you already said yes. Weâre only gonna be gone for a week.â
âI donât think this is a good idea, Jungwon. You just said that Heeseung is gonna be there.âÂ
Your best friend sighs and sits down on your bed, inspecting the duffle bag you have thatâs half-packed. Your clothes are haphazardly strewn all over your bedding while you plead with him to no avail. Youâre so desperate that you consider getting on your knees to beg.
âIâm sorry for telling you now but he was able to get people to cover his shift last minute and paid for a spot on the kayaking rental.âÂ
âIf heâs going, Iâd rather save us all the trouble and stay at home.â Jungwon watches you cross your arms over your chest. âEvery time weâre in the same room, itâs just a matter of time before things become awkward.âÂ
âWeâll be outside in the suuuun,â Jungwon says, tilting his head to the side and giving you those amused eyes that he always gives you when heâs trying to convince you to do something with him. You scoff and look away. It almost works.Â
âI bet that itâll be worse since we have a few things planned with the guys already.â
âSo what? You two donât get along. Big deal. Weâve already made reservations to secure a spot on the campsite and set a deposit for kayak rentals.â
âWon, I think you and I view Heeseung very differently. He doesnât just not like me. He hates me.âÂ
âHate is a wrong word.âÂ
You huff. âI donât think you grasp just how weird it is every time weâre together. You could cut the tension with a knife.â
âSeriously, Y/N. Itâs one week. Iâm sure you can survive that. Youâve never missed a camping trip and itâs the first time all of our friends are coming.â Jungwon deadpans and throws a shirt towards your chest, which you hastily grab after being startled by his sudden movement. You know better than to argue with him when he gets like this. âJust help me pack your clothes, dude. Jayâs gonna be here to pick us up tomorrow morning and you donât want to be under-packed.âÂ
You relent and grumble. âAre you still staying over?â
He nods. âMy apartmentâs in the opposite of where weâre going and I didnât want to make him drive an extra twenty minutes since he needs to pick Riki up. Just need to drop Maeumi off at my momâs before coming back here. â Your eyes fall for a flat second before you squash that feeling down.
âI didnât invite you over, you know.âÂ
âNo, but donât pretend like youâre not excited,â Jungwon says with a laugh as he pulls your clothes out of the bag and starts to readjust the clothing youâve folded poorly. Seeing your best friend smile tugs a bit at your heartstrings and you canât say that you arenât happy to have him with you. âWe should get you packed now so you donât stress out later.âÂ
Begrudgingly, you allow Jungwon to sort out your clothes for you and pull last minute items youâve yet to pack. It annoys you, watching him be so calm when youâre simmering with worry. But you know heâs rightâyouâve invested some money into this getaway and itâll be the last big outing before you move away from Korea for a year-long job opportunity in Okayama before pursuing your Masterâs degree. Jungwon knows you a little too well and sometimes it irks you.Â
The end-of-summer camping trip is always one for the books. For as long as you can remember, the two of you have been going camping just before everyone goes back to school to celebrate the beginning of a new academic year with your families. But this time, the trip wasnât just about continuing an annual tradition. It was also to commemorate a new chapter in your life.Â
Youâre a year older than Jungwon. Heâs known you since you were obsessed with learning how to double dutch and youâve known him since he first learned how to ride a bike. The two of you started out as neighbors when you moved into the house next to his and his family had adopted your own like old friends, eventually inviting you and your parents into their annual camping tradition. Even when dynamics changed and people had left, the tradition was the only thing that remained a constant for you.
This is the first summer that your loved ones announced they wouldnât be coming along. They all thought it was time for you to embark on new traditions with new people and nobody seemed to mind the change that much except for you. Jungwon had been ecstatic about it since he invited his friend, Jake, to the camping trip last year. Youâd been wary at first since Jake is friends with Heeseung, but he never brought up your confusing arch-nemesis and chose to have a great trip before you all started university again. Â
Sure, you had a lot of fun. You might even consider last yearâs trip as one for the books. But your mom pulling out of the camping trip and everyone around you agreeing that it was for the best made you feel like your world was crumbling around you.
When you graduated university three months ago (Jungwon swears he didnât cry but you know better than to believe him) and the weight of leaving your home started to sink in. In the blink of an eye, Jungwon wouldnât be a twenty minute drive and hanging out with all of your friends wouldnât be as easy as it once was. Youâd be in Japan all alone.
This past summer has been a whirlwind as you tried to do everything under the sun, savoring each moment until you wouldnât be able to anymore. Jungwonâs been a good sport about it, never once complaining when you drag him to your latest adventure. He deals with your sudden shift in mood from happy to sad, letting you cry on his shoulder and braving the cliche words you say when telling him youâll miss him a lot.Â
Unlike past seasons, this is the first summer you havenât seen Heeseung very often. Lee Heeseung, who usually keeps his head down and minds his business, always seems to have a bone to pick whenever his eyes settle on you. It confuses you to no end and he keeps his quips to a minimum when your mutual friends are around, but it doesnât stop you from wondering what you mustâve done to make him act like that towards you. Itâs a shame because that small childhood crush you always had on him was squashed the first time he ignored your presenceÂ
None of your friends comment on it much. Theyâre used to the dynamic between the both of you because it's been years of this. Elementary school saw the two of you become friends for the first time and middle school brought more friends into the group. It was in high school that things changed and Heeseung started ignoring you out of nowhere until one Thursday afternoon when heâd told you to leave him alone after pestering him about his change in behavior.Â
The odd tension followed you into university and continued to seep into your life. You donât think youâve ever been in a room with Heeseung where heâs been anything but nonchalant towards you, often acting like you arenât there to begin with. You do your best to put up with it and plaster a smile on your face but six years have gone by and you donât think you can handle a seventh. All of your friends seemed to have moved past it. You donât know why you canât.
âDonât think about Heeseung,â Jungwon says with a sigh. âIn fact, donât think at all. Let me handle everything and enjoy this trip before you move to Okayama, okay?â
âOkay, fine. But I want to see Maeumi.â
Jungwon snorts. âSheâs gonna be real pissed when she doesnât see you for a year, you know.â
âDonât remind me.â
Jungwon knows you like the back of your hand and has seen what you bring on these trips enough to know what you like to have in your duffle. He packs things you neglected to pull out because your mind has been elsewhere. As much as he wants to flick your head and tell you to quit overthinking so you can help him, he did tell you to let him handle everything.Â
Your best friend makes you triple check that the two of you didnât miss anything before heading back to his apartment to fetch Maeumi. She jumps into your arms when you squat to pick her up and wonât allow Jungwon to pet her white fur body while sheâs nestled against you. This fondness and the familiar jab of Jungwonâs elbow to your ribcage makes your heart ache despite the sweet moment. Youâre really going to miss home.Â
Ever the concerned mothers your mom and Jungwonâs are, they send you with a tray full of sweets for the road. They make you tell them exactly when youâll be picked up and by who (âJongseong, Eomma,â Jungwon says for the umpteenth time) and when you plan to come back. His dad gives you a spare bucket hat for when youâre on the water and an old sweater from his college days when Jungwon complains about how you never pack enough layers. The gesture feels warm since you consider his father to be somewhat of your own.
Leaving them to go back to your house feels a bit bittersweet. A lot of your belongings sit in storage boxes in the garage from when you moved out of your campus apartment upon graduating. Jungwon decided to get an apartment for himself with the money he saved from his part-time job as a busboy at a local chain restaurant. Staying over with you makes it seem silly when you remember he used to live next door.Â
Itâs nine in the evening when the two of you get ready for bed. Jungwon puts your bags by the front door so neither of you would forget while you finish brushing your teeth. He grabs extra blankets from the linen closet and settles onto your L-shaped couch, pulling the fabric just underneath his chin. Your heart feels like itâs sinking in on itself when you think about how this might be the last time youâre able to be so casual around him.Â
âStop overthinking,â he says in the quiet of the night as if he can hear the thoughts in your head. The living room lights are off and the moonlight is whatâs responsible for illuminating the space.Â
You refrain from throwing your pillow at him. âIâm not overthinking. Youâre overthinking.âÂ
Jungwon snorts. âWe both know thatâs not true. I know youâre scared about Okayama and I know thatâs why youâve been on edge about Heeseung. Youâre usually never this loud about it.â Like always, your best friend is right.Â
âItâs hard not to.â Your meek voice makes Jungwonâs heart lurch. âEverythingâs changed so fast. I feel like I didnât get enough time to properly say goodbye to everyone.â
âYouâll be in Japan, not America. Itâs not like weâll never see you.âÂ
âYeah, but I wonât be able to annoy you for boba and you wonât be coming over to have dinner with my mom and I.â Jungwon frowns. Too caught up in making sure you were happy this summer, he hadnât given it that much thought. âI know I wonât be far but Iâm scared that things will change too much.âÂ
For the first time today, Jungwon doesnât know what to say to make you feel better. âIâll miss you a lot.âÂ
âI know that, dummy. I guessâŠI feel like Iâve been dealing with a lifetime of shittiness and the universe wanted to throw another curveball at me.â Jungwonâs heart softens at your confession. Heâs used to your quick jabs and sarcastic humor. Knowing youâve more afraid than excited makes him upset.Â
âThe universe sucks,â he says, happy that it pulled a laugh out of you. âIâll always be a phone call away and youâll never have to worry about me ignoring you because we both know Iâm gonna blow up your texts anyway.âÂ
âI can always count on you to annoy the hell out of me.â You canât see his face, but no you already assume Jungwonâs sporting a shit-eating grin. Even if you both know the main reason why youâre afraid of living in Okayama, neither of you say it. Youâre grateful that Jungwon doesnât bring it up. âStill, though. You know how I am with change. Iâm really scared that Iâm going to hate it there and not have you to keep me company.â
âLife is crazy and unpredictable but that doesnât mean youâre going to be miserable. I mean, you did a pretty good job of making sure both of us had happy childhoods even though I know you were hurting when we were younger.âÂ
âItâs really hard not to have expectations or think badly about the future when I feel like I took everything for granted.âÂ
âI know, Bug,â Jungwon says, using a nickname from your childhood he reserves for when he thinks you need an extra bit of comfort. âBut youâre the best person I know. You didnât do anything wrong. Life justâŠgets in the way.âÂ
âYeah, I know.â
Jungwon is quiet for a moment. âJust please promise me youâll try to have fun, okay?â
âI know Iâll have fun, Wonnie. Iâm scared that Iâll have too much fun and be a sobbing wreck when we get back.âÂ
The two of you share a laugh. âAlright, fair. Promise me you wonât let Heeseung get under your skin.â
You groan. âIf he doesnât like me, thatâs fine. I donât need everyone to like me. But why go out of his way to act like Iâm scum of the Earth?â
âJust ignore him, okay?â Jungwon pleads. âI know itâs uncomfortable but he paid for a last minute spot. Iâll tell him to be mature about it too.âÂ
And, well, part of you believes Heeseung will listen to Jungwon. Despite being on the younger side in your shared friend group, everyone seemed to listen to your best friend most of the time. Jungwon has an authoritative aspect to himself when heâs refrained from being the silly, happy-go-lucky guy you all know him to be.Â
Itâs quiet for a brief moment with the wind gently tapping on the windows behind you. âI donât know why he doesnât like me.âÂ
Truthfully, neither does Jungwon. âIâm sorry heâs putting you in a tough spot.âÂ
âWon, sometimes I really wonder if he hates my guts. He doesnât talk to me and he never replies to my messages in the group chat. Itâs like I donât exist to him.â
âI think that might be a little extreme.âÂ
âItâs not and you know it.âÂ
Jungwon hums. âWell, at least youâll get away from him when you move to Okayama.â Just like that, all of your worries come flooding right back.
âYeah,â you say meekly. âIâll have Okayama.â
You donât see him, but you know Jungwonâs smiling since you agreed with him for the first time tonight. âThatâs more like it. You have your whole future ahead of yourself, dude. Heeseung is just a blimp. In three weeks, he wonât matter because youâll be having fun in Japan. Just think about that.âÂ
You try not to think about the fears and hesitations you have about starting anew. This time, you wouldnât be going back to university after the camping trip. Youâll have a week and a half back home before youâre boarding your flight and saying goodbye to the place youâve called home for the past two decades. Thinking about the future keeps you up until you hear Jungwonâs snores from the other side of the couch.Â
Unsure of when your mom will be coming home, you snuggle further into the cushions and curl yourself into a ball before falling asleep.Â
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comments and reblogs are appreciated! xx
#enhypen x reader#heeseung x reader#lee heeseung x reader#enha x reader#enhypen smut#heeseung smut#heeseung#my writing*#you plus me#adding smut tabs because it will have smut eventually :)
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Hi love >_<!! How are you???
Because it's almost my birthday. (just 15 days !) Could you maybe write something for my birthday? :> I am requesting it very early because I'm so busy with my own life, including my mental health, so I won't be online often ( ê© áŻ
ê©)â â ( 1 am totally okay, tho!! So don't worry about me!) You can post it before or after my birthday. I don't really mind when!
Something about birthday sex mixed with slight angst if you don't mind?? (Pure smut is totally okay!) Make it filthy and add whatever you want, as I already said once; I'm open for everything!! (I'm a slut ngl..)
P.s. I'm into piss lately..shhh
- lots of love đȘ
pairing: male escort!lino x fem birthday girl reader (I hope it's okay that I have chosen Lino for this?)
Your friends pay for a sex worker for your birthday, but what happens when arrives and you already know each other?
A/n: Hey Happy Birthday đȘ my love. I hope you are well and taking care of yourself đ Tending to real life and mental health is extremely important.
I hope that my little scenario is okay, I am struggling with writing lately. The ideas are there, but the execution is not as good as I want it to be.
warnings below the cut
CW: Piss Kink (f on m), breeding kink, unprotected p in v (pls be safe), restraints, paid sex, birthday sex, oral sex, vaginal fingering.
Youâre not really sure why you decided to dial the number on the gift card your best friends gave you. Really? Why of all the presents they could have chosen, did they think it appropriate to gift you a male escort/gigalo? One who does home visits at that?
Yep! They knew you hadnât had sex in almost a year, and they knew you really needed to get laid.
Youâd never paid for sex before. Technically, youâre not paying for sex in this instance either, your friends have. But still. What are you thinking? Letting a stranger come in and do things to you.
The doorbell chimes and you let out a shaky breath. âHappy Birthday, Bitch!â You wink at yourself in the mirror and take one last look over your body. Youâd shaved your legs, popped on a little thong, and slipped a short satin dress on. No bra. Fuck! You sigh. Itâs basically a short satin camisole nightie. Will this be okay?
The doorbell chimes again and you hurry to open the door to your apartment.
âLino?â You gasp in surprise when you see your brotherâs best friend standing in your doorway and not the escort. You squint your eyes. It is him isnât it? You havenât seen him in five years. But it has to be him.
âY/n? Noona?â He smiles and takes a good look at your face. âUm⊠IâŠahâŠmust have the wrong address.â He begins nervously. âLet me just check where Iâm supposed to be.â He whips out his phone. âUnit 4, 70âŠâ
âYep. Thatâs this address.â You say awkwardly.
You stare at each other for a moment as realisation hits.
âYou booked an escort?â
âYouâre the escort?â
Lino laughs while you hide your face in your hands âFuck! This is so embarrassing.â You wail.
âSo you did hire an escort. Well then... Do you want me to come in? Leave? Youâre the client. Itâs your call.â
âMy friends organized it. They thinkâŠâ you trail off.
So many questions run through your mind. Why is Lino an escort? And dear god, what if he tells your brother about this? Is Lino actually going to fuck you? No! Thatâs probably very unlikely. But he is extremely attractive⊠and he is paid for⊠You bite your lip.
âSo? Whatâs it going to be?â
âHmm?â Your thought are broken.
âShall I stay, or leave?â He repeats.
ââ
You couldnât turn him away, that would have been rude right? So you brought him in, offered him a drink and snack and invited him to sit on the couch with you.
Now youâre half an hour into a conversation about what you had both been doing for the past few years. You learned that being a gigalo⊠sorry, escort, is Linoâs side hustle while he brings to life his big dream of opening a restaurant-slash-dance entertainment establishment.
âLike a strip club?â You raise an eyebrow.
He rolls his eyes. âNo, not a strip club. Itâs going to be for all ages.â
He learned about you too. What you do for a living, your bad breakup a year ago, how itâs your birthday and your friends organized this as a gift.
He unzips his black backpack that you hadnât even realized he had with him, and retrieves a tablet.
âAlright, letâs see what you have booked.â He opens an app and smirks as he skims over the details.
âWait! What are you reading?â You try to catch a glimpse of the screen but he pulls it away.
âI donât know what my friends told youâŠâ you tug your hair wishing you were invisible.
"it says here: vanilla sex." He turns the tablet to show you.
Your mouth hangs open in shock. "Those fucking bitches think I want vanilla sex?" You shriek. "Or was that the cheapest option?" you pout.
Lino laughs haughtily. "Hey, don't shoot the messenger. Or orgasm giver. What is it I've read on Instagram - 'don't bite the hand that fingers you?'"
"Give it here." You snatch the device from him. "Am I suppose to sign something? Tick some boxes? Consent to some shit?" You scroll the screen.
"The next tab over." Lino leans over your shoulder. "Yep. Right there." He pokes his tongue out of his mouth slightly as his eyes catch some of the "inclusions" that can be selected.
In your desire to prove your friends wrong, and that you donât want just vanilla sex, you hastily tick every single box on the form and sign the bottom. "There! Surprise me! It is my birthday afterall." you huffed.
Lino raises an eyebrow. Then suddenly he pulls you by an arm and a leg forcing you to straddle him. You yelp in surprise, but itâs quickly replaced with a sigh, and you really hope he didnât notice.
His face is awfully close to yours and you can already feel yourself growing wet with anticipation. Are you really about to be fucked by your little brotherâs best friend? The one that used to have sleepovers at your house. The one that used to wear cat print pyjamas?
âDo you even know what you signed up for?â He whispers eyeing you up and down and swallowing hard.
âI said surprise me.â You gulp.
His hands run up your thighs. âIs this thing expensive?â He asks gently tugging at the hem of your black satin dress.
You shake your head.
âGood.â He growls as he tears the garment from your body. Your hands fly up to cover your exposed breasts, but he tugs them away roughly. âI used to wonder what your tits looked like. Fuck! Theyâre perfect.â He sighs and takes a nipple into his mouth. You gasp and throw your head back. You grind against his crotch, and you notice he has hardened in his jeans.
âWanna know a secret?â He says as he pops off your nipple and licks it. âI used to get hard when youâd walk around your house braless.â He bites down your nipple making you cry out. âSometimes,â he begins to pepper kisses across your chest towards your other nipple. âYouâd show me your nipples through your shirt. Theyâd get so hard, poking against the fabric. Iâd have to go jack off. Thatâs how hot I thought you were.â
âWere?â You raise an eyebrow.
"Were. Are. Always will be." He locks eyes on you and you feel the tension in the air thicken.
"Are you really going to fuck me, Lino?" you whisper quietly.
"I'm going to make this a night you're never going to forget." He replies huskily.
"You didn't answer my question." You smirk, threading your fingers through his dark locks.
He holds onto your ass as he slips off the couch to lay you down onto your soft fluffy rug in the middle of your living room.
Leaning over you, propped up on one arm and cupping your cheek with the other, he leans down and captures your mouth in a kiss. The gentleness is unexpected, but it isn't long until he is kissing you more purposefully. His tongue glides over yours making you hum into his mouth. He moans at that, deepening the kiss even further, like he wants to possess you.
You hold on for dear life as he presses his strong thigh between your legs, nudging them open so he can press hard against your core. Your back bows off the floor and you whimper. Fuck, you must sound so desperate. But it has been so long since you had anyone, besides yourself, has touched you.
He presses his thigh against you again and chuckles when you respond with another moan. "Such pretty noises, Noona." He smiles against your cheek. "If I were to touch your pussy, I bet it would be soaking." He leans up and looks at you. "I'm dying to know."
