#what a man ugh his mind
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
felix 🫧 update // 50125
#felix#lee felix#stray kids#skz#bystay#skzco#staydaily#dancerachasource#hyunlixsource#mine*#edits*#felix*#userhollyjo#usermania#forparker#stayjuni#FELIX WHAT THE HELL MAN#I WAS JUST MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS#YOU DIDNT NEED TO ATTACK ME LIKE THIS! !!!?!?!#THE AUDACITY!!!#NOT GONNA LIE AT FIRST I WAS LIKE NOOOO THE BLONDE BUT NOW IM LIKE YEEES THE BLACK 🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼#YOU CAN SEE HIS FRECKLES A LOT BETTER NOW !!!!#UGH THIS MAN#UGH THIS PRETTY PRINCESS#UGHH!!!!#ALSO OMG GUYS WE'RE FINALLY BACK CONTENT WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
182 notes
·
View notes
Text
#the man and the legend#elvis presley#elvis on tour#1972#elvis films#elvis#70s elvis#elvis history#elvis the king#oh lord#i watched it so many times even the songs elvis sings out of fun... like that moment he plays the flower arrangement guitar...#i can hear his voice in my mind... clearly#eot is so good so good... for so many reasons#i'm just gonna mention the 'what a friend we have in Jesus' outtake#oh and those 1972 concerts... ugh#my throat would be so sore after all the screaming for this man#you know those fans who scream so loud Elvis freezes and laughs at it#that would be me#eot is forever my fav music doc#ugh#the-best#elvis is the best#period#⚡
120 notes
·
View notes
Text
In light of my recent Asclepius and Apollo musings, I feel like it's the perfect time to post this, actually.
How do you build a human being?
Bold question. Foolish question. But a question it is all the same.
The memory of his father’s consternated expression is still bright behind his eyes, that unusually furrowed brow, the tension in his gentle jaw. He didn’t falter in his setting of Asclepius’ broken shin, hands perpetually steady and sure, but he hesitated for a conspicuously long moment as though reluctant to give an answer. In this body, he resembled Orpheus something fierce. The same flaxen curls of his hair, the same delicate eyelashes that stand stark against the dark brown of his skin. Often Asclepius wondered if his elder brother was nothing but a body built to suit their father’s preferences. The subtle wrinkle of skin around their eyes when they smiled was the same, and the steadiness of their hands, the soothing power of their presence.
And Orpheus did not bleed like Asclepius did. The blood in Asclepius’ veins were as red as any human’s, any mortal’s, but Orpheus seemed not to bleed at all. Even when he’d suffered the same fall down the crumbling cliff as Asclepius had. Even when his skirts had ripped and jagged stone sliced into his shanks.
Even so, Orpheus was unmistakably alive. His eyes were rich with grief fresher than any blood spilt from the worst of Asclepius’ wounds, his counsel too, was tempered with the wisdom of a life well lived. So even at the apex of his most perfect, inhuman beauty, Asclepius never once doubted that his brother was a human being. Just that he was more divine construct than flesh and blood. Just that their father had built for himself a son that would not break as easily as all the others.
His father stayed silent for so long that Asclepius assumed it would be one of the million questions that would go unanswered. Then, just when the last of his bandages had been wrapped -
“A human body is easy to build,” he’d had that faraway look on his face as he spoke, like he was speaking to the horizon. Or a version of Asclepius that was not quite here. Such things happened from time to time. “Any flesh would do. From men, or animals, or even monsters. Any flesh would do.” Their gazes had locked then, and Asclepius would never forget the flecks of gold which swirled in his father’s blue eyes, the weight of divine words rattling at the boundaries of their mortal apparatus, “But the breath of life, a living soul? That is beyond your means as a mortal man. You ought never seek it.”
(Asclepius would remember these words when he revives a man for the first time at the age of nineteen. He’s surprised to find that his father is wrong for once. Souls are easy to source when they’re already eager to return to their mound of flesh.)
#ginger writes#apollo#asclepius#orpheus#greek mythology#greek myth writing#pursuing daybreak posting#No because all this has done is make me think even MORE about Asclepius is this story because that man is Trying#Is he an idiot about it? Yes but that's what makes him compelling methinks#hyacinthusmemorial's 'Asclepius came back but he came back wrong' is SO TRUE LIKE BESTIE#Of all the mortals who ascend Heracles is perhaps one of the blessed few who gets to keep some aspect of his mortal identity#Because he suffered and lost and laboured for so long as a mortal#But Semele lost her name Psyche was completely transformed even Ganymede was robbed of his family#One can only imagine what Asclepius lost when he was brought back#Him as the constellation Ophiuchus is also interesting btw - the forgotten 13th zodiac#Ugh I'll start rambling but what an interesting man and what an interesting history#For posterity btw Asclepius is said to have brought back or attempted to bring back at least four people before Zeus vaporised him#Tyndareus Glaucus Hymenaeus and well Hippolytus#So it wasn't just the one time#Other accounts name a whole host of other people Asclepius revived or brought back from the brink of death#In my mind he's a scientist before he's a doctor and so he's always questioning - always pushing boundaries for better or for worst.
