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valleymyristica · 2 days ago

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what would hazel and dev's favorite pokémon be? i highly doubt peri, cosmo and wanda know what a pokémon is, but you can say theirs too!

Hazel

_ Chespin _

Her first ever Pokémon game she played was X and Y, she played with Anthony on his 3DS. He let her make all the fun decisions and said Chespin reminder him of her. It's so cute! It made her so happy!

So, in their first game the player was Hazel, and the starter was the Chespin named Nut. That way, they together made, "Hazelnut"!

She really likes the normal colors of it, but she's always wanted to find a shiny one. It looks so cool! Especially when fully evolved. Though, she's unsure over if she would actually ever want to evolve such a special Chespin.

Oh, so many hard decisions

Dev

_ Umbreon _

The first Pokémon game he played was Pokemon shield, when that was new.

He was happy for it.

He got to route 4 and wanted to catch a Pikachu, but when he ran towards it, an Eevee popped up right in front. Making him loose the Pikachu.

At first he wanted to kill- faint it. Like revenge, but then when it was in the red, he thought, why not? If it was though enough to survive his attack, them maybe it could be a valuable member of his team?

So he made it a part of his team, named it "Survivor", not the most creative, but it fit.

It fit really well actually.

At one point he had sent it out like fodder, just spam sand attack until so he could prolong the inevitable. But, the moves, they kept missing, like they couldn't even touch his Eevee. It was pretty cool actually.

So, he actually tried to attack, he needed two more hits. Survivor was in the red, but so was the other party. If the attacks missed, he'd win, if they didn't, he'd lose.

He won.

He actually won.

He was so happy!!

It had been such a hard fight. He hadn't been prepared at all.

So, of course he was happy he won.

He was so happy he almost missed that Survivor was evolving.

It was pretty late.

When he saw it.

It was perfect.

Survivor looked so cool!

After that, Umbreon became his favorite and the more he learns about Umbreon the more he likes it. Just the simple fact that the yellow rings on it glows, it makes him happy. He likes to imagine having Survivor light up the room and helping him through the night.

Like his own special little night light.

Not- Not that he'd need a night light.

He's a big boy. He's strong.

It's just- It would be cool to have a real Umbreon by his side. Like, who wouldn't want a cool Pokemon by their side?

Winn

Is a hard one, feels like they would like most that one may consider "cool". Though, if there was a choice to be made, Archeops is a pretty good contender, along with Gigalith.

I imagine that their favorite generation would be gen 5.

Jasmine

_ Skitty _

I imagine she might have gotten an GBA or DS from a cousin or similar, with Pokemon dungeon, were she got skitty as her main. She can be a bit hasty at times after all. Her second favorite is Pikachu, as that was her partner

Peri

Well, Dev choose Umbreon, so it would only be fitting for Peri to choose Espeon. Plus, it's pretty purple, just like him. (No, it's not pink, you're blind)

Though, if he had seen the movie, then

Cosmo and Wanda

Well, nither of them really know too much, but they've seen some images of the creatures and they have pointed out some that they like.

For Cosmo, Politoed

It's just- Hard to say for sure, but it just called to him when he saw it and he decided right then and there that Politoed was his favorite. He has not relented yet, though, he does agree with Wanda that her's is pretty cool too.

Speaking of

For Wanda, Lurantis

It looked intimidating and when Hazel explained how hard it was for her to beat. She couldn't help but feel like it was a good one. Always nice to be able to give the kids a nice challenge.

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_ Jirachi _ It's so cute! And it is indeed important to think of wishes made For one day, they can't make any more And you just have to hope they're better than before

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ashoss · 5 hours ago

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mmmk cardea playing a somewhat larger role because she’s the only one who they might be able to talk to without splitting between her greek/roman self…. (did the fully one sided gods still cease contact w demigods? ermmm)

also yess the kids not even realizing they can’t contact the gods bc they’re all just thinking abt bruce…. mmmm tim thinks it’s a little too quiet but he doesn’t question it.

also the original plan of mortal tim only to accidentally make him the bridge between the two camps in the midst of a war….. ok..

