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happy nat day to all that celebrate
#we watched bodies bodies bodies btw#also you can’t hear audio through these still images but we were blasting the fnaf 1 song by the living tombstones#and all the red solo cups had milk in it as homage to the vanny milk gif#we all said grace around the vanny cake#and yes we were playing fnaf 1 in the photo on the couch#my friends enabled me#that’s all i have to say#nat’s rambles
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happy piastri quadlock blorbo day to all who celebrate
(also?? the lil mic clipped onto his cap???)
source: quadlock ig
#oscar piastri#op81#literally had to hide in a meeting room to watch this and giggle like an embarrassing teenager#paper mâché papaya blorbo#do u think his sisters ever clown him about the sponcon#(they totally do)#the pull-up photo I think I actually need to lay down#he does it with a disc too btw like that upper body is BODYing#yes I know the video is on the feed too but we need to pause a sec to appreciate the material
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FOREWARNING FOR GROSS-OUT SKIN CLOSEUP SHIT DON'T YELL AT ME FOR SHOWING YOU has anyone else gotten this really weird phenomenon on youtube. I swear every algorithm on every website is actively and purposely worse now. Where you'll be scrolling through vids after searching for something (I was looking at crochet stuff) and SANDWICHED IN THE MIDDLE OF ACTUAL SEARCH RESULTS... YOU KNOW. LIKE THINGS RELEVANT TO THE KEYWORDS I TYPED
are a couple of completely out of left field SHOCK VALUE VIDS. like to intentionally be alarming. drama vids and things you're enticed to click on bc they're upsetting, and deep deep closeups on zits. what the fuck is going on. Sandwiched between videos about GRANNY SQUARES. crack? is it crack we're smoking????
#are you telling me I can search for crochet patterns and be fed videos of pimple popping and news about anorexic influencers?#THESE ARE NOT ADS!!!! they're just IN THERE. I have ublock I've got all that stuff. these are just completely irrelevant videos#in the search results after I typed like. granny square patterns. or something really basic like that#NASTY shit#and I know it's not the algorithm clocking me bc I can tell when they do that. but I hate hate hate pimple popping videos#so that's not gonna be it.#when mr. algorithm gets me I can smell it. because guess what. nail polish. it's always nail polish.#and I don't watch upsetting shit abt the starvation girl or anything either. and I don't follow drama clickbait channels#WHAT IS THIS. WHERE AM I.#why did they make me look at this!!!!#sergle.txt#you're not allowed to yell at me btw I gave you a warning. which was more than I got. we're in this together now.#i'm not sure what to tag this as bc if i tag it as body horror then ppl will bark at me bc zits are natural. is it natural to get#a camera this close to big irritated holes and boils on your face. lesions. cysts. is that natural. are we friends#do i need to be close enough to smell you. put my eyes directly into the holes in your face
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Okay okay, but what if- Talia is the doctor that Catherine goes to when she starts getting sick. Maybe Jason is interning at the same hospital Talia works at (she moved to Gotham for Bruce but they're...not working out) when it starts getting bad and so he brings Cathy to the best doctor he knows. Technically, Talia is supposed to do any of these procedures for free. In fact she could get very fired for it, but she's the best damn doctor in Gotham and her work son needs help. So she agrees, and it's a very good thing because without intensive treatment Catherine would certainly suffer until the gruesome end.
Well, they go through with the treatment, and somehow manage to hide it all from the higher ups (likely with bribery), and Talia starts getting to know her patient. Catherine is...a lot. She's sharp and clever and sweet. She used to bring coffee and pastries to share for lunch before she was confined to her bed. She likes braiding Talia's hair since her own is too brittle to touch these days. Sometimes she asks Talia to do her makeup, to make her look a little more alive than she feels.
