#when in fact you're as sinful as anybody else and maybe even more because you have these thoughts

[idiotlovers]

isnt it crazy how spencer barely knew this kid and yet his entire heart died in that motel somewhere when he found him barely clinging to life ? man isn't it crazy how much love and compassion spencer can hold to a kid who's struggles were killing him from inside and out ? how much care and consideration and attachment he had . ? man isn't that fucking wild <- is not okay at all

[papirouge]

Your position on abortion is interesting to me because I have never heard or seen someone be pro life and be anti gun ownership. Or call themselves pro woman. My experience has been the opposite

Usually if not all pro life activists have been hostile and misogynistic. When I got pregnant as a teenager, it was the pro life group in my small town that harassed me and humiliated me constantly. My ex left because he wanted nothing to do with us. And I didn’t even have that option to terminate because I hardly showed and had just no symptoms until much later. It was the pro life Christians that tried their best to make me feel so terrible and insignificant. They called me a whore and slut when I was in my first relationship that was really long term. But they still thought that I shouldn’t be cared for by my doctor because I didn’t deserve the help for being “loose”. There weren’t any strong social programs since where I lived it was small. Everyone knows everyone else, your business becomes drama and not secretive. There was one time a woman from that church tried to convince me to give her my baby to her and her husband that couldn’t conceive. I think it’s fucked up because I never once said anything about adoption to anyone. And I felt used. Thankfully I moved and doing so much better and most of those people have stayed and rotted there as that town is practically dead.

These people were the same people who really believes in the death penalty and being very pro gun ownership. I used to be neutral and considered owning one because it would make me feel safe as guys around me would love to taunt women about how no matter how hard we train in the gym, they can easily overpower us. So when i started looking at guns they got hostile and called me dramatic and crazy for being so paranoid.

But yeah, sorry for this rambling message. It’s just odd to me that you’re pro life but you also want more socialized care for women because I have never ever seen anyone say that. Maybe it’s a region thing

I mean, I'm Christian and every person who actually read the Bible, and more precisely the passage where Jesus rebukes Peter who harmed one of the guy who came to arrest him with a knife (and went as far as to HEAL him) can easily understand Christianity is against violence in any shape or form. Any Christian still advocating for gun violence is either uneducated about biblical theology, dishonest, an idiot, or a USAmerican evangelical which basically lumps all of those attributes.

If you're Christian you're not supposed to fear physical harm to the point of sinning. I've heard countless stories of Christians being saved from imminent death (being hunted by murderer, assaulted, etc.) by prayer. And if we die we die. It's no big deal. Every Christian should long to rejoin our God. The fact so many Christians are hellbent surviving on this hellscape, even if it means by sinning (killing our assaulter) is very strange, and I can't believe I'm the only person to point this inconsistency out.

Experiences with pro life group seem to vary a lot from one person to another, and I'm sorry you had to deal with the awful side of that movement. But a few days ago on TikTok there a girl who shared her positive experience with pro life group that helped her all throughout her pregnancy and even after.

But the thing is : even if every prolifer was a piece of shit, I would still be pro life, because my stance doesn't rely on prolifers likeability. I am pro life because I defend the right to exist of the unborn, and the behavior of people fighting for them is absolutely irrelevant to whether the unborn deserve to live or not. The same way the mother opinion on whether she wants this baby or not is irrelevant to the fact this baby has the right to live. A fetus right to live is not correlated to anybody else behavior or willingness to see them live.

I think outside the US you'll more prolifers open to socialized system for future mom. Don't forget that the US is only 4% of the world population. You'd be surprised to realize the world is much more "socialist" than you imagine - less financially liberal too. Like, in my country it's absolutely normal to say "yeah mom should have welfare and free stuff" because that's our culture. My opinion is not an oddity here. However I'd be burnt at the stake if I openly say I'm against abortion.