64 notes
·
View notes
Text
I think they’re neat lol
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#mithrun#kabru dungeon meshi#mithrun dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#kabru/mithrun#kabru dunmeshi#my art#doodles#illustration#fanart#artists on tumblr#procreate#clip studio paint#I love these 2 so much like I don’t talk about it much but they’re so!!!! UGH ITS SUCH A GOOD DYNAMIC#A man who wants nothing and a man who wants to find out everything!!! what a fun dynamic!!!!#also Mithrun is so adorable I genuinely love his design so much#he falls into the: big eyes with big lashes. pouty lips and round face. he’s just a little guy. like he goes there in my mind#anyways this reaction image makes me think of them lol
88 notes
·
View notes
Text
same energy
#in my bg3 playthrough my character canonically lets astarion ascend but i did want to see what happened if i didnt let him#LOVE to see a man sobbing and covered in blood that isnt his#its my favorite#these two are my special fucked up creatures im rotating them in my mind. and kissing with tongue#i mean what#bg3#baldurs gate 3#astarion#baldurs gate astarion#bg3 astarion#scarlet hollow#reese kelly#scarlet hollow reese#my post#the emotion in both of fhese.#just. ugh#its over. youre free. but at what cost#nothing will ever be the same
67 notes
·
View notes
Text
"Id die for you" this "Id live for you" that
What about "I would die for an unconfirmed chance to make you happy. I would not only risk my life, but the only thing I enjoy about it and myself. I would risk turning my already miserable existence worse and destroy who I am on the off chance it will help you. I would risk ruining everything that I am to save a person I hate because I know you love her. I will do this, and I will continue to love you even when you dont acknowledge my sacrifice."
#This post is about House.#the way he put fucking electricity into his brain to try and remember what happened to amber#UGH#im fucking DYING#IM SO INSANE ABOUT THESE MIDDLE AGED MEN#HE COULDVE DIED#OR WORSE HAD BRAIN DAMAGE#AND WILSON NEVER EVEN SAYS THANK YOU??? HE CUTS HOUSE OUT OF HIS LIFE AFTERWARDS????????#“and people think youre the nice one” IS RIGHT MAN WILSON DOESNT DESERVE HOUSE SOMTIMES#IM SICK#rambles#house md#hilson#wilson's heart#gregory house#house's head#james wilson#im losing my goddamn mind
27 notes
·
View notes
Photo
PENELOPE GARCIA & LUKE ALVEZ Criminal Minds | 16x10: Dead End
#criminal minds#criminalmindsedit#cmedit#garvez#garvezedit#penelope garcia#luke alvez#usercher#usercourt#usergrace#tuserjen#tuserkei#luke x penelope#*gifs#luke loves her so much man it's actually insane#this season did them so dirty (and their characters. both in two very different ways) but oh man adam sucks me back in for them every time#this man at the end of the day would do anything for her. break his own heart lay his life on the line kind of love#because the heart wants what it wants or else it doesn't care#and he knows when he says that that he's talking about her and he KNOWS she isn't talking about him and just. ugh.#the potential of these two makes me feel bonkers because it's ALL RIGHT THERE. the writers clearly KNOW and can SEE it.#and truthfully i've never doubted the eventuality of them at all this season but there's definitely been moments i've doubted if i wanted it#and then of course they let these two have this scene and this moment and just. ugh. okay you fools i'm back my clown makeup is back on!!!!
347 notes
·
View notes
Text
drawn to you
#xzero#mega man x#mmx x#mmx zero#megaman#zero#x#zerox#this is one of those instances where i prefer the lineart but spent too much time coloring so i just have to post and run. so sad#ugh they are EVERYTHINGGG in my mind this is still when they are getting to know each pther but theyre getting closer and v fast at that#like after x2. and theyve become more familiar and while zero has always had his eye on X it was purely for specs and now hes like…#…something new is happening to me. but what#meanwhile X has just been on a slippery slope down from the start but he does feel their dynamic has shifted and is mentally !!!!??!!!!!!!#okay now i run away forever goodBYE#>mine_>art
131 notes
·
View notes
Text
so there's this character. i always thought he looked kinda stupid and i never found him attractive. but, uh....
