#whAT is my lifting tag. idk
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i’ve been fiddling w high bar vs low bar squats and stance width and struggling w hitting depth w/o hip pain for AGES esp after i sprained my SI joint back in november(?) but 2days Setup was so fuckign IMMACULATE like. no pain. full depth. glute engagement. SOLID brace. i think we’ve finally got it boys!!!! this is the one!!! i’m so happy squats and me can be friends again and i can finally fucking PROGRESS so that my goddamn bench press doesn’t overtake my SQUAT BFFR
#crepes n stuff#whAT is my lifting tag. idk#rea lifts#maybe.#that feels wrong tho#anyway yeah bc i’m Obsessive abt this. i’d found some newer mental cues 2 try out 2 promote Appropriate Muscle Engagement And Bar Path#and they worked so fuckin good dude#we’re finally over 200lbs for triples again which like. thank christ#the stereotype that like ‘women’ have insane leg days has only Contributed 2 my insecurity re: my mid-at-best max squat#but perhaps now it will finally improve#I JUST CHECKED AND I WAS WRONG ITS#rea gets strong#also not that anyone asked but i think im gonna make the switch from pl 2 oly weightlifting p soon here#or try it out anyway#i think it’s a very sexy sport and i’ve been wanting 2 try for years(!!) but i’ve been 2 nervous#but now that i have some Confidence In The Gym i feel like it’s time#i’m sure i’ll keep y’all posted lmao we’ll see how it goes#long tags long tags bc i have. no Gym Friends lmao
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who would win, god of the realm or one (1) hog 🐖
#based on the video technoblade vs hypixel btw PLEEEEEEEASE WATCH IT IF YOU HAVENT#also new simon design wooo i had to redo his entire part of this drawing to account for that#i cant believe he's in an official server animation now waaaaaaaa#um. augh idk what else to say IM JUST GLAD IT'S FINALLY DONE I CAN GO BACK TO DOODLES#THE WEIGHT OF AN UNFINISHED WIP HAS BEEN LIFTED IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#um click for quality or something idk i just like how techno's face turned out in the smaller details hehe.. especially the stripe#and are you proud of me i didnt put the black line under the neck for once. i thought it looked better without it this time#clogging tags to lower visibility dont perceive me outside my circle im scared 🏃🏃🏃#technoblade#simon hypixel#my art
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I HOLD MYSELF IN CONTEMPT!
#Yes i know some of his tattoos and chains are “off”. I don't care. I like fucking around with brushes. Go my Laforeze#just don't look too closely#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajou dracula#akumajo dracula#curse of darkness#castlevania curse of darkness#isaac laforeze#isaac castlevania#art#castlevania fanart#digital painting#Yes i know some of his tattoos and chains are off. I just like fucking around with brushes. Go my Laforeze#idk what else to tag#lazy art#my artwork#bugs when you lift up a rock#will wood reference
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Do you ever feel like you need someone to hug you very tightly, enough so that your bones would crack? Someone to lay on top of you so you can feel their weight crashing you?
#is that weird?#am I weird#I always give the tightest hugs. I even lift the other person if I'm able yet no one hugs me properly :(#and everyone refuses to lay on top of me#I need the weight. I need it now#I'm not ok#sometimes I lay on the floor and I put my chair on top of me. or other times I lay between the bed and the mattress but it's not the same#not art#text#what is this and why is it happening to me#legit if any of these things were to happen to me at least once per month I'd would fix whatever is wrong idk#random#personal tag#it's 4 in the morning I can't sleep I need pressure i
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i've had a vision of aiden and black magic by little mix and now i'm knee deep in a modern magic au where aiden sells cheesy love potions by being hot (it's a scam)
#nart#aiden kane#fence comic#digital art#i banged this out in like two hours bc THE VISION WAS THAT STRONG#anyways so i imagine this au to take place in a world were magic exists but its very chill#i just want aiden to be a hot merchant idk#he lives with harvard ofc who instead works for like a law firm or something actually important to the world#and then they kiss#aiden has a sort of aura magic where he can see what people are feeling mayhaps?#and harvard has close foresight so he can always see if someone is about to get injured or similarly (so hes always worrying/reassuring)#somewhat inspired by sacrificial by pavlovee but too shy to tag them and also its basically not even related#but go read that fic its so good!!#also i think seiji would fit in and he would do very cool storm related magic????#and to ME nicholas has like flickering magic that hes trying to work out what it is#and maybe its connected to his belief in his abilities? stupid comparison but like the rise of the guardians movie#and robert coste is like one of the most important and powerful mages thats now retired or something to that effect#eugene also can make things levitate in my mind#which means he can just lift his siblings in the air if theyre getting into trouble#ok im gonna shut up im going insane#also glass is HARD to draw so forgive me for that thing#fence fanart
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⋆꙳𝜗𝜚 :: 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓵𝓰𝓮𝓪𝓻 — ( historical au. )
"what do you take me for, an idiot?" scaramouche barked out, the upper part of his shoe pressing down against the crotch of the so called 'spy'. though— what kind of spy would allow themselves to get caught inside the very room of the person you're spying on?
