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balkanradfem · 1 year ago

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So, I was throwing the trash out yesterday, and as I was entering the building, someone was behind me, also trying to get in, and I looked to see, and it was a woman in a buzzcut. She's insanely hot. She said 'hi, hi' in a very friendly way, and I was just, stumped, shocked, unready, so my brain just went blank and I ran away to my apartment.

The next morning I'm watering my plants on my balcony, at 6am, and the same woman with a buzzcut comes out of the building and, she's also throwing out the trash now. I'm staring at her with my mouth open, because she's the most attractive woman I'd seen in real life, and she turns around and looks directly at me, at which point I escape indoors. But then I'm also like, wait, I can grab my glasses so I can take a better look and I'll just hide behind the curtain, you know like a creepy person would, and I grab my glasses, and plaster my face to the curtain and she's staring at me, right through the curtain, like her gaze never went away from the place I escaped from.

My face turned red and I escaped, again, ashamed of my stalking attempt. If she's throwing out the trash in the morning then maybe she moved into the building? If that's the case I want to have an interaction with her, but I'm also not used to people looking that attractive so i don't know how to not have my brain melt whenever I see her. Is there a way to act normal and also not give in to the urge to escape on sight? Also is it fair from me to assume she might be into women just because she has a buzzcut? She does look incredibly incredibly attractive.

#she looks like she's my age or slightly older maybe #i don't wanna be weird i wanna know if there's another wlw in the building #help me i am going to keep running away or say something stupid #maybe she didn't even move in #maybe she just sneaked in there to kill someone and i caught her disposing the body #so thats why she kept staring after me #i need to be disposed of now #well then i might see her again i guess

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littlelightfish · 7 months ago

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I realized that Maizuru, despite being with Kabru's party for a while, still gets Holm's race wrong.

At first I thought it was kind of the joke of the whole thing. Calling Marcille a frog woman, Holm a dwarf, and getting Rin's name wrong. Holm looks tired, annoyed or maybe a bit embarrassed by this mistake. He's the only one who's background is not "explosive". Marcille's and Rin's are, and his is just plain, dark, and with those lines at the bottom. Why? Maybe for comedical effect. Probably because he's been telling her he's a gnome before this. Just like Chilchuck doesn't like being called a kid and people still call him that, Holm doesn't like being called a dwarf and people keep calling that.

It's not uncommon for people to mix those races, and since Shuro's party isn't the best with races (they don't even know Chil's a half-foot) they probably just think Holm is a wierd-looking dwarf. They probably hadn't seen any gnomes before. If it was Maizuru's first time seeing a gnome and calling it a dwarf, it could be understandable. But she's been with kabru's party long enough to realize that that dwarf is, actually, a gnome.

I think she doesn't believe Holm is a gnome, just like Marcille or Senshi don't believe Chil's an adult.

That's the face of someone who's tired of this shit. It's like when someone tries to guess your country just by the way you look. There's maybe a bit of ignorance at first, but I think Maizuru is deliberately deciding to not believe Holm when he tells her he's a gnome for the first time. And he's so done.

#holm kranom #my poor boy is being victim to fantasy racism yet again #why racism? i think its pretty obvious. trying to guess what he is by looks (from where someone is by looks)#i think its quite racist. because... idk its like when people doesnt believe a potatoe-white blonde blue-eyed mf is not arab or latino #like. not because you look one way means youre part of that group. and well. Dwarves and gnomes get usually mixed up by people who dont know #maizuru might not know shes being racist here but she is and holm looks so done because this has happend way too many times before #idk #i love how Kuy does her's worldbuilding so reallistic <3 #holm you can kill the lady if you please <3 #holm #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #holm dungeon meshi #he might be old enough to be mature about it but he's getting tired of this misconception and you can see it on his face #AOUGH #i might be reading a bit too much into it #but i think kuy does nothing just because and this cant be a coincidence #<3 #rin #rinsha fana #marcille #marcille donato #maizuru dungeon meshi #<- mentioned #btw on anime they dont show this #they just make this guy smile #my shit

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sysig · 3 months ago

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Maybe requestober prompt of soft?