... has he always been this handsome?!
#ash rambles 💚#AM I COOKED?!#and so what if we have the same favorite flower? so what if he plays video games like i do?#and so fucking what if he loves superhero movies and comics like i do?!#please no please tell me this isn't happening rn... no no I'm not gonna develop a crush on him NO!!!#i already have so many f/os from y.akuza! i don't need another!!!!#he's totally not my type!!!!!#... his voice is nice..#i bet cuddling him would feel good...#...#ASH NO#it's 2am. i need to sleep. yup. surely this is just me being sleepy and stupid. I'm too embarrassed to say who it is but. stupid idiot guy-#I'll be fine when i wake up. surely.#... I've been saying that for the past two days...#i refuse to develop a crush!!!!!!!!!! i already have a thing for s.eonhee and n.anba. i don't need another y.akuza LAD character goddamnit#i don't want him i swear#i just... don't remember him being so easy on the eyes is all....#also earlier today i took a nap. it was such a good nap. but uh.........#hopefully it was just a coincidence that i slept so well only after i talked about him to my friend...#I'm gonna go to bed. please leave my mind you damn idiot! i just... he's just.... more handsome than i thought......... that's it!!!!!!!#i already have like 10+ y.akuza f/os! I'm done! no more!!!!#if you saw me rbing shit of him on my main a few days ago no you didn't!!!! this is just a phase surely!!!#and i mean come on i haven't played his games yet!#i do find his lookalike in y6 very hot but come on! shirtless guy who runs a sex club? is rich asf? plenty violent? of course I'm into that!#he's so fucking hot omg. UGH AND THE EPIC THEME SONG?? hehe i was giggling so much when he made that comment about how he knows damn well#that ladies love a man covered in blood and then started fighting... hehe.. i know what club I'm spending all my money at...#but this other guy that happens to look just like him? he's just a silly nice guy that likes his video games (ignore the crimes) I'm not#about that!!!! the other one is way hotter!!! and surely i wont fall for this guy!!! I'm gonna play y.akuza 7 and 8 and be normal about him#i just... he's... easy on the eyes! thats it! okay! goodnight!!!#like a flowing wind 🔳
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
it was a small passing comment in the story but when its mentioned Sheila saw her dog get beaten to death when she was a kid and it made her feel like humankind was just like that (+ her sister's murder afterwards cementing that worldview)... augh.
#fugo.txt#like. idk i feel like im repeating myself but i cant stress this shit enough man. she was just a little girl#she was like 10#damn.#and like by that point she had already very much gone thru a lot of death. her parents were gone and the only family she had was her sister#and the only friend she had was her dog.#and then they both died. and she saw them die. right after the other. and then she was completely alone#idk looking at it thru that lense its not surprising at all that she decided to do all that. she was grieving and she didn't have anyone-#-to guide her in that. and the only logical progression she could fathom is that whoever killed her sister should suffer the same.#and deep down she knows she's doing this for herself because she doesn't KNOW what else to do. and she feels guilty. what would clara even-#think of her? and even if she's all oh illuso is dead and he suffered. so she can rest easy. you can SEE she never got any closure at all.#thats why she froze up when fighting against kocaqi. his sister also died right in front of him. but he did what she couldnt do#he gave her peace of mind. he gave her a dignified death. she died happy. clara didnt. and sheila can NEVER give that to her#all she can do is posthumously give her peace by murdering her murderer. but would Clara want that?#ugh man. its 2:30 am i should be sleeping i have a class to retake at 11:50#but. man..#please take the time to think of her tjis december
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
so sleepy tired so to keep myself awake I’m mentally picking apart every plot hole one miraculous ladybug.