The only people seething on my dash about big bad government are north American. It's great to have state controlled stuff, like medicine prices. That's how for example some medicine is cheaper her (in Europe/France) than the US. Like, I got my 4 wisdom tooth removed + 5 ceramics installed in my mouth (yeah that's a lot LOL) and I only paid 200€ while the total cost of those procedures was around 3000€. Anti government USAmerican will use big words to act like universal healthcare is a threat for freedom but objectively speaking it really removes a weight on the shoulder of many people on a day to day basis - especially moms. That's also why in my country at least, fertility rates managed to be stable (though it started to decrease bc of covid + inflation). If you financially help mothers, they'll be more likely to have kids, who would've thought? Someone tell that to the moids seething against childless women while advocating to remove any sort of welfare for them.

[marshieee]

We just changed

Timeskip Osamu x fem! Reader

Warning⚠️: angst

Part 4

I pray that you're alright so let’s not cross paths for now, my love for you has never changed...

A/N: special thanks to this bb girl @taqoyaqui-chan for proofreading this❤️

It’s been hours since he read the letter. He didn’t have any appetite to eat... He just sulks on your side of the bed...Missing you...

It was almost night time as he noticed that the sky was already painted in a lovely orange color.

You used to love watching the sunset at the balcony with a cup of tea in your hand. Tokyo may be a busy city, but how the beautiful sunset covered the whole city was breathtaking. And that’s why you would always watch it....

“Is she watching the sunset right now?..”

All of a sudden he heard aggressive knocking at the door. He didn’t want to open it, but this person is persistent. As he walked towards the door he heard a familiar voice.

“SAMU!!!! OPEN UP SAMU!!”

As soon as the door opened,

Atsumu saw his dejected brother. He was fuming in anger. How is he the one getting depressed when he was the one who cheated? So NOW he loves Y/n? When she leaves broken and hurt, that's when he decides to love her again? A lot of things were running through Atsumu's mind.

Without a word he threw a punch at Osamu. Atsumu just got the news that you and his brother were not together anymore...

Osamu flinched at the punch. He did nothing since he knows he deserves it

“What- What the fuck happened?!”

“I...I’m sorry tsumu I can’t tell you that”

“Why not?”

“It’s....it’s hard to tell you”

“Y/N—“

“Ask rin and he’ll tell you what happened...”

“Are you really leaving?”

Atsumu looked worriedly at your dejected figure. It was obvious you were trying to look fine...

“.....yes but don’t worry we’ll meet again soon!”

“Take care y/n”

When atsumu heard that osamu was cheating on you with another girl, he couldn’t believe it. His own brother cheating....He was disappointed... He was disgusted. He wanted to disown his brother.

“Why didn’t you tell me this sooner Suna!”

The middle blocker could only look at him with sad eyes as he knew what Atsumu might do to his twin if ever he knew about what happened..

“Y/N told me not to tell you...”

“What?”

“You’re osamu’s brother. TWIN brother. So she took that into consideration..”

“LIKE I FUCKING CARE!!”

He’s so mad at the fact that he just heard that his own brother cheated and at the fact that you didn’t even bother to tell him. Because what? He’s osamu’s twin brother? Bullshit.

“WHAT THE FUCK SAMU?! WHY THE FUCK WERE YOU CHEATING?!”

Osamu couldn't look at his brother. He can’t. Now that he already knew about the sin he that he's done..

“You...What happened to protecting y/n?! What happened to loving her with all your heart?!! WHAT HAPPENED TO, "SHE’S THE ONLY GIRL THAT YOU'LL LOVE", HUH SAMU?!”

Atsumu gritted his teeth as he stared at his brother. He has no right to look depressed. He doesn’t have the right to look hurt, when he was the one who started all of this.

“.....So this is what you wanted?”

“No.”

“What do you mean no?"

Atsumu sarcastically laughed at his brother's answer.

"You know that's BULLSHIT!!! YOU FREAKIN’ KNOW that cheating is the most disgusting thing in the world!! It’s the worst thing that you could ever do to your partner!!! You told me that shit before I even asked you about cheating!!”

Osamu could only look at him with guilt and regret.

“And yet now you fuckin did it! You got the nerve to do that to the person who does nothing but love you!?”

That hurt Osamu even more. He was right. You did nothing but love him and yet he took that for granted. He became a jerk.

