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smoosnoom · 2 years ago

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“Okay,” Mike echoes. “So, I was – thinking. We should sleep together." Will, for some reason, still looks lost, but he looks cute – sweet, like that, pink cheeks and eyes wide and glossy and the slight furrow of his eyebrows like Mike has given him something outlandish. “I,” he starts, “don’t understand.”

Mike proposes a sleepover.

Unsurprisingly, no sleeping is done.

#hello again .#i was literally supposed to have this out hours ago BUT SUDDENLY everyone decided my house was the number one hang out spot . so #anyway ! now its here . and i can rest #knowing everyone will read this and forget abt me in the next two days #everyone except my Friends . im kissing all of u .#ok anyway #onto the tags . why do i always stall for the tags oh my god #byler #byler fic #byler fanfic #umm #mike wheeler #its his pov !#will byers #ok well thats all .#hope everyone likes it Smiley emoji #unless u hate it #which . fair . but pls be nice to me #i wrote thsi in a haze i dont remember half of it ill be real with u #and then i was editing and i was like What is this . who said this . where was i .#um anyway #OK ENOUGH . why do the tags always get out of his hand like this #ok byebye for real now !#magic

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blae-kitta · 8 months ago

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Zoro 🐯 Process:

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One of the first attempts at sculpting the boy; the head was later altered quite a bit and the legs entirely scrapped, and the torso bulked up shaking my shoulders feverishly: we need to properly represent his 110 cm bust and what we have isn't cutting it. Scabbards were made (which survived till the end!) and the original clay swords were made by this point.

New torso and legs give (hallelujah), as well as the loops and holes for the ears (such finicky small work, fuck me) were made. Holes were first made with straight wire and dried before the hoops were gently (and with swearing) inserted through.

Clothes added, also with swearing as the clay dried and stiffened faster then I wanted to and made it hard to get nice folds. Scarf was re-made and smoothed later.

Scabbards added! Immediately drops it and breaks a piece of it off. I've glued multiple bits of the scabbards back on the flimsy bastards. He remained armless for a good while. A Venus on the shelf by my desk...

Because the clay sword (after a good hour of tender focused work) would IMMEDIATELY would break upon the lightest touch, annoying me to no end, one evening was like God I wish I had actual metal to use instead wouldn't that be cool, and then was like OH! I COULD DO THAT! So the metal is actually cut from the tin of a cat food can, straightened and sanded., as seen in photo!

The blades hilted, before placed in capable hands

ARMS! and the sculpting is finished. Onto painting!

First layers of paint on various parts; I generally paint via colours I'm using at the moment (ie, greens in this instance)

More layers laid down. I generally go for shading in rules of three (main colour, lighter, and darker hues) and apply them at different opacity of acrylic. Adjusted the green since I found it too pungent. Once the fur tones were finished I gave him his stripes (cue me searching up loads of photos of tigers and tiger fursonas to see how people have done the stripes. Did you know depending on the area they are from they have different face shapes and stripe patterns? Fascinating stuff)

Finished project! Last layers, and highlights where added, adjusted the eye and fuck-ups re-adjusted. Dropped and had to reglue things. The gold is actual gold leaf I applied using a glue you paint on but that was a bit of a whole mess and took a long time, and doesn't go on very flat on very not-flat surfaces... (Who would have thought...) In the future may instead use gold paints for metallics.

Here's also the link to the post of more photos of him finished!

#one piece zoro #roronoa zoro #zoro #op zoro #zoro figure #op figures #hugin scribbles #hugin sculpts #hugin wip #op fanart #one piece #furry art #anthro #furry #tiger zoro #not sure if people find this interesting but i do so. BEHOLD MY PROCESS #i have like zero knowledge on actual sculpting of figures. i just do it and go well. sure that works #should watch some doll making vids or something to pick up better techniques. hm #theres something so clean and nice about the non+painted versions. pure #god when i firsy put down the green i was like. oh this looks SO much like someones unrealistic lime green tiger fursona #muting the tones a bit helped with that. and the stripes #was a bit annoyed with the stripes at first cause i was like oh no thats too realistic but i think it looks good that way #not pictured is me swearing while working on his fucking earrings #theyre brass wire with the caly and holy shit the clay is so finicky when its that small. the length of time it took to do them.#did them like three times separately and then also LOST ONE and then had to also apply the adhesive for the gold foil and the gold foil #never again for something that small.#but at the same time oooo fuck yeah onto the next project. that hopefully WONT take me like 8 fucking months

