#what a desperate fool he is!
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maybe i should figure out organisation for stuff i want to come back to eventually. not sure how to do that from mobile though. stuff like uh
(hk-ut) quirrel falls down a hole
(hk) to carry a candle au
(hk) it's hollow's turn to be a hero again
(valo) zero/volt friendship stuff
maybe i should also tag my rambles if people want to like... filter it out lmao
making a stab at that. might miss some.
[30 Nov 2022]
starting to tag reblogs as 'reblog' as well, i guess?
[11 Apr 2023]
#Quirrel Falls Down A Hole#to carry a candle au#it's hollow's turn to be a hero again#zero/volt#if you want to filter out the rambles (except the old ones) they're 'flarebean.txt'#what a desperate fool he is!#over the horizon
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endless love!
[ID Two drawing collage pages of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. In the first collage, top corner, Wolfwood looks upwards disgruntled with a flushed expression, lying against a pillow, as his hair is being pet by Vash's hand. Next shows Vash and Wolfwood from behind, Wolfwood with his top bare and hickies covers around his nape area. Vash lifts hair away from his nape and asks, "More?" Wolfwood nervously says, "No." Next is a side profile of Vash, his arms around Wolfwood from behind while Wolfwood rests his hands against Vash's arms. Next to this are two smaller drawings; Vash turns to Wolfwood and says repetitively, "Wolfwood, Wolfwood..." Wolfwood, not looking at him, says "What?" He finally turns his head and looks shocked as he exclaims, "So close!" Vash says plainly, "You just noticed?" Below these is a drawing of Vash and Wolfwood sitting together as Vash kisses and hugs him from behind with his right arm around Wolfwood's neck and his left hand around his side. He also has his right leg propped against Wolfwood's knee. Bottom of the page has a comic. Wolfwood looks annoyed, speaking to himself, "Where is that idiot?! Need to get out of town before--" A chat bubble exclaims, "Wolfwood!" The next panel shows Vash running from the townspeople, small text saying "Get him! Vash the stampede!". Wolfwood, mad and about to pull the Punisher off his shoulder, says, "Argh, you fucking dumbass!" Vash exclaims, "Ah, don't!" before pulling Wolfwood into a quick kiss. He then tugs on Wolfwood's collar and says, "There's no need to shoot, just run!" Wolfwood stammers, "R-right..." with a flushed, dumbstruck expression.
Second collage; Top left, Wolfwood spoons Vash in bed, his arms around his chest and the other beneath Vash's head. Vash has his hand on top of Wolfwood's as he sleeps while Wolfwood lies awake. Behind this drawing is faint sketches of Vash's face. In a small panel, Wolfwood hides in Vash's neck as he mumbles to himself "Stop. Stop thinking embarrassing things, Wolfwood..." Beneath this drawing is another of them in bed, Vash now turned to Wolfwood and a hand on his cheek as he kisses him good morning. In a simpler style, Vash wraps an arm tightly around wolfwood with the text "snork mimimi" next to him while Wolfwood says, "We need to get up. Spikey! HEY!" In this corner, there are faint sketches of Vash and Wolfwood; one of them looking at each other; Vash kissing Wolfwood's forehead; Wolfwood saying, "Hand" with an outstretch hand and Vash says "ok" behind a drawing of them holding hands, both turned away from each other shyly. Next is a 4 panel comic. First shows Wolfwood's face getting squished by Vash's hands with the text "squish" around his face. Next, his cheeks are stretched with the text "Chee--" Wolfwood then hits Vash's face with his palm, exclaimining "That hurts!" The last shows Vash on Wolfwood's lap, smiling to himself as he continues to have Wolfwood's face in his hands. Next to this is another comic; A close up of their hands, Vash holding Wolfwood's with both of his. He then kisses the palm of Wolfwood's palm and says, "They're soft!" Wolfwood looks at him with flushed cheeks, "There's no way that's true..." END ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#just posting first for now!!! wanted to have these two spreads together grah#ive been weirdly selective when it comes to posting on tumblr but i really need to start dropping everything from twitter/insta onto here...#anyway what is there to say... i like to just draw them being in love and silly. there are so many flavors to vw#and i so happened to really enjoy the intimate sickeningly affectionate aspect of it... lays down...#give these two touch and loved starved selfless individuals the chance to pour their entire being into loving the other....#thoguh in particular i drew these both for wolfwood wednesday (which is everyday to me) so theyre wolfwood centric#i think for some time i was just seeing a lot of work of vash being loved by wolfwood and obviously that makes sense#ww loves that fool so much and will love him two times as much for the love vash refuses to give himself#but i also love wolfwood and desperately needed to see wolfwood being loved so i drew it#bc it goes both ways... i def believe that ww would be adamant about giving affection to vash at first bc vash would hesitate asking#but once he gets comfortable vash's love pours and he'd noticed too that ww avoids getting spoiled affectionately bc of his own issues#vash is. stubborn to me. more so than wolfwood. he will destroy him with love!!!!!!!!!!!#and wolfwood will adjust and get used to it. being loved. loving. steadily but slowly as his days are filled with soft touches and reminders#that he's being handled gently and with care for the first time in a long time#ruporas art
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Miguel O'hara, who tenderly holds, no - caresses your right hand in his. Gently brushes his long, thick fingers over your own with such care and admiration, soften eyes of warm carmine carefully studies every digit...but more particularly, your ring finger. Hums inaudibly to himself, fans his thumb over the slender digit with a smooth stroke, picturing a notable, beautiful glimmering ring decorating over the delicate finger. Atoning his claim and full devotion and love for you.