niko would ... and this is precisely why niko was currently staying silent. he spent enough time inside this manor to know that one wrong answer could result in his head rolling on the floor. so as much as he would like to keep his head— he couldn't help the desire to understand that unfamiliar look swarming inside his eyes, a look that had been lingering between them for a while.
"i don't remember the word idiot leaving my mouth, scara." niko sighed, this position feeling more and more odd as the minutes passed.
"crown prince. it's crown prince scaramouche to you now." scaramouche grumbled as he stepped further into his crotch— causing niko to yelp at the sudden movement, flashing a quick glare at the 'prince'. "and you didn't need to utter a word, your actions today proved enough." he stated with crossed arms before leaning closer and lifting niko's chin with his index finger. he spent a minute inspecting his scrunched face as his mind finally recognized why the auburn's face happened to be oh so familiar.
"since this spy mission of yours has gone to shit, why not help me?" the prince mocked, tapping against the chin of the duke's son who currently gave him bewildered look.
"you." he smiled with false glee. "you're gonna make me king."
XIXI I AM GOING TO GRAB YOU AND SHAKE YOU LIKE A MILKSHAKE

#OMG THIS IS SO#!?@?@?#WHAT DO I EVEN SAY#I GOT HOOKED HELLO#S#SPY NIKO GETTING CAUGHT BY CROWN PRINCE SCARAMOUCHE#UR BRAIN IS SO WRINKLY AND BEAUTIFUL AND SO INTRICATELY CONNECTED#OMG#“youre going to make me king” how about i destroy this earth#i dont think i can have a safe travel back home what is this thing BLINDING ME#AUSGAHXHEUHFRJJCRJCJDJFN#LIFTING HIS CHIN#LIFITN HIS CHIDNF SUCIXNSN#o(-(-(-(-(-(-(-#human centipede myself what is this#crawling to your house and scarping your door im going insane#BITES YOU BITES YOU#i dont think i can think straight anymore o(-(#idk if there are any emoticon or kaomoji or word or martian to describe my feeling seeing this#AND IVE BEEN GOING CRAZY OVER THE WRITJG I HAVENT EVEN TALKED ABT THE MOODBOARD#ITS SO GAY I LOVE IT ITS SO SJDJSDJJSJDJSJFC#ok i think im ok now#NO IM NOT IM GONNA CRY ABT IT SONSOBSKSSBSJDB#thank u sm xixi for this peaceful dead flies away#ive lived well.....#tag: puppetgear#ask#✧ ; es-steamed guests
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Hi guys 🥳🥳 also here’s some sketches I did for my art project and other doodles!!







