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Genuine question, since I'm another person your recent posts have inspired to contact government officials: why is calling the best method? Is it because constant phone traffic disrupts everything else, the idea that people people only call about things they really care about, or something else that isn't apparent to me? I'm really curious as to how this particular feature of government works.
And thank you again for maintaining hope while still spreading awareness. Kindness ripples outwards to touch many lives. Anyway, here's a picture of my service dog being real confused about what we're supposed to be looking at.
Calling is the best method because congressional staffers actively monitor the number of constituent calls that they receive on [x] issue and have to present that information to their congresscritter on a usually-weekly basis. Whereas emails can easily be responded to with a form letter/go straight to junk/dismissed as a crank/etc. However, I want to emphasize that again, any contact and any proactive action to make your concerns known to your elected officials is better than none. If you are scared to call and want to do an email first to get the hang of it: that is okay! You are still forcing SOMETHING into the system and at least making them register your email. I am not here to shame anyone for taking the steps that feel best to them at first.
Calling is also important as a blue-leaning person because red voters call/badger elected officials more often and have no shame about doing it, so this is the one time you have to channel your inner Republican and make a stink at elected officials. It does work and consistent public pressure/feedback can move important votes and actions either left or right. I do not expect everybody to spend all their time calling their elected officials about every single outrageous thing Trump/Musk/et al are doing, because otherwise you would be doing nothing but. Pick a few issues and monitor them and see what you need to do and who you need to pressure, but if you also need to take a break for your mental health, do that too. That way if there is something you really feel that you have to speak out on at once, you will be more ready to do it and more ready to engage over a longer period of time, rather than just in spasmodic rage bursts about whatever outrage of the day they've cooked up now.
(Also, what a good puppy. Not patting because they are working hard and I respect that, but yes.)
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Routine V
Mini Series
Wanda Maximoff x fem wife!reader
Summary: Routines can get tiring quickly, especially when youâre the only one working towards keeping them.
A/n: We meet again friends. I am very happy to be updating this fic once more. Also happy to inform that I have found a direction in which to take it!!! I hope you enjoy reading it.
Word count: 1400 approx
She was at a crossroads, there was nothing that she could do to stop you from leaving. She hadnât stopped pacing the room since you left. That's when she saw it⌠Her saving grace. Maybe if she did this one thing she could at least open the door if not maybe just unlock it, something. At this point that was definitely better than nothing. Your passport and what looked like important papers were left sitting on the kitchen counter. You had left in a furious haze, something was meant to be left behind. You just didnât think it would be your passport and work visa. That was the one thing that you thought you had in lock, the one thing that you couldn't forget⌠And you forgot it. Truthfully you knew that something was missing the moment that you stepped into the car with Kate, but you chalked it up to the stress that Wanda had caused.  Â
There was a time that anything that remotely felt like a fight was a no go. You never wanted to fight with Wanda, nothing about arguing with her seemed pleasant. In the beginning it was obvious she was scared and all of it was new. You danced around obvious issues the two of you had. One issue was a rather big one being Vision. It was strange their connection. It was something you knew would have easily gone the other way had you not been in the picture. They understood each other; you felt like the odd man out in your own relationship with her. It wasnât until you exploded one day that the issue was addressed. Thinking back Wanda should have seen this coming. It almost ended the relationship before it really even began. She was tempted to call you, she really was. But sheâd just crossed a very big boundary. Instead she texted Kate.
Her text was read almost immediately the text bubble kept appearing but nothing was sent. Wanda instead sent another message. âIâll meet you at the gate, lose Y/n for a minute and Iâll give you her passport.â She only received a thumbs up and she was on her way. It was high time Wanda started taking action. She wasnât going to fail you now.Â
You were lying. You had no idea where you got the confidence from but it was a complete lie. You loved her so much it hurt. She didnât read your mind that time and it hurt that she believed you. Tears welled in your eyes, this day wasnât supposed to go like this. You were supposed to leave peacefully, and now you had no idea what you were doing. She shook you. Wanda came into your life and turned it upside down and now sheâs done it again. It was rough. Kate had been fidgety for the past twenty minutes. âAre you okay?â You managed to get the words out. She stilled wide eyed. âUhm shouldnât I be asking you that?â You hummed. âProbably⌠Iâm just tired of the same thing over and over again.â You sighed. âThere are so many things that I wanted to say. But she was right in front of me and the words disappeared.â Kate nodded, her eyes still fixed on the road.Â
âDo you think⌠that uhm youâll get back together?â She asked the obvious question. It only made your shoulders deflate more. Not because she asked, âItâs not up to me.â but because of how pitiful the answer was. And it was entirely up to her. You hadn't even been able to bring yourself to draft the papers. The fear that sheâd actually sign them still managed to keep you up at night. What if she did, what then? âMy heart⌠it aches constantly. Like something was ripped from me.â Kate cleared her throat. âYouâre leaving Y/n⌠You're going abroad for god knows how long.â You nodded. âHow else can I show her what sheâs doing to me? Years Kate Iâve put up with it for years.â Kate nodded. âI did not suffer in silence, I let her know at every turn how she was compromising us.â Your words were laced with anger and conviction. And so quickly the sadness gave way to raw anger. Â
Wanda felt she should have thought this entire situation out more. Here she was in her car on her way to the airport, filled with hundreds if not thousands of people. And the most daunting part being that youâre unaware. Her mind was already starting to hold her hostage. She made the treck mostly on autopilot. Then there was the whole getting through security, nothing her powers couldnât handle. Only she somehow couldnât. She had not felt this lack of control since ultron, she was tripping where she had learned repeatedly not to. It was overwhelming navigating through the masses of people trying to get to their flights, homes, families. Everyone's thoughts traversed constantly. Eventually and not without struggle she had found Kate, near a coffee shop.
âFinally! I thought youâd make this hard for me.â Kateâs words washed right through her. The only thing she could hear now was an angry ring, mocking her. She shook her head softly trying to dissipate the sound. Then she stilled, she could sense it. Her powers out of pure reflex sought you out. And another pang of sadness ran through her. Sheâd never been able to sense your anger. A slap in the face a testament as to how unwelcome she truly was. A tug at her arm brought her back. She was clutching your passport in her hand. The folder already in Kateâs possession. Kate sighed. âAre you okay?â She relented and finally asked the question. That seemed to snap her out of whatever trance she was in. She let go of the Passaport like it burned her. Kate noticed her distress and asked again. âMy powers⌠are acting up, I'll be fine.â Kate nodded, not fully convinced.Â
Kate had decided sheâd throw Wanda a life line. She did not think someone could make a change so drastically in a matter of hours. This Wanda that was standing in front of her was not the same one she witnessed yell indignantly at you. This Wanda looked defeated, vulnerable. âSheâs still waiting for youâŚâ Kate said. Taking the woman in, and for a moment she wasnât sure Wanda had heard her. Then tears started rolling down her face. âI donât think she isâŚâ the words came out tersely and clipped. âShe's angry, she has every right to be. That doesnât change the fact that sheâs waiting⌠so give her time.â Kate sighed, taking a step back. âFight for herâŚâ She turned on her heel and walked away. Wanda seconds later managed to do the same. Her resolve slowly cemented.
Kate made her way back just as you started looking for her. She looks slightly flushed. Two coffees in hand, a folder tucked in between her arm and torso. Your eyes widened at the sight. âI didnât even realize I was missing that!â You exclaimed. Taking a cup out of her hand, and the folder at the same time. âKate, you're a lifesaver.â She nodded, taking a long sip of her drink. Then silence followed, you could have sworn you felt something. It made your heart race. You remembered the familiar feeling. A slight fuzz just out of reach in your mind. You couldnât help but look around. Could it be, or was it just her lingering in your mind. Then once again Kate brought you back into the present. âHere your boarding group is about to be called.â Kate pulled you up from your seat making toward the line now forming.
Right as your ticket was scanned. She pulled you to the side slightly. âPromise youâre coming back.â You managed a small smile. âI will, I donât think your mother will keep me away forever.â You joked. Keeping an eye on the people boarding. Kate nodded trying to reassure herself. âYou forgot your passport⌠she brought them here. That's why I was gone for a minute.â Your heart started racing. âI didnât want to keep it from you.â Then before you could even respond an airline worker was ushering through into the boarding tunnel. The last thing Kate managed to say was for you to call her when you landed.Â
A/n: Please leave a like if you liked it!!! Late because I completely forgot to schedule. :(
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Breaking and Remaking : No Thoughts, Only Obedience
Kyle or Prescott's story
Kyle was in his senior year of high school and part of the football team. Academics were secondary for himâit was sports in the morning, sports at noon, and sports in the evening. He hoped to earn a scholarship by being one of the top athletes in his school. Unfortunately, Kyle always acted before thinking, which sometimes led to avoidable accidents.
One game night in early November, his team faced an opposing high school team. Kyle, prone to arrogance, didnât warm up much, believing he didnât need toâafter all, he was one of the strongest players. His team was scoring well, but in the final decisive minutes, time seemed to slow down. Rain had started to fall, making the field slick. As he caught the ball mid-air, Kyle slipped on the wet grass and crashed violently to the ground before being tackled by several other players. His teammates, still in action, grabbed the ball and scored, securing victory.
As for Kyle, he ended the night in the hospital. His team won, but his medical results were far from victorious. A fractured collarbone, six to twelve weeks of recovery, immobilization, and rehabilitation. He was told he had to remain bedridden for weeks before he could even move.
Kyle had no choice. The hospital that admitted him had to transfer him to a specialized rehabilitation center, located six hours away but renowned as one of the best. His family spared no expense, wanting only the best care for him.
Upon arriving at the hospital, Kyle felt well received. He quickly noticed that most of the staff were male, which struck him as unusual. He was assigned to Dr. Pritchard.
Dr. Pritchard: "Youâll be well taken care of here. Youâll be staying with us for at least six weeks, possibly ten if your condition doesnât improve. I hope weâll get along well."
Kyle: "I hope so too."
The first few nights, Kyle struggled to sleep. The feeling of being far from home and his friends weighed heavily on him. Moreover, a low, constant noise resonated throughout his roomâa repeating frequency that played over and over. The following nights were the same, but Kyle gradually became accustomed to the sound.
Dr. Pritchard: "I know time may feel slow, but here, rehabilitation is not just about physical recoveryâitâs also about relaxing your mind and body. From now on, no more phone screens. We took yours last night. You need rest and must adapt to our institutionâs methods."
Kyle was furious but couldnât fight backâhis body was in too much pain, forcing him to comply with the medical staffâs instructions. How was he supposed to survive weeks without his phone?
Dr. Pritchard: "When you wake up, the screens in your room will display relaxation and meditation videos. Follow them, and youâll seeâtime will pass much more quickly here."
The next morning marked the beginning of Kyleâs first session with the videos. They consisted of breathing techniques and mantras to repeat. A spiral accompanied the voice-over, guiding him through the instructions.
Kyle, repeating the words: "I feel good, my body is relaxed, I let myself be carried by the waves, my mind sinks deeper into the abyss, I feel calm, every word I hear is a new way of thinking to embrace, to listen, and to learn."
Each day, Kyle was captivatedâhypnotizedâby these screens, which seemed to absorb his attention completely. Slowly, his thoughts began to change, and time passed in a rhythm dictated by the spiral and the mantras. Over time, the words evolved into something else.
Kyle, repeating the words: "I feel good, I am happy, my body is relaxed, my mind sinks deeper into the abyss. I am obedient, I listen to what I am told, I must act as I am instructed, I feel calm, I love to obey, I want to learn to obey."
As the days and weeks passed, Kyle healed not only physically but mentally as well, thanks to the soothing words of the spiral. His mind was gradually shaped into a model of perfection, discipline, and obedience.
Kyle: "I wish to submit to the orders of superior men, I wish to obey them, I wish to be submissive. I wish to be submissive. I wish to be submissive."
Dr. Pritchard: "Good boy. You have found true relaxation within your body."
Like a machine executing programmed instructions, Kyle regained mobility in his body. His absolute obedience, now stripped of all arrogance and rebellion, made rehabilitation much easier.
Then, the final week of his stay arrived. Kyle sat on his bed, staring into the distance, still repeating the obedience mantra.
Kyle: "I listen, I obey, I serve. My will is that of the Academy. To doubt is to fail. To resist is to fall. Order is my truth, obedience is my virtue. I bend, I disappear, I become. Every command is an honor, every task a privilege. I do not need to thinkâonly to answer: Yes, Sir."
Dr. Pritchard: "Good boy, you make me proud. Youâve done well in your exercises, and now, after ten weeks, your time with us has come to an end. Unfortunately, we must make room for new arrivals like you."
Kyle: "Yes, Sir."
Dr. Pritchard: "As you sayâ'your will is that of the Academy.' Your mind has been shaped for the Academyâthe Preppy Academy, to be precise. Would you like to join the Academy, my boy?"
Kyle: "Yes, Sir."
Dr. Pritchard: "You no longer wish to return to your old high school, correct?"
Kyle: "Yes, Sir."
Dr. Pritchard: "You will remain a good boyâobedient and disciplined?"
Kyle: "Yes, Sir."
Dr. Pritchard: "We will now relieve you of these hospital clothesâyou no longer need them."
Dr. Pritchard placed a harmonization device over Kyleâs head. It resembled a large lamp with a metallic tube beneath it, sending electric signals into the subjectâs brain. He activated it while Kyle continued to chant his desire to obey.
Kyle remained immobilized, paralyzed by the machineâunable to move of his own will. In his mind, the words "Obedience," "Submission," "Discipline" flashed over and over again.
Two nurses arrived, cut off Kyle's clothes and stripped him naked. Dr. Pritchard pulled a chastity cage from a drawer and locked Kyle's penis in it. He locked the cage and gave the key to a nurse, who left with it.
Dr. Pritchard: "You'll learn that your sex is no longer of any use to you; it belongs to the Academy. You only need it to urinate, because that's a natural need. But to urinate, you'll have to ask permission. If you feel pleasure, your penis, now the size of a phalanx, will be compressed, you'll feel pain and you'll learn to live with pain. Pain is a gift to be cherished, the very essence of a good Preppy Academy student. The more time passes, the more you won't even feel it anymore, you'll get used to what you've become."
Kyle: "Yes, Sir."