#it’s a good show but also. huh.#why did Felix undergo a whiplash character development entirely off screen#he absolutely stabbed Adrien in the back#and then the next time he sees him he’s like ‘I need to free Adrien from Gabriel because he’s trapped and doesn’t realize it’#and it’s like Felix my brother in Christ you enabled Gabriel to trap him. you had a hand in the spiraling of the situation.#what changed between then and now? huh???#like i think that kind of character arc could definitely be compelling#and i could see how that shift would happen#idk man. it would have been nice to actually see what changed Felix’s mind#was it duusu? was it his mother? was it the trauma of seeing his aunt’s corpse? who is to say.#certainly not me.#ugh. Adrien and Felix’s relationship compels me so it’s aggravating just how little it’s actually explored#despite it acting as a fundamental plot point#also where was he during the s5 finale???#adrien and kagami are like the only people he cares about and they were imprisoned in the UK where he lives#and he didn’t do? shit about it? dude you HAVE a miraculous that’s the whole point
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
One of my fave jackets is this green jacket with a fur hood im wearin rn because 1.) its green 2.) my dad gave it to me 3.) it reminds me of saejima. Who also reminds me of my dad
#snap chats#p sure i talked bout this jacket before but idc read my diary#sorry that every other middle aged man i see i say reminds me of my dad its a compliment#tbh love how i clowned on ichi for being on premium copium bout arakawa but highkey i woulda done the same bout my dad.. i get it ichi..#anyway :) i legally get to talk about my day with him now :)) HE SAID THE FUNNIEST SHIT UPON SEEING ME#HE SAID ‘oh wow we dress similar :)’ and keep in mind. he was wearing a latte brown coat with a black turtleneck and pants and shoes#meanwhile. i approach With Black Pants And Shoes Admittedly but then im in this goofy old ass jacket with a red scarf#and a crane-decorated dress shirt that i got two buttons undone on like DAAD you are senile. hes so funny#so fun my dad actually recognized this was the jacket he got me- it was one of the first things he bought for me after i told My Secret 🙈#also i finally asked how tall he was and i can’t believe my dad matches the criteria to be an rgg character he’s fuckin 6’1 like i thought#AH but today was really nice- i got to hang with my sis and her husband as well as my dad’s wife :)#it was awful tho cause the second my sis saw my dad’s outfit she’s just like ‘it’s so kdramacore’ AND SHES RIIIGHT 😭😭#we later found out dad’s wife loves kpop…. and she bought him his new clothes…. so we are no longer surprised….. AWFUL.#honestly i could write a drama based off my dad’s life i really could it has elements for it. i mean ig i kinda do that already dont i#i borrow. anyways. today was fun :) even if i almost lost my mind trying to take the train the first time#this train system was weird… it wa worth tho it was great seein popop again#yeah….. ugh i have to still drive home from the station. and hope my car is still there#i get very paranoid leaving my car alone so openly i dont like it…#anyways. bye bye :) i might nap til my stop or work on a fic i started#‘snap what happened to’ dont worry about it i need to look at something else or ill scream#ok bye 👋
13 notes
·
View notes
Note
OMGGGG DID U SEE THE SPOILERS TOUYA MIGHT STILL BE ALIVE
bnha manga spoilers
i saw the summary, but there was nothing in there that made me think of him at all??? either way, if he is still alive that’ll be a huge disappointment—he deserved to die a helluva lot more than tomura did.
i’ve said this a billion times before but dabi/touya is such an important + special character to me and i love him to absolute death, so i was really hoping he’d get a well-written ending: something that befit him and his entire narrative arc; something that made sense and ended his story well, even if that meant a tragic ending with him dying. i’ve mostly given up on that hope now, seeing the way hori has decided to go about all of this, but it is still disappointing (◞‸◟;)
#unless you’re talking about enji being in a wheelchair but#idk man touya looked pretty charred on the battlefield LMAO#i guess we’ll have to wait n see!!!#if touya is alive the only place he should be is prison lmao#we have him admitting to the murder of 30+ innocent people in 4k#the judge can’t just pardon him because uwu he had trauma 🥺🥺🥺#you know??? idk i could rant about this forever but like#it just feels like such a disservice to his character#which clearly seems to be the route horikoshi is taking if tomura’s ending is anything to go off of LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO#idk man at this point i just have to laugh#if i don’t laugh i’ll cry#sorry to be such a downer anon LMAO#it’s just that like !!!!!! UGH. we *know* hori has the capacity to be a good writer and tell a good story#which is what i think makes this hurt even MORE#because it’s like ????? what happened???#rae and i have had this talk a million times over it boggles our minds LMAO#IS tomura even actually really dead?????#like it seems like he is but???#i hope that shadowy figure is shirakumo 😌😌😌#aNYWAY#pls have a great thursday bb n stay safe!!#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#inky.bb#clari gets mail
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
My eternal sunshine of the spotless mind Nandermo fic lives rent-free in my head.
Would love to write it someday.