“Samu she cared for you! So so much! She loved you more than anybody else!! More than me! And yet you go out there fucking someone else, while your girlfriend is at home waiting for you to come back!!”

Suna came in to see Atsumu holding Osamu’s collar, ready to punch him again. He immediately separated Atsumu away from Osamu before he landed another hit.

Osamu just looked at Suna, who came into the rescue. As expected, Suna has the same expression as Atsumu, maybe even more harsh.

“You know I’d always side you Samu cause you’re my brother, but after what happened I don’t think I know you anymore”

Atsumu took one last disappointed look at his brother then stormed out. Suna just looked at osamu trying to keep himself from beating him up.

“You fucked up Osamu.”

“I know.”

Suna left and Osamu was alone again. When he was in deep thought, the phone rang. He rushed to the phone hoping... Just hoping it was you...But to his dismay it wasn’t.

“Ms. y/n? We would like to inform you that your things can be picked up this Monday.”

“I’m sorry y/n is not here...”

“Oh, would you please remind her to take her things that she left by Monday? She isn’t answering to our emails.”

“Did she quit?”

“Yes sir.”

“Oh ok I’ll let her know”

The fact that you resigned to your previous work means that you’re not in Tokyo anymore.

“Wait... She said that she needs to get her stuff on Monday.... That means..”

That means you’re gonna go back to Tokyo. Which means he can see for one last time. He’s determined to come and see you, at least get to talk to you one last time. Or if he’s lucky enough, maybe you’ll give him a chance to redeem himself.

He’ll never let this chance go, he needs to talk to you.

Part 5

[it1776]

The Best Nintendo Switch Controller Review

The Pro Controller is fine.

I still recommend it to most people

but if you play a lot of 2D games that the D-Pad placement

just isn't gonna cut it. 8BitDo is been making

fantastic Deepak controllers for a while now.

I originally recommended the old SN30

if you wanted to play a lot of 2D games.

Its biggest flaw was it's ergonomics, making it hard to play

3D games with its thumb sticks.

They fixed that with the release of the SN30 Pro+

a near-perfect controller that quickly became

my favorite controller for the Switch.

I used it so much that I ran it into the ground

and had to buy a new one recently. Almost two years later,

they finally released an updated version,

simply called the 8BitDo Pro 2.

Thank God that name was starting to be a mouthful.

This version adds a lot

to the already fantastic Pro Controller alternative.

If you are on the fence about getting one before,

this one will for sure give you

a couple of pretty good reasons to reconsider.

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Battle a variety of highly intelligent and deadly enemies

from brutal Trandoshan mercenaries, all right.

To the flying insectoid warriors of Geonosis.

This game was originally released in 2005

and I think is a crucial part of Star Wars history.

I love this era of Star Wars games and I love that Aspyr

is putting some games from this era on the Switch.

So again, you can try it for yourself for just 1499

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Sorry anybody got a USB-C charger.

(water bubbling).

So if you're new here

the biggest reason why I recommend this controller

is because of the D-pad. It's perfectly clicky.

It feels almost exactly like an original S.N.E.S controller

but you know, newer obviously. But it also has

all of the makings of a great modern controller.

It's thumb sticks feel almost exactly

like a DualShock 4 thumb sticks, making this a great option

for 3D games if you need something that could do both.

Here's something I often forget to mention.

It comes with a rechargeable battery, but it can be removed

and replaced with two double A's if you're in a bind,

something Microsoft should take note of.

It also has great motion controls and rumble.

The only thing that it's missing

that the Nintendo Pro Controller has is NFC.

But at the significantly lower price point,

are you really gonna be missing NFC that much?

The original SN30 Pro+ was and still is $45.

This new one bumps the price up to $50,

which is still a reasonable price

and some harsh competition for Nintendo's $70 controller.

It also works on Switch, Windows, Mac, Android,

and Raspberry Pi via Bluetooth, which is great

if you wanna play emulators or 2D games via Steam.

It's an all-around great controller

and I haven't even mentioned any of the new features yet.

Everything that I've said is also available

on the older $45 model.

