#what a breath of fresh air honestly
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belgium you better walk that fucking duck
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you all know that audio from bladerunner? "you look lonely i can fix that"?? my brain wouldn't let me rest until i haven't drawn that with Sun n Moon
but jokes aside, really self-indulgent comic bc both Security Breach and Ruin came out when i was at a low point mentally and helped me greatly just be able to move forward and get through each day (and i won't even be getting into how much these 2 fictional robot jesters have helped me refind my passion for drawing)
i really hope that more people can relate to this :))
#anyways i mean it when i say my brain wouldn't rest until i whipped my pencil out n started drawing#tbh i stumbled upon the audio waaay back like 5-6 months ago??#but just now like literally just now i though#damn that REALLY fits Sun n Moon#i think it might be bc this semester was really stressful for me#and this last month has been hell#i was honestly drained physically and mentally#but i managed to go through each day and move forward#n just when my whole energy was running out n just when i had a couple of days left where i had to work more than my body could carry#right then Ruin came out and it was like;; really a breath of fresh air#my brain was suddenly thinking about the lore and theories and not anymore stressing abt projects and exams#while i still had to work Ruin gave me a push to be able to finish what i had to do#now i'm taking a small 2 week break where i'm gonna go easier with uni work and letting my body heal itself :))#but anyways enough rambling n everything#i really hope more of y'all can relate to this comic :))#now onto the tags#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf superstar daycare#sundrop#moondrop#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#moondrop x y/n#sundrop x y/n#tw eye contact#doodles#traditional doodle#comic#Ghost doodles
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where do people get off leaving such shitty ao3 comments?
#honestly.. go outside. breathe some fresh air#leave me aloneeee !!#UGH#never ever in my life have i read something not liked it and gone ‘hm you know what! im gonna be a dick about this :D’#i simply just. move on!!#SUCH IS LIFE 🥲
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I think the most miserable saddest people are the ones who shun all forms of love and anything positive as something childish and corny in favour for only edgy shit because they think constant pain and violence will make them deep or interesting. Btw.
#i talk#going for the throat now. idc tbh. im sick of it honestly#its such a terrible and miserable way of thinking thats unfortunately so common and im sick of it.#newsflash bud! the only way youll be as mature as you think you are is to find the ability to have normal human emotions and compassion!#being an ass constantly doesn't make you hard or strong it just means your incredibly stunted. & absolutely nothing will make you better -#-if you keep being stubborn about it. go outside . look at some trees . breath some fresh air and gain your sense of fucking whimsy back -#- because by god nobody thinks your cool. absolutely fucking nobody. being nice is whats cool#and thats on that
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I love the crocodad theory a lot but I fear that the fandom will start misgendering him or respect the character less because of transphobia.
Oda have written queer characters before who are respected by the fandom such as Bonclay but for Crocodile its another story. He is their alpha male badass character and adding queerness to his character might make them mad. Not that I care about those bigots feelings but its already not easy to navigate this fandom without queerphobia being thrown in your face.
Ppl can digest a queer character who fit in the stereotypes but once they dont, its another story.
Same, people are weird as fucking hell and gross about Crocodile maybe being trans already, we can be sure it would get worse if him being trans was confirmed in the story, there would be absolutely no avoiding it
But at the same time...
Transphobes are gonna be transphobes regardless, and I don't want that to become a reason for any storyteller to not create trans characters. I don't want Oda to bend over backwards to please the transphobes when they're the ones in the wrong. If anything, I want Oda to just go all the way with the message of queer liberation and freedom in One Piece. Like it's not perfect, but it's already there, but it's so subtle many queerphobes have been able to ignore it this whole time and I don't want Oda to let them ignore it anymore. I want him to rub it into their faces so hard they'll start complaining about "Oda going woke"
And like, let's be real. If Crocodile was trans and Oda pulled it off just right (without falling into certain pitfalls that he's be stumbling with this whole time with queer rep), that could unironically be like. Great not just trans rep but trans masc rep in particular
Like maybe it's just the media I've consumed but trans masc rep is typically very non-existant and/or very much like Yamato, who, while valid as hell, might not be how many trans masc people want to be seen as by others (as in, "confused girls")
We've known Crocodile as a character for 23 years at this point, and for the first 8-9 years of that he was very much seen as A Manly Cis Man (like you said) without a hint of a doubt (until Impel Down). If it turned out he had been trans this whole time, that would force people to rethink how they view trans people.
As just regular fucking people
That person you knew for years turned out to be trans? So what? What does that actually change about them? It's still the same person deep down. Those are the things Oda could force people to think about.
