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ablobwhowrites · 2 days ago
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Im starting back my yandere poppy playtime. (Chapter 4 fucking broke me dude also kinda spoilers of chapter 4 so he warned)
(I'm not continuing the you can't leave, poppy playtime series. So I may start a new one but I don't know really)
yandere poppy playtime idea but this one is more platonic yanderes. Cause imagine a y/n who was kid who escaped the orphanage one day but ended up coming back as adult and coming back into the factory. And y/n being remembered by the toys and they don't want to hurt y/n buy know the prototype may find out y/n is in the factory and would try to hurt them so but y/n doesn't remember them well as it was a long time ago but bro imagine the angst as mommy long legs being reminded of happier times and seeing y/n all grown up and wants to keep them with her because she can protect them, she can is what she thinks but when y/n gets away that's when the prototype finds out that they are back in the factory.
Plus y/n saves dog day and he helps y/n to go safer ways around the factory but sometimes wishes that the other smiling critters could have seen how y/n grown and wishing catnap was normal again, but he wants to protect them as the factory in the lower levels are not safe anymore and knowing it'll get harder from here and he'll try everything he can go help them and keep them safe. Catnap remembers y/n clearly and always favored y/n over the other kids he has known as they never were loud or constantly pulling or stepping on his tail or yelling him out of his naps and the other smiling critters and many of the toys in the factory liked y/n as they were the favorite kid. And of course sometimes giving the toys some heart attacks after wandering off somewhere after being busy with other things and somehow end up in the strangest places. Catnap thinks that the prototype will accept y/n and will be able to be in the prototypes graceful imagine.
Poppy does regret having to trap y/n in the factory but she sees them as a way to defeat the prototype. She does try to check in with y/n from time to time and sees how the hope that y/n has doesn't disappear even if they get hurt they still fight but poppy knows what would have happened if y/n never made it out of the playtime co when they were a kid because of not then everything would be worse and maybe become even more than nightmare.
Doey remembers y/n clearly and remembers how nice they were to him and with dog day being alive and the stories of them surviving so many things in the factory has him hoping that maybe just maybe y/n could save them and stop the doctor and prototype. He likes having y/n around as he was friends with them for a while and keeps him calm with them trying to help as much as they can even sometimes finding some boxes of canned food (but was badly injured by the Nightmare critters) so he is protective like dog day but he gets frustrated when poppy has y/n keep going out even if they are clearly injured and need rest so he kinda gets mad but and almost loses his temper but collects himself because he has people to take care of and now y/n.
(that's all for my yapping session rn but if you want more please don't be shy and request any ideas for fics or y/n's plus I might do two series and au where is ex employee y/n and just keeps the poppy playtime characters in their house after escaping the factory and thank God they have a big house for this but the smiling critters like to sleep in the same room so the living room is where they sleep and other stuff for this au idea. But the second will be a hard reboot for the 'You can't leave' series and might come out soon hopefully. But for now please stay safe and drink water!)
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midnight-shadow-cafe · 3 days ago
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First Meetings – Headcannon Edition
Pairing: Task Force 141 x Civilian!Reader
Warnings: None, just fluff! Some protective behavior, mild flirting
Author's Note: I love the idea of the 141 boys meeting a partner outside of their usual military world. I just love knowing the boys have someone to come home to but here is how they meet you. Let me know if you’d like any of these expanded!
Masterlist
MDNI18+MDNI18+MDNI18+MDNI18+MDNI18+
John "Soap" MacTavish
- You meet Soap while he’s on leave, enjoying a quiet drink in a cozy Scottish pub. It’s one of those places where the locals know each other, and you stick out like a sore thumb.
- He notices you sitting alone and, never one to leave someone out, walks right over with a cheeky grin.
- “New in town, are ya? Can’t be sittin’ all by yourself, that’s just a crime.” He slides into the seat across from you without waiting for permission, his energy contagious.
- What starts as small talk turns into a lively conversation filled with his playful teasing and exaggerated stories (you’re sure he’s embellishing, but it’s entertaining).
- By the end of the night, you’ve both laughed more than you have in weeks, and he’s already trying to get you to meet up again.
- “Tell ya what, next round’s on me—tomorrow night?” He winks, clearly hoping you’ll say yes.
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Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
- You meet Gaz in the most embarrassing way possible—by tripping right in front of him. You weren’t paying attention, too distracted by your phone or the book in your hands, and next thing you know, you’re falling forward.
- He catches you effortlessly, his grip firm but gentle. “Easy there, love. You alright?” His voice is warm with just a hint of amusement.
- You’re flustered, mumbling something about not watching where you were going, but he just grins.
- “Happens to the best of us,” he reassures you, then playfully adds, “But I think that’s the first time someone’s literally fallen for me.”
- If you meet at a coffee shop instead, he ends up sitting near you, noticing how intently you’re reading. Eventually, curiosity gets the best of him, and he strikes up a conversation.
- “Good book? You looked like you were in another world for a second.” His easygoing nature makes it impossible not to chat with him.
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Simon "Ghost" Riley
- Ghost isn’t the type to seek out company, but somehow, you end up sitting across from him at a quiet café.
- You didn’t realize the table was occupied when you put your drink down, and by the time you do, you’re already halfway through apologizing.
- “Didn’t see you there. I can move—”
- “It’s fine,” he interrupts, barely sparing you a glance as he stirs his tea.
- Most people would take that as a sign to leave, but something about him intrigues you. Instead, you stay, making occasional comments about the book you’re reading or the pastries they serve here.
- At first, he doesn’t respond much—just nods or hums in acknowledgment. But eventually, after a particularly amusing remark, you catch the slight twitch of his lips.
- “You talk a lot,” he finally mutters, but there’s no annoyance in his tone—just quiet amusement.
- It takes a few more chance encounters before he actually starts engaging in conversation. But once he does, you realize he’s a lot more interesting than he lets on.
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John Price
- You meet Price when he steps in to help you out of a tough situation. Maybe some guy at a bar won’t take no for an answer, or someone is giving you a hard time at a store.
- Either way, Price intervenes with that calm, authoritative voice that leaves no room for argument.
- “That’s enough, mate. Walk away.” The guy doesn’t even hesitate before backing off.
- You’re left staring at your unexpected savior—a ruggedly handsome man with a soft smile but sharp eyes.
- “You alright, love?” His voice is gentler now, checking to make sure you’re okay.
- If you meet somewhere more casual, like a bookstore, it’s because he helps you grab something from a high shelf. “Didn’t mean to eavesdrop, but that’s a fine choice of tea,” he comments when he notices what you’re holding.
- He’s not pushy, but there’s an easy confidence about him that makes you feel safe.
- “Can I buy you a drink? As long as no one else needs rescuing tonight,” he jokes lightly.
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miss-oranje-disco-dancer · 2 days ago
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the hottest man north of havana
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pairing: cabana boy! javi x rich older woman! reader
cws/tags: oral f! receiving, p in v, (semi) public sex, young (adult) javi!!, cheating (reader has a husband but he is prob cheating too and sucks)
summary: lonely rich woman at country club while her husband is away has a thing for the cabana boy
a/n: title reference to copacabana by barry manilow (that's either really obvious or really not obvious idk). obv you should listen to that while reading (long version) and margaritaville bc mentioned as well, but i listened to a lot of steely dan while writing this?? so, do with that what you will
*the cosmo article referenced is real and i have it saved to my computer and might post it bc it's so funny
wc: 3.6k
thank you @almostempty for your help on this one <3
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Your husband’s away on ‘business’. AKA he’s in bed with a girl half his age a couple thousand miles away from where you sit on a lounge chair by the country club pool. It fazes you less than it should, but women like you don’t marry men like him for love. Or, at least, you don’t stay married for love. Half the women, wearing designer swimsuits and oversized sunglasses to hide aging under eye bags, are with their husbands for money too. The only difference is that you’re willing to be honest about these things. 
Honestly, the new cabana boy is handsome. They usually are, but this one has a certain charm that has you hiding behind an issue of Vogue to sneak a peek at his toned body when he’s not looking in your direction. 
In your persistent delusion, he pays special attention to you. He delivers fresh towels to the women on the other side of the pool, but he never lingers around them like he does with you. That pretty grin is genuine, you tell yourself, he’s not only working for tips. 
He nearly startles you when he comes by to offer you a refill of your margarita, a dizzyingly beautiful concoction since the bartender never skimps on the tequila, at least not when you’re the one ordering. He surely has a thing for you, or the way your tits look in a bikini, especially when they’re pressed up against the counter as you call his name.
“I really shouldn’t,” you say with a smile that begs him to convince you to have another. “It’s too early for more alcohol.”
“What’s that saying… ‘it’s 5 o’clock somewhere’?”
“Sure, in Margaritaville. I think we’re still a couple hours behind, though.”
“I’ll be back in a couple hours, then,” he says, taking your glass from the table beside you. “In the meantime, can I get you anything else?”
You can think of many things you’d love him to get you, but you settle for a seltzer with lime. 
You take a short nap and when you wake up, you know exactly what time it is because Jimmy Buffet is playing through the speakers to let you know, in addition to cabana boy who is humming along to the tune.
Your knight in a tightly fitting t-shirt approaches swiftly with your drink already in hand.
“How’d you know?” you ask, coyly, before taking a tiny sip. 
“What can I say? I know how to please a woman,” he says with a wink. 
You smile through the scoff you give him. “Alright, cabana boy, don’t let it get to your head.”
You learn his name the next day when you overhear one of the women you used to play tennis with bitching to him about this or that. 
“Javier,” you say as he walks past. 
“Yes, ma’am,” he says, turning on his heels with a look of relief on his face. 
“I heard you getting an earful back there. What’d you do to earn that?” 
Knowing her, whatever he did shouldn’t have landed him on anyone’s shitlist, but she’s got just about every name in the phonebook written down. 
“She requested an extra towel and a bottle of water to be brought to her in the women’s locker room, but I wasn’t very prompt.”
“Risking your tips, aren’t you?” you tut, teasingly. 
“Doesn’t usually tip me anyway,” he says under his breath, looking off to the side, pretending the confession isn’t meant for your ears.
“Oof. Even you can’t win her over,” you say with a pout.
“Suppose I was wrong about the whole ‘knowing how to please a woman’ thing,” he says with a faux-dramatic sigh. 
“I suppose so,” you say. Sitting upright so he can hear your voice when you say much lower, “but, you’ve really tugged on my heartstrings here, so I give you my deepest sympathies.” You grab a couple twenties from your wallet and hand them to him. 
“Pity tips,” he muses, a smirk tugging at his lips as he plays along with your little game, “I’ll bring you another sob story with your next drink.” 
The wink he gives you is his way of saying ‘thank you’. 
While you’re acutely aware of the power dynamic between the two of you, it does feel like he’s become a confidant in a way. You’d be far happier with his company than anyone else’s. 
While you’re in the midst of reading the latest issue of Cosmopolitan, Javier comes by to check up on you - something he seems to do more frequently now. Maybe it’s the tips, maybe it’s the tits. 
“Is it any good?” he asks, nodding to your magazine. 
“About as good as trashy magazines get. Why? Were you looking for some fashion advice, sex tips, embarrassing breakup confessions?” You offer up the gifts promised on the outer cover, nonchalant with equal attention paid to each, hopefully masking the fact that one of those topics is far more interesting than the others when you’re up close and personal with the effortlessly handsome Javier. 
Your eyes meet briefly at the mention of sex tips. 
“Hmm. How ‘bout those sex tips?”