#ohh i'm feeling some type of way tonight evidentially 💓🫣😵💫#but i just thought of Miggy doing this!#just sooo desperately eager to plant a big fat gorgeous rock on that pretty little finger of yours!!#for his proclamation of unwavering love and enthrallment he has for you!!!!#UGHHHH HE'S SO SWEET#IDC WHAT ANYBODY SAYS#HE'S A LOVESICK FOOL#RIGHTFULLY SO TOO!! 🥺😭💕🫶🏼#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel o'hara#atsv
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nooo theon don't listen to the stinky man
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#asoiaf#asoiaf fanart#theon greyjoy#ramsay snow#ramsay bolton#whichever people use#my drawings#their dynamic in acok is so interesting (more than that in adwd imo)#bc of the impending doom of it all. ramsay playing the long game...#he gives theon bad vibes but still ends up fooling him#bc theon is in that desperate of a situation he barely has a choice#also to him he's just some smelly servant what could he even do#honestly i just love theon's acok chapters so much. his downward spiral. going from doomed to even more doomed#i have another drawing of this terrible duo i might post it later lol#don't want to inflict too much of this on anyone#acok
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faegon being aegon or faegon or blackfyre or dragonseed or varys' secret child: who cares, he's a loser
he needs to marry his probable aunt so hard bc his claim is as flimsy as his hair color, and she is the one with actual dragons and armies (he has the golden company which is nothing to scoff at but it actually doesn't help to disprove he is a blackfyre) and a conquesting story
sucks to suck, loser (i actually love him) (but he is a big ass loser)
#faegon#team daenerys#daenerys targaryen#daenerys stormborn#aegon son of elia#like yes#he may actually BE the heir#but who'll ACTUALLY believe him#maybe the tyrells and the martells if they're desperate enough#but who would go against daenerys with her big ass dragons#“let my aunt rule in mereen”#boy who you're trying to FOOL#without her your claim is bogus#and if she comes and burns you to a crisp#and says fuck you actually#then what#what are you going to be allowing her to do#the winds of winter#twow#asoaif
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My favorite thing in the untamed is how at their core all of the relationship conflicts are about fighting for the right to care about each other
#lan wangji and wwx. obviously are also struggling with this#90% of lwj s interactions with wwx especially post burial mounds he’s desperately searching for a claim on wwx#something that would give him the right to care if wwx lives or dies#even wwx and jiang yanli! arguably his simplest and most straightforward relationship! is complicated by outsiders looking at them saying no#you don’t have the right to care so deeply for each other. stay in your places. (or face horrible rumors that could ruin your sisters life)#jc and wen qing also obviously both in the tv show are in love with each other#but keep framing it in the language of debt#because they know they have no right to care about each other given their situation#a life debt is solid. it is real it is respected it is tangible within their world and culture. love is nothing it is nebulous and undefined#it’s such a compelling conflict in all of these situations but it really reaches its pinnacle in jiang cheng and wei wuxian#jiang cheng and Wei Wuxians every fight boils down to are we family or not?#do I have the right to care about you? where you go who you marry what happens to you#are we family! or! not!#ugh this show is so good (it isn’t. don’t be fooled) but oh my god this show is so good#the untamed
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I'm glad you're keeping the part where Thunder puts himself between Clear Sky and Grey Wing, willingly showing that he would rather die before letting Clear Sky kill his dad.