The Pro 2 Sports 2 assignable back buttons.

This is a very welcome addition

and something I wish more controllers included.

My only gripe here is that

they're a little too easy to press. They're very large.

It's very difficult to grip the controller

without touching these buttons with your middle fingers.

In an intense game of Mario Maker

I accidentally press these buttons many times.

Luckily, by default they're assigned to nothing.

So pressing them did nothing at all.

You can assign functions to these buttons

using the brand new 8BitDo companion app.

In fact, you can remap all of the buttons

using the companion app.

And there are three different assignable profiles

that you can swap between on the fly.

Technically there's four because

there's just a baseline default one which is great

for when you don't wanna accidentally hit the back buttons.

Pressing this button right here switches between the modes.

There's off one, two and three.

In addition to remapping the buttons,

this software also allows you to fix the sticks dead zones.

It's also supposed to let you fix the trigger sensitivity,

but I couldn't figure out how to do that in the app.

I can only figure out how to do that on the desktop version.

But I like having my trigger sensitivity set really high

so they're like hair triggers because almost no Switch games

registered trigger sensitivity anyway.

Upon further review it seems that they disabled

the trigger sensitivity tab for the Switch.

So they got rid of trigger sensitivity

entirely for the Switch which is weird

'cause there are games that could still use it.

But if you go to Android or DInput or whatever,

it shows the trigger sensitivity, which is very strange.

You can also adjust vibration levels and of course,

macros, which go great with the new additional back buttons.

Previously, I used to assign macros to the share button.

Now I don't have to, unfortunately, the macro functionality

still, isn't very intuitive. You have to program it yourself

in the app, one button at a time. You can set the timings

between button presses but that's way harder to do

than just inputting a macro yourself on the controller

and having it record your inputs.

Something I've seen in a few other devices lately.

I hope that 8BitDo can eventually update

the Ultimate software and the Pro 2's firmware

to have this sort of functionality.

Because right now the macro function is pretty much

all only useful for like fighting games.

They did add the ability

to use thumb stick inputs for macros.

So if you have more patience than me

you can figure out some macros for Smash Brothers.

What might be more useful is assigning a turbo button

which is useful for many games, namely Animal Crossing.

I have a whole video on that if you're interested.

The old Pro+ had a turbo function but with this new Pro 2,

it might be worth it to assign one of the back buttons

to enable the turbo function. You can also have

the other back button assigned to hold.

So it will hold down a button forever.

So you can breeze through long menus or something.

Another useful feature that was recently added.

You can set the left stick to be swapped with the D-pad.

This is useful for games like Link's Awakening,

which should have D-pad support, but it doesn't.

There's also an option

to swap the right stick with the triggers.

I think that's some fighting games.

But my favorite part about this new mobile app

is that it allows you to change your settings on the fly.

You don't have to disconnect it from your Switch at all.

You can have it connected to your Switch

and the app at the same time.

This is something that you could not do

with the previous desktop app. This is huge for figuring out

the timing of macros or finding out the right button mapping

for yourself and immediately trying it out in the field.

One of my least favorite things

about wireless controllers like this

is connecting it to the Switch.

I often find myself just (indistinct) the button

till it finally comes up.

This controller alleviates some of that pain

by adding a mode switch on the back.

On the previous Pro+ you had to hold Start and Y

to enter switch mode. Windows, Android, and iOS,

all had different corresponding face buttons.

You expect me to remember all those.

There was also no indication

what mode you were currently in.

Now it's as easy as just flipping the switch.

You have Nintendo Switch, Apple DInput and XInput.

XInput is for Windows and Android.

DInput is for like old. I don't know it's

just probably don't worry about it. Other than all that

the only other real difference is it's enhanced grip

which is really just a textured back

similar to the textured back

of the new DualSense controller.

Other than that, this controller feels exactly the same

as the old SN30 Pro+ controller.

Switching between the two reveals that the face buttons

feel more responsive on the newer one.

Maybe it's because it's newer

and I used the shit out of my old one.

It's hard to tell.

- Oh no. - Hit the button, dude.