“Alright, then,” you say, patting the spot beside you, beckoning him to sit. “Here are the best places to have hot summer sex…”
You can feel his body heat, his hand placed behind your body to hold himself steady as he leans in to read over your shoulder, pretending to be enthralled with this stupid article. 
“Number one,” you begin, “in the water.”
“A classic,” he notes, looking towards the pool only a few feet from you. 
“It says here that the ‘dirty mermaid’ position is ideal.” You point to the illustration of a couple getting it on. 
“Seems simple enough.”
“Wait ‘til you hear this,” you say, pausing for suspense, “their next suggestion is sex on a trampoline.”
“I can see the appeal,” he says. 
“Okay, well, then you better try out ‘the circus freak’ position the next time you have a rendezvous on a trampoline.”
“I’ll keep that in mind in case the circumstance arises.”
And just when you think you’ve got him to yourself, he’s whisked away from you by another dissatisfied country club member - maybe she’s jealous, you think,  until she gives you a sneer and then, you’re positively certain she is. Before he departs fully, he places a gentle hand on your shoulder. “Let me know if you find anything you think I might like in there.”
The magazine tells you to fuck in a tent, on a sailboat, or in the woods, but all you want is Javier, right here, right now - be it the dirty mermaid, the circus freak, or just a man and a woman unable to ignore their overwhelming attraction to each other. 
Alas, you go home alone. The only one to touch you that night is your vibrator, and no matter how creative your imagination can be, you can tell the difference between silicone and the real deal. 
You return to your spot by the pool the very next day. Usually, you can apply your suntan lotion by yourself, albeit with some difficulty, but today, you struggle to get the part of your back that would normally be covered by your swimsuit - but of course, you know to avoid tan lines you need to keep your top off and your tits pressed to the towel. 
“Need any help?” Javier asks at a most opportune time.  
“Maybe a little, but let me just lay down first. I don’t want to flash you or anyone else.”
“It wouldn’t bother me at all, but I’m a gentleman, so I’d look away if you asked me.”
“I didn’t take you for a gentleman.”
“I could be one. If that’s what you’re into.”
You struggle to get your top off enough to put lotion on without exposing yourself, and Javier whispers to you, “Just take it off. No one’s around.”
You look at him, suspicious - and excited - about his motives. 
“I’ll be a gentleman,” he reiterates. 
“You better be,” you say with a face that dares him not to be  one, before turning and taking your top off. 
Javier takes the bottle of suntan lotion and squeezes a dollop onto his hand before rubbing it from your shoulders down your upper back, remaining cautious not to touch you anywhere too scandalous. Still, his touch lingers and he begins to massage your tense muscles. 
“Wow,” he says, “You’ve got a serious knot right here. What’s got you so tense?”
“A masseuse and a shrink?” you tease, expertly avoiding the question. “Javier, you’re really working overtime.”
“I’m just trying to build a good rapport with one of our most loyal members. It’s part of my job description.”
You suppose it is, but he’s surpassed ‘good rapport’ and made it to the number one spot on the list of men you have sexual fantasies about. You want to give him more than cash tips or sex tips. You also want to take far more than the tip from him. 
So, you keep him beside you for longer by letting him see deeper into your life as he shifts his touch. 
“Well, if you really want to hear all of my life’s hardships - Ooh, yes, right there - I’ll spill.”
You swear you can hear him inhale a sharp breath when you tell him where you want his hands. 
“Right here?” he asks, tentatively pressing his thumbs in more forcefully. 
“Yeah, that’s perfect,” you say. “You’re doing great, Javier.”
“Thank you, ma’am,” he says, but you’ve heard those words enough times to know that his voice is different this time. That he’s affected by your praise. 
“It’s so stupid,” you begin with a light laugh, “I’m just pissed off at my husband.”
“Oh?” he says with a hint of disappointment in his tone. 
“Yeah, he’s off on ‘business’,” you say, air quotes included, “but we all know what that means.”
“Do we?” he asks, and he may have said something else, but you cut him off. 
“Ooh, down a little bit, babe.” The pet name slips from your lips accidentally, but he doesn’t seem to mind. 
He moves his fingers to the perfect spot and you nearly moan. 
“I can’t believe your husband would give up spending a day with you, especially… one like this…”
“One like what?” you ask, curiosity piqued. 
“Ma’am, I’ll be honest, you look great in this swimsuit.” When he hears your laugh, he adds, “I swear. I wouldn’t lie about something like that.”
“Well, Javier, I’m halfway out of this swimsuit right now.”
“As a gentleman, I wouldn’t dare take a peek, but I imagine you look even better like this.”
But you know he’d love to - as would you. You imagine there’s a tent forming in his uniform swim trunks. 
“I know I was planning to lie on my stomach, but would you mind getting my chest as well,” you suggest. 
“It would be my pleasure,” he says. 
You turn to him, revealing your naked upper body, simultaneously praying that the pool area is empty and that it’s crowded with women who’d certainly be jealous of what’s going on between you and the cabana boy. 
You’d think he’d never seen a pair of tits before if you saw his face - absolutely awestruck, unable to tear his eyes away from them. 
At your request, he gently massages them. 
“Goddamn, your husband is lucky,” he says under his breath. 
“Is he?” you say. “You’re the one touching me right now.”
His hands trail down your sides, testing the waters. 
“It’s a hot day… you don’t wanna get burned… so maybe you’d like me to get your thighs too? Just to be safe?”
You never thought you’d have a man begging just to touch your thighs, but you can’t complain. 
“You’re so thoughtful,” you say, “if you don’t mind, that’d be wonderful.”
You can tell he’s itching to get your swimsuit bottoms off. 
You whisper to him, “You can take them off if you want.”
“But my hands are covered in sunscreen. I wouldn’t want to give you an infection or anything.”
“You have a mouth, don’t you?”
His brown eyes melt as he eagerly dives between your thighs without another word.
His tongue works wonders as it glides over your folds, paying special attention to your clit, flicking his tongue teasingly, then sucking lightly. You realize how large his hands are when he wraps his arms around your thighs and pulls you into him. You’re fixated on his fingers, how badly you wish he could give you them.  
“Javier,” you say, “I want you to fuck me.”
(If you weren’t so needy, you’d beg to get on your knees, to scrape them on the concrete, and to suck him off. He serves you too often, you owe him more than just tips).
When your vulgar language reaches his ears, he looks up at you, wiping the shock off his face with a hand through his hair. He looks excited from his eyes to his shorts as you give him the once-over. YOu quickly slip your bikini back on before he takes your hand and leads you to a slightly more secluded part of the pool. Anyone who swims nearby could see you, but women further away with their noses in their trashy romance novels (when they’re not stuck in everyone else’s business), won’t be able to tell who is getting it on behind the waterfall. 
No, it doesn’t look even close to as gorgeous as the tropical destinations you’ve visited, but it does conceal your identity. And, Javier looks better than any man you’ve ever seen. The country club made an active decision to hire hot young men who could easily be printed on an advertisement in one of those stores in the mall that you no longer frequent - you’ve outgrown the overbearing scent of cologne and the juvenile style. Last summer, there was a blond pool boy, the summer before, he had blue eyes. But, Javier is something else - he’s a walking wet dream. And he’s yours. 
The water is cold, particularly so when you’re in a shady area, but Javier’s sun-warmed chest pressed against yours keeps you from shivering. And, with every subtle touch, heat pools at your core. 
When you’re submerged in the water, he slides your bikini bottoms to the side and lowers his swimsuit just enough to free his cock. You can’t resist the urge to touch him, so you stroke him slowly and you can tell he’s holding back pretty moans that you’d die to hear.  
Before he can lose himself to the feeling, he picks you up and you hook your legs around his hips. He keeps you close to him, not letting your back scrape the edge of the pool behind you. His grip is firm but his touch is soft. 
You coax his cock to your entrance, and he lets you, but not without warning.
“If we do this, I’m gonna need you to be real fucking quiet.”
“Same to you.” Your voice falters as he slides the head along your folds. 
Quite frankly, you couldn’t care less if everyone in the general vicinity heard the moans you hold back - in fact, you’re proud to be the one in Javier’s arms - but you try your best to collect yourself, to pretend the first inch, the initial stretch, doesn’t faze you. Even the anticipation of being filled by him makes you clench around him, your body trying to pull him closer, ignoring your intentions to keep up this coy persona with a quip readily stowed just behind your lips when he says something flirtatious and witty. You want to be the one to make him blush.
It is the opposite of sex with your husband. Not only because Javier is younger and far more attractive, but because you have to make an active effort not to cum too quickly when his fingers reach between your bodies and find your clit. You’ve spent years faking orgasms with your eyes closed, imagining a man like this is the one panting above you. Better make it last. 
Javier’s hands have a steady grip on your hips, forcing them to meet his with every thrust while your arms take place on his shoulders. You lean in and kiss his neck, eliciting the slightest moan, and you have to hold yourself back from sucking at his skin. You want to hear him, you want to mark him. You want to make him yours. 
You hear the clop clop sound of sandals approaching accompanied by a pair of feminine voices. It snaps you from the momentary daze and what is meant to be a warning comes out like a whimper. 
“Javi,” you say, and the sound of his name coming from your lips only spurs him on. 
You have to stifle your cries by burying your face in the crook of his neck. Your words are muffled but you manage to convey enough to get a response - not the one you were expecting, though.
“I don’t care,” he says. “I want them to know I’m fucking you.”
You know that Javier can have just about any woman he wants, you feel lucky to be chosen, but you know, despite his words, he wants you in secret. He’s just good at dirty talk, and you’ll gladly take the fantasy he builds for you. 
“I’m serious,” he says. “I want them to know how good I’m making you feel.”
Good would be an understatement. Pleasure ripples through you, threatening to push you over the edge, into an intense orgasm. He angles his hips so that every time his cock fills you, it strokes your g-spot along the way. And his fingertips work tirelessly on your clit. 
But he slows his pace, he pulls you back from the ledge.
“I wanna hear you when you cum,” he says, and he’s unable to hide his ragged breathing behind his sternness. 
He’s not demanding, he’s begging. 
And it works all too well with you. 
You meet his eyes - an agreement - and he returns to his previous routine, the one that makes your thighs tremble and your head loll back. 
“Javier…” His name flies past your lips and you wonder if you would’ve said it anyway, without his direction. It comes out in a desperate cry — one that covers up any noise that comes from Javier. You only catch the latter end of his orgasm, taken entirely by your own, but his face will be forever etched into your mind, in that corner that you keep secret and sacred. 
All of a sudden, in your post-orgasm haze, Javier pushes you gently into the waterfall, so you end up soaked (in a new way). You understand why when he pulls you out of the pool bridal style. 
As everyone in the area gawks at you, likely having heard you scream Javier’s name, he acts like the hero he is. 
“Someone had a few too many drinks,” he announces. “Luckily, no CPR is needed, but I’ll be taking her to the med station for a checkup. Everyone may resume their regularly scheduled lounging.”
There are whispers amongst the crowd - there always are - but you’re impressed by his acting. 
When he sits you down on a chair meant for the aftermath of swimming-related accidents (most of which result in nothing more than a bandaid), he says to you, “It’s important to stay sober if you don’t want to end up in sticky situations.”
“Sticky situations like the one on the front of your shorts?”
“Goddammit,” he says with a sigh. “They’re gonna fire me.”
“I hope it was worth it,” you say. 
“I’d say so,” he says, but you can still see a tinge of worry in his eyes. 