He looks around the living room, seemingly making some kind of assessment, and then he's back into his backpack. You lean up on your arms to see him with a velvet-like rope in his hands. Your cunt clenches and an excitement swirls around your stomach.
"Lay back down." He instructs, and then he's tying your wrists together with the soft rope. He positions your arms above your head and secures the ropes to the leg of your chunky timber coffee table.
But that's not all. Lino is back with more ropes, this time tying one around each of your legs. He manages to position you in such a way that he can secure the other end of the ropes to the little wooden legs of your couch, forcing you to be spread open for him.
You feel so exposed and so utterly vulnerable, even with your tiny thong on. But even that doesn't stay on for long, as Lino cuts it off with scissors.
He sits back on his heels between your legs and takes you in. "That's better. You won't be able to squirm away. Now I can get a good look at your pussy." He bites his lip and runs his hands up the inside of your thighs. You shiver at his touch, not sure how you're going to last. You're on the verge of an orgasm as it is.
"So fucking wet, Noona." He states as he spreads your folds gently and runs his thumb through your arousal. He slides a finger into your tightness, then a second. "Tight too. It's been a while, hmm?" He teases.
"Unfortunately, yes." You cry.
"Let's take care of you then." He promises and without warning begins to finger fuck you hard, fast, and angled directly into your g-spot.
"No! Lino! Not yet...can't come yet!" You beg.
"Oh Kitten, you are gonna come when I say, and as many times as I say."
He's relentless with his fingers. You can't squirm away, forced to take what he is giving you. You're cunt is already producing the most lewd sounds you've ever heard. How can you possibly be this wet? How can Lino be so good at this? Your eyes roll back as you give in, accepting the pleasure. The tightness inside of you ready to burst. "Oh god... fuck..." you pant. Your chest feels flush and you know your face is turning a slight shade of pink as you edge closer to release.
"That's it... come all over my fingers." He coaxes.
You come hard, your back lifting off the floor, your thighs trembling, and tears threatening to spill from your eyes.
You collapse, panting. "Lino," you say as your try to catch your breath. "So good...so fucking good. How are you this good?" You sob.
"Shhh. It's okay. Here. Suck these." he lays beside you and pushes his glistening fingers into your mouth. You've never really had anyone shove their fingers into your mouth before, but it feels so erotic. You moan as you taste yourself on him, urging him to push his fingers deeper into your mouth. You make a pathetic sound when he goes to pull them away, so he lets you suck and lightly choke on them a little longer.
"If that's how you suck my fingers, my cock's not going to stand a chance." he says with a half smile. Your eyes snap open and you stare at him with pleading eyes.
"Oh you wanna suck it do you?" he pulls his fingers out of your mouth.
You nod. "Please! Let me..."
He sucks in a breath. "Well, I can't say no to the birthday girl. Or client. Especially when they selected everything under the sun on their terms of agreement. Including, golden showers."
"Wait! What?" You lift your head, horrified. Minho looks at you incredulously, as he strips his clothes off. You are stunned. Partially because you didn't even know that was on the list, and also because Lino naked is the most beautiful thing you have ever laid eyes on.
"It's okay. You don't have to do anything you don't want." He says as pumps his delicious looking cock a few times. He seems to be hard as stone and leaking. He's leaking for you? Fuck.
You don't have time to even think more about the piss option, as Lino positions himself so you are in 69 position. You open your mouth wide, allowing him to sink his cock into your eager mouth, while at the same time he buries his face in your pussy. You moan around his thickness as he demonstrates just how skilled he is with his mouth.
He eats you out like a starved man. Lapping at you eagerly. You try to grind against his face, but he holds you firm so you can't move. He groans against you, making you whimper around his cock. It's a delicious cycle, each of your sounds and vibrations from your mouths, making the other respond in the same way. Lino starts to thrust into your mouth, his balls hitting you in the face each time. You want him to suffocate you, and you wish your hands were free so you could pull him in deeper.
All you can do is try to meet his thrusts by lifting your head as much as you can and hope he gets the message. He does get the message, and fucks your face as he slides several fingers into your cunt. He slurps on your clit and hits that sweet spot inside you, all while you're struggling for air.
It's too much and you come again. This time harder than before. He works you through it, slowing both his cock and fingers down to a slow pace. He eventually peels himself off you and sits beside you panting.
"Lino?" You whimper looking at his disheveled hair, and drenched chin. "Didn't you want to come down my throat?" you panted.
"I wasn't sure if you wanted me to?" he says shyly. He unties you from your restraints and you sit up and give him a devious look.
"What?" he looks back at you suspiciously.
"When you used to jack off because of me, what did you think about?"
"Oh, right. That?" he lays down on the rug beside you. "Well." he pauses to think. "I often imagined you riding me. Like... You couldn't contain your urges, so you'd find me in your brother's room and push me down and force me to breed you." He admits.
"In my brother's room?"
"Yah! He wouldn't be there in the fantasies." He growled. But you were already moving into position.
"So... you mean I'd climb over you like this?" You throw a leg over him hovering over his needy cock.
He nods and swallows hard.
"Then what? I sink down onto your thick, hard cock, because I need it so badly?'
"Y-yes. Wait!" His eyes flick open in horror. "Condom."
You lean down over him and kiss him on the mouth. You really don't know where this confidence is coming from. Maybe learning that Minho had it bad for you when he was younger makes you feel powerful.
"Oh, but Lino. How are you gonna breed me if we use a condom?" you whisper.
"Fuck!" He moans and pulls you down hard over his length until he is completely inside of you.
"What are you doing to me, Noona?" He whimpers as you start to roll your hips. He's so deep, and fills you so perfectly, and you can already feel your third orgasm building.
Lino's hands are all over you, caressing, squeezing, digging his fingers in. Eventually his hands find purchase on your hips, digging his fingers in hard enough to bruise as he rocks you hard on his cock. Your clit grinds perfectly against his body. It's rough, fast, slippery from your slick. He slaps your ass a few times and growls when your flesh jiggles.
"I'm close." You squeak.
"Fuck! Me too. Me too. Piss on me." He pants.
"What?" You cry, but you don't slow down. You need to come so bad that nothing is going to slow you down.
"Do it." he cries. "Hurry!"
Fuck! Really? He really wants you to? Can you even do it? You aren't sure that you're body will even let you, even if you wanted to.
"Do it now, Noona. I'll give you all my cum if you do." He sounds so desperate underneath you, that you close your eyes and let go.
You feel a warmth pool on his pelvis between your legs. You dare yourself to open your eyes. You peek through your lashes to see Lino with the most aroused expression you have ever seen in your life. Then he starts fucking into you. Painfully hard. The breath knocked from your lungs with each thrust. You feel him grow even hard inside you as he is on the verge from exploding, and it sets r you orgasm.
You clamp down hard around him like a vice. He cries out, filling you to the brim with his cum, just like he promised he would.
Your orgasms are intense, long, satisfying.
You flop down on top of him, allowing your heart to calm and your breath to return to normal.
"Lino. I hope there was an inclusion where you clean up and replace damaged items in your terms of service. Cos this rug is well and truly fucked."
"I'll take care of it." He hums.
"Lino?"
"Hmm?" he wraps his arms around you.
"This was the best birthday present ever."
"You're very welcome." He smiles to himself, but you don't see it because your face is on his chest.
âHappy birthday, Noona.â
ââââ
A/n: I feel like Lino breached several rules as an escort⊠unsafe sex, knowing the client, having had a crush on the client in the past⊠but this is how the story turned out⊠soâŠ. đ„Ž
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Forbidden love
Part 2
TW: mention of mental illness, mention of blood, fluff. Smut, Angst
Part 1 : https://www.tumblr.com/insomniadreamzz/769737153911603200/forbidden-love
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You went to your Bosses office, nervously knocking on the door, feeling like your heart will jump out of your chest the moment you went inside.
â(Y/N) come take a seat.â He said with a neutral tone in his voice, not showing any kind of emotion on his face, not mad but also not happy.
âYou wanted to talk to me?â You said and he gave you a nod in return. âI saw you and Jinx.â He mentioned and your heart dropped to your knees. You didnât say anything in return, just listening to what he had to say to you. Denying it wonât be an option anyways.
âI know you are a good nurse. You work with a lot of empathy but some patients are not worth it. Once they got you, they will hurt you, especially when they are in the middle of an episode. They wonât care whoâs in front of them.â He pointed to his injured eye, making you frown. âI know the storyâŠâ You mumbled under your breath, already knowing why he got injured like this.
â(Y/N) I am only worried about your health. Jinx is dangerous. She is schizophrenic and can snap any second. Do you want to get hurt like me?â He went on and all you could do was sighing. âI know butâŠI do believe that itâs possible to approach her with kindness to get through her walls she build.â You tried your best to convince him, making him sigh as he rubbed his temple. âI canât convince you, can I? (Y/N)? I donât want to kick you out of here because of this. Make sure no one will notice and we will never speak about it again.â
It was that easy? You couldnât believe it. âUmâŠthank you Silco.â You only said before you got excused, making your way out.
âOh VanderâŠI hope your daughter will take a second chance in lifeâŠâ Silco spoke to the picture he had on his desk with his brother Vander and himself on it.
âŠ
Sevika kept an eye on you, Silco must have told her to but you didnât mind it, it was kinda cute. She didnât want to keep you away from Jinx, only wanting to be there in case.
More weeks passed you did your usual routine and Jinx got more open to you. You were the only one she trusted in here. Sevika got some dumb comments as everyone else here but she didnât care anyways. Every now and then Jinx passed you some drawings she made, a very cute gesture that she liked you and you always were happy when you got a little painting from her. When you were there working your shift, you were the only one Jinx wanted to talk to and she would listen to you.
Today you were in the middle of your work as always, hearing some people yell outside the nurse office, you thought itâs just the usual thing, some patients just didnât get along with each other. As you wanted to check what was going on after finishing your next task, Sevika came into the office kinda out of breath. You turned on your chair, looking at her with a questioning expression. âYo what was going on there?â You asked and Sevika crossed her arms, looking kinda annoyed. âYour girl flipped.â
âJinx?âŠâ You asked in shock, standing up on your way to her but Sevika stopped you by grabbing your arm. âWhere are you going? Didnât you just listen to me? I locked her in her room.â
âJinx is dangerous and can snap any secondâ
Silcoâs voice was echoing in my mind, remembering what he said to me a few weeks ago but my heart told me Jinx needed me right now. âSevikaâŠdonât worry about me. I got this.â You said and got yourself out of her grip before rushing out to get to Jinx.
âIt wasnât herâŠit wasnât herâŠâ You heard Jinx mumble as she had her knees close to her chest, rocking back and forth on the ground. You silently closed the door behind you, slowly trying to approach her. âJinxâŠâ You called her with a soft voice, trying not to startle her.
âShut up!â When she turned to look at you, realising you were here, her eyes widened and so did yours. Her face was full with bruises and she was bleeding out of her nose and lower lip. She really got into a fight. âI-âŠI fucked up. I f-fucked upâŠagain.â She stuttered, you could see the tears running down her cheeks. You decided to crouch down, being at her level as you just wanted to show you are here. Like last time when you first got a little closer to her.
You spend a little while like that, hearing her struggle with the voices in her head, not wanting to interrupt her, letting her speak up to you first when she was ready and so she did. âThat girlâŠshe had pink hair like my sisterâŠI-I thought it was her but-âŠno it wasnât.â Jinx finally told you what caused her to snap. Things that reminded her if her sister are a huge trigger to her and you wanted to understand.
âYouâŠdonât have the best past with her right..?â You carefully spoke and she answered you with a grunt, voice almost cracking. âShe abandoned me!â
You stayed silent. Not getting deeper into the conversation.
More time has passed, you didnât leave her side as you bith sat on the floor, Jinx slowly looking at you as a question didnât leave her head the whole time. âWhy are you still here??? Why didnât you just force me to take my meds or inject something into me so I pass out like the others?!â She kept on yelling at you but you stayed, calm as always before you flashed her a smile which was shicking her. âWhy would I?â You responded and somehow Jinx didnât understand.
She got up on her feet, grabbing you by the collar of your shirt as she continued her rage. âWhy??! Because I am a fucking psychopath! I canât do anything right, everyone is leaving me or dying because I-âŠI just jinx everything! Why donât you hate me like the others?!â Jinxâs grip was tight as she shook you, there was no fesr in your eyes. You didnât even flinch, not being scared if her. âBecause I love you.â You confessed and Jinx only reaction was slapping you across your face hard, making you groan in pain. âFuck! No one loves me!â She then looked at you holding your cheek which was red now, she left a bruise on it.
âI wonât let you go through this alone.â You simply said with still a calm voice as if nothing happened.
Jinxâs eyes widened at the realisation that you really meant what you said. âY-Youâre not lyingâŠyou are real. You are hereâŠare you?â She seemed to slowly get back to reality, her whole body shaking and she looked like breaking down again but you didnât let that happen, you stepped closer to her and hugged her tight before her feet left their strength to hold her up, falling into your arms as she cried.
âEver since I met you. I decided for myself I wonât let you down. I wonât let you down. I see something beautiful inside you and I want to get with you this far so you can show your beautiful side more. You donât have to hide this side Jinx.â You spoke softly to her as you kept her close, her makeup smearing on your clothes but you didnât care, she should let her tears out.
You didnât get a response as in words but you felt her hands now holding you just as tight. âThank youâŠthank you (Y/N)âŠâ She said and you finally felt like you broke her wall. When you both pulled back, you reached for her cheeks, wiping away her tears with your thumbs.
âDid youâŠreally mean itâŠ?â Jinx spoke with a very soft voice, almost as if her voice is gonna break. âDid I mean what?â You asked as both your eyes looked at each other.
âDid you reallyâŠmean it when you said you love me?â She asked and you only smiled before leaning in to kiss her. You were longing for this moment ever since you were sitting on the bench in the park and now you finally did and the world stopped for a moment. The voices in Jinxâs head faded away, silence was now there in her mind and she knew that it was because of you. You helped her.
She kissed you back, deepening the kiss as she moved her tongue inside your mouth, making you hum softly into the kiss. She moved you to her bed while kissing, your legs hitting the bed and made you fall on it on your back with Jinx on top as you kept on kissing before she pulled back by biting your lower lip, only a trail of saliva connecting your lips as you both looked at each other lustfully.
âMaybeâŠmy favorite nurse could help me with somethingâŠâ She said with a teasing voice as her fingers trailed your chest, sending shivers down your spine. âI would love to.â You said with a smirk and that was enough permission to her, she sat up on you as she took off her shirt, revealing her bare chest. You were stunned by her beauty and you couldnât hold back anymore, your lips aiming for her breasts as you kiss and suck on them like a hungry animal, making her moan so softly as her hand ran through your hair. The pleasure made her grind on your leg, signaling you that she really wanted you.
âFuckâŠyesâŠâ She sighed, pulling your head even closer, wanting to keep feeling the pleasure you gave her by biting and running your tongue along her nipples. âI fucking love thisâŠâ She pulled on your hair, making you look up. Her needy gaze was enough to drive you crazy and she knew that. âOut thereâŠI play with your rules. Here in my room you will play with my rules.â She hummed softly before pushing you down on the bed again, undressing her lower body before adjusting herself above your head, making you see how wet she already was, making you gasp. âFuck me with your tongue babyâŠâ
You didnât let her ask you twice, darting your tongue out as you ran it through her wet folds, getting a taste of her and you loved it. Her moaning are music to your eyes, in this moment you didnât even care anymore if anyone heard you. You flicked your tongue over her clit, sending shivers down her spine, you noticed by her body twitching how sensitive she was and you wanted to give her more, starting to suck her delicious pussy hungrily, gaining even more moans and whines from her, making her grind on you, fucking herself on your tongue as you moved it inside, wanting to taste all of it. âH-Hah! Ah! Yes right there.â She moaned out and you kept on pleasuring her, your hands moving up to squeeze her ass, making her grunt in pleasure.
You felt yourself getting wet by all of this, reaching down into your own pants with one hand as you fingered yourself, moaning as well which vibrations sent even more pleasure to her, making her throw her head back. âFuckkk! Please moreâŠI need you to-âŠngh!â She got cut off by her own moans as she came, releasing her sweet juices in your mouth and you made sure to get everything, licking her clean.
âGodâŠ(Y/N)âŠâ She said your name which made you look at her when she got off you. Jinx took your hand out of your pants and moved your wet fingers into her mouth as she sucked on them, giving you such a needy expression, making you bite your own lower lip at the sight.
âItâs your turnâŠâ She whispered before taking off your pants along with your panties, spreading your legs to have a better view at your wet mess. âHehâŠthat got you really wet huh? Itâs just fair when I make you cum as well.â She was such a tease and she had no shame showing it as she ran her finger painfully slow along your wet folds.
âJinxâŠpleaseâŠâ You whine in frustration. It felt so wrong but at the same time so right. Right now you didnât care about the consequences at all.
She knew she was a tease but even Jinx couldnât resist any longer, having to finally fuck you and with that she bent down, finally having a proper taste of you as well, sliding her tongue between your wet folds before her lips aimed at your clit. She was more rougher, sucking hard on it which made you moan out loudly, hips buckling up, you couldnât control yourself at all and she loved seeing you so needy. She kept on working herself on you, searching for your sweet spot and it didnât take her long to find it. She knew you got turned on by only the look on her face so she knew what to do. âLook at meâŠI want you to look at me when you cumâŠâ She said before diving her tonge back into your pussy, eating you out roughly, moaning to give you even more pleasure as she looked at you with her beautiful pink eyes and seductive expression. When your eyes met you couldnât help it but got even more turned on, moaning and whining as you slightly squirmed under her, feeling your orgasm building up. âFuck!! Oh my!âŠa-ah! I am so close.â You whined in between your moaning, cumming hard on her tongue, your whole body shivering, making you feel so good. You even whine once more when she licked you clean and her tongue touched your over sensitive clit while doing so.
You were about to say something but before you could you felt Jinx throwing her naked body on yours and kissing you once again, making you kiss her back, arms wrapped around her slender but muscular body. This time the kiss was more softer but still intense.
âJinxâŠâ You started but she shut you up with another kiss, this time a more gentle and quick one. âPowder.â She said, making you raise an eyebrow, still panting a little because of before. âPo-âŠwhat?â
âThatâs my real nameâŠonly you are allowed to call me by my real name. BecauseâŠI love you.â She said and you had a hard time to hold back your tears in this moment. You really got through her. You succeeded and most importantly, she felt the same for you. âI love you tooâŠPowder.â
ââ
The end!
Hope you liked this little two part story! Iâll leave the end to your imagination but lemme tell ya. Only good endings allowed đđ€đŒđâ€ïž
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I feel like I annoy you. I am so sorry if i do and feel free to ignore it.
After you wrote feverdream so beautifully I was so overwhelmed. (Ofc i do love all of your work)
Tbh Penguin with a dominant side lives free in my head. Especially if he maybe isnt too fond of reader during a miscommunication (or other scenarios). I am weak for an enemy to lover trope. Even so we know that our boy is mostly totally sweet and most likely to become friends with everyone in an instant.
So if you are interested in it or find inspiration I would love to see the result.
Otherwise if you prefer pure fluff. It would surely be funny for either Penguin or Law tonget hit by a truth fruit kinda power. So they have to be completely honest for a short period of time and i can totally see them going to hide so they cant spell their true feelings towards you.
Either way have a fantastic day and i sure hope work will treat you good and you can take a break soon â€ïž
Since you've been doing the Truth Truth Fruit posts, I'll do the first prompt! đ I got an idea that I hope is to your liking, and everyone else's of course!
More Penguin prompts please I love him sm
Penguin doesnât get you at all.
Heâs tried, every day since you joined, to be nice and accommodating, he tries to include you in group card games, attempts to help you with whatever chores youâre assigned, and stays up to sit with you on night watches. The problem, though, is you, how you donât even talk to him when he tries to speak to you or anything really. If he calls for you, you stare at him with your eyes slightly wide, which confuses him greatly. If he has something for you or Law needs you, all you do is nod in response and leave, not even thanking him.