Day 5 - Pile o' plushies

#My art #Requestober #Webkinz #Original #Tala #A whole big bunch of plushies! Everyone here is a plush! ♥#Or well I guess Embroidery (Floppy Eared Bunny) isn't she's a digital pet but everyone else is!#Tala lives on the same shelf as my Webkinz - or at least the one's that I've got on display #Some are still lost in the shuffle - specifically my horses for some reason?? What's with that #Sapphire (lilKinz Unicorn) at least makes some degree of sense since she's so small but I found Duke and Halloween!#(Which are the lilKinz Basset Hound and Oriole respectively - isn't it fun that certain birds were lilKinz exclusives hehe)#Of the group she's the only one missing tho - everyone else is here and now!#Got all the full sized 'Kinz on one side - Sugar (Googles) Fluffy (Pink Poodle) and Diamond (B+W Cat) were my first three <3 #Although lol I never got to play with Diamond digitally because her gift-giver wasn't familiar with the concept so got rid of her tag #Someday tho!#I've recently gotten back into Webkinz (again lol) and brought smol with me this time :)#It's been fun! Though it's had me itching to go shopping for codes and plushies again lol #There's one Webkinz that looks Kind of similar to Tala's plush form but I've never owned it so I opted to just leave her as herself #It might be fun to see if I could get that one and have her in-game haha #Webkinz are definitely her jam :) She's fully adopted Mimzy (Whimsy Dragon) as well!#I don't hold out a lot of hope of recovering my old account at this point but I would like to recreate my old cast if I can #Several are available in the eShop! Or at least aren't retired so #Plus the thrill of the hunt is fun >:3c #But just the thought of play is enjoyable ♪ Of the rest and softness hehe <3

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silentsockfeet · 2 months ago

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with the obvious addendum that act 3 isn’t out yet and we can’t form true opinions until the show’s officially done, i’m still really feeling like it could have maybe benefited from a third season. they’re hitting all the right plot points and those moments are full of really intense emotion, but everything in the middle feels so underwhelming in comparison and so much of it still feels rushed to me. idk

#arcane #arcane spoilers #i could kinda deal with it act 1 bc there was a lot to cover through the fallout after s1. but act 2 i'm reallyyyyyy feeling it #like dont get me wrong it's still so so so good #and i guess that's what makes it so much more frustrating #like you can see all the ways it can be just that littlest bit even better #but i guess if the biggest complaint viewers have about your show is that they want more then that already says a lot you know #anyway #it's the warwick / isha plot that bugs me specifically bc isha (love her to death) feels lowkey like a cop out #introduce a kid just to heavy push the 'cycle of violence' 'find your humanity again' character arcs only to kill her six episodes later #like EVERYONE was saying 'ive never seen a character so obviously created to die'#the subversive thing would be to have her live and show the cycle of violence is ending or something #but here's another broken kid killed by the system here's more proof that jinx is. well. a jinx.#idk idk idk #and warwick. i wanted so much MORE #heavily build up warwick all through act 1 just to have him die end of act 2 #we barely got to see him at full power.#we barely got to see him with vi and jinx.#we barely got to see him reckon with the man he was and the monster he is now.#we got next to nothing before he's just dead. again #and again those scenes hit SO GODDAMN HARD. THEY ARE GOOD. but they couldve hit even harder if they just had more time to flesh it out !!!!#but again again no act 3 yet so who goddamn knows at this point #they aint dead til we see the bodies and even then they might not be dead bc thats just how arcane works #but fuck i just wish we sometimes had time to sit and FEEL things before the next new thing starts #ok im done rambling i just had to say something somehwere because its driving me insane #my posts

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alongtidesoflight · 8 days ago

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i swear my stepdad is so illogical AND stubborn it hurts

#okay so strap in coz this is a wild ride #tl;dr we have been without heat and warm water for years and i mean literal years #because he refuses to pay off some debt he built up with the company #because he feels unfairly treated (let's not get into this. it absolutely makes no sense) by the company #so instead of doing the logical step of growing some balls and admitting he made a mistake and paying off his shit #he's been looking for a new supplier all over but the deal IS #that he's been doing this with a couple of places before and people are hesitant to even make him any offers #and you'd think that learning about THAT at least now he'd be like. idk willing to just pay off his debt and be done with it #but you'd be WRONG #now he's looking to just have our entire heating system replaced for the teeny tiny price of 25000 bucks #mind you his debt isn't even a THIRD of that #and obviously he can't afford those 25000 bucks #so what's his next step now you might wonder?#well good thing you asked. his next step is going off on ME for not paying towards the new heating he wants #and now that that's not working for him guess what he did next?#that's right. he bought shit expensive 'space heaters' that are pretty much just small little boxes that you plug into an outlet #and he swears up and down that they're going to heat up our house (it's negative degrees outside)#(it's obviously not working)#and genuinely. all i can think of is how much money he shoved into trying to macgyver this house into a house with warm water and heating #and how he blew off ten thousands of bucks he got paid when he retired within the span of two weeks #when this debt could have been paid off ten times over by now #so now you might be thinking. okay tiago. why don't you move out #good question you see. my mom is disabled and reliant on someone who cares for her #something that he can't won't and shouldn't do because the last time he sorta kinda tried she almost died and we had to call an ambulance #she wouldn't eat a thing if i weren't there to cook. the house would fall into disrepair if i wouldn't do maintenance all around #i've set up (functioning) heat in some areas she occupies and i've gotten a boiler going so she at least has warm water #i'm paying off their bills to make sure he doesn't skip on paying any others. i'm buying groceries for them because again they wouldn't get #any for themselves #and finally. i've offered to pay off his debt so that we can finally live like normal fucking people do #and guess what. guess WHAT. he just got mad at me for not adding money to that 25000 bucks pool for that new fancy heating he wants