“Besides,” you say, “I think I might be able to get another job.”
“Really? That’s awesome,” he perks up. “But, I’ll miss seeing you every day.”
“I wouldn’t worry about that.”
Your husband arrives home the next day and you immediately complain about how the maintenance men did a terrible job keeping the backyard pool clean. Truthfully, they really weren’t the best and you’d been thinking about finding a new pool boy anyway. 
When your husband goes to look up ‘pool maintenance in my area’, you say, as nonchalantly as you can, “I heard that one of the cabana boys at the country club is quitting, and he’s actually really good at his job. He works super hard, never slacking off.”
“Alright. I trust your judgment. Maybe you can get his contact info from the club and we can ask for his rates.”
You already have his number saved in your phone so you call him and get his email address and pretend you’re calling the country club. You draft the perfect email for him to send your husband, to show him that he’s the perfect man to work for you. 
“Wow,” he says, when he receives the email. “He says here that he even offers extra services like bartending and poolside service… whatever that means. His rates look reasonable too. You did a great job, honey.”
“Thank you,” you say, accepting a kiss on the cheek from him. “I can stay home and monitor him, assuming you have to work on Monday…”
“Actually, I’m so sorry, but I’m leaving again in the morning.”
“What? Where are you going?”
“San Francisco. Another conference. But, don’t fret, I’ll be back in a week. I would love it if you stayed home when he’s here - just in case - but I trust your decisions either way.”
Needless to say, Javier is great at his job when your husband is home, and even better when he’s away. 
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Interesting that you bring that up, because I think it ties into a different Jason post I made once. You don't have to read all of that, the important part is this:
i think thats my favorite thing about the red hood. he pulls people out of the abyss. he never steps entirely out of the shadows himself, but he will extend a hand to someone else, until they can get their own grip and climb past him. he did it with roy and kori, and with the random pyg minion in batman reborn, and with duela dent, and suzie su, and bunker, and ma gunn, and in a way even his own father. he does it all the time, and i love him for that.
That post is in regards to the (eventual) conclusion to the Duela Dent arc, where Jason helps her unjokerfy and go back home. Because it really is a theme we see! I don't think DC did it intentionally, especially since half of these happened during Scott Lobdell's runs and I don't think the man did anything except throw spaghetti at a wall in the hopes that it would stick, but it's become a theme. (....Scott Lobdell also had the Generation Outlaw storyline that he didn't fucking land or conclude in any satisfying way, but that's a rant for a different day).
Anyway, the point is that yeah, in some ways Jason DOES still have to choose. A lot of the storylines he has are with people who do, eventually, decide to be less morally gray. And that's just something he doesn't do. Or, if he somehow did, if he TRULY came back into the light, he would ABSOLUTELY lose the ideological purity that drove him in the UTRH era. I'm not saying it's not possible for someone to stay with him in his moral gray zone or even in his True Villain Zone, but there is actually an interesting tragedy in the fact that no one does, because it kind of highlights the point of his character--which is that he KNOWS BOTH SIDES and he CHOOSES to stay somewhere between them. He wavers sometimes in canon, moves more toward one side or the other, but so far he always returns to that gray zone, consistently, every single time.
Comics are, in a lot of ways, black and white. Questions of morality are almost always framed in what is right and what is wrong. Characters are good or bad. Things are mutually exclusive. I don't think it's impossible to find the balance, but IMO it would be much trickier to make it work, especially in canon. To find that balance and make it truly compelling would need some significant skill. We would need someone who was truly okay to live in that gray zone, but whose values wouldn't turn out to be incompatible (which is often, I think, why he and Rose don't usually work out when they're put together. Rose WOULD be that character, but I just don't think they're sustainable, generally speaking).
With that in mind, I can see why it's usually the Batfam that he returns to in search of family. He doesn't want things that are fleeting. He doesn't want "well, we can put Joker in Arkham until his next breakout", he wants the Joker DEAD. And he really doesn't want the people in his life to give up on him!! He WANTS both. NEEDS it, maybe. Even as far back as UTRH we saw this tension. Jason is holding VERY tightly to his ideals in that comic, and still he all but begs Bruce to join him so that he can have both. His origins will always be most deeply rooted in the Batfam. But maybe that brings a different sort of tension to the question--one having to do with whether a fan wants Jason to keep hold of his history, his roots, and find the permanence that Bruce promised when he took Jason in... or if they want him to give that up and forge a new future with a new family.
Jason really is, IMO, about tension. Not just in the conflict sense, though he does tend to bring tension and conflict to interactions. But thematically, his character and his arcs are filled with themes that constantly pull him in opposing directions. Even the dichotomy of the poverty he faced as a child versus the abundance of living with a millionaire is like that. In a lot of ways, canon tells us that he really just can't have everything he wants. So the question is... what does he have to give up?
i’m starting to realize there are at least two camps of jason todd fans. 
there are the ideological campers, who took under the red hood and ran with it.  the ones who believe whole-heartedly that jason todd is a character with a moral stance–counter, perhaps, to the man who raised him and the monsters that shaped him, but extant, all the same.  these people see jason shucking his ideals in canon and scoff, saying that it is a loss of integrity and a tragedy of what was good characterization. 
and then there are the emotional campers.  the ones who saw jason todd’s pain, his desire for a family who loved him enough to act as executioner.  it wasn’t an ideological purity that drove him–it was the emotional one, the familial one, and these people see jason struggling to mend bridges once burned and cheer him onward.  the ones who desperately want to see him shed his lone wolf persona and really, truly, become a part of the family.
in some sense, it ends up being a question of how faithful to the original characterization you want to be.  when jason is the villain and often when he’s the outlaw, he is antithetical to batman by nature.  he grips his pain and grief in his hands and uses it to act, same as batman, but in a diametrically opposed way.  in order to hang onto this, to keep this opposition in place, he cannot have his family.  but in order to have his family, to change from what he once became, he cannot have his ideals.
and i think it’s neat, because both of these camps want jay to succeed, you know?  but the question lies in whether they want that success to be in ‘cleansing gotham’/‘ridding the world of that which hurt him so no one else can be hurt’, so that he might save the world…
…or if they want it to be just him, reaching out a hand to someone and asking to be lifted up, so that he might save himself.
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angelfic · 11 hours ago
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OMG STOP THAT LAST TIM DRABBLE FOR THE VALENTINES THING REKINDLED THIS IDEA THATS BEEN LINGERING IN THE BACK OF MY MIND
Also I’ve been seeing this idea everywhere so I think it’s a sign
So could I get a Tim fic where the reader (gn if that’s okay!) gets this new lipstick and tests how pigmented it is on Tim, like how many kiss marks they can leave before the colors gone and they have to reapply it
Sry if that didn’t make any sense and ty in advance if u choose to write this 🙏🙏
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tim drake x reader
warnings — kissing :) suggestive themes ig, established relationship
a/n; writing for tim lately has been so fun it gives me a better high than any class a drugs could. so serious abt that btw. I loved writing this so much anon like I wanna kiss you on the mouth just for requesting it
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Tim is very much used to you trying things out on him by now. Your new perfumes, to make him walk past you so you can imagine what people smell when you’re around. Face masks so you’re not doing it alone. Different shades of your nail polishes painted on his fingernails because, well, that one’s mostly just for fun.
Even that one time when you wanted to try out a new heatless overnight curl method and had him sat on the couch for hours with his head full of tightly wound velcro rollers before you realised you’d done it wrong.
So when you plop down beside him on the couch with a freshly delivered package, he doesn’t even bat an eye.
“What’s that?” he asks politely, only sparing you a quick glance up from his laptop.
“New lipsticks,” you say, spilling them out onto your lap and picking one from the bunch to twist it up and reveal the velvety pigment. “I wanna test out the longevity.”
He hums, long fingers typing away. “Sounds fun.”
You grin. “Glad to hear you say that, because you’re helping.”
He pauses, slowly turning his head towards you and considering the lipstick in your hand. Then, he sighs. “Fine,” he relents, going back to his laptop, but not before pouting his lips out for you.
“Not like that,” you snort, gently shoving his face away. He glances up again, a confused crease etched between his brows.
“Then….?” he trails off, quirking a brow. “How am I helping?”
In response, you uncap the top of the lipstick and carefully apply it, using your phone reflection to stay within the lines. You press your lips together, before flashing him a smile. He parts his lips, no doubt to compliment you like he always does when you ask him about any new product. Before he can say anything, you lean in and press a quick kiss to his cheek, leaving behind a mark in the shape of your lips.
Tim blinks, touching his cheek where the red imprint of your lips remains and rubs the pigment thoughtfully between his fingers. “Ahhh. I see.”
“You’re my test subject,” you confirm, shifting closer. “My own little lab rat. Let’s see how many kisses it takes before the colour is gone.”
His ears flush, a muted version of your lipstick, but he doesn’t pull away, instead angling himself towards you and shifting his laptop out of the way. “Well,” he murmurs, a small smirk playing on his lips. “For science.”
You laugh, leaning in once again. This time, your lips land on his jaw. Then his temple. The high of his cheekbone. His neck.
By the tenth kiss, Tim is practically radiating heat, fingers curled slightly into the couch cushions, staying obediently still. By the fifteenth, he’s closed his laptop entirely, shoving it to the other end of the couch.
At twenty, he becomes visibly antsy. “Still pigmented?” he asks, voice slightly hoarse.
You lean back to inspect your handiwork, taking in the array of kiss marks scattered across his face and neck. “A little faded,” you say thoughtfully, tilting your head. “Might need to reapply this one.”
Tim huffs a laugh, shaking his head at you. “Of course you do.”
When you reach for the lipstick, which had ended up in his lap somewhere around the twelfth kiss, he catches your wrist and tugs you close enough to brush his lips against your own in a barely-there kiss. “Think I prefer it like that,” he murmurs.
Your stomach flips at the sight of your lipstick faintly colouring his lips. Then you grin, eyes sparkling.
“Well, that’s too bad. We have a test to finish and about… four more lipstick shades to go.”
Tim sighs dramatically, but the corners of his lips twitch upwards. “Fine. But only because I’m committed to the cause,” he says, face as serious as he can muster with it covered in kiss marks.
And with that, you reapply the lipstick in pink this time, ready to start the experiment all over again.
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fandomfluffandfuck · 1 day ago
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*Timidly raises hand* ✋️ I think I have a new kink 😵 I want my mouth fingered 🫣🫣
P.S. I'd kill for you to write about any of the boys as the drooly bottom having his mouth fingered 😵‍💫😵‍💫
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I'm always happy to help with some good old fashioned self discovery 👀
And maybe it's how clear my recent memories are, maybe it's just my desire to submurge myself in those recent events, or maybe it's even the urge to further explore, but, whatever the reason, you made it impossible for me to not think about this...
So, how about some pussy Buck? He was the first, sweetest boy who came to mind, and something tells me he's who'd enjoy this the most 😏
(Beware of: somnophilia/soft cnc, dumbification, generally filthy pornographic things, etc.)
Hmm.
Steve sighs to himself, growing bored with the flickering light filling their living room as it eminates from their TV. This movie isn't as good as he hoped it'd be. A weekend of no real happenings has further bored him. He's a man of action. He doesn't like to lay out often. He moves, no, plows forward. And now he's restless, searching for something, anything, to capture his attention. Although, it doesn't take any effort to find something so worthy, barely having to search, drawing his eyes easily from the uninteresting show, and dragging them down to find--
What, oh, what do we have here?