Kyle did not flinch. Who he had been just weeks ago had disappeared into the abyss of his mind. Sometimes, though rarely now, he could hear a faint inner voice telling him this wasnât him, urging him to fight. But that voice was slowly drowning beneath the waves of his consciousness.
Dr. Pritchard: "Now, we will dress you. You haven't learned this here yet, but you will soon understand that being a good boy means being elegant at all times. Appearance is an extension of your obedience. Itâs not about having styleâitâs about proving your submission through every detail of your attire. Dressing preppy is fundamental. It is a duty, not a choice."
Kyle: "Yes, Sir."
Kyle was dressed from head to toe, like a boy being sent off to school. A neatly pressed, button-down plaid white shirt, tucked into light khaki shorts held up by thick brown suspenders. Long white socks and polished black loafers completed the outfit, along with a large, subtly checkered bow tie.
When Dr. Pritchard tied the bow tie around Kyleâs neck, Kyle opened his mouthânot in surprise, but as if this attire had been meant for him all along, as if the relaxation of feeling truly himself in this clothing had loosened his jaw. His body and mind understood: he was meant to be a good preppy boy.
Dr. Pritchard: "Thatâs a good boy."
By late morning, Kyle was transferred to the Preppy Academy, placed in a class appropriate for his age. He was quickly integrated among other students eager to learn submission, obedience, and discipline.
He embraced the academyâs dress code without hesitation, developing a particular fondness for plaid patternsâthe very motif Dr. Pritchard had introduced him to. In time, the administration and Kyle himself sent a letter to his family, informing them of his transfer and his wish to continue his education at the Preppy Academy.
Kyleâs father had heard of the institution through a friend whose son had returned home completely transformedâeventually becoming the familyâs butler. Pleased with the results, and reassured that this was Kyleâs own request, his parents placed their trust in him.
Dr. Pritchard frequently visited the Academy to check on Kyle. Over time, he began calling him Prescottâhis middle nameâwhich suited him far better and carried a more refined sound.
Dr. Pritchard became Master to Prescott, who, with the Academyâs approval, would come to serve him every weekendâsubmissive and obedient. For example, he offered him his mouth to be filled with the doctor's cock from times to times.
Dr. Pritchard decided how Prescott should dress. He had even noticed during Prescottâs hospitalization that he often squinted from staring at the spiral for too long. As a result, he gifted him a pair of elegant glassesâenhancing his preppy and exemplary style even further.
Far from the field, far from his arrogance, Prescott had become a good boy. He could thank the Preppy Academy for that.
Whoâs next?
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As the Night Crawls
Takes place during the seven years of Silcoâs control of the Undercity.
Wrote this because I wanted to see more of Sevika with someone who matched her energy.
First time writing so be nice please : One shot Sevika/Reader
Sevika/you (OC nickname is Cannon)
(Muscle mommy/ Dom fem energy reader)
Warnings: 18+, Oral (r!receiving,Sev receiving), fingering, tribbing, (switches) F/F men and minors DNI
*two years prior*
Zaun, what a shit show, but a shit show which was your home. With most of your family dead or hooked on the latest drug, you werenât about to sink in that hole with them. A bag slung over your shoulder, you entered the noisy halls of a club you knew Silco owned.
You had an appointment with him. He saw you take down a man twice your size outside the Last Drop and gave you his card.
âTomorrow, 9pm sharp.ââ
You took it without delay, knowing that to work for him might be a dangerous game, but it would pay well.
And now you were here, this place used to be a more cozy bar until Silco started running these streets. Shimmer, the purple powerful drug found everywhere, was his biggest source of income.
You walked into the loud club and headed up the stairs Silco directed you to do yesterday. He was looking for some extra muscle and you werenât gonna leave without that job.
You walked up, knocking at the door.
âCome in,â you heard a voice say.
You opened it and looked around Silcoâs office, neatly done but not ornate.
He swiveled in his chair to face you, âright on time. Good.â
You stepped in, shutting the door behind you. You said nothing, knowing your smart mouth could get you into trouble. Best to let Silco do the talking. Men like him preferred it anyway.
âI saw your work yesterday. You seem to know your way around a fight. Could use someone like you. Have any other skills I would findâŚuseful?â Silco gave you a once over before looking back at the papers on his desk.
You set your bag on the floor. âI am a pretty good negotiator. Used to bargain some good deals for my father who was a mechanic. I am pretty handy as well.â
Silco thrummed his long fingers against his wooden desk. âHow old are you girl?â
You wanted to quip back at him for calling you âgirlâ, but decided against it. âTwenty-Nine Sir.â
âYou work well with others?â Silco picked up a piece of paper on his desk and looked over it.
âDepends who the âothersâ are I suppose. I usually get along with almost anyone. Not here to make any waves. Just do my job.â You folded your hands behind your back, hoping you didnât say too much.
âFamily? They living?â Silco still didnât bother to look at you.
âEither dead or disappeared. Just me to rely on, no one else.â
âWhere do you live?â Silcoâs eyes continued to scan the paper.
âMy dadâs old shop. But itâs kind of rundown. One of the men who you were with yesterday told me to pack a bag.â
Silco finally met your eyes. âI own a few apartment buildings. I like those who work with me to live close, in case there are any late night⌠disturbances that need handling.â
There was another knock on the door. âEnter,â Silco flicked the paper back on the desk.
In walked a woman who you hadnât seen before. Tall as hell, imposing, with piercing silver eyes and a tightly packed muscled frame that you knew could cause some real damage.
âYou wanted to speak with me?â Sevikaâs gaze drifted over to you, brow raised in a quizzical nature. She had seen you around before, tough little thing you were. Maybe not so little but at least three to four inches shorter than Sevika.
âSevika, meet your new partner.â Silco motioned his hand to you.
You could tell by the long drawn out silence that Sevika did not like this news.
âWhy do I need a partner? Iâm doing fine on my own.â Sevikaâs eyes narrowed, taking a swig of whatever bottle was in her hand.
âBecause I have money out on the streets and I need more muscle to collect. Show her the ropes, itâs not up for discussion Sevika.â
Sevikaâs lip curled as she strode up to you, finally getting a good look. Youâre dressed mostly in black, your tight leather pants that showed off your thick thighs, you didnât have much of an hour glass but had some strong abdominals and well muscled arms.
âName, doll face?â Sevika licked the top row of her teeth as she bent to look down at you. She smelled of cigar smoke. By the way she stood over you, you could tell she was trying to intimidate.
âY/NâŚbut my actual nickname is Cannonâ you matched her energy, your eyes studying her from head to toe. She wore a red cloak over her left side, a cropped vest that showed off her impressive lower abdomen, and metaltoe boots.
Sevika smirked, slightly impressed that you didnât waver under her scrutiny. âDoll face suits you better.â
You matched her smirk and took a step closer, getting into Sevikaâs personal space. âAnd what nickname should I give you? Sweet cheeks, pretty eyes, big mama? Take your pick.â
This made Sevikaâs lips part in surprise. No one ever had the gall to speak to her so casually.
Before she could respond, Silco cleared his throat. âI expect you two to get along. Sevika, she will be living in the west building a floor below you. Show her to her place.â
Silco threw Sevika a set of keys which she caught easily in the air. âCome with me, donât fall behind.â Sevika turned on her heals and walked out Silcoâs office.
Sevika led you a few narrow streets down and up the stairs to a small apartment on the third floor. You stood behind her as she fumbled with the keys in the door and pushed it open. 345, your apartment number. âThis is yours, already furnished.â
You stepped in as Sevika held the door open for you, studying the place. Not too bad, furniture definitely old but manageable. Everything you could need and hopefully with a decent salary you could make some improvements.
While you meandered around your new place, Sevika stewed in her thoughts. How dare Silco suggest she need help. She was doing just fine on her own. Wasnât she? Hadnât she given Silco everything? Sleepless nights on missions, broken bones, friends lost, what more could she do?
Sevika was too lost in her darkness to notice you had turned your attention back to her. âYa know, itâs not my intention to step on any toes. I just need a job, gotta be able to feed myself and all.â
Sevika blinked to jog herself of her own thoughts and your set of keys on the kitchen counter. âSilco better be right about you. Canât have someone slowing me down out there.â Sevika then moved her exposed hand to the doorknob and looked at the clock on the wall. âItâs late, Iâll be at your door at 8am. Be fucking ready.â
Without letting you get a word in, she slams the door behind her, the walls shaking at the force. âWell youâre gonna be an absolute fucking dream to work with,â You grumble and walked over to the bedroom.
You grumbled at the size of the full bed. First thing you were going to do with a paycheck was buy a queen sized bed and mattress. You hated small beds and liked stretching out. Couldnât imagine someone as big as Sevika even having this bed.
That woman was going to be a handful to work with.
You threw yourself on the mattress and stared up at the ceiling. You smiled to yourself, thinking about how Sevika would be a hard one to crack. You enjoyed the difficult ones. You wanted to peel back her layers. Living in Zaun made you hard, and molded you into a jaded, tough person. You knew that better than anyone.
âThis will be funâ
*two years later*
You leaned back a chair, your relaxed demeanor now common in the Last Drop as you watched Sevika play cards with her regulars. An arm was bent over the back of the chair as the other held the glass of brown liquor you nursed.
âRotten luck boys,â Sevika smirked and threw down her cards. The smoke curled from her mouth as she took a drag of her cigarillo and exhaled.
Damn that bitch was good at gambling. You smirked at the menâs groans as Sevika gathered the chips on the table.
After years of chipping away at Sevikaâs resolve, she seemed to have least grown to respect you. Youâve proved to be a smart, cunning and strong partner, ensuring you have her back when it comes to the hard jobs Silco puts you two in.
You still havenât figured out what to do with your attraction to her. Call it narcissism but you admire the qualities you two had in common. You valued someone who handled her own, and whose presence brought fear and respect.
Sure, you and her discussed your flavors of the month, conquests of women. Most of them were feminine and pliant, easily submitting to you. There was always something missing for you. You knew deep down Sevika was that missing piece. The worst thought though was to ruin the friendship you had formed.
(Sevikaâs POV)
Damn you were hot. The way you confidently leaned back in your chair, your impressively toned arms on display. Your hair was half up like hers, a little longer past your shoulders, short pieces of your curtain bangs falling in your face. You only had taken two sips of the drink she bought you.
You werenât much of a drinker but you did sometimes steal a puff or two of her cigarillo. Sevikaâs stomach would flip when you took it from her mouth to inhale the slightly sweet tasting Tobacco. No one in their right mind would ever dare to do such a thing, but you, you constantly pushed your boundaries with her, tested her.
Sevika felt a magnetic pull, she could spot you in a crowd, knew where you were at all times. It had taken years for you to chip away at her walls, to peel back her layers and earn her trust. She wasnât one to divulge her secrets, or share her thoughts, but you forced her to talk. You knew every slight shift in her demeanor. She sometimes hated that you knew her so well, but it was oddly comforting.
You were a loyal friend to her, keeping a watchful eye around the room while Sevika played cards. You could have been flirting with the woman who was eyeing you from her place at the bar, but there you were, sitting next to her.
âYou ever think about playing?â Sevika shuffled the cards before her, mechanical hand quite dexterous as she sent some of them flying to each player.
Your emerald eyes shifted from your glass to meet herâs, the devilish smirk plastered on your pretty lips. âNah I like watching you win though, youâre usually so generous with me when it comes to drinks.â
âDonât think youâve paid for a drink in almost two years.â Sevika scoffed as she took her cigarette case out of her pocket to put another one in her metal mouthpiece.
Before she could find her lighter, you picked it up and flicked it open, leaning forward with your forearm resting on the table. âIâm just here to give you a light.â
Sevika leaned forward and inhaled, the end of the cigarillo catching light. âI can do it myself smart ass. Besides I see a pretty patron over there eyeing you.â Sevika motioned her head over to the bar.
You lazily rolled your head to where Sevikaâs attention was. Sevika didnât necessarily like you turning your attention to other women, but knew it was only ever just sex with them. You had mentioned time and time again how the job prevented you from making real connections. It would be too dangerous for your partner to have you as a girlfriend. You didnât want the weakness.
If only you knew that you were Sevikaâs weakness.
(Your POV)
You looked over to the pretty little thing in the tight purple dress. âOh Veronica? Sheâs always a good time.â
She was up for anything, downright in love with the way your tongue moved across the soft flesh of her core. Most of the women you went after had enjoyed your skill, the way you could make their limbs turn to jello. You were a giving lover and they always came back for more.
Sevikaâs pale grey eyes studied you. You never knew what she was thinking when she looked at you like that. Was it judgement? Jealousy? Was she jealous of you for having Veronica or was she jealous of Veronica for having you? You were not sure. You dared not hope for the latter. You wouldnât speak of your attraction until she spoke first, lest you ruin your friendship.
âHow long are you gonna string her along Cannon?â Sevika took a drag of her cigarillo and handed it to you.
You shrugged and took the cigarillo from Sevika, inhaling, letting the smoke exhale from your nose. âShe knows Iâm not looking for anything serious. She just wants a bit of fun, like me.â
âYeah well, never works out well for you. They always get attached. Then I have to hear them whaling and throwing shit around when you tell them to leave.â Sevika watched the smoke billow from your mouth. Your apartment was directly under herâs and the walls were thin.
You chuckled, âyeah guess they canât resist falling for me when I put my tongue to good use,â you hand the cigarillo back, resting both elbows on the table.
Sevika rolled her eyes and shook her head, âIâm sure you tell them what they want to hear.â
You pursed your lips, and nodded. âI guess Iâm not entirelyâŚinnocent.â
Sevika was silent for a moment, studying your pretty face. She threw her cards on the table and yawned. âAlright Iâm bored, everyone fuck off.â
You knew by âeveryone,â she didnât mean you. Her men grumbled and collected whatever money Sevika didnât take from them.
When everyone had vacated you and Sevika sat in silence. You knew she wanted to talk about something she didnât want her men to hear. You waited for Sevika to speak first.
(Sevika pov)
Sevikaâs heart thundered in her chest, making her feel like she was about to vomit. She wanted to tell you how she felt. She promised herself sheâd do it tonight, before she had to watch you take another woman to your bed.
But how could she? You were the only one who ever stood toe to toe with her, who challenged her and wasnât afraid. Sevika was also not accustomed to these feelings. You had broken down the emotional walls she spent her whole life building.