That's actually a Bones Addition. You just think it's canon because it literally should have been there from the very beginning. Thunder doesn't get between them at any point during the battle, he runs towards them only to get interrupted by 2 people trying to kill him.
First was Falling Feather, who Jackdaw's Cry then jumps on and dies fighting with, sister killing brother.
Second was Leaf, who's a diehard Clear Sky supporter and general bully.
In canon, Clear Sky stops the battle after Gray Wing says the line, non-fucking-sensically imo. Killing his BROTHER is too far, but killing someone who wasn't even attacking him? A noncombatant who said something mildly insulting? That wasn't. Rainswept Flower did the SAME thing Gray Wing did and still got bumped off for it;
“Is this worth it?” he heard Clear Sky hiss at Rainswept Flower. Scrambling to her paws, she faced him. “What do you mean?” Clear Sky flattened his ears menacingly. “Are you ready to die just to stop me from making borders?” Rainswept Flower curled her lip. “You’ll keep stealing land as long as we let you.” “Stealing land?” Clear Sky’s mew trembled with rage, “I’m just making sure my cats never starve.” Rainswept Flower’s gaze flitted around the lush slopes of the hollow. “How could any cat starve here? There’s so much. Wanting more is just greedy!” “How dare you!” With a snarl, Clear Sky leaped for her, grabbing her throat between his jaws. Her paws flailed desperately, lashing out at thin air as he shook her like prey. Then she hung still. Clear Sky dropped her, gazing coldly at her lifeless body. “You never understood. I’m not greedy. I’m just strong.”
-The First Battle, Chapter 20
Then in Clear Sky's pathetic wet beast scene, he stares down at Rainswept's corpse, and thinks "I was so angry I don't remember killing her :("
So how, exactly, does this same character keep his cool when Gray Wing says the same shit but worse?? Is he really so controlled by emotion that his logical processes flip off, or fucking not? Gray Wing was refusing to submit, lunging at him, calling him power hungry and taunting him that he would kill his own littermate for it, and THAT manages to get through Clear Sky's blood-poisoned head?
"ouuugh it's his brotherr that's why his personality completely changes for him" the fucking guy tried to have this same brother murdered in Sun Trail by Fox. The first book. He EXILED HIS OTHER BROTHER for having a broken leg because he, "didn't want to look biased"
Again; is he controlled by his fear and anger or not? Is this a man who would snap the neck of someone he cares about because he feels insulted, or not?
The answer is that the Erins are breaking their spines bending over backwards to try and keep him "redeemable" when he shouldn't be. He's whatever the plot needs him to be, but the most consistent character traits point towards Clear Sky being the kind of person who would never have wanted to change his ways.
So, they write Clear Sky ridiculously backing down for Gray Wing, calling off the battle and "coming to his senses" instead of having Thunder do WHAT HE SHOULD HAVE DONE and jump to his REAL dad's defense.
This is what I mean when I mention how firmly I feel that Clear Sky's Redemption Arc was a mistake. He works best as a villain, a fearful, proud, controlling monster, understood by his impacts on other characters rather than as a person the story should concern itself with sympathy for.
#and because of that. Because of THAT.#DOTC is full of abuse apologia.#Because it firmly and desperately wants you to empathize with people like Clear Sky. His victims? The story is less interested in them#DOTC decided early on that Clear Sky was a 'good person deep down' and was working to that conclusion from the start#WC as a series believes that there are good people and bad people#And good people can sometimes do bad things but they're still good 'under it'#I reject this. There are NOT fundamentally good nor fundamentally bad people#We ARE our actions. Not our thoughts. Not some innate quality#It's never too late to be a better person and to do better than you did yesterday#But people like Clear Sky are terrible because *they dont care.*#They will never change because they don't want to#And focusing soooo hard on this person waiting for him to 'reveal' the goodness inside of him Deep Down is a fool's game#You will be disappointed over and over again#He HAD power and you see what he wants to do with it#Control and abuse people so they never leave or scare him.#He is an angry and egotistical person. That's it.#Evil is not complex. It's very simple. PAINFULLY simple.#It feels good to get what you want#warrior cats analysis
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CHAT HOW DO I TALK TO BOYS HE'S SO CUTE AND IM SO NERVOUS TO EVEN EXIST IN THE SAME SPACE AS HIM BUT HE'S MY ROOMMATE ANYWAY HE'S REALLY PRETTY AND I DONT WANT HIM TO HATE ME CHAT HOW DO I TALK TO BOYS.