Steve's lips curl sharply into a cunning yet fond grin, the playful and dark feeling of mischief unfurling in his broad chest, beating in time with his heart under his hairy pecs.
As it turns out, somewhere between the engaging opening of the movie and this low lull, Bucky--his sweet, sweet boyfriend--has fallen asleep with his head of silky chocolate hair pillowed on the rounded muscle of his chest. The front of his body is pressed against the back of Bucky's. They're melting into each other in the late evening, Steve's legs straight out on the end of their L-shaped sofa, his back upright, and Bucky is draped like a blanket over him. Both of Bucky's long, shapely legs have fallen between Steve's widely spread ones. But, the position of Bucky's body at large is of much less interest to Steve than his head and face specifically.
His head is resting on his chest, tipped back there rather than on his shoulder because he's slouched down in his sleep, curling up, sweet as ever. His neck, to accommodate the position of their bodies, is arched, exposing the pale column and seducing his jaw into falling open just so. Ever so slightly open. At once, it's precious and filthy; his little pink rosebud mouth gaping around nothing, the petal of his fat lower lip gently unfurled to soaking up the sun--if the sun were trapped in their room. And who knows, maybe it is, Steve is starting to feel the heat of it all over his body.
Every gentle inhale and exhale comes with a whispered sound, rolling off his soft lips like morning dew.
Steve doesn't think he just does, reaching out to find the damn clicker and turn off the movie. He couldn't give less of a fuck about it suddenly. Everything that comes out of Bucky is precious. He'll know and memorize every gasp and dreamy murmur.
Startled into quick, fluid movement once, the momentum of desire sweeps Steve up further, spurring him into a caress of Bucky's pillow soft cheek. Bucky doesn't stir. Steve can't stay away, the warmth of the sun building inside him, he'll gladly be burned if it comes to that. He's going to stay here, exactly here, with Bucky. Bucky himself isn't immune anyway, as Steve draws his thumb over the sharp line of his jaw, pressing softly against that sweet bit of baby fat he's never lost under his equally precious cleft chin, Bucky is turning more pink.
Steve admires the landscape of his sunrise colored sunburn. He is gorgeous. He is totally irrestiable--
Steve has to tease the pads of his fingers, feather light, back up his cheek, around the other side of his face, and feel the high point of his pretty cheekbone. He touches the vulnerable, delicate skin gracing his eyelids, colored with veins, so near the surface. Steve's fingers skim the slope of his nose, hopping off to find the tempting cavern of his mouth.
Those soft, pouty lips...
God, the prettiest fucking pink Steve could ever imagine. Not to mention the goddamn wet dream red they turn when they're plundered by Steve. Bucky begs to be claimed. Bucky moans and cries and get so fucking spacey and sweet with the right touch--the roughest touch. He likes it. He likes having this mouth--this mouth right here--not just claimed but fucked.
Defiled.
Violated.
He's not happy until he's dizzy and his lips are swollen, glistening wet with his own smeared spit and ruined to a candy red.
Steve shivers involuntarily, thinking about how dirty his sweet boy is, and it jostles his body enough to leave Bucky murmuring. Something useless and incoherent underneath a chest-expanding sigh.
Steve licks his own lips, watching Bucky's lower lip pout out just a touch more with that exhaled breath. He smears his thumb over the plush surface of Bucky's lower lip, catching it just enough for it to bounce back into place. God. Steve can't help the way a growl builds deep in his chest, the heated pressure growing, but he can swallow it down. He'll keep that down, he'll keep it down. He's not done taking Bucky in yet. He's so pretty like this.
Sleeping.
He's beautifully slack and vulnerable. He can't stop Steve from doing a damn thing. All he can do is absorb it. Take it. He's a pliant little sponge, soaking up Steve's body heat and any bit of pleasure Steve offers up--anything he wants to place on his tongue, he can.
Steve caresses the perfect bow of his lips--both of them, upper and lower, touching every part of them, leaving nothing un-teased--before daring to sneak in and place two fingertips on his tongue.
His tongue is surprisingly wet for cat napping with his mouth agape.
Steve shuts his eyes in pleasure, savoring the searing hot sensation of that wet muscle. All smooth and soaked. Steve, just a little, thinks about doing the same with his other hand but lower, diving between Bucky's legs and finding out if he's wet down there, too. It wouldn't surprise Steve if he was. He's so sensitive, just a little bit of touching, petting that's not even too heavy, and he's panting like a dog, starting to drip into his boxer briefs, hips twitching every now and again, sharp and jerky, like he's just aching to grind against anything.
Sweet Jesus, Buck.
Steve loves him so much it hurts. Steve's so deeply in lust with him that it'd be embarrassing if anyone but Bucky knew. He's wrapped around his daintiest finger, always thinking of sticking his cock in him, or, hell, not even his dick, thinking just like he's doing right now--
Pushing his fingers into that lush mouth and feeling around, curling his fingers as if he's searching for his sweet spot. Bucky's eyes, if he's awake when Steve's doing it, that is, even roll like he's got one in his mouth. A sweet spot for a sweet boy. Well. Maybe two sweet spots, one somewhere on his tongue, pressing down hard enough leaving him shuttering, and the other in the back of his throat, hitting it and watching him gag, eyes instantly saturating with desperate tears that beg Steve to go deeper.
Fuck.
Steve wants to bury himself alive in his sweet, tight little throat.
Steve wants to lay him out, limp and helpless, on the edge of the couch, his head hanging off, and shove right in to bulge his throat. Steve wants to curl his fingers in his mouth until Bucmy cums as if he's three fingers deep in his pussy instead. Steve wants to try and fit his fist in there, forcing his jaw wide, making Bucky drool all over himself, wet like he gets when he squirts for Steve. Steve wants to shove a gag in there, not to shut him up, not to muffle him, but to please him, he loves to see how cloudy Bucky's eyes get and how far away Bucky's smarts get when his mouth is stuffed full.
Steve wants so much. He's a hungry, bad man. And like this-? All Bucky can do is give. So, Steve takes.
Plunging his fingers in and in, Steve is wickedly thrilled to learn that Bucky's so deep in dreamland that his tongue doesn't even twitch, and it especially doesn't curl around his fingers and suck.
The novelty of nothing happening when he sticks part of himself in his eager boy's mouth turns Steve on more than it has any right to. He's not doing anything, and that's precisely it.
Take it.
Steve explores, stomping around. What? He has every right to. Bucky's his. He can scrub his fingers against the flat, wet muscle of his tongue, scratching his fingernails tantalizingly light across his tastebuds. He can push his fingers between his teeth and lip and find the sweet, delicate spot where the ever-so-slightly tougher flesh of his bottom lip melts into the smoother, wetter, softer inside of his mouth. He can find each and every arch where tooth meets gum. He can travel back farther, darker and deeper, past just his mouth and into the top of his throat. Two fingers. Searching deeper. Feeling the slick velvet of his throat and just teasing the clutch of a deeper part, his body foolishly trying to keep Steve out. Too bad. He can--
But, god, is it ruined in the most perverse, arousing way.
Then. Exactly then. All at once, Steve's private, uninterrupted time with Bucky's body is ruined.
It's totally fucking worth it.
Bucky launches into action, flailing uselessly as his sweet, hot throat suddenly spasms, clutching like a vise around his plundering fingers. It's exactly fuckin' like when Bucky can't hold on any longer and just can't hold himself back from cumming, his pussy squeezing so painfully tight, wet and hot, around his rock-hard cock, shoved deep into him.
Steve overwhelms Bucky no matter what hole he sticks it in. His pussy. His mouth. His ass. Bucky once squealed, near-sobbed that he was pretty sure Steve was hitting his cervix while he fucked him, but he'd kill him if he stopped, so full and fuckin'-fucking full.
Yeahhh.
This is just like fucking his tight little pussy loose.
He's deep in his throat, two fingers deep, hitting his upper esophageal sphincter, but rather than squealing, Bucky's choking.
It's still a useless, obscene little sound made of pleasure. Of course, it's pleasure. Bucky's choking on air and spit and Steve's fingers but as soon as he's been awake for just a second he's rasping out jagged moans, too.
There he is.
That's Steve's boy.
Jolted into consciousness by invading pleasure and taking it. Just taking it. Adjusting to it so seamlessly. He's an undeniable slut who likes filling. Fucking. He likes everything.
And his enjoyment is painfully obviously in the way he chases Steve's fingers, arching and straining his neck when Steve tries to pull his hand back. He's not just moving his mouth, though, moaning, desperate to suck on his fingers and have his throat fucked, but he's moving those pretty hips, too. Squirming around in an uncoordinated manner that really fucking works for Steve. He's too horny to try and be cool. He can't be smooth. He's just needy, so beyond everything else.
Steve just barely gets a hold of him, hand tight on his hip, biting bruises into his precious body for his own good. He'll get there. He'll get to his achy, throbbing pussy squeezed between his legs. He will. He's just not done with his other hole yet.
His chin is already slick, but he wants to see how wet he can get him. He wants his pussy soaked by the time Steve finally splits his legs and paws at his swollen, wet slit, teasing up to flick his clit and make his shriek. He doesn't want to be kind.
Yeah, he's wet, so fucking wet he already knows, but he could always be wetter. Messier. So, he sticks his fingers deep in one of his holes--his mouth, of course, just a hole that was made to be fucked--and curls them hard. The same way he does when he's got his thumb on Bucky's clit and his fingers inside him, pressing hard, knowing he's gonna squirt everywhere. His messy, dumb boy is so easy to play. He's so easily reduced to nothing but a popsicle, sticky and sugary, soaking their bed in the summer sun, flushed with his bright red sunburn.
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tkwrites · 2 days ago
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I've been trying to clear out my camera roll these past few days. I've got a habit of screenshotting things to remind me to go back when I have time to actually read it. I came across a bunch of bts asks you answered, which I'm a sucker for!
If you have the time or want a break from whatever you are working on now, I'd love to know any initial thoughts or a directors cut/thoughts you'd like to share. For any of your works that you've not previously shared about, the list is probably quite long, so a lucky dip of sorts 🥰
I've had this in my inbox for a while now, but I wasn't sure what behind the scenes to give you.
As I was working on Hawaii today, I was looking through an old document so I could pull some ideas into the new plot and I remembered something about Five Days of Joy.
That entire family reunion fic bloomed from two scenes: Sarah and Quinn making out on the couch, and the first time he sees her in her black bikini. The black bikini scene was originally a flashback in the Hawaii snapshot.
It's wild to think that 1,000 words of what was supposed to be nothing more than a plot device spun out into a 16,000 word multi-day snapshot. I’d forgotten about that fact until I opened the old document to pull some detail into the new plot.
I've put both the original and the updated version of this scene below the cut. Warning for mild spoilers of the upcoming snapshot of the Hughes's in Hawaii before the Sarah and Kylee show up to surprise their guys.
The only time her cover was nearly blown, she had all her swimming suits laid out over her bed, deciding what to pack when Quinn called her over face-time.
“Are you going somewhere?” he asked, when she sat at her desk and propped the phone up so she could continue to curl her hair while they talked. 
Trying to keep her voice level, she told him a partial truth, “Eunice and I are going to the beach tomorrow. I was just deciding which suit to wear."
They were headed to the beach the next day, though Sarah usually didn’t pull out every swimsuit she owned for an outing like that. 
He immediately jumped on her story, "not the black one."
"Why not?" She asked, glancing over her shoulder. "I thought you liked that one."
"I do like that one, you look incredible in it." 