It was a good five minutes of just sitting there in silence. You preoccupied yourself with looking around the bar for a while until the silence got weird.
âYou gonna say what you need to say or is this awkward silence just foreplay?â You quipped.
Your voice startled Sevika, the sarcastic tone irritating her already frazzled nerves. It was more than enough of a reason for her to swallow her feelings back down.
âYouâre an annoying pain in the ass, you know that? Iâm going home.â Sevika stood up hastily, the chair almost falling to the floor from the force.
You scoffed at her abrasiveness and folded your arms, leaning back. âWhat did I do?!â
Sevika opened her cigarette case and threw a cigarillo on your lap. âSince I know youâd ask me. Maybe one day you can buy some of your own. See you tomorrow.â With that Sevika stormed off, shoving those who didnât get out of her way.
Sevika stewed as she made her way home. Why couldnât you just shut up for once and let her talk? Why couldnât you just read her mind? Why did she have to spell it out for you?
Sevika knew she wasnât being fair but she wouldnât apologize for what she said. You pissed her off with your cavalier attitude when she was trying to be serious.
(Your pov)
âWhat the fuck was thatâŚâ you seethed in your chair. Why did Sevika have to be such a fucking bitch?
One second she was your closest friend and the next she was cruel and spiteful. But what was she going to say to you?
You took the cigarillo from your lap and lit it, realizing Sevika had forgotten her lighter. You took a second to calm down and think about what had just occurred. As you were deep in thought, Veronica sauntered over and leaned over the table, her ample breasts on display in her dress.
âHavenât heard from you in a while Cannon.â She cooed, sliding a fruity drink towards you.
You clench your jaw in annoyance at the interruption, then realization hit you. Sevika was trying to tell you something, probably serious or personal and you interrupted her. You made a stupid joke when she was trying to be real with you.
âFuck,â you said out loud and got up, taking an inhale of the cigarillo before snuffing it out. âGotta go,â you didnât bother to look up at Veronica as you made your way out the door.
You knew that trying to talk to Sevika right now would be a poor choice. It was best to let her calm down.
You walked over to a little market and purchased a big box of cigarillos, enough to last at least a month and more fuel for the lighter.
You filled Sevikaâs lighter and then asked the man at the counter for a pen and paper.
A few minutes later you walked up to Sevikaâs door and placed the things on front of it. You pounded on the door three times and left back to your place.
The note read âsorry for being a dick-Cannonâ
The next day Sevika didnât acknowledge the things you left at her door, she doesnât mention what happened, she only continues acting cold.
âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ.
Two weeks had gone by and Sevika acted like you were just her coworker. She didnât even bother gambling after work as soon as she was done for the day. It was hurtful, you missed your friend, you didnât know what you did wrong.
You both stood in Silcoâs office, waiting for him to give the task for the day.
âIâm sending you both to the far side of Zaun to negotiate this deal for me. Get there tonight and check into the hotel. Youâll meet with the men tomorrow. I need this to go well. We need these supplies to be at a reasonable cost. Cannon, do what I pay you for, Sevika I need you to back her up.â
Sevika glanced over to you briefly and nodded, showing herself out. You followed her, walking quickly to catch up.
âSev can you talk to me? I donât get why youâre actinâ like this.â
Sevikaâs jaw shifted in annoyance. âDonât know what youâre talkin about. Go grab a bag and meet me at the front of the bar.
You narrowed your eyes, and without a second thought of the repercussions, grabbed Sevikaâs shoulder. Sevika stopped walking immediately, almost frozen. Her sudden stillness would have had anyone preparing for a blow to their extremities. You knew Sevika wouldnât hit you.
You decided to drop your cocky attitude for a second and let her know how much her coldness was effecting you.
âSev, youâve been my friend for years now. Just tell me how to fix it.â Your voice was filled with the sincere pleading and sorrow you wanted to convey.
Sevika didnât turn around but looked at where your hand touched her. âItâs not you, I just gotta figure some shit out. Just drop it.â
You let Sevika walk out of your grasp and watch her disappear into the crowded streets of Zaun.
(Sevikaâs pov)
Sevika cursed herself as she walked away from you, refusing to look back at your crushed expression.
She was trying to distance herself from you to avoid her feelings. If she ignored you enough, perhaps she could trick herself into thinking she no longer wanted you.
It was getting harder and harder for her to do so. She missed you, missed your laugh, missed your friendship. She was alone again, alone with her sadness, alone with her anger and frustration. But what was the alternative? To watch you eventually connect with another woman and fall in love? For you to give someone else the affection she so desperately craved? Maybe at some point she could return as your friend. She had to rid herself of the feelings first.
(Hours later. Your POV)
You and Sevika checked into the hotel room Silcoâs assistant booked for you. Not a separate room but a room with two full beds which you managed with a little smooth talking to upgraded to two queens. No way in hell were you sleeping on a tiny little bed.
You knew Sevika wanted to argue about sharing a room. You didnât give her time to argue, nor were you going to let her avoid your presence like that. It was childish and frankly, you didnât deserve the silent treatment shit she was putting you through. All the years you have been working with Sevika, you knew that you were the more emotionally mature one. Maybe you were more reckless, sure, but you knew how to express how you were feeling without resorting to ignoring people.
When you got to the room, you were surprised that it wasnât a complete shithole. It was near a port outside the seediest part of the under city, almost towards topside.
You threw your bag on the bed closest to the door, letting Sevika take the window bed. You felt gross from the travel, sticky from the sweat of the summer heat. You took off your half cloak, similar to Sevikaâs, and hung it up on the closet.
Sevika threw herself on her own bed, the mattress squeaking in protest at the sudden weight. She let one leg hang off the bed as she lit a cigarillo.
âWanna go and grab a drink?â You suggested, trying to break the awkward silence.
âIâm good here,â Sevika quipped, not even looking at you.
âFine be a child.â You thought to yourself. You started removing the buckles of your vest, revealing a cropped tank underneath. âIâm gonna take a shower.â
You threw the tank over your head and walked onto the bathroom, your naked back to Sevika. You shut the door and turned the water on, the nice shower steaming up the room.
(Sevika POV)
Sevika felt as though she might crack a molar with how hard she clench her jaw. Fuck, how did ignoring you only make her want you more? This was not her. She was Silcoâs right hand, the most feared woman in Zaun. Cocky, arrogant, sure of herself, not some simpering woman who fell apart from the mere sight of your naked back.
Sevika took a long drag of her cigarillo, the smoke on an empty stomach churning her insides. She snuffed it out on the ashtray and sat up on the edge of the bed, gripping the mattress with her flesh hand till her knuckles turned white.
She was losing her cool, she wanted the upper hand. She imagined herself undressing, opening the bathroom door and pinning you against the shower wall. She could have you falling apart with her skilled fingers in just a few minutes. Sevika could wipe that cocky look off your face with one swipe of her tongue.
âNo,fuck..â she shook her head of those salacious thoughts, her heart thundering as though she had decided to act on her impulse. Sevika stood up, walking to the mini fridge and swung it open, glass clinking. There were tiny bottle of liquor lined up on the inner door.
Fuck it, Silco was rich and he owed her for all the years sheâd saved his ass from danger.
Sevika took two of the tiny bottles of the same liquor, snapped the seal and poured it into one of the complementary glasses. She stared at the glass before swigging the amber liquid down in one go.@
Gods she was acting like such an idiot. All for some woman who finally made her feel something, finally took the time to break down the many walls she had put up.
But what if you didnât feel the same? Or what if you both started this and it ended horribly? You would have to work together after that. What if she didnât know how to actually be with someone? What if you didnât know either?
Her anxiety won out again as she dove back into the fridge to retrieve more tiny liquor bottles.
âNot gonna save any for me?â
Sevika froze, she was too preoccupied with self loathing to notice you had opened the door, steam billowing from the bathroom, heating up the room.
She turned to look at you. white towel you had folded at your waist, the other smaller towel you were using to dry your hair. Her grey eyes wandered up to see your bare chest. Though not big, your breasts stood upright, a metal bar piercing each nipple.
You noticed her gaze and looked down at your own chest. âOh yeah, got them done a couple months ago. Saw them on another girl and thought they looked hot.â
Sevika blinked, her face stoic once more. She needed to get the fuck out of the room before she did something stupid.
âHelp yourself to whatâs left in the fridge. Iâm heading out, donât wait up.â Sevika moved past you, deliberately moving her body away to not touch you as she got to the door.
(Your POV)
You turned to watch her practically run for the exit, the door slamming behind her making you flinch and the room shake.
You blinked, your mouth agape and in utter shock at Sevikaâs attitude. Itâs not like she hasnât seen your chest before. You werenât shy when it came to partial nudity, often changing in front of her in the locker room of the small gym or using a steam room.
You started putting the pieces together. There was something up with Sevika, and had something to do with you. The only change in her behavior was her demeanor towards you.
But what could you have possibly done to warrant such coldness? You tried and tried to apologize but she never wanted to discuss it.
You looked up to Sevika in so many ways, to the point where you may have forgotten she was just a woman too. Maybe she was going through something. Something she was embarrassed to speak about.
Instead of laying there with your mind racing, you got up and got dressed, heading down to the small hotel bar. You knew Sevika wouldnât have gone far.
You saw Sevika, sitting in a corner shuffling her cards to play a solitary game, her dexterous metal hand throwing the cards before her.
âDo you ever take a hint?â Sevika grumbled, not looking from her cards and taking a swig of her drink.
You pulled out a seat in front of her and sat down. âEnough of this crap Sev. What is up your ass?â
Sevika let out what was between a scoff and a laugh, picking up a cigarillo and lighting it. âYouâve got some fuckin nerve.â She inhaled and let out a long breath of smoke from her nose âcan never fucking drop it, can you?â
âNot when someone who I called a friend, just starts ignoring me out of the blue. Like what could I have possibly done to make you so upset?â
Sevika went back to playing with her cards. âTold you, it isnât about you.â
âBullshit,â you folded your arms and leaned back in the chair.
Sevikaâs grey eyes finally locked on yours. âYou think the only problems I have involve you? Donât be full of yourself.â She knocked some ash from her cigarillo and pushed the box to offer you one. You take one, not because you particularly want one right now, but because itâs the kindest gesture sheâs given you in two weeks.
âNo I donât think your world revolves around me. But I know for a fuckin fact that this,â you motion to her and her pouty demeanor, âvery much has to do with me. So out with it. What are you hiding?â
Sevikaâs eyebrow rose, âwhat exactly are you looking for? For me to tell you Iâm in a shitty mood and need some time away from your big mouth?â
It was your turn to scoff. âI know youâre always kind of bitch Sevika, but this is pretty bitchy, even for you.â
Sevika stared at her glass, gripping it so tight she thought she might break it. You could see her eyes searching the table, as if she was trying to come up with a response.
You decided it was time to take a dive. Something that could end well or with you getting punched.
You looked under the table from your relaxed position and saw Sevika sitting in her usual stance, legs open.
âYou seem⌠tightly wound.â You lifted your leg and put the pad of your boot on the edge chair between her legs.
(Sevika POV)
Sevika felt her face burn, as though someone spiked the heat in the room. You were hitting on her. This was it, she could either dive in or continue on her path leading to nowhere.
Fuck it
Sevika leaned back and looked down at your foot, the sheer boldness making her pussy clench.
âAre you offering toâŚunwind me?â Sevika took her flesh hand and placed it on top of your metal toe boot.
You shrug nonchalantly, âif it will stop you from biting my head off.â You ran your tongue over your bottom lip and flicked your darkened eyes back down to her grip on your foot. âTo be honest, Iâve always had a thing for you. Youâre hot, even when youâre being an asshole.â
Sevika felt emboldened by your words. She responded by scooting closer to your boot, the sole pressing into apex of her thighs. âYou like to talk.â
âYou can always sit on my face and shut me up?â You suggested, pressing your sole harder against her.
Sevika sucked in a sharp breath at the pressure. She could feel herself growing wet.
âUpstairs, now,â Sevika said through gritted teeth.
(Your POV)
The stair climb to the hotel room was agonizing. You walked behind her, feeling yourself get more end more excited. You had been waiting two years for this. Ever since your eyes locked on hers.
When you got to the room, Sevika turned the key and opened the door for you. As soon as you were both inside, she shoved you against the wall.
Sevika hovered over your lips, the anticipation killing you.
You finally had enough and gripped her by the back of the head, hand on her half ponytail, pulling her in for a deep kiss.
You both groaned in satisfaction, bodies melting, the kiss was something you had both been dreaming about for so long. Sevika slipped her knee between your legs, pressing against the heat of your core.
Both of your hands flew to one anotherâs clothes, almost ripping fabric to shed each other of the barriers to bare skin.
You pushed Sevikaâs vest off her body, the clothes falling to the floor with a heavy thud. Sevika was less patient. She took her metal finger and sliced the front of your cropped tank. Your eyes narrowed.
âYou owe me another one,â you hissed as a cold metal hand moved under your breast. âIf you rip a nipple ring off with your bionic-ahâ Sevika moved her flesh hand to kneed the other breast.
âIâll be careful.â Sevika murmured, her lips pressing against the sensitive parts of your neck.
Your hands wandered over to Sevikaâs belt, unbuttoning the fly. Before you could finish, Sevika took both your hands and pinned them over your head. She then continued to kiss and bite at your neck, leaving marks.
âDonât have to act all dominant.â You moved with her as Sevika rutted her hips against your knee, craving the friction against her pulsing clit.
Sevika relented and loosened the hold of your arms, letting them go so you can travel back down to her pants. You slowly unzipped her fly, opening up the front to reach your hand down into the waistband of her black underwear.
Your fingers found Sevikaâs pussy, eliciting a groan from both of you. She was soaked. Your index and middle finger slipped inside her with no resistance. You pumped your fingers in and out. Sevika braced both hands on the wall on either side of your head. âFuck,â was all Sevika could grit out, her head bowing down from the pleasure.
You backed her away from the wall, removing your hand from her. Sevika wanted to whine at the loss of contact. She didnât have much time to process before you placed a hand on her chest and pushed her onto your bed. Sevika backwards, landing on the soft mattress. She propped herself on her elbows to gaze up at you.
You stood before Sevika, not breaking eye contacts as you toed your boots off and leaned down to take care of her boots as well.
Sevika helped you pull her foot out of each shoe, hating how slow you were moving.
