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DAY 7: i miss my wife bonbon
#codacheetah#isat#loop isat#twohat spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#SLIDING IN WITH 14 MINUTES TO THE CLOCK YEA BABY#this is like the dollar store version of what i had in my head but in my defense i was out all day. woopsiedoodle#its my personal postcanon headcanon that sif goes on like a several month 'i miss my dead wife' arc about loop bc he thinks they evaporated#into the either infinity war style after their fight. so theyre rlly sad and emo n shit about it but theyre like well. i hope loop is happy#at least. i hope they moved on and found peace :)#meanwhile loop does not know what moving on is they are clawing onto mortality with every last sap of their strength#always approximately 4 seconds from deciding to track down the party#but theyre scared so they spend all their time fuckin playing with birds and scaring kids or whatever#until one day siffrin's like stars i know they probably cant hear me but i miss them. and like does the handsign morosely#and then after several seconds loop picks up like ....hi stardust!!! wow you really didnt miss me that much huh!!!#siffrin voice: YOU'RE NOT FUCKING DEAD?!#anyways what heinous crime did the running one commit. leave your answers in the comments below#also. happy one week of this fucking guy!!!
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No matter how special it is, a kid's lunch is still just a kid's lunch.
I dunno, I liked "The Genius Restaurant" (Episode 1,089).
Happy (belated) birthday, Jimjam.
[Song link] [YouTube link]
#detective conan#case closed#amv#my amvs#video#eye strain#conan edogawa#shinichi kudo#song is#nosedive#by#flor#ahahahaha i thought this would just be a chill edit and was like#'i did my last vid in 30 hours so i can do this one in less because it's shorter right? and because i'm mostly using one ep?'#wrong lol this took about 40-ish hours? nooooo idea how i did 'if you kill me' in 30...#aside from the audio i think that's a more complicated edit too ^^;#way late for jimjam's bday but i guess it's not *that* birthday related anyway... but it was my first thought for a bday edit haha#been meaning to do an amv for the ep for a while! special thanks to marivanilla05 for inspiring me to watch it with their great art#i'm so behind that i don't watch new eps much but i'm glad i skipped ahead and watched this one#special thanks to astravis for helping me with the beginning and to hex for the liveblog too!#i know it was a long time ago but that liveblog definitely inspired some choices here#that said i'm glad i waited because i think i'm a much better editor than i was last july (well hope so anyway!)#and this song only released a couple of weeks ago!#had tons of trouble picking a song (usually my amvs are song first but this was idea first) but i think i really like how this one fits#sources are mostly#episode 1089#but also episodes 1 14 52 and 192 and tv special 6 (episode one: the great detective turned small) and movies 13 and 16 and ova 9
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Her majesty, the animal I spend my time feeding, cleaning up after, caring for, and doting on, deigned to let me pet her for a few minutes last night
#rabbit#noodles the bunny#mini lop#she has been VERY grumpy for weeks because her shedding has been bad#and i've had to pick her up and brush her many times#girl if you don't want to be picked up don't run away the second a comb touches your 30 lbs of shed fur#why are you as a small 6 lb animal producing such masses of hair
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making an effort to actually take nice stack pics for better age comparisons this time lol. thanks to jaz @doberbutts for the help posing this very overtired baby
kepler, 9 weeks old
#technically 8 weeks 6 days in the pic but#meh#I swear he’s gotten taller since I picked him up#collie#rough collie#kepcollie
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Me: What fresh horrors await me today, I wonder.
Work: Oh my god, SO glad you asked . . .
#I’m so fucking frustrated#I keep thinking THIS is it#THIS is as bad as it’s going to get and just hang in there#and stay committed to giving it 6 months#and then something else happens#just found out that now this new manager is starting to huff and puff about how everyone should be in the office#full days for 3 days a week#despite the fact that my work archetype is 1 day or 20% of my time#which I split between 2 days for child and pet care reasons#and she thinks those of us with kids should pick them up#drop them off at home#and drive back to work#which is a huge waste of everyone’s time#I just fucking canNOT with this woman#I’m SO fucking FURIOUS all the fucking timd#I HATE THIS
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god, can’t believe it’s only been like 4 weeks since i listened to my first libs song. like wtf, i feel like a fundamentally changed person
#actually might have been 6 weeks bc I definitely listened to CSMN - went ‘heh the cofrontmen thing is pretty cute’ then forgot abt it#then saw some smiths-adjacent posts on tumblr and went. hm. they sound a bit dramatic#then saw a freedom gig post and was like:#‘aww they seem happy to see each other’ ‘oh hey that’s the album cover’#‘wait he went to pick him up from JAIL??? that he got sent to for robbing HIS HOUSE????’
