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Something kinda tasteless about the way that alongside the concerns of "Batman needs someone to rein in his aggression/edginess" (mostly a meta concern,) "Robin is a symbol of undying hope right alongside Batman, Superman, and the police system," and "now that the thought's crossed my mind I think being Robin would be pretty sweet actually," one of Tim's points for why he should be Robin at the end of A Lonely Place of Dying is "we need to show the criminals of Gotham that they can't just kill Robin and expect to get away with it!" Because. They can. That's exactly what happened.
Using that line of reasoning, Tim makes the claim that the idea of Jaybin's life as disposable and inconsequential is heinous and bad, his killing something impermissible, but instead of disproving said idea they allow it to become true and devote their energy to making sure it doesn't become widely known as such. By covering his death up, they actually are permitting his murder to go unaddressed and deeming it acceptable, even taking away the opportunity for it to be consequential to anyone outside of Bruce's inner circle by not spreading the news. As much as we say "oh Bruce was a great dad because losing Jason crushed him" and "he almost considered trying to kill the Joker one time," he in all tangible areas did not do anything about Jason's death. Setting aside the question of killing the Joker or not, it's still shown in Batman Year 3 that Bruce's reaction to Jason's death in the time til Tim showed up was to hide away everything Jason owned and carry on with business as usual, a little angrier. Bruce didn't make any changes or actually evaluate anything in a significant way after the warehouse and Jason's death didn't warrant any tangible consequence, that's evident from reading the comic. I know some may disagree, and I acknowledge the room for interpretation, but in order to discuss Tim's reason we have to concede that it is explicitly written into this specific comic as something Bruce and Tim both recognize as fact, because it serves as the foundation that this reason is built on: there is good reason for the criminals to believe there would no punishment for killing Robin based on the actions Bruce did or didn't take in response. The concern about the public realizing there are no consequences for killing Robin wouldn't be reasonable if it wasn't true, if there actually were.
While they recognize that Jason's death came to pass largely without consequence, the fact itself is less of an issue to both Bruce and Tim than letting criminals actually find out that it doesn't have consequence. They know it's unjust, the notion that Jason can be killed without repercussion (and in making an effort to minimize his murder confirm it to be true,) but their concern isn't for what actually happened to Jason or the lack of proper response. At least on the vigilante side of things, the problem is public perception and continuing to uphold an image of Batman as just and diligent while permitting him to ignore injustice against those close to him. There's no efforts taken to actually disprove the idea that killing Robin would lack impact, what Tim proposes is just making it harder to prove right.
I think the best way to word what comes across tasteless for me here (aside from the side commentary on the unstoppable might of the institution of police and how it's an exemplar of heroism) is that beyond Tim's victim-blaming of Jason during his stint as Robin, (discussed in more depth by people who can word it better than me,) in the base text of a Lonely Place of Dying, it is foundational to the initial premise of Tim as Robin that part of his motive for being Robin hinges on accepting what happened to Jason as something that cannot be allowed in their pursuit of justice or go unaddressed for reasons completely unrelated to the actual harm, and then intentionally erasing the event and the way in which it was allowed and did go unaddressed. No matter how much it's claimed in later comics that Bruce was faultless and Jason doomed himself, Tim's Robin came to be at least in part (in-universe) as a cover-up for the lack of action taken about Jason's death, and by extension as an effort to overwrite his time as Robin and an individual entirely. And thought it wasn't the way his character viewed it, Tim wasn't passively complicit in it or going along with a poor grieving man, the intentional and deliberate erasure of Jason as a murder victim and the injustice of his posthumous treatment was part of his opening pitch.