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skunkes · 6 months ago

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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day #how they're already memories since moments pass so fast #everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever #and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed #it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily #so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day #ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been #the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief #and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately #id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again #like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night #one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys #i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i #hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day

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ickmick · 9 months ago

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hey guys whaddya know i drew the silly some more (as mentioned at the end of this long thread as i relisten to the series)

post worms/start of s2 design lets go 🎉

decided its in a small half ponytail now bc i can (buns are hard to draw yall...) but there's a fee more sketches under the cut so :3

shameless link to my jonmartin drawing

i also posted these drawings to twitter yesterday

me? putting an obvious eye detail because i cant help it? nnnooo.... (yes)

also excuse my photo taking skills im still working out the settings on my camera and what cropping is best so erm...

itll probably forever be my curse that i can crunch out traditional drawings but then not be able to photograph them, meanwhile i cant manage to finish up digital stuff that doesnt need photos to be taken 😭 /hj

anyways! he looks so very tired and its extremely fun to draw LOL hes a deranged little wet cat fr <3

i uhhh actually dont have much to say this time around so thats... thats all hshsjsjs bye

#ive also drawn the next big drawing but ill hold onto that for now thank you very much :3 #i also just want it to be in a seperate post loll #i love him and his grumpy face #half of this is actually from the day i listened to the prefinal episode of s1 #but my brain was running on empty and i couldn't figure out the words #the other half is from last night where i was still eepy so oops!#(well. now. but when this posts itll have been last night so... semantics...)#im a big heavy handed but ive been working on it so thats nice #anyways uhh tags grr...#jon sims #jonathan sims #tma #the magnus archives #tma fanart #thats all i think-??#wait also #ickymicky #there we go #ty for stopping bye you may resume girlbossing

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josecariohca · 1 month ago

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#ya know.#after having spent about a month and a half in são paulo with my grandparents i can now confidently say that im ready to go home #and thats not brasil's fault at all and is instead a reflection of who my grandfather is as a person #i love him. i love both my grandparents. but with my grandmother at the stage of alzheimer's shes in he just doesnt have patience #to help her the way she needs. and hes been very very happy to put all of that onto me. EYE give her all her medication.#EYE make sure she bathes. EYE make sure she eats. EYE make sure she stays hydrated (somehow the hardest part of it all)#and theres been multiple times. including about an hour ago. where she says something to piss him off and send him into a shouting fit #and its just so beyond counterintuitive and unhelpful. like shouting and bitching and whining isnt helping anyone #and im ready to pass this responsibility to my aunt after being put into a situation no one warned me about #i was never told my grandmother had deteriorated to this degree. i was never told my grandfather's temper was getting worse.#i was just. never told. and while ive had an incredible time meeting family and seeing things ive never seen before #and enjoying what is the last time i will ever get to do something like this with my grandparents #im also really happy to go home next week. im going to miss brasil so much and ive enjoyed every second ive been here #but im ready to not be the mediator anymore. im ready to have a room to myself again. to not sleep in a cot thats literally (LITERALLY)#1 foot away from my grandparents' in this itsy bitsy hotel room #im ready to not be the sole person shouldering all this responsibility. a responsibility i wasnt warned about in advance #and i hope my father can bring me back to brasil next spring like he says he will so i can see rio. god i HOPE.#anyway. the weather is gray and gloomy today and im feeling a bit maudlin about it all #i hope everyone is well and i miss you all. im sorry for not answering the messages i have. things havent exactly been the easiest lately.#i love you all ♥️ and happy sunday #personal