What the hell is your problem, what could he have done to make you act so coldly towards him? He just wants to be your friend, even when Shachi tries to suggest itâs more than that is what Penguin wants, but he just rolls his eyes at his lifelong friend. There are zero ulterior motives, heâs just trying to be nice and a good crewmate, thatâs all it is.
If only you would talk to him, let him prove heâs not a bad person, but heâs just so frustrated at this point that heâs given up, Penguin has started to ignore you just the same as youâve done to him. He only speaks to you now if Law needs something from you, he doesnât even ask you to join in cards night or to go with him and Shachi into towns anymore. If you do hang out with everyone on game nights, youâre more inclined to sit off to the side with Law and watch everyone, mostly talking to your captain.
Penguin has mostly given up, you wonât talk to him or anything. You must dislike him, thatâs the only thing that makes sense, isnât it? Yeah, thatâs it. You donât like him. He canât make you like him, so he wonât try anymore, he wonât bother. He stops talking to you entirely, even if someone else needs you. He just gets Shachi or Ikkaku to talk to you.
It does annoy your crewmates, to see the two of you at odds and not wanting to talk to each other forâŠwhat was the reason again? Shachi isnât sure, but heâs tired of it just like the rest of them.
It's why he brings up the idea of leading you and Penguin into one of the supply closets, separately, before locking you both in and setting someone as guard to prevent anyone from letting you out until youâve talked about things. Heâs lucky that your crewmates are willing to help, Clione easily leads you in and the makes an excuse that he needs to ask Law something. In reality he went to get Penguin with the same excuse of needing to look for something, pushing the older man into the closet and causing him to nearly knock you over, before the door is pulled closed and locked from the outside. Penguin really tried to open it, for several minutes, before he sighed and gave up. Youâd already decided to sit in a corner and let him be, even while he kicks an empty bucket out of frustration.
âStupid, all of them.â Penguin sighs and sits across from you the best he can, though itâs still close enough that your shoes are touching.
You donât say anything, youâre confused why you and Penguin have been locked in the supply closet. You know he doesnât like you, youâve known from the start, believing heâs always pretending to be nice when he invites you for games and the like. You were used to that, from men and women, but youâd come to trust Ikkaku and Clione more than anyone. Shachi was working his way into your circle, but you felt like Penguin was just messing with you all the time, even when your crewmates swore he wasnât like that and he really did want to be your friend. Itâs hard for you to believe that, even harder to accept it despite your growing feelings for Penguin.
Part of you wonders what you did to develop a crush on someone who doesnât even talk to you anymore.
ââŠany idea why they locked us in here?â
Penguin shrugs, ignoring the fact this is the first time heâs heard your voice in the last few months youâve been with them.
âProbably trying to make us talk or something. Bet Shachi came up with it.â Another sigh whole he takes off his hat for a moment to brush his hair back, barely taking note of how your eyes widen a little and you look more nervous, âJust cause weâre on the same crew doesnât me have to like each otherâŠâ
âOh,â your shoulders drop a bit but you nod, you figured he didnât like you after all, âYeahâŠI guess soâŠâ
Odd, he didnât think youâd sound so disappointed. If you two are locked in here though, he might as well try some small talk. Thereâs nothing else to do unless you want to make a supplies list.
âCan I ask you something?â Penguin has to think of how to word it when you nod, even as you keep your eyes off him, âWhy donât you talk to me?â
It takes you a few minutes to come up with a response, Penguin thinks youâre not to answer so he doesnât hold his breath for one. It stands to reason, you donât talk to him normally anyway.
âMy last crew, well, just a couple of them, theyâd invite me to do stuff then go without me or tell me it was a joke,â you sigh a little while Penguin watches you, seeming to understand a little more, âI guess I just let that get to me when you started being so friendly, I was expecting the same things. I shouldââ
âI wouldnât do that to you. I wanted to be friends with you.â
âShachi told me that but I didnât believe himâŠIâm sorry, I shouldâve trusted that you werenât like them.â
ââŠI probably shouldâve taken things slow, sorry.â
You both stay quiet for a bit after that, not sure what else to say or talk about. It feels so awkward, you hate this kind of forced small talk. Penguin eventually stands up, holding his hand out to help you up, and not letting go after youâre on your feet, giving you a slight smile.
âLetâs start over, yeah? Weâll pretend the last few months didnât happen, and work out a friendship together.â
âI think Iâd like that, Penguin.â
You two will move past this, youâll become real friends and spend more time together, especially after Shachi lets you out of the closet and Penguin chases him down for it, threatening to lock his friend in their next. The next time Penguin invites you to play cards with everyone, you join and end up beating him during a far too long game of poker. Heâs shocked but the grin on your face makes his heart feel weird, and he canât help the smile that comes across his own face.
ManâŠmaybe Shachi was right and there is more hereâŠ
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Miracle-four
Pairings: Noah Sebastian x Reader
Warnings/Tropes: forced proximity, slight enemies to lovers, slow burn, smut, angst, fluff, mentions of death, and swearing.
Summary: Reader is the merch girl for Bad Omens. It wasn't what she wanted to do with her life but when her mother got sick with Alzheimer's, reader took a job where she could to help with the costs. She thought it would be a one-time gig but the longer she was on the road with them, the harder she fell for Noah Sebastian; even if he wanted nothing to do with her. She needed a miracle to save her mom and her future.
Author Note: I wanted this to be a slow burn/enemies to lovers but god damn it's so hard to write because I already want Reader and Noah to get together.
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With a loud sigh, I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and walked towards to front end of the bus. On this bus, I shared it with Davis, Matt, and Bryan, and sometimes one guy from the band would pop in every once in a while: except Noah. At least if he did, it was when I was asleep or not around. Especially lately, Noah and I avoided each other. After the disaster of a dinner a couple nights ago, I refused to speak to him even about work. I went to everyone else instead of him if I had a question, which I didn't often since I knew what I was doing.
I didn't want to think about Noah right now. Not when my mind should only think about my mom.
Lana told me that even though my mom was having a lot of good days, she still refused to speak to me. I'd be lying if I said my heart didn't break but I couldn't cry about it. I needed to focus for work and not give anyone a reason to figure out something was wrong.
We were close to the next city, less than an hour away, and we would hang out in Dallas for two days before heading out once more. Matt mentioned he had a surprise for everyone so called for a bus meeting which is where I found everyone with two surprise visitors.
Folio and Noah.
Giving a small smile to the former, I sat next to him at the table and he returned a smile. Noah was sitting on the long couch of the bus, chatting quietly with Bryan. They must have joined when we stopped last and I was asleep.
Noah's eyes burned hot at the side of my face but I ignored him as I bumped shoulders with Folio. We had been texting a bit the last couple days and have gotten pretty close; no romantic feelings involved. Folio had been a great friend and someone to vent too. I never told him about my mom, though. That was something I would take to the grave.
"Where's Jolly and Nick?" I asked.
"They stayed on our bus. They wanted the peace to sleep."
I nodded before pointing to Matt, who was standing at the front of the bus rubbing his hands together. "Any idea what this is about?"
"No fucking idea," Folio chuckled.
With my phone buzzing in my hand, I dared a peak at the notification to see another subscriber to my Only Fan's page. I didn't have many followers but enough to keep some money coming in. I could pay Lana her first paycheck and the extra income coming in was nice. I wasn't rolling in money but wasn't struggling on how to pay for things. With being constantly surrounded by the guys, I wasn't able to post much, just one other video and a few provocative pictures. I never showed my face, only from the neck down and never naked. I always had some short of clothes or underwear or an arm covering the private areas. Maybe that was the reason I had little subscribers, but it was the rules I set for myself when I started this.
"So, I bet you're all wondering why I called this meeting," Matt spoke while clapping his hands.
Folio muttered a joke to me under his breath which earned a loud laugh from me. Everyone looked our way, and I leaned back into the booth cheeks on fire.
"What's so funny?" Matt quirked a brow.
Noah's eyes pinned me to my spot as I glanced over to him. Something flashed behind those brown iris' while his jaw ticked.
"Nothing, Mr. Dierkes. Please continue with class," Folio joked with a smirk.
I had to bite my lip so I wouldn't laugh again.
"As I was saying," Matt began ignoring Folio. "It's been a week on tour and we've all been working tirelessly to make sure every show fucking rules. But there has been some tension within the group."
"I don't think you feel the same tension as some of us do," Noah said with his eyes on me.
Our eyes matched with intensity, and I let out a deep breath wondering what he meant by that.
Tension? Of course, there was tension between us but that's because we disliked each other.
Folio noticed I was ready to speak, so he pinched the bare skin of my shoulder which caused me to yelp out in slight pain.
"What the fuck was that for?" I seethed.
He nodded towards Matt to continue on, who looked displeased at being interrupted by our antics yet again.
In our days of texting, I told Folio about how it irritates me how Noah acts around me when we're alone versus when others are around. I also may have told him about my tiny feelings for Noah, which Folio told me it was pretty clear how I felt. While I thought no one noticed, Folio saw the stolen glances, the way my body reacted differently when Noah was around, or the way the corner of my lips curled up when Noah spoke or sang.
Always so perceptive.
I tried to get out of him why Noah was so upset about that night in Chicago but Folio refused. He said that was Noah's secret to share.
I tasted blood with how hard I bit my tongue and reluctantly gave Matt my attention.
"Since we'll be in Dallas for a few days, I rented an Airbnb for us to stay at as a way for us to bond or whatever the fuck. There's a pool and grill we can have a pool day on our off day," Matt said with a smile.
My heart sunk deep into the pits of my stomach. At least when we stayed in hotels, I had my room, sometimes doors down from Noah. But now, all of us staying in a house means it would be harder to avoid him.
"Is that necessary?" I questioned.
"Yes," Matt deadpanned. "If you want a hotel, book it on your personal card."
Low blow.
"Whatever," I grumbled while crossing my arms.
He simply gave me a large smirk before speaking again. "The only issue is that there aren't enough beds so some people will have to bunk together or sleep on the couch."
"You've got to be kidding me," I muttered while running a hand down my face.
I didn't care the house situation, I would sleep on the floor if I had too if that meant I wouldn't share a bed with anyone, especially Noah. I liked these guys but not that much.
Folio patted my shoulder and whispered low in my ear.
"Maybe you and Noah should bunk together. Team bonding or whatever."
"Fuck off, Folio," I playfully smacked his chest before rising to my feet, his arm falling away from me. Noah was still staring at me and I knew with how close Folio and I had been, he wasn't happy. His jaw clenched so tight, and his hands balled into fists in his lap.
I didn't bother giving him another glance as I turned my back to him to retreat into my bunk to mentally prepare for this team bonding bullshit Matt set up.
Okay, I had to admit. This house was fucking sick.
There were large floor to ceiling windows that looked out onto a beautiful backyard and if you looked past that, you could see the city down below the hill the house was on. It was a large open floor plan with a living room, kitchen, and bar with a pool table off of the dinning room. Upstairs was an open loft area with a large sectional couch and four bedrooms.
While I was in my bunk on the bus, the room situation had been decided by drawing matching straws. No one bothered to ask for me to draw because somehow by the Gods below, Noah was the last to pick and was only left with the color red.
Jolly and Nick.
Bryan and Davis.
Matt and Folio.
Noah and I.
When Folio told me the sleeping arrangements, I wanted to cry in anger. It seemed as if no matter how hard I tried to avoid Noah, something yanked us back together. Folio offered to swap with me but I declined, already deciding that I would sleep on whatever couch was provided.
A warm presence encased around me, making the hairs on my arm prick, and I peered up to my left seeing Noah standing next to me in the house's entryway.
"You can have the bed. I'll sleep on the couch," he said.
I blinked, somewhat surprised that he offered that. I fully expected him to lock me out of the room.
"I'm smaller than you. It might be better for you to sleep on the bed," I offered.
Was I being nice?
My body shivered at the thought.
Noah shook his head then hoisted his back over his shoulder. "Take the room, angel. You're the only girl here. You should have some privacy."
Was he being nice now in front of the others? They all stood less than a few feet from us.
Did I wake up in the twilight zone?
When I went to protest yet again, he shot me a look that caused my lips to pull tight together. We stood in silence for a few moments and I let out a soft breath.
"Thank you."
Noah made a noise in his throat and his eyes glittered as they darted between mine. His large hand brushed away hair from my face and I leaned into his touch, all the pent up anger between us melting away.
The question weighed heavy on my tongue as I pursed my lips a few times.
"Why do you call me angel?" I finally croaked out.
His hand was now wrapped around the back of my neck, the pads of his finger pressing deep into the skin, and shrugged.
"It feels right."
I raised a brow. "What if I don't like it?"
"Too bad. It stays, angel," he dragged out the last word with a large grin.
Irritation flared inside of me but before I could say anything, the warmth around my neck was gone as Noah walked away. I blinked after him, watching as he tossed his bag onto the couch before stepping outside into the large backyard.
"Soundcheck is in one hour!" Matt called out, his voice carrying through the open space.
With that, I forced my feet to take me upstairs to the bedrooms so I could get ready. The only room left was the closet one to the stairs and directly across the long sectional couch. If Noah would sleep here tonight, he'd be able to look right into my room and see me laying in bed. The thought made something ignite in my stomach but I ignored it.
This was the only room with a bathroom attached which made me wonder if the guys purposely gave me this room. As I placed my things throughout the room since we were going to be here for a few days, my phone rang loudly from its spot on the bed as I was in the bathroom and rushed to answer it in time.
"Hello?" I asked breathless
"Hi dear. How're things?"
I smiled into the phone at Lana. "Good. I'm going to be heading to the venue soon to set up. Everything alright?"
"Well," Lana started.
My ass fell into the bed with a groan and prepared myself for what was about to come.
"What happened?"
"Your neighbors found your mother in their bathroom this morning; in their shower."
I pinched my eyes shut with a groan. "Please tell me it was the Johnson's. They know what's going on with her so they would understand. Well, as much as I hoped they would."
"Yes, thankfully. I was able to bring her back home without incidents."
"Good," I let out a long breath. "How is she now?"
"She's fine, in her room resting but-."
"I don't like the sound of that but," I noted.
"Y/N, I know you love your mother and want the upmost best care possible for her."
I nodded. "But."
"But I think your mother would be better in a home where someone can watch and monitor her twenty-four hours of the day. I can only do so much especially when she takes off."
I swallowed the lump in my throat, not wanting to cry. This conversation was one I knew I was bound to have at some point. My mothers Alzheimers was getting progressively worse and soon, I feared there might be a time where I couldn't handle it.
But now wasn't that time.
"I'll think about it," I said after a few beats.
It wasn't a lie, per se. I would think about it, way down the road.
"I'll see if she wants to talk," Lana said.
"No, it's alright. I don't want to bother her."
I couldn't stop the sob that escaped my lips.
"Alright dear. I'll call you tomorrow."
After we said our goodbyes, I let my phone clatter to the floor at my feet then plopped down onto the bed. Tears pricked at my eyes and I dug my palms into them, hoping it would force the tears away. My mom was the most important person in my life. We were all each other had after my father died, so being so far away from her when she needed me the most made the guilt rip me apart.
Was this job worth it? Was the money worth it?
These questions kept replaying in my mine over and over as I laid on the bed staring up at the ceiling. A few tears escaped drying to my warm cheeks. The money was worth it; it had to be. I still wasn't making a lot of money from Only Fans so whatever I made doing this, I needed.
There was a soft knock on my open door and my breath hitched when I noticed Noah leaning against it. How long had he'd been there? Did he hear my conversation with Lana?
I sat up in bed while covertly drying my eyes.
"The manager at the venue said the set up for merch has to be in the hallway downstairs. Is that alright?"
I shrugged. "Yeah, I've been put in weirder places so it's fine."
Noah gave a curt nod while crossing his arms over his chest. I suddenly felt small under his eyes and rose to my feet hoping that watching me gather my things to get ready it would be a silent dismissal. But no, he continued to watch every single movement I made.
"Is there anything else you need, Noah?" I asked with a sigh, finally looking at him.
His black shirt clung to the thick muscles of his arms and chest. His brown hair had fallen into his face in a tousled mess from being on the tour bus the majority of the day.
Noah was breathtaking in every single way, and my core practically begged for some kind of friction.
Not now, traitor.
"Have I mentioned how much I love hearing my name coming from your pretty little mouth?," he mused while licking his own.
My legs squeezed together, my body screaming with that small release against my core, but I refused to let him know how bad he was affecting me.
"Is that it?" I asked.
Noah said nothing as he walked over to my open suitcase and riffled through it, obviously looking for something.
"What are you doing?"
My heart raced as I watched him, knowing that if he picked up that red t-shirt, he would find the variety of sex toys I use for my videos. What he found, though, was something I hadn't expected him to. An old shirt of his that I borrowed from the last tour. It was the second night and Bad Omens played a sold-out show. The crowd was alive the entire night and every one of us was buzzing with excitement. Once we returned to the hotel that night, we all jumped into the outdoor pool even though it was pretty chilly that night. Noah offered his dry shirt to me so I could warm up which at the time I took gratefully.
That night was before the night in Chicago. Before Noah's attitude toward me changed.
It got buried along with my other things after the last tour and forgotten about.
Bullshit.
I may have worn it to bed some nights; so much so that his scent had faded while ago.
Noah tossed the shirt over to me and I caught it just before it hit me in my face. My lips stuttered trying to come up with an excuse because I still had it.
"Wear that."
"Excuse me? I asked irritation lacing my words. "Since when do I take orders from you on what I wear?"
He closed the distance between us in two large steps, his fingers tilting my chin up towards his face. Our lips were so close, I could almost taste the beer he must have had before coming into my room. And the hint of bourbon and spice from his cologne filled my senses.
So warm and familiar.
"There's a reason you kept it, angel. Might as well wear it."
Noah's voice was dark and heavy, laced with something I could pinpoint. His eyes were just as dark as his words and I swallowed hard. My body flared with desire, heat pooling between my legs, and I let out a breathless whine eventually nodding.
"Good girl," he breathed across my lips.
His eyes darted from mine down to my lips where it stayed for a long moment before he dropped his hand from my face then left me standing in the room with a heavy wetness and an ache between my legs.
#noah sebastian#noah sebastian and reader#noah sebastian x reader#noah sebastian reader insert#noah sebastian smut#forced proximity#enemies to lovers#slow burn
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âIâm afraid I must call you out of retirement for a final mission.â
Cold ice shot through Tobiâs chest. Fuck.
Did he know? He couldnât. If he knew, he wouldnât show it like this. His visit with T&I would be a lot less cheerful, thatâs for sure. Was he prodding Tobi, watching for his reaction? Did Sarutobi honestly think heâd slip up? Tobi was incapable of slipping up. He couldnât tell the truth with a kunai to his throat at this point.
âWhat sort of mission is it?â Tobi asked excitedly, ripping open the folder. He held the paper up and slowly mouthed the words on the page, fighting to get through the page. Look at him, he filled out his mission reports in crayon and could barely read. âMission reportâŠassignment duration, promotion or releaseâŠpayâŠoh, ewïżœïżœïżœassignmentâŠjounin senseiâŠâ
Tobi trailed off.
Distantly, he heard himself say, âUm. Maybe this is a mistake?â
As promised in last post. Kakashi & Obito roleswap. Barely. It's complicated. Please pay no attention to how many roleswaps I have written. Just ignore it. Do me a favor and do not think about it. OK? Thank you.
Snippet from a much longer, much messier document. This part was the very first part writiten and very much a proof of concept. I'm trying to figure out if I should overhaul the thing and turn this into an actual story, so let me know.
Short beginning scene of Tobito's Wild Ride under the cut.