You finally crawled on top of Sevika, like a predator over prey. You molded your body to herâs, a knee between her legs and leaned down to kiss her uneven lips. You didnât want to just fuck Sevika, you wanted to show her intimacy, something you knew she wasnât comfortable taking from anyone else.
Your instincts seemed to be spot on as she responded in kind, her flesh hand threading fingers through your soft hair. Her metal hand moved to your hip, encouraging you to grind against her. Sevika mimicked your move and bend her knee to supply you with the same friction.
The position was intimate, not rushed, finally enjoying the moment you both didnât know would have ever been a reality.
You pulled her under tank up over her ample chest, squeezing her larger breasts and testing their weight. They were much bigger than yours. Your lips traveled down past her neck to take one nipple into your mouth.
Sevika rolled her hips, your mouth making her core ache. This felt good to her but it wasnât enough.She gripped you by the back of your hair and pulled making you release her nipple with a âpop.â
Sevika wanted, no, needed, to taste you. She easily flipped you on the bed and sat up to peel your tight black pants and underwear off in one motion. You sat up to grab Sevika but she placed a large hand on the center of your chest and pushed back down.
âStop fucking moving and let me do what I want,â Sevika rolled her eyes and got off the bed, kneeling by the edge.
âSo bossy as usual,â you scoffed, sitting up and resting your weight against your elbows.
Sevika shook her head in annoyance and grabbed you by your calves, pulling your hips to the edge of the bed. She stared at your sex, neatly trimmed and wet for her. You were beautiful, sexy, strong-
âYou just gonna stare at it orrrrr?â
âŚand absolute a pain in her ass. Sevika gave you the stare that always meant âshut upâ and leaned down to throw your legs over her shoulders. Her large right hand splayed your lower abdomen kept your hips down as she swiped a tongue over your folds. Her eyes almost rolled to the back of her skull at your taste.
You licked your lips and gripped the sheets at the first swipe over your swollen clit. You inhaled a sharp breath as she dipped her tongue into your center. âFucking hell,â you murmured.
Sevika feasted upon you as if she was starved, her mouth trailing up to suck expertly at your clit. Sevika was experienced, she knew just how to use her mouth to make you arch and writhe. She moved her flesh hand holding you down and used it to insert to large fingers into you, pumping in time with her tongue.
You sat up and looked down at her on her knees, she had to adjust her large body, her knees farther back so she could get her head positioning right. Luckily her mechanical hand was able to take all her weight leaning on the bed. This position left you to admire her chiseled back, moving and flexing as she pumped her fingers.
âFuck thatâs itâs Sev,â you gripped her by the half ponytail on the back of her head, keeping her mouth locked on you.
Sevika, encouraged by your words, moved faster, the noises coming from her mouth on you were absolutely pornographic. Her fingers sped in and out of you, fucking you with the sucking of your clit.
Your body then tensed up, muscles tightening around her fingers, as you came with a groan of her name. There was no sweeter sound to her ears.
She continued moving her tongue, making you squirm and pull away from her face. âHoly shit woman give me a second,â you panted as you backed your hips off the edge of the bed.
Sevika sat up, wiping her face with her forearm to glower at you. âWho said I was done?â
âMy clit for one thing, give me a second to breathe.â You flopped down on the bed.
Sevika ignored your snark and ran her hands over the softness of your thighs, her eyes hungrily drinking in your naked form.
She wanted to devour you all night.
You sat back up and pulled Sevika in for a kiss, your tongue running over her bottom lip. Sevika eagerly responded, both mechanical and flesh hand cradling your face.
When you parted, a string of saliva connected you both. âStand up Sev,â you whispered.
Sevika wanted to refuse you. She wanted to spend all night with her mouth on your sex. She reluctantly stood from her kneeling position, coming to full height before you.
You stood along with Sevika and gently pushed her against the far wall. She looked down at you, her face almost unreadable. She was fighting for any amount of control over her emotions.
You kept your eyes locked on herâs as you knelt before her, gripping her already opened pants and pulling them down. Sevika lifted one foot at a time to help you.
You broke eye contact to trail down to Sevikaâs exposed sex. You were met with a dark patch of curly hair, her slit glistening with arousal. âYouâre fucking perfect,â you admired as you reached back up and gripped her hips, moving your knees closer to find a good angle.
Sevika moved her flesh hand over to your mouth, running her thumb over your bottom lip. âLetâs see why those other bitches fight over you.â
Was that jealousy? You would have to unpack that later, right now you had a job to do. You had rarely been able to take a woman in this position since most women you were with were shorter.
When Sevika removed her thumb you wasted no time latching your mouth to her. Sevika bowed forward from the onslaught of your tongue. âShit,â she gritted and stood to full height again, gripping the back of your head.
Sevika tasted amazing. The scent of her arousal flooded your senses as you moved your tongue from her entrance to suck her swelled clit.
âAh, ah!â Sevika couldnât form words. She looked down at you, your beautiful eyes staring up to watch her face contort in pleasure. She didnât want to admit it out loud but fuck you were good at this.
You took two of your fingers and inserted them into her, curling them up. Sevikaâs grip tightened on your hair, the pull on your scalp painful. You continued to suck at her clit, realizing itâs what Sevika responded to the most.
Sevika threw her head back, colliding against the drywall with a âthunk.â Her knees threatened to buckle as her climax built. âDonât stop,â she commanded, trying best to keep her voice from shaking.
You pressed your tongue to her clit and aggressively shook your head. Sevikaâs mouth was agape, moving her head back down so she could look at you. âIâm gonna-shit!â
You felt Sevikaâs climax as her walls tightened around your fingers, she pinned
your head to her, her hips thrusting to your mouth as you sucked .
Sevikaâs whole body shuddered, vision going blurry from the wave of pleasure. She let her hand fall from your hair as she panted against the wall.
You released your mouth from her sex, sitting back on your haunches to look up at her. Your mouth and chin glistened as you studied Sevikaâs face. âNow you see why they fight over me?â
The corner of Sevikaâs lip twitched in a sneer, she gripped you by the back of the neck and tugged on your hair, making you stand to avoid further pain. âThey will have to fight over someone else from now on,â she hissed.
Before you could respond, Sevika crashed her mouth to yours, tasting herself as her tongue ran over your bottom lip.
Sevika backed you up back to the bed, both of you falling onto it. She hovered over you, eyes wandering over your pert breasts. âI love these by the way. Suit you.â She dipped down and flattened her tongue over your pierced nipple.
You sucked in a sharp breath. âGood, because getting them done hurt like shit.â
This made Sevika smirk and flash her eyes up to yours. âToo bad I didnât bring my strap.â
You narrowed your eyes and shook your head. âNot really my thing.â
Sevika quirked her head and teased your nipple between her thumb and forefinger. âEver try it? You might like it.â
You propped up on your elbows. âCan I fuck you with it then?â
Sevika pursed her lips in thought, not the response she was hoping for. âIâll think about it.â
You shrugged, âonly fair Sev. You ever try it? You might like it.â You threw her words back at her.
Sevika sighed and rolled her eyes. âYouâre lucky youâre hot. Such a pain in my ass.â She then sat up, settling herself into a position where she was in between your legs, holding on one of your thighs as she met her pussy with yours. Sevika started to set a pace, rotating her hips back and forth.
You relaxed on the bed and moved your hips in time with hers. âYou think Iâm hot Sev? How long have you thought so?â
Pieces of hair fell in front of Sevikaâs face as she enjoyed the feeling of her clit meeting yours. âEver since I saw you in Silcoâs office two years ago. I thought you were fuckinâ beautiful.â Sevikaâs jaw clenched as a swivel of your hips gave her clit the angle she needed.
âOh really? Seemed like you wanted to throw me out the window first time you met me. Thought you hated me-ah!â You threw your head back as a wave of pleasure hit you.
âI kinda did, you have a mouth on you. You donât know when to back off. Stubborn bitch.â Sevika moved her hips faster.
âSeems liked my mouth just fine few minutes ago.â you reached up and gripped Sevikaâs left breast. She slapped your hand away and leaned forward to cover your mouth with her palm.
âNo more talking,â Sevika growled and rutted her hips faster, her movements getting sloppy as she got closer to the edge.
You glared at her, you were done being told to shut up. You pushed her hand away from your face and gripped the back of her head, using your strength to flip Sevika onto her back, switching places.
You wanted to laugh at the shocked look plastering Sevikaâs face. âYou,â reaching out to harshly grab her breast, âdonât get to tell me to shut up.â You moved your hips at the same speed Sevika began at.
(Sevika POV)
Sevika stared up at you, enjoying the view. Watching you take control was incredibly hot, your hair now undone, cascading over your lovely face. Your eyes held a mischievous glint as you gripped her thick thigh for support.
âFucking hell girl,â Sevika rasped as she held your hand to her breast, mechanical hand at your hip.
Sevika was trying to hold her orgasm for you but was losing the battle. It felt too good, too safe, uninhibited.
(Your POV)
The feeling of her metal hand on your skin was sexy. One wrong move and it could pierce you. âYou close Sev? You gonna cum? You like being handled donât you?â
Sevika whined, her eyes glued to where your pussies met, watching as they rubbed and ground against each other.
You loved the noises coming from the big tough woman below you. She was giving you the control so held so dear. You were close but you refused to finish before her.
âI wanna see you cum Sev. Cum for me baby,â you moved your hips faster, trying to push Sevika to the finish line.
Your dirty words worked, her eyes rolled to the back of her head as she cried out your name, both hands gripping your hips now to keep you in the desired place.
Your beginnings of an orgasm died when she made you stop, but you let Sevika take her pleasure out on you. You watched her come undone underneath you.
It took a minute or two for Sevika to come to. The orgasm was just as intense as the first. Her legs went slack as she caught her breath.
You looked down at Sevika, peaceful, serene and eyes closed. The room smelled of sex, clothes everywhere, the bed tilted from the box spring. You were too busy looking around you did not notice she had opened her eyes.
Sevika pulled you, as if you weighed nothing, to hover over her face. She wasted no time and latched her full lips over your clit, both human and mechanical hand holding your hips to prevent you from moving.
You had no intention of moving, bringing a hand down to grip Sevikaâs hair. âSo fucking good at this.â You moaned and gasped, hips rocking against her tongue.
Sevika moved her hands from your hips to your ass and flipped you to your back, her mouth still locked on you. She inserted to of her fingers into you, thrusting up to meet with her tongue.
You orgasm hit you like a train, your cries loud enough to be heard in the hallways. Sevika held you down, her mouth riding you through. When your body started to twitch away from her, she moved her mouth from your puss and rested her cheek on your inner thigh.
Both of you stayed silent for a second, your minds clearing from the passion you just shared.
Sevika sat up, placing a last kiss upon your sex before she moved to lay down next to you on the crumpled sheets.
You both said nothing, waiting for the other to speak.
You finally opened your mouth to say something but Sevika beat you to it. âI donât want you seeing Veronica anymore.â
âWho?â
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You know who you remind me of? Helga Pataki.
Please tell me you (or somebody else) gets the reference đ
anon u turned my world to static with that namedrop
on the list of things i did NOT expect to happen ,because hUH??: someone dragging [hey arnold] into my tiny nuca inbox
#feesh answer#yes. yes i get the reference. . .#BRUH YOU JUST SHUT MY BRAIN DOWN FOR A SOLID MINUTE. I HAD TO SYSTEM REBOOT.#DON'T YOU CASUALLY UNLOCK A DEEPSEATED MEMORY LIKE THAT. put my waves out of wack. WOO!!! WILD!!!!#tho helga to be fair was what the millenialish kids would cal..l. a 'bad bitch'?#she put up with a lot#and despite all the suckage around her.. she still manages to be her clever ambitious passionate self#go helga go!!!! get what you want girl!!! i hope life treats you better!! you deserve several breaks!#when i first watched hey arnold#i didn't really care about it. it was decent background noise after school or whatevs.#helga was weird and creepy at best#when i got older... i somehow stumbled back into the show#and became obsessed with it. watched everything all over again. watched the movie i never saw#NOW....WITH THE WISDOM OF AGE..... i understood. i was UNDERSTANDING. really appreciated the show more#and its characters of course.... finally understood how messed up the pataki family was fo realsies#anyway. after that initial BLASTED BURST of unlocked memory vault . with the nostalgia. and the facts of me watching it twice#i return to reality: this ask. which is currently comparing me to helga#and i laugh maniacally because i don't know how else to react#my second urge was to punt anon out the window so they can land in a conveniently placed bouncy castle and atone for their crime#their crime of. making me embarrass myself with .myself#but i DON'T punt anon because. well. *gestures to the ask*#falls back dramatically into my armchair#what am i supposed to do........ i can't really escape the allegations can i...#sighs dejectedly . surrounded by my own posts
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who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it
#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it#idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character#someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it#and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly#its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked#because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately#like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means#it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by#a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time#i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid#so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or#smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them#become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words#but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened#especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that#need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta#once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it#circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it#actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt#i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me#that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly#mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them#have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP#IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL#yapping
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love how there are pretentious video essays that just repeat the book and meander and ramble about house of leaves. it's what zampanĂł would have wanted. it is not, however, what I want
#anyway i finished the main portion of the book#all i have left is the poems and a few other small things i think? ive read pelafinas letters#im thinking of getting the full book of her letters#but also they severely messed with my head so we'll see#i will say. i do get why ppl say the book is pretentious and frustrating#there was a lot of stuff where i couldnt tell if it was supposed to be satire or if it was genuinely just that dense and pretentious#and a lot of the codes were rly obtuse imo?#like... idk. some of them were super obvious like the sos stuff or pelafina outright saying what to do#but others like. man how am i supposed to know johnny waxing poetic about pussy was coded#i mean that one is also pointed out though much later but i know i missed a lot just like it that werent pointed out#and ive heard theres a lot of shit where the message you get is just danielewski????? which gonna be real. kinda dumb.#but i did also really enjoy the book#there was a lot of stuff in it that was just so compelling or poignant or whatever other word#the minotaur stuff is good (ofc id say that though i love me some minotaur themes)#also a lot of the scenes with johnny just...... christ#idk how ppl say to skip them hes so fascinating#yeah i could do with him talking about his possibly hallucinated sex life a bit less but also his story is just plain interesting#i still think about the part where the girl he was talking to runs over a dog they had picked up........ it was fucking chilling#and his hallucinations of dying are so descriptive in just the right way to get under my skin#the uncertainty with him and his family..... did pelafina try to kill him? did his father just send her away for being a bit too overbearin#over an accident? was there something else? what was the deal with his foster family? with lude? gdansk man and kyrie?#how did it get published? who are the editors? why did the band know of the book before it should have been published?#why does his journal section end with a story from a man he admits to making up completely? the doctor from seattle doesnt exist#the chronological end is more hopeful with him saying things will be okay but then he puts a previous entry after that?#i think the burning of the book parallels the story nicely#johnny said his piece; he nurtured the book as much as he could; but it was hurting him and he had to give up on it#idk!#this book does make me feel a lil dumb ngl
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when youre blocked by someone its beautiful. when you make it mutual its a paradise
#memory posts#NO MORE STRESS! đľâđˇđ¸đšđśđşđťđžđşđĽđĽđźđ§đ°#Hi i watched melee tournament today. It techncially didnt start yet But it was ? awesome.#im calling it awesome but im sad that aklo lost to zain. Fuck.. The 1 match he can play link is over?! FUUUUUUUUUU#I feel bad. That bing is there. Could you imagine if it was anyone else?#and when aMsa lost to agent. That must've sucked. Fuck...... Shit.#hopefully i will be up in time to see the start of it tomorrow#i am Also sad salt doesnt have a sponsor anymore. What the fuck..#Mango lost to everyone though and that was awesome. I loved that#HOPEFULLY THEIR Streaming on youtube is solved. Or whatever the hell. it might be something to do with restream#cuz theyre streaming it on mango's twitch channel but its supposed to be costreaming on their youtube channel#or maybe you cant have 2 streams at once on the same channel? Anyway I didnt like having one on twitch and one on youtube#nouns is having this thing where you vote on a player to send to all these tournaments#nicki is winning Which is cool cuz hes an ice climbers player BUT I KIND of want shinymark to win...#he plays pikachu And thats awesome.. but only has 4 votes. just getting out of college trying to play melee..Fuck...Shit#BEEZY IS COOL TOO I saw their marth at collision i think And it was awesome. WAHHHH WAHHH#Anyway thats my post that i put in the tags I hope you enjoyed
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YALL A GIRL BOUGHT ME A DRINK YESTERDAY AND I GOT HER NUMBER!!!!