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fruitycircus · 1 year ago

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btw if there's a slim to none chance of the next nintendo console getting teased at the direct i'm gonna say a hot take

i do not care for the idea of the switch 2

#is it likley? yes ofc #im fully expectibg some type of followup a la what the 3ds is to the ds #but i feel like so many people are betting on it to be an acutal gaming powerhouse w 4k 65 ffps 170 kiloflops etc #but thats really not nintendos pace #nintendo has a see a need fill a need thing. they make a silly gadget w a cute gimmick or two that isnt ridiculously powerful #but it takes full advantage of its limitations #even if it gets overlooked as time passes it brings something thats at the very least different from the average console #its not big n strong but its memorable at least. and i like that #and also im just of it. if i hear one more 'the switch 2 will be the most powerful ever!' im gonna smash something #again #a switch successor makes a lot of sense #but i feel like this would be time nintendo moves onto the next gimmick of the decade #wheres your whimsy #also i completely forgot to mention abt nintendos intended audience. most families / kids probably dont care about specs so long as the-#-games are entertaining and good #n the price of have the biggest and best hardware would not fit in well w that #i should write an essay. that is all #nintendo direct

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quietwingsinthesky · 3 months ago

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im going to lay here and think about pond family cuddle piles until i fall asleep

#and i shall paint u a picture before i go. ahem.#one must imagine of course that rory is the natural foundation of the cuddle pile #he is not very squishy or padded well for laying on but he can sit still for long periods of time. which is not a skill 2/3 of the others #have and to be honest river only Arguably has it when she knows she’s getting something out of it at the end #so rory is the foundation whom all others lay on top of #and once he’s down amy is too and she is going to sprawl all over on top of him if the doctor doesn’t claim some space quickly. she will #take all of the rory for herself. she is greedy and also wants to be comfy.#amy pond face squished into her husband in a way that should make it impossible to breathe and with her arms and legs all tangled around him #in ways that should not be comfortable and yet. rory is used to this. he likes it.#i think eleven cuddles like dogs do when they get on the couch with you and your lap isn’t free so they sort of lay next to you and push the #their back up against your side as hard as they can and stretch out and sigh. and eventually wiggle their head into your lap anyway.#thats how eleven snuggles. belly up and paws out. if he can wriggle under amy’s arm where she’s got it hooked around rory? even better #and then river. and river’s the hardest to get into the cuddle pile for many Many reasons but. i think there’s a foolproof way the three of #them have found how to do it. and it involves first the doctor flopping on top of amy and rory and looking so so cute and cuddly and making #happy relaxed noises to tempt river over. and then involves rory scooching beneath the two of them to make it ibvious that there’s room for #river if she wants it. and then when she does get lured down with them. its amy who finds her and squirms over closer to hold her. eyes shut #pretending she’s asleep and doesn’t know she’s doing it.#river’s never at ease at first but she has to let herself. the doctor moves to lay more of his weight on her as well as rory and ground her.#team (family) effort to get river to let her guard down completely and relax.#in the most normal family way ever aksjfkfjskd which is why amy is clinging onto her like River’ll disappear if she lets go #nornal family. normal cuddling. i think they all pet the doctor like a puppy while theyre doing this

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love-fireflysong · 3 months ago

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'man I'm so tired from that Metallica concert on Sunday I really should rest to try and recover both physically and mentally' I say as though I'm not practically vibrating in excitement cause I can't wait to build the Ikea wardrobe that was just delivered only this morning fhdjskshs

#holding off onto friday morning for that though cause thats my next day off and i wanna try and build and fill it in one day #im only tired until it comes to building things #then im all raring to go with my tools by side all exhaustion forgotten in the joy of building #this also applies to other things as well #like i just found out this morning when i was finishing work that the store layout is gonna be completely renovated in november #like moving aisles around and replacing shelving racks with new one renovating #and while relearning a whole new product layout is 🤢#just the idea if helping move product to its new home and possibly setting up the new planograms and shelves #has me excited #god i would be so good as that person who goes to help set up new stores but alas my lack of ability to drive kinda makes the whole #transportation and constant travelling a problem 😔

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orcelito · 3 months ago

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Actually we r at 6 months now without any major deaths in my life, which is great! That's the longest I've gone without any major deaths since last May! The second longest was 4 months between July and November last year. Wow !