âTobi. Thank you for coming.â
Obviously, Tobi didnât bow or kneel. That wasnât the sort of person Tobi was. He just grinned broadly, waving so broadly that his body swayed with the motion. âGramps! Hello! Wow, youâve gotten old since Iâve seen you!â
Sarutobi chuckled, raising a pipe to his mouth. The pipe - either âIâm thinking hardâ, âI want to pretend Iâm thinking hard and giving due consideration to your idea when I donât really careâ, or âIâve already decided and Iâm pretending that you have a say in thisâ. What was the point of the last one? This was a literal military dictatorship. Tobi forgot how exhausting this man could be.Â
âIt has been a while,â Sarutobi said indulgently. âSinceâŠthe T&I incident, I believe?â
Tobi giggled, high and childish. âInoichi-san got sooo mad. But Tobi said he was real, real, real sorry, so I hope heâs not still madâŠoh, no.â Tobi gasped, face falling in desolation. âIs Inoichi-san still mad at me? Oh, Tobi can go apologize again -â
âItâs water under the bridge.â Tobi exhaled gustily, wiping the back of his hand against his brow. It wasnât his fault Inoichi hated him. Apparently his mind was absolutely impenetrable. Something about constant childrenâs lullabies just playing full blast in his head. Or songs regarding a specific time of day someplace in the world. âI have to apologize, Tobi. I always feel as if I should keep a better eye on you. Thereâs never enough time in the day for all of the people we care about. Please forgive me for my inattention to you.â
Manipulative old fuck. Tobi panicked, embarrassed by the attention and affection. He waved his hands quickly, almost jumping up and down. âGramps! Itâs okay! Tobiâs not lonely or sad! He still has Sasuke-chan! Sasuke-chan wasnât brutally murdered, so Tobiâs A-OK!â Tobi had to tell himself that a lot. Every morning after a nightmare, which meant every morning period. âAnd I met a really nice old lady yesterday and helped her down the street. She gave me an apple sweet. It was delicious! So thereâs nothing to forgive, Gramps!â
âIâm glad,â Sarutobi said warmly. Ugh. Tobi knew objectively that Minato-sensei had tried to imitate that tone, but he still liked to convince himself that Sarutobi was mimicking Minato-sensei. That was a good one, heâd have to use it. âSasuke-kun is actually why I called you here today.âÂ
That kid. Tobi sighed. âTobi is sorry that Tobi cannot control Sasuke-chan. Iâve told him that punching Naruto-kun is bad, but he just doesnât listenâŠâ
âIâm sure youâll find a method somehow.â Sarutobi pushed a thin file folder across the desk, and Tobi curiously stepped forward and picked it up. Heâd know a file like that anywhere. It was a mission assignment folder. âIâm afraid I must call you out of retirement for a final mission.â
Cold ice shot through Tobiâs chest. Fuck.
Did he know? He couldnât. If he knew, he wouldnât show it like this. His visit with T&I would be a lot less cheerful, thatâs for sure. Was he prodding Tobi, watching for his reaction? Did Sarutobi honestly think heâd slip up? Tobi was incapable of slipping up. He couldnât tell the truth with a kunai to his throat at this point.
How did Tobi feel about this? Tobi sure as hell knew how Obito felt - desperately wondering if a T&I visit was in his future. Tobi was scared of the missions, sure. But he was a five year old. How would a five year old react to these things?Â
Well. Tobi knew how he would have reacted. He would have sighed and rolled his eyes about yet another mission. Pretty impressive when you were burned out of your career at five years old. He blamed the two month graduation for years before he learned of Rin and Kakashiâs hell and eventually concluded that it could have been worse. At least Tobi was paid for his war zone.Â
âA mission?â Tobi gushed. He clenched on the folder far too tightly, like a child clutching a wheezing frog. âIâm going on missions again?â He jumped a little, his usual little show of excitement. Kept his energy up. âDoes that mean Gramps isnât mad at me anymore?â
Tobi carefully snuck a glance up from the folder, checking Sarutobiâs expression. Sarutobiâs face was impassive stone, as usual, but he looked a little worn too. âWe were never angry with you.â
Tobi fully looked up, tilting his head and frowning. âNuh-uh. Tobi remembers. Everybody was so mad at Tobi. Just because his hand slippedâŠit wasnât Tobiâs fault.â
âWe know,â Sarutobi said gently. âMinato didnât retire you because he was angry with you. He was only looking out for you.â
Well, Tobi didnât want to be out of fucking retirement. It was objectively insane to put him on any mission. Tobi had gotten sabotaging every attempt to make him a useful member of society down to a fucking art. He had a shitton of inheritance to blow and a nice long civilian life to blow it on. Maybe he was too stubborn about it - Iruka was definitely convinced that he was the second laziest person in the village and sabotaged his assigned jobs on purpose, which Tobi would have resented if it wasnât absolutely true - but spite was important. Spite woke him up in the morning.Â
The only thing that helped him tolerate this stupid village was his hate for it. Ainât that just the way.
âWhat sort of mission is it?â Tobi asked excitedly, ripping open the folder. He held the paper up and slowly mouthed the words on the page, fighting to get through the page. Look at him, he filled out his mission reports in crayon and could barely read. âMission reportâŠassignment duration, promotion or releaseâŠpayâŠoh, ewâŠassignmentâŠjounin senseiâŠâ
Tobi trailed off.
Distantly, he heard himself say, âUm. Maybe this is a mistake?â
âTrust me. Youâre hardly our first choice.â Finally, they agreed on something. âBut youâre the only one in this village with a Sharingan, Tobi. Youâre the only one who can teach Sasuke how to use his power.â
âNuh-uh. Um. This is a mistake. Ha ha.â Tobi ripped the paper from the folder, crumpling it into a ball and tossing it over his shoulder. âBecause, um, I canât use my Sharingan. Did Gramps maybe forget that? Ha ha?â
âBut you still remember how to use it. Even if you canât use it yourself, you can still walk Sasuke-kun through using his.â Sarutobi eyed Tobi knowingly, the dim glowing embers of his pipe reflecting a soft light in his eyes. âYou were once a genius with the Sharingan, Tobi. They said you were the best since Madara.â
Yeah! Yeah, they did say that, old man! That was the whole fucking problem!
Mention of the Sharingan or Tobiâs old talents always upset him, so this was a great springboard into nipping this in the bud. Heâd throw a hissy fit if he had to. Tobi had killer hissy fits. That was how Sasuke was given a seat as head of house in the Clan Council. Tobiâs wail could pierce eardrums and Sasuke had deserved that fucking seat.Â
âTobi doesnât like the Sharingan anymore!â Tobi exclaimed. âTobi wants to help Sasuke-chan, Gramps, cross Tobiâs heart! But Tobi doesnât like the Sharingan and the Sharingan donât like Tobi. And thatâs just the truth.â Tobi crossed his arms, sniffling and scrunching his nose. âAnd donât say what youâre gonna say. Tobi knows whatâs up. Minato-senseiâs little boy is on that team too, isnât he?â
He absolutely was. Tobi had speed-read the entire document while he was reading it out loud. But even the remnant of Obitoâs genius was still considerable, and Tobiâs moments of keen insight were useful for pushing the enemy into a corner.Â
âI thought you might appreciate the chance to look after your senseiâs son,â Sarutobi said mildly, removing a silver lighter from his pocket. Engraved, a gift from Biwako. Was that on purpose? A mind game on Tobi, an unconscious memory on his part, or a purposeful evocation of a memory just for him? Was he trying to remind Tobi of something or corner Obito? Damn this man. âHelp him like your sensei helped you.â
The really great thing about Tobi was that he could get away with saying this. It was only to the left of cathartic, but at least it was in the zone. âIâm not stupid, Gramps!â Tobi yelled. The ANBU in the corners twitched, but when Sarutobiâs fingernail clicked on the silver lighter they subsided. âYouâre giving Minato-sensei and Kushina-neechanâs little baby and his fox to the last Sharingan because you want the Sharingan to eat the Fox! Why are you doing what you want when you know it wonât work? Tobiâs tried, he canât - he canât, Gramps.â
It wasnât the sort of thing any self-respecting Uchiha would admit. Half of them would kill themselves if they lost their Sharingan. Uchiha Obito, whose Sharingan was the pride and joy of the clan - who was the Uchihaâs Uchiha before Itachi-kun was even a twinkle in his motherâs eye - would never abandon his one point of value.Â
And everybody knew how prideful the Uchiha were. There was no Uchiha alive who would pretend to be Tobi. Could you imagine? What Uchiha would humiliate themselves like this with a goofy smile on their face? A regular human being could barely do it. An Uchiha? Forget it. Impossible.
But Kushina-neechanâs favorite shinobi was always the most surprising of all. And Obito cared about that more than all the rest.Â
The only ninja who would have ferreted him out was Kakashi. Kakashi and his dopey, stupid smile. His ridiculous porn books and his clumsy pratfalls. His laziness, lateness, and utter underachiever lifestyle. Only Kakashi ever said those words, with a wink and a smile: a true shinobi looked underneath the underneath. So save your energy and watch the clouds with me, Uchiha-kun. No? Maybe next timeâŠ
The next time never came. Being a good Uchiha had always meant something, and the useless son of a disgraced clan meant nothing at all. Nothing to anybody but Minato and Kushina and Rin and Obito.
âYouâre better than nothing.â In that second, Sarutobi really did look very tired. He didnât look like he was lying at all. âYouâre the best we have, Tobi.â
Tobi was silent. Sarutobi knew it wasnât much of a compliment. Even somebody like Tobi would know that.Â
âAs a favor to Sasuke-kun and Naruto-kun,â Sarutobi said, âand as a favor to me. Please give these children the help you can. Donât worry - Iâll ask the other jounin to pitch in and help.âÂ
Tobi lowered his voice, and he allowed his tone to grow a little more serious. âIâm not strong. Iâm not good at molding chakra and I havenât really fought anyone in a long time. I canât protect the children.âÂ
âWeâll be careful,â Sarutobi allowed. But there was something in his eye⊠âYou may be rusty, but I doubt youâre out of the ring yet. Have a little faith in yourself.â The look in his eyes glinted and grew, and for the first time he stared right at Tobi. âYou did hold your own against Uchiha Itachi.â
They stared at each other for a long second, two. A little too late, Tobi laughed and scrubbed the back of his neck. âSilly Gramps! I said a billion times. Tobi hid. I donât think Itachi-kun thought it was worth it to kill meâŠI donât think Itachi-kun ever thought I was a real Uchiha. But weâve showed him, huh?â Tobi grinned, jabbing a finger at his chest. âNow thereâs three whole Uchiha in the whole wide world! One thirdâs a serial killer, one thirdâs twelve, and one third isâŠdrumroll pleaseâŠTobi! Konohaâs in good hands, ne?â
Tobi smiled at the man who ordered Uchiha Itachi to kill their entire family.
Sarutobi smiled back at the man who was currently pulling the most intricate and improbable lying campaign in a village of ninjas. In Obitoâs defense, it was to save his own life. Sarutobi had murdered his family to - well, save the village, but Tobi didnât have to like it.Â
âThank you for accepting the mission. I trust youâll do splendidly.â
âUh. Tobi didnât -â
âThe children ought to be waiting for you in the schoolroom at 1000 hours. You ought to head over - I expect youâre already late.â
Tobi squealed, looking at the unwound watch on his wrist and slapping his head. âOh no! Iâm late, Iâm late, Iâm late! Bye, Gramps! You promise-promise to get back-up for Tobi, right?â
Pleasantly, Sarutobi said, âI would not trust you alone with those children, no.â
âYay! Okay, gotta goooo!â
When he left Sarutobiâs office, he was about ten minutes late to his meeting with the children. By the time he arrived at the school he was over an hour late. Lost on the road of life and all that. It didnât matter - venting about this ridiculousness to Kakashi was way more important than meeting the brats on time.
This would be a disaster. There was no way this would end well. Tobi was a brain damaged, traumatized moron who couldnât use his one skill and who hadnât been on active duty since he whoopsie-daisyâd his sword into his best friendâs heart. If Sarutobi didnât keep up his promise and drag in the other jounin to take up his slack then heâd riot. Did he want Tobi to do work? Tobi? He had resigned from capitalism and the military industrial complex. Pulling him into this shit again - as if he hadnât suffered enough -
As if Sasuke and Naruto hadnât. Maybe one of Sarutobiâs stupid-ass motivations was because he knew that only Tobi would be nice to Sasuke and Naruto. Damn Naruto especially. For that, at leastâŠif only as a favor to Minato-senseiâŠ
To make up for itâŠmaybe a little bit of real work would be the least he could do.
Ugh. Hopefully not that much.
Tobi finally touched down at the school, following the Academy hallways to Sasukeâs classroom by route memory. He dropped off Sasukeâs lunch a lot. It embarrassed him so much. It was classic.
Tobi walked into the classroom and allowed a large basket of glitter to fall on top of his head.
A peal of laughter squealed throughout the room, and Tobi opened his eyes to see Uzumaki Naruto clutching his sides and laughing his ass off. Quite rudely, Sasuke had his feet propped up on a desk. That third girl was sitting primly in her seat, terrified.Â
âWhat an idiot! Our new sensei actually fell for - wait.â Naruto straightened, squinting at Tobi. He yelled, jabbing a finger at him. âHey! Number Two Ramen Fan! What the hell are you doing here?â
Sasuke almost fell out of his seat. He scrambled to his feet, panicked in his special Sasuke way - that was, eyes a little wider than usual. âTobi? Did I forget my lunch?â
âUm?â Sakura Haruno hunched her shoulders in her seat, picking at the corner of a scroll. âUchiha Obitoâs our sensei. I thought you knew. Did youâŠnot know?â
âIs this a joke?â Sasuke cried. âWho the hell thought this was funny? Tobi couldnât fight his way out of a paper bag! If theyâre bullying us again, I swear to god Iâll strangle whoever -â
âWhoah,â Naruto cried, impressed. âViolent!â
âEverybodyâs always bullying Tobi,â Sasuke snapped. âIâm an Uchiha. What sort of Uchiha would I be if I tolerated that?â
Glitter dripped down Tobiâs hair and sprinkled onto his clothing. He smiled, big and bright, and clapped his hands together. Sasuke was groaning, but Naruto and Sakura just leaned in closer - caught in a morbid curiosity, desperate to meet their own fate. Signed and sealed. âTobiâs first impression of you all isâŠyouâre so funny! Tobi likes you!â
The kids paled.Â
#my writing#i had to do a ton more research on the character (âtonâ) since writing this so I think i might write him differently now#perhaps. perhaps.#anyway yes the conceit is âobito is uchiha genius who is faking brain damage on main for the most insane reasonsâ#he's not more normal than if he's a supervillain. frankly. worse.
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Any Other Way - A post-war Zutara One Shot
Happy Birthday (slightly early) to my good friend @achillmango
I wrote ya a lil something because you're an awesome person and a great editor! I legitimately couldn't have made all of this progress on Vermillion Seas Cardinal Skies without you. So... here! I ran with an idea we talked about a while back.
Special shoutout to @demaparbat-hp for helping me edit this fun piece. You helped me add the polish to make this special. <3
And so with this, my first public action as your regent Fire Lord, I declare all aggression over. Our troops will withdraw home, now, to the Fire Archipelago, or to the colonies. On that topic, as I'm sure you're well aware, the colonies are a difficult subject to consider. The newly appointed peacetime council and I have already begun correspondence with King Kuei of the Earth Kingdom to begin ratifying a joint act we like to call the Harmony Restoration Movement. It is a long road, but together, we will travel it well. I'm sure many of you are wondering why an old war general is attempting to herald peace. Why would the Dragon of the West hope for less conflict? I am an old man, and I have seen the atrocity of war. Many across the seas will know me as something else, but I assure you, I am no longer that young man. If I must answer for my past crimes and ambition, so be it. Make that call, and I shall answer. If you call prior to the passage of the next seven years, a council of responsible individuals will head this fine nation. After those seven years have elapsed, my nephew, Prince Zuko, will take the throne as Fire Lord. Until such a moment arrives, he is to contribute to communities around the across all lands, gaining post-war-time political and worldly experience prior toâ Zuko gently placed the article that formerly acted as packing paper on the table. His uncle sure could write a speech when he put his mind to it. Three years. He had three years left before his freedom came to an end. A long time, to be sure, but could he really prepare himself fully for the throne in only three years? A terse sigh escaped Zukoâs lips before he turned and pulled another mug from the box on the table. Unwrapping it with care, he placed the porcelain cup in its belonging place, up in the cupboard. Another delve into the box, and he withdrew a rather large plate. The protective paper fell to the side as he placed the tableware in another cupboard. He wondered, could it really be so simple? Would he really be able to settle down in a new location every few months for the next few years? It wasnât like four years helped him fit in with the rest of the world. If he wasn't normal by now, then there was no way on earth three more years would do the trick. Zuko sighed. At least the nightmares had stopped midway through last summer. It was when she joined him. It was the promise, really. âIf things donât work out, and weâre both lost and aimless in the world, promise youâll find me?â âOnly if you promise the same.â They sealed the oath with a hug and parted ways after his Uncleâs coronation. A year passed with little contact. Zuko was too busy to think beyond the next day, and she was too busy rebuilding the south to write. She found him in Jang Hui, while he was supervising the removal of the vast quantity of rubble from the destroyed metal foundry located there. He was overburdened, having taken on both that and the difficult job of establishing a more robust local government, as well as setting up a makeshift hospital to get them back on their feet. He was more stressed than he could ever remember. He hadn't slept properly in days. Hadn't eaten, either. Then she happened.Â
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Autumn evening (Gender neutral)
Murro X Reader
You're looking for your companion after hearring about a fight.
Rated: Fluff
Warning: Getting partially crush by a boar.
Note: Just for a general understanding since I still haven't made a post about how I view this manor universe. Basically, everyone's canon game happened & they got stuck in the manor outside of time since than (there's a slight mention of canon game, which is why I say that.).
Also @committingcrimes-2047 (also love that name) made a post reminding me of my love for Murro. So I took a break from correcting my next os (which I totally did not start correcting...) to write something small for my man. So to every fellow Murro lover, here's some food. I really hope you guys like it. There will be more. I just don't know when.
If you got ideas for characters who don't have a lot written for, I'm open to hear them out & try to write about them.
The sound of the autumn leaves crunches under your feet. The breeze is getting colder by the days, the warm of summer fading like a distant memory. You make your way to the manor outskirts, heading into the woods and following the trail left by the person youâre looking for.
There had been an umpteenth clash between the survivors today. You hadnât been there to witness it, but from what your heard, this time it was Mike and Naib. Mike is infamously known for snapping at anyone who brings back his bad memories or speak ill of Murro, his last relative. And with Naib and Murro not being on the friendliest term... You had a pretty good idea of what the fight must have been about.
What a shame⊠Only two more days and the record of days without any fight would have been surpasses. Guess it will stay at 8 days. Hey, everyone has their way of keeping themselves sane here.
With more than 40 people now stuck in this place, it was getting too crowded for you. Youâd much rather be outside, away from all that noise. The sound of the wind among the branches was already making you feel better. Though that was not your main reason to be here this time.
Your eyes finally land on the person youâd been looking for. Leaves and twigs are entangled in his greying brown locks. His back turned to you as he crouches to the level of his companion, scratching him.
ââTrying to escape the noise again?ââ He asks you, without even looking back.
ââHow do you always know itâs me?ââ
That is not an understatement. Whatever the place or the number of people around him, he always knows that itâs you. Heâll call youâre name if you come up behind him or turn his head right at you as you walk into the room.
ââThe way you walk.ââ He looks at you smiling as you crouch down beside him, joining the scratching session to his companion bliss. ââI find the sound of your footsteps easy to recognize.ââ
ââSo thatâs your secret. Can you recognize everyone?ââ
ââNot at all. I usually have a general idea of who it might be, but the ones I can always recognize are you and most of the Hullaballooâs. Naibâs too, but thatâs another story.ââ He says his smile turning a little sour. You wince, knowing what heâs referring to.