#truly just “we can't let them think we do the thing that we do” at its core#because the thing that we do is bad and not fair like we want to look fair and would have consequences we don't want. so they can't know."#i see too much of people saying Jason took Dick's mantle so he shouldn't be mad at Tim when 1. he wasn't mad at Tim for it. didn't happen#and 2. Jason became Robin because Bruce was lonely and Jason was homeless and Tim became Robin in an effort to minimize Jason's death#Jason worried Dick wanted his job back (implying he would give it up if he wanted) and Tim shamed the dead kid he was hiding the murder of#can we spot the differences?#you can't really say Jason's gripe of “my death changed nothing” was off-base#when one of tim's first points on panel was that they should be giving the consequences of his murder the landlord special#i feel like all of the ways in which they made tim “more likable” were just leaning back into the status quo they branched out from#like “Jason doesn't like cops and believes they fail victims? well Tim thinks they're the good-hearted models for what a real hero is”#“Jason has conflicting opinions about cases with Batman? Tim is trying to bring back the true Batman who works exactly like he always did”#“Tim is nice and sweet and comes from a good family and has been there from the start. he respects what Batman is”#he's nice enough but his character is (meta not in-universe) rooted in a return to the safe classics that bring us good sales#idk why fanon props him up as the sad shunned outsider of the batfam when he is fr designed to maintain the norm and not rock the boat#also it's immensely funny to see Bruce accuse Jason of being needlessly violent over his emotional state as Robin#when not only does Bruce do exactly that and only that when Jason dies but he was doing it BEFORE too!#Oh No! he went from brutal to criminals and forgoing proper investigations to being brutal to criminals and forgoing proper investigations!#jason todd#batman#bruce wayne#robin#dc comics#discussion of tim drake#again not using the character tag because this isn't the most nicies#but i honest don't hate him that much
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It was my mums bday yesterday and my aunt came up to have a drink and was asking about what concert we were at and my mum was like Oh they're a korean boy band, but they have 2 australian members so my aunt told her to play a song so she could hear and then my mum was just like idk what song it was but it was some wild rap song, we didn't know that. It was more hard-core than we thought boy bands could be 💀
#my mum and aunt listen to like metal filk classic rock and rap they arent coming from the perspective of like. boring 60 yr olds either#but i guess they were thinking boy band. like nysnc or backstreet boys style so when changbin flies in with bars i suppose it would be like#?????#and yes i checked ber history she clicked on a playlist and it was S class - thunderous - zone and then they went back to their music so#yeah they got fairly full throttle skz
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Ashton performing with Eternity Speedway @ Desert 5 Spot LA - 11 April 2024
#ok hi i actually went insane finding watching and editing these clips in case you were wondering#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton#ashton irwin#eternity speedway#video#kh4f post#like ok ok ok#there were so many reasons why i didn't even consider going down there tonight#but i sure would have thought about it a little more if i knew Ashton singing (whilst! drumming! WHILST!) the eagles was in play 😭😭😭😭#also that hungry heart cover is actually insane#this setlist is actually so good#those who have suffered thru many an ig story of my spotify daylist will understand why this speaks to my silly lil classic rock heart#anyways this looks like it was a lot of fun for crowd and band alike and i love that for all#also PSA i have finally and officially divorced myself from Twitter (it feels so good omfg)#so while i doubt they're into this content (lmao) if anyone comes across anything over there that i missed here pls pass it along 🫶🏻#but IG served up a lot more content than i expected tbqh so I'm v pleased with the night's offerings#but fr Eternity Speedway pls don't be a fly by night one off like Heaven Electric turned out to be I need more of this in my life ohmygod
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ok well. unfortunate news: sometimes ur niche is so niche u've already niched the niche. this is exactly the same as the feeling of hitting the end of ur ship tag in ao3 🥲
*edit: sorry i accidentally named like every character ever in the tags so ppl are Seeing this post who dont have the benefit of so much as a single crumb of context. if i accidentally namedropped ur blorbo its bc of this post:
anyway. i was excited for recs bc i also enjoy this genre of fictional character. unfortunately as above the niche is niched, it turns out. at least for me, content enjoyer georg, who has apparently already seen or read everything anyone else has already seen or read except for a small handful of specific media properties that i do not wish to see or read for various personal reasons and also not literally everything ever... just the same things as everyone else has already seen and read... u get the idea. ok thnks 👍🏻