I think this controller.

(upbeat game music)

You know, I'll try, I'll try the top ones.

The buttons, the build quality, everything feels the same.

The Pro 2 comes in gray, black and GB edition.

I pre-ordered myself the Game Boy looking one

so I'll be getting that one when it eventually comes out.

But 8BitDo sent me their gray edition one, which looks like

it's attempting to resemble a PlayStation 1 controller.

It's an okay design. The A, B, X, Y buttons

colored like PlayStation buttons is like unsettling.

It's like a sin. The strongest design that they have

is definitely the Game Boy looking at one.

8BitDo used to have controllers that looked almost exactly

like Super Nintendo and N.E.S controllers,

but I'm sure they strayed away from that

so that they weren't bullied by Nintendo's lawyers.

It's also probably why they don't have

a Super Nintendo looking one at all anymore.

But I mean, the feel of the controller

is more important than anything else. And for 2D games,

there's nothing better than this,

until you find your Lord and Savior keyboard keys baby.

So if you haven't yet picked yourself up a 8BitDo controller

now might be the time to make the jump.

$5 extra for the back buttons,

the updated Ultimate software, the mode switch,

the custom profiles that can switch on the fly.

Yeah, I'd say it's worth it to get this version

over the original or Pro. Now is it worth upgrading to

if you already have an original SN30 Pro+.

That I'm not sure about.

Maybe if yours is starting to feel like shitty.

I know mine started to feel like

a little unresponsive, I guess.

I don't know how to describe it other than

it just got shitty and then I had to buy a new one.

But if you're perfectly content with your original SN30 Pro+

then it's probably not worth dropping an extra $50

on a brand new controller. It's like 90% the same controller

and about 10% new hotness. Or maybe I'm sure

you could find a way to justify it.

Maybe you could teach your grandma how to do Kaizo Mario.

What do you guys think about the brand new 8BitDo Pro 2?

It's a lot easier to say at this time.

Is this gonna make you finally make the jump

into getting an 8BitDo controller? Or it's something that

you would consider upgrading to from the original?

I don't think you really need to

unless like yours got like old crappy.

If you have a Nintendo Switch Pro controller already,

and you find yourself playing way more 2D games

this might be worth getting in addition to.

I mean it's like a second,

you get a second player with it to.

Leave in the comments below, add me on Twitter

and all this social media garbage.

As always we have new videos here all the time,

at least once a week.

This week, I think you're getting two, lucky you.

And we got streams over on twitch.tv/wulffden

where we can hang out and chat with each other

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Make sure you turn on notifications for all of that stuff

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But of course the most important thing right now

is just subscribe. Thank you.

I appreciate you for wanting to watch these videos.

And share this video with a friend.

A friend who maybe hasn't gotten

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with the freaking regular role Pro controller.

Or maybe they're using the freaking split Joy-Cons

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Thank you. Have a good week.

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I really actually did not intend for this post to get so long or go on about my personal issue, also I'd like to remind you not to judge a book by its cover, I have huge medical bills and current legal fees that I am trying so very hard to keep up with, this is a really really hard time for me, personally I am not even wanting the morning to come when I go to bed at night. I feel borderline suicidal, if that isn't hard times, I don't know what is... and I'm not even looking for sympathy, or anyone to feel anything towards me except knowing my strength of how far I've come and acknowledgement for this strength that I, an unpredictably unstable mentally ill woman of faith, have come so far from where I used to be and made it through my spiritual awakening which I thought was truly the end of the world it was doomsday dread style scary shit ! But I made it out alive! And now I am a much more magical person because I'm so blessed with my true path of destiney realised again this issue feelings of wehen I was a young teenager, it's like I get to start fresh as new beginning, I actually got a real second chance at life, because if you knew me really knew me, you'd know, that, I had strayed off the great path and was walking along a fine line where I was in constant danger daily. Hourly. I was always in harms way, just on the darkest side of life, depressed and not living for myself at all. I was not trusting my intuition, I was being abused and bullied all the time. And that constant abuse tore holes through my personality and literally metaphorically emotionally ripped me right apart inside and out. I was such a mess I hit rock bottom anxiety struck me harsh but it was good for me in the end because at rock bottom, you have no other choice but to rise up from where you currently are, it's such a true realization, but the main thing is I had gotten better from the abuse, and left finally the abusive relationship and all the other abusive people in my life because as I was going up n up no choice but up, I was gradually actually slipping into my divine timed spiritual awakening which shook my world.