ââActually, I came to see if you were alright. I heard that Mike got into an argument or fight with Naib. Knowing you, you probably try to diffuse it, right? Since no one was injured.ââ You say taking a seat on some fallen birch. Murro joins you on your improvised bench, his companion ruffling himself before going to search on the soil for something to eat around here.
ââAh, thatâŠââ He looks away, his hand scratching the back of his head as he thinks about what happened. You put your hand on top of the one that rest on the fallen tree.
ââI take it wasnât just some bickering?ââ
Murro sigh. ââMike found out that Naib was the one to kill me.ââ
ââOh⊠He didnât know?ââ
ââNo, I always made sure not to bring it up and made excuses whenever he would ask me why I was so unease with him. I knew it would escalate and the last thing we need is more reasons to fight.ââ He presses his fingers into the wood, while letting you keep your hand on top of his.
ââNo wonder shit got loose. Mike gets really aggressive whenever it concerns Hullaballoo and its people. Pretty sure he doesnât like me being around you too much either.ââ You say half joking.
ââIâll talk to him about it. Hullaballoo was his whole life and family. Heâs very protective of what is left. But he shouldnât be like that to you.ââ
You put your head on his shoulder and intertwine your fingers together as you continue the conversation. ââMeh itâs ok. What happened in the end? The fight I mean.ââ
ââOh, I just had to restrain Mike, Naib just ignored him. As long as people donât become physical with him, he doesnât react much.ââ His head comes to rest on top of yours as he squeezes your hand in return. ââItâs getting Mike to calm down and drop it that was hard. Iâm worried for the next time theyâll see each other.ââ
Sensing the distress of his friend, Murroâs companion comes back and let himself drop on your feet. Pressing himself against your legs and resting his head on Murroâs lap to comfort him.
ââOh boyâŠââ You start. ââI think my legs just got crushed into powder.ââ
ââWait until he gets overly excited and runs into you.ââ He says laughing.
ââMurro⊠Normally constitute people can die from that⊠Or at least fatally injured. Iâm surprised you can still walk!ââ You say looking up at him with disbelief.
Murro avoids your look, thinking fast as he pets his companion manes. ââHeâs the runt of the litter.ââ
ââThatâs still pretty dangerousâŠââ You sigh while smiling. ââOh well, I canât be mad at you and even less at this cutie.ââ you say to his companion as you scratch his chin with your free hand. The companion seems pretty pleases with your scratches.
Murro looks at the two of you interacting. Warmth flooding in his chest at the sight of the two of you getting along so well. People finding boar cute didnât run the street. And his boar was an important part of his family.
The two of you stay like that for a while. Taking in the cool breeze and resting on each othersâ shoulders with your eyes closed. Thinking about nothing, just taking in the peace. And your legs getting more and more crushed as Murroâs companion was falling asleep.
It doesnât take long for the dawn air to start settling in, and goosebump coming with it.
ââShould we head inside?ââ Murro asks you. Feeling cold too.
ââBut the noiseeeeâŠââ You pout.
Murroâs sight. ââYou know that the manor is big enough for us to be away from the others? Even in the communal spaces.ââ
ââMaybe for you, but everyone is so noisy in there. Even their silence is noisy. Youâre the only oneâs thatâs not.ââ
ââAlright, alright. But once itâs dark we go back inside. Weâll both catch a cold otherwiseââ he says with a sigh. But even with your eyes closed you can feel his smile. He also prefers to be out anyway. Put unlike you, the manor feels claustrophobic for him.
ââmmhm!ââ Thatâs your only answer as you nuzzle more comfortably into his neck.
You break the silence not long after.
ââYou know, in books they said kissing makes you feel warms~ââ
ââOh really?ââ He scoffs playfully at your sentence.
ââIt doesnât hurt to give it a try.ââ
ââYou know you donât need to make up excuses to have more kisses. I was out in matches a lot these days. I missed you too.ââ
ââI have no idea what youâre talking aboutââ You answer playfully as he rolls his eyes playfully.
His face comes looking for yours. His lips getting to yours softly, as you lift you head for a better access. The tip of his mustache tickling your skin during your exchange of soft kisses. You nibble at his lips teasingly, your free hand going up to rest on his face. Your fingers intertwine in his wild beard while your thumb caress his cheek.
The air around you two gets warmer and you open your mouth to let him in. His own hand going to your neck as he gets a taste of you. Something heâs been longing for some time now.
Unable to move your legs, the position isnât the most comfortable, but right now it doesnât matter. You just feel great with him.
Soon you both part ways to take in some air. You close your eyes as Murro caress the back of your neck with his thumb. Resting your forehead against each other. The sounds of frogs signaling the night fall.
ââItâs time to go.ââ He says reluctance in his voice.
ââWe canât wake up your companion. That would be so cruel!ââ
ââWe said, at night we go back.ââ
ââYou never specify when during the night~ââ
âââŠââ He should have seen that one coming.
#murro morton reader#identity v reader#idv x reader#idv x you#reader insert#identity v x you#idv wildling reader#gender neutral reader
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part 1 - part 2 - part 3 - part 4 - part 5 - part 6 - part 7 - part 8
When they get to the lake an hour later, Eddie is the first to come spilling out of Steve's car.
He walks several paces away from it, tuning out the post-drive chatter of his friends, his arms stretching above his head as he walks closer to the lake, stopping a few feet away from its shore.
Eddie inhales deeply, enjoying the fresh air and admiring the sunrays twinkling on the water. He can feel them on his bare arms too.
So.
Maybe the world won't end because he said a bit too much about how good he thinks Steve Harrington is.
Steve came out to them last year, on a sunny afternoon when they'd all been lazing around, reading magazines on Steve's living room after spending all day in his pool. Nancy and Eddie were arguing about how hot some actor was.
Eddie can't remember who it was now, but what he does remember is Steve casually saying "I can settle this argument, lemme see", and crawling on all fours to where Eddie and Nancy were laying practically on top of each other.
They must have worn the same perplexed expression when Steve declared "He's hot", because he then took a look at both of them and shrugged, said "I like both. I like whoever" and that had been that.
So Eddie knows Steve would not make a big deal over him basically saying he finds Steve attractive, but he's still worried, because their sexualities don't automatically mean Steve will like him like that and Eddie would never assume that, but now Steve might think he did.
He looked uncomfortable in the car and it's the only explanation Eddie can come up with.
And Steve's never been particularly receptive of Eddie's gestures, Eddie tried flirting a few weeks after Steve came out and Steve froze, whenever Eddie pays him a compliment Steve gets a little weird like he did in the car, Eddie's tried asking him to do stuff together like go on a hike, or Eddie teaching Steve to play guitar or he's even asked him to dance but Steve almost always backs down when the activity involves touching Eddie.
And it's fine. Eddie can understand, he's not everyone's type, it's cool. He just wishes he could shake the attraction off, but so far he's had no luck. If anything he only feels more attracted to Steve with every day they spend together.
And Eddie doesn't want to make him uncomfortable.
So Eddie needs to be careful not to let it show too much, because then Steve would feel forced to verbally reject him and Eddie just knows that Steve would hate that, not to mention he would be devastated himself.
Steve can't know.
After all Eddie said in the car, he'd been thinking maybe it had been a terrible idea to come along on a week long trip to a remote cabin with Steve. He'd already shown too much of his hand by gushing about him to everyone who would listen, Eddie spent the whole trip kicking himself over it.
But, as a dragonfly circles him, Eddie thinks of his friends, and he decides he can be an adult about this. He'll clear things up and apologize if Steve's still uncomfortable and they'll have a normal week.
This is meant to be fun and he always does have fun with his friends, Steve included. He always has fun with Steve especially, and he won't let his dumb feelings ruin that.
Eddie listens to quick steps coming up behind him and then a small but firm hand slaps his back.
"Are you alright?" asks Nancy, coming to stand next to him.
Eddie scoffs, doesn't turn to look at her.
" 'Course I am," he supplies "why wouldn't I be?"
Nancy gives him a withering look.
She was the first to find out about his crush, already knowing Eddie so well within a couple of weeks of their friendship.
Eddie fondly rolls his eyes, finally looking at her.
"I'm fine." he assures her "It's fine."
He offers her a smile and turns back to the lake.
Nancy gives him a once over before she wraps her arm around his waist.
Eddie sighs into the touch, her warmth comforting even in the mid day heat.
"Don't lose my fucking scrunchie" she threatens.
Eddie chuckles "I promise I won't" he lies, probably.
"Stop making promises you can't keep." Nancy shoots, untangling from Eddie's side "We should get you your own."
"Maybe I could make some!" Eddie suggests, "To replace the ones I've lost,"
"How did we switch from you buying them to this?" Nancy asks, her mouth tilting into an amused smirk.
"Oh come on, this way is more fun!" Eddie protests, almost stomping his foot in his excitement.
"You don't know how to sew" Nancy reminds him.
"Do too!" he protests, thinking of his many customized jackets and jeans. Though, he'd never made something so delicate as Nancy's pretty hair accessories.
"And Buckley said she'd teach me!" Eddie concedes.
That startles a laugh out of Nancy, "Yeah, I'd like to see how that goes" she says.
"Oh, I bet you would" Eddie shoots back winking at her. He gets shoved for it.
"Shut up." Nancy demands, giggling.
As their laughter dies down and Eddie straightens up, Nancy turns to the lake.
"It's so pretty here" she comments, looking out at the forest tree line beyond the water.
"Sure is" Eddie agrees, watching birds fly by.
After a while Nancy slips her hand in his and interlaces their fingers.
"C'mon," she says "we're the designated lunch ladies"
"Oh?" Eddie asks, following as she tugs him along.
"Yup! Steve and Jonathan are unpacking and Rob and Argyle called dish duty"
"Thank god for that," Eddie quips
Nancy laughs "That's exactly what I thought"
part 3
#steddie#steddie headcanon#steveddie#steve x eddie#stranger things#the next two parts of this are ready too but im getting a migraine so you'll have to give me until tomorrow okay? okay. love u. gn!#.#pushing the ''Eddie and Nancy are best friends'' agenda#steddie lake fic
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Robert Fischer (Inception) x Reader
note: Hey guys, Iâve rewritten this story a bit and decided to post it on my sideblog. I've changed some of the themes and also that the main character is no longer an OC named Victoria, but the reader. I think this story is kinda difficult to write, which is why I've rewritten it several times. I love plots like Shutter Island and tried to do something similar here & itâs also a story about parasocial relationships and unrequited love.
summary: The reader is hopelessly in love with her boss Robert Fischer, but he doesn't seem to be interested in her. By an unexpected coincidence, they meet in the city and his sudden intense affection for her confuses her. The reader begins to suspect that something is wrong, and when she finally uncovers the truth about her encounters with Fischer the heartbreaking reality is revealed to her.
you donât have to watch the movie to understand the story.
age gap, but the characters are both adults. Robert is 37-39, is divorced and has a child. The reader is about 28/29.
word count: 5000+
warnings: topics like mental illness, depression, this is a quite dark and heavy story
It was just half past seven when she heard the familiar footsteps in the corridor approaching the office next door. A key was inserted into the lock and a moment later the door opened.
Glancing around to make sure her workspace wasn't too messy, she threw an old paper cup into the bin before her boss poked his head through the door.
"Good morning, Miss YLN, so busy already?" he asked with a tired smile. "It doesn't reflect well on me as a boss to have my assistant here before me. I'm sorry, Monday mornings are always a bit stressful for me."
"No problem, Mr Fischer. I've already sorted the mail for you, it's on your desk," she said kindly, watching him as he took off his coat and hung it on the coat rack, a little damp from the rain.
"Thank you, I can count on you."
He was a very elegant, handsome man, about ten years her senior, with dark hair, blue eyes, high cheekbones and an elegant black suit. She must have stared at him a little too long, because he turned to her with a questioning smile.
Immediately her cheeks flushed and she turned back to her computer screen, but by then Mr Fischer had already approached her and put some documents on her desk. "Please scan them all and email them to Mr Parker, he's been waiting for them for days," he said to her. "It would be best if we sat down together later and quickly discuss my tasks for today, there is a lot to do. If I'm not mistaken, I have a client meeting at three today."
"At two, sir," she corrected him, handing him a planner with today's date thickly underlined.
He started to grin. "You see, this is exactly why I have an assistant."
Fischer disappeared into his office.
She sighed slightly and went to work scanning the documents. She had been working for Fischer Morrow, one of the world's largest energy companies, for barely a month. Their headquarters had moved from Sydney to London after the death of their CEO, Maurice Fischer. Her current boss, Robert Fischer, was a direct descendant.
She liked Fischer Jr a lot. He was friendly, supportive and didn't get angry when things didn't go to plan. But in some ways he always seemed so unapproachable. For example, he never talked about his private life and YN had no idea who he was outside of work. Then again, he was her boss and his private life was none of her business. But deep down she admitted that she was very interested in him.
The days flew by and she finally felt as if she had been employed by Fischer Morrow for an eternity. But who Robert Fischer really was remained a mystery.
One evening, as she was about to leave, she quietly opened the door to Fischer's office. He was sitting in front of his computer, his chin resting on his hands. "Have a nice evening, Mr Fischer." He jumped slightly, obviously not having heard her come in, but then he smiled. "Thank you, you too."
YN looked at her watch. "It's almost half past seven, don't you want to finish your work soon? Don't you have a wife waiting for you?"
Mr Fischer shrugged. "I've been divorced for a few years now, and I only see my daughter at weekends. The only thing waiting for me is an empty, dark apartment."
YN held her breath. It was the first time he had told her anything about his private life. But in the same second, he seemed to regret his words.
"No one waits for me either," she said. "Except for my cat."
Fischer raised an eyebrow with a smile. "At least that's something."
Finally she said goodbye and left the office. But all the way home, she kept thinking about her conversation with Fischer.
Was he perhaps as lonely as she was?
Tired, YN lay in bed. She didn't even have the strength to change her clothes and remove her make up. Although she wanted nothing more than to get out of that itchy, uncomfortable dress and tights. A quiet meow sounded beside her and she felt something soft brush against her arm. Smiling, she pulled the cat closer and buried her face in its white fur.
Since leaving her small home village for London, she had no one to talk to. Her old friends had all left her and moved on with their own lives. Robert Fischer was the only one she spoke to regularly, though it was far from a friendship. With the cat in her arms, she turned to the other side. But what if she had feelings for him?
Maybe she should tell him. But wasn't that too much? He was still her boss, after all, and there were probably plenty of women who were interested in him.
She quickly pushed the thought aside and closed her eyes.
Robert Fischer turned curiously when he heard the quick clicking of heels in the corridor. Panting, his assistant opened the door and dropped her bag on the desk.
"Miss YLN, are you okay?"
Her hair was messy, her coat hung loosely over her shoulders as if she hadn't had time to put it on properly, and her lipstick was a little smudged.
"I⊠overslept," she said, panting. "I'm sorry."
Fischer looked at her with a raised eyebrow. "It's okay. But it shouldn't happen again."
"Of course not, sir," she replied immediately.
He quickly disappeared into his office and returned with a thick stack of papers and a folder.
"Would you be so kind as to sort these documents alphabetically for me? They've been on my desk for days and I haven't had a chance to get to them. I know it's not an exciting task."
She nodded and took the heavy pile from his hand. Fischer thanked her and hurried back to his office.
Sighing, she set to work. But with each page, she found her concentration fading and her mind wandering. Her head ached, her eyes burned and she felt incredibly tired. But she tried not to show it, kept working as hard as she could and finally put the sorted file back on Mr Fischer's desk.
Exhausted, she walked back to her office, sat down in her chair and buried her face in her hands. She was shivering and her ears were ringing. Was it because she had forgotten to take her medicine today?
"Miss YLN?" she heard her boss' voice.
She turned immediately and forced a smile. "Yes, Mr Fischer?"
"I have an job interview scheduled for ten, would you be so kind as to prepare the conference room for it?"
"Of course, sir."
He stopped halfway and looked at YN questioningly. "Are you okay? You look so pale." She nodded quickly, forcing a smile. "Everything's fine, Mr Fischer." Fischer looked at her, raised his eyebrows, then handed her the key to the meeting room and disappeared back into his office.
A strange feeling of dizziness spread through her head as she walked down the long corridor leading to the conference rooms.
What was wrong with her today?
When it started to get dark outside, YN finally turned off her computer and reached for her bag. The strange dizziness had improved during the day, leading her to conclude that she simply needed a break from work. Fortunately, it was Friday. She knocked gently on Fischer's door, as she always did before leaving, to wish him a pleasant evening. He was sitting there as usual, his chin resting on his hand, deep in thought. He glanced up briefly and nodded politely, noticing her in the doorway. He looked stunningly handsome today, even after this long and exhausting day.
"I didn't ask you how the job interviews went this morning," she asked curiously. Fischer shook his head. "Terribly," he said. "None of these people I'd want in my company." His voice was cold and dismissive, and for a moment she thought he was referring to her, even though she knew he meant someone else. She smiled awkwardly and shrugged slightly. "Well, maybe the next one will be better."
Fischer remained silent.
"Have a good weekend, Mr Fischer."
"You too, Miss YLN." He gave her a friendly smile.
"Do you have any plans for the weekend? I know a good restaurant, would you like to join me?" The moment she realised what she had just said, she bit her lip, her face turning red. Had she completely lost her mind? She desperately hoped he hadn't heard what she'd asked, but it was too late. She could see Fischer raise his eyebrows in confusion and stare at her.
"No, Miss YLN. I'm not interested. I keep my work and personal life strictly separate." She immediately looked down, embarrassed. Thoughts raced through her mind like a rollercoaster and her cheeks felt as if they were on fire. "I'm sorry, Mr Fischer, I shouldn't have asked you that." She finally grabbed her bag and left the office without another word, feeling Fischer's gaze on her back.
It was drizzling lightly as she walked through the busy streets of London. The cold air did her good and she felt her head clear a little.
Why had she done this? It had been clear from the start that a man like him would reject her. But the words had come out of her mouth as if she had completely lost control. She felt a tear roll down her cheek and quickly wiped it away. She didn't want to have a mental breakdown in public, even though it felt like Fischer had torn her heart into a thousand pieces. Suddenly the strange dizziness returned and her vision blurred slightly. The sounds of London became muffled, as if she were incredibly far away.
"Miss YLN, wait!" she suddenly heard a voice behind her that seemed to be getting closer.
She turned around. The dizziness had disappeared as quickly as it had appeared. Startled, her eyes widened as she saw the person in front of her - it was Mr Fischer. What was he doing here? Had he followed her? She tried to speak, but all she could manage was a hoarse stutter.
"I wanted to apologize, Miss YLN. It wasn't very nice of me to brush you off like that," he said with a gentle laugh. His voice sounded strangely different, softer than usual. Wordless and spellbound, she stared into the pair of light blue eyes before her, apologetic and gentle in their expression. She knew Mr Fischer had blue eyes, but she'd never noticed how incredibly bright they looked.
"It's okay, don't worry," she managed to say, her knees shaking with excitement.
"No, no, Miss YLN. I'll think about the dinner offer, okay? Just because we work together doesn't mean we can't have dinner together, does it?" Fischer suggested, and she nodded slowly, then smiled.
Why this sudden change of heart?
"Well, see you soon." He waved goodbye and YN, still completely confused, raised her hand in response. But before she could form another thought, he had disappeared into the crowd.
Carefully, YN pressed the shutter on her old camera, focusing the lens on the small lake in front of her. Satisfied, she lowered it. She was confident that this snapshot would turn out well. This park was a place she often visited to clear her head and pursue her passion, photography, as it offered many beautiful subjects. Especially now, in autumn, when the trees were covered with colourful leaves and the silence was slowly descending, with only the occasional pedestrian passing by.
Her dizziness had eased a little, but not completely. Fortunately, it was Saturday and she had the whole day to herself. YN sat down on a bench under a tree that looked to be at least a hundred years old.
She sat there for a while, lost in thought. Eventually she got up and made her way to the West End. The streets of London were noisy and busy as she walked, looking for a warm place in a café and something to eat. Crowds of people rushed past her, music played from somewhere and loud voices filled the air. Exhausted, she rubbed her temples. Maybe she should have stayed home and rested.
