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WOW this has been ROUGH in the Life Events category of things, but. slowly crawling out of that. hopefully
this was the opening scene for a something I started writing after watching the Manben inverview with Nishi Keiko and thinking back to all the classic shoujo manga I stayed up reading back in the day, like damn that's so true Urasawa Naoki
it's partially a love letter to all the greats of the genre that I read, and also to the late night teleseryses that captivated me over the years lmao. it'd be nice to find the time to tackle it properly as a comic, but I'm having fun working on it recreationally :)
āØbut since it's recreational, some character infoāØ
the first character seen is lawrence 'law' valenciano (late 30s), the one with the glasses is cris volante (mid-later 20s). law works at a karinderya, cris is an extremely broke university student.
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#komiks tag#original tag#there's a bit about how shoujo manga pays a lot of attention to hair and ngl its SO true and such a huge influence on my own art#did not realize it until then but when it came to things like hair i did turn more frequently to CLAMP and etc over any big name shonen#artist. and ofc. im a lifelong CLAMP fan. it was just interesting to listen to in discussion! genres are a language and each conveys#what they need to. ofc you get things like genre convention defying things like x1999 which just kind of. melt your brain a bit#ANYWAY i actually started re reading marmalade boy after this interview which was. idk why that one came to mind first#but you can probably guess where that impacted this story idea lmaoo. i am trying to track down a bunch of gender blender josei#manga i read in highschool. god. remember paradise kiss. damn those visuals were killer
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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Charles' thing is that he wants to feel alive and that's part of the reason why he decided to never move on to the afterlife right? Meanwhile Edwin thinks Charles will move on and that he'll be alone again because 'he isn't good with people'.
But then when the Night Nurse shows up a second time Charles is ready to go wherever -including Hell- as long as Edwin shouldn't have to go back there, meanwhile Edwin refuses that they be split up, and both are okay with being sent together to the Lost and Found Department to be sorted out later as long as they're together-
#does this make sense#like#charles -> stay on earth#then charles is like -> fuck earth edwin nĀ°1#edwin -> stay out of hell and wander alone ig#then edwin -> stay with charles#although you can argue that charles wanted to stick around the one dude that was nice to him since the start but like#idk how to explain it#he'd rather argue for edwin's case than argue to stay on earth#edwin not going back to hell is his main goal in the discussion#meanwhile edwin's goal is that they stay together + that he doesn't go back to hell#i do wonder what it would've looked like if they'd gone to the lost and found department#do they try to escape it#does charles find out where he was headed#anyways another day of being very normal about this show#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#paynland#payneland#i know that charles' whole motivation isn't just that he wishes he were still alive and that he wish he hadn't had his life stolen from him#but my thoughts are not coherent enough for any type of deep character analysis essay and i would probably mischaracterize him horribly#wonder what was edwin's plan when he came out of hell cuz he went back to his highschool so was he just doing a bit of visiting#āoh hello place where i diedā
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high school joui 4 shenanigans
#deep breaths takasugi#the worst friend group you will ever know#only ones who can somehow tolerate each other#gintokiās one worst quality is that he cannot shut the fuck up#i couldnāt stop thinking of them after watching daily lives of highschool boys and theyād get up to so much dumb shit actually#can you tell i kind of miss my high school days#i sound so old when i say that wtf im 19#painting has been a lot of fun lately i will not lie#but also college starts like. day after tomorrow im so cooked#GINTAMA OBSESSION PLEASE GET ME THROUGH ANOTHER TERM šš½šš½šš½#i might draw some ginhiji stuff to accompany this later bc of course i will#i am nothing if not predictable to my audience#anyways#sakata gintoki#katsura kotarou#sakamoto tatsuma#takasugi shinsuke#joui 4#gintama#ok bye
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Highschool AU got me churning out ideasds (not pictured here but I think Bedman AKA Romeo and A.B.A would have intellectual debates they tryna outsmart each other)
#shitpost#da silly#:3#abacelsus#aba ggst#guilty gear aba#a.b.a guilty gear#highschool au#fanart#guilty gear fanart#paracelsus guilty gear#human paracelsus#a.b.a#I donāt know anything about kingdom hearts lol#but I just KNOW aba starts geeking when kingdom hearts is brought up#10 hour yap session fr /pos#also a lot of these designs are inspired by gachiakuta#donāt mind me forgetting abaās key thingyyyy
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"Leo, not to offend you or anything, but I can't see shit."
Leo scoffed. "Wow, must be pretty bad if you, of all people, are swearing. Hey, maybe it's because -" quick as a minx, he shot his hand out and -
"Wha- hey!"
-stole the glasses out of Jason's hands. Which is. Something you never do to people with glasses, seriously, Leo? Glasses are literally everything to people who need them?