Incredible wasn't quite the best word - she could be on the cover of Sports Illustrated in that bikini.
The first time he'd seen her in it was at the family reunion earlier in the summer. She'd come out of the house, laughing and talking with his aunt, and he'd completely lost the thought he'd been sharing with Luke.
It then continued on the same as it does in The Family Reunion.
Here's how it goes in the new Hawaii Snapshot:
“Oh, damn,” she said as the scrunchie she’d been getting ready to wrap around the end of her curler flicked off her fingers, sailing into her closet. 
When she got up to retrieve it, he got a clear view of her room. His eyes were immediately drawn to the riot of color covering her bed. Her space was usually very tidy, but today, she had a bunch of swimsuits spread out over her patchwork quilt.
“Are you going somewhere?” 
Sarah stopped, mentally cursing herself for letting the hair tie get away from her. If it hadn’t, he wouldn’t have been able to see the suits she had spread out so she could decide what to pack. 
“Hu?” she asked, deciding to feign ignorance. cos
“You have swimming suits spread all over your bed?” 
Jack glanced at his mom with wide eyes upon hearing that. He was going to be so pissed if Sarah was about to blow the surprise.
Trying to keep her voice level, she told him a partial truth, “Eunice and I are going to the beach tomorrow. I was just deciding what suit to wear.” 
They were headed to the beach the next day, though Sarah usually didn’t pull out every swimsuit she owned for an outing like that. 
He jumped on her story immediately, "not the black one."
"Why not?" She asked, glancing over her shoulder at the offending garment, where it lay on her pillow, already in the yes pile. "I thought you liked that one."
"I do like that one, you look incredible in it." 
Incredible wasn't quite the best word - she could be on the cover of Sports Illustrated in that bikini.
"So I can only wear it around you?" she teased, bringing him back to reality. 
"Well, no," he flustered, caught in his imagined jealousy of some guy seeing her at the beach with her friend, thinking she was hot and single. 
She laughed. "I promise I'll wear it the next time we go to the beach together."
Hope you enjoyed this BTS, and that it's getting you excited for the upcoming Snapshot!
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floofiestboy · 2 days ago
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Aoyama's Let's Talk Day 2025 Translation [Official Source]
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They've released the official transcript for Aoyama's yearly Let’s Talk Day, a day when a lucky few audience members chosen by lottery have the chance to ask him questions. The official transcript has a lot more (haha)s, but I translated it regardless.
Generally, there was no new Conan information in the official transcript compared to my unofficial sources translation, but some of the discussions Aoyama had with the audience members were described in more detail compared to tweets about the event.
The official transcript redacted questions that were considered "secret". Some of these questions were reported by unofficial sources. For simplicity, I've included a list of these questions with their sources at the end of this post from my original translation.
Without further ado:
Q&A with Aoyama Gosho-sensei
Questions from Middle Schoolers and Younger
Q. Will the Kuroba family and Kudo family ever properly meet each other?
Aoyama: Huh? In the future?
Questioner: Yes, in the future.
Aoyama: Ah, well… they won’t, but do you want to see it? (haha)
Questioner: I want to see it. (haha)
Aoyama: Then I’ll think about it. (haha)
Questioner: Thank you very much. (haha)
[The audience claps.]
Moderator: “I’ll think about it,” is a great answer, sensei (haha)
Aoyama: Right? (haha) It really is great (haha)
Q. After appearing on Kōhaku Uta Gassen [T/N: A music show that traditionally airs around New Year’s in Japan], do you have plans to write a case based around it?
Aoyama: Ah.. (haha) Right. (haha) Well… I wonder, there’s NHK to worry about. Ahaha… 
[The audience laughs.]
Aoyama: They might not allow it. (haha) Well, I did think something like a music show case might be fun, but it might also be troublesome. (haha)
Moderator: What if you changed the name? Like, a West vs. East tournament.
Aoyama: Right… a music show murder case. (haha) But yes, I’ll think about it. (haha)
Q. What will happen with Momiji now that Heiji and Kazuha are dating?
Aoyama: Right… Momiji herself hasn’t given up, so. (haha) I’m sure she’ll be doing her best in the background somewhere. Something like that. (haha)
Moderator: So you’ll have her do her best. She’s like, a woman who doesn’t give up?
Aoyama: That’s right. (haha)
Q. Why can you think up so many different characters?
Aoyama: I have no idea. (haha) It kinda just pops up in my mind. I guess I’ve uh, watched a lot of movies?
Moderator: If I recall correctly, last year you mentioned that a large number of criminals have appeared but you’ve never drawn the same person twice. That you change them in some way every time.
Aoyama: Mm… yes. (haha) That’s right. (haha) I watch lots of movies and dramas and manga. (haha)
Moderator: So it kinda just pops up in your mind. That’s amazing.
Aoyama: It kinda just pops up. (haha)
Questions from the Entire Audience
Q. Do you plan to write a Police Academy-related case where Chihaya-san and Furuya-san meet, or cooperate to solve a case?
Aoyama: Ah, so Chihayafuru, you mean. (haha) Right… it does sound a little interesting, so I’ll think about it. (haha)
Moderator: “It sounds a little interesting”? Don’t tell me you stole that idea just now. (haha)
Aoyama: Ahaha. 
Q. What’s your favourite case among those you’ve written until now?
Aoyama: Ah, that would be Ran GIRL and Shinichi BOY of course. [Detective Conan Vol. 87] Not to toot my own horn, but I do think it came out well. (haha)
Moderator: Every year you talk about how you love Ran-chan, romance, and love comedies after all.
Aoyama: That’s right. (haha)
Q. [Asked by a small boy] How did Kogoro become a detective when he’s not good at deductions?
Aoyama: Ahahaha.
[The audience laughs.]
Aoyama: Yes, well… it’s true he’s not good at deductions. (haha) But he has all sorts of other things he’s good at, like Judo… (haha) And like how he’s strong at Judo. And… well, he’s got Conan with him, heh heh. Everything works out. (haha) Yes. (haha) That’s all. (haha)
Moderator: That was a fun question. (haha)
Q. When in September is Nakamori Aoko born?
Aoyama: September, right… (haha) I haven’t decided. (haha) When would you want it to be? (haha)
Questioner: Huh…?
Aoyama: If you give me a date, it might become true.
Moderator: Amazing, it’s your choice.
Questioner: Wait a sec… then… Since Kaito is born on the 21st… maybe the 12th…?
Aoyama: September 12th? Is that good with you?
Questioner: Ah… um… yes…
Moderator: They say that they’ll leave it to you, sensei.
Aoyama: I’ll think about it at least. (haha)
Q. What does Ran-chan usually talk about with her karate club friends?
Aoyama: Huh…? (haha)
Questioner: Do they talk about romance?
Aoyama: I’m sure they do? (haha)
Questioner: I’m happy.
Aoyama: I think everyone is interested to know how things are going with Ran’s love life. (haha)
Questioner: I almost want to join them myself.
Aoyama: Ahahaha.
[The audience laughs.]
Aoyama: Then I’ll think about it including that kind of scene if anything comes to mind. (haha)
Q. Do you ever plan to draw the moment Kazuha-chan fell for Heiji?
Aoyama: Oh…? (haha) Do you want to see it? Then I’ll think about it. (haha) But this… well, I might just actually draw it. (haha)
Q. After the scene where Heiji-kun confesses to Kazuha-chan at Abeno Harukas, they come back down holding hands. Should we interpret this as Heiji-kun taking the initiative to hold hands, and do you plan to ever draw how that happened?
Aoyama: Right… (haha) Well, I think Heiji was the one to try and hold hands. (haha) I don’t know whether I’ll ever draw it, but I’ll think about it. (haha)
Questioner: Please do.
Aoyama: Um… if you go to Conan Tanteisha [the hometown museum], you can see a coloured illustration of something similar. (haha) Please go see it. (haha) I recommend it. (haha)
Aoyama: It’s very fun. (haha)
Q. At Kōhaku Uta Gassen, were there any artists that made you go “Woah, this singer is amazing!” other than aiko and B'z?
Aoyama: Huh…? Oh…? (haha) Hey hey. (haha) No, no… yes, yes… (haha)
[The audience laughs.]
Questioner: Fukuyama-san is also forbidden.
Aoyama: Huh…? (haha) I wonder who I can go with…?? (haha)
Moderator: They’ve zeroed in on all of your answers.
Aoyama: That’s right. (haha) I liked them all? Ahaha. The main thing is that B’z was amazing. The stage was pretty dark to us in the audience, you know. It was pitch black, and I was thinking “I wonder if anyone’s there? I can’t tell…” and then B’z showed up on the screen and I was all like, “Wooooooah!!!” (haha) It was amazing!!! …My choice is B’z. (haha)
[The audience laughs.]
Questioner: Thank you very much.
Q. Are you thinking about a spinoff featuring Hattori Heiji?
Aoyama: A spinoff? Like Zero’s Tea Time?
Questioner: Um… more like Hanzawa-san. 
Aoyama: Ah, Hanzawa-san. (haha) H-How are they different? Ahaha.
[The audience laughs.]
Aoyama: We don’t have any plans for that right now. (haha) I apologize. (haha) Did you want one?
Questioner: Yes, a manga where Hattori is the star…
Aoyama: Right… (haha) We don’t have any plans for that right now, so I’ll leave it at that. (haha)
Q. Last year, Heiji-kun and Kazuha-chan were the main ship to have romantic developments. But if you plan to have romantic developments for any other characters moving forward, which ones should we keep our eye on?
Aoyama: That would be Kansuke and…? Something like that? (haha)
Questioner: And…?
Aoyama: Well, um. (haha) A ship I shouldn’t mention just… floated up in my head… (haha) It’d be bad to say. (haha) Well, that’s about it. (haha)
Q. I’d like my question to focus on Gin. I imagine Akai-san and the rest of the FBI are constantly on his tail, so he must travel around to many different places. Does he have safehouses across the nation, or does he stay in hotels like Mary-san and Masumi do? But it might be bad to leave any clues behind, so he wouldn't use the hotel amenities, and would pay for everything himself of course…
Aoyama: Ah… (haha)
Questioner: I really want to know if Gin-san would wear hotel bathrobes, so please tell me if you can.
Aoyama: Ah… (haha) Is that so? (haha) Um…? But I think they’d sleep in their cars or something, right? (haha)
Questioner: They wouldn't look for lodging?
Aoyama: Lodging… right, they probably stay somewhere no one would know about. (haha) Else, maybe Organization-controlled apartment buildings, or getaway houses. I’m sure they have them all over the place. (haha)
Questioner: So he flits from place to place to keep himself from being caught by the FBI…
Aoyama: Right, without being caught. He’s probably not caught. (haha)
Questioner: Does he wear bathrobes?
Aoyama: Gin? (haha)
Questioner: Yes!
Aoyama: Right… (haha) Ah, well, of course he does. (haha)
Questioner: I think it fits him!
Aoyama: I think he probably struggles to wash all that hair too. (haha)
Q. I came from Hokkaido. Last year’s movie was set in Hakodate and if I recall correctly, even had the clock tower show up. I’d be happy if Sapporo tourist attractions showed up next. Are there any plans for that?
Aoyama: Well, it’d need to be a long time from now. (haha) Right? (haha). We might. Where would you recommend?
Questioner: Right, um… maybe Oodori Park?
Aoyama: Ah… (haha) Yes.
Questioner: Um… we have romantic spots too… like the TV Tower, yes.