and on steph and cj. my thought was cardea bringing steph to camp. idk in hopes of her possibly staying, but doing a tour explaining what she is, her power set, more about the gods (bc let’s be real she along w all of the batkids would have at least some knowledge on greek/roman myths, with what u learn on school and being bruce is close with motherfucking wonder woman (also thinking about how diana would fall into this world. would she come to the manor when the gods stop talking? is she aware of the divide? is she just as lost as the rest of them? who knows)

but cardea basically giving steph her intro into the godly world (well none of the other kids got that. i wonder if they wish it was something they had instead of figuring it out on the streets or through a giant mark above their head) i mean obvi steph would refuse the year round living at CJ, but it would be fun for her mom to pick her up, send her a pegasus for her to train with CJ’s equipment, for a bit, i mean she won’t be gone long. but cardea is the only god i could imagine doing something like this for one of her kids

but hmmm cassie and tim. i did forget for a second that the mist can also affect demigods and k was like CASSIE AND TIM IN CALIFORNIA MEETING OTHER DEMIGOD. but like. no i remember it being stated that if greek and roman demigods came across eachothers path the mist would hide them lol

ALSO YEAH like wtf bro IM in california… YOURE in california…

(kon, bernard, steph and jason al somehow managed to go be in the same room and tim is just. completely confused) could also be venus turning some emotions up lmaoo

if venus was there she would’ve found tim’s little thoughts abt jason grace soo funny

BUT YESS tim and steph deserve a little trip to CJ <3

i was trying to think which of the other kids would actually want to go to CHB but i don’t think any of them would? i would’ve said duke but he’s not a greek demigod, dick maybbeeeeee? (but bro ur pushing 30 what r u doing) maybe babs would be down to go for research? i think she would want to talk to chiron abojt stuff, maybeeee dionysus too. tim would bring steph to CHB after they go to CJ (didn’t they set up like a portal thing after the war? idk)

also completely out of left field but you know how Bernard was gonna be sacrificed by the Children of Dionysus cult?? I don't think it was explicitly stated in the comics what the sacrifice was for exactly (I don't remember seeing anything when I read it, but maybe i just missed it), but I've seen people suggest the idea the possibility that he would have been possessed by Dionysus. imagine if that was really the case in the PJO-verse, like the cult are some mortal fanatics who obviously don't know how the Greek gods work, but they're trying to summon Dionysus.

i'm just imagining Tim processing the whole affair later and ranting about it, and Venus with a glass of divine wine in her hand like "what's the big deal? you know, one time Bacchus and I-" "MOTHER!" like yea Tim knows that it's a god thing, it's been very well documented, but he'd rather not be dating his (*does the mental calculations*) first cousin once removed??? Who also slept with his mom??? "i'm just saying that he does this thing with his tongue-" "MOTHER PLEASE"

(boo, let her have this okay? no one's had any juicy drama lately, even the other bats' love lines have been so BORING. she needs something entertaining to liven things up. hm, actually, speaking of bats, maybe she could pay Batman a visit later...)

venus just. dropping the most diabolical tea that tim has NO desire to hear is soooo funny. and its not like he can get rid of her. like. ur gonna get rid of this goddess ???????

#the bat pjo au #ash’s ramblings

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djs-sideblog-for-pog-trains · 1 year ago

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Thomas and the magic railroad moment, when he appears on the magic railway behind lady and he goes "you found her! and she's beautiful!!!" <- makes me so so so emotional and i can't explain it bro

#tatmr #well actually i might be able to explain it more #you see... when Thomas first sees Lady? the Really Useful Engine motif comes ba- (gunshot)#dj rambles #ttte #look lady has her own theme and it's really cool but we only hear it in full and with full instrumentation when we first see her properly #(with her face)#augh. AUGH.

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hana-bobo-finch · 24 days ago