"- your glasses are dirty as hell, bless your heart. Let me get that for you." Leo continued, unfazed by Jason's yelp and raised eyebrow at Leo, of all people, cleaning.
But as Leo's perpetually grease-stained fingers gently prodded and turned his glasses, Jason found himself wondering if that was maybe unfair of him.
Calloused, nimble hands danced over the wire frames, before pulling a microfibre cloth (and how surprising was that) out of yet another pocket to erase each smudge with care that not even Jason gave his glasses.
They were lying close enough that Jason could see Leo's hunched shoulder and furrowed brow, the sliver of petal-pink tongue poking through the corner of his mouth as he gave Jason's old, tarnished wire glasses the same attention he'd give any of his newest machines. He was close enough to touch the stray curl that fell across Leo's forehead, that he kept blowing away. Close enough to smell that old smell, of syrup-sweet grease and woodsmoke and water. Close enough to hear Leo's pleased little hum as he inspected the frame a final time before straightening and raising his hands to park them right back on Jason's face.
"Better?" He whispered, and Jason didn't reply. He couldn't.
The stars really were beautiful.
"What did you do to these?" He said, finally. "I've never seen this clearly before. Maybe on new-glasses days, but.."
Leo grinned. Jason looked away.
Time and space might have a shot at diluting that burning of his. There was a reason no one went blind watching the stars. But Jason would never be far enough to escape that smile. Like the stars, like the galaxies above, it was about as inevitable as a supernova.
Leo leaned over. "That's the thing, darlin' -" ā and Jason's chest went thump ā "I've got it all. Perks of being the one-and-only super-sized McShizzle."
Gods. Maybe Nico was right when he said there was clearly no accounting for taste.
He cleared his throat. "Well, thanks anyway. Just.. give me a little warning next time. I could've decked you for stealing my glasses, y'know."
Leo only laughed and leaned back against their blanket. The light from the waning moon fell across him, highlighting his nosebridge, his half-lidded eyes, the spot where his jeans hitched around his knees in his artless sprawl.
Jason let out a shaky breath, and copied him, reclining to give himself a better chance at drinking in the sky.
The stars were beautiful. That much anyone could admit.
..Leo was the most beautiful of them all.
outtake from 'burning like a glowing star', this new valgrace fic I'm writing. (yes, yes I am borrowing vibes from xdinary heroes. the song is called pluto and you should absolutely listen to it).
more stuff: Writing Directory
#soooo idk if I'm happy with this#but I like it well enough I guess#burning like a glowing star#valgrace#valgrace fic#my writing#writing#fic#my fic#jason grace#leo valdez#yeah my guy is whipped dw abt it#reinedeslys#context if anyone wants? it's a highschool au and strict-parents jason has been coaxed out by kinda-troublemaker leo to stargaze#maybe love is in the little things#maybe it's not the way your eyelashes flutter against your cheeks but the way you always crook your leg when sitting on the ground#hoo#heroes of olympus fanfic#how do you start a scene?#from the middle of course#lmk wyt
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Oh my god HORRIBLY tempted to redraw this I made it back like....??? When I was 18????
#around when i started using digital#so maybe i was 19 but#my switch to digital was rough i didnt wanna look cartoony#but now im like embracing more styalism and maybe one day ill get CRAZY with it who knows#but i wanna redraw this#OH I KNOW I MUST OF MADE IT THE SUMMER I WAS OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL#I ALMOST TRMMEBER THIS AND SOMETHING ELSW#OH THATS SO FUNNY
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Raaahhh!! Graim! ļ¼¼ļ¼¼\\Ł©( 'Ļ' )Ł //ļ¼ļ¼ the Jason one turned out so nice <3
(Close up under break ^ - ^)
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#yhs#yandere high school#the text is someoneās real text lol and the universe is a old ref was current when I started lol#yhs sam#yhs samgladiator#samgladiator#yhs grian#yandere highschool#samgladiator yhs#this is for the griam baby!!!
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Nes + Erin: partners in crime & platonic soulmates & always dressed coded (+ Erin all grown-up. ;-;)
#TBD#These were just screenshots from me testing things#TBH I am healing my inner teen by going back#and revisiting all my writing of Wednesday as a teen#The first version of her I wrote was when she was in#highschool but as I got older I just aged her with me#and kinda of left all of my original writing behind#which is better than my newer writing I think lol#Also left behind so many characters#I've posted Erin as an adult but never written them in any#story post#NO IDEA WHY#There also 4 male characters I just never post about#again no idea why not#After taking such a long break from sims coming back#and since the simblr is sooo#different now#and I am kinda starting over#it is kinda nice to just feel free to post whatever#to people who have no idea what I'm talking about
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Respectfully, MM Donnie just looks like a mouth breather.