#oni talks#thoughts#idek what else to tag this as but like#raaahhhhbim so excited and happy!!! we swapped Spotifies too and she even asked my sign#also weâre getting together again this Friday! also Iâm technically supposed to find other stuff for us to do but im indecisive/unsure what#All sheâd like yet?? also I wore like 6inch heels and barely came up to her height#she was so nice and cool!!! and weâre in the same/similar situation!!#also she actually takes some level of initiative which like idk if yall have noticed but thatâs lowkey RARE AS FUCK#my one regret that night (aside from the man that broke my purse) is that I forgot what artist she asked me about#itâs funny I was originally gonna leave early but then she appeared!!!#I donât wanna be TOO hopeful bc itâs early but like!!! I have so many activity ideas!!#also this is really hammering in that I desperately need to clean and organize my place omfg#coz how tf am I gonna invite her over for shit if itâs like this aahhh#also I hope she likes the music I sent/is on my account aahh#she texted me as soon as she left that she wanted to hug me and I just AAAAHHHHHH
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i dont wanna eat anything or do anything and i just wanna lay around but i also dont wanna do that and i dont wanna watch anything or read anything and idk what i wanna do
#i was supposed to have someone review my resume and i was banking on the fact that maybe talking to someone instead of being alone in my roo#would help me out but the whole appointment system maker thing was messed up so we couldnt even meet#so i literally hvae nothing better to do than wait the next few days to get back to campus#and i was soooo excited to go back to school and i still am cuz i know itll make me feel better being around people#but im just a lot less excited than i was#cuz i just really really hate the idea of having to spend another fall semester getting over someone#like i couldve probably handled spring semester. but fall semester???? when theres already enough desolateness as it is???#like i just hate hate htae the idea of being on buses and starting to cry again and its midnight at 4pm when im crying#and theres people everywhere and the wrost part is shes literally on the same campus as me!!! so now i might actually see her!!!#and i dont want to!!!#i want to be friends but right now i know if i see her again ill just start sobbing on the spot#i was so excited for thsi fall sem but now im just notttt#and i know ill be busier (hopefully) this sem so im sure ill be better off than last year#but still like. idfk i dont know what to do. i think i just need to hear someone elses voice#im supposed to talk to my friend later today so maybe thatll help#cuz im kinda ready to tell someone about it but what if she telsl me she cant call what am i suppsoed to doooo#cuz last year the person iw as getting over lived a bajillion miles from me so it was easier!!! but she and I live 5 mins from each other#AND SHES FREINDS WITH LIKE ALL MY ROOMMATES#THEYRE ALL HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS !!!!#GODDDD.#i mean there are def upsides to this . for example its good we broke up now#cuz imagine if we broke up cuz of a fight and then thered be a big issue in the friend group#but it ended well and i dont think our friends / roommates will be 'picking sides'#as long as i just dont do anything drastic lol#adn who knows maybe our friendship will bounce back and i really hope it does!!#but she and i didnt start off as friends we kinda went into this knowing we were into each other to begin with#so like how do i be friends with her you know???#and friendship is soo important to me so its not like i dont want to be friends with her. i really really do. i just dont know how itll wor#like i value friendship over romantic relationships any day but also our relationship felt so deep to me#which is why im scared that we wont be friends even though i know we both want to be
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#sometimes u just gotta have a cringe fail weekend. is what i tell myself bc i let the fact that i forgot to check my new#email completely obliterate me. also i haven't been sleeping enough. also just the normal thoughts in my head#by which i mean the part of my brain that demands consequences for inattention by means of suffering. devine punishment.#which is irrational and annoying but knowing that doesnt seem to help. so ive just been laying here in the hopes i come unspooled and start#to disintegrate. which is annoying bc ive got stuff to do#specifically bc i am supposed to b a TA this semester. which is what i figured but also feared#so. thats gonna b a lot. tho not as much as my old school bc they dont make TAs do literally everything here apparently#but. itll b a lot. and also i have to finish signing up for classes. bc i didnt do that back in April by my brain was melting. also i have#to keep doing my job and dealing with my data. ugh. well. being a TA isnt so bad. i do like to help ppl learn even if im not very good at it#like. i struggle with thr talking to ppl part. like the transition of ny thoughts to something thst makes sense#oh well. hope i end up teaching something im not too unqualified for. i could do soils. Ecology. uhhh. maybe intro bio but i never even took#university level biology. i just skipped upper level courses. that's probably it. anything else would b a lotta faking it#ugh. im tired. i should go to sleep at 9pm. thr sun hasbt even set and i should sleep#tomorrow i have to get my shit together. but also i wanna email my new professor like hey bro like what do u want me to do???#like how do i start in this lab? when do we start talking. like just not to b pushy but whats thr procedure?#i like Structure but also its like weeks until the semester starts so we got time. im just a lil nuts#jesus. its gonna b an interesting semester. hopefully fun but uh it is sorta like taking a boat out when u can see big ominous clouds#like im sure ill b fine but also i might get dumped over into a watery grave. i just. i have a lot of papers to write#and its gonna b hard to b a student on top of that. partly bc what im gonna b doing now is almost completely unrelated#which is probably y ppl stick to the same track they stsrt on. that awkward moment when ppl ask u if ur gonna keep working with bi0crust#and ur like uhhhh no fuck that actually the work ive done in the past 4 years makes me hate myselfâď¸#so we r back at square 1. well not 1 bc its sorta related but its a pretty big reset#itll b fine once things start. its just thr anticipation that kills me#unrelated
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Successfully fended off The Group Chat on a THIRD platform.
#although technically Iâm still in three because this girl has added me to TWO insta group chats. I gave her my number for an unrelated#thing and the next thing I know I am in a text chain with her and her coworkers. they talk about work. I am unrelated to any of this.#she told me to join the discord and I said I didnât have one. I hate group chats. I donât ever have anything to say they donât provide#useful info that someone else wouldnât simply share with my privately and they clog up my notifications.#I went over for game night and we played a flattery game for FOUR HOURS ���� it was agony. I didnât know anyone and Iâm supposed to choose#flattering cards for people??? like you give the best hugs. you are loving to ok you meet. your smile makes me melt.#like hello I know your pronouns thatâs it. and at the end we all had to take pictures of our cards to remember what everyone things of us.#like. I didnât think any of that of any of you. it was such a weirdly fake and manipulative game for an outsider. hated it.#did I mentioned three round of this took four hours? it took four hours. four. hours.#cute game for close friends and/or partners. not so great for someone you donât know. and who is also uncomfortable with this sort of#manufactured intimacy. she admitted to hoping I join the polycule âsomedayâ. I said no. I said I wasnât interested. but Iâm starting to#think that means very little. when I came over for game nights I was forced to stop and have a meeting with them to say when I would show#up to events on the group calendar. I feel like Iâm in a cult!!!! what???? text me the week before it happens maybe Iâll come. Iâm not#going to commit to smoothies on Tuesday the third week of December!!!!!#anyway. all of this is making me really nervous to text my classmate. I feel like Iâm going to come off as her. just. incredibly needy. ugh#anyway just have to vent because this is feeling so bizarre. Iâve been so tired this week socializing and this game was a bad way to end it#Iâm also getting paranoid that they have tumblrs and will find me and read these and confront me about it. I should delete them or#private them. this is ridiculous.
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[SUMMARY: Joel struggles to fight temptation with Sarahâs bestfriend after heâs forced to share a bed with her.]
Smut dry humping 18+
He knew it was best to sleep in his jeans, at least the heavy material would do better at hiding a boner he knew he would get.
Winter vacation with the Millers was something you had been looking forward to for the past month. Sarah and you were on break from college and had been best friends since high school. The two of you always planned vacations together and this time her dad and uncle were apart of the plans. A road-trip to Colorado to stay at a cabin and go skiing, you were so excited. The ride was about twelve hours long but you loved road-trips so you were perfectly fine with the time it would take to get there.
âEverybody packed?â Joel came out putting the last few bags on the back of his truck as Sarah came out in a panic.
âShoot! I forgot to leave my work keys at the jobâ
âDoesnât someone else have em?â Joel asked confused.
âSidney is off and I was suppose to leave them for Matt, theyâll kill me. Iâm so stupidâ
âAlright relax-â Tommy came in to the recuse as he usually did.
âI gotta drive by your job anyways and pick up a couple things, weâll stop by your job and then continue heading to Coloradoâ
Sarah jumped up and down in relief.
âOh uncle Tommy, youâre a saviorâ
âSo Iâve been toldâ he shrugged with a chuckle.
âSo what are we doinâ?â Joel asked as you stood silently waiting for a plan.
âSarah and I will go do what we gotta do and you and her can get a head start so we donât miss our check in at the cabinâ
âYou want me to go with your dad?â You attempted to whisper to Sarah as he looked over at you.
âYeah cause remember we booked the cabin under our names so me or you need to at least be there for check inâ Sarah explained. Joel tried to hide his look of disapproval. Of course it wasnât that he didnât want to be around you, it was more so that he knew he shouldnât be, especially alone.
âAlright well letâs get goinââ Tommy jumped in his truck as Sarah followed while you got in the car with Joel.
The drive was slightly awkward at first, being that Joel wasnât much of a talker. His body felt tense as he drove, sneaking a glance at you as you looked out the window. You wore a jean skirt with a plain pink top, but all he could focus on was your legs.
âMind if I put on the radio?â
He quickly looked away the second you spoke.
âGo aheadâ he couldnât help but notice your hand with red nails reach forward. God he hoped Tommy and Sarah wouldnât take long doing what they had to do because Joel didnât know long he could handle being alone with you.
âSo are you excited?â You asked trying to make conversation.
âCourse I am, been a while since Iâve gone skiing but Iâm sure I still got it in meâ
âWell maybe you can teach meâ you spoke innocently, yet your words lingered in the air sending a shock of pleasure down his groin. He shifted in his seat as you sighed and changed the radio station not having any clue just how aroused you were making him simply by being in his presence.
Joel tried anything to get his mind off you, singing a song in his head, thinking about the last movie he saw, hell, anything to distract his mind from wandering off, especially with you right beside him. As the hours went by it helped that you had fallen asleep. Your hands folded on your lap as you leaned toward the door, Joel couldnât help but take a slow look at you now that he could without being caught. Heâd known you for a few years now but he didnât know what the hell changed on you once you graduated high school. A simple look couldnât hurt he convinced himself..
Not too long after, you woke up to Joel on the phone, whatever it was, you could tell he wasnât happy about it.
âYouâre kiddinâ me right?â Joel uttered low.
âWhy the hell didnât you say somethinâ earlier?â You crossed your arms sitting up wondering what was going on as he pulled over to the side of the road.
âThe hell am I suppose to do now?â He continued, a few more words were said before he slammed his phone shut.
âWhat happened?â You spoke in a soft voice.
âTommyâs truck broke downâ
âWhat? We still have hours to go, where are they?â
âTheyâre three hours awayâ
âWhat?â You whispered confused.
It was ten at night and you had no idea where you were or what you were supposed to do.
âSo now what?â
âWe get a motel for the night, theyâll meet us in the morninâ-â
âA motel?â
Joel cleared his throat looking away, obvious discomfort on his face as he tried to hide how he felt about staying at a motel with you.
âYeah, Sarah already called the cabin. Weâll make it there tomorrowâ he continued to drive as you looked at the road confused.
Luckily Joel had found a motel up the road.
As soon as he entered the lobby he was clear in asking for two separate rooms or at least a room with two beds. Of course with his luck there was only one room available with one bed.
âJesus christâ he ran his hand through his hair in frustration. With there not being another motel for another ten miles down Joel gave in and took the key.
Unlocking the door you could see how annoyed he felt, you figured it was because of delay in the trip. Pressing his lips together he looked up at you and motioned for you to walk in before him. The first sight of the bed sitting in the middle of the room you sighed as Joel stood behind you and shut the door.
âYou can take the bedâ he uttered low throwing his bag to the side.
âAnd where are you going to sleep?â
He pointed at a wooden chair in the corner of the room making you scoff.