My journey to progression and eventually getting back onto my rightful birth path, my destiny too, this all started my spiritual awakening and shifts in consciousness, I was truly blessed to be cursed at this time. It all started when I went to the homeless shelter in april 2018, just before my birthday it's like surreal how it was all so planned out like this, it's crazy, if you guys only knew the whole entire story of what I have gone through and the truly horrific events that I now realised were all tests, and lessons, and that's my favorite way to look at my very abusive past and the unfortunate circumstances that wound me up a homeless addict on the streets of cities I dwelled in for times that seemed so rough and brutal I thought the pain would never end. Addiction can happen to anybody. But this is something that I actually feel in my soul that I was supposed to, meant to, go through. To realize some things, I had to experience this hard lifestyle. For me to eventually get to a place of gratitude and humility and to actually drop all my selfish ways and have more compassion, and learn that I am meant to have these traits because I am a great healer. In my community I live in currently, a lot of them know my past but do not judge me one bit, they all truly appreciate my free community services that I provide for those in need, they are all suffering from mental health issues and I am treating them (not so much their mental condition but other problems they have at home or with their body) . I am really good at working with herbs, spices, and essential oils. I make and invent cures to almost anything! And I have a biig book of herbal remedies that I, myself , have invented or have found online and then tweaked the recipe to bed much better!! This is volume. 001.2 of my Book Of Shadows. I have written so very many books about magik and the laws of the universe. I cherish my sacred personal theories and extensive wealth of knowledge I have collected. I'm just good at organizing this shit for some reason. If I wasn't so private of a person and afraid of people stealing my information without my consent then I would gladly post more of this type of stuff then I already have,in this blog and my other one which is personally a better one.

Anyways, now you know where I stand, where I come from a little bit.

I really really hope that somebody will take the time to donate to me this day so that I may be I can feel better and like somebody actually cares. I have over spent to the max on credit cards with online shopping, and shipping all kinda of witchy trinkets and necessities, the basics, I am stuck with a huge credit card bill, and I have my boyfriends credit card that I did not know until yesterday, but, he put everything to be on me. He totally used my Health Card and SIN # TO GET WHATEVER HE WANTED BUYING SHUT ONLINE AND SHIPPING TECH STUFF TO HIS FRIEND! I feel like I got scammed and I'm damned or something !! Not only am going to be suffering from PTSD and anxiety around men forever, because of this selfish Identity use basically total FRAUD, I AM NOW stuck in a bad position and with a bill and now the worst part is that I am actually facing federal prison because of some of the activity he did while assuming my identity ?.. thanks ?

I feel very very stupid, I feel like a total idiot for listening to my ex-commonlaw boyfriend, I'm glad I just decided to give him literally all of the furniture and all the shit we owned. It makes me feel less guilty about all the negative emotions I have towards him. I know it does not make it right but it does help believe it or not, because J eventually end up thinking about it as a positive .

If you have at least got this far through this rambling write up post , then congratulations, sincerely- thankyou for listening !

You are amazing

You have a purpose

Find your destiny

☆you're made of star stuff, you're a star!

You are perfectly imperfect

Your magic is valid

No matter who you are or how experienced you are in Pagan Tradition /Wicca and Witchcraft/The Occult or any related subjects and interests in lifestyle choices, your magic is valid! It doesn't matter if you JUST decided to become a witch TODAY or 5 minutes ago, that title is yours to hold onto and have forever or for as long as you decide!

Everybody is special!

Everyone is worth it!