Suddenly she held her breath as she spotted a familiar face in the crowd. Dark hair, high cheekbones and piercing blue eyes. Fischer. But before she could think, he had already noticed her and started to smile at her.
"Miss YLN, how nice to see you! What a coincidence!"
It was the first time she had seen him in his casual clothes rather than one of his business suits. But this was no less elegant and stylish. He was wearing a well-fitting black coat, a grey knitted jumper underneath and black trousers. It was so strange to see him outside his office at Fischer Morrow Company. Suddenly he didn't seem so unapproachable and distant anymore.
"What are you doing here?" she asked curiously.
He paused for a moment. He seemed to be considering whether or not to tell her.
"I took my little girl to her friend's house for a sleepover. She's been asking me for weeks because her mum won't let her."
"So you're a cool dad," YN replied.
Fischer rolled his eyes. "I'm the one who lets her get away with everything. We had to turn back twice because she realised she had forgotten her favourite stuffed animal and her toothbrush."
She laughed softly. In a strange way, she enjoyed him talking so openly about his life.
"Oh wow, that looks amazing. It's quite old, isn't it?" Mr Fischer pointed to the camera around her neck. "From the 1960s. But it takes incredibly good pictures for that time," she explained. Fischer seemed genuinely impressed. "Do you have more like it?"
"I have quite a few. From the 50s to the 80s, actually, and of course some modern digital cameras. Photography has been my passion since I was a child," she explained. Fischer looked at her with an interested smile. "So there's actually film in there that needs to be developed?" she nodded in confirmation. "Some photo shops still offer that service, yes."
Mr Fischer seemed genuinely interested in her hobby, asking her questions about it as they walked side by side through the streets of London. She felt incredibly comfortable in his presence and hoped he wouldn't leave so soon. Finally he pointed to the camera again. "Would you take a picture of me, please? I'd like a 60's style photo of myself." YN's heart began to beat faster in her chest. What had he just said?
"Of course, Mr Fischer," she replied nervously. "Robert. My name is Robert," he replied. Suddenly, she stopped in her tracks, completely surprised. No one at Fischer Morrow Ltd called him by his first name, and outside the company she had only heard his uncle, Peter Browning, call him Robert.
"Let's find a nice spot for the photo," he said, letting his gaze wander until it settled on a beautiful fountain.
Carefully, she picked up the camera, took a few steps back and held it directly in front of Robert's face. "Smile, please," she instructed him, finally pressing the shutter.
A pedestrian who had just passed them looked at YN with a confused expression and shook his head. Frowning, she looked after him before carefully tucking the camera into her handbag.
Are you hungry?" asked Robert. "We could go to a restaurant."
Surprised, she looked at him. "I don't knowâŠ" she said hesitantly, biting her lower lip. In fact, she had never expected to be asked such a question.
He looked at her with raised eyebrows and she could see the disappointment in his eyes. Finally, she worked up the courage to say what was on her mind.
"It's just⊠To be honest, you told me yesterday that you were someone who kept your work and personal life strictly separate. Maybe it would be better if we did. After all, I'm your employee."
As much as she wanted to spend time with him, she was afraid of developing even more feelings for him. Robert nodded slowly and shoved his hands into his coat pockets.
"I really like you. I just never wanted to show it, that's why I was so reserved with you and told you I wasn't interested in you".
She closed her eyes and let out a sigh as a ton of thoughts went through her head. Robert finally nodded at her with a slightly disappointed look on his face and turned on his heel.
"Wait!" she called after him.
He stopped immediately and looked at her hopefully.
"Let's give it a try, shall we?"
"YN⊠is that a French name?"
Robert's voice sounded slightly tipsy as he grinned curiously at her, twirling his wine glass casually in his hands.
He had taken her to a rather fancy and expensive place, the walls were dark wood panelling, the chairs were covered in red velvet and soft jazz music was playing on one of the radios. Robert looked hauntingly beautiful that night. His skin seemed incredibly soft and flawless, his jawline even more prominent, and his blue eyes shone almost ghostly in the dim light, almost like he wasnât realâŠ
She smiled, nodded and took a sip from her glass. "My father is French. I grew up in France but moved to England when I was 15."
He nodded with interest, rubbing his chin with his finger.
"And you? I heard you're Australian," she asked curiously.
Robert laughed and ran a hand through his dark hair. "Well, my accent makes it obvious."
YN blushed and looked down at her plate. What a stupid question.
But Robert didn't seem to mind too much, because he started talking about his life in Sydney, how he had finally moved to London after his father's death, and she listened with interest.
But suddenly he stopped and looked at her thoughtfully. "But I'm probably just boring you."
YN immediately shook her head. "No, you're not," she told him. "I find it really interesting to find out all this about you."
At that moment a waitress came to their table with a smile and asked YN in a friendly tone if she had enjoyed her meal. But the waitress paid no attention to Robert, YN noticed with surprise. Perhaps she was just being extra polite to the lady.
Robert pulled out a black leather wallet and rummaged through it. Quickly, YN pulled a few notes out of her habdbag and handed them to the waitress. "Keep the change," she said.
The waitress looked at her with wide eyes, "Thank you, ma'am," she said gratefully, "have a nice evening.
Then she turned and left the table.
"You didn't have to do that," Robert said. "As a gentleman, it's actually my job to pay."
She shook her head in amusement. "I bet that's never happened to you before, has it?"
Robert shook his head and took the last drink from his glass. There was a moment of silence between them.
"Okay. So what's the plan for the rest of the evening?"
She looked at him in surprise. As soon as he said the words, she felt a tingle in her stomach.
The church clock struck twelve as she crossed the street hand in hand with Robert. It was freezing, and she had pulled her scarf so far up her face that only her eyes and nose were visible. Her date looked at her with amusement. "Are you going to rob a bank?" he asked, laughing out loud.
"Shh!" she snapped at him, putting her fingers to his lips. "You'll wake up the whole neighbourhood."
Although it was quite dark and she could only make out Robert, she knew that his typical mischievous grin was back on his face. She pulled him firmly behind her until they reached the small white building.
"Is this where you live?" Robert asked.
She put her finger to his lips for a second time until Robert stopped talking and looked silently into her eyes. Her heart was beating in her chest as she finally stood on her toes, put her arms around his neck and placed her lips on his. Robert returned the kiss without hesitation and gently pulled her into his arms. YN could hardly believe what was happening. It was everything she had secretly wanted for months. They remained like this for a moment before she finally let go of him and reached for her key.
She felt for Robert's upper arm and finally pulled him into her apartment, closing the door behind him. She immediately wrapped her arms around him and began to kiss him again. His lips were a little cold and tasted of wine. Together they stumbled backwards into her bedroom, taking off his coat, which she tossed carelessly to the floor.
Robert's fingers stroked carefully along her hip and fumbled a little with her belt while she was busy putting little kisses on his neck. With slightly trembling hands she pulled his jumper over his head and Robert took her hand.
"Are you nervous?" he wanted to know. She remained silent.
"Don't be," he whispered softly into her ear, taking her in his arms again and pulling her onto the bed. Breathing softly, she clung to his chest, leaned back and finally closed her eyes as she felt his warm skin against hers.
The sun shone through the half-open curtains, creating a narrow, bright streak across the floor. Blinking, she opened her eyes and stretched. But immediately a sharp pain shot through her head again and she held her forehead tiredly. Confused, she sat up and tried to remember what had happened yesterday.
But when she heard soft breathing next to her, she turned quickly and all the events of last night came back to her. Smiling, she looked over at Robert, snuggled up next to her in her beige blanket, sleeping peacefully. Tenderly stroking his messy hair, she lay down beside him again and then began to caress his bare chest. Perhaps what they had done was wrong. After all, they were two people who should never have fallen in love. But it had happened, and it felt so right. They remained in this position for some time, Robert asleep and YN lost in thought.
Her eyes swept through the bedroom until they settled on a small white box on her dresser. Quickly sitting up, she reached for it and put a small pill into her mouth. Eventually, Robert began to move a little beside her, opening his eyes tiredly. Smiling broadly, she gave him a small kiss on the tip of his nose.
"Good morning," she whispered.
"Good morning," Robert murmured in a raspy morning voice.
"Did you sleep well?" she asked.
"Yes, wonderfully." He yawned loudly and took her into his arms as she laid her head lovingly on his shoulder.
"Wait, what time is it?" he suddenly wanted to know.
"Quarter past ten, why do you ask?" she replied.
"Shit," Robert muttered as he let go of the hug, jumped out of the bed and started to pick up his clothes, which were strewn all over the floor.
"Wait, wait, where are you going?" she asked, looking at him in confusion.
"I should've picked up my daughter by now," he replied, hurrying to get dressed.
Sighing, she pulled the blanket around her a little tighter. "Can't it wait? Can't you stay for breakfast?"
"I'm sorry, but I'm sure she's already waiting for me.â Robert dodged her questions, grabbing his coat on the floor and sighing when he saw her disappointed look.
He walked slowly towards her, stroking her chin with his finger, and finally whispered: "We can catch up later." Then he put a soft kiss on her lips before turning around and disappearing through the door. She sank back into the pillows and pulled the blanket over her head.
The rest of Sunday flew by. Mostly because her mind was on Robert and she could hardly wait to see him again tomorrow at work. She had probably never looked forward to a Monday in her life as much as she did that day.
The next morning, YN carefully applied her lipstick and looked at herself in the bathroom mirror. She noticed that the collar of her white blouse was a little crooked and quickly adjusted it. She wanted to look her best for Robert today, so he wouldn't change his mind and lose interest in her.
Humming softly, she put on her black high heels and grabbed her handbag. She quickly put another pill into her mouth and put the box in her bag. Her headache was completely gone and her head finally felt clear and light again. In a good mood, she breathed in the fresh morning air and made her way to work.
Her heels clicked on the floor as she walked down the familiar corridor of Fischer Morrow. The lights were on in Robert's office. She ran a final hand through her hair, smoothed her blouse and opened the door to her own office.
The air was stuffy and hot. Coughing, she ran to the window and opened it.
"Good morning, Miss YLN, I hope you had a nice weekend," a familiar voice sounded from behind her.
Startled, she turned to see Robert's face as he stuck his head through the door, as he always did.
Why didn't he call her by her first name? Confused, she stared at him, trying to form a clear sentence. "But⊠But⊠we spent it togetherâŠ" her voice finally broke. Her head suddenly hurt again.
He seemed so different again. Not the Robert she had spent the weekend with, not the one who had apologised for being too rude to her, not the one who had made her laugh and told her about his life. He seemed more like the one she had worked with for months, the one who never revealed anything about himself.
"Miss YLN? I haven't seen you since Friday, when you left my office after⊠asking me that question."
Her heart almost stopped. Suddenly her knees gave way and she sank to the floor.
"Are you okay? Are you feeling unwell?" Concerned, he bent down to her. "Do you want to go home and rest?"
She nodded slightly and wiped a tear from her eye, which had turned her fingers black from the carefully applied mascara. Then she got up and left the office.
At home, she lay motionless on her bed, tears streaming down her cheeks. She couldn't think straight and her throat felt incredibly dry. The door to her room, which was only ajar, opened gently and something small and white slipped through. Sniffling, she stretched out her arms and lifted her cat onto the bed.
Everything that had happened that weekend had been fake. She had made it all up. And all of this happened because she had forgotten to take the pills against her delusions. Robert hadn't really followed her on Friday evening; it was all a figment of her imagination. While his real self was still sitting in the office, probably not thinking about her at all. Everything suddenly made sense: why Robert looked a bit different, why his voice sounded different, the waitress who ignored him on Saturday because she couldnât actually see him, the pedestrian who gave her a confused look because she was talking to herself while taking the photo.
The photo.
She immediately got up, put on her shoes and ran to the photo shop where she had left the film to be developed. Her heart raced as the staff handed her the envelope with the photos. Trembling, she finally grabbed the Saturday night photo, without looking at it herself, and held it up to the staff's face. "What do you see?" she asked.
The young man looked at her in confusion, but remained polite. "The fountain at Piccadilly Circus. Great picture, it turned out really nice."
"Anything else?" she asked.
"No, ma'am," he replied, and it felt like a slap in her face. Fischer had never been there with her. Only her lonely and sad mind had led her to believe that he was interested in her and loved her. Tears welled in her eyes and she left the shop without another word. When she got home, she immediately took the white box of pills from her handbag, rushed into the kitchen, opened it and poured the pills into the bin.
Crying and with burning eyes, she finally lay down on her bed and buried her head in the pillow as her cat purred softly beside her. She must have stayed like that for hours, as the sun began to set again outside her window. When she finally lifted her head and wiped the tears from her face, she saw a dark haired man sitting beside her bed, looking at her lovingly with his pale blue eyes. A smile suddenly appeared on her face and she began to laugh, pulling the man into a tight hug.
some explanations because i know that story is kinda mind-fucking:
âą Is Robert Fischer all a creation of the readers mind?
- No he actually exists, heâs her boss and sheâs in love with hin but she imagines dating him.
âą When is he real, when is he fake?
- - The Robert Fischer in the office is real, he turns her down when she asks him out, leaving YN heartbroken. The moment she leaves the office, she starts to imagine what it would be like if he apologised to her, so the man who follows her is just her imagination. The real Robert Fischer is still in his office at Fischer-Morrow.
When she visits the city on Saturday and meets "Robert" and goes on a date with him, it's also just her imagination. That's why other people react to her with confusion, because she's basically talking to herself all the time. On Sunday morning, when she wakes up next to him, he's still fake. When she takes her pills, he quickly "disappears" (he says he has to pick up his daughter...) because they stop her delusions.
On Monday morning, when she gets back to her office, the real Robert Fischer is there again, who hadn't seen her since he had rejected her on Friday evening.
When she gets home, she throws away her pills and her delusions start again. The man who sat next to her on the bed and comforted her is again the imaginary version of Robert.
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The Riddle of Tom Riddle: Part 4/7
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, part 5, part 6, Part 7)
Home Sweet Hogwarts
Continuing with Tom's life at Hogwarts. He learns magic, makes Horcruxes, and is still as lonely as in the orphanage but probably isn't yet as evil as Dumbledore likes to make him out to be.
This is the post where I finally explain why Tom would ask Slughorn how to make a Horcrux after he already made 2 of them.
This turned out a little longer than I was expecting, but... đ€·ââïž
Slytherin's Legacy and the Chamber of Secrets
We know Tom opened the Chamber of Secrets and we know Myrtle Warren died. But I want to ask why he opened the chamber? I mean, if he really wanted to kill muggleborns, I'd expect someone competent and intelligent like him to kill more than one.
âTo ask you how you died,â said Harry. Myrtleâs whole aspect changed at once. She looked as though she had never been asked such a flattering question. âOoooh, it was dreadful,â she said with relish. âIt happened right in here. I died in this very stall. I remember it so well. Iâd hidden because Olive Hornby was teasing me about my glasses. The door was locked, and I was crying, and then I heard somebody come in. They said something funny. A different language, I think it must have been. Anyway, what really got me was that it was a boy speaking. So I unlocked the door, to tell him to go and use his own toilet, and then ââ Myrtle swelled importantly, her face shining. âI died.â âHow?â said Harry. âNo idea,â said Myrtle in hushed tones. âI just remember seeing a pair of great, big, yellow eyes. My whole body sort of seized up, and then I was floating away. . . .â
(Chamber of Secrets, pages 276-277)
Myrtle graciously describes her death for us. And all in all, this doesn't sound planned. Far from it. She was crying in a locked stall and went out becouse she heard a boy and wanted to tell him to leave. She saw the eyes of the basilisk the moment she left the stall.
I'd hardly call this well planned or intended. And the fact Tom doesn't kill anyone else supports this even more.
âSit down,â said Dippet. âIâve just been reading the letter you sent me.â âOh,â said Riddle. He sat down, gripping his hands together very tightly. âMy dear boy,â said Dippet kindly, âI cannot possibly let you stay at school over the summer. Surely you want to go home for the holidays?â âNo,â said Riddle at once. âIâd much rather stay at Hogwarts than go back to that â to that ââ âYou live in a Muggle orphanage during the holidays, I believe?â said Dippet curiously. âYes, sir,â said Riddle, reddening slightly. âYou are Muggle-born?â âHalf-blood, sir,â said Riddle. âMuggle father, witch mother.â âAnd are both your parents â ?â âMy mother died just after I was born, sir. They told me at the orphanage she lived just long enough to name me â Tom after my father, Marvolo after my grandfather.â Dippet clucked his tongue sympathetically. âThe thing is, Tom,â he sighed, âspecial arrangements might have been made for you, but in the current circumstances. . . .â âYou mean all these attacks, sir?â said Riddle, and Harryâs heart leapt, and he moved closer, scared of missing anything. âPrecisely,â said the headmaster. âMy dear boy, you must see how foolish it would be of me to allow you to remain at the castle when term ends. Particularly in light of the recent tragedy . . . the death of that poor little girl. . . . You will be safer by far at your orphanage. As a matter of fact, the Ministry of Magic is even now talking about closing the school. We are no nearer locating the â er â source of all this unpleasantness. . . .â
(Chamber of Secrets, page 227)
This isn't exactly regarding Slytherin's legacy, but I found it important nonetheless for Tom's character. Tom really hates the orphanage. And for good reason, not just what I mentioned in the previous post, but WW2 started by this point.
For context, Tom opened the chamber in his fifth year, which was in 1942. 1942 was at the height of World War II. In the past two summers (1940 and 1941) Tom was in London during the Blitz. He was there in the rubble and the bomb shelters and he is quite rightfully pissed that Dippet calls that being "safe".
It's not exactly related but Dippet even asked if he was muggleborn, to tell if the monster of the chamber would go after him. Which I find curious. It is relevant for something I mention later in this post, but it generally means most of everyone assumed him to be muggleborn during his school years and treated him as such.
The point is, Tom is unsafe in the orphanage, we're now it not only ridicule and loneliness that awaited him, but starvation, death, and air raids. This helplessness against death he faced in the two years leading up to his first Horcrux was probably the final push for him to try and search for a way to be immortal.
Becouse all his magic does no good against the bombs.
âIt was my word against Hagridâs, Harry. Well, you can imagine how it looked to old Armando Dippet. On the one hand, Tom Riddle, poor but brilliant, parentless but so brave, school prefect, model student . . . on the other hand, big, blundering Hagrid, in trouble every other week, trying to raise werewolf cubs under his bed, sneaking off to the Forbidden Forest to wrestle trolls . . . but I admit, even I was surprised how well the plan worked. I thought someone must realize that Hagrid couldnât possibly be the Heir of Slytherin. It had taken me five whole years to find out everything I could about the Chamber of Secrets and discover the secret entrance . . . as though Hagrid had the brains, or the power! âOnly the Transfiguration teacher, Dumbledore, seemed to think Hagrid was innocent. He persuaded Dippet to keep Hagrid and train him as gamekeeper. Yes, I think Dumbledore might have guessed. . . . Dumbledore never seemed to like me as much as the other teachers did. . . .â
(Chamber of Secrets, page 288)
Here I mostly want to note 2 main things.
The first, Tom mentions how the teachers saw him. Remember the act of politeness I mentioned in my previous post, this is it. Tom became so comfortable in his mask thanks to Dumbledore's lack of empathy. Brilliant, perfect, and polite.
The second is that he mentioned he searched for the Chamber for five years. As this is his fifth year, it means he searched for it during all his Hogwarts years. It means that eleven-year-old, young Tom Riddle discovered his parseltongue is related to Salazar Slytherin and he became obsessed with finding more of its legacy.
And, it's easy to see why. He knew nothing about his family besides his own name, he, like any orphan, was curious. And when he realizes how important his family, and by extension he, is he becomes obsessed with learning more.