Art taglist for the best ppl ever!! 💗: @re3tro0 @delicatestringbean @persephoneflowerpetals @glacier-alchemist @maddieinheaven @dreamwinged
#🖇Rinacore💫#I 💗 twinks#art#traditional art#oc art#kuzco#disney kuzco#Disney oc#disney hercules oc#Hercules oc#hercules 1997#also hi guys I’m alive lol#ALSO I GOT A CATTT#YAYAYAYHDJFJRNFJDKDK#ALL MY DREAMS ARE COMING TRUEE ENDHDHEHE#SHES ACTUALLY SO CUTEEE#I’m only keeping her cuz my sister is going to live out of state 😿 and the cat doesn’t have anywhere else to go and my mom said it was fine#SO I HAVE A ROOMIE NOT DHFHJRJRJRJ#MY DEPRESSION IS ABOUT TO BE LIFTED#my art 🐺#idk what else to tag this#kuzco fanart#uhhhh yea LAMOO
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I finally have a full first draft of my dissertation 🥹 two weeks to edit it and I then send my baby off 🥲
#lets just pretend i dont have a 3000 word essay also due in two weeks that im 200 words into shhhhh#idk what to tag this#but i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders now im in the final two weeks#4th year is not for the weak i fear
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oh no was reading a fic abt the grief you feel when ur little sibling is very visibly growing older and i need a moment to cry
#I GET ITTTTT#i get it entirely#its fucked up man#its like#oh no im really gonna start crying#my little brother barely has to lift his chin to make eye contact with me anymore#i can barely pick him up and the only reason why i dont anymore is bc im sure to pull something#my little brother is gonna be in middle school soon#i changed that mfers diapers#its like. idk what to do with myself#hes growing up#and it really does feel like grief when you realize it#its devastating#im in mourning#do you get it?#michi tag#ohh im so not ok rn what the hell
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Love posting my Spotify receipts for the month bc you can always tell when I’ve had smth big to write for one of my classes bc the one Jash song (Dream (Outro from Calamity)) will make the receipt. I did not end up a Jashinator but I do like having a song I can rely on to make me write things.
#rian’s slay compilation#the first time I heard the song I was in a mood all da time so I really identified it w what splitting felt like#idk it doesn’t hit as much now bc I’ve undergone a different sort of mental illness lately (more tired than actively harmful to myself)#^it’s the way it picks up in intensity. that’s what it feels like when you try to communicate how smth feels but they don’t listen and then#go have fun at a concert and you feel so nauseous that you have to leave a shared group chat while you sob your eyes out for several hours.#y’know? anyway June/July was fun. I need four hours of build daily to keep me occupied (tired). it does actually do me wonders.#I’m so big and strong now. idk how big you are my lovely mutuals but I could lift the smaller ones I reckon.#right now I could pick up (not for long) anyone around or under 150 pounds. also preferably not super taller than me but I think it’d work.#it’s a start! I should start lifting. makes me feel big and strong. I wanna pick my friends up.#^sorry to derail this in the tags but I typed that up and was like ‘that’s such a King statement’. it’s bc someone liked a post where I#talked about feeling all overgrown and how King being half a foot shorter than me but still picking me up like a brides made me feel Not#Overgrown#I don’t worry about feeling overgrown so much anymore but I do kinda miss the bride lifting. it was nice every once in a while#it’s small things like that.#side note I think I could pick King up now bc they’re roughly my weight and as we established I can lift ppl about my weight very briefly#it’s the build. it makes me big and strong. it’s all the wood holding and platform throwing
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Had a dream they added a new game mode to the Divergent Universe and it was go karting with other characters in st.ar ra.il like ma.rio kart and I was doing good until I got cut off by obstacles and bombarded by items thrown by other characters which gave Aven the chance to sneak through and gain a big lead resulting in winning the race. When he finished he logged off and went to observe it from the outside with Ratio who has been observing this round and then the focus went back to me getting through and trying to finish it but then it seemed it got hacked or something by outside forces bc the focus shifted back to Aven and Ratio and they saw something was up and Aven's like "I gotta get back in there" starts moving when Ratio grabs his arm and says "Gambler" stopping him for a second to say "Do be careful" and Aven smiles and goes "Aww, doc" before cupping his cheek with his free hand and kissing him and when Ratio lets go of his arm, Aven breaks the kiss and says "Don't worry, I'll be back" and then made his way back into the DU while Ratio tried to help on his end
#prince's talk tag#i woke up right then so idk what happened next#i think this dream happened bc ive been watching VODs of ge.npa.ct VAs playing games together and one of them was ma.rio ka.rt#been mainly watching the ben ba.lmac.eda (ka.veh's va) streams which have been great he's really funny and I like the games he plays#his streams have actually lifted my mood at work when I was having crappy days so that was a big plus for me#but yea this isnt how DU works in st.ar ra.il but hey it was a fun fanfic idea#and i guess my brain had them in an established relationship. probably after pe.nac.ony#wait def after it bc DU didnt exist before it
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Me when I thought this girl at my school hated me, because she is friends with literally everyone I know and I thought that I did something to make her not like me, and I heard that she liked hazbin hotel so I gave her a little doodle of angel dust and she really liked it but I wasn't sure that she still liked me, uhhh and a couple hours later in culinary she asked me to be her cooking partner.....