#help. me.#i wanna ask him about the games he likes but i'm scared of going full tilt autism mode on him#also i dont want him to think i'm weeeird#guys he's so cute and im so nervous what do i say#desperation posting#mlm#nblm#why is gay mlm a tag#gay#i'm gay#and a fool.
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...BIG FEELS AND BIG PLOT DEVELOPMENTS AT THE END OF THAT BOOK, HUH
#Tyto reads WoF#i know it's not the most pressing issue what with the vengeful ex-Queen and the murderous sister and all#but I still want to point out how alarming it is that the new crew are all going to be wearing seemingly radioactive rocks as jewelry now#Turtle please don't pick up strange rocks that give off their own heat for the love of all that's good#ANYWAY yeah what the actual frick is going on with Darkstalker huh. I genuinely do NOT know whether he's trustworthy or not#desperately lonely and unfairly demonized? absolutely. truly cares about Moon as a friend? I think so.#capable of integrating peacefully into modern dragon society without letting his own ego turn him into the monster he denies ever being?#....... 😬 remains to be seen#god and there's Scarlet's mysterious new accomplice(?) with the maddeningly vague physical description and also THE SCROLL(!!!!)#and i just realized we failed to get resolutions in this book for EITHER the vision of Turtle attacking Anemone OR#Flame's unique and frightening ability to sense and/or attack mindreaders????#where the HECK are we going with Flame I am going lowkey INSANE over him#ugh frick and Umber and Sora are both on the run too...!! this book is nearly as cliffhangery as Dark Secret#(though thankfully i prepared for this by checking the next book out ahead of time so i wouldn't have to wait LOL)#uhh buhh final thoughts before i force myself to go to sleep:#I love Moon and everything going on with her but I do feel like on some level it's even more of a slap in the face for poor Starflight#that the only tribe to get multiple POV characters in this first. like. extended arc(?) appears to be the NightWings#and Starflight himself doesn't get any of the tribe's unique defining features or abilities#i mean i guess the same is sort of true of Sunny and yes i know it was the POINT of book 4 that the tribe had no powers#but still idk it just feels like kicking the poor boy when he's already down. in addition to him literally getting beaten up again#(... now watch me be a total fool and the arc actually extends past book 8 or something making this point moot lol)#(I'm only assuming it ends at 8 bc that's where the previews in the back of the previous books have stopped)#EDIT: LOL yep turns out this arc does extend out to book 10 and the other POVs are Turtle and Qibli so I stand corrected.#that's what I get for nightblogging
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on a less awestruck and overwhelmed-by-how-fucking-cool-art-can-be note sparkle's motifs of suicide and the way she kept depicting herself as the murder victim in the game she played with black swan is certainly uhhhh .. Something
#girly is UNWELL#like the base for the concept is obvious#she led a mundane directionless life and was actively suicidal and turned to Aha in a desperate attempt to find something worth living for#what intrigues me is how they built her character from that base . what exactly unfolded for her to end up like THIS#aha and the masked fools are chaotic but like look at sampo and giovanni and that one npc from that side quest on the xianzhou#with the wildlife enthusiasts who kept trying to releasr random wild animals into the gorge#every masked fool is nutty but sparkle's batshit insane#to the point that sampo looks like the most reasonable calm normal person in the universe#and the fact that even he was like 'yeah i'd rather not get involved with her schemes' really says something#GIRL! WHAT'S UP WITB YOU
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How does the moive where Kid pretends to be Hakuba factor into your Hakuba is actually trying to befriend Hattori but keeps rubbing the guy the wrong way. I really like that take btw.
That is a very good question.
Sorry it took a bit longer to answer this one, I went back and rewatched the movie since it's been a while. Anyway....
And damn is it hilarious that Hattori see's 'Hakuba' in that movie and is just like 'who the fuck is this?' I always forget about that, and it will never not be funny to me that this movie came out shortly after the detective Koshien being happening in the manga. So there's a bit of a chicken or the egg situation here on if the movie comes before the detective Koshien or after (considering how long it takes a feature length animated movie to be made....)