#speculation nation #negative/#i mean not exactly but also. ya kno.#really i dealt with death after death in may july november and the biggest in february #actually i think my great grandma died within the span between july and november. but i wasnt close with her & dont remember when #so idk if id count that. if i did then the longest would be 3 months. between november and february.#all this is to say. wow what a Fucking year last year was huh #i still dont rly feel like i have much trust in people staying alive in my life.#but maybe im a bit less scared of even more people in my life suddenly dropping dead.#... then again now i apparently have something wrong with my liver. which i am still not happy about.#the only reason why im not dying of anxiety is bc i still feel relatively normal overall.#but i also just remembered how. well. 28 has Long been my unlucky number. and im turning 28 next year.#so ive been half convinced im just gonna die when im 28. bc thatd be just my luck wouldnt it #and like overall theres no real reason why i Would die at that age. but now theres something wrong with my liver.#and like ok i dont think it's liver failure. i dont have any real symptoms for it #and if it was an emergency my doctor wouldve told me to go to the hospital. probably.#but idk. my truest anxiety about it is that it could be something cancerous. or something.#and really i have no reason to suspect that specifically. it's just one of the potential causes for the enzyme abnormality we found #but bc it's not entirely off the table. well now my mind has latched onto it. and is like 'What If'#and ok i just now looked into possible liver diseases to try to calm my anxiety. with mixed success.#bc i found all sorts of liver diseases. including cirrhosis. which is irreversible damage.#im just clinging to the hope of the fact that my readings werent Too high... just.#every single one associated with the liver was high. which means theres Definitely something wrong with my liver.#and im kind of scared it's bc of my prior alcohol use. i wasnt an alcoholic but i did drink pretty regularly for a bit.#but also how unfair would it be for me to get a liver disease from that??? the most i ever drank at one time was 8 shots #which is a lot but there are some people doing that kind of thing Regularly. and they dont get liver disease???#regardless this has been extra persuasion to stay off the alcohol. especially until i know what's up with it.#heyyyy mr liver inside me i prommy i will take good care of u from now on. pls dont die on me 😭😭😭#see ok this is what happens whem i start to think. i get anxious. i just need to keep not thinking.#it's 10 pm i think thats a good time for sleepies

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feymarche · 2 years ago

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hes lincoln li wilson............. hes just twelve years old.......... two years ago he was just twelve plus two........ thirteen.............................

#talking tag #dndads #imagine your three friends are the only things you have left and you're so terrified of what would happen if they left #both in the sense of not having anything left anymore. and in the sense of not knowing how to confront those feelings #that destroying the anchor becomes a 50/50 shot between fear and love. and you manage to hold on to love #because nothing has driven you more than devotion and loyalty thus far. if you don't flail desperately to hold onto that then who ARE you #you don't even know what you're feeling anymore. how are you supposed to grapple with your identity if everything is stripped away from it #this is hard enough for a teenager who ISNT trying to save the world. who just wants to get everything over with #[with the least number of casualties possible both out of a sense of justice AND because your dad fucked you up]#AND THEN YOU GET A FIREBALL TO THE FACE NEXT EPISODE!!!!!!!!UAUGHGHHGH #i could write an essay about how well linc as a character embodies how anxiety functions in the face of trauma #I COULD WRITE SO MANY ESSAYS. SORRY FOR BEING A FORMER HOMESCHOOLED STUDENT WITH CPTSD BUT LINCOLN THATS MY GUY

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pinkseas · 8 months ago

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girls who have all their lives struggled with worthiness and have spent a solid decade convinced that they were undeserving of love fighting desperately to be good enough to be loved in any capacity by anyone at all, constantly failing constantly being left behind, when someone they dearly care for and genuinely trust just Very Casually tells them that they are easy to love