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Shoutout to this draft I made a couple hours ago when I suddenly had an epiphany for how I could fix a part of my story and I was so excited that the only way I could express it is to write whatever this is but I couldn’t post it because I didn’t have internet

also it got marked as mature for some reason

#mood honestly #OHHH OHH. WA #there is pure happiness behind those words #I don’t know if I’ll keep the idea that I came up with but it’s so much better than what I had before #ties up loose ends while also keeping it vague like I wanted mmmm #and the ending isn’t super depressing now!!! sort of!!!#it is Not final so I won’t yap about it just yet but #I think I might be able to give gourdie a somewhat happy ending….that is all I wanted…..yes…..#cause like damn at first she was just miserable by the end with no happiness in sight. which didn’t really match the rest of the story #cause it’s more so lighthearted even when there’s like. death and stuff #like. bad shit happens but it’s not an emotionally charged angsty story #if people do find it sad despite the jokey tone then all the better because that means I can have my cake and eat it too #but my point is simply that Gourdie’s ending did NOT match up with anything else #she was just left completely depressed by the end #BUT I CAN FIX IT. I THINK. STILL WORKINH IT OUT IN MY MIND #TRYING TO MAKE SURE IT WOULDNT RETCON ANYTHING PREVIOUSLY ESTABLISHED #perhaps it makes the ending a bit less impactful but who tf thinks I’m going for impact!!!#gourdie gets to mysteriously disappear too. as a treat.#and it also plugs that plot hole…yes….good…..#I’m just rambling at this point hey guys how ya doin #pdbc #not a pikmin post #more pdbc posts are coming cause I spent like 4 hours today writing #by that I mean like. 4 hours of just trying to fix the ending. but I kinda did it soooo #point is I rarely have scripts for certain sections and I now have a script for a sliver of a section so that’s a win #this is a huge wall of text uhhhh #I’ve been yapping about pdbc an unhealthy amount lately and I’ll never stop #my friend wants to know the lore as well so I’ll have to find a way to explain it all to her #< it’ll be easier for her to understand actually cause of reasons #anyway I’ll shut up now bye bye

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chirpychipslive · 4 days ago

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im so serious when i say you need to advocate for disabilities that you don't have too

#this might sound obvious but like #disability discussion online has become so individualised #especially with increasingly more wellknown/common disabilities #that i keep seeing people say that they're disabled advocates #but when you actually get into what they're saying they're only advocating for themselves #and i think its becoming a really big problem especially when you're also trying to combat stigma and misinfo from able people #i hope im explaining this well bc i said something a lot more poorly worded on twt relating to this #and someone called me a out a little and prompted me to go like #“ohh okay yeah i should probably explain this better”#disability

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melodyartist-blog · 2 days ago

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Well I have to say that I like moments like this because hearing other people's opinions and being able to have a discussion is something that I really like

(I'm really sad because I had written a pretty long paragraph, I think it took me like 2 hours to write it but in the end nothing was saved so yeah kinda of depressing, so I'll try to be quite brief)

I like Heracles (especially the one from Euripides' tragedy)because he is actually a complex character,as any greek hero he is not just a one dimensionsional good or bad.

A clear example of his feat of rage of this can be the killing of his music teacher who was killed after scolding him, and there we see this young impetuous Heracles who cannot control his own strength and is actually a danger but who slowly has to grow and control himself if you notice, the deaths are almost never ends in themselves, they are almost always triggered by something, whether it is for madness or for a wrong done to him, but immediately afterwards he is sorry and fixes it in some way, not remaining unpunished. Obviously many of these could have been resolved in a diplomatic way but that is precisely the point, Heracles is not known for his diplomacy or resolve so I don't think I need a headcanon, since there are various interpretations from which to take inspiration and draw your own conclusions.

About the sleeping around part i do not have any excuse,he did that with men and women without shame.but that was pretty much the norms in greek and roman mythology since they did it to make their origins more important, that's why a bunch of heroes have godly parents

(the answer might be a bit rushed just because I'm still bumped about what happened to my previous answer so I hope. @holymotherofwmps-the-reblogging I someone explained my views on Heracles )

Favorite character from Greek mythology + favorite myth from Greek mythology?

It may not seem like it at all but my favorite character from Greek mythology is Heracles, in all of its iterations, (I think the Disney movie played a big role when I was a kid) but you don't see me drawing him as often as others since I still can't figure out his design. As for the myth... Well that's a hard question, I don't think I have one, but I do like the tragedies of Sophocles about Oedipus and of course Heracles by Euripides (still biased)

Plus I will tell you that for a while I was also obsessed with Heracle from record of Ragnarok, the pure definition of an himbo, what can I say, I see a big strong man with zero thoughts and I'm in😭

(the drawing are from 2022 don't mind them too much)

#greek mythology #tagamemnon

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liquidstar · 8 months ago

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a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