#*slowly morosely untucks the bib and folds it up again#smh#idk if that post breached containment in the wrong direction or what but there were like 3ppl apiece talking about good actual examples#and those were like 99% media i already reaaaadddd im tearjngn my hair out#but far and away most ppl flat out missed the brief#like i think out of almost four thousand tags about four tagged ghost. four tagged geralt. three andrew minyard. etc#sobbung im sad for me AND for yall like this is ur jam and the best u can put up for example is dean winchester????#listen i know im on the supernatural site. voluntarily. but ur really gonna tell me thats the best u can do 😭😭#like a solid handful said bucky barnes. good solid classic example i'll give it to u but its 2024 😭😭😭😭😭😭#all respect to the ppl tagging ocs tho y'all are real 🫡 bc its looking like if we want it we do gotta get in the trenches and write it 😔✊#anywya i came away with approximately one and a half recs and then 3-4 repeated vouchers for media i know i am just never gonna consume rip#and the rest of yall.. have some kinda different media literacy situation going on we went thru v different english programs i fear#😔😔#angie.txt#like i believe the boba fett girlies are right and on to something but i am simply not going down the mouse route on my own dime#so those recs are. moot#not a single trigun mention i dont think.. not vash or nick or i wouldve even given a pass to a shoutout for knives#some of u said kaz and i havent read the books but even just based on the tv series p sure i can respect that.#one i have to look into asap is whoever evan kelmp(?) is- whatever hes from im not familiar and seems promising.#izzy hands im so sorry. im fundamentally incapable of watching ofmd unfortunately i watched black sails first#wasnt aware it was going to ruin other pirate related media for me when i made that decision 😭😭#i respect the arcane shoutouts but i do think it's hilarious that no two of u called out the same character.#murderbot obviously#i just think some of yall are so close yet so far and i want better for us all so goddamn badlyyy#update: i checked and op seems to have been generalizing off of boba fett/wolverine/magneto etc and yeah that tracks#smbdy said john wick - more than one actually- and while i hear u i also invite u to consider:#that man's singular desire is literally to go back into retirement in peace all he wanted was a quiet night in a rocking chair w that dog..#i dont think id go so far as to say he wouldnt know what to do with a warm bed if he got it. or attach himself to sbdy attack dog style atp#ykwim#somebody said patrick bateman.. yall are just listing names atp. darth vader? kylo? all right pack it up folks
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Fuck it. I'm tired of keeping it a secret. I can't do it anymore. I've been lying to myself but no longer. It's finally time to admit..... I like Temporary Secretary by Paul McCartney
#the chorus hypnotized me ok#temporary secretary#paul mccartney#mcartney II#guilty pleasure#i went from lmao wtf to ok but this is kind of a banger#classic rock#the beatles
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tbt - versaemerge - redesign me // i would like to apologize to versaemerge personally for not assuming that their debut album would hold up nearly as well as it did
#i listened to this album a few weeks ago after getting broken up with lol#probably hadnt listened to it in a decade minimum but versa were my favorite band for a time when i was 12-13#they were really different from all the pop punk/emo bands in their scene though they always had a taste#for different lyrics and for a much more experimental sound than a lot of the safer bands like atl or hey monday#lost tree is a hell of an album closer that one was really classic rock of them tbh#i didnt get it when i was 12 lol#album medleys just didnt mean anything to me yet at that age#i should check out sierra's new band#one last thing about versa tho#bassist devin said in a blog post i think after versa left fbr and went independent#he believed the only reason fbr really wanted them was to keep them from being competition w paramore#.....yeah i think he really hit the nail on the head w that one. a lot of labels wanted them#and they offered a sound the other female fronted bands didnt have--or other bands in the scene for that matter#the label did them so dirty i cant believe this was their only lp rip#song rec#versa#versaemerge#fueled by ramen#tbt#emo#fixed at zero#shut up kaily#q'd 8/6/2024#Youtube
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Connie brings Mental Illness to Cleveland, Ohio 🙏🐾✨️
#wOW. WOW. THIS WAS A COOL BIRTHDAY WOW. 🥹🥹🥹#yES guess what totally non-controversial place i went to on july 20th.......#I JUST WANTED TO STAND WHERE MY ANIMAL FRIENDS STOOD... TOUCH THEIR SIGNATURES ..#STARE AT A TOUR PROGRAM I MYSELF ALREADY OWN BUT FEEL VALIDATED BY THE FACT THAT AN ASSOCIATION OF ROCK HISTORIANS#FIND THIS BAND SO IMPORTANT AS TO IMMORTALIZE THEM FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!#aaaAA watching their induction video while there was sooooo surreal..... love seeing alan talk about eric in that special way he does <3#getting gender envy from myself looking at these photos and then i'm like 'cONNIE. YOU ALWAYS DRESS LIKE THAT!!!'#and i'm like yAaaaAAY I LOVE BEING A SILLY ANDROGYNOUS SHE/HER BUG DRAGON WHO LOVES ANIMALS#the signature photo is my favorite aaaa shout out to my mom and her husband for helping me with the staging of that 🙏🙏🙏#too bad they didn't have any animal-stuff in the gift shop 😔😔 i got a jhe biography because they are awesome and Chas b u t#PLEASE PUT MORE ANIMALS IN YOUR STORE. PLEASE. JUST A STICKER OR SOMETHING#the animals#classic rock#60s rock#eric burdon#alan price#hilton valentine#chas chandler#john steel#things i said today#connie please don't forget to reblog this on your animals art blog#okay connie