#diary time sorry this is kinda :// im just like. REELING #'damn shocked you into silence' GENUINELY YEAH 😭😭😭#like okay. okay. okay. okay. cool. take a belief ive held onto my entire life and flip it on its head with no effort at all. yeah thats fin #it feels SO silly to say im like Shaky bc of this but i have a whole ass complex built around it ive worked thru sm in therapy for years no #but this is one of the only things left that still (consistently) REALLY fucks me up and that i cant get through my head #and not for lack of trying its a work in progress if u will but. god.#genuinely one of the kindest things anyone has ever said to me i think this is going to live with me for the rest of my life #or at least for the next decade #u know when someone says smth or tells u smth and u just Never Forget It like its too meaningful for you to let go of?#whether good or bad?#this is obviously Very Good which is strange in of itself but also holy shit. holy shit. holy shit #and idk i try to surface level be. Like This? silly goofy kind etc? but to hear that from someone who knows me PRETTY damn well #and who i have sm respect for and put sm trust in #like okay. okay. okay .okay. okay. okay. yeah. sure. yeah. mmhmm. alright. cool. okay.yeah. alright.#one million explosions #alyalyoxenfree #cant decide if i want him to see this or not #thats always a weird moment of someone saying something genuinely life-changing and then its like oh shit #do i suddenly dump all this baggage on you for the sole purpose of making you understand how meaningful this is to me #or do i do. Not That. and simply carry on forever changed for the better

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stuffedsand · 11 months ago

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four and sixteen for milgram? :3

4- what was the last straw that made you finally block that annoying person?

Ok imma be real I've never blocked a person,,,,, I've blocked plenty bots tho

I've gotten reeeaaaallll close to blocking someone but like. I like seeing people's opinions even if I think they're unreasonable. It's a mix of a strange type of entertainment and kind of to keep me open minded? Cuz if I have to look at it and I wanna talk about it I gotta read it through in detail to make sure I'm reading them right so yeah I don't have anyone blocked 💥

16- you can't understand why so many people like _______

............ok I won't that theory because I have another ask that I'll do that for....

Maybe how some characterize yuno as just "girl boss" n not much else? Honestly jokingly it's totally fine but c'mon there's still a bit of girlfailure and inability to let others in there yk it'd be fun to talk Abt it more

Alternatively I do have things I don't understand about what people DISLIKE in this case es milgram I've talked to quite a few ppl (on disc mainly I don't think Ive seen it on tumblr much) who despise es and like!!!!! Bestie that's my silly lil guy you're talking about what'd they do to you!!!!!!!!!

I mean I understand why but also,,,,,they're just a lil creature man they're 15 and in a position of power with no memories of course they're gonna be a bit egotistic in this situation

#sand speaks #this is what i get for saying i dont get asks huh(joking joking it was a nice surprise to get asks hehe)#but yeah i dont block people! i dont like dojng that i need to see their opinions no matter how rancid i think they are!!!!!!!!#its enrichment its entertainment its expanding my horizons its morbid curiosity idk man #and yeah idk theres not a lot that i completely dont understand why people like things #like. i dislike purge march but thats personal opinion so i understand ppl who like it #i dont understand why people simp over characters but im aroace so no shit #idk this just made me realise how unopinionated i am haha #ph the yuno point is kinda moot cuz i saw quite a few ppl talking abt her character completely recently lmao #ah well i dont have much to talk about in terms of what ppl like. i can usually see why they think that way even if i dont #literature class has helped me so much i love literature #listening to others takes even if theyre kinda surface level or a reach. seeinf how others think and relating it to how you think.#its fun idk im being too poetic in tags onto the next ask so i can show you what i mean by akother ask tot alk abt the thing!!!!!!#oh incase you see this before i finsih writing my toher answer the thing is the organ harvesting theory. it always is. i will have a Time #have a good day if youve read this far!!!! i type too fast and tooooooo much for anyones good

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phagodyke · 2 years ago

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istg one of these days.......