Talia thinks they both know that the treatment isn't going to work for long, at most Talia can keep her on enough painkillers for it to be painless but time is running out. The most Catherine can hope for is making it to Jason's graduation. Sweet, worried Jason who visits Catherine as often as he can, diligently doing his homework at her bedside as if he can rush his graduation anymore than he already has. Maybe he knows that she doesn't have much longer too. Catherine hopes so, because she can't bear being the one to tell him. Talia thinks it might ruin her as much as Jason if she has to tell him their Cathy has a scant few months left.
Ra's doesn't mind sharing for a good cause, the pit is constantly regenerating itself after all, it's not like he's really losing anything. But Gotham isn't exactly known for birthing people who are pure of heart, he fears what a corrupted soul might do to the pit. He demands to meet the woman Talia is so insistent on saving. He knows better than most that his daughter's heart can be soft, often for people who don't deserve it. It's that same love that stole her away to the cursed land to begin with.
And Jason insists on coming with, naturally. So for the first time in months Catherine is out of bed to go on what might be her last trip if this experimental, vague cure doesn't work. Her last trip as her if it doesn't work as intended. She's nervous, and not just because she's never been on a private jet before. She agrees that Jason can come but she refuses to let him in the room. She doesn't like the sickly green glow beyond the door and she won't risk him getting radiation poisoning,nor worse.
Ra's as it turns out, is far more interested in Jason than Catherine when they get there, which Talia is hardly surprised by. Damian is still a baby, just beginning to toddle around and while he just adores his grandfather, babies aren't the best company. The fact that Jason is a humanities buff and a child prodigy certainly helps. Talia hardly has to convince him of anything, he's ushering them into the basement before the week-long trip has even reached the third day.
He insists he be the one to conduct the procedure, however. Jason and Talia are left to sit on the stairs at the end of the hall as Ra's wheels Catherine into Lazarus room.
Talia has to put her full weight into holding him when Catherine starts screaming.
#if any of you bring up pit madness I'll kill you IT'S NOT REAL AND IT'S STUPID+ BORING#pit madness truthers get off my page#pit side effects truthers...we can have fun here#buff super mom Cathy anyone?#buff magic super mom Cathy even?#if you're wondering where Willis is this can be an au where they have a Lavender Marriage#He's making out sloppy style with Two-face rn#Cathy didn't want him to watch her die though so he hasn't been allowed to visit her 🥲#Cathy is fineeee guys#she's just having every cell in her body taken apart and reformed and her whole genetic makeup is being switched around#dc#do I put this in my writing#it wasn't a real story it's just an outline#I guess#my writing#catherine todd#talia al gul#Catalia#Cathalia#jason todd#ra's al ghul#good dad Ra's Al ghul#btw#good dad AND good grandpa
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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me when tumblr recommends me someone defending dr3 in the tags and i read through the entire thing and get mad bc they don't understand what brainwashing really is.
#'brainwashing has been a staple of the series for a long time' they say (mostly talking about mind control)#mind control in the fictional sense not the real world sense btw#magical/technological means of instantly controlling ones thoughts#the video in dr0? yeah. brainwashing. they were watching it ON FUCKING LOOP over and over to the point of desensitizing themselves#they were already vulnerable to start with as well. it was fucking conditioning them. not controlling them directly – brainwashing them#the monokuma kids? DIRECT MIND CONTROL#THEY ARE WEARING FUCKING HELMETS ON THEIR HEADS AND HAVE NO CONTROL OVER THEMSELVES OR THEIR AUTONOMY#THAT IS NOT BRAINWASHING!! THAT IS FUCKING!! PUPPETEERING THEM#they brought up smthn in the togami book. never read that but apparently there's a book that spreads despair disease#(info gotten from unreliable source in the book)#tbh it's probably propaganda to help despair spread better#it doesn't have to be fucking literal#also despair disease... if it is anything like dr2... IS NOT BRAINWASHING#IT JUST FUCKIN TAKES OVER THEIR BODY/OVERRIDES THEIR PERSONALITY AUTOMATICALLY#IT'S A MIND ALTERING ILLNESS???#NOT!! BRAINWASHING!!