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mostofthingsmostofthetime · 2 months ago

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Annie Cresta: *is played by a woman with only slightly wavy hair*

Me: Give me this or give me death

#again no hate to the actress #just as a book lover first the wild dark curls live in my head rent free #like white annie?#I'm down #asian annie?#i could see it #some other race for her?#I'm open to it #mixed raced annie?#tottally cool to me #but the hair?#that's just something my heart can't let go of #thg #the hunger games #catching fire #cf #mockingjay #mj #annie cresta #2 posts about in the span of like 5 seconds i guess i should have seen this coming #& well Finnick is such a great character that you can't help but fixate on him #& well i guess that was a gateway drug to getting invested in odesta & then later annie herself #I'm sorry i took the long route but don't worry my mermaid princess i see & appreciate you now & forever #sorry for getting rid of sandra oh but she’s a bit too old to play her (she probably would have slayed it when she was younger though)#& i wondered if it might confuse people #like i only used her picture for her hair not her #so i decided to use images of different women who seem to be a bit more age appropriate for the role

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staticymaticyyourlifeisatravesty · 2 months ago

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Finally made Lilith's mother, Amara Whitestrike. Yes she is blind, though she can see just not in the traditional sense. Sees souls more so then she does any sort of physical form. She met Sanguinius when he was moulting and rolling in the sand on Baal Secundus, where she had to try and stop herself from laughing at the sight of him. Gotta draw her eventually, this is just a mock up so I know what she generally looks like without falling into same face syndrome. Also she wears earrings made from Sanguinius' fallen feathers that he made for her :3

Thought it'd be cute since I have these two as having a very silly and cute relationship; it helps that she understands him and is pretty much the main thing that is convincing him he's not actually a demon. She tells him his soul would be far more twisted then it is. He doesn't ask how she knows this, but knows it's probably due to how she 'sees' the world. Apparently it's quite colourful, was able to see the Emperor despite his illusion when he came to Baal due to said sight. Of course by this time Lilith was also born, due to the fact she and Sanguinius knew each other long before the Emperor came along. Has very good hearing and a very good sense of smell. It was well known that she could hear a raven guard trying to silently pass her by. Apparently Astartes also have a very strong smell to them-

#Also I changed her lore from being a rogue trader to being a woman from Baal #She's technically a psyker since she can use pryomancy #It's her main form of defense actually #she just doesn't use it often because she doesn't need to #how this woman avoids the chaos gods is anyone's guess though again #might have something to do with the fact she literally can see souls #as a result this woman could take one look at the Sanguinor and tell people what it actually is #Does she though? Well she's dead by then so no #not unless she get mysteriously resurrected centuries later via warp bullshit #warhammer oc #Sanguinuis x oc #warhammer 40k #warhammer 30k #I just love the idea of Sanguinius making stuff for his beloved like a slightly more resourcful crow #Sanguinuis needs to be bird #They may have also become like this because of wing touching and accidentally getting the hormones going #woman has a hawk for a husband that likes bringing her shiny rocks #She's fine with it less fine with hawk husband's tendency to bring her giant fucking scorpions after Lilith is born #She understands why but does tell Hawk Husband that if he wants to bring her food and he can cook instead of hunting #Does Sanguinius know how to cook? Debatable

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evilkitten3 · 8 months ago

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one thing i really hate about being in A Program is that like. people will just up and disappear one day and you will never ever ever get to know what the fuck happened. you can't even say bye. kinda blows

#personal #vent post #like i do get it alright there's like regulations and whatnot and i more or less get what they're there for #but it does still blow #i've gone through. what four??? four or something. four case managers in like two years #the first and fourth i might just. never see again ever i guess #the third i see around sometimes we never knew each other too well tho #the second is currently my boss('s boss) so i see her pretty often #but yeah it's wild how people can just. stop being in your life #and you don't get to ask anything beyond ''are they ok'' and hope you can get some kind of affirmative