Aoyama: Yes, then well I’ll think about it. (haha)
Q. I have a question about Azusa-san. I’d like to know how long she’s been working at Poirot. 
Aoyama: Azusa? I wonder? (haha) I don’t know. (haha) Well, hm, but maybe since her high school years…?
Questioner: Since she was a high schooler… thank you very much.
Aoyama: Of course. (haha) It was totally off the top of my head though. (haha)
Moderator: It’s interesting to find out what people want to know about.
Q. I’m born and raised in Tottori. Are there any plans for a movie set here?
Aoyama: Huh...? (haha) None right now. (haha)
Questioner: I’d love to see one if ever possible.
Aoyama: I used Tottori dialect in one of my works before, but I was told it was incomprehensible. (haha) Osaka dialect, Hakata dialect, etc. are pretty easy to understand, but Tottori dialect is hard. If we did do a Tottori movie, I’d want to have people speaking Tottori dialect, right… so… (haha) I’d have to find some kind of solution. I’ll think about it. (haha)
Q. [Per a previous question] you said that Momiji will do her best even now that Heiji-kun and Kazuha have gotten together, but will her butler Iori continue to stay by her side? Will he have to leave perhaps because of issues related to his old job?
Aoyama: Ah… no, well, I think he’ll be by her side forever. I think he’ll stay by her side until the day Momiji dies. (haha) I think he’ll keep protecting her.
Questioner: Thank you very much.
Q. I’d like to ask about Conan cafés. I know that you love curry rice, but is there anything else you’d like to eat at a Conan café?
Aoyama: What do they serve at Conan cafés again? (haha)
Questioner: It changes year by year.
Aoyama: I don’t know what the current menu is, but I like dishes like naporitan spaghetti that children like, so. (haha) Also, hamburgers and hamburg steak. (haha) That’s what I like. (haha) Sorry it’s so vague. 
Q. Did you meet in advance with aiko-san to plan for the moment where you shot her with a tranquilizer watch? [T/N: Aoyama mock shot aiko-san with a tranquilizer watch at the end of her song on this year’s Kōhaku Uta Gassen.] Or at least, that’s what I wanted to ask, but there might be stuff you need to keep secret…
Aoyama: We had a lot of meetings about that! At first, I uh asked whether I should say “Funya?”, but that was shot down. (haha) [T/N: I don't know enough about aiko to say what "Funya?" might mean. Maybe a catchphrase?]
Questioner: I’m a aiko-san fan so I’ve gone to a fair number of her concerts, so I’ve watched the video of her song on Kōhaku Uta Gassen. Did any murder cases come to mind after seeing aiko-san?
Aoyama: Ah, well, hahaha. No, I can’t say any did. (haha) Do you want to see one? (haha) I’d feel too bad to kill off a singer, but, well, I’ll think about it a plot that would have a singer involved. (haha) aiko-san was very cute. 
Q. Since Akai-san was raised in England, were there any sports he was forced to play aside from Jeet Kune Do?
Aoyama: I wonder? But Jeet Kune Do… he probably learnt it from his father, so I think he wouldn’t be interested in any other sport. (haha) But he seems like he’d be good at cricket. (haha)
Questioner: Maybe baseball in America…? Too?
Aoyama: Right, right. (haha) I think he’s good at cricket.
Q. I live in Kurayoshi. The Kurayoshi phone number area code is fairly important in your work, but what kind of role will Kurayoshi play in Conan in the future?
Aoyama: Ah… no, it’s just a coincidence. (haha) Kurayoshi, well… Kurayoshi residents would get mad at me, so. (haha) It would be difficult to use the city. (haha) It’s just a coincidence, I apologize. (haha)
Q. Do you have any New Year’s memories from when you were little?
Aoyama: Memories? Usually my family would ask me to visit a shrine with them, but I’d stay at home since it was too much of a pain. [T/N: In Japan, it’s tradition to visit a shrine on the first day of the new year.] That about sums up my New Year’s memories. (haha) But I always go these days. For my health. (haha) “Um… I’m counting on you this year again.” (haha) That’s what I go to the shrine to pray, basically. (haha)
Q. There was a scene in a chapter the other day where Hiro faces off against a criminal, but did he always have experience with martial arts?
Aoyama: I’m sure they learn uh… self-defence techniques and martial arts at the police academy, so he might not have any experience originally. But Hiro is strong. Though he’s weaker than Kyogoku. (haha)
Q. I’d like to know about Kyoto’s Inspector Ayanokouji’s personal life. Please tell me his hobbies, or what he does in his spare time.
Aoyama: Ah… (haha) Maybe he feeds Maro-chan and such. (haha)
Questioner: Does he have no other hobbies?
Aoyama: Hobbies? (haha) He loves Maro-chan, so that. (haha) Hey, what do you think would be good?
Questioner: Maybe archery…
Aoyama: Archery?! (haha) A bow?! Huh… (haha) Well, I’ll think about it. (haha)
Q. Do you have any plans for a triple date with Shinichi-Ran, Heiji-Kazuha, and Kyougoku-Sonoko?
Aoyama: Not at all. (haha) A triple date, huh? (haha) Ah, well, I see. (haha) I’ll think about it. Ahaha.
Moderator: You aren’t thinking about it at all, aren’t you? (haha)
Aoyama: I apologize. (haha)
Q. I watched your Professional interview. Since you were eating a lot of curry, I went out to eat at Curry Bondy too, and it was good. I’d love to hear about any other meals you enjoy while working, or food you’d highly recommend.
Aoyama: I wonder if I have anything to recommend…? (haha) All I eat is cheap stuff, so. (haha) I’m really into the beef don mini-pack from Yoshinoya- it’s a pretty small portion, so um, it’s good.
Moderator: The portion size is good?
Aoyama: Yes. Oh, any curry from Coco, of course. (haha) I like it.
Moderator: Sensei, you’re very economical.
Aoyama: Well, yes. (haha) It tastes good.
Q. I live in Saitama. Even though it’s so close to Tokyo, no Saitama detectives have made an appearance… 
Aoyama: Ahaha. I apologize. (haha)
Questioner: I’d like you to draw a case set in Saitama.
Aoyama: Ah… yes. (haha) One day. (haha) Yokomizo did show up in Saitama at first, but um… he transferred to Shizuoka. (haha) I apologize. (haha) So, I thought to have Yokomizo transfer all over the place, but I was told that almost never happens. (haha) Right… then, I’ll draw Saitama… one day… (haha) I’ll think about it. (haha) I apologize. (haha)
Moderator: Which is it? You’ll think about it, or you’ll draw it?
Aoyama: I’ll think about it. (haha)
Q. Does Kazuha-chan have anything she likes aside from aikido? 
Aoyama: Ah… she does like Heiji. (haha) Right, I think she’d like cooking [like others like her would.] Um… also cooking… and uh, I wonder… I hadn’t thought about it at all. (haha) You sure asked a tough question. (haha) What would she like… do you have anything in mind yourself?
Moderator: What she would like? It’s up to your [the questioner’s] imagination…
Questioner: …
Moderator: The questioner says that they wanted to hear it from you.
Aoyama: Right. (haha) But well, I handed them the power to choose, so. (haha)
Moderator: If they think of anything, it might become true, after all.
Aoyama: Does anything come to mind?
Questioner: …
Moderator: Then, please think on it, both of you. (haha)
Aoyama: Well, then, it’s fine. (haha) I’ll think about it. Me. (haha)
Q. I’m Taiwanese, but I currently live in Japan. Aside from the movies, Conan-kun has never been to any country but England. Are there any plans to have him visit other foreign countries? Like Taiwan…
Aoyama: His passport is an issue for him, so… (haha) Um… so he can’t really go overseas, um… because see, he doesn’t have any options aside from being stuffed into luggage by Kaito Kid, so. (haha) Um… going overseas would be difficult. (haha) Well, if he returned to his original body, he could go, but well, in his current situation it would be hard for him to go. (haha) I can’t use the same plot twice, so.
Moderator: It’s more about [the questioner's] feelings of wanting him to go to Taiwan.
Aoyama: Ah, is that so. I’d like to visit Taiwan too. (haha)
Moderator: Huh? You do?
Aoyama: Yes, yes, yes. (haha)
Moderator: Please do. (haha) Make some time. (haha)
Q. Organization codenames are so cool. I love them. I’d love to see new codenamed members appear, but do you have any plans for that?
Aoyama: What kind of alcohol would you like to see appear?
Questioner: To be honest… ●● [the name of an alcohol] or something, perhaps… (haha)
Aoyama: ●●…? Don’t tell me- are you ●●-san?
Questioner: Huh?! You could tell?!
Aoyama: Really?!
Questioner: Yes…! Thank you very much.
Aoyama: Amazing! So you managed to win a Q&A slot in the lottery… you’re the one who loves Koumei…?!
Questioner: Yes…! That’s right!
Aoyama: I’m happy for you. (haha) Koumei will play a big role this year, so. (haha) Please look forward to it. (haha)
Questioner: Thank you very much!
Aoyama: Please do your best. (haha) Ah, wait, I’m the one who needs to do their best. (haha)
Moderator: ?
Aoyama: Amazing… they’re someone I always receive fanmail from.
Moderator: Ah, I see! So that’s why you got so excited?
Aoyama: Yes, yes. (haha)
Moderator: I feel like everyone was out of the loop there. (haha)
Aoyama: Ah…! (haha) I apologize. (haha)
Moderator: I’m sure they’re happy they were noticed by you. (haha) Sensei, onto the next question…
Aoyama: Ah, right. (haha) I was too focused on ●●-san. (haha)
[The audience laughs.]
Q. Do you plan to draw Shinichi and Kid facing off?
Aoyama: Ah… right. I’d like to draw it. (haha)
Questioner: I’ll look forward to it.
Aoyama: Ahaha. Shinichi, huh…
Q. My name is Hattori. I grew to like my name thanks to Detective Conan.
Aoyama: Ahahaha. Wait, wait, wait. (haha) What about Hanzō? [T/N: A famous samurai was named Hattori Hanzō.]
Questioner: Please tell me what last names you like, or would like to have, in your works.
Aoyama: Ah… Kudo. (haha) I do really like the Kudo-chan that Matsuda Yuusaku played in Tantei Monogatari, so if I could I’d love to become a Kudo. (haha)
Q. Heiji and Kazuha deepened their relationship in the most recent chapters at Abeno Harukas. Had you already decided to an extent what would happen even before Abeno Harukas was made? [T/N: The building opened in 2014.]
Aoyama: From before it was made…?
Questioner: From before it was completed… did you already think of… a story where… he confessed, or well conveyed his feelings, somewhere high up…?
Aoyama: Ah… no, I thought it up after its completion. (haha) When was it completed? 
Questioner: So essentially it wasn’t a plot you had planned for a long time. 
Aoyama: Yes… right, it was after it was completed… But well, I did think that I definitely wanted to include Kazuha’s mother. I thought I’d trick you all. (haha) I wanted to make everyone think, “He’s gonna confess to her mother, right?” then pull the rug under you when he actually confessed. (haha) I had that planned for a long long while. (haha)
Q. Who’s stronger between Kogoro and Ran?
Aoyama: Who’s stronger?! (haha) Right… (haha) I wonder… hm.. A tough question. (haha) But well, Kogoro is strong! But, Ran is catastrophically strong too (haha).
Moderator: Catastrophically, huh? (haha) That’s true.
Aoyama: Well, I think it’s hard to say. (haha) But well… if they did fight, Kogoro would probably hold back since he’s her dad. That would probably be how it ends. (haha)
Q. My hometown is in Kyushu. When I go to Tokyo for work, I can really feel the cultural differences. Could you write a case related to that kind of thing?