#and then of course saying brainwashing in dr3 is the natural conclusion and that it doesn't retcon anything#AND I AGREE BRAINWASHING IS THE NATURAL CONCLUSION. BUT DR3 DIDN'T DO THAT#it just fucking... made them flip a switch out of nowhere?#MIKAN SAID SHE BECAME THE WAY SHE DID DUE TO HER RELATIONSHIPS WITH OTHERS#NOT BC SHE WATCHED SILLY DESPAIR VIDEO#to use magic subliminal messaging to INSTANTLY change the way someone thinks isn't brainwashing in your typical sense. that's mind control#let's define brainwashing shall we?#a method for systematically changing attitudes or altering beliefs#originated in totalitarian countries#especially through the use of torture— drugs— or psychological-stress techniques#or perhaps this one:#any method of controlled systematic indoctrination especially one based on repetition and confusion#REPEATED TORTURE. REPEATED WATCHING OF THINGS#**REPETITION IS KEY**
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i wish more ppl would use he/him pronouns with mizu. hes obviously genderfluid 🙄
#/srs btw#blue eye samurai#i dont know why but the she/her pronouns irritate me a little bit#we watched the same show right?#we watched mizu experience body dysphoria at 14 yrs old right?#hc#jeez 😭 i didnt itd be recieved that badly. too much to ask for some trans rep i guess 😔
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oh my fUCKING god we fucking knew it didnt we HARD swing the other way hey i just met you and this is crazy heres my entire life story come fly away in my phone box with me
#hello mine friends sorry i wasnt here my body just Did Not want to stay vertical anymore#im vertical now#for a bit#we'll see how long it lasts#im watching#i will be reblogging#oh my god hes insane#hes insane#eveerryttthing out on the table youre fucking insane babe#also ruby reminds me so much of clara#oh my god russell we've dONE the last of the time lords Move On we've moved on#oh there ARE dinosaurs nice#oh the short sleeves#'FIVE numbers i like it!!' oh my go dtheyre cute#'most of the universe is knackered babes' screaaaaaammmmm#sure yeah lets not pretend anything is fine or has ever been fine that didnt really work out well#hes not even wearing his coAT#im not in love with him btw im fine#if you were wondering im fine im normal#the hand over her eyesssssss#screaaaamm theyre so cute im obsessed#theyre so twelve clara vibes#also i love how closeby we are i feel like im THERE#SCREAM FOOD?????? obSESSED. the first thing she goes for is FOOD. 'what would you grow a baby for? oh i know'#dw spoilers
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you know who was the biggest clown of the season in bb25... me. because on premiere night when watching the first nomination comps i told my sister i thought l*ke was cute & i was hoping cory would lose and get eliminated.
#the turntables tableturned pretty quickly ok#NO ONE COULD KNOW ON PREMIERE NIGHT WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPENNNNN LEAVE ME ALOOOONE#luke had a great body and glasses and floppy hair 🙄 which are my weaknesses. so leave me alone#he is actually the biggest idiot of the year 2023. lmao#cory meanwhile i thought just seemed like a smug little white boy. SORRY SORRY SORRY#im not a cory worshipper but he was easily like the least problematic man in the house... the whole season?#well i mean jag doesn't seem to be that problematic as a person but as a player i am TIRED of watching him#tales from diana#justice for all of the women of bb25 except for fuckin bowie jane btw#i would love to see america or felicia do another season. i know felicia said she wont but PLEEEEASE#edit: oh i didnt expect this to get notes thats why i didnt tag it but now i see im getting some shameful solidarity#its ok girlies (& non-girlies idk who you guys are) we can commiserate together#bb25#text post
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Special Counseling (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#DAX#These are especially funny to me because I remember when I first looked through the gallery and was Deeply Distressed at ZEX like this#I didn't know the context yet so the betrayal was uncomfortable! As intended but unexpected haha ♪#I love ZEX! Why would he do such a thing! Now I know <3 <3 And now I'm doing the same thing! Lol#The thought of ZEX never getting his own body again even for just a night even on the Institute's side ah it hurts#At least he'd finally have visual proof that it's Possible he never even saw Tanaka so for all he knows it was just another ''vision''#But of DAX <3 Of him getting his body back but turning on ZEX about it ough ♥ And the fallout!! Agh!!!