Not like āhe looks stupidā kind of mouth breather, I mean homeboy looks like he forgets he has nostrils and breathes out of his mouth- kind of mouth breather.
Like the sewers are completely quiet and everyone is having dinner and whatever and all anyone can hear is Donnieās loud ass open mouth breathing noises with that whistle in his teeth and everyone can hear it but him.
Just look at him
#mutant mayhem#tmnt#tmnt mutant mayhem#mm donnie#When he starts going to highschool the mouth breathing stops bc EVERYBODY dawgs on him for it#but not in the funny way his brothers do#iām not trying to be mean#or like push the ānerdy mouth breatherā stereotype#Itās just every time I look at him his mouth is open and he aināt even talkin
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eunyung baek goes off the grid in their mid twenties and haejoons like guys hes fine heās unreachable all the time heās probably on an impulse trip to europe or some crazy shit hes fine heāll reach out he always does while at the same time frantically stalking all his socials to figure out where the hell eunyung went and calling people and getting with private investigators and then eunyung messages the group chat out of nowhere one day like āheyyyy im in france lmaoo sorry my phone died and i couldnt find the right charger in stores (Ė¶āāæāĖ¶āæ)ā and then haejoon puts a bounty on his head
#i think theyre best friends in the most unbearable way possible#haejoon will never say eunyung is his best friend and vice versa but when they havenāt seen each other in awhile they start itching like#where the fuck is that guy why is he not two feet away in the bunk below/above me#and then eunyung visits for the holidays and its nice for 24 hours before theyre at each others throats#theyre that post like āmy best and only friend in highschool was this kid i would meet up with in the field to beat the shit out of each#other because we both had anger issues and no way to vent themā#they use each other like stress balls their personalities clash soo much but they care too much to ever not be friends#haejoon: as much as it pains me to admit youll always have a room at my place#eunyung: why does it pain you to admit that.#haejoon: because youre annoying as fuck to live with#eunyung: (Ė¶āāæāĖ¶āæ) tehe#no home
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do yall see my vision?
#guess who has been reading the jeweler richard LN#im on volume 4 rn#anyway i always thought seigi's crush on tanimoto reminded me of watanuki and his feelings for himawari#i would also put them in the same category of 'hetero-bait' so to speak where they introduce a 'female love interest'#and then later establish her as not a romantic choice for the mc and then they're gay instead#its all subtext in xxxholic but man.......its just text in jeweler richard#also when reading volume 2 of JR i was like 'richard reminds me of someone.........' and then i realized its abeno#abeno haruitsuki is like if richard was in highschool and not the lord of sweets#i actually dont remember if ashiyan is that down bad for abeno but i know abeno is bad for him#hes still got that 'i cant leave you alone' energy especially halfway through when sakae starts showing up#seigi and ashiya have that in common too they both have daddy issues#should i have put that instead?#im too lazy to change it#i really need to reread fukimono i miss them so much#abeshiya is like an old friend to me#jeweler richard#nakata seigi#fukigen na mononokean#ashiya hanae#xxxholic#watanuki kimihiro
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you would absolutely love fight club, i just know it. ever look into it?
I absolutely LOVE fight club š„°
#i watched it when i was in highschool i think#with my dad#AND BOYYY i did have a fight club phase back then AKHDKDKF#it started my hyperfixation towards watching edward norton movies#let me tell ya something#if i like an actor obviously i gotta watch their other movies right#and most of them are (usually) not that great#but EDWARD NORTON??? all bangers#asks#fight club
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god im really about to force myself to reread my tkg fic bc i heard a song that Took Me Back and then i read the last chapter i posted and forgot i had??? a whole really cool plot???? so. have to endure shit i wrote almost 10 years ago.............
#the worst part is. i now know as an adult how fucking stupid i was as a kid#this writing sucks#i sucked#i thought i was so cool and mature but i was an idiot#and i know the text is gonna reek. of how stupid i was#but i remembered that i made kaneki maul someone so hey. there's that#enduring the bullshit to hopefully write a wrap on this fic i was spontaneously inspired for#no this is not a promise but. i guess it would be nice if it was#time to make notes#i dont actually remember the original ending anymore. i had a really detailled outline on an old laptop but#like i said. its been almost 10 years.....#so anyway. modern me is gonna be writing the ending in a way that i see fit#if i ever. do that#me: write your thesis which is due soon OR.... daydream the conclusion of the anime fic u started when u were in highschool#well. i am still that kid deep down bc boy do i love to Not do my work
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āThat one time Barnaby broke somebodyās jaw for going a little too far w/ insulting Wally & almost got expelled <3ā
Full story please? <3
WITH PLEASURE!
for those who are slightly confused, this is for 'my' modern human au! well. modern-ish!