Aoyama: Ah… I do want to write a case that incorporates dialects somehow, but it’s tough. I do want to do it one day though. 
Questioner: Please do it in Kyushu.
Aoyama: Kyushu, huh? Right, right. (haha) With Hakata dialect?
Questioner: I speak Saga dialect though.
Aoyama: Saga dialect?
Questioner: Saga dialect.
Aoyama: Ah, so there’s a difference?
Questioner: Yes, it’s a little more hickish.
Aoyama: Ahahaha. Right, yes, I understand. (haha)
Q. Tottori has a Mystery Tour. If you have any memorable locations or tourist spots you’d like to include in that tour, please tell us.
Aoyama: Huh…? I wonder? It’s been a long while since I moved to Tokyo. (haha) Odaiba is quite near here, so maybe something that used that… I wonder. Aside from that, hm, Tottori makes you think of crabs, and uh, apple-pears. That kinda thing, I guess. (haha) I have no clue how you’d make use of it though. (haha) All I talked about was good food. (haha)
Q. Who’s the tallest among all your characters?
Aoyama: Tall characters? Right… Gin or Kyogoku.
Questioner: I heard that Date-san is over two metres tall…
Aoyama: Ah…! Date then, maybe?! (haha) Gin and Date might be close in height. Kyougoku might be a little smaller than them. Well, the point is, the three of them are big. Um… it’s definitely not Kazami. (haha) In my heart, Kazami is about the same height as Amuro. (haha) Well, Gin or Kyogoku or Date. (haha) That’s the top three. (haha)
Redacted Questions
These questions weren't mentioned in the official transcript, only by unofficial sources. As with before, I can't guarantee their veracity. Questions with multiple sources are likely more trustworthy.
Q. What can you tell us about this year’s movie at this point? Q. What’s the best part of this year’s movie? [T/N: I'm fairly sure these are referring to the same question.]
Aoyama: When I told Rikiya Koyama [T/N: Mouri’s VA] that Kogoro is the main character this year, he told me he was nervous. Once he was done, Takayama-san [T/N: Conan’s VA] told him he sounded cool. I'll be drawing a key frame for it.
Sources:
https://twitter.com/hrksdc/status/1875104022316892638
https://twitter.com/Flambe4869/status/1875236204511424575
Aoyama: I can’t say, but I think you’ll be shocked.
Sources:
https://twitter.com/brainwashednerd/status/1875109428812460351
Q. What is Furuya's family situation like?
Aoyama: Secret, as I haven’t decided for certain just yet- it might still change.
Sources:
https://twitter.com/hrksdc/status/1875104027354309115 [just that it's secret]
https://twitter.com/furu_rei0/status/1875126654412177457
Q. Who will be the star of next year’s movie?
Aoyama: I can’t say, but it’s already been decided as well as the stage.
Sources:
https://twitter.com/hrksdc/status/1875104031993155584 [just that it's secret]
https://twitter.com/brainwashednerd/status/1875109428812460351
https://twitter.com/Flambe4869/status/1875236220017766594 [just that it's secret]
Q. Any information on Akai and Amuro’s chat nine hours later?
Aoyama: I can’t say. It’s a truly mysterious tea party (haha)
Sources:
https://twitter.com/hrksdc/status/1875113952285434164
https://twitter.com/Flambe4869/status/1875238401630466510
Q. Akai and Amuro infiltrated the Organization and know about Sherry, but don’t know of the existence of APTX4869?
Aoyama: They do not. There’s a reason why the details of her and her parents' research can't be well-known in the Organization, but that’s secret. Even parents wouldn’t tell their children about it in the Organization.
Sources:
https://twitter.com/hrksdc/status/1875118685008097627
https://twitter.com/brainwashednerd/status/1875109428812460351
https://twitter.com/yuki_det_con/status/1875121733193306289
https://twitter.com/Flambe4869/status/1875261566855344132
https://twitter.com/44_mcs/status/1875132311219634602
Q. Do you have any special tidbits for us aside from what you’ve already told us?
Aoyama: That's definitely secret! But take a good look at the illustration I drew for the Conan Tanteisha store as well. [Reportedly, it said that Kansuke and Yui and Koumei’s childhood will appear in the movie.]
Sources:
https://twitter.com/Flambe4869/status/1875333448682107358
https://twitter.com/hrksdc/status/1875177696680108100
Q. Will Miyano Shiho and Kudo Shinichi ever star in the same case?
Aoyama: Ah, I can’t tell you that. Whoops, I almost let something slip (haha). It’s a secret!
Sources:
https://twitter.com/44_mcs/status/1875119113670144425
https://twitter.com/brainwashednerd/status/1875109428812460351 [just that it's secret]
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What do you think about Donnie Barksdale and David Allen Griffin of Dollification Kink?
Hmm, that's an interesting question. I have watched 'The Gift' but not 'The Watcher'. But I have read/watched some reviews about 'The Watcher' so I'm not sure how accurate I can be. I will be skipping the canon part and write about the yandere aspects Warning: Dollification, objectification, sexism, non-con, dub-con, stalking, harassing, violence, yandere behaviour and implied age-gap
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Donnie is not a good man in the movie, do not expect him to be good as a yandere as well. Canon Donnie is violent as such. He is a hypocrite, he is violent, and intolerant and yet there are hints of having some childhood trauma that made him that---though that does not excuse his behaviour in any form.
Yandere Donnie is violent as well and believes in rigid gender roles, but let us assume that he does love the reader, in his own twisted way and hurting her is not the first thing in his mind.
But that does not make him pleasant in any way. He is the type you are warned about. If you are new in town, he might take advantage of your lack of knowledge about him and pose as a kind of 'rough around the edges but kind-hearted man'. You have a flat tyre? He is going to fix it for you, even though you feel like you should be cautious around him.
But if you are already familiar with his notorious reputation, then he can skip the act and just be himself. If the events of the movie affect him in any way, the most he can do is to let Valerie have a smooth divorce and never see her again. I can see him putting an effort into being a better man but some things just don't change.
He might try to be 'good' to you first but if you reject him, or avoid him, he is not afraid to intimidate you. Imagine going somewhere and his pick-up truck pulls up. "Off to somewhere? Need a ride?"
Canon Donnie is scary as such but Yandere Donnie is persistent, does not take no for an answer and is not above stalking you. He forcefully inserts himself into your life and tries to control you. You are partying somewhere? No, you are not. It will do you no good. He knows how nasty boys can be (hypocrite alert!) so either you go back home or he is taking you back to his place. He is almost tempted to do this though. But he does not want to run into trouble with the law again. As a yandere, he is not afraid to harass you until you say yes to a date with him, or even worse, marry him. If you have a boyfriend or have been even remotely friendly with a boy, he will beat him bloody. He will harass even your family, make rounds around your neighbourhood frequently and make sure you see that.
If you go to the cops, he is going to be pissed, but if the sheriff is a man to be afraid of, that might make him back off, for a while. But he might come up with something more sinister.
If you end up marrying him or being his girlfriend for some unfortunate circumstances, his controlling nature will emerge and sometimes, his anger issues will rear its ugly head. He would be breaking things, shouting at you and gripping you tight enough to leave bruises. He is not afraid to manhandle you, like Tom, but unlike him, in the heat of the moment, Donnie can hurt you---he might regret later, but at the moment, he does not care. Even if he tries to better himself, old ways always come back. He is controlling, jealous, possessive and does not know the meaning of 'no'. Arguments with him either end up with you two on the bed, or something broken or smashed that leaves you shaken.
Donnie's behaviour on good days may even give you a whiplash. He is sweet, kind and giving. He comforts you, makes sure that you are snug, cosy and loved and treats you every bit of a soft doll he sees you as.
As mentioned before, he is into rigid gender roles. You are to take care of the house while he provides. If you do not conform to your role as the sweet little housewife who always looks gorgeous for him--well-maintained, dressed up smelling like a fresh breeze and always wearing a smile for him, you will have to face his wrath.
Yandere Donnie might care for you enough to actively fight his demons and try not to hurt you, but he ultimately views you as his property. A pretty little doll who is all dressed up for him. He likes to believe you are with him because you genuinely love him, not because he beat up one of your loved ones or punched the kind man who helped you with your groceries. He forces himself to believe that you trust him, even after he raises his hand on you. He might have enough self-control to not beat you up but he is not above choking, slapping or really hard spanking. There are moments of lucidity when he is vulnerable enough to express his regret to you, but they are rare. He regrets, but behind your back. His regret is mostly shown in the way he turns 'good' to you. Takes you out---movies, dates, and shopping or maybe makes you a hearty meal. Even in the bedroom, his controlling and possessive nature comes to life, but with a darker face. It is a canon thing that he is good in bed, and he uses it to his advantage. You can cry, scream and or plead, but he makes you come as many times he wants and however, he wants while mocking at you for enjoying it. "Aren't you a little slut? Comin' on my fingers after tryin' to run?" He loves to see you helpless and under his thumb and it is just one of the many ways he likes to exert his control over you, to place you in the roles he believes are ideal. But deep down, he is a miserable, insecure and cowardly asshole whose sense of control is rooted in his fear as well as in his ego. So, redemption might be a far cry. The best he can do is to try not to hurt you physically and express his 'love' for you. ***** This one stretched longer than expected, I will be posting about Yandere Davild Allen Griffin in another Part.
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kaunis-sielu · 2 days ago
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Naja Returns: 2
When you get Cassie back to the safe house you switch out the plates on the car, just in case. Then, slipping out of the garage you pull your phone out of your pocket and find Bucky’s number. Taking a deep breath you press his name then put the phone to your ear.
“Hi Doll.”
“Bucky.” You’re a bit embarrassed to admit that you sound breathless when you say his name.
“You somewhere safe?”
“Yea.” You assure him, it warms your heart that he’s asked. “Why are you in New York?”
“Never really left. I got a place in Brooklyn after everything that went down with you.”
“Oh.” He, never left?
“Can we meet up somewhere? I feel like we have a lot to talk about and I’d rather do it face to face.”
“You can come here. Just, make sure you’re not followed.”
“Your client is okay with that?”
“I trust you and she trusts me.” I tell him and Bucky is quiet for a moment.
“I, thank you.” You’re surprised that he seems surprised by this information. He did save your life once after all.
“I’ll send you my address.”
“Is this your new number?”
“Yea.”
“Okay. I’ll see you in a few.” He promises and after you hang up you send him the address. Cassie is in the bedroom when his car pulls up.
“Hey Cassie. Bucky is here do you wanna hang with us or in your room?”
“I’ll stay in my room if that’s okay? He’s such a big man.”
“Whatever makes you more comfortable. I’ll keep him in the living room.”
“Thank you. For everything.” You can’t help but give her a little smile, Cassie is a sweetheart and you hate what he’s done to her. The knock at the door doesn’t surprise you, it’s two quick taps, not loud but loud enough to hear across the house. When you pull the door open Bucky moves into the house.
“Hi.” He says not looking at you but instead glancing around the room. “Where is Cassie?”
“In her room. She doesn’t need to be here does she?”
“No.” He stares at you for a moment. “It’s really nice to see you Tori.”
“You too Bucky.” This is kind of awkward, you don’t know how to react. The last time you saw him you were running away from him after killing several men. “Do you want to sit down?” He sinks onto the couch then looks over at you on the armchair.
“So, you’ve put yourself on the map with some dangerous men.”