Would love to feel the urge to write again someday 😩
#Nandor wanting to forget Guillermo#Nandor bringing all of his items except the Glitter potrait...the card...his fave sweater...and the Guillermo doll#Nandor reliving from the fight to the beginning when they had first met#Nandor feeling lost after the mind erasing and walking the streets until he spots a Panera Bread#Nandor going in and finding Guillermo who he sits and has coffee with#Nandor having no idea why this little human has made him feel more at home than he has felt in a long time#Guillermo driving Nandor home and feeling like he has deja vu once he is inside the house...#Laszlo and Nadja acting shifty around Guillermo knowing who he was to Nandor#and Nandor picking up on it and threatening them#then they remind him and show him what he has hidden away...the reminders of a life he no longer remembers#entire years he has spent with the little human man without remembering him#then he finds his old journal documenting those years#and Guillermo finds his own journal hidden between the wall and the sad little cot in the room under the stairs#and they remember#they have the stand off in the foyer...not knowing where to go from there...but despite everything either have read#they don’t want to let each other go#ugh I need this fic#but I also don't want to write it lol
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
rewatching deep breath and I really really don't see the appeal in the pasternoster gang, they're just so annoying to me
#someone enlighten me please#because ughhh vastra specifically infuriates me a lil bit#what do you MEAN clara is not allowed to be confused when a man literally CHANGED BODIES#and more importantly is acting completely OFF THE HINGES in front of her#because fine kinda bad that she wants to 'change him back' to his previous version#because she's rejecting his older face#but DUDE I'd also be terrified if my man lost his mind in the process and couldn't even remember my name anymore#that's SCARY clara is SCARED that her doctor is gone for good#she doesn't know the regen process she doesn't know that there's this initial amnesia and dishevelled moment after the change#and then there's vastra being super patronising and pretending that clara doesn't like him because he looks older#UGH#also imo vastra is kinda shitty to Jenny#someone please explain to me why they're so loved by fans
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
God I could and should write a whole fucking book by the end of this life here on Lev and his symbols
ill write it then burn it before anyone else gets a copy. or i wont. im supposed to be helping him this incarnation here to get a better anchor in this plane so maybe it would help more than itd be weird - im just getting from him the energy of "yeah no people already effectively have these things, people on my plane already know me inside and out to an extensive degree, may as well have it here too" you know. fair
#~abyssal murmurs#ugh god i love his tone saying that tho. i kept trying to prod to see if it was a ''ugh yeah people know me inside and out and Yes Its#Invasive But -'' but no#oh my god man. his like energy towards his people is..... BEFORE I SAY THIS#I HOPE YOU ALL KNOW IM ANTI PROPAGANDA. the biggest reason i dont work with Lu and others is bc theres this tendency to#be like ''we're darkness but also light! we're teachers we're enlightened we're pure in our own way and the kings are here to#teach you how to empower yourselves and they love all worshipers and they reject all tyrannical authority and they are the good guys#against the chrxstian god who (insert specific atrocity that actually was committed by the kings not the 'chrxstian god' - and#''demons'' should KNOW that because it was AN IMPORTANT PART OF THE WAR so either theyre LYING orrrrr) and we're actually#really down to earth and more holy than anyone else bc we're enlightened - i mean uh uh no wait that contradicts us being#against the love and light style of enlightenment chasing'' like. i will tell you that my boss has massacred a lot of people i will tell yo#im anti monarchy and i dont believe that the kings' peoples are any better than 'angels' and i will tell you a lot of innocents on both#sides have been lost bc of royalty and rich families the kings are directly tied to#so i hope you know that when i say the way lev treats his people in his mind is..... holy shit#i pick apart everything he does. ive seen sides of him that are dark af (and i love him for them lmfao) but as soon as his people are#involved... have you ever been w someone getting hot and bothered and a kid walks in that you thought was sleeping and you just switch#completely into parent mode like. he'll have complex fictions w me helping me write stories about corrupt monarchies and shit#and then no. he is like. hes very good at mindset switching and going immediately into different faces but i swear#his ''i am a king and a king is a head of a mass of people - a king is a servant to his people'' mode is like. impenetrable#he is so. fucking intensely single-minded and trained to be a king unlike anyone else. anyway what was i talking about#OH YEAH. his tone w what i wrote in the post. was so switched into that mode of ''my viscera is theirs to eat as Im splayed on their table#and this is divine ruling. this is my purpose with them'' type shit. PURE thought. there is no other energy i can find in it other than#pure ''this is my job and i do it''. pure as in distilled. a pure tone like a sine wave played on a synth as opposed to a string plucked#leviathan //#ive. im nervous about saying the shit ive said here lmfao but ive had his OK before to say it ALSO. AS I SAID. theres no way his people#dont know the massacre was done by the kings lmfao. like. yall were involved. and also you all have to know that one of the#people that pretends to be the christian god is. two of the kings actually and since lev commonly appears to people and lets them#decide who he is bc hes never arsed making a show of Being Leviathan and whatnot im sure hes been called God plenty of times#too but like. cmon. I dont know who started the ''oh the uh the invading heaven and killing off half the population was the#chrxstian god'' rumour but i was first exposed to it through lu and (his wife) worshipers so yall get the blame - that said...
2 notes
·
View notes