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medicinemane · 17 days ago

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Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy

You have... very very very very very very very very smart people you know, and they're say something that not only isn't true, but literally is as opposite of the truth as it's possible to be... and you'll... gently inform them "hey, it's actually a bit more like this" and then they just kinda... go on saying literally the exact same thing

I'm not sure if it's just that... I often feel like I must be very bad at communicating, or people must just not notice/ignore a lot of what I say, but... I don't know

Like dearest friend, you've said something as absurd as... I don't know, it's hard to say without saying it, but honest to god about as absurd as saying the United States was a part of the USSR, that level of completely getting it backwards

...and it just doesn't seem to matter when I try to explain it... I legit don't even know if you read what I said

Really end up feeling like I'm going nuts sometimes

#to be clear; I don't mind people disagreeing with me (though that's not what's happened here... I don't think I came into it at all)#but all I need in order to be able to work with disagreement is just... knowing you at least heard and understood me #like if it's 'I get that you think that vanilla is a good flavor of icecream; but I really prefer chocolate'... ok; this works for me #it's that... a lot of the time it honest feels more like 'what are you talking about? vanilla isn't a flavor' where... huh?#let's take a real example; not everyone needs to agree with me on nuclear #but like... someone saying 'I get that it's way safer these days; but I still worry about waste storage'... well ok then #but if it's just like 'but it's dangerous and will explode' even after I've explained about the designs now #where there's a salt plug that with melt and drain before anything can happen; and these materials don't like to run away #...and it's not like they're asking me to back up the source; it's like I never said anything at all...#what am I supposed to do here? you feel me on that? do you start to get why I feel like I'm going crazy when that's how it often feels?#no one is obliged to agree with me but... literally just active listening would fix this... say you heard me and we're good #acknowledge that I voiced something and it's been noted #honestly... honestly my who life it's felt like I must somehow actually be invisible #...to an extent maybe I'm a figment of my own imagination; I might well be a ghost that's lonely and makes you all up #...for all the impact my actions have #or maybe literally everything I say just comes out garbled... is that it?#this post is about something very specific; but it's also about something that happens a lot with a lot of different people #on a broader scale; why is it no one else seems to be able to connect the dots #and these aren't like... conspiracy theory dots; these are like russia buys drones from Iran; therefore russia and Iran are partners #that's the kind of dots I'm talking about connecting; please tell me that's not a conspiracy theory to you... it seems plain to me #I don't know... I really don't... I don't think much I say will ever have any impact anywhere on anyone #...honestly a good 90% of the time people don't even respond to what I say #not like my posts here; I mean direct in dms or whatever; I'll say stuff and it's just silence or a new subject #again; across multiple people; it's common... it's... I think it happens more often than it doesn't #I can instantly name 4 conversations with 4 different people that's happened with lately #and that's not counting the 3 where I know the reason why it's happened #I really am something unfit to live; the evidence is endless #mm tag so i can find things later

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perenlop · 2 months ago

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oughhh i got some SF ideas but i worry it veers too close into "reading diamond storm/bugs of petalroot is necessary to understand this" territory and i'm trying very hard to stick to avoiding that.

#i like building my own little universe with all these intricacies but i dont want to make reading it a chore either #i love DS/BOP a lot but i want them to be able to stand on their own as well. and the stuff that connects them all #gets explained in all of them in a way that (hopefully) doesnt feel repetitive but is self contained too #like. yeah cheri and maya show up in SF but i made BOP because i got too autistic about them. not bc it had to exist #it's not actually that important of a story and you wont hav eto read it to understand their actions in SF #and i want the differences to be more like a bonus than anything #like. maya's behavior taking on a new meaning after you learn what happens in BOP #but yeah its definitely the most disconnected story. DS/SF are important to one another but still separate #while BOP is more of a fun side project for me despite the shared characters #echoed voice #but anyways yeah with this new idea.... itd require the reader to have read both BOP and DS to fully understand whats happening #and like. besides how i might not have even finished those projects when i get there. it feels too tedious #maybeee i'll shelve this as like. a special episode or something.