âDonât be ridiculous , Mr.Miller. You need proper rest, youâve been driving for a few hours and-â
âIâll do just fine on that chairâ he insisted âand how many times do I have to tell you to just call me Joelâ.
âWell, Joel, the bed is big enough for both of us, why make things harder for yourself?â you raised a brow as you took your bag and walked to the bathroom. Joel never thought he would ever find himself in a situation like this, his mind racing with things he found harder to ignore.
After changing into your pajamas you walked out of the room yawning making Joel turn to you. Instantly taken back by what you wore, an oversized t shirt that dropped down above your knees.
âThe hell are you wearinâ?â
âMy pajamas?â You looked at him confused, his hands on his hips as he looked flustered.
âAinât there somethinâ else you could wear?â
âWhatâs wrong with what Iâm wearing?â You tilted your head as he bit down on his bottom lip. There was no way Joel was going to be locked in a room with you just wearing an oversized shirt. You didnât see anything wrong with it especially with how long it was.
âIâm gonna go get somethinâ from the truckâ he uttered under his breath as he turned towards the door. Yeah, thatâs what he figured he would do. Sleep in the car.
âWait-â you took a step forward.
âWhat?â
âWhere are you going?â
âTo my truck, Iâll sleep in the car and-â
âNo!â You took another step forward.
âYou canât leave me alone in this motelâŚI-â
âWhy not?â He furrowed his brows.
âItâs creepy andâŚI donât knowâŚIâm kinda scared to stay alone up hereâ
âYouâre scared?â You could hear the irritation in his tone, God you were making it harder for the man to keep himself away from you.
âYes, can you please stayâ
Joel sighed looking away knowing he had no choice. He knew he couldnât just leave you alone like that.
âThank youâ you whispered and headed to the bed.
âSo what side do you prefer to sleep on?â
Joel looked up at you, clearly over the whole ordeal.
âI ainât sleepinâ on the bedâ
âYouâre still going on with that? Look how big this bed is!â You took it upon yourself to choose a side and lay back.
âYou know something Mr.Miller-Joelâ you corrected yourself as you sat up.
âSometimes I think you just donât like me and I donât know what Iâve done but whatever it is, I apologizeâ
Joel stood still, Jesus Christ, now he had you thinking he didnât like you, which obviously was so very far from the truth. He cleared his throat, not exactly sure how to defend himself without being obvious how badly he actually wanted you.
âThat ainât it, sweetheartâ his words were spoken softly, probably the softest heâs ever spoken to you. There was an awkward silence after that before you sighed and got under the covers.
âWell, if thatâs not it, then I insist you lay on a bed to sleep. I wonât bother you I promiseâ he watched as you turned over and proceeded to close your eyes.
Giving in, he walked towards the bed. Still debating in his mind what he should and shouldnât do. He knew it was best to sleep in his jeans, at least the heavy material would do better at hiding a boner he knew he would get.
âYou didnât pack pajamas?â You suddenly turned catching him off guard.
âYeah uh-â
âDonât tell me youâre gonna sleep with jeans on, thatâs so uncomfortableâ you turned back the way you were as Joel took a deep breath. Without saying a word he proceeded to change his clothes in the bathroom.
Sweats and a navy blue t shirt Joel awkwardly sat on the bed. It seemed as if you had already fallen asleep, if so, it definitely would be better for him. Laying on his back he looked at the ceiling, his knee up as he carefully tried not to move much with you beside him.
Maybe this wouldnât be so bad he thought, just a few hours, make it through the night and everything would be fine, right? He couldnât help but look over, the blanket covering your legs until you moved shifting its place on you. Now a hint of the back of your bear thighs exposed to him, he didnât even realize he began to breathe hard. His eyes darting back and forth between the ceiling and your legs until he found it in him to reach over and attempt to cover you. Of course, just as he did you unexpectedly turned over toward him, his hand now trapped beneath the side of your thigh as you faced him.
âShitâ he whispered, his breathing becoming harder to control, a feeling of anticipation he couldnât hide. His hand feeling your bare skin on him, he could feel the pressure in his chest when you abruptly turned away again.
God you were moving a lot, each movement taking him by surprise but now here you were with your ass poked out just inches away from his crotch area. Looking down, his hand ached to grab your waist and press himself against you. The scent of your vanilla spray filling the air, only weakening his fight. A soft sleepy moan escaping your lips making him look up, the sound you made only making his cock begin to the throb as it hardened in his pants when your phone began to buzz.
Joel quickly turned onto his back lifting the covers over him as you responded in a lazy like voice.
âMhm. SureâŚyeahâŚIâll tell himâ you sighed before clicking the phone off and turning to Joel.
âSarah said-â you stopped in your tracks noticing how fast paced his breathing was.
âAre you ok?â His knee blocking his erection as he refused to look at you.
âJoel?â You whispered.
âIâm fineâ he responded in a much more aggressive tone than he meant to.
âAreâŚare you sure?â
He looked to you with a clenched jaw but he didnât say a word. His mind going hazy the second he laid eyes on you, he knew he was no longer thinking straight. Joel felt like an animal was taking over him when he abruptly turned towards you and kissed you. You squealed in shock as his hand caressed the crook of your neck, he placed himself over you just before he pulled his lips away. You panted looking up at him in disbelief, how he managed to get himself between your legs so quickly you couldnât say.
âJoel..â you whispered.
âYou scared meâ your words instantly setting a realization within him, regret was clear in his eyes.
âIâm sorry-â but just before he attempted to remove himself, you gently placed your hand on his face. He closed his eyes savoring your touch, your legs adjusting around his waist allowing you to feel his fully erect member against you.
âSo this is what itâs all been aboutâŚâ you whispered somewhat amused as he looked away with shame.
âThis ainât rightâ you felt him about to move away and tightened your legs around him.
âWaitâ you whispered.
âWe donâtâŚwe donât have to do anything but you can justâŚjust stay hereâ you felt yourself become aroused, the head of his cock against your pussy lips. Through his sweats you could feel the shape of him against you, your black lace underwear soaking up from your excitement. As good as it felt between your legs, Joel took a deep breath.
âI canâtâ he whispered, his lips against your forehead.
âPlease..â you grabbed onto his shirt wanting to feel him even closer and thatâs when he slowly thrusted his hips against you. Your lips parted against his and he thrusted again and again. Your moan made him freeze in place, he wanted more. Joel lifted his body up and looked down noticing the wet stop you left him on his grey sweats, only tempting him to continue.
âIâm sorryâ you whispered slightly embarrassed.
He didnât say a word, you could see him losing the fight and angled his face back to you.
âItâs not like weâre having sex..â you whispered.
âWeâre not doing anything wrongâ you continued, your thumb brushing over his lips.
He needed to feel more.
With one hand leaning beside your head, he pushed himself up and pushed down his sweats along with his underwear, revealing his aching member.
âWhat are you doing?â
âI wonât put it in, I just-â he proceeded to take his cock and brush it up and down between your lips, you lay silently feeling aroused like you had never felt before. Your silk underwear slowly moving aside the more he teased you, his eyes on yours as he focused on the hold he had on you.
âJust donât-â
âI wonâtâ he whispered hoarsely. The feel of his cock coming into contact with your pussy, you slowly reached between you both and pulled your underwear aside giving him complete access to feel you.
âOh, babyâŚI donât know if I can stopâ he panted as your body squirmed beneath him. You both wanted more, the sound of how wet your pussy was only continued to awaken the animal inside him. His eyes focused on yours when he suddenly slipped himself inside you making you gasp. He held himself feeling you throb around him, your nails digging into his shoulders.
âJoel..â you whispered, his eyes dazed.
âIâm sorry..â he whispered.
âDonât beâŚ. AgainâŚpleaseâ Joel did just as you asked, sliding himself nearly all the way out before ramming himself in you once more.
âIs that what you want? Tell meâ he demanded, both of his hands grabbing your face. You nodded desperately before he began moving his hips in a rhythm against you, again and again and again. The bed squeaking loudly the faster he moved.
âFuckâ you moaned as he aggressively pulled his shirt over his head with one hand before sliding his other hand under your ass and lifting you up closer against him. Joel didnât give a shit if what he was doing in that moment wasnât wrong and neither did you. You felt better than he could imagine, your tight wet cunt wrapped around him, he moaned deeply. You didnât want him to stop, you didnât want it to end when someone suddenly knocked on the door. You and Joel froze out of breath as someone knocked again.
âHousekeeping!â
âNo!â Joel blurt out roughly.
âNo thank youâ he breathed in relief that it was no one else before continuing what he was doing. Next thing you knew, Joel flipped you on top of him, his hands pushing up beneath your shirt grabbing your breasts as you bounced him. Joel could feel your cum dripping down his ballsack.
âJust like that, babyâ he panted looking down at his cock.
âFuck, Joel Iâm gonna-â
âYouâre gonna cum? Look at me, fucking look at me when you cumâ he grabbed a handful of your hair and bought your face down close to his as he pushed his pelvis upwards as fast as he could. You couldnât take the pleasure he was making you feel, your screams echoing around the room as you came repeatedly.
âAtta girlâ he slowed down and flipped you back on your back, your body limp from your orgasm he got on his knees and quickly pulled out. Jerking himself off, his cum shot out of him onto your stomach as he leaned over you.
âOh shitâ he spoke breathlessly looking down at when slowly the intense high came crashing down. He had just fucked his daughterâs Bestfriend.
Joel pushed himself off the bed, slowly stumbling towards the bathroom as your body still tried to recover. He didnât say a word slamming the bathroom door shut as you slowly pushed yourself up.
âAre you okay?â You called out to him cleaning yourself up, your legs slightly trembling. He didnât respond.
A few minutes later Joel came rushing out fully dressed and began packing his bag.
âWhat are you doing?â You asked confused.
âGet dressed, we ainât stayinâ hereâ
âJoel, where the hell are we gonna go?â
âGet dressedâ he narrowed his eyes on you with a tone you didnât like.
âWhere are we going? Sarah is three hours away and the cabin is still hours away-â
âI ainât stayinâ hereâ he walked past you picking up his sweats and throwing it in the bag.
âI donât understand-â he abruptly stopped before you and grabbed your face making you gasp.
âI just fucked you in a damn motel. If I donât leave from here, I will fuck you again and againâ his eyes drifted to your lips as you looked at him speechless.
âYouâre my daughterâs best friend, I canât do thisâ he whispered as he got lost in his temptation and kissed you passionately. He carried you up against the wall brushing his hand up your thigh pushing your shirt above your hips before he moved his lips away. Leaning his forehead on yours he slowly put you back on your feet.
âGet dressedâ his tone was cold as he turned away from you.
âYou know what-â you walked towards your bag and pulled out your pants.
âAs soon as Sarah and Tommy meet us we can switch, Iâll ride the rest of the way with Tommyâ Joel instantly looked up from his bag. Clearly what you said didnât exactly sit right with him. The thought of you traveling alone with Tommy knowing how his brother was something he was not going to allow. Especially after what had just happened with you.
âSo you wanna ride with Tommy now?â He made his way around the bed walking towards you as you pulled up your pants without looking at him.
âMhmâ you responded with clear annoyance.
âYou gonna wear your little panties for Tommy too?â Your eyes widened.
âOh screw you, I didnât make a move on youâ
Joel stood silent, he knew you were right yet his jealousy somehow overpowering his emotions. He felt defeated.
âYouâre not ridinâ with Tommy and thatâs finalâ he turned away.
âAnd what makes you think I have to listen to you?â You quickly followed him until he suddenly turned back to you catching you off guard. He was silent, his jaw tense as you looked up at him slightly intimidated. You couldâve sworn he was going to say somethingâŚ.anything until your phone rang.
Sarah and Tommy got a ride and were now much much closer than you both originally expected them to be and thatâs when it hit you, that you were now stuck on a four day trip with your Bestfriend and her dad that you had just slept with..
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Day 6: Dry Hump- James Potter
Summary: James Potter was your best friend, and he was unequivocally in love with Lily Evans. However, he has one secret he trusts only with you: heâs never kissed anyone.
Tags: 18+ readers only, smut, inexperienced James & experienced Reader, friends with benefits vibes, kissing/making out, dry humping, cumming in pants, teasing, nearly caught
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James Potter was your best friend. He had many best friends, including the other Marauders and fellow Gryffindors, but he was YOUR best friend and had been since the first year at Hogwarts. James was the one person you always ran to and shared all happy memories with; if you needed cheering up, heâd be the only one who could pull a smile to your lips. It had always been just the two of you until he became infatuated with Lily Evans.
It had been years of hearing about how wonderful Lily was, which you knew anyway as she was your friend. Finally, you convinced her to say yes to one date with James, even though she did wait until everyone was finishing their time at Hogwarts and about to graduate. Heâd waited long enough, and you were thrilled to see him getting his dream date.
This was until he casually announced one day, âIâve never kissed anyoneâ.
Heâd mumbled it to himself under his breath. James had gone from pure exhilarated joy to fear and doubt at the weight heâd put on his shoulders for having to be the perfect date for Lily. Youâd taken him to the Shrieking Shack to try and get away from everyone else so that James could blow off some steam, but all heâd done so far was sulk in his armchair and stare into the fire whilst waiting for Sirius and Remus to join after their lesson.
Then, out of the blue, he admitted his secret that he had yet to kiss anyone. A frown dawns on you as you turn away from the book in your hand to inspect the messy-haired Marauder next to you visually. âWhat?â you asked with a hint of uncertainty as if he was telling the truth, âHow have you never kissed anyone before?â Your mind raced to all of the parties in the Gryffindor tower where most people, including yourself, had made out with others, but now that you thought about it, youâd never seen James lip-locked with anyone else.
It was Jamesâ turn to frown as he looked at you blankly, âWhen would I have had time? Iâve just wanted to be with Lily, and sheâs always said no when Iâve asked before. Anyway, I donât see why youâre saying it in that tone; itâs not like youâve been kissing loads of peopleâ. You give James a tight-lipped smile to show that he was, in fact, very wrong with that statement. His eyes widen as he realises the truth, âWait, you have? Since when?â
âJames, how can you be shocked? Iâve kissed plenty of people before, especially during those parties with the fire whiskey that Sirius always steals for us. You wander off with the Marauders or fawn over Lily, and what am I supposed to do? Stand on my own? Absolutely not, I go and find some funâ.