okay so when they were in freshman year / 9th grade, Barnaby and Wally are soldily Bonded. they are a set, do not separate. they receive a lot of shit for this, because some kids are assholes and that's especially true for 14yr olds. and it's 2006. so Wally and Barnaby get teased/bullied a lot for their closeness. at this point they're kind of used to it. they met early in 7th grade and have been inseparable ever since. most of it slides off of them
but what is Barnaby was having an especially stressful week? one of those weeks were everything is going wrong, nothing is working out. so Barn is at the end of his rope, and then one of the main kids who likes to bother them insults Wally specifically, and badly. like it's some next level So Bad Its Almost Impressive shit. at present Barnaby is walking to his next class with Wally and Poppy. so Barnaby just kind of stops in place, mentally chooses violence, turns, walks up to the kid, and punches him as hard as he can. it knocked the bully out instantly and broke his jaw.
and keep in mind that at this point in time, Barnaby isn't the big strong guy he is later on. he hasn't had his main growth spurt yet. and he still packed enough of a punch to do Damage - which makes him even more intimidating when he Does hit his growth spurt and towers over practically everyone
the pros of this event: Frank and Julie were watching, and Frank respected Barnaby's response so much that he allowed Julie to bring him to hang out with the growing friend group at lunch / asshole kids were less inclined to insult Wally and Barnaby (or his friends) to their faces
cons: Eddie was also watching and was too scared of Barnaby for the rest of their school career to try and talk to him or his friends / Barnaby nearly got expelled but did get suspended, and that's a permanent mark on his record
so the kid goes down, everyone freaks out. Barnaby is still too angry to feel anything other than pissed off vindication. naturally higher Authorities (teachers) come to get the unconscious student to the (i almost said vet) nurse's office, and to bring Barnaby to the principle's office. they call Ms. Beagle and have her come pick him up. Wally has stuck like glue to Barnaby pretty much the whole time, except for when Barnaby was in the office to get chewed out / interrogated. when Ms. Beagle is done w/ her conversation with the principle, she takes Barnaby and Wally home.
there, Barnaby is still worked up, and as "punishment" Ms. Beagle has him do some menial tasks alongside his usual after school chores. Wally tags along, of course, and asks why the hell Barnaby did that. in a nicer Wally way of asking. this is what breaks the camels back. Barnaby just sits down and starts crying, to which Wally is like "oh no. oh fuck. what do i do." cue a solid minute of him just standing and staring in panic before awkwardly sitting next to Barnaby in solidarity.
when they go inside, Ms. Beagle already has Barnaby's favorite dinner whipped up and ready. She gives him a talk where she's essentially says "blah blah blah violence isn't the answer. however, good job for standing up to that kid. he's an asshole and deserved a good wallop." (listen im a firm believer in ms beagle having been a Wild Youth that would have thrown bricks at cops). Moods are lightened, they have a good dinner. The next day or so they need to go have a meeting with the Injured Kid's parents. that's when they find out Barnaby fully broke the kids jaw (he feels a little bad for that) and that the parents are pushing for his expulsion and also juvie. Ms. Beagle manages to whittle down the sentence to a long suspension and then detention for the rest of the year, as well as her paying the kid's hospital bill.
tl;dr Barnaby punches a kid for insulting Wally, gets a new friend out of it, nearly gets expelled, and gains a mostly unfounded Reputation that dissuades most from outright messing with him or his pals
#julie: theyre fun people! come hang out with us!#frank: i dont want any friends other than you#frank: *witnesses The Incident* hm... ill allow it#this is all Important to me#because barnaby isnt violent? hes a laid back guy. & a wordsmith - he doesnt need his fists in order to deal damage#but then for the rest of his highschool career hes The Scary Guy#especially when he hits that growth spurt#i mean! at least it means his friends are messed with less!#but it also means he tries harder to be disarming and Funny. charming! with excellent self control#he had great self control to start with but yk. anxiety over People Talking#it also means hes less inclined to be rebellious of any kind since he doesnt want to push his luck#rambles from the bog#wh modern human au#in the future when eddie is part of the circle he brings up This Incident#theyre all able to laugh about it since its been like... over a decade at that point#but yeah <3#and barnaby has not punched anyone since!#frank however....#if there was a fight in their middle/high... he usually was at the center of it. or at least near the center#not that anyone can prove anything! he was very good at not getting caught
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As a naturally hairy person, I'm eternally jealous of people that are smooth sharks without any effort
#I've had a full chest and belly of hair starting back in freshman year highschool and it's always been a sour spot on my self confidence#remember going to the beach when I was 16 and I was literally the only guy with body hair. I felt so bad#full body shaving is a struggle#I want to be a smooth shark#gae-bolg writes shit
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