Nobody deserves to be bullied or told they are wrong for what they believe in, simply , everyone's path is unique and it's just not four to critic anybody for the path they are choosing! There's a lot of confused witchlings baby witches and some bullying religious type overgrown babies out there. I think everyone should just have a little more like a lot more respect , because it can be intimidating to anybody who wants to share their opinions that they might feel are good ideas but are second guessing the post they want to make based on fear around the way some communities are reacting and trying to police these people's opinions. As far as I know this blog site was actually created to actually share your opinions without judgement and harsh exchange of words based on the content context. I can relate to this oppression. I feel as if not only does it sometimes the fear of rejection stop me from posting but also I have a big fear of being hated on for a lengthy and slightly random post I write it then I delete it right away. It's just that I actually have severe symptoms of A.D.D that my doctor is not currently helping me to treat, so I can get a bit off track sometimes, and my subjects vary like for example in my main post it starts as a simple astro galactic observations post, my starting of this post I just realize was about the New Moon . Then I started talking about my software that I cannot afford and then i went on to talk about my emergency thats actually bothering me even more , the fact that i cannot wipe my ass today and i do not live near any restursnts or anywhrr literally that has toilet paper availible in their washroom or else id just go to McDonalds and use theur washroom, simple as that...but not availible sorry, and now that im still rambling ans have your attention i have an offer actually for some people that do donate, I'd like people to donate towards so that I can provide a few lucky people with

Free Natal Astral Chart plus some informative explanations about your planetary alignments with accurate predictions to your life. I could eventually provide a much more accurate source of information in my reports than I do with this program I'm running off my laptop as of right now, but currently if you'd like a real actual Astrologer like produced Natal Chart , I am calling everyone to donate to this account here www.paypal.com/4tunef8 and let me know in my ask box that you have donated to my space cosmos exploration programming software .

This is getting way too long I know, but if you really did actually read some of this message at least the good parts, then please share my link to my paypal in your blog with a short excerpt on why they should donate to me , my cause, my business (just started) , and also donate to the astraunomer cosmos Explorer Division Technology that I am so very excited about but I know I have way bigger problem,than, that, but I just wanted to give you guys an idea if what I can do for you. We can make a trade? Please!? To dedicate my time and efforts to assisting every one with their issues gives me great joy, I just love to be useful, and a helping healing hand to any literally anybody , and so ooo much of my days are spent spending my hard earned money on others . To make them that herbal remedy for their skin they truly need because every skincare product on the market is littered with toxic shit that causes bad reactions and the treatments for acne I make that I've invented do not infect or irritate the skin, so they need me, and they cannot afford this 290$ treatment but I actually spend MY money each month just to get the satisfaction of doing the right thing as nd also satisfaction that my products produce results that are beyond what I ever expected of them, sometimes I need a confidence booster and this once a month or twice sometimes, spending I do to make and create this great acne treatment that's herbal and more of a holistic approach.

My greatest flaw right now is not my addiction or the abuse I'm going through anymore, I don't live on the streets (yet) have a pretty decent apartment but my greatest flaw is helping people if that can even be a flaw? It is though, I have so many many more examples of times during the month that I am called up "hey witch doctor, we got a problem, are you free?"

I am on paranormal investigating teams in surrounding communities as well, this takes out so much energy, time, and yes, you guessed it, money !!

Anyways again I am actually going to close this rant ramble weird thoughts flowing from my mentally ill mind.

I truly truly hope that somebody, just 1 person even, does decide to care enough about me , a poor lost soul, to donate some about, it's all up to you, I'm not putting any rules and I just am not one to tell people what to do or how to spend their hard earned dollars or anything like I do not push ideas onto people, I'm just not like that, I totally believe in freedom for all, I don't wish for world peace at night because I know that that isn't possible, there's some cultures that just do not mix and a lot of cultures prefer to stick to their own and that's great because how else would the culture survive and the traditions live on to the next generations if they were mixed with a bunch of other cultures and lost their true identities as a nation , that would be sort of sad in a way, but I'm really not properly medicated and should not even maybe be observational posting about this when in not well in the mind fully yet this day. But a donation will help me to wipe my ass and that's my main goal.