Your best friendâs mouth drops open in shock. Still, he quickly covers it up by looking away grumpily, âGreat, so Iâm the only person in our year who hasnât kissed anyone, and now, Iâm going to take Lily out, and sheâs going to refuse to see me again because I donât know what Iâm doing, weâre going to finish school, and Iâll never see her again, and Iâll die alone!â.
You couldnât help but laugh at his over-the-top rant, shutting the book with a loud snap and facing him completely whilst still in your chair. âJames, you need to chill out a bit; Iâm sure itâll be fine. Do you really think Lilyâs been going around snogging loads of boys? Iâm sure sheâs just as inexperienced as youâ.
Jamesâ shoulders dropped in relief as he turned back towards you with hope in his hazel eyes, âDo you think so?â
Your face immediately gave it away that youâd been lying as you sighed, âOk, I might have seen her making out with a Ravenclaw a year ago, but still, I wouldnât worry about it! Youâll be excellent! Youâre James Potter, the Gryffindor King, a founding Marauder and Gryffindor Seeker. You can sure as hell make out with Lily Evans correctlyâ.
The pretty Marauder smiled thankfully at your dramatic declaration, âThatâs true, thanks, Sweetheartâ. Relaxing back into your seat, the book returned to your hand, assuming the conversation was officially over. However, only a moment later, James is whining pathetically, âBut what if Iâm not good? What if I hurt her or lick her wrong or-â.
âLick? Why are you licking her, James? I thought we were on about kissing?â
âWe are! But you know, people use tongues and-â
âJames, I donât know what you want me to say; if youâre that petrified with kissing, why donât we practice a little so you can stop freaking outâ. It took you a couple of long seconds before the offer youâd just given him genuinely dawned on you. You werenât sure why you had said it, expecting him to say no but wishing for him to calm down and thinking this was the only option.
Jamesâ head snapped towards you, giving his full attention as he asked, âWait, youâd do that?â He pushed himself up off the chair's arms, and his eyes were wide and hopeful again.
Lowering the book, you spoke slowly, âYeah, sure. I mean, itâs just a kiss, and at least weâre friends, so no feelings have to be involvedâ.
âYeah, that's a good point! Okay, right, so, um, how do we do this? Do I come over to you, or do we stand?â
Sighing at James, you stood abruptly, dropping the book and strutting to him with arms swinging. The marauder sits up suddenly, taking his feet off the stool he had been resting on as he stares up at you with wide eyes that you can see the whites of his eyes beneath his glasses. âWhat are you doing?â He questions uncertainly as you straddle his lap without a word, your knees resting on either side of his toned thighs, your fingers slipping around his neck and interlocking at the base of his skull.
âIâm going to kiss you, James. Is that alright with you?â You didnât mean to sound sassy as you asked with a single raised questioning eyebrow, but you also needed to make sure that he was happy for this to continue.
Those two wide hazel eyes stared at your lips, licking his own to moisten as he slowly nodded, âUh yeah, just tell me what to do.â A pang of sympathy rushed through your chest at seeing James becoming nervous, which was not usually a sight that you had to see as he was usually such a confident, happy person. You would have spent some time to explain that it was normal to be nervous during your first kiss, but you didnât want to allow any more time for him to freak out, so loosening your intern locked fingers, you moved them to cup each of her freshly shaved cheeks and pressed your lips delicately against his. You wanted it to be quick enough that he didnât even have time to tense, even though he did proceed to lock up as you moved back to assess his reaction.
âSee, itâs not so scary. Youâre supposed to enjoy this, Jamesâ. Thankfully, as your face lowered once more, he forced himself to take a steadying breath and relax the tension in his muscles as your lips caressed his.
They were softer than youâd anticipated, plump and smooth like a pillow and instantly, your eyes and his close. However, James surprised you by moving his first. His hand lifted and rested on your hip so gently that you hardly felt it until he gave your body a little squeeze to test the waters of how much he could get into the moment. So you rewarded him by pressing your face harder against his, lips beginning to move and rubbing against each other on instinct.
James even amazed himself with how naturally and quickly he could make out with you. Tilting your head, you deepened the kiss, nose pressing into his cheek so that you could smell his skin that had remnants of his aftershave, which was always spicy and woodsy. As the air became necessary, you pulled back enough to take deep, greedy breaths, now noticing he was doing the same thing but looking up at you with half-lidded eyes.
âSo what did you think-â
James didnât allow your sentence to finish as his other hand cupped along your jaw, pulling your face closer again until the two of you kissed with much more heat with the movements. His mouth opened wider to match how yours was moving against his; your heartbeat quickened as you leaned further into his tall, warm body, melting into his touch and kiss.
Then you wanted to take a risk and licked his bottom lip, which you were ultimately greeted with a praising deep groan of satisfaction that vibrated Jamesâ entire chest and sent tingles straight to your core.
Ok, wow, you thought as James attempted and succeeded with his own lick back against your tongue; you were definitely getting turned on by this. As if he was reading your mind, James pressed harder on your hips, willing you to move down, which you did, your skirt pushing up on your thighs so that when you sat on his crotch, your panty-covered pussy was flush against the material of his trousers.
As one, the two of you pulled away from each other. Mainly because you were now sitting on his very hard erection and also because he knew you could feel his evidence of being aroused. You both stare at each other with wide, unblinking eyes, lips slightly swollen and the taste of his spit still on your tongue.
However, you didnât want to stop and awkwardly sit back in your seat, and he wasnât rushing to push you off, either. You were horny, and so was he. Yes, James Potter was your best friend, but that didnât have to matter; you just wanted him to enjoy the moment and show that it wasnât as scary as he thought.
Enough time passed, and if he didnât want to continue, he would have said something by now, so you took the opportunity to lean back in, your thumb attempting to soothe him, stroking across his cheek in timid circles. As your mouths reconnected, your hips ground down on his crotch. You were hoping that he knew enough about anatomy to tell that the warmth from your pussy was a sign of arousal, wanting him to know you were just as turned on as he was.
You do it a few more times, rubbing back and forth with increasing pressure until James makes a pained noise that has you stopping altogether and checking in on him.
Heâs looking everywhere but at you, as he apologises, âSorry, itâs just these trousers are tight and rubbing me painfullyâ.
âYou could just take them offâ, you say once again, not thinking before you speak. James looks at you with dramatically wide eyes as he, too, realised what youâd just said. Quickly, you clarified, âIâm not saying that to have sex or anything; I just mean, we could kinda carry on doing what we are doing, but if your trousers are hurting, then just in your boxersâ.
Youâre surprised by his automatic response of a nod, yes, his arousal blocking all thoughts of Lily as he begins to undo his belt easily. Rising onto your knees to give him room, he pushed the offending material until his thighs were bare and his plaid boxers were on display, barely containing his length. Not wanting him to feel exposed, you lowered yourself once more, and both groaned at the contact, yours at a higher pitch as you could feel the entire outline of his cock against your cunt.
James was bigger than youâd thought and was currently pointing down his left thigh, so you angled your hips in this direction. Tilting your hips forward slightly, your clit grazed along his shaft, causing a hitch in your breath as it caused pleasure to pool in your abdomen, moisture slickening your hole with each movement.
Youâre breathing just as heavily as he is, lips still moving against each other, exploring, tasting, needing more. You were kind of proud of him when he moved his face down your jaw, leaving open-mouthed kisses and causing more pleasure to pulse through you. You were half tempted to rise onto your knees again to show him the evidence of your arousal that had soaked through your panties and onto his boxers, but you didnât want it to stop.
As your fingers delved into his messy black hair to hold his face closer, he thrust his hips up against yours to add to his stimulation. He was still apprehensive, so he didnât push too hard, but he rocked back and forth until his tip was pressed against your clothed folds. The muscular thighs beneath yours tensed with each thrust, the muscles defined from all his years of playing quidditch.
His hands remained in place, one on the opposite side of your jaw to where his mouth still kissed, and the other hand helped to move your hips back and forth in time with his own ruts. Youâd never actually gotten off like this with anyone before. Usually, underwear would be removed at this point, and more direct contact could occur, but it was still exciting to have some barriers between you. The lace of your underwear was quite rough against your most sensitive area, especially your engorged throbbing clit. You were sure to be sore afterwards, especially with the amount of pressure you were rubbing against each other; with each passing second, the need to find completion made you both desperate.
As his lips found yours again, his tongue began to delve and explore the hollow of your mouth, along your palate and even over your teeth; your pussy began to clench, fire blooming in your core with the impending release.
Pulling back, your fingers moved to rest on his shoulders to hold on tighter as you quickly moaned, âPlease donât stop; Iâm going to cumâ.
James moaned huskily, out of breath, but both of his hands were now on your hips, moving both his hips and yours faster to find his orgasm. Resting your forehead on his, you both shared the same area, still tasting the other in your mouths, sweat beginning to coat your faces. You were sure you could feel his own wet patch against your arse cheek from where precum was dribbling from his tip and staining his underwear.Â
âAh, fuck- James!â your head tilts back as you finally orgasm, thighs shaking and pussy fluttering around nothing. However, just as you were beginning to come down from your pleasurable high, James suddenly grabbed you painfully, both arms wrapping around your waist as he sat up further on the chair, nearly knocking you off of him if it wasn't for his grip around your midsection. Reassuringly your arms wrapped around his shoulders as his face nuzzled into your chest, his body shivering as thick spurts of cum soaked his boxers.
His moans were like music to your ears and sounded slightly pathetic, making you cling to him more, attempting to run your fingers through his hair to calm the crazy style, but to no avail. Your pussy felt like it was on fire due to the rough stimulation and the untouched orgasm, but it felt so good you savoured the sensation for a few minutes whilst trying to catch your breath.
âThere you go, Potter. Not only have you kissed a girl for the first time, but youâve also made her cumâ.
James laughs, loosening his grip slightly to look up at you, but then you both hear the worst noise imaginable: voices from a few floors below, especially those of Sirius and Remus. You scrambled to your feet, straightening your clothes and sitting back in your chair, picking up the book and opening it to a random page as James pulled up his trousers, both of you ignoring the bodily juices completely.
James just about had his feet back on the footstool before Sirius and Remus walked in, but both immediately halted and looked between you and James. It was Sirius who spoke first, eyes squinting in accusation, âWhy do you both look so guilty right now? What did you do?â
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cherry popper â jake
jake x reader
getting your cherry popped by the sweet, popular athletic boy. who is also your best friend
adult content featured, read at your own discretion
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âjake iâm a virgin.â
âokay? good for you? am i supposed to go running?â
your eyes never looked away from jake sim. athletic, popular and smart. triple kill.
and he was your best friend.
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studying. thatâs all it was supposed to be. jake sim, your best friend, helping you with your college physics course. then it somehow turned into a human anatomy lesson. all because jake couldnât leave his phone alone for 5 seconds and was sexting a girl during the study sessions.
âjakeâyah! would you pay attention? i cannot fail this exam!â you scolded, slamming your pencil down on your notebook.
jake cleared his throat, awkwardly and embarrassingly putting down his cell phone, screen to the table. âsorry.â he apologized with a mumble.
âwhatâs so interesting about whoever youâre texting that youâd rather do that than help your bestie pass her physics exam?â you pouted, looking at jake with a frown and puppy dog eyes.
âoh well you seeâ,â jake began, but then his phone buzzed once before. he went to pick up the phone, but you snatched it before he could.
âwait, youâ,â he didnât even get the chance to finish his sentence of, âwait, you might not want to.â
you screeched, face screwing in disgust as you threw his phone to the couch. then, you whipped your head to jake in disbelief, huffing.
âi canât believe you! you seriously are sexting another girl while helping me?â
âhey, iâm sorry okay? but she sent meâ,â
you held up your hand to stop him. âdonât want to hear it jake.â you sighed. âcan you stop being a horn dog for like, two hours? i know you have a high sex drive, but i was hoping soccer practice wouldâve tired you out.â
you werenât mad at his sex drive. heck, if he needed to fuck like his grades depended on it, then so be it. you werenât the one to stop him. but it did annoy you he couldnât just turn it off long enough to help you study.
âif you canât focus, iâll ask someone else to help.â
âlike who? jay?â jake laughed, joking.
âheeseung.â you smirked, knowing heeseung was just as smart as jake. and although jake and heeseung were friends, those two also had a competitive streak against one another. especially when it came to academics and girls.
you also knew jake was protective over you. all the boys did, but his was extra. you knew he probably warned the guys that you were off limits.
jake scoffed. âabsolutely not, heâll help you pass with an a minus at max.â
âand you?â you asked crossing your arms.
jake smiled. âi can get you that a plus.â
âjake, you canât make miracles happen. i just need a minimum b average.â
âyou know i like to go above and beyond, baby.â he winked, causing you to laugh.
âletâs just get back to work, okay?â
âokay. only because my phone disappeared in the couch.â he pouted. âsheâs not gonna be happy i left her dry.â
you waved it off. âpretty sure she has a box full of toys to help her out.â
âdo you?â jake asked.
your head slowly turned to jake as you was writing down a problem. âdo i what?â you looked at him confused.
âhave a box full of toys?â
your eyes went wide. âoh, uh, letâs focus on the studying!â you rushed out and turned back to your text book, aggressively poking at jakeâs book.
after that, during the study session, jake would steal glances at you, wondering if his best friend did have a box full of toys. or even at least one toy.
jake has known you since you were six. growing up next door to one another in australia, it was fun.
beach days, arcade days, walking to school and back home together. watching him freak out over bugs that you had to be the one to get rid of.
you told jake everything. well, almost everything. he was open and free about his sex life with you. however, you werenât the same.
jake canât recall you telling him about times youâve been with a guy in a sexual way. let alone even kissed a guy.
an hour and a half passed, before you two went off topic once again. your brain was fried, and you couldnât imagine looking at another problem.
âim done for the night, i cant.â you closed your book dramatically, leaning against your couch, head thrown back.
âhave you kissed a guy yet?â
you lifted your head. âjake, where did that even come from?â
jake shrugged. âjust thinking about how you know so much about my sex life, but i know nothing about yours. let alone if youâve even kissed a guy.â
âi just donât find the need to tell you.â you mumbled, picking invisible lint from your leg.