#The setups the payoffs <3 <3 <3#I wrote a bit more for both scenarios actually - of DAX actually pointing a laser pistol at ZEX and threatening to kill him#Thus why ZEX is questioning him the next day - was that brainwashing or would you really do that??#ZEX of course wouldn't have flinched at the time - and DAX's motivation either way that this is a fate unbefitting of his Admiral#''He lowered his head feelers in a sympathetic way. 'I can hardly stand to watch you waste away in that form. If you would ask it of me...''#Weh ;;#Can you tell it's a bit inspired by We Do What is Necessary hehe <3#Which btw you've read right it's so good everyone needs to read it <3#Remind me to make a separate post about that one actually I had the oddest reread experience :3c Fascinating ✨#Anyhow lol#I actually like how I've written their next-day meetup after DAX returns to his senses more than I've drawn it hm :P#I think it's a specific line that sticks out to me - VUX communication through human bodies my beloved ;;♥#''He ran a hand down DAX's arm - a poor approximation of the gesture he was trying to emulate but he was sure DAX would understand.#They'd exchanged it enough times before.'' Hhhhhh ❤️💕💖💞💗 ;;/♥ I love them <3 <3#Also forehead touches and holding face and hands and jfdsalkfd the tenderness and loyalty aghhahgah <3#I really like the idea of VUX lacing fingers with each other as a kind of twining/head tendrils holding replacement ♥#The most intense one-eyed eye contact hehe <3
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enjoying archiving characters. taking them to the back and shooting them.
#luly talks#keabin watching me point the shotgun and peepers (deliberate choice just to bring more tragedy into his life)#i think if you shot Bo point blank their eyes would just be all that there's left#idk if i wanna take jack phoenix out tho... i NEED to rework my jack man#ill let him hidden. he's not gotta die. i spare him. go. run as fast as you can boy. be free.#adams too gets to stay. on thin ice tho im less attached to him but thats ok#estefany too is just staying. idk if i want to unhide her tho. i could? it'd be nice.#never had a bad encounter on artfight but i'd ask to be particurlarly respectful w es.#Ace's gang is all getting the shotgun treatment tho sorry#havent drawn any of them full body and tracy and cash dont even have canon designs still#those there? not canon. they're shit. that's not them#i love the description of estefany btw id PROB remove their war criminal past but would smoke weed w you. true..#yeah estefany is coming out of the workshop. heart.#i do have more art of her. god. we need to do something about those fucking pronouns im not joking#someone tell me a good pronoun middle ground between she and they she just hasnt been fitting but they is too far
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see as Much as I'd like to take a nap right now. I don't think we can do that
#ciel fell asleep and is using me as a pillow and that's making the body tired#but alas. we have to leave the house soon and stay at our grandparents.#grandma update btw she walked across the kitchen earlier today which is an improvement!#not . looking forward to staying over there tonight though the house is Extremely small and pawpaw watches tv with the volume up#Extremely high .#to the point where we can feel the guest bed Vibrate. it's not fun#ghdndjxjxjsdkc#pk;m Actor🌹
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leviathan!charlie also takes care of the weird plothole about her going from “hunting & hunters are scary and dangerous wtf get away from me” to “oh wow murdering people is soooo fun, guys!!! i just wish it was more magical!!!” because in this scenario it is not her going into hunting and somehow being in complete denial of the bloody reality of it, but her actually regressing to more violent tendencies in order to keep in contact with the Winchesters, who are basically the only friends she has.
leviathan!charlie who teamed up with them to take down dick specifically so that she would not have to act like she did in purgatory and could find a new life, but inevitably being drawn into the black hole of hunting/winchester-related violence. leviathan!charlie who sets out like vampires can to feed on animals…. and the occasional asshole, but that one shaky spot on her moral ground gives her room to backslide into seeing the monsters she hunts as just more assholes to eat (regardless of the fact that they are her!!! she’s a monster too! she just got lucky siding with sam and dean first!) leviathan!charlie who tries to hold onto the humanity she painstakingly taught herself, but the longer she’s around the winchesters, the harder it is to be anything but a monster.