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RadioApple Week Day 6: Sleeping / Dance
#radioapple#radioapple week#i had such a hard time picking between the prompts today#watercolor#pose is from 'Energetic Couple Dance Poses 6' by rachelle on clipstudio store lol
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Scream cry AND wail sounding off in my head lol still alive but SOOOOOO tired and there's still half an hour of transit left 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#i would love for someone to pick me up for this potluck because im the only one taking the bus#and they all have cars. but alas no one has answered my call for help#aighjfjfhfhfhfjfjfj immmmm so tireddddd i have been up since 6 and have worked about 10 hours i am. tired!!!!#also why are we meeting in a whole nother city 😭😭😭😭#anyway i organised this potluck lol why am i complaining#IM COMPLAINING BECAUSE I WANTED THIS TO BE AN INDOOR EVENT IM ECHUASTRD AND OVKERDTUMILATED#AND ITS A BLOODY PICNIC BECAUSE THE ONLY INTROVERT AND HOMEBODY IN THIS FRIEND GROUP WAS OUTVOTED#I dont resent THAT but i just want to be HOME#preferably with TEA AND A BOOK IM SO TIRED !!!!!!!!#anyway im ok lol it has just been a reaaaaally long and taxing day and the weeked and following week will be Worse
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take a bite
#my art#the apple 1980#I SPENT 15 THOUSAND YEARS WORKING ON THIS GUYS FACE#i randomly picked this on my uhh legit site for movie night last week. wasnt expexting a NEW FAV MUSICAL#holy shit. its the best worst thing. banger songs. this disgustingly charming sleaze man. sparkles. absolute trash gem of a movie#i put “made for me” into my current junk playlist at least 5-6 times for optimal frequency#why are all the best musical movies from like 70s or 80s did everyone just collectively forget how to make them enertaining#a special tag
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I'm feeling ABSOLUTELY INSANE!! So that one Letterboxd user Larry Barry is semi-famous on Letterboxd for watching saw like 200+ times, and is a micro celebrity in my friend group (we talk about him ALL the time we are obsessed with his reviews and general vibe). I was omw to a concert when Larry Barry followed me back and liked a few of my reviews and it's literally all I can think about !! Like to me he IS a celebrity what do you mean he followed me back and liked my saw reviews ?!?
#i also really love the saw related art he posts on here!#im not going to tag him tho he wants to keep them semi-separate#and im also kinda embarrassed how excited i got about him following me back 😭😭#i literally would do anything to meet him irl and watch all of the saw movies <3#i need to pick his brain he seems so cool !!#even like a week later im feeling the category 6 sawtism storm it caused me 😭😭#saw#saw posting#personal#saw 2004
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The work playlist is K-Pop heavy recently and I realized this “The Feels” fits Kalluzeb really well so…
#hello again I have been drawing but not posting anythibg but also not drawing that much#work is like a 500lb iron butt that crushes and farts on me 6 out of 7 days a week#and the only thing i have been good about is running#but I wanna get back to drawing for fun and actually sharing it!!#anyway have some Kallus Leg#ran out of time for Zeb but i will pick a different song with sexy outfits for him yeah?#alexsandr kallus
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*breathing out smoke*
"...All this I want to fulfill according to my honor... and my...conscience..."
*sigh*
Shikamaru practicing the Finnish Military Oath one last time before his national service ceremony. He's doing his Military (sm)Oa(ke)...
Headcanon madness inspired by the wonderful fic Grandmaster by @notquitejiraiya
#I looked it up on Wikipedia 🤷♀️#poor shika has had 6 weeks basic training before this stage#The recrutes stand at attention eith their finbers up like so#i just thought it would be funny if shika had a fag between his two fingers hehe#maybe he picked up his habit in army? i cant remember if it says 🤔#still just developing my style with digital stuff 🤔#LOSING MY MIND WEEK 9#seriously#losing it#grandmaster#shikatema#nara shikamaru#naruto#i love gm shikatema so much#notquitejiraiya
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I am so beyond ready to quit this job. Wednesday cannot come fast enough.
