#and that is just not something i can fix
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Truly I need to stop letting myself get so stressed out about training this new person because it ultimately won't be my problem, but also, I can't stop worrying about his performance reflecting my training skills.
#personal#i have basically been here forever in work years#i cannot make him into me in 6 weeks#he is really doing fine at the stuff we have processes for#but he is not doing well at picking up on the weird situations#like out of the box thinking and finding solutions when part of the process fails#and that is just not something i can fix#google: how do i turn off stress
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Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2
#in anticipation of the incoming remake#i tried my best to imitate the SH font but#silent hill#silent hill 2#angela#angela orosco#theme of laura (reprise)#i've said it before but in spite of its occasionally clunky diction i think silent hill 2 is an unusually emotionally intelligent game#for any year and still today but especially so for where gaming storytelling was in 2001#and for as many pitfalls a story like hers could've dipped into i think it particularly shines through with how they treated angela#not just choosing to depict victimhood as something that can be ugly and fractious and open quote ādifficultā but then this#actively rebuffing james for trying to be a white knight and dressing him down for it too#āi know you mean well and want to help but this isn't a simple problem"#āand it's really hurtful and a bit insulting that you act like you canā#the switching to a first person view turning it into an address to the player as well#maybe even old videogame tropes too#āthis isn't some princess in a castle kind of situation dude this is more serious than thatā#it felt like a very deliberate statement about the depth and severity of a trauma like this#and in doing so showing it so much respect#then angela just leaves#and you never see her again#i really don't think it was to imply that it consumed her i think it was to underline what was just said#this isn't your problem to fix#this is where your part in this story ends#there's some strength in that
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enough stories about how someone learns to truely be happy through love. i want a story where someone is desperately seeking out love thinking it's the only way to be happy only for them to learn by the end that happiness is what they make of it and they don't need love at all to make it.
#aro#aromantic#ace#asexual#aroace#loveless aro#loveless#non-partnering#nonpartnering#non partnering#nonamorous#aplatonic#enough of amatonormative tropes in media!!! enough 'you're miserable without love' stories!!!#less āyou're too focused on ambitions to make you happy that you dont let yourself fall in loveā#more āyou're too focused on finding love to make you happy that you wont let yourself liveā#more āthere is so much more to life than love and so much more that can bring your happiness if you just let yourself experience it.ā#maybe I should write this story#and when i say love i mean all love. not just romantic love.#which is why i tagged aplatonic too#while i mostly see this trope in terms of romantic love i think there's something to be said about#telling stories where people are perfectly content alone too#it doesn't have to be sad or pathetic to not have friends by choice. they dont have to be a miserable person to not have friends#i think we need more variety in stories where it shows people just content in their lack of love or relationships in all shapes#not everyone wants a family not everyone wants friends not everyone wants a partner not everyone wants love#some of us are content without. that should be explored without the need to fix it.
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I've finished my Fallout OC Character Sheet! this is my first time making something like this, but I like how it turned out!
PSD below cut!
Compressed Version!
#fallout#fallout 4#fallout new vegas#fallout 3#fnv#fo4#fo3#fallout oc#i tried to keep it fallout related in some parts#for the first time making something like this i really like it lol#im open to suggestions too!#If you have any ideas how I could improve on this!#also if you use this tag me in it bc im nosy and wanna see your oc's#also if any probs just lmk and i'll see what i can do :)#wait ofc as soon as i upload it i forgot one last thing lmfao#i forgot to add the little boxes at the character profile for the colour palette#ok fixed lol
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Heroes of Millennium (HoM) AU
Act 1, Omake 1 (Extra): Master of Time - (here)
Act 1, Omake 2 (Extra): Barrier Team. - read here
Act 1: What was left behind. - read here
#hom au#heroes of millennium au#danny fenton#danny phantom#clockwork#dp clockwork#juniper lee#jake long#rex salazar#zak saturday#randy cunningham#kim possible#jenny wakeman#ben tennyson#;D hi! sorry this is not an update anyone expected. but i was sitting on this idea since january lol#couldnt start on it for months. but now that im making some slow progress with Act 2 outline. i decided why not?#when i started to draw hom comic i was like 'nah we dont need long winded cryptic intro with CW i want some action right away!'#and almost right after i finished act1 i was struck by this idea lol. mostly because its fun and i wanted that one last page of all homies#also an opportunity to drop some more lore ? hints. and you can also see i am depicting CW a bit differently to his canon#but also like tbh he probably wont appear in next acts like at all so xD dont take anything seriously here. this is all just in good fun ;)#CW is like that grandpa that urgently calls you to do something for him but then instantly trolls you and kicks you out#small edit: fixed typo and added disclaimer doodle because it felt incomplete without it ;)