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monsterbisexual · 11 months ago

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feeling like im being driven to my execution (its a drs appointment)

#p #also thats a little dramatic but i do hate them so much #i was feelin like well ill be uncomfortable n miserable but its not the end of the world #buuuut then i remembered (TMI AHEAD U HAVE BEEN WARNED)#that last month ish when i was here for an actual concern (n agreed to this physical bleh)#i was told im overdue for another pap smear n like they cant force me into it ofc but i know its smart to do it #cuz i already have lots of anxieties abt what if i secretly have some disease or condition n im gonna die blah blah blahh #but last time it was so awful n i was like crying thru it cuz of the pain which. isnt normal #googling it afterwards i found ppl saying stuff like 'it might be weird n uncomfortable but not too bad'#so i was like well ok thats just me then i guess :/#n anyway i def think i have that condition called w/e cuz ive never been able to do any kind of like. anything in there #not like day to day its a huge deal but for this its not too fortunate :/#so long story short i remembered ill have to decide if ill let them do it again at this appt #n i was reading abt the process again n then uh oh crying -_-#omw now n idk what ill do tbh. def wanna say no but also idk i shld be responsible or smth #dies instead.#n anyway even if its just the super basic physical theyre gonna do ill still wanna become an incorporeal entity thing #hate it hereeeee (body)#its a PA im seeing who i remember being nice some other time i saw her so theres that at least #theyre gonna wanna weigh me tho i forgot that too jeez #i said no last time but idk. kms

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reestallized · 2 years ago

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I just completed Pokemon Scarlet 😭❤️

Although the Canon ending would take place within Violet as in Reestalverse

#and the uuh version exclusive stuff. idk how to deal with that yet i might have to discuss this with icy or someone else i know but #yes. both academies might exist. but the view of them depends on who was enrolled in which.#basically it's like if a student from Naranja academy went to Mesagoza they will only see students of their academy there.#as well as the academy itself. on the other hand.. they can't see anyone who enrolled into Uva academy or the academy that #said students go to. so like Uva academy students can't see Naranja academy students when they're in Mesagoza. so like.#for example (again): Arven. as a student in Uva academy RV-wise. and Nemona. as a student in Naranja academy RV-wise. can't see each other-#-unless they're outside of Mesagoza.#also i haven't specifically decided how Mrs Torres would die lmao. either collapsing from sudden head trauma effect or getting #attacked while doing so?? but then her 'ace' Pokemon goes up to the rest of the group who were looking for her after noticing that she was #missing when they went to the research stations due to her collapsing as mentioned earlier due to head trauma from that boulder #(somehow it only came into effect at the endgame thing but it still occasionally occured before that i guess and it only lasted for longer #each time.) anyway #pokemon #reestal wanted to talk #reestalverse #pokemon scarlet #pokemon scarlet and violet #not tagging anyone likewise #also don't mind the Pinterest screenshot

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bejeweledmp3 · 11 months ago

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tell me why i'm considering opening the doc and writing fanfiction during my lunch break. ON MY PHONE

#talking tag;#totp tag;#i've been meaning to make a tag for the fic so. there #ok if anyone is curious (probably not but like. i like talking about these things) i split the fic in sections in my head #so every ''kimberly finds her father in blah blah'' is a section and that's how i keep track of them #so chapter 1 had sections 1-3 and chapter 2 had sections 4-5 #and chapter 3 will have sections 6-7. it has to. for structure reasons #but section 6 is a very important one and she's at like. 8.5k words at the moment???? and i still haven't gotten to the last scene #OF THE SECTION. THEN THERE'S ANOTHER SECTION #which should hopefully be shorter (around 5k or less is my guess) because fewer things happen but. god #we're looking at a 15+k word chapter. if you're reading the fic hopefully you like long chapters cause!!! it'll be a long one!!!!!#also i am once again pointing out that if you're reading the fic and have absolutely anything to say about it PLEASE tell me #i love talking about this fic she's my child that i created. she's like a clay sculpture to me #i do mean to reply to ao3 comments but i'm shy 😭😭😭😭 but i reread them all a billion times and cry about them every time #i'm still thinking about the lengend that dropped that page long comment on chapter one. king (gn) if you see this i love you #when i reply to comments yours will be first. know that you have me and nat's infinite love forever and always.#truly i hope you like it and cand find peace in it. lord knows we all need it #well. anyways! i think i might edit the doc i'll see