#to be fair it's bc school starts again in a few weeks#but idk. every day at this office feels like sandpaper on my skin. people always ask me shit i dont understand#and every case is so individual there's no set checklist to follow to troubleshoot#so most of the time I just grind my gears and get stuck#it'd busy more days than not.#and it was advertised to me as data entry only. client interactions was not what i signed up for.#it's all client interaction.#we're short staffed so nobody gets to take the back office and have a break.#when we weren't short staffed i was the new guy and only got 1 day in the back a week while everyone else got 2.#all my coworkers are conservative but talk like they're apolitical.#i thought it'd be fulfilling bc im helping people get benefits#but many are rude or impatient as any other service job. I'm constantly trying to direct people that don't want to listen#or explain the intricacies of something i barely understand.#and i don't want to lead people astray bc you have to start over if you blow a deadline.#but there's just nothing redeeming that i enjoy.#i hate customer service. i hate constantly asking questions. i like seldom few of my coworkers.#i can't be me at work.#and i don't care about the work itself anymore.#this job made me cry every day for weeks last month from sheer stress and overstimulation.#i almost cried myself sick several times.#the only reason I'm not there anymore is bc i dont fucking care anymore.#it took me 2 months to burn out. 2 months!#i was training for half of that!!#idk. everyone decided i was smart and could pick it up quickly so. even though everyone else got 4-6 weeks of shadowing#you can make do with 3 before you start doing stuff solo.#which feels unfair. i wasn't ready for it. and i resent the decision quite a bit.#plus it's been a nightmare for me in terms of external stressors and my generally deteriorating mental health. so.#all in all. i hate it here.#and i can't wait to turn in my notice so i can gtfo in 2 weeks#i am so tired. free me. let me go back to my music please
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Truly I need to stop letting myself get so stressed out about training this new person because it ultimately won't be my problem, but also, I can't stop worrying about his performance reflecting my training skills.
#personal#i have basically been here forever in work years#i cannot make him into me in 6 weeks#he is really doing fine at the stuff we have processes for#but he is not doing well at picking up on the weird situations#like out of the box thinking and finding solutions when part of the process fails#and that is just not something i can fix#google: how do i turn off stress
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Been playing around with our sonas
I drew him with reference this timeeeee
Sorry I feel like I've been bombarding you with asks I can't help it 😭
BRO THAT'S MY LITTLE GUY!!!!!!! I swear you're like midas but instead of gold everything you touch turns to adorable beautiful art I need to lie on my bed and sob LOOK AT HOW CUTE!!!!!!!
And you can bombard me with asks always!!! I am putting a cat door on my inbox so you can come and go whenever you want :D
#Ask#Pigeonstab#My friend Pigeon!!!!#Except your sona is like person sized so imagine a swingy cat door but like 6 feet tall lol#I am going to turn into confetti with all this cute art oh my god#HIS LITTLE FACE I will never in all my life get over your art style#You make everybody's faces the cutest things#And wanna pick up your drawings like plushies and hug them#I'm just gonna be staring at this and our sonas for ages#Calling in sick to work next week like yeah sorry I have to stare lovingly at my friend's art it's important
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speaking of ocd, I think I'm realizing that I truly don't have anxiety and it's literally just my ocd. im not anxious about anything until it involves me and suddenly I'm spiraling
#[static]#it's hard to describe succinctly but the anxiety I deal with nowadays is directly related to my ocd and autism#some anxiety is so easy to brush off but the ones stemming from my ocd are extremely difficult to get out from under#i'll spiral for weeks about one specific thing and ruminate on it and mentally worry and pick at it forever#it's utterly exhausting jfkdghdf some days are easier than others#and often that one thing I ruminate on becomes multiple things all stemming from the first thing#like recently it's been my car ... the thing is totally fine ... runs fine drives fine but ive been freaked out by it for the last 3 weeks#every time i go into the shop theyre like ... everything is good in fact its in good condition for its age and they'll mention like#one thing that will need to be replaced to keep it in tip top condition and then my brain will fixate on it and imagine all the ways#something horrific will happen if that doesnt get changed and then that leads to all the other things in the car suddenly freaking me out#i defs used to have general anxiety and depression but those went away literally the day i got top surgery#poof instantly gone it was wild and i kept waiting for the other shoe to drop#never did but now my ocd has been really bad the last 6 months cuz of all the extra horrifying things going on#so i thought it was just my anxiety coming back but this week i realized it was my ocd and have been treating it accordingly#and ive seen some relief but i definitely need to go back to therapy once i get my insurance again#its the only way to get a hold on it and my last therapist ended up moving states so we didnt get to work on tools for it very much#im yapping at this point i just needed to vent for a second about how truly yucky ocd makes me feel
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