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tbh i dont even know if i like concerts ive been to 1 and it was an arctic monkeys when i was a freshman in highschool. i was just like "okay that was fun. 🙂" after the show. like i dont even remember the setlist i think they did pretty visitors, but thats it. i think the orwells opened for them and am was late lmao
#im not friends with the person i went with either whomp whomp#and while i listened to them cause my friend liked them i still liked them along with the other indie shit like mgmt tho drowners i didnt#care as much for uuuhhh i wish i remembered the other groups she was obsessed with other than classic rock#lmao i went from tumblr indie shit to brockhampton/rap to kpop as a kid it was top40+jpop/vocaloid
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"Don't worry," Dorian assured her with a smile. "I've, uh...I've already taken the liberty of...filling him in on the plan."
Honestly, even if he hadn't, Beau-clever, observant Beau-would have figured it out in no time, he was sure. The head butler of the Gracey family, in many ways, knew Dorian better than he knew himself (and considering how long he'd known Dorian, how much time they'd spent together as the young master grew up, he should), and so when Dorian's attitude went from somber and quiet to bright and excited, he immediately knew something was afoot.
"Granted, he doesn't know all the details," he admitted with a small shrug. "He doesn't know about your time travel, or our afterlives as ghosts, haunting the manor, for instance...but he does know about our plan to escape with Lizzie and Randall, and he was very keen to help in any way he can, as well as come along when I asked. Lizzie's going to talk to her mother this afternoon, and hopefully, she'll be joining us."
It thrilled him to know that Beau would be coming with them-honestly, he couldn't imagine starting a new life in California without the man he considered more of a father figure than his own father, nor could he imagine the lives of his and Elizabeth's future children being without Beau, who wouldn't be a butler in their new home, but instead a part of the family, as he always was in Dorian's eyes (even if his parents thought otherwise).
#((i volunteered to help out a farm worker's union! they do all sorts of stuff for farmers in my state))#((everything from helping them when it comes to legal matters or getting food or supplies or other things))#((so on saturday i was helping assemble backpacks for back to school))#((as well as helping carry out groceries to people's cars; since we were also having a food/clothing drive))#((so all in all it was a VERY busy but very successful day! it's important work))#((especially since my grandfather was a farmer who rode the rails and worked wherever he could))#((so it's a good cause to be a part of!))#((and knoebels reminds me a lot of the amusement park i always went to as a kid; called 'oaks park'!))#((it's our local yokel amusement park outside of the big city; i spent a lot of birthdays there))#((when i was growing up! and hey; solidarity on the tilt-a-whirl; that's one of my favorites too!))#((for me; it's either that or the 'rock 'n roll'; which has all these classic cars lined up in a circle))#((that goes around forwards and then backwards that are my favorites! i'm not a fan of heights either))#((so needless to say i'm not keen on roller coasters either; so i much prefer ones low to the ground!))#((like i said; i spent a lot of birthdays there growing up; and i've still got a lot of fond memories of it!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Days of Future Past
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I apologize that this will probably be my at least third or fourth time posting this song, but I realized something while listening to this song just now:
"It went so well for you With a place right where you wanted And the ones to fill it, too But some blows break the spell That it hits you every day Until you need to hit as well
It’s just a shadow of the man you should be Like a garden in the forest that the world will never see You have no thought of answers only questions to be filled And it feels like hell"
By putting this verse before this chorus, he's obviously relating everything in the first verse to the main subject in the chorus...in this case, speaking to men and masculinity as the main subject. And what I, strangely, just now realized he's saying with the chorus acting as a reply to the first verse, is that it doesn't have to be that way - "It's just a shadow of the man you should be" means, particularly regarding the cynicism of the latter half of the first verse, that such daily violence (some justifiable, he suggests with "But some blows break the spell/That it hits you every day/Until you need to hit as well") should not be equated with masculinity, and equating the two should NOT be the norm.