And honestly? If that helped convert even just a single transphobe, or educate someone without an opinion on trans people, to just letting trans people live their lives in peace, I think it'd be worth it
But like, yeah. The transphobes are gonna be loud regardless. It fucking sucks, and I hate the fandom for it. But, damned if you do, damned if you don't, there's no avoiding it. And I think the potential positive impact would outweight the already festering negativity.
#Moon posting#Sir Crocodile#CW Discussion of transphobia#Mind you this is assuming Oda pulled it off right#By which I mean he doesn't give Crocodile some stupid fucking excuse to why he transitioned#Like ''wanted to escape being a woman'' or ''because being a woman was weak'' or something fucking stupid#I don't think Oda knows what gender dysphoria even is so the idea of Crocodile transitioning to deal with that feels like a bloody pipedrea#But literally even just ''preferred being a man'' would be fine#The bar. Is so fucking low#My other thing is that I absolutely do not want to see him get detransitioned. At all.#Like a lot of people have been speculating that the reason we never see Crocodile use Haki might be because it could detrans him#And regardless of if that's canon or not-- I do not want to see him detransition. At all.#If we see him pre-t in a flashback that's fine#I just don't want to see him have to sacrifice his comfort for a dramatic scene where he has to ''go all out'' or something#(Especially because knowing Oda there is no way he would do that without sexualizing him for no good reason)#Honestly I am more concerned about Oda fucking it up than the fandom being gross#My bar is so fucking low and yet so impossibly high for Oda#Also what gets me about Crocodile is that usually the queer characters are young and/or amab#And this is true for literally all of the other queer rep in OP rn#Crocodile is almost a middle aged trans man and honestly would that not be like a breath of fresh fucking air#OP Meta
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Watched Mickey, Donald and Goofy: The Three Musketeers with my siblings tonight and all at once remembered gloriously why I love Mickey so dang much
#he's so wonderful in that film his characterization is perfect#his character clears my skin waters my crops and everything in between#Mickey Donald and Goofy are the most wholesome friends thank you writers of that film so much I love them#when I was younger I thought Minnie was too swoony in that film but honestly she’s so adorable and refreshing actually#I missed Minnie#she and Mickey are SO CUTE#When there's a lot of weirdness in your fandom so much so that it feels like a completely different thing than the source material#when you go back to the source material and it's so blissfully wholesome and funny and meaningful it's this wonderful breath of fresh air#mickey mouse#my first blorbo I love him#mickey donald goofy the three musketeers#mickey and the gang#mickey and friends#the people at disney who worked on this film did NOT get enough credit they deserve a parade#I could rave about this silly little film it's just so wholesome and goofy and wonderful and committed to what it was trying to do#and I appreciate that so much
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watched some of the dav previews and the amount of these people that just admit they havent finished inquisition or just played origins a fucking decade ago............ seething with rage to be honest
#also some of the comparisons ive seen people make#i saw someone say [redacted]'s cc was 'complex' and um. i dont think i played the same version of that game as these people#cause no it fucking wasnt#it had 4 set faces that were even shared between some races#and 2 body types that looked almost the same#Anyways............ i am breathing through my nose and relaxing........ being normal about this...............#i did like what i saw. a Lot. it seems bw is really taking performance seriously which was the only thing i was very worried about#i honestly like the new artstyle. photorealism is getting boring and uncanny real fast so this really is a like a breath of fresh air#i love hack and slash games so im super excited for the gameplay. this might be the first da game i actually play something besides a mage#and i am invested in the story for what weve seen so far
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I’m not even sure how to phrase stuff, but mentally, spirituality, and emotionally (and physically if you count cold sores and being tired) I’m just…not doing great. I don’t really want to get out of bed in the morning, things I know I should be excited for, it’s hard to feel happy about. I’m just tired of being pushed down again and again, and I don’t have the care or energy to fight.
It started with church stuff, and that is the main reason I’m not really doing great again, but it was getting hard to motivate myself even before then, and now it just feels all pointless and I’m tired.