He searched for the Chamber of Secrets not just to gain power or to kill muggleborns, he just wanted to know about his family. To feel part of a legacy. He also wanted power, he likes being powerful and being able to defend himself from those who scorn him. But even when he had the power â he didn't use it to kill anyone. Only by accident. And once the accident happened, he made use of it.
We'll keep seeing this crop up in Tom's life. He wants to be special and important. He wants to be treated like he's better, becouse that's what he always told himself. Him being special validates all the hate he got growing up and his beliefs that jealousy motivated it.
The other thing we're seeing crop up here and later is Tom's sentimentality. Dumbledore may say Tom lacks the capacity for love, but I think Dumbledore is bullshit. Tom is an incredibly sentimental person (he even calls himself out on it in GOF). There's a reason he chose the Founders Artifacts as his Horcruxrs, there's a reason he hid them all in Britain even when they could have been safer abroad â he's incredibly sentimental.
He loves Hogwarts. He loved that first place that ever felt like a home to him so much that he placed pieces of his soul in artifacts related to it, even if simpler items like a coin would've been safer and easier to hide.
Now, to further proof, it's never been about muggleborns for Tom:
âHavenât I already told you,â said Riddle quietly, âthat killing Mudbloods doesnât matter to me anymore? For many months now, my new target has been â you.â Harry stared at him
(Chamber of Secrets, page 289)
The final note from this section is about the diary Horcrux less than about Tom. But this is important because we see Tom follow that same behavior pattern later in during the second Wizarding War.
Harry tells Tom he failed to kill any muggleborns and Tom agrees with him. During the second book, the diary didn't care about muggleborns, the same as the real Voldemort, he only cared about killing Harry.
Throughout the series Voldemort is obsessed with killing Harry Potter. Less becouse of who he is and more what he represents.
Becouse young Tom searched for validation and found it in academics at Hogwarts. The teachers loved brilliant prefect Tom Riddle, so he put all his effort into that. Into being the perfect model student.
This perfectionism is seen in his obsession with Harry, too. Diary Tom is interested in Harry because he failed to kill him. Harry is his one failure on his perfect record â and that is why he must die. To rectify his failing.
I'll expand on this more in the future, but the fact this obsession with correcting his failiur named Harry Potter is true for both Voldemort and Diary Tom just strengthens this point.
Horcruxes and Immortality
Moving ahead in Tom's life, I want to talk about Horcruxes again. Honestly, I'll probably keep coming back to this becouse it's a big part of Tom's character. Specifically, I want to talk about Slughorn's conversation with Tom about them.
Half a dozen boys were sitting around Slughorn, all on harder or lower seats than his, and all in their mid-teens. Harry recognized Voldemort at once. His was the most handsome face and he looked the most relaxed of all the boys. His right hand lay negligently upon the arm of his chair; with a jolt, Harry saw that he was wearing Marvoloâs goldand-black ring; he had already killed his father. âSir, is it true that Professor Merrythought is retiring?â he asked. âTom, Tom, if I knew I couldnât tell you,â said Slughorn, wagging a reproving, sugar-covered finger at Riddle, though ruining the effect slightly by winking. âI must say, Iâd like to know where you get your information, boy, more knowledgeable than half the staff, you are.â Riddle smiled; the other boys laughed and cast him admiring looks.
(Half-Blood Prince, page 369)
You know what's weird about this conversation? That a lot of fans speak of it as if that's when Tom learned how to make Horcruxes when in fact, Harry notices the Gaunt family ring and comes to the currect conclusion â Tom already killed his father.
It means this talk with Slughorn happened after Tom already made 2 Horcruxes. It means he knows how to make one and knows it's possible to make more than one. So why ask?
Why potentially implement himself in dangerous illegal magic? Why hint he might be a murderer? Why risk it all for something he already knows?
Well, let's look at that conversation:
âSir, I wondered what you know about . . . about Horcruxes?â Slughorn stared at him, his thick fingers absentmindedly caressing the stem of his wine glass. âProject for Defense Against the Dark Arts, is it?â But Harry could tell that Slughorn knew perfectly well that this was not schoolwork. âNot exactly, sir,â said Riddle. âI came across the term while reading and I didnât fully understand it.â âNo . . . well . . . youâd be hard-pushed to find a book at Hogwarts thatâll give you details on Horcruxes, Tom, thatâs very Dark stuff, very Dark indeed,â said Slughorn. âBut you obviously know all about them, sir? I mean, a wizard like you â sorry, I mean, if you canât tell me, obviously â I just knew if anyone could tell me, you could â so I just thought Iâd ask ââ It was very well done, thought Harry, the hesitancy, the casual tone, the careful flattery, none of it overdone. He, Harry, had had too much experience of trying to wheedle information out of reluctant people not to recognize a master at work. He could tell that Riddle wanted the information very, very much; perhaps had been working toward this moment for weeks. âWell,â said Slughorn, not looking at Riddle, but fiddling with the ribbon on top of his box of crystalized pineapple, âwell, it canât hurt to give you an overview, of course. Just so that you understand the term. A Horcrux is the word used for an object in which a person has concealed part of their soul.â âI donât quite understand how that works, though, sir,â said Riddle. His voice was carefully controlled, but Harry could sense his excitement.
...
â. . . few would want it, Tom, very few. Death would be preferable.â But Riddleâs hunger was now apparent; his expression was greedy, he could no longer hide his longing. âHow do you split your soul?â âWell,â said Slughorn uncomfortably, âyou must understand that the soul is supposed to remain intact and whole. Splitting it is an act of violation, it is against nature.â âBut how do you do it?â âBy an act of evil â the supreme act of evil. By committing murder. Killing rips the soul apart. The wizard intent upon creating a Horcrux would use the damage to his advantage: He would encase the torn portion ââ âEncase? But how â ?â âThere is a spell, do not ask me, I donât know!â said Slughorn, shaking his head like an old elephant bothered by mosquitoes. âDo I look as though I have tried it â do I look like a killer?â âNo, sir, of course not,â said Riddle quickly. âIâm sorry . . . I didnât mean to offend . . .â
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âYes, sir,â said Riddle. âWhat I donât understand, though â just out of curiosity â I mean, would one Horcrux be much use? Can you only split your soul once? Wouldnât it be better, make you stronger, to have your soul in more pieces, I mean, for instance, isnât seven the most powerfully magical number, wouldnât seven â ?â âMerlinâs beard, Tom!â yelped Slughorn. âSeven! Isnât it bad enough to think of killing one person? And in any case . . . bad enough to divide the soul . . . but to rip it into seven pieces . . .â Slughorn looked deeply troubled now: He was gazing at Riddle as though he had never seen him plainly before, and Harry could tell that he was regretting entering into the conversation at all. âOf course,â he muttered, âthis is all hypothetical, what weâre discussing, isnât it? All academic . . .â âYes, sir, of course,â said Riddle quickly.
(Half-Blood Prince, pages 496-499)
So, let's recap this conversation:
Tom asks about Horcruxes and gets excited when Slughorn seems to know about them, the moment Slughorn starts speaking of how vile and evil Horcruxes are though, Tom changes his demeanor, more apologetic, hesitant, and polite. The mask is back. Tom continued and prodded a bit further, but not with the same hunger and excitement as before.
So, what does that tell us? Why is Tom having this conversation? What does he stand to gain? Not new information obviously...
In my former post, I mentioned Tom is looking for connections as he never really had any.
He's excited at the possibility of talking about magic he is interested in with someone, specifically â a teacher. Tom, who was scorned all his life in the Orphanage gets to Hogwarts and the teachers love him because he's polite and brilliant. And he loves all that positive attention. He boasts about it to Harry in the Chamber in an earlier quote I mentioned.
This is him seeking that attention and validation again, from Slughin, a person who praised his magical academic accomplishments often before. Tom is trying to open up and connect with Slughorn over another magical accomplishment.
But Slughorn shuts him down, and so he retreats from the conversation. Making it seem like he doesn't know how Horcruxes are made so as to not raise suspicions after he saw Slughorn didn't really know much about Horcruxes.
This scene isn't a future Dark Lord trying to learn how to become immortal â this is a sixteen-year-old boy, who was only ever recognized for academic magical accomplishment trying to gain praise for figuring out the impossible â how to become immortal. That's what he built up to, he mentioned the number so he could tell Slughorn how he figured out you could make more, how he went farther in magic than anyone else.
On the same note...
Tom doesn't really mention friends often, and I want to talk about that a bit about why he is so desperate for connection.
Think about it, he came poor, an orphan, and seemingly a muggleborn into Slytherin, the house of blood purism, during the height of Grindelwald's blood purity war against muggles. I can imagine the first few years until he proved he was the heir of Slytherin and incredibly magically powerful were not pleasant to him, and that's an understatement.
So afterward, when he does interact positively with his housemates, yes, he calls them friends, but it isn't friendship.
It was a name I was already using at Hogwarts, to my most intimate friends only, of course
(Chamber of Secrets, page 290)
âListen to me, reliving family history . . .â he said quietly, âwhy, I am growing quite sentimental. . . . But look, Harry! My true family returns. . . .â
(Goblet of Fire, page 646)
âMy friends,â he said, after a momentâs pause, âwill carry on without me, I am sure.â âI am glad to hear that you consider them friends,â said Dumbledore. âI was under the impression that they are more in the order of servants.â
(Half-Blood Prince, page 444)
He refers to his followers as friends and family repeatedly, even after graduating from Hogwarts. Now, I don't think Tom actually considers them real friends or family, but he never really had either, not in any deep sense.
I'll delve more in a later post about how he does feel affection and does have some bounds he cares more for (like Bellatrix, whom he does care for), but none of them is an example of a healthy meaningful relationship. So no wonder a sixteen-year-old Tom Riddle is so desperate for connection that he almost implicates himself in murder â because he never had any real meaningful connection.
#harry potter#harry potter thoughts#harry potter theory#hollowedtheory#hp theory#wizarding world#overthinking#lord voldemort#voldemort#tom riddle#tom marvolo riddle#voldemort analysis#hogwarts#hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry#albus dumbledore#hp#hp thoughts#horace slughorn#slytherin
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Arranged Husband
Summary/My Idea prompt for today: "Hey Robin? Apparently I'm marrying Hagan next week. Get Nance and Jon. Eddie's already on his way"
Steve is an only child so far as he knows, heir to his parents wealth, kept in Hawkins for safety. Then they tell him they've arranged a marriange to a man in town and all that paperwork they keep in Hawkins Will Tell Steve Why. and he will use it for his advantage as well as Robin's
Author's Note: I'm pretty sure this idea came from a tumblr post I saw months back about arranged marriages not making sense with how they're used in fic and ways to make them reasonable. If anyone can find that post please tell me/ tag me on it so I can link it here.
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âHey Robin?â Steve said as soon as she got to the phone, âApparently Iâm marrying Hagan next week. Get Nance and Jon. Eddieâs already on his way.â He hung up before she could ask more, knowing that heâd be talking until well after Eddie arrived if he didnât and he really preferred to discuss this fully with everyone in person.
The parcel had been delivered about an hour earlier and heâd been struggling to comprehend it the entire time. Heâd read the letter attached and grown confused enough that the parcel was still sitting unopened and Steve dreaded to open it and see what his parents thought needed sending along with the letter.
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âWoah, whatâs in the box, Stevie?â Eddie called, looking at the parcel curious, hands clearly itching to open it. âYou getting me extravagant gifts without asking me out?â
Steve laughed, an empty sound given how worried he was about opening that after the revelations of the latter. âNot quite and I donât know or really want to know. Weâll open it when the others get here though.â
âOthers? I wasnât the only one to get a call demanding I come over?â Eddie asked, lifting the box up to shake it as if that would reveal the contents. âSounds like clothing of some sort.â
He groaned, âWith the letter that got me to call you that is not a good thing.â
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âSo why are we here? Robin said something about you getting married.â Nancy asked once Steve had got drinks and snacks for them all.
He met their eyes, sighing heavily, âI need help to go through my parents paperwork, because I got this letter and that package this morning.â
A glance holding the letter up was met with a nod so Nancy began reading:
âDear Steven,
As you are aware, a Harrington must meet the expectations of society. Given you have failed to find an appropriate match at this point in your life we have arranged one for you.
Next week on Saturday you shall be married to your friend Thomas Hagan. All arrangements have been made already so you need not concern yourself with any attempt to plan.
We shall visit after your honeymoon to explain what is expected of you in the future.
Sincerely your Parents, Diana and Richard Harringtonâ
âAre you the sole heir to the Harringtonâs? Why are they making you marry a man?â Nancy asked once sheâd finished reading.
Steve shrugged, âThatâs why I need help. I want to turn their office and anywhere else paperwork might have been hidden in this house inside out until weâve got all the details and can get out of this arrangement.â
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âEasy solution, Iâll marry you.â Eddie said an hour into their discussion of the arranged marriage.
Steve shook his head, âIâm not marrying you out of convenience, and weâre not even dating.â
âYeah, if anyone gets that option, it should be me. Free me from my controlling family, Steven.â Robin laughed, leaning into him as if sheâd faint.
âItâs unlikely a lover could be half as important as you are, so sure.â Steve agreed, stunning her and getting laughs from everyone else. âWill have to be a courthouse wedding though, thereâs no time to arrange your fantasies, especially the one with the horse and carriage.â
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Theyâd both said it through the morning, mentioned dating or marriage in half serious contexts. It was repeating in Steveâs mind that they could actually make something together.
âIâve found the honeymoon tickets. Looks like the names need confirming as we board the flight and the hotel room is a king bed.â Steve called. Heâd remembered the shelf his parents usually told him to check for birthday presents had been filled on their last visit and had moved to investigating that while Nancy and Jonathan went through family documentation like birth certificates, as well as newspaper articles that had been saved.
Robin groaned. âIâm not sharing a honeymoon suite with you. Take Eddie to shock the hotel staff expecting to swoon over newly weds.â
âOh, we going to have a romantic dream away, Stevie?â Eddie cooed, coming to look over his shoulder at the pages.
âAre you going to ask me out at some point or just make allusions to a romance we could be having?â Steve countered, leaning back into him.
Eddie blinked at him for a moment before his grin melted into something softer. âOf course, Stevie, Light of my life, Hero of Hawkins, Destroyer of Demobats, would you do the honour of dating this humble bard?â
âI will, and you do have a passport, right? This is in Greece.â Steve held up the flights again.
âOh, Wayne insisted I get one just in case I need to flee town completely.â Eddie brightened to explain it, âAnd now I get a honeymoon without the wedding. How will I cope with an unfaithful boyfriend?â
Steve and Robin laughed, poking his sides, âThatâs not whatâs happening and you know it.â
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âIâve found your brother.â Nancy called from Steveâs parents room. âRichard Harrington II, born two years before you and sent to boarding school almost as soon as he could be. No articles about him beyond that.â
Steve hurried through to her, taking the articles, âBut why wasnât I informed of this, or anyone in Hawkins aware of it?â
âThe announcements were for Chicago. Your birth announcement is also but followed soon after by this in the Hawkins Post.â She pointed out, handing over the article titled âHarringtonâs return to Hawkinsâ. It described the families return for a safe place to raise Steve, calling him the heir heâd thought he was.
âSo they meant for nobody here to realise Richard II was their heir. They are jerks.â He stated.
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âHey Steve? Thought we should catch up now youâve finally been told about our marriage next week.â Tommy called through the house, letting himself in and getting the five already there to rush to the stairs landing.
âThatâs not going to happen.â Nancy called back.
Eddie leant over the banister, âYeah, heâs my boyfriend, not yours.â
âAnd going to be my husband.â Robin added, elbowing Eddie.
Steve laughed at the pair, actually heading down the stairs, âI donât want to marry an asshole like you, so thatâs not going ahead.â
âContracts have been signed. Itâs happening, Harrington. You canât refuse it.â Tommy sneered, but faltered at the sharp gazes directed at him now, especially when Eddie threw himself onto the bannister to slide down and get in his face.
âWeâve gone against far scarier things than paperwork and rich gits before, Hagan. Maybe get the fuck out before you find out how we dealt with them.â He loomed over the other, âSteve isnât marrying you.â
Tommy slapped a few pages onto Eddieâs chest. âThese say he is. Donât worry, you wonât be invited.â
âTommy.â Steve had the warning tone, usually used before he insisted on getting the kids home. âMaybe turn around and see how my family agrees with that. My parents donât have the right to sign contracts on my behalf any more.â
Behind him Joyce and Hopper had just pulled up, most of the kids with them since theyâd had a sleepover the night before. Steve hadnât explained anything to them yet, but Robin had said that if they were actually going to have a courthouse wedding that day all the party should be there too.
Tommy looked at them and was quick to leave, calling back âIâll see you at the wedding then, begging to be forgiven for this nonsense.â
âWedding?â Hopper asked, looking back to Steve curiously. âThatâs what you called us for?â
âYep, Steve and I are going to the courthouse and want everyone there. Please ignore the arrangement his parents made as we all are.â Robin nodded, grinning as if that made everything make sense.
Jonathan looked over at her with narrowed eyes, âWait, if Eddie is now Steveâs boyfriend then why is he still marrying you?â
âHarder for the Harringtonâs to argue with it if Steve can carry on his family.â Nancy explained. âBy law, their contract could be enforced on Steve if a judge decides the marriage he took first wasnât between equals or was less viable than the one proposed by the arrangement, so marrying Robin is better. Also her parents insist that she can only marry a man and had that written up in a contract so this way she fulfils it and if she decides she wants to marry a woman in the future then Steveâs the one who can agree to it.â
Robin span to face her, stunned. âI didnât tell you about that. Also how do you know the divorce thing?â
âMrs Harrington wrote up the contract for them apparently and kept a copy for some reason. I did wonder if you mightâve been an option for their arranged marriage after finding it but there were some insulting letters from your parents received after that was done, essentially saying they never should have done that.â Nancy explained. âI thought you knew where it came from.â
âI did know that. Dad mentioned it when he was criticising me for getting a job specifically to remain working with you. That theyâd sorted the contract out I mean.â Steve added, âItâs actually part of why I agreed to your joking suggestion.â
âDingus.â Robin said fondly, âSuch a thoughtful dingus who failed to tell me information about my own life. Letâs get the rest of the kids and get to that courthouse.â
âSeriously? You finally get Robin to marry you and you arenât even dating? Come on Steve, sheâs perfect for you.â Dustin exclaimed, getting out of Hopperâs truck and hurrying over to hit him on the arm.
Both Steve and Robin laughed, while Eddie shoved down on Dustinâs head. âI happen to think Iâm perfect for him instead. Stop deciding you know our relationships better than us.â
Shoving him off, Dustin shook his head, âBut they like read each others minds, insist on not parting. How can you not see it?â
âOh we see it alright, thatâs why weâre getting married. Just donât see it as romantic or anything other than platonic.â Steve sniped back. âNow are you being a best man, or are you bitching from the back row? Decide while I raid my parents room for suitable rings.â
âIâm not letting you decide that alone, Dingus. Show me the jewellery boxes.â Robin called, following as he headed back into the house.
El emerged from the truck now, smiling a little, âAre we really having a wedding today? Movies make them seem fun but difficult to arrange.â
Joyce hummed a little. âThey can be; Most people have distant friends or relatives to invite and want specific locations that need booking far in advance, but people can just as easily go to a courthouse for a small ceremony to file a marriage which doesnât take long at all to do.â
âBut why would they do it?â El innocently asked. âThereâs nothing theyâd need to rush for, is there?â
Jonathan shook his head, âThere is, El. Steve found out this morning that his parents have arranged a marriage for him. Either he needs to marry someone before it or heâll be made to marry Thomas Hagan, one of his old school friends who was far more of a bully than Steve ever was.â
âItâs an outdated thing but annoyingly legal. Why wouldnât they want their heir to-â Hopper began to ask but broke off, seeing the kids curious gazes turn to him. If the kids hadnât learnt how the wealthy viewed sexualities he didnât want to start that explanation right now.
âHe isnât the heir and that was hidden from Steve and all of Hawkins. Iâve not uncovered a reason why in their documents left here.â Nancy replied regardless.