Kk,baiii, don't hate, just donate #freefaeona #donation #astrology #worldwide #tarotreading

Ps: Actually ANYBODY that donates me more than 10$ today and the rest of the week too, I have an offer, I will do a FREE TAROT READING OF 3 FREE QUESTIONS FOR YOU, BECAUSE I APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH!!

And anybody that shares my link to my paypal explaining that I'm giving free tarot Readings to anyone that's gunna donate! I will give you a YEARS HOROSCOPE OUTLOOK, BASED ON MY VERY ACCURATE SOURCES OF GENERATED HOROSCOPES I RECIEVE THEY'RE THE SAME ONES I USED TO POST ON HERE SO YOU KNOW THEY'RE GUNNA BE GOOD, THEN

Anybody that donates and says it's towards my astro-cosmos software, I'll do up a FREE ABSOLUTELY, JUST THE COST OF YOUR DONATION, I'LL DO YOUR NATAL BIRTH CHART FOR YOU, WITH THE SEMIPRO PROGRAM I HAVE RIGHT NOW,

So there's my offers and anybody that blogs about these offers and tags me in them, is just an amazing person and gets the luckiest prize of all, they get entered into a draw to win a free natal chart birth chart wow yeah and and and I'm gunna give an astrology reading to you very reliable accurate information details you will WANT TO KNOW!!

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It's a case-by-case basis. At least, that is what it says on the Church website and I believe in the standards for the strength of Youth pamphlet but I could be wrong on that second part. But on the Church website it says that if you are already transitioned or in the middle of transitioning, then you are going to be evaluated by I believe an area 70... which is like two steps up from a bishop. But it is not a definite no, and it's not a definite yes. Although, it's not a definite no or a definite yes for literally anybody except if you're under 18 and don't have parental consent or if you're under 18 and you come from a polygamist family or if you live in a household where your main parent role models are in a non heterosexual relationship, because apparently a lot of kids who join the church who were in that situation had to deal with a lot of crap when they got baptized and it was a whole big thing and that was one of the things that led to that whole thing that happened. Anyway not the point. Point is, if you are transgender then I believe all that means is that instead of having your intake interview done... Or baptism interview. That's what it's called. Instead of having your baptism interview done by a stake president, which I believe is standard for cisgendered people, you have it done by an area 70, I think. Maybe it's a stake president anyway. I'm not sure. I'm pretty sure it's an area 70. But again, it also just depends. For one thing, you could run into a completely asshole Bishop who's like, no, I'm not going to even ask my boss if you're allowed to get baptized because I don't think you should. I have never had that happen to me or anything but I am cisgendered and also I was 17 when I got baptized and most grown men aren't going to talk to a 17 year old girl like that, but they may talk to an adult like that. I have had my share of Bishops who were dicks about lots of things, like about me being bisexual and my roommate being disabled. And I've met really really nice Bishops. I've met really dickish leaders, like Elders Quorum president and things, and I've met really nice ones. So really it just depends. The church is true, but the people aren't always. In fact that people aren't most of the time, in my experience. So it could be as easy as getting the interview with the right person or as difficult as continuously running into the wall of people being assholes and transphobic. It really just depends. I'm sorry if that is not more help. But the rule on the Church website is that you are supposed to get an interview so that they can evaluate your situation. And it's not the bishop who should be doing that, it's either the stake president or an area 70. And if there's any kind of contention from the bishop or anyone else, about you getting baptized I mean, then it may go as high as the Quorum of The Twelve, but apparently that's not very common from what I understand. So yeah, the answer is kind of sort of maybe. Sorry. One of the most important things though, when dealing with assholes in the church, is knowing how to get around them. Which is why I mentioned who exactly you're supposed to be talking to if you want to join the church, because that way if some dickwad wants to get in your way you have the means of circumventing them and pissing them off. Also, if you are already a member of the church but you are trans and are wanting to start transitioning, again, that is evaluated on a case-by-case basis as well. It is not an automatic no or considered an automatic sin. Our church leaders have said that they don't know enough about being transgender to have a set of hard, concrete rules, which is why they do case-by-case evaluations.

If someone who is trans has transitioned before they want to join the church able to join?

Any takers on answering?