Maybe everyone doesn't hate me....
#choco rambles#idk how to do tags#idk what else to tag#HELP ME!!!!#this was like a HUGE weight lifted off of my shoulders
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seriously under the influence of some kind of curse. i feel finally fully not ill after 2 weeks but woke up with a pouch under my chin swollen up like a bullfrog. posting this from urgent care after changing my flight to tomorrow (for free bc of the fucking cyclone) and getting chewed out by my mom (ride to the airport) for “letting my health anxiety run my life”🧍🏼
#text tag#me and my supposedly psychosomatic inability to lift up my head without pain#like idk what to do. my best is clearly not enough for ppl but how do i do better than my best
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wow i kind of forgot about this blog
#talk tag#not that anyone cares but the last few months have been crazy#had a bunch of major life changes and horrible things happened and subsequent crisis in faith#nearly abandoned christianity and was going back to identifying as jewish#went to synagogue a few times and felt very hollow and performative#woke up one day with this feeling of absolute dread and knowing im on the wrong path#realized i like genuinely really believe in Jesus and i can't give up on Him just because things arent going the way#i expect them to in life#i hope my faith can be renewed now#also i moved cities so im trying to find a church to go to in my new city#and like publicly identify as christian for the first time in my life#idk im nervous to but it feels like a weight has been lifted now that i know this is what i must do
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It's funny how my psychiatrist and psych nurses are all so supportive about my as of yet undiagnosed physical issues and do their best to keep those in mind when we discuss my care. Meanwhile GP and qualified doctors either tell me to "not compare my googling to their medical degree" or go all "yeah EDS sounds quite likely actually but there's no point diagnosing that since it cannot be cured anyway"
#the fact that eds + pots + fibromyalgia ALL run in the family doesnt matter apparently#throwback to last year when visiting that side and someone not even related who was there took ONE look at me and sibling and went#''omg you really ARE related!!!'' after they saw our fucked up overy bendy joints#i guess i have to pay for having unusually good psychiatric care compared to most lmaoooo#would have been lovely to know whats wrong though before the painful surgeries#im incoherent cause my pulse started racing to the point i couldnt form words or even stand#its calmed down now but i feel so distraught over recovering from psychosis finally#only for my body to break down even more#i dont know how to not feel despair and hopelessness#im so tired of the pain and exhaustion and not being able to do even basic things#so tired of staring at my ceiling so often because i cant even lift my head#i should make a specific whining tag because i should shut up about this but i cant#idk what itd be thougy im too sad and upset rn#im sorry#silvi talks#<- can at least block that if tired of my yapping#im open for tag name suggestions#maybe ''silvi is crying screaming throwing up'' lol#idk
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Reading a book on aviation accidents and how they contributed to regulations and things.
Obviously there is some classic human error where a captain knows they're unqualified to fly in the scenario and yet choose to do it anyway.
Half of the remainder is "oh shit I thought you were doing that" leading to missed instructions.
And then there is just, the evil capitalism ones. Half of most disasters that result in massive loss of life are usually "haha yeah the engineers kept saying that we needed to replace this but that cost money. so we didn't do that"
and then.
The thing breaks and they're like "huh. well. No one could have seen that coming :/"
BRO YES? IT WAS VERY WELL DOCUMENTED??
#some things i've never considered is how terrain contributes to airport location#like huh#very intresting#as someone who usually goes ham into the weirdo physics I forget that normal physics works too#like yeah#elevation would contribute to how much energy is required for a plane to lift off.#My biggest fear is unironically overconfidence#terrified that I'll put myself or others in danger because I 'do this all the time' like RRAAAAAAH#I try really hard when driving to be relaxed but alert because YEAH I'm controlling a high power hunk of metal I need to be CAREFUL#aviation accidents#reading non-fiction#idk what to tag this actually#it's just me being a nerd#and sharing my opinion
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