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gender-euphowrya · 1 year ago

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old people really were raised on the idea that their descendants were just future caretakers for them and never fucking learned to think otherwise

#sorry grandma thinks i'm her therapist again #grandma takes everything i do for her for granted again #grandma overthinks literally every fucking aspect of her life and confuses the fanfic she made up about her relatives for reality again #like she's dead convinced nobody loves her and nobody does anything for her and nobody visits her and yadda yadda yadda #girl i can't be at your house every fucking day. i don't have a car. my mom's got a fucking job.#literally she never voices her god damn needs. she never says ''hey i need help with this'' or ''i'm not well could you do that for me''#we're just supposed to fucking use our telepathic powers we definitely have to Guess what she wants from us #and then when we don't succeed at that Easy Task it's our fault and she's so alone and nobody cares wah wah boohoo #and if you so much as breathe in a way that might maybe possibly indicate that you're a little bit in disagreement with her #or that you could potentially have some form of criticism or advice about her behavior she doubles the fuck down #you tell her ''calm down'' she hears ''SHUT UP NOBODY CARES YOU SHOULD JUST DIE''. those are definitely the same statement.#she fucking begged me to ask my therapist to start seeing her too. fucking 6-7 months later she's like #nooo i don't want to go anymore what's the poiiiiint #GIRL IVE BEEN GOING FOR 6 GOD DAMN YEARS.#IT TOOK ME 5 OF THOSE YEARS TO EVEN JUST -START- GETTING BETTER AND I WAS LESS DEPRESSED THAN YOU #IT'S NOT GONNA MAGIC AWAY IN 7 MONTHS !!!!#I'LL DRAG YOU THERE KICKING AND SCREAMING IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES BUT YOU'RE FUCKING GOING #*through gritted teeth* i love and care about you and want you to be well Stop getting in the way of me doing that

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saintlesbian · 2 years ago

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not me praying on the downfall of the bensons rn!!! of all the people for Nina to tell, I didn’t think she’d bring Martin into it????

#general hospital #pentababbles #sorry to be anti benson again and so blatantly pro nina like.#I’m glad the SEC consequences are coming back. I’m glad that Carly might actually face some kind of consequence #bc seeing her getting so chummy with Ninas daughter when she orchestrated events in such a way to keep nina from knowing the truth angers me #downside tho. nina is immediately going to regret it and the consequences are going to splash back on her HARD sorry.#Drew’s busy with the whole rescue mission rn so it’ll be awkward when he comes home and faces insider trading charges #Carly could very well karma Houdini her way out of this so that might leave the bag on just drew. if anyone at all #but also. the thought of Carly getting arrested mid wedding in front of her family well. that’s embarrassing 😅#like i don’t like Carly and I do want her to face some consequences but. a little worried how the kids r gonna react to her goin to jail #and like. nina you can kinda tell is regretting this decision bc she is gonna get in sooo much trouble with Sonny #I don’t want that to fuck with their relationship but. nina just can’t help herself in these situations #wish it could’ve been just another step removed from Nina tbh.#Tracy’s hatred of ELQ could come in handy maybe? or at least create some interesting family infighting #either way. nina number one babygirl 2023 rotating her in my mind rn #Carly good fuckin luck I guess. lol. lmao

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infizero · 2 years ago

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oh wait actually before i go to bed btw. ive had the most beautiful headcanon of aroace berdly appear in my head as of late and im never headcanoning him as anything else.

#before i joked about him trying to '''''reciprocate'''' noelle's crush and having a crush on susie as comphet and that hes rlly gay #but honestly. and this might just be projection. but i just rlly want him to be aro #same thing of these are not actual crushes just different end goal in mind LMAO #srry but just. 1) i cannot see him with ANYONE. and not in a ''hes just too Bad'' way i just. cant #and 2) him being rlly good friends with noelle and caring about her so so deeply but NOT in a romantic way #and being shit at romantic social cues and thinking that she has a crush on HIM #and then being like oh shit. well i rlly love her so i guess... i could have a crush on her? and thus the whole thing he talks about of #trying to reciprocate to make her happy but failing #and then right after the only other girl his age around at the time is like slightly nice to him #and he goes ''Aha! Now THIS is a prime seed for the beautiful blossom of love to grow! Surely I must have a crush on SUSIE!''#but spoiler alert. he is once again just lying to himself ToT #this is all real and true in my heart. god bles #serena.txt

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bar-les-coucougnes · 2 years ago

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you can really see a character's true nature shine when theyre under pressure

cant wait to hate krauss and rudolf's guts by the end of ep3