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dihalect · 1 year ago

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i need to post about palestine on facebook but i'm fucking terrified

#i went to a very jewish college and a very decent percentage of my fb 'friends' are jewish zionists.#i don't use fb often but when i've checked recently‚ i've found a handful of pro-israel posts‚ and they've been well-received.#i have seen one person put a palestine frame on their profile picture. they got a small‚ mostly positive but some negative‚ response.#that's all the reference i have here.#and very importantly: i feel like pretty much anything i say is going to be received as goysplaining.#i think my best bet is to stay away from historical arguments (like‚ yes palestine does actually exist‚ yes it was bad to force them off of #their land in the first place‚ etc)#and also avoid my personal feelings on this re: my relationship with judaism (which is integral to the message i want to send but w/e)#and focus on israel's very obvious current indefensible actions.#however. i feel like i'm doing the movement a disservice if i don't call for a free palestine and explain what that actually means.#but doing that would increase my risk of getting dogpiled from 'high' to 'inevitable'.#and i am not articulate!!! people might try to rebut me‚ and i am very bad at debate!!!!!!! i have multiple anxiety disorders!!!!!!#and people get fired over this kind of thing. i know the chance is small‚ but i don't know if i want to risk my career over this.#my gut is telling me to wait until i'm sure. but i don't know if or when that will happen.#i want to change *someone's* mind‚ but idk if i'll even be able to do that. maybe just my uninformed hometown gentile friends'.#i want to do this before it's 'too late'. but what does 'too late' mean here? my fb friends aren't launching the missiles.#i suppose my goal is to help turn the tide of public opinion‚ in the hopes that that'll affect the politicians/corps at play here.#but maybe i'm more likely to do that by marching. making posters. talking to acquaintances. who knows what else.#just because i don't *see* those minds change doesn't mean they're not changing. maybe those minds are actually more likely to change.#txt

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as-rare-as-trees · 1 year ago

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Repost of a Wang Yibo in watercolor I did in 2020 taking ispiration from my favourite photoshoot of his

#my art?#why a repost and not a reblog you might ask?#because I feel like I was too annoying in the original caption but I don't want to edit the post #anyway reposting because I took it out to hang it on my wall again and was like -wth?? how did I do this??-#like yeah it's not perfect etc #but I'm 99% sure I would NOT be able to do sth like this rn #I continue to believe I do my most elaborate pieces while possessed i would not know how to explain this #or my mahmood poster #or my wwx in the red dress #or lwj with the pearl dress (which you don't know but trust me)#every time I start working on sth I feel like the meme of patrick star with a hammer in hand and a wood plank nailed to his head #do i actually learn sth when I do art?? or do I just somehow manage to do things #and then if I find the magical motivation or a willing spirit I manage to do it again?#otherwise I just cry and struggle and quit?#don't know guys this is too much of a mistery #anyway bazaar photoshoot <333 #wang yibo #my beloved #actually #for this or like mahmood I can almost understand #i guess that since it was strictly a copy of a reference it was a tad easier knowing where to place the colors for example #tho still I don't know how the rendering had such a result #update: okay I'm going through a sketchbook of that time period and I was practicing a lot with watercolors so maybe that helped #also I was truly using wyb as my muse and guinea pig #i have a piece of him in acrylics and one done with chalks this with watercolor some attempts with crayons #okay ow getting kinda sad cause I'm realizing I used to do art so so often even if it was all copying references #and I think I was also still reading at the time? uhmmmmmmmmm #jhjhkh lots of pencil and pen drawings as well somebody had just watched cql #i do have some xiao zhans but I have always had more difficulty drawing him dkw #arting

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moonmoonthecrabking · 2 years ago

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i want to write many things. many many things. in all of them, i would like a minimum of two bi characters, and in one of them i want all characters to be bi.

neither is common in media, so i guess it means i have to make it myself, even if it's just for me.