To paint everyone here in as positive a light as possible I'm going to move on the assumption that the movie goes first then the Koshien happens not long after. (Because this way Hattori isn't just denying that he knows Hakuba when he's already met him, then proceeding to have a repeat conversation about how they're both children of police chiefs.)
And it's interesting that they have that conversation that kinda mirrors the one at the Koshien when they meet here because even though there's a lot similar in both of these 'first meetings' the vibes are totally different. Conan being weirded out when 'Hakuba' bends down to wink at him after never treating him like a child before, and Hattori picks up on Conan being unsettled even if he doesn't understand why and that results in Hattori being more quiet and observing instead of being prickly.
Though really a lot of this speaks more to Kaito than it does Hakuba since this is inevitably the result of Kaito trying to act like Hakuba, but his goal isn't to perfectly replicate Hakuba, the disguise is just a means to the end of helping Hattori and Conan, so it's not a problem if he's a little out of character as long as he's helping. Kaito isn't an investigator, but he's good at talking to people and he's good at action so he helps how he can while playing Hakuba. And ultimately this results in an impression of Hakuba that's slightly clumsy as a detective but reliable when it comes down to it.
I think that if this were a 'first meeting' that Hattori was allowed to remember he'd probably end up with a better over all impression of Hakuba, because rescuing Conan definitely earned some respect points.... but it wouldn't be a correct one, because that's just not Hakuba.
Frankly I love the dynamic that results from Hakuba trying to be friendly with Hattori in the same way he is with Kaito, only for Hattori to take it the wrong way. And I'm gonna stick to that unless Gosho gives me another case where they're both there.
Since I'm talking about this movie anyway, I'm going to bring up something else I've mentioned before, but this is the only time we ever see Hakuba not wearing clothes that read as business casual. And the fact that that's Kaito's fault means that either this is the kind of clothes he casually wears when we don't see him..... or Kaito decided to take the chance to play dress up- and I kinda hope it's the later, because while it's not a bad outfit or anything but it just kinda doesn't look right on him.
But anyway that's probably enough rambling for now. Hope that answered the question.
#dcmk#hakuba saguru#detective conan movie 10#Also what is it about Hattori that he can't see through Kaito's disguises at all#it's only happened twice#but both times it's just so lovely#And both times Conan just doesn't tell him#at this point I wouldn't be surprised if Kaito disguises himself as Shinichi again and Hattori just buys it hook line and sinker#even if Conan is still around#he just believes it's like the desperate revival arc#Hattori: Oh wow you really got better at the disguise thing huh... but You'll never fool me I know you're not really Kudo#meanwhile Conan's just staring at him disappointedly#Kid is sweating#rambling#asks
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donghua lb introducing himself to qiu shenji for the first time since he was turned and qsj's first comment to him therefore being "so it is you" is just so full of irony on rewatch.
I wonder if qsj had reacted in almost any way other than how he actually did if lb would have admitted his actual identity, but qsj (for obvious reasons) did not want to risk attracting treason accusations. and answering any way other than he did to lb's questions of loyalty was too risky. qsj's had to turn hard to the world and that means not revealing weaknesses, regardless of his actual thoughts on the empress and the li family. and, of course, lb takes that with a sense of betrayal. the one person he thought could be in his corner is not willing to be. it's the first time we truly see lb looking so lost in the series and on first watch we have incredibly little context.
but just thinking about how the first and last meetings we see between lb and qsj in the present timeline are about lb presenting himself as an identity to qsj and how differently those two instances spin out. and the main thing that has changed for the audience between the two is knowing the context. knowing the history between the two, knowing why lb cares for this person we've been told is responsible for such indiscriminate death, knowing that he already holds such guilt over messing things up before, and yet here he is again, unable to change anything? that's what makes the reveal to qsj hit.