He seriously, so seriously, said 'Fuck your toxic masculinity, WE SHOULD BE BETTER THAN THIS.' 😭💗 Of course, with the line "You have no thought of answers only questions to be filled/And it feels like hell," he's obviously also saying 'I have no idea how to fix this, though, but hey, AT LEAST I'M ACKNOWLEDGING IT.' True that, man.
#fwiw he was saying the same thing about toxic femininity too btw in the second verse and chorus.#STUART ADAMSON SAID FUCK YOUR MOTHERFUCKING TOXIC GENDER ROLES 😭💗#the funny thing is I never anticipated him or the band to...be like that. all I ever knew was 'In a Big Country' and I didn't think#'oh yeah this band of all men from the '80s is totally anti toxic masculinity/sexism/racism/imperialism etc.' and that's why#I'm gonna listen to them. no I JUST SHOWED UP HERE OKAY? TO FIND THAT THEY WERE ALREADY LIKE THIS. I...yeah. ;-;#I'm just grateful all right. the bar is low but they met it...and actually tbh I think they went AT LEAST a bit above it too.#while I wish the song was more musically interesting (tbh it's KIND OF boring) I did just think...you know what...maybe sounding so#pop-oriented was a good thing considering the lyrics and what the song is ultimately ABOUT. it's a song of hope despite ALL its cynicism#I'm emotional now okay I love this band thanks bye#Big Country#music#classic rock#MY JAM#Spotify
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ayyy i have one of those too
For all my aro and aspec buddies:
Here's the link to my no romo playlist, in case you feel like listening to songs that have nothing to do with (or at least dont remind me of) romance, sex, or any of that shit
Happy valentines day lmao
#i had it queued to post later today but ayyy#might have to check out some of the songs on yours cuz i'm always on the lookout for more nonromantic songs#update: AYYY we have songs in common#and then some others of them i might have to add to mine if that's cool w you#some of em don't pass my overly tight standards of what is nonromantic enough to go on the playlist or can't go on for other reasons#(but are still good songs. i approve.)#and some i have not listened to before and am interested to check out!#tho i don't have spotify on my phone so that'll be a task for the laptop later lol#also. i like the cohesion of your playlist. seems like a solid transition between pop and classic rock and soundtrack and such#meanwhile mine is like. i gave up on trying to make smooth transitions and went. fuck you ur goin directly from nightwish to jimmy buffett#my music taste is a clusterfuck AND some of the songs were crowdsourced from friends and followers#and i am so so bad at organizing things into a nice cohesive order. so i just leaned in to the Chaos
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Man, I love attending rock shows….
#just got back from one#people went crazy#amazing#rock music#80s rock#classic rock#hard rock#rock shows#good vibes
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what if the strawhats had different roles on the ship⁉️ i swapped everyone’s roles except for luffy because i can’t imagine him being anything but the captain
these are loose redesigns since their canon designs don’t really read as their roles all that much to begin with. some extra doodles and ideas for this in the cut !!