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Take the fanon interpretation of Primo as a parentified but well-meaning older brother trying his best; and the canon of Primo being fucking off the rails and messing with dark magic for shits and giggles; and you'll have Primo putting an eight-year-old Terzo in the middle of a pentagram while insisting this is exactly how you cure someone of their chronic hayfever. Now stop moving, if that blood smears then year-round allergies will be the least of our problems --
#don't worry one of the older Siblings interfered#Terzo grew out of the allergy after a few years#the band ghost#ghost bc#papa emeritus i#papa emeritus iii#papa primo#papa terzo#terzo#primo#if Primo gets overwhelmed by something#his go-to fix-it is the pentagram/summoning circle#Secondo's adult tooth is growing in before the baby one is properly loose? hang tight we're gonna summon a ghoul who collects teeth#Terzo has a tummyache? Hold still and don't breathe for about three minutes this passage from the grimoire takes a while#Secondo broke his arm falling out of a tree? I got just the ghoul who can reset the bones#eventually Mr. Psaltarian steps in and has to take the book away#there is only so much this one man can witness from one family at a time
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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be š¢#I miss Daniel so much š„ŗ I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing š„²#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe šāāļø#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix šāāļø#and I have to work tomorrow š„² but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber š“#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent š#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! šāļøāļø#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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been doin redraws as warmups w these two dorks ^^ ID in alt text!
#SNIIIILES . SNILES IM. AOUGH. freehoun......#I'm normal it's fine#Again lmk if I need to fix the alt text I'm new at em ^^#gordon freeman#barney calhoun#freehoun#Half life#hl1#half life 1#Pre rescas freehoun is something that can be so. Grits my teeth and clinches my fists#I do think it's important that you know the third image was sent to my friend w the caption:#'they shouldve been at the club but instead they were doing this'#AWE FUCK I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT HIS HEARINF AIDS IN TH LAST ONE. DAMN
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I like to think now, every time they look up and see each other they just can't help but happily greet one another
#Pissa#Qsmp#qsmp shipping#If these colours bug me too much when I'm awake I will fix iT Alas it is 2am#You know sometimes you're just so happy to see someone the only thing you can say is Hi <3#I had to get something out in time for their possible Reunion!!#Edit: Months later I finally edited the colours. woO! Now to fix the rest#Also yeah the way they say each other's names is always so happy and cute aaAh
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and thereby providing relief from,
#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#iiart#one more to go!!!#isat spoilers#if ur seeing this a second time no ur not <3#i had to fix something so i yoinked it down rq#anyway i think u can tell i was off today LOL#2 arts in one day#hi btw tag readers#i did also the other 3 that look like this i just made a sideblog <3 in case ur confused#siffrin#bonnie#spoilers
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im a child of divorce
#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags#gempearl#shiny duo#wild life smp#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#i feel like. i actually was expecting that#no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale ābetrayalā/j#like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a ābetrayalā in Gemās eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her#and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think#because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect#and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it#but by the end of SL Gem gets ābetrayedā by this persona that she looked up to#and also her own āGeminiSlayā intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will#and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl#so shes distancing herself from it. shes ātrying to fix her reputationā. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you#you betrayed me last season#but on Pearlās end of things sheās already deep into the idea that as long as you say you āforgiveā someone then everything thats happened#in the past doesnāt matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here#so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem#and thats so. im going to blow myself up now
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Sol
#Iām just gonna put these here so I can rant about all the issues I see in the#so like I as an idiot was like letās see if I can do a style study on qwille using my favorite boy right#but qwille a brain works in mysterious ways cause like Iām trying to hard to firgure out how they know where to put stuff#and of course the rendering is like that in between fully rendered and that more soft vague#which is gorge#but my brain when I do it is like you need to fix you need to fix this looks bad you suck blahblah#not to even mention the anatomy#which is completely fucked here#I canāt do shoulders to save my life#and he looks so dumb sitting on that box#like whatās wrong with his shoe#I know somethingās wrong#I think I need to take a moment#Iām caught in one of those logic loops rn#blahhhhhh
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a Mishima electric thunder zapped me and boom this KazuJun art just happened I guess.
It's still my dream to play Tekken 8 šš (I'M GETTING THAT PS5)
Does this count as Drawtober? Yes it does.