#white cat legend#white cat legend spoilers#<- for the donghua ig#sth sth regardless of medium lb is in essence someone who pretends like he knows what he's doing and does an admirable job of fooling ppl#but deep down is still the scared child of his past looking for guidance that (he feels that) no one can offer#and the ppl who could understand him best bc they know his past (qsj/qqz) are the very ppl he can't open himself up to until it's too late.#and it's like. morally speaking they may have worked on different frameworks + clashed at times but they weren't /actually/ enemies.#also. not mentioned in the main post itself but when lb first introduces himself there are others present but by the time qsj leaves#it's just the two of them. hence why lb asks the questions + hence why I think he could have said there and then if qsj reacted differently#idk for sure if he would have + part of the point is that w/ qsj's personality that qsj /wouldn't/ have reacted any differently#but lb certainly seemed desperate enough
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feeling so fucking normal about the glass coffin right now (<- on the verge of exploding)
#i listened to rory by foxing while editing my own coffin/shipping fic. fool that I am#i think it would apply equally to hoff/rigg and hoff/strahm. desperate to be understood. desperate to be loved.#fandom sucks for not acknowledging hoff/rigg that much. the fact that strahm is his (failed) rebound is utterly hysterical#my crush failed the test I set for him so now im risking it all on this insane freak who hates me#go to therapy and learn how to flirt like a person#god. the fact that he takes a needle in with him. he wanted strahm alive so fucking bad it's not even funny#why did they have so few interactions. it doesn't even make sense. he's risking it ALL on this insane freak who HATES him.#like if he DID get in the coffin what the fuck was the next step. what the hell happens next. learn how to flirt like a person you freak#i think I hauve covid#espeon cries
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m'kay
#god help me i don't mean to keep bringing up silly little things like this but i'm also trying desperately to resist#just rewatching the whole show for the THIRD time in less than 6 months they're rotting my brain#and like idk if this even makes sense it just got stuck in my head it's just so interesting to me like....#there's so many examples i won't bore you but the...relationship? between his play-acting and his sincerity#what he does for the bit and what he does on instinct and the messy convoluted combination of the two#- the 'good luck teresa. love you.' the 'what you've meant to me. what you mean to me.' -#he WAS basically a conman; he still is in many ways; he's so confident in his ability to pull off a trick#to the point where he thinks he can fool red john (and the courts and the fbi etc etc the list goes on)#and it's not that he can't fool lisbon - despite being the person who knows him best he has fooled her on quite a few occasions -#it's that most of the times he DOES fool her it's not the con that does it; it's the sincerity slipping through the cracks#it's the feelings he has for her that he can't possibly express but he can't seem to keep a damn lid on either#it's the way that the closer they get the harder it becomes for him to fool himself#also: hands#anyway i'm doing great (clearly)#tm
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"you don't know what happens to people who break the rules"
"... i believe the white fang was a hero"
#lines that kill me#naruto#minato explained kakashi's situation in the hopes that obito would understand him a little more#and so#when they were having that fight#obito (even in his fury) was able to see through everything kakashi was saying#all the talk about surpressing your emotions#and it suddenly became obvious for obito that kakashi's logic Was flawed. that his reliance on the rules was a desperate thing#after he'd witnessed what the village had done to his father#so obito struck at what kakashi had always refused to speak about. sakumo#and cut right to the core of the feelings behind the argument#'i believe the white fang was a hero'#obito is cementing his position and simultaneously showing kakashi that his emotionless attitude didn't fool him#and he's sympathetic. even though they disagree. those words fucking rocked kakashi to the core and it shows
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AOUHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸#tape entry circa 1980#im so overcome by my feelings for my ryan...#oh my baby... my pretty baby boy mi principe...#my heart feels so full looking at him...#how can a man be so fucking beautiful... im getting all emotional#oh my baby my baby mi bebe mi vida...#i cant take it#i need to cup his cute little face in my hands#feel his soft skin under my fingertips and brush his pretty brown hair behind his ears#i want to feel the shiny plastic of his glasses as i push his hair behind his ear#i want to look into his gorgeous dark brown eyes and see how they sparkle when they look into mine <33#see the way his lips quiver as i move so close where he can feel my breath against him#i want to feel how he grabs onto my shirt and melts against me already surrendering himself to me completely#just wanting me close to him just wanting me to touch him#wanting to feel the warmth of the love and adoration he knows i give him#i want for us to just kiss deep and passionately laying together in bed until its been long enough for them to have become slow and soft#our limbs tangled into eachother as we just desperately cling onto one another#i want to nuzzle my face against his... and i want him to do the same#i want to hear him giggle as he cuddles me and gets himself as comfy as he can as he sighs against my neck#his warm soft breathe tickling me and making me laugh softly as i pet his hair#i want to feel ryan trace invisible things onto my skin as we talk abt anything and make stupid jokes where we end up laughing together#falling off the bed and just staying like that as we just keep laughing and poking at eachother#min just walks in like what the fuck are you guys doing ghfdjk#siiigh i miss my ryan so so much...
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