nami, vice captain: i took a lot of inspiration from her beta design!! canon nami already bosses everyone around so she fits right into the role. she wields an extendable staff (usopp still makes it for her); she lost her arm over the time-skip like how zoro lost his eye. i LOVE drawing cargo pants and boots, so she ended up with a sorta bottom-heavy design. frankly it’s probably not her style but i like how she looks
zoro, the cook: my foolproof logic is zoro uses swords = good with knives. he does not use katanas to cut produce however, just normal knives. i was trying to go for “sweaty ramen guy” with the towel around his neck. the majority of the shit he cooks would probably be drowned in alcohol. he also wears his bandana the majority of the time now!! it completes the ramen guy look
sanji, the sniper: i also took inspiration from his beta design for this!!! he has guns!! and perfect aim of course. i was going for more of a mafioso look so germa 66 would be like, a mafia organization on top of all the other villain shit they already do. he has two guns but i didn’t draw a holster bc that’s annoying🤞 he lights his cigarettes with his guns. how would that even work? don’t ask me
usopp, the navigator: his artistic talent lends itself to creating perfect maps! he also still tinkers, making nami’s staff as well as having a specialty for compasses. he uses a slingshot still (no perfect aim we gotta nerf him) and shoots weather-related projectiles. his goggles serve as binoculars, they can zoom to several different distances. i drew him in his zou outfit purely bc it’s my favorite one
chopper, the helmsman: he would predominately use heavy point while maneuvering the wheel. i changed his hat up to look more like a sailor’s cap, with an anchor symbol instead of an X. to be honest i don’t have much else bc helmsman doesn’t bring much to my mind :(
franky, the musician: ROCK N ROLL BABY YEEAHHH come on his stage presence is unmatched. he’s still a cyborg, he has instruments all over his body like apoo does but they were installed manually. his personality changes depending on what genre he’s playing but rock n roll is his default B) (ex. classical calls for a refined gentleman)
robin, the shipwright: her devil fruit gives her as many helpful hands as she needs! she developed nami’s arm (definitely installed some random shit she did Not ask for). she has a robot mecha that she’s able to pilot all by herself using clones. i changed her orange sunglasses to goggle eyewear
brook, the doctor: the irony of being nursed back to health by a literal skeleton 💀the irony of being the doctor of the rumbar pirates yet being the only survivor, saving no one from the poison 💀 i went for a plague doctor look! IM VERY HAPPY WITH HOW HE TURNED OUT i was really tempted to give him the plague mask too, but i feel that would’ve changed his appearance too much compared to the others
jinbei, the archaeologist: the shape of this man demands a little pair of round glasses on his face. he’s an intellectual i tell you!!! plus still a fishman karate master. the history of joyboy and fishman island being so intertwined is how he developed an interest in history
#i would love to make more doodles of this but i don’t have the time nor energy rn oops#one piece#art#ei98 art#one piece usopp#nico robin#one piece fanart#franky one piece#nami#monkey d. luffy#roronoa zoro#sanji#one piece brook#one piece jinbe#tony tony chopper#role swap au
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I added two more!
Jack’s sister
Spirit of the woods
Happy Holidays! I made playlists for RotG characters (even minor characters from the books)
Jack
Bunny
Pitch
Sandy
North
Tooth
MiM
Kathrine
Nightlight
Emily Jane
Ombric
Kozmotis Pitchiner
Lady Pitchiner
Shadowbent
Lermantoff
#Should I do one for Jamie? I feel like a Jamie playlist would slap but I also have no idea what I’d put on there#I feel like I almost got every character.#Out of the movie characters i got most named characters#just not the 7 kids or the named minons (baby tooth and phil) or human adult characters like Jamie’s mom or Jack’s mom#but I feel like those would end up being very inspired by fanfic (which isn’t the goal) bc they don’t have much characterization#and I don’t have a certain vibe or headcanons which I used to put together for the playlists for minor characters I did include#For the books I don’t have a lot of the minor characters (kids/minions/antagonists) which is a surprising amount of characters.#The 3 biggest characters I don’t have are Mr. Qwerty and twintender and the monkey king#thats it i think. I don’t see much reason to make a 20 song playlist for a lot of these characters#maybe Jamie I see the most reason in but the others? Maybe for a ‘I’m writing this character in a fanfic so here’s a playlist’ kinda vibe#But not for a playlist for playlist’s sake. Too little characterization and too little headcanons.#Maybe baby tooth is more likely than like petter from the books but I still have no idea what songs I’d even put there#If anyone asks me to do one for the monkey king I’d do it but ONLY if someone asks me to#I do not like the monkey king [stinky bastard man (derogatory)] and even tho it’ll vibe bc my music taste is immaculate I would struggle#I’d also have to put a disclaimer that it’s not Sun Wukong. Bc they’re very different characters with the same title.