#also bc i want original media blah blah blah #and by 'bi' i mean 'bisexuality/biromanticism in its many forms incl. ace/aro bi folks and split attraction bi folks'#bi #bisexual #i want content thank you #i think the first bi character i saw was rosa diaz in brooklyn 99 when i was 14. i first thought 'oh i might be a little bi' when i was 15.#i also saw brittany on glee. again when i was 14. and crazy ex-girlfriend i think i was 15.#and those are really the three main shows that actually said 'bisexual' or 'bi'.#if i had these more frequently or from an earlier age i might have Figured Some Things Out earlier #(also i didn't watch lok so that's why i'm not mentioning it)#and then toh and hsmtmts and heartstopper have existed as more recent properties #and clearly i haven't been including books eg. well. heartstopper. and an absolutely remarkable thing by hank green.#but still. the fact is that there is not a lot of bisexuality in mainstream media. (it's especially lacking for bi folks who aren't women)#i'm really grateful that rosa was the first bi character i saw #bc they explained 'she goes both ways. this isn't a phase or point of confusion for her.'#and the way her parents reacted is exactly how i imagine mine would #i got sidetracked #and even still. only one of those shows has multiple canonically bi characters.#and maybe if i had these from a younger age or more frequently i would've been able to notice 'that's not platonic/a rolemodel'#i'm really grateful that we have shows with younger target audiences showing bi characters but that said it's so few #and i'm still really thankful that hsmtmts depicts a girl who's multisexual who has a boyfriend but figures out 'oh this is attraction.#to a girl.'#and she processes that. and while it's not perfect (i made a post on it mid-september' gosh i felt seen.#also also while i'm here i don't want to write exclusively secular queer characters. i mean 1. that's not an experience i've lived #but 2. even if it were. apparently a lot of queer adults in the us identify as religious.#and it's selfish but. if i had a queer christian character that would've helped me a lot. like there are queer ways of approaching faith.#how does a christian character approach the realisation that they aren't straight?#it's a journey #and it would've helped me understand. before i knew anything about myself. that it was okay.#that sometimes the nuance is most clearly seen when you exist in it. when you are the grey area.

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lunar-fey · 1 year ago

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oh yeah ive finally made an honest to god anime fan out of my dad. turns out hes like me and can slam back 12 episodes in a day 😌 whereas skerples can usually only watch like 3 or 4. anyway he started trigun 98 today and like he only had time to watch 1 ep before leaving but yay :)

edit. realized i've probably never talked about this but this is a big deal for me bc i've been trying to get him into anime for over a decade since he first saw me watching trigun 98 in the living room with my bf at the time and would get entranced and watch chunks of the episodes standing in the doorway but always maintain he just "didn't like anime" bc he didn't "like the artstyle" and go on about how the only good anime he's ever seen was afro samurai and after a lot of pressure i've finally convinced him to watch a few recently (i made him watch the twewy anime with my for my birthday last year, + got him to watch dr. stone bc he really likes engineering and stuff so i thought he'd like it), and he's watched bits and pieces of a few others recently, bc he's been getting sick at night and when me n skerples are watching stuff he'll sit and kinda watch with us. recently he decided on his own to watch demon slayer and LOVED it, and as he was finishing s1 he was like "well. i think i'm an anime fan now. i really want to find more good ones. i'm thinking about trigun next" <3

#he has a bunch of shows other people have reccomended to him naruto dbz one ounch etc #and weve talked about them and like whether he would actually like them (answer is no to all of those ones LOL)#but i am waiting fearfully for the day i have to figure out how to explain to him that like. sn k or something is bad #bc he still really wanted to buy the h*p game bc he was like 'well but shell only get a few pennies so who cares' like sighs.#anyway tho having a lot of fun trying to decide what to show him 🤔#skerples really thinks he should watch fmab and im less sure bc i legit think it might trigger his ptsd.....#he used to not be able to watch anything where a kid dies or with a lot of blood due to it like any slasher or horror stuff was right out #and while anime violence is generally fine for him (actually he really likes it) i do wonder if the context might uh #hit a little closer to home.#anyway more importantly trying to decide if i could get him into mushishi or perhaps death parade.#i think mom would like mushishi but she refuses to give anime a try even when we watch stuff w dad in the living room #she just buries her face in her phone 🙄

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green-eyes-and-orange-ties · 2 years ago