Will leant out of the car to call, âDo we need fancy outfits for the wedding or is casual good enough?â
âWeâre all going for casual but Steveâs insisting on wearing the suit his parents sent.â Eddie yelled back. âI think we should celebrate tonight by throwing all the paint we can at it so it looks less stuffy. You got some old paints we could use for that?â
Laughter echoed his call, everyone relaxing now they knew what was going on, at least until Lucas pointed out Erica and Max definitely needed fetching for the wedding or theyâd raise hell about getting left out.
#stranger things#steve harrington#eddie munson#robin buckley#steddie#nancy wheeler#stobin#jim hopper#arranged marriage#tommy hagan
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Receptionist Danny working in the main Wayne lobby
First few days at the job site and Danny was already regretting getting this job.
Why?
Because this exact scenario had been repeated five times already just today. Not as persistent as THIS one though. God he is so tired of this bull. It got tiring after the third time now he's just tired and annoyed.
A bad combo considering Danny the "Town Menace Phantom" Fenton was beginning to lose the little patients he had left.
' just count down from ten like Jazz had taught me years ago'. Danny gave a sigh and kept repeating the mantra in his mind.
He has to stay strong he fought ghost for years! What is a few minutes worth of questions from a few eager journalist? He could handle Wes how could they be any worse?
Oh who was he kidding certainly not himself! Not after having suffered a day full of questions about shit he didn't know squat about.
This situation with this gender bent Wes was WORSE considering Danny couldn't just tell her to piss off. The others had just asked a few questions or had gotten turned down regarding questions. Not TO bad. He could handle it. He still kinda liked this job. Well, he likes the work benefits. It was the main reason he applied after all.
So give him some credit this was the sixth harpy "journalist" to come sniffing around after having gotten wind of a new employee in the main office. Though their sources must be bad. He was just a receptionist! Not the new head of the financing department or Bruce Wayne's new secretary, leave him alone!
He doesn't know what the company boss does??? Why ask him? How would lil' old receptionist Danny Fenton know!
Has he not suffered enough?? His suffering with this specific harpy had been going on for the past twenty five minutes.
"So, where does Bruce Wayne leave for during his meetings? A new woman? Man? Trouble in the family?"
Vicky Vale as she had introduced herself before had officially made Danny hear his last strained thread of patients fraying. He could only take so much before the menace in him gott done with this nonsense. Time for Ms Vale to go away, fuck off and not come back. Danny menace mode ON now.
Smiling the most customer serviceâą smile he could manage Danny responded in the flattest tone he was capable of.
"Well to fuck your mom of course, Ms Vale."
And of course at just the moment the older receptionist Ms Linda Smith that had been in charge of showing Danny the territory before retirement finally came back. With two coffee cups in her hands. She had taken off on her break the moment she spotted Ms Vale walking towards the front desk. She promised to grab him a coffee on her way back. Truly abandoning him to the wolves. Or wolf. She had bribed him and Danny hadn't even known what kind of suffering awaited him. Ms Linda had started speaking.
"Okay Danny no we don't---
Danny didn't know exactly what was up with the big boss and his family. Something was definitely up but he didn't think it was bad.
"And your dad, because we here at Wayne enterprises support the LBGTQIA community. Thank you and leave.
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Thank you for reading! I might do some more for this idea again. This is basically just the idea by @some-rotten-nest link below. I've had a similar idea about Danny being an evil assistant before. Not a receptionist though. It was fun writing this I keep thinking about all the interesting scenarios that could play out in this (Au?) Idea. Also I just wanted to test the waters. I've never written anything and actually posted it before. I hope this was okay. Um bye and have a good day oh am I kidding have a good night!
This idea is based on this https://www.tumblr.com/some-rotten-nest/725017913035276288/danny-fenton-a-new-receptionist-at-wayne by the amazing @some-rotten-nest ! I was just so inspired by it, all of my creative instincts were just itching to make something for this<3
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Gifted Drabble - NewAgeAU - The Sunshine after the Storm
Okay. So. foremost. Hi.
I am still working on stuff! And my other AUs! I just. Got distracted by NewAgeAU scheming and also a few new games.
As for what this is. @spotaus It isn't the one i spoke about before. That one is still in the works (also I am going to be real. I will most likely upload that to my AO3 as it is getting LONG and only upload a preview here.) but that is for later!!
This... You could say... is a bit of a character study. About Dust's brother... Phantom.
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He meassures the wood and sighs when he realises it is too short.
Phantom groans as he just lays with his skull against the half repaired fench.
Phantom honestly loves helping the other people in his community. He doesn't even mind having to repair the fench. But he swears if he has to redo the cutting again he is going to give up and go home.
It doesn't help that... Well...
Today was the day that his brother left their home.
Phantom often asks himself... What he had done wrong to make Dust want to leave.
Which he knows isn't the case. Dust left them a message after all. The letter itself told them exactly why he left and that he did it from a place of love and care.
Doesn't make Phantom wish he had done things differently. Maybe... Maybe it was him refusing to admit that his older brother was sick. Maybe it was all the comments about Dust just being lazy. Maybe it was the fact that Phantom would drag Dust along on the days Dust didn't feel good. It was probably very uncomfortable for Dust to be carried and moved when he already felt sick.
Phantom knows he shouldn't think like that. Shouldn't see it like that. Dust hadn't left becuase of them.
When Dust first left. When Phantom read the letter their parents had dropped in shock. He hadn't wanted to believe it. He refused to believe it. Phantomg knows his brother! He would never leave him! Phantom had shouted as much before running out.
He must have just made his parents feel even worse.
He had refused the very idea. Said that it was just Dust doing a weird game of hide and seek! That Dust was jsut hiding and Phantom had to find him! That was it!
Phantom had searched everywhere. Dust hadn't been in their town and community.
That is when the tears came.
Phantom sighs as he gets a new board ready and grabs the saw. This one shoudl be long enough. He just needs to cut it in two to make it two equal length pieces that can be used for the fench.
He had spend days- no weeks crying. Begging his parents to do something to bring Dust back. Phantom promised he would be better. That he would help with more chores and be nicer about Dust's condition... anything!
Nothing helped.
Then one day. Rain.
Phantom had been so excited. He had ran out of class and almost tripped down the stairs to get out of the building.
He had stood in the middle of the road leading into town. In the pouring rain. Waiting with the biggest smile on his face. When anyone asked him what he was doing he would point at the clouds and yell 'It is raining! That must mean Dust is almost home! He brings the rain!'
Now that Phantom is older. He knows it is more than just Dust's magic that brings the rain. That the weather can and will do that on his own. But when he was younger. Each rainfall or storm or even a slight drizzle would have him rushing outside towards the town entrance. Ready to welcome his brother home.
Dust was never there.
Each time he would feel crushed.
Phantom finishes cutting the boards and puts them in place. Happy to see they are finally big enough. With that he grabs the mullet and starts hitting the new fence posts. To push them into the ground. once those are in he grabs the barbed wire and starts to connect the two to the already made fench.
Some kids used to be weirded out by Phantom's reaction to the rain. Would say he is an idiot but Phantom never cared. He refused to believe anything else. His brother had to come back.
Which just meant. That eventually some kids would... joke about Dust not caring about them. And while Phantom feared that to be the truth he would go home and read that old letter Dust left. The singular piece of proof that Dust had done it out of love, and nothing else.
When it become obvious that Phantom wouldn't fall for that lie they made up a much worse one. That the reason Dust hadn't been coming home, was because he had dusted. That Dust had become dust.
Phantom isn't proud to admit how he reacted. The kid who made the joke ended up ahving to visit the hospital.
It had just... hit so close to the truth. Because his parents had called the mage back to them who put the spell on Dust's soul to begin with. At first because it had been growing stronger and then again when Dust had left. They feared the worst for Dust.
The mage all but confirmed this. That the spell had eben groiwng stronger and developing. that with no one there to keep an eye on it it would jsut continue to grow stronger. Until either it fried whatever was left of Dust's husk of a soul. Or until the storm go to a point where it runs out of energy and dies down, leaving the soul wihtout support and still letting it die.
Phantom had never liked how the mages spoke abotu Dust and his illness. Like it was fascinating. Like it was something they wanted to poke and prod. That was his brother's soul! how dare they not respect that?!
Luckily. Phantom generally didn't need to fear for Dust dying.
Dust has this habit of well... sending them gold.
One a month a package would be brought to them. His father and mother woudl both need to sign for it. Only to be given a wooden box full of gold. It was so much. More than both mom's and dad's saleries combined.
At first Phantom had been excited about it. Becuase it meant his brother was alive and thriving.
Nowadays. Phantom worries more. He is older. wiser. smarter. Money is earned. especially that much. Phantom fears what Dust did to earn that much.
Month after month...
Phantom sighs as he gets up and grabs his tools. He walks along the fench and tests the wood and the poles. Seems okay. Luckily the woodrot hadn't spread far. Still he will continue on and check it all just to be sure.
The worst fear he had. Was when Dust didn't send them money. It wasn't about the money. Phantom doens't care about it and knows his parents don't either. But not getting it meant with someone stole it, or because Dust couldn't send it anymore.
Then one month turned into two. Then three. Then four. Phantom had been crying and staring out of the window none-stop.
Only for a new package to be brought to them. This one, for the first time since the very first package, had a note. It spoke about how Dust was sorry to not had send them money in a while. That he was between jobs. That he new job is a lot more secure and he will send them regularly again.
Phantom had been so relieved. So happy to know his brother was still alive.
A very light drizzle starts and Phantom can't stop the hopefull look up as he feels his soul speed up.
He pushes down the impulse to drop his tools and get running to the village entrance as always.
He has a job now. He needs to make sure he does it well. He can go on his break or when he is done.
Phantom also tries not to let the hope overwhelm him. He can't let it crush him again.
Phantom gets to a new spot and looks it over. It isn't that bad and maybe just needs some new wire. That should keep those sheeps inside of it. He opens his toolbox and gets the roll of it out as he starts rewiring the section.
he can hear some horses walk closer. slowly bus surely.
Ugh. Tourists. Always walking in places they really shouldn't. Sure this path isn't officially not used or anything but it just leads to the farm lands. And tourists shouldn't be there.
The horses stop.
Phantom tries to ignore it as he fixes the wire. The rain is hoenstly calling for his attention more. It is a soft drizzle and doens't even feel cold. It is suddenly windstill and the drizzle floats down almost gently like little tiny snowflakes.
Huh...
Someone gets off the horse behind him and Phantom turns around annoyed before any thought leaves his skull.
Dust has this tiny smile on his face. The smile he used to wear when he was feelign awkward or unsure. The other skeleton is dressed in dark leathers with worn armour but clearly still in good condition. He stands next to a beautiful grey horse.
That face... it is still.. the same face... Dust still has those tiny specks of grey in his face. The things that Phantom used to think where freckles when in reality it was his bones getting worn and fragile as his soul got weaker.
Dust is...
But is he really?
Is this another dream Phantom is having? Another sleeping vision that his mind made up to torture himself with. For Phantom to wake up after and cry and feel miserable about.
Dust goes to take a step before frowning and stepping back. He glances to the side as he mutters "I know this... must be a surprise."
Phantom isn't even thinking as he starts running. That is his voice. It is lower than he remembered. But that is Dust. Phantom just knows!
He locks his arms around his smalelr older brother and Phantom feels the tears start to appear in his sockets.
He is real. He is really here.
The rain ended up bringing his brother back home after all.
#utmv#NewAgeAU#new age au#dust sans#dusttale papyrus#Nightmare is also there on the second horse but phantom hadn't registered he is there quite yet.#Mostly because he can't really look beyond his brother at the moment.#I just thought it would be a fun little thing to see how phantom would react to things!#I hope you like it spot :3
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an: soo this is my first time posting a fanfic before so please go easy on me ;( i usually just write them for myself but ya know... where's the fun in not sharing? i want to start doing g!p soon so if this doesn't completely bomb, i'll definitely do more!
5 Sheets to the Wind
"Max, this party doesn't seem like the best of ideas" You say, rubbing your temples at the very thought of blaring music.
Max rolls his eyes and gives you a deadpan, "You and I both know that this is much needed time away from the shit show we've endured."
You raise an eyebrow at him and his antics, "...you mean, work?" You retort, laughing slightly at him.
"Uh, duh, what else could I possibly be talking about that is so mentally and physically draining???" He fires back, eyes bulging out from his skull.
You sigh and ponder the thought of the party; you didn't know many people attending and it wasn't like you were too socially awkward, just enough to not be able to meet new people well. "Fine, I'll go to the dumb party with you" You gave up, having enough of his pleading puppy dog eyes.
Max fist bumps the air and yells cheerfully, "Sweet! Do you want to meet there or?"
"I can pick you up, dork. What time does it start?"
Max looks at his phone, "Uh, 9 I think?"
You pinch the bridge of your nose and look at the time, 7:35.
"Okay dude, if I'm going, I need to be ready so...skiddaddle out and I'll be at your house at 9:30"
Max raises a questioning eyebrow at you but you wave him off before he says anything, "Late is early, ya know, I don't really feel like being the first ones to be there, now shoo" You say, swatting at him to leave your apartment.
You lock the door and make your way to the bathroom to shower, putting your music on shuffle for the time being.
After what feels like forever, you make your way back to your room, your short hair damp and a towel draped around your tall frame.
'Ugh, why must I have so many clothes but never know what to wear?' You think to yourself, growing slightly frustrated.
You opted for a black and white striped shirt, ripped black jeans, and white high top vans.
Looking at yourself in the mirror, you put some coconut oil in your hair to make your curls look good.
While putting your deodorant and cologne on, you check the time.
"Damn, 9:15 already? Time flies when you try to make yourself look presentable" you say aloud to absolutely no one but yourself.
'Phone, wallet, keys... am I forgetting anything?' You mentally make a check list as it dawns on you.
"Oh yeah!"
You were an avid pothead, so going to a a party without bud just seemed like a major party foul.
You head out of your apartment and lock up, jumping into your Jeep, you make your way to Max's house.
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Finally arriving at the house party, you notice that there is indeed a shit ton of people here.
"Uh, Max? Who exactly is throwing this party, because this seems like a banger." Your palms get slightly sweaty at all of the people gathered outside; god only knows what the inside looks like.
He thinks for a moment, "Honestly dude, I'm not really sure, someone semi famous, but that's all I got." He shrugs and hops out of your car, you follow suit, stuffing your hands into your pockets.
Max takes the lead and heads inside the house, the music so loud you can barely hear your inner monologue, but hey, at least it's good music.
"You want a drink to loosen up?" Max yells to you, even though he's right beside you.
"Sure, if they have beer, I'll take it" you yell back to him, watching him disappear into the kitchen for your drinks.
A sigh escapes your lips as you make your way into the big ass living room, you plop down on the sofa that surprisingly isn't taken.
Max appears from out of no where with a bottle of beer and a sketchy looking solo cup.
"What's in your cup, dude?" you ask curiously, sniffing the contents, your nose scrunching up at the mixture of alcohol.
"Jungle Juice" was all he said as he gulped it down like it was water.
"Now that's sick, bro" you say laughing at the face he made after.
"Says the one drinking hotdog water." He claps back with an eyeroll.
"Touché" you shrug, "but, I like it so, it's an acquired taste."
Max finishes off his concoction and gets up from the couch, "Mingle man, it is a party after all, I am going to try to find some girls and see how good my skills are." He says, flexing his biceps.
You couldn't help the laugh that escaped your mouth, "Oh, please, save some for the rest of us, lady killer."
He huffs out and mumbles something, walking away.
You chug the rest of your beer, getting up from the couch to grab another one when a pair of brown eyes catches your attention.
'Oh damn, fuck, what the hell'
Ahh, there it is, your internal monologue, you thought the bass was too loud but apparently not for what you've just witnessed.
Standing there in all her 5'1 glory, The Jenna fucking Ortega.
Your eyes are practically out of your head at the moment and your jaw is on the floor, how the fuck and who the fuck is person who threw this party?
Not wanting to seem like a creep, you stalk your way into the kitchen, pushing past several bodies to get to the cooler that has a plethora of beer in it.
You opted for a Corona, wanting to feel it fast, you chug half the bottle.
"I like your outfit" a voice says behind you.
You spin around and look down.
No. Fucking. Way.
Jenna fucking Ortega is talking to you, and she likes your outfit.
Gay panic is setting in and you're trying so hard not to let that show.
"Oh, uh, thank you, I didn't really know what to wear" you chuckle awkwardly, rubbing the back of your neck.
'Why the fuck would you say that, you gay bitch?!' your brain is screaming at you and all you want is the floor to open up and swallow you whole.
She giggles sweetly and looks up at you, "You wanna go to the backyard, they have a fire going out there and I'm sure we could hear each other better too."
Your voice feels trapped in your throat so all you do is nod dumbly.
She takes your hand gently and leads you through a large crowd of people.
Sitting on the swing in the backyard, you look at the flames from the fire, it feels as if you're dreaming.
You can definitely feel the alcohol creeping up on you, but you only chug more of your beer.
'Don't even say it.' your brain is scolding you but you aren't listening, "Sorry, I'm a little uh, starstruck right now and on top of that, I'm pretty socially awkward at times." you ramble off, not wanting to scare her away.
She looks at you and you feel like you're being hypnotized, she's absolutely breathtaking and you cannot believe you are in this situation.
"Starstruck huh? There's a good amount of famous people here, but I'm the one you're starstruck over?" she says with a mischievous glint in her eye and a smirk playing on her lips.
Before you can stop yourself from saying something stupid, your mouth opens without warning, "Well, they aren't you so, very starstruck would be a better way of saying it." you say back to her, looking into her brown eyes, getting lost in them.
She takes a drink from her solo cup, keeping eye contact with you doin so.
"Did you get the jungle juice too?" you ask with the curiosity of a child.
She laughs and scrunches her nose up, "God no, I'm drinking Hennessy, jungle juice is too chaotic for my taste buds"
You're about to say something when a guy comes to the backyard yelling, "Spin the bottle is goin' down in like, 5 minutes!"
You look at her but she's already looking at you, her eyes roaming your body.
"You wanna play?" you ask her smoothly, thanking the stars that you didn't stutter that out.
She raises a perfect brow at you and smirks, "Come on, we aren't children who plays those games."
You squint your eyes at her and challenge out, "Sounds like something someone would say if they were afraid."
She feigns shock, putting her hand to her chest, "Me? Afraid? Let's go then, you get to lead the way this time, though."
You give her a goofy smile, standing up and offering her your hand, the alcohol definitely helped you loosen up more.
You both made your way into the living room, taking a seat on the sofa, she's sitting so close to you, so much so that she's basically in your lap.
Some random dude starts talking and then asks who wants to go first, it's a pretty big group so someone definitely volunteers.
It's Jenna's turn to spin the bottle and you're praying to every god you can think of that it lands on you.
She spins it gracefully and it goes on for a good amount of time, slowing down, it lands on you.
You feel your cheeks heat up at a fast rate and you clear your throat.
'Thank you, power of manifesting, you are amazing'
"U-uh, so, heh, m-may I kiss you?" you say, stuttering almost every syllable.
God you were a mess at this point but that isn't at all what you were thinking, what was on your mind was one thing and one thing only; trying to not faint if she says yes.
She looks at you with something in her eyes, but the alcohol isn't quite letting you decipher what that would be,
"You know, they say chivalry is dead, here you are asking consent for a spin the bottle game." She says with a sly smile playing on her lips.
Your face heats up and before you can start stuttering out a retort, she grabs your face and kisses you passionately.
Stars.
That's what you saw, stars.
She pulls away but not without biting your bottom lip.
"W-wow I uh-" before you can finish your sentence the game is continuing.
You look over at her and she's blushing softly, she leans into your body and whispers in your ear, "maybe it could happen again, if you can find me." She ends her sentence with a smirk and the next thing you know, she stands and drifts out into a sea of bodies.
"Fuck." was the only word you could manage to get out.
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