#Also I do edit the playlists. I went through them and replaced some songs I didn’t really like anymore recently#I don’t do it a lot but if I find a song that fits perfectly or I don’t like a certain song anymore or#one of my favorite artists releases a new song. I’ll change it. It’s not very frequent but I do it#Just a heads up just in case someone is a bit confused about what happened their favorite song in the playlist#Jack’s playlist almost has 500 saves and I’ve changed his around the most. Whoops#I’m trying to make them be more coherent which is a bit hard bc my music taste is all over the place#like why’d I put indie next to classical next to classic rock next to jazz?#bc I love all those songs and they remind me of blorbo but god the shifts are a bit disorienting and it’s a tad unorganized#Maybe listening to Metallica after Nat King Cole is a vibe. Whose gonna stop me besides myself and a desire to organize
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Was talking with my therapist about music awhile ago and when I played him some of my favorites he was like “this reminds me of a band a friend of mine listens too, you should check them out” and recommended a song. I wasn’t really feeling that specific song when I listened to it later but while going over some bands I had only added one song of to my big playlist (to see what albums they were on and check those out) the band he recommended… it was already on my list. Before I even talked to him about it. I had one of their songs on my big playlist of favorites and I didn’t even realize it. I am just so bad at remembering bands and my playlist is so long that I totally missed just one song during a conversation. Especially since we were talking about my favorite ones and how many of those band’s songs were on that playlist. The band he recommended was already on the massive playlist of songs I’ve encountered and enjoyed. Smh. Next time I have an appointment im totally telling him this before I start laughing.
#emma posts#we were talking about it because I mentioned that music (especially my favorite bands) really helped ground me when I would start to have#a derealization event#a thing that has given me panic attacks (and come during one)#and those panic attacks can Lea to seizures if I don’t get my brain back on track#this was made extra fun to me because a day or two before#I had been scrolling through the goth subreddit#and they had a poll about the best classic band#and I was like ‘I’ve been listening to a lot more recent and obscure stuff. I should check the old ones out)#but I already had one song from one of those bands that I liked#I had just been too distracted by some foreign goth bands at the time I found it#I didn’t even know they were a big deal until over a year after adding the song#I went almost if not two years without realizing I already had a classic band’s song on my massive list#I laugh about it while also groaning at myself#this isn’t even the first time it’s happened#it’s just the first time with classic got#*goth#the other time it was punk#I really just like rock#some like alternate pop or whatever too#but mostly rock#I like music and listen to so much that this keeps happening#I like music but have no idea about a lot of things specific to genre subcultures#i just kinda like a lot of the music and subculture so I find it hard to keep track of the details#if I could actually read music notes I would totally play an instrument#but every time I got classes growing up (just normal ones) I couldn’t for the life of me get fluent in them notes#especially with singing#I ended up just listening to the others and copying it#I couldn’t understand how the dots were noises for my mouth#I could listen and copy but not read
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my performance review was good but my boss said I should consider “opening up” to the team because I’m very reserved, but “they all want to get to know [me]” like. you want me to tell these people my trauma— that’s the example she used— but these are the same people who have made plans to go out with everyone on the team, except me, in front of me. i will not be socializing with them, thank you.
#personal#and everything I open up with turns into a pissing contest or some bullshit about how could I know that when I’m So Young#me to one trainer when I tried opening up: I have epilepsy#that one trainer: well I faint a bunch sometimes and it’s really embarrassing and a problem for me#that’s almost word for word how the conversation went#one time I said another coworker should play Def Leppard and he said that I didn’t know who that was#I said I did and he told me I was ‘too young’ and didn’t listen to classic rock#that coworker is five years older than me and I’d interacted with him twice.#like. what the fuck lmao#I will not be opening up sorry#another coworker and I have been working in the same shop for the last two weeks and she has changed the subject whenever I walk in a room#or goes really vague: you remember that one person from the location I was telling you about?#it’s a no from me#but I’m not about to tell my boss they’re hanging out w/o because 1) I don’t want to hang out w them#2) im not getting pity invites#3) she can’t control their outside time so at most they’d just stop doing it in front of me#I just can’t tbh#there’s one coworker I fuck w and that’s it
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