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Tag talk

#hey beans #going old school tag rambles here - not NSP related #just that I might a lil quiet over the next couple of weeks as I 'lost' an agreement with a friend #i agreed back in july/august last year that if i didn't manage to get 6 hours or more of sleep on 2 consecutive nights #across the next 8months then I'd go back to sleeping tablets #(just over the counter stuffs nothing dramatic dw)#i really thought i had the winning side of the agreement ngl but they reminded me this week :/#I also am still training the new person so work hours are long atm #and im almost losing my voice from explaining things #and the added gravel/depth to my voice makes it so tempting to continue fucking my voice up #i wont - but god its tempting #but if im gonna be working the hours i do and actually sleeping Imma have less time to make stuff for here :'(#especially for the first couple of weeks while i adjust to the loss of hrs in the day #Im also looking after my friends cats across the next week and doing boat construction and have a commission to make as well as my 9-6 job #okay it sounds like a lot when you list it but its not really (or at least not when you dont sleep...)#anyway i hope to be able to make some original content for here but i cant promise #sorry Beans #<3 <3 <3

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caramelmochacrow · 2 years ago

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oh yeah I just realized I never talked abt my thoughts on the towa and marika relations event!

my thoughts on it are pretty much:

MARIKAAAAAAA MARIKAAAAAA XKSICISSICOGJDJ TOWAAAAAAAA UGGHVIXISICKSOXKZXN JDKSKXK KILL THAT FUCKING DIRECTOR UGHGHGHFUXICOSOCIFIVIDKS MARIKA I WANT TO HUG U SO MUCHHHHHHH TOWAAAAA TOWA UR SOSOSO KIND UGHGHGUGHFUDIVOSKAKCKSJVJD

#crow talks #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #i cried.#i cried bc of this event.#i love this event so much bc. just. UGH.#they handled it well #and sadly the way that director spoke and acted felt so real #i FELT marika being uncomfortable. i could feel the little feelings build #and i was honestly so so glad that it didnt try to. like. emulate what it's actually like irl #if it did i might be crying the whole day #the little part talking abt rika and stuff??? i love it so much #i want to talk more but i cant word it right #marikaaaaaaaa i love u so so much..... ughghghghghgh....#towa is such a good friend i love her. i wish i had a friend like her.#i just cant word things right. i just cant.#nothing will be able to explain what i feel abt this event properly.#unless someone manages to explain and talk abt this event so so well then yeah

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nomairuins · 3 months ago

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i am going to try watching a show i never got 2 finish. not telling u what it is incase i actually am not able to

#ive seen a bitchy guy so ive been bewitched and i want 2 try it again #i was watching it with ykw but obviouslyyyyyyy we stopped wtchingggg bc . LOL #if yr aware of my life u may know what it is since there were just a couple shows i watched with him #well it isnt spn. ill tell u that. if i ever watch spn again itll probably be with lamp #but also idk if theyd actually have fun. but i think its very funny especially the first season the editing is sooo sillay. so yes #but anyways thats not what im watching so strike it off your list... there r like. 2 other options i think KJADNBKJWA #we watched That show 2gether (its getting another season soon and i genuinely dont know if ill like. Be Able to watch it or not. bc of.#gesture...)#but then theres the show im watchig which like even tho i watched it with him it was like. i think we started watching it when we were #already on a break LOL #so. itisnt rly a him show. so i think ill handle it better #its like allergy shots ill watch this and if i handle it ok i can try and watch That show. but also i still might not be able to #bc that one. ugh. im not getting into my stupid fucking kindating trauma thats Actually humiliating. whatever. suffice to say it was a much #bigger part of the relationship (the relationship went in phases of dumb fucking kin shit and that show was one of them)#no offense to kinnies . love u guys. i just have a very very very unstable sense of self and was pressured into acting more like characters #who were dating characters he kinned. and it like. idk ik its Sillay but it did rly mess with me like hed call me by the characters names #and stuff and Other details and idk. kinning just is not for me LOL it was honestly a big delusion for me and i will nott be returning. but #that doesnt mean im anti kinning even when it is a delusional thing like yk. Just for me it was very unhealthy and also i was pressured int #it. soo yes. sorry i got serious. shaking my fist #its so embarassing to have such tumblrcore trauma like. ok. i cant even talk abt it with therapists bc its so embarassing]#<- the kinning isnt the stuff its just like. Ok. how do i explain to a therapist in a way that isnt humiliating that i met a groomer bc i #drew fucking bmc life is strange crossover fanart on tumblr.com and then he invited me into a discord server that ruined my life.#like i cant say that. humiliating.#ANYWAYS. its show time. im just gonna start from. well ull never believe. The start #bc idr where we stopped lol...

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