“Not the first time. Won’t be the last.” You tell him with a little shrug.
“Probably true.” He rests his elbows on his knees, “but Sam thinks these ones are dirty. So these ones have a badge and probably a vendetta.”
“Great.” You deadpan and he gives you a little smile. “Thanks for the heads up.”
“I want to hire you.”
“I’m a little busy Bucky.”
“I know. I have a plan for that too.”
“That you came up with in less than an hour?” You ask with raised brows and he chuckles.
“The plan started to come together the second I saw you.” You lean back in your chair waiting for him to continue. “I could put Natasha on your client. She’s the best female I have. We’ll keep the same agreement you have with her and we’ll stay on her until you’re satisfied that the job is done.”
“They know me now.”
“So did I.” He says locking eyes with you. “Tori. My team isn’t built for surveillance and evidence gathering. You took down an entire team of assassins by yourself in less than twelve hours. I got an up close and personal look at how you work and I’m still not sure how you did it.”
“I have to talk to Cassie about this. I won’t just abandon her to someone she doesn’t trust.”
“Understandable. I can have Nat come over?”
“I want to talk to Cassie first. Before anyone comes over.”
“Okay.” He agrees, “would you ever consider actually joining Nomad?”
“No.” Bucky laughs softly at your immediate response, and you’re glad that you didn’t offend him. “No offense but I’m better working on my own.”
“I wasn’t offended. It would just offer you some extra protection if something were to happen.”
“If I kill someone.”
“Yea.”
“I’ve only killed one guy and that was because he started it.” You tell him, in your defense he did start it. He’d started the shooting the second he’d laid eyes on you, you’d just finished the shooting. Bucky grins at you,
“Just give it a thought Doll? Please?” You nod and he leans back against the couch.
“How have you been?” He asks,
“I’ve been okay. Keeping busy, trying to make sure that I don’t slip back into bad habits.”
“Like?”
“Do you know how easy it would be for me to just, get rid of these men and not bring them to the police?”
“I’d like to think it would give you some pause after six years.”
“You’d think.” You agree but he’s wrong. Sometimes it’s so easy to imagine how you’d take care of the shit heads before you met Bucky.
“And you’ve really been okay?”
“Yea. I have steady work, I feel like I’m making a positive difference. It’s, nice.”
“Good. Are you,” he shifts in his seat, “are you seeing anyone?”
“No. Hard to date someone when I have to lie to them about my past.”
“Oh, right.” He rubs the back of his neck, “sorry. This is kinda weird right?” You can’t help but laugh,
“Yea it’s kinda weird.” You affirm and he leans back in the chair.
“Why did you run from me?”
“Because, I couldn’t be the person you wanted me to be and being around you when I couldn’t do that was too hard.”
“So you ran from me?”
“And my past. At least a little.” You admit, Bucky nods his head.
“I can understand that. Do you want to go talk to Cassie so I can fill you in on my plan?”
“Yea, it might be a tough sell.” You tell him before standing and heading to the room where Cassie is hanging out.
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andr0nap-wf · 9 months ago
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rereading albrechts notes and the duviri fragment on scholars landing, having a lot of thoughts and no clue how to word them
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brittlebutch · 1 year ago
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it's actually so fascinating to me that Brennan has created a character that maintains a pretty relaxed and mild-mannered demeanor and has said multiple times that the absolute Core of her is "FEAR" and how often we see this Fear manifest specifically in Avoidance; it really nails a relationship to that mentality where your brain fully Stops recognizing the emotion properly out of like, sheer self-defense from the stress of having to carry it all the time
I think this is also perfectly showcased in the way we tend to see Tula swing so suddenly from 'level and steady' to 'snarling Panic' and then back again - Just because your brain has detached itself from the Conscious Recognition of the emotion doesn't mean it can Actually stop itself from experiencing it. So the Fear is always there and always acting as a stressor, but because of that inability to Identify it there's no way to recognize or address it before that final straw hits and your bodymind jumps Straight into Full Meltdown Mode; but then once again, once you drop even a Little bit below that Peak Terror your brain ceases to process the emotion; it's like the most exhausting form of Poor Object Permanence in the world
And even if Tula is aware of this happening to her, that doesn't really make it any easier to deal with / address. Even if you're able to spot the symptoms Around the emotion -- chest pain, irritation, nausea, whatever -- because the Emotion Itself is basically impossible to find, you can't really Successfully Pin Down what the problem is OR a way to cope with it. If you can't figure out That You Are Anxious, then figuring out What Is Making You Anxious is impossible, which makes Find A Way To Make Peace With That incomprehensible. That's where the Avoidance comes in: you can no longer identify what might be a Dangerous Situation, which means that Anything New has a big potential to be Really Bad in a variety of ways (ranging "I don't Feel Good" to "Fully Lashing Out bc you've entered Fight/Flight and can't get out of it" to "Actual Outside Danger This Time") and that means the Only Way you know how to be Safe is to just Avoid Doing Anything New and Only stick to Familiar Situations, because anything unfamiliar is a monster of a gamble you don't know how to prepare for or cope with
#N posts stuff#one could argue ‘we see tula worry a lot tho’ but that’s bc Worry is an Action that can occur Separately from Recognizing Anxiety#now that I know tumblr will put a hard cap on your tags w/o telling you i'm resigning myself to posting rambling meta in post body#but i'm not happy about it; anyway i love how often life is full of Coincidences bc this is something I've Finally identified in myself#like. This Month. like this is brand new articulation for some of the problems i have in life; again knowing this doesn't help lmao#bc even when you know to look Around the shape of the emotion - like 'oh my face is Snarling rn. i'm probably experiencing Something'#like i said bc you don't know What that something is OR What might have caused it then the only solution you Ever get to come up with#is just 'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else' which INVARIABLY means that you will wind up in that same situation again#and Still have no idea how to handle it bc you never could figure out what caused it so you don't know how to handle it any better than#'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else'; so 'be somewhere else' is the ONLY way you can ever think to Help it#which usually invariably turns into 'Just Avoid Fucking Everything just in case'; which doesn't work! bc life doesn't let you do that#so then it's just a cycle of falling into the same pitfalls and feeling miserable all the time; gotta love it :)#if you're like me this also gives you Bad Bad Bad Memory bc your brain will Promptly hide evidence of Scary Situation instinctively#like 3 weeks ago this dude ran a red light and almost t-boned me Full Speed & managed to stop like. maybe 3 feet away.#and i like. Startled Laughed and said 'that was scary' and then within 30 seconds i had Fully Forgotten it happened & only remembered#like 2 days ago. Ha! believe it or not this Does Not Help with 'How can I Address the Problem instead of Avoiding It Entirely?'#dimension 20#d20: stupendous stoats#tula#d20lb
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slippery-minghus · 1 month ago
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todaY i am going to start applying for jobs. my goal is to apply to three (3) jobs before i go back to work next week. i can do this
#psyching myself up because i am so eepy#still having this level of fatigue at two weeks post op is apparently pretty common. esp for chronically inflamed folks like me soooo#knowing that helps. but still. brain fog#i have to sit and stare at a wall a bit right now to recover from hanging up my laundry before i can muster the strength to go make bfast#it's been helping to remind myself that i only have to work 3 days next week#because of new years i'm not back full time until the week after. which is two weeks from now#and with people out for the holiday it'll spread out the gushing excitement about me being back. which will hopefully make it bearable#not looking forward to the inevitable mess i'll have to clean up but. new year new metrics#and maybe some of those interviews went well and i'll have help soon#AND maybe i'll have a new job myself soon#and hopefully with a company that at least. sort of knows what it's doing#gods i'm so sick of my job ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ノ#personal#ok time to go make some food. hopefully that will give me some energy#if i can get one (1) application out today then i will be happy#and for the sake of keeping the bar very low and reachable that 1 DOES count the listing i applied for in summer#and evebtually got a screening interview request for. that i turned down. because it still seemed like the promotion i got in summer#was actually going to go somewhere#so i'm just gonna update my resume and refresh that cover letter then resubmit#it's a start ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ノ
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maximus-gluteus · 1 year ago
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nothing to see here
#ok plz i wanna rant about how the new season of good omens is making me lose faith in humanity#girl tell me how ive trudged through 4 episodes of this season and i still dont know what the damn hell is going onnnnnn#every time i think we're getting somewhere with the 'story' the show slams the brakes to let me know that there're gay people on screen#does the coffee shop chick ever apologize to the record store chick bc i cant staaaand their romance.#like record store lady. girl. this isnt banter shes just straight up dissing your passion and life's work.#im scared to finish the season bc i just KNOW theyre gonna pull the whole 'i made u leave ur toxic partner now date me immediately' trope#ok so story beats aside my other gripe is how contrived the queer representation is in this show#i am a bi woman! my reaction to seeing wlw on screen should be 'yay! im happy theyre together' and not 'ugh this shit again?'#and also with az and crowley! what happened to their chemistry from the first season???#like on the one hand the whole 'bickering like an old married couple' schtick is lovely. but. theyre just faffing about most of the time!#remember the first season? when these characters had agency? and a semblance of intuition?#i am convinced that the majority of the characters in this season couldnt find their way out of a paper bag#i get theres a whole memory loss plot device thing happening. but it feels like Gabriel's cluelessness is like fucking infectious or smthn#i feel like an idiot for assuming that the characters i knew from the first season will be just as competent in this season. they arent!#i hated the whole 'continued' story in the wwii era. i feel like it was a pathetic ploy at giving mark gatiss more needless screentime#did they think people would find the nazi zombies amusing or something? why are we playing this off as a joke?#just admit you dont know what to do with the story and move onnnnnnnn#im gonna finish the season bc i feel like im owed the scene of david tennant sucking face with michael sheen.#itll be like reparations for having to slough through the rest of this nothing burger of a story jesuuuuuussss#ok rant over#good omens critical
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lemondropletters · 2 years ago
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I know I’m making a joke but you really don’t understand how angry I am at the recent news.
[Video Captions: “Why are you the way that you are? / Honestly, every time I try to do something fun or exciting, you make it not that way. / I hate so much about the things that you choose to be.”]
#just when I finally accepted the fact we won’t get a season three#and I convinced myself everything would be okay because atleast I can rewatch it whenever I want#what does Disney do?#I really just…they are so unbelievable…#just so they don’t have to write it on their taxes?? come on man!#and now they’re going to raise prices?#‘confident that we’re on the right path for streaming’s long-term profitability’#literally what are you talking about??#Not only do you cancel shows that don’t make you immediate money—#now your removing them since they are supposedly taking money out of your billion dollar corporation wallet#and then you proceed to renew the most médiocre passionless projects#your literally sabotaging yourself??#cause guess what if you don’t make the people giving you money happy they’re going to leave and find someone else that can#i even had to cancel plans and stay home because of how mentally and physically draining this news has made me feel#I’m not even trying to be dramatic…just stuff like this hits me hard for some reason#I know I can find the show online somewhere but still.#the people who worked on this must feel terrible…I feel so bad#my sister: it’s like if Van Gogh painted something and tried to give it to the museum and they just tell him#‘no we don’t want any more of your art. and also we’re going to destroy every single painting you’ve made. have a nice day!’ :)#i might talk more about this later but for now I’ll stop…sorry if I made you upset I just needed to get this off my chest#mysterious benedict society#the mysterious benedict society#tmbs
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willowfey · 2 years ago
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i love waking up with an anxiety bellyache every singe morning for months on end why wouldn’t i i’m having so much fun ❤️
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