I don’t even know what to ask for prayer for because I feel so empty, but yeah, prayers appreciated I guess 🫠
#prayer request#I’m so tired of this#like two years of trying to work through stuff then what? four months (if even that) of doing slightly better#and then it all just breaks again#and I don’t feel like I have the faith to care or trust or believe anymore and I’m so tired of feeling like this#but I don’t have the strength to fight#I’m gonna sleep now but I’m just…really broken and empty and I don’t know what to do anymore#and it’s frustrating cause it’s little but the chosen sometimes did remind me of things and encourage me#but now it’s just like ‘oh more of the same kind of storytelling that I’m tired of’#like the things that made it comforting and a breath of fresh air were flushed down the drain in s4 ep 3#and sometimes I do okay if I’m drawing to just…distract myself but honestly that didn’t even help today
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still so pissed off over how they fucked over gas. like, they set up parallels between him and goku - even outright said it in the text that elec is a lot like canon raditz in that he only wanted his younger sibling around to act as a meat shield to protect himself, and that he’d only get tossed aside once he outlived his usefulness - yet they still fucking disintegrated his ass anyway!! he’s has almost the exact same set up as tien, but instead of getting a chance to break away from someone who used him his entire life, he dies in despair after getting abandoned by the one person he trusted. ok.
#mafuba screams#hes also the only villain who absolutely does not deserve the shit he gets#frieza is literally given a chance by goku and refuses thus getting diced up#cell torments gohan tortures everyone for a laugh and gets eviscerated as a result#buu is just. there#everyone else reaped what they sowed#theres also the fact that the other 2 siblings have 0 story presence#it would be great if thats set up for them to revive gas n elec#but somehow i dont think thats the case#sighsss honestly the heeters and moro were such a breath of fresh air#since super is in recap mode atm im just revisiting old arcs lmao
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looking at the tags on that post about persona 4 like Ladies do not play that game the saddest thing is that it isnt even funny at least not consistently enough to make the pain go away. it's mostly just kanji and he's treated poorly enough that even when he says funny things my soul aches for him. you have to get until late fall for it to be bearable (ha) and have moments that can actually make up for what the game put me through. and after that much of it is still intolerable, there are just moments of brilliance that make you think "wow, maybe this game is good now!" it's such a frustrating experience. and then you get the killer and the third semester of that game is... Fine. it's mostly nothing. just more of the game until the end but you cant even look forward to the payoff of getting the killer
#like the stuff where they are debating the ethics of murder and you see what hurting nanako does to everyone which works bc#they have had so much time with her-- its really good. and i think pretty much everything with adachi is very well done#but the group dynamic is honestly dismal. it kind of works in that i dont.. blame the antagonists.. for hating the world.. but uhh. i think#maybe that was not intentional. obv adachi's misogyny not included but i love that aspect of his character bc like finally. misogyny#is being punished. this has never happened before..!!!!#<- unironically. a breath of fresh air for the game. yessss portray misogyny as bad!! finally!!
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pokemon support have sent my issue up to the development team after a bit of failed trohbleshooting methods. We'll see how it goes from there lol
#honestly if they end up coming back to me like ''we dont know what the issue is but we'll develop an update to fix it'' i'd be fine#like as long as they say it'll get fixed eventually its whatever#theyve been responding so fast every day like it only takes a few hours at most for someone to get back to me#which after dealing primarily with health-related services....is a breath of fresh air#i'll wait days for a doctor to return my message#but Devin at pokemon support is contacting me after two hours like ''We're working on it!!''#ive gone through 3 different people but devin is the first person i got connected with and they're back this evening#shout out to devin at pokemon support
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God walking rn sucks. Least it sucks less than being stuck inside all day. Been going absolutely stir-crazy since I got injured.
I'm not the type that enjoys sitting still and doing nothing. Gonna be in pain either way, so why should I wallow away the days playing video games and rotting on the couch.