#Jun : Alexa play 'I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can) by Taylor Swift#Drawing other things aside from CoD to prevent me from burning out#I guess BLOPS6 is right around the corner but yea you know what I mean#I've been finding my way into Tekken again lately#and my kazujun heart just went BADUMP#that tekken 8 ending is cooking something about these two FUCKING FINALLY#grrrrrr barking for them#sleepyconfusedpotato art#tekken#tekken 8#kazuya mishima#jun kazama#kazuya x jun#jun x kazuya#kazujun#kazuya mishima x jun kazama#kazjun#kazjun week#kazujun week
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The four of you have worked together before, but never in the same series, is that correct? How was it when you learned that the four of you would be playing the main characters of the series?
BONUS: everyone's reaction
#the heart killers#thk#thk cast#the heart killers cast#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#thk gmmtv live#meine grafiken#thkgifmine#adrm#pls i love how khao is fully down for first's dramatic reiteration#totally playing along with itā pretending to be distraught about it#only for whenn first explicitly SAYS it out loud that they were ''upset'' about it to go 'WAIT NO NO NO THAT'S NOT TRUE''#kjdfjdksfjkdg#LIKE BRO WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY CHANGING COURSE YOU WERE LITERALLY ACTING JUST AS UPSET ONLY A SECOND AGO FDKJSDFG#i adore this constellation so much š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ#i'm not big on FK as a fixed pair bc i'm of the opinion it's a waste of first's talent of changing personalities at the snap of a finger#which imo can have an even greater impact if he wasn't stuck with just one single partner but rather got to act with multiple partners#but like. FK and JD in a series together is something i never knew i desperately needed until the pilot trailer dropped#this group is SO cute with each other it's so wholesome i'm so š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
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I agree people seem to be getting too unrealistic with their ideas of āCurly couldāve done moreā But I hate seeing āwhat was he supposed to do?ā cause like- Stay with Anya(physically and metaphorically). Donāt run away from her and leave her alone to āfixā things(sheās pregnant, sheās been raped there is no changing that) by talking with Jimmy.
Literally in my opinion all Curly really had to do to show he cared was stay there with her. Comfort her. Donāt say you can fix it, donāt say you can Fix Jimmy. Donāt say you can fix this situation and imply it can be made right, donāt imply you can make Jimmy better.
Of course there were other things he could do. He could apologize for not noticing sooner. He could give her something else to use as a weapon(hell a fucking PEN can be used as a weapon).
People saying thereās not much he could do are right, but Curly didnāt believe that. Even though he seemed to believe Anya he still tried to reconcile it with his view of Jimmy and believed he could do something.
If heād stayed he couldāve calmed and comforted Anya, then talked with her. They couldāve made a plan together to try to avoid Jimmy finding out. Alllll he had to do was stay instead of running off to find his best friend.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing curly#captain curly#He also then apparently just- didnāt even talk to jimmy?#which is just more reason to have stayed with Anya#Also I guess if you want a fix-it fic idea you can have Curly actually staying with Anya then throw in the fake relationship trope when#sheās pregnant enough to be showing and Curly claims itās his#This is a lot more so about doing something for Anya then like#doing something about jimmy#But not much can be done about Jimmy heās like glitter#making a fucking mess everywhere#unable to rid yourself of#etc
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I think any fix-it mouthwashing au has to have the mandatory scenes of Curly either being able to blink again or speaking for the first time.
#like metaphorical nature aside can you like fathom the relief in being able to hear your voice again? or like blink your eye even if manualy#how many times to you think the phantom actions triggers only for nothing to happen to be asked something and it catch in his throat from h#his torn vocal cords probably from how loud and hard he was screaming in agony#or the feeling of having to cry with tears and the instinct to blink them away like those little relief would make him break down#also just like I want the fix it au to have a scene of Anya feeling truly safe and content with nothign in the back of her mind#like I like playing with the struggles and angst but really just have her subtly realize shes fine alone or with one of them I dont care#shes like reading and someone unintentionally sneaks up on her but she doesnt jump or she wakes up and its not the first thought in her min#or maybe just her realizing she can finally push it away maybe someone not recognizing her or Curly from the incident and realizing it wont#define her forever and she'll move past it like please let them be happy have them meet Daisuke's family who pointedly dont ask#or Swansea appriciating his kids in a way Daisukes didn't appiciate their useful ray of sunshine like LET THEM SMILE#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#captain curly#curly mouthwashing
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