âbut why? i thought we were best friends?â
âjake, we are. thereâs just never anything to tell, okay?â
âokay so tell me,â jake began, turning his body to face yours, leaning his side against the couch, âhave you kissed a boy?â
âof course jake.â
âwho? where? when?â
ânow you sound like me and my girl friends gossiping.â
âi can be that if thatâs what makes you more comfortable.â
you chuckled. âitâs fine jake.â you got comfortable leaning on your side to face him. âmy first kiss was in middle school when i went on holiday with my family. second kiss was in our upper years,â
âwith who?â jakeâs eyebrows raised.
you smacked your lips together, âuh, yang jeongin.â
jake gasped, then laughed. âhe insisted he wasnât even going to kiss a girl until he got married!â
âyeah well,â you shrugged.
âis that all?â jake asked.
you looked down, the floor suddenly looking fun. âwell, no. thereâs one more.â
âwho is it? when? tell me!â jake begged, getting on his knees, grabbing your hands in his.
you sighed rolling your eyes. looking at jake you said, âit was heeseung, just two months ago. more of a make out than just a kiss.â
jake let go of your hands. not mad at you, but shocked and surprised. but he was mad at heeseung as he told his friends you were clearly off limits.
âwhy heeseung?â
âit was at that party you dragged me to, jake. i was bored, you left me to go hook up with a girl, so heeseung kept me company.â
jake stared at you, unblinking. âso what? iâm not around and he takes his chance to get in your pants?â
âjake itâs not like that! all we did was make out, okay? he didnât want to go further, i didnât want to go further. it was just for fun.â
âwho else knew?â
âsunghoon and jungwon. but i begged them not to say anything.â
jake scoffed in disbelief. âdo you promise thatâs all you did?â
âyes jake. i donât understand why it bothers you so much! i havenât opened my legs like a slut for your friends, okay?â
âi donât mean it like thatâ,â
you stood up, now angry for some reason. âitâs getting late. you should go. iâm tired and i am sure you are too from practice. thank you for helping me.â
you walked off to your bathroom, knowing jake can let himself out.
and that he did. he walked out, ready to confront his best friend, forgetting about his cellphone, until he got to his shared apartment with his 2 other roommates, sunghoon and jay.
âis heeseung coming over?â jake asked.
jay and sunghoon were playing video games in the living room. jay answered, ânot that iâm aware of? he had a late practice then a study group right after.â
jake huffed. âsunghoon, i have a bone to pick with you!â
âwhat did i do?â
âyou knew heeseung made out with my best friend and didnât tell me?â
jay gasped like a teen girl. âno!â
sunghoon rolled his eyes, âit wasnât my business to tell! honestly, itâs none of your business too. just because youâre open about your sex life about other girls to her doesnât mean she has to be the same way.â
âbullshit! it is my business.â
âyouâre her best friend, not her boyfriend. she can be around any other guy without you butting in.â sunghoon stated. âeven if that means itâs heeseung.â
jake kept quiet, and just stormed off to his room in a mood. as he laid on his bed, thatâs when he realized he left his phone at your place.
he slapped his hands over his face and groaned.
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the next day, you took jake his phone to his apartment. sunghoon answered the door as he was on his way to the ice rink.
you tried to hand it over to sunghoon but he shook his head. âyou give it to him. iâm in a rush, and i am sure jake has some apologies to give.â sunghoon patted your shoulder before leaving you in the door way.
you took off your shoes, making your way to jakeâs room. you knocked twice, and heard a faint âcome in.â
jake didnât even attempt to look up from his bed. âsunghoon if youâre here to just scold me before you leave for the day donât bother. jay already scolded me about my actions.â then he went on to say that he knew he owed you an apology.
âcan you say that a bit louder, i didnât have my phone recording?â you chuckled.
jake sat up quickly from bed. since he was laying on his stomach, he sat up on all fours in doggy style looking at you like a kid who just woke up for christmas.
âyouâre here?â
âwell first, you left your phone at my apartment. but now i believe thereâs an apology to be owed to me?â
jake nodded, getting off his bed, to walk to you as you stood in his door. he apologized for getting upset about you kissing heeseung.
âwhoever you have sex with is none of my business, okay?â
âjake, iâ,â
jake didnât let you finish as he pulled you into a tight hug. âiâm sorry. you can slut yourself out to whomever.â
you laughed, hugging jake back, patting his back. when the hug ended, you handed jake his phone. âi wonder how mad she is.â
jakeâs phone battery was at 0%. âwell, i guess weâll find out after it charges.â he laughed.
you and jake decided to watch a movie, in the meantime âsidelined: the qb and me.â
âugh, so cheesy and cliche.â
you elbowed jake. âi like cheesy and cliche!â
he pinched your cheek. âof course you do.â
you stretched when the movie ended. âi could use a nap. all i dreamt about was physics.â you shuddered.
ânap it is!â jake said and grabbed you to throw you over his shoulder, walking you to his room.
he threw you on his bed, climbing in next to you.
thatâs when you said, âjake, iâm a virgin.â
âokay? good for you? am i supposed to go running?â jake laughed. âhow does that affect me?â
âwell, i was only telling you because of earlier.â
âoh.â jake realized. âmy bad. but still, itâs none of my business who you have sex with, unless itâs me.â
you nearly choked on air. âand just why would i have sex with you?â
âbest friends have sex all the time.â jake said.
you both were laying on your backs, looking up at the ceiling during this conversation.
âjake not best friends. maybe friends with benefits.â
âand we canât be both?â
you sat up, looking down at your friend with confusion written across your face.
âjake? where is this coming from?â
âbaby, if you think i never thought about having sex with you not once since we were teens, you are mistaken.â
âjakeâ,â
âwhy else would i run off my friends and other guys?â
âthen why else would you have sex with other girls if you so called wanted me in bed?â
jake shrugged. âmy dick could only take so much of my hand, babe.â
you groaned, âjake!â and fell back on his bed. this time, he sat up. he rolled to his side, palm on your thigh.
shivers went up and throughout your body.
truth be told, you may have thought about sex with jake once or twice. it didnât really bother your head until you heard a girl in your class stating he once made her come so hard she passed out.
you wanted to know what that felt like. or if it was even possible.
âi heard itâs painful.â you sighed truthfully, turning your head to look into jakeâs eyes. as usual, he had on his puppy dog look, thick lips pouting.
âfor some babe, yes it is.â jake said, tucking a piece of your hair behind your ear. his thumb then glided softly from your cheek to your bottom lip.
âhow badly?â you asked in a whisper, the tension between you two thickening.
âit just depends on the girl, and if sheâs having sex with the right partner.â jake replied softly, his eyes flicking between your own and your lips. âfor me, making sure my girl is comfortable and relaxed. making sure i touch her in the right places.â
all while talking, jakeâs fingertips ghosted along your thigh, hips, sides, up the side of your breasts. your skin cluttered with goosebumps, your breathing fastening, both you and jake breathing heavily, just inches away from each other.
with one last flick from your eyes to your lips, jake slowly leaned in for a kiss, capturing your lips in his.
and more than you could imagine, his lips were so soft and thick. and he didnât straightly use his tongue. the kiss was so slow and sensual, building up the tension between both of you.
jake carefully hovered over you, so you were flat on your back, your hands raising to wrap around his neck. jakeâs right hand went to push down your pants and underwear as far as he could.
you giggled removing your lips. âmoving quite fast there, huh?â
jake smiled, âcanât help it baby, been waiting too damn long to be inside you.â
jake kissed your lips once more, before scooting down, taking off your bottoms completely, not even bothering to warn you.
his tongue met your core, and you immediately let out a loud gasp, at the unknown feeling. âoh,â you whispered out.
it didnât feel bad, but it felt weird. foreign.
âdonât worry baby, itâll feel good. give me a second.â jake said, and went back to your core, using his tongue, lips, teeth, and soon his finger.
âoh!â you squealed with a gasp, then moaned. your lower half began squirming, causing jake to hold you down by your hips with his left hand.
with him holding you down, the intensity amplified, and your hand went to his soft hair. jake added a second finger, your leg resting over his shoulder.
âtoo much, jake.â you sighed out.
âgotta stretch you out. im pretty thick, honey.â
âthat doesnât help, jake!â you groaned, in-between fussing at him and how good he was making you feel.
âto be fair, i asked if you had any toys.â jake chuckled, fingers still buried in you. only he was sitting up, eyes looking into yours intensely.
âi thought you were joking around.â you moaned as he worked his beautiful, lengthy fingers inside of you. you could almost imagine how his veins looked on his hands.
âyou still havenât answered my question, honey.â jake said, his fingers stilling inside of youâdeep and angled.
âfuck!â you moaned, annoyed he stopped. âyes jake, i have one fucking toy! now keep it moving, please.â you begged, and jake chuckled.
âanything for my bestie.â
jake worked his fingers inside of you, adding a third for a while, getting you used to the sensation. weirdly, not once did it not feel good.
jake could feel you getting wetter and wetter and knew it was perfect timing. he quickly undressed himself, then finished undressing you.
âwant me to wear a condom?â jake asked and you nodded. jake grabbed a condom from his bedside table, and put it on with quick ease.
you closed your eyes in anticipation of it hurting. jake noticed, and grabbed your chin in his hand.
âlook at me honey.â he said softly and you opened your eyes slowly.
he leaned down, so your noses touched, his tip waiting to enter you. he kissed your forehead once.
âdonât wait for the pain, itâll hurt more. try to relax for me, okay? eyes on me.â
jake kept his hand on your chin, your eyes looking into his. foreheads touching, jake eased in you slowly, you biting your lower lip trying to not scrunch your face.
âitâs okay, youâre doing so well for me baby.â jake cooed, kissing your lips. âdoing so well for your jakey.â
you let out a deep breath, your hands resting around his neck and shoulders, your legs open as he laid in between them, buried. your nails dug into the skin of his shoulders.
jake soon finished pushing himself all the way in, causing a low moan of pain to push past your lips. your eyes snapped shut.
âjake, i canât.â you cried.
âhey, look at me.â jake ordered and you did once more. âeyes on me, okay? youâre okay, i have you. itâs gonna hurt for a bit, but iâll take care of you.â
âjake butâ,â
âdo you trust me?â jake asked, caressing your cheek and you nodded.
jake attached his lips to yours, one hand playing with your breast and nipples, as he slowly, inch by inch pushed in and out of you.
the sensation of him playing with your boobs and nipples distracted from his dick rocking in and out of you.
soon you hadnât even noticed jake was able to pull out to the tip and push back in, your wetness leaking between the two of you.
âmy baby just needed some kisses and sweet talk.â jake mumbled against your lips.
jakeâs head rested against your neck, and his thrusts became faster and deeper if possible. but it felt good.
jake became a moaning mess, his moans and low growls seeming to turn you on more. he just started throwing praises your way, rolling easily off his tongue.
âgood girl. so good for your best friend, huh? always wanted to have your best friend fuck you? not as innocent as i thought.â
jakeâs next position had him on his knees, you flat on your back, your legs and thighs resting against the front of his body.
with how powerful his thrusts became, you were so glad no one was here because the sounds of skin slapping was so loud.
your hands reached to grip anything and everything it could. pillows, sheets, jake. jake had a tight hold on your hips as he began to pound into you, literally.
âjake!â you squealed, and felt your stomach tightening. âjake!â
âthatâs it baby, say my name, over,â thrust, âand over,â thrust, âand over until your voice goes out.â thrust.
you let out a loudâscream? moan? growl?
your body began shaking afterwards, jake bullying himself back into you after your cunt just kept pushing him out.
soon, jake went still inside of you, a loud moan coming out of his own lips, his grip on your sides tightened.
it felt so hot in his room, both sweaty from the sex. tension was still high, and you knew no way things could go back to the way it was prior to this.
jake removed his dick from you, still hard and wanting a second round. but he knew you had to get some rest before even thinking about another round.
he looked down on the condom, noting no blood, and removed it before throwing it to the trash next to the bed.
âat least you used the trash for something.â you joked. jake laughed knowing you always got after him for his lack of cleanliness.
your heart began thumping hard at the thought of what happens after this. meanwhile jakeâs heart was thumping because his body was ready for round 2.
before either of you could say anything, a knock came to your door.
âyo, horn dogs! jay brought us food!â heeseung yelled then laughed.
ah shit.
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It's driving Eddie insane.
There's no fucking way the 2 things can be true. Either Steve stole Eddie's porn, his prized magazines full of hot boys covered in piercings, tattoos, and mouthwatering amounts of leather. Or... OR! Steve happens to own the same magazine. Eddie can't believe either thing is true. Maybe it was a prank? Some sick homo-mag that his basketball buddies slipped him some time... that he kept for over a year at least? Yeah. Sure, Munson.
"Soo... Beefcake?" Eddie leans over the counter at Family Video, making sure his tatted tits are on full view in front of Steve.
Steve lowers the paper he's reading. "Am I supposed to be Beefcake?"
Eddie plasters his world-famous shit-eating grin across his face, scooting slightly left so he chest is firmly in front of Steve's pretty eyes. "Only Beefcake I see regularly without some serious payment on my end."
Steve coughs in surprise. "Not taking the bait, Munson. What brings you in, anyway? Are you trying to get Rocky Horror again? I think someone besides you actually rented it this week."
"Really?" Eddie sighs, then perks up, remembering the real reason he was here. "No, uh, I wanted to ask..." His courage runs out halfway through his sentence.
Steve smiled softly at him, his cow eyes framed by those perfect eyelashes and... FOCUS MUNSON.
"I wanted to ask if you had read anything good recently? Maybe any good magazines?"
Steve raises an eyebrow. "Did Robin put you up to this? She said you freaked out after I left my porn out on my nightstand on accident when you slept over. Are you homophobic or something?"
Eddie practically loses his balance. "Steve- we- you- I'm-" He stumbles through forty different responses. "I'm not homophobic."
Steve shrugs. "Are you mad it had guys and girls in it? It's not the 70s anymore, Munson-"
"We own the same BDSM Leather Daddy magazine."
They stare at each other for a second.
Steve clears his throat. "Well, I was kind of hoping you'd have jock porn or something, but your type is your business."
"Why would you hope I had jock porn?"
There's a loud throat-clearing noise from the break room, Robin peaking her head out. "Can you two take your horrible flirting somewhere else? I'm getting traumatized over here."
"Sorry, Rob." They mumble in unison.
"Thank you." She says, before spinning away in her chair.
Steve leans in and whispers. "I was hoping you had jock porn because then all the times you bent over the counter and shoved your tits in my face would make sense."
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