#jen talks#shits seriously sucked fr#like my left leg is borked from the hip down#feels like it got unplugged and then plugged back in wrong#like i know my leg is there. i know it hurts#but at the same time it feels like someone just stuffed a Barbie leg in the socket and called it good#doctors havent been much help either since its workmans comp#been trying to explain my shit and theyre just not listening#god finally talking with my pcp is gonna be a breath of fresh air. shes been pretty good about taking me seriously#but like went to the ER#doc looked at me. didnt examine me or do any sort of tests and went “yep broke your pussy get out”#and the doctor who saw me earlier last week wasnt a huge help either#described my pain and whats been going on (cause honestly its a lot)#and she basically stopped me halfway though and was like “sounds like sciatica. heres some roids enjoy”#and that def feels closer but like fuck. dont think its quite on the money#feels like internals arent quite right#knee feels like it could give out when i bend it. inside of my hip has some decent swelling near the groin#shits fucked up and i dunno when i might be good to go again#sucks. im not used to being this still
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I’ve got this really weird brand of claustrophobia that I’m not even sure is actual claustrophobia. Basically you can put me in any confined space, it’s fine, I’m okay, even if I have to scrunch up my stupidly long body to fit. But if there’s no air flow? I’ll panic and faint
#i drive people absolutely bananas because i can’t be in a car without cracking the window a little bit#my stepdad is always like ‘but the a/c!’ is not the saaaame#recycled air is not the same as fresh outdoor air and you KNOW IT robert#what prompted this was my grandma asked me why i was selling so much stuff (she knew about it because i dropped the packages off#at her house for safekeeping before i went to pilates because i was worried i’d abandon them at the church) and i said i was saving up#for a weighted blanket. and my granddad said ‘i thought you were claustrophobic’#yes but not that way#you can smoosh my body all you want. just don’t cover my face or make me feel like i can’t breathe#i have a fan on while i sleep partly for the noise and partly for the illusion of fresh air#you can cover everything up to and including my chin honestly. just not my nose and mouth#even if i Can breathe; if i don’t FEEL like i can breathe i’ll panic#it’s also why i don’t do well at the dentist. and why i can’t swim underwater#(i mean that one is genuinely because i can’t breathe underwater. but you get the picture)#personal#*i guess to be honest this Isn’t claustrophobia. it’s just that it’s more likely to strike me in a confined space#like a car or anything smaller#i’m actually fine on trains and planes weirdly enough. buses are on thin ice#i just haaate warm stuffy air oh my GOD. put a fan on me or i’m throwing up
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You know when I followed the rules on how to dress I never felt comfortable never got to feel pretty always looked and felt uncomfortable and dead but now that I'm dressing how I like I can't leave the house with out women of all ages randomly coming up to me out of nowhere and telling me how cute and pretty I am, how much they love my hair, makeup and outfits and my clothes are comfy and I feel so pretty it's so nice to actually but be disgusted when I look in the mirror it's so hard to not let it go to my head lipgloss and cardigans have become my crack
#eat shit god and women of the church my sinful lipgloss and braids isn't sucking my soul of all it's life#i actually FUCKING FEEL ALIVE \^∆^/ IT'S NICE TO WEAR MY HAIR HOW I LIKE IT'S SO NICE#it honestly feels like a breath of fresh air#i hope everyone gets this freedom to express themselves and get this rush#I'm a bit of a vain brat but you know what flowers n braids really suit my hair
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gotta give props to arlecchino for being one of the few female characters in this game to be fully-clothed
#⇢₊˚⊹ 🩷∥ruby∥yo,ide yo !!#just gonna rant a bit but like#seriously. so many girlies' outfits have cuts in places that make no sense whatsoever#like collei. i love her outfit except for the fact that her dress is backless#what POSSIBLE reason would she have to wear a backless dress on a daily basis#it's extremely unnecessary and doesn't fit her character in the slightest#kokomi's outfit also kinda pisses me off tbh. i get that it fits the watatsumi aesthetic but like. she's supposed to be a shrine maiden#yae's outfit is already kinda pushing it in terms of shrine appropriateness. but it fits her personality so it's fine#but why does kokomi's outfit have to be cut like that. it fits neither her role in the world nor her personality.#and girl... charlotte...#it's not immediately obvious but once you see it it's like WHY#furina is honestly a breath of fresh air because of how well-clothed she is in comparison#yeah nothing is covering her legs but it doesn't come off as unnecessary sexualization#because that's not the goddamn point of her character#i'm okay with yelan and such having outfits like that because it's pretty obvious that they're meant to be fanservice-y characters#but in cases like collei. is she REALLY such an uninteresting character that she needs to show extra skin so players won't get bored?#genuinely i'm not a prude at all. just. some of these designs make no fucking sense#if you're gonna give a female character a scant default outfit,make sure she's the kind of character that would actually wear that shit#otherwise it comes off as pandering and it's annoying#you have no idea how badly i want for there to be an alternate skin for kokomi specifically#she already has the long draping sleeves. why couldn't they just put her in a long silk kimono (or a couple cuz layering looks really good)#and if they still wanted to give her a sexualized design,they could literally just have the sleeves hang off her shoulders#and have the bottom part flare out and back a bit so you can still see her legs#that would've been so much better than the fucking swimsuit with sleeves and thigh-highs that she has now
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Insanity has to stop for real though I need to be in a good mood to be able to make incomprehensible posts about the pixelated critters on my puter -_-
#luly talks#noticing that song was BSS coded was a breath of fresh air honestly#like yes baby that's what i want to see less I'm going thru an horrible time of my life and more of im thinking about characters no1 move...
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