#leviathan!charlie is both a comedic and a tragic concept btw. the same as regular charlie.#i never bought that her reading the spn novels was enough to convince her that Hunting Good and Cool. especially when she kept getting hurt.#but her clinging to hunting to cling to sam & dean (her literal only friends and connections that we know of)?#yeah. that i can see.#and with leviathan!charlie it becomes even worse for her. because how much of her is useful as a hunter. and how much will become too much#for sam & dean not to hunt her.#leviathan!charlie 🤝 castiel: if we fuck up too badly our best friend will kill us. and we might just let him.#oughuhhhh dark!charlie & good!charlie who are. basically the same as in canon. except that dark!charlie uses leviathan methods of killing#openly. and good!charlie will not eat anything. she’s fucking starving herself.#and what im saying is that Dean cuts dark!charlie’s head off to keep her from going inside the house instead of breaking her arm.#it doesnt kill her but its just. its an awful thing. sam inside watching as good!charlie bites down on the good!wizard guy and kills him#and then the skin on her neck rips open and she screams in pain and fear as she comes apart#sam gingerly carrying both her body and her head out to dark!charlie in the same state#dean staring at what he’s done….#and charlie both metaphorically and literally putting herself back together…#leviathan!charlie#charlie bradbury#spn
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you guys have got to blog about rebelde. all parents were like i can excuse pedophiles but i draw the line at teens in pop bands. also giovanni was there
#every time i watch it it's still hilarious#my daughter can date the 40 uear old school prefect but if she keeps singing in that band im sending her ass to switzerland#giovanni voice: diego a witch has put a curse on us btw. also im sorry for joining a teen terrorist group. also we have band practice#the entire student body: profesor madariaga you have to stop. your ethics too tough. your swag too different. they'll kill you#personal
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thought back to february and how I acquired trigun brainrot and w o w. it really did put rot in brain
like, I consumed ALL available canon content in 4 days. f o u r. I watched og anime in one day, badlands and first eps of stampede the next day (it was feb 2nd, so probably 2 or 3 eps were out), and read the whole manga in the next two days (it was winter break so I had the time)
I literally created a tumblr acc purely bc of trigun, and then on top of that registered on ao3. started drawing (again) and writing fics (new), and even tho it's been 3,5 months my brain can't stop being obsessed, I can't remember being that fixated on smth in a long time
#wanna donate my body to science just to surprise the scientists when they find out my brain has been substituted with trigun#btw shoutout to my trigun mutuals y'all so cool!#oh I get it trigun is the friends we made along the way#trigun#oh and stampede was my introduction I just decided to watch the og anime first
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i guess im starting a tradition of double ventposting lol but the last thing i’llsay (maybe) is like… all of that has a caveat which is that my emotional object permanence has been absolutely OBLITERATED by 3 yrs of covid hell and it is really doing a number on me. clearly
#purrs#this manifests in how not normal i am abt reading / responding to messages btw ♥️ i love depriving myself of evidence that i am loved#also somewhat relatedly (and i may have already said this but): covid also destroyed something that has always already been hard for me whi#which (ironically given how important it is to the work I do) foresight. i was not su*cidal growing up but i simply couldn’t imagine what li#life would be like after high school. it felt like the show was supposed to be over on graduation day. and everything that’s happened since#then has seemed a little fake to me… and then covid happened and it felt even more fake… and now i graduated college and WORK THERE full#time. and it’s like.. at any given moment i am about 30-40% convinced that the things that are happening to me aren’t actually real or that#they’re not supposed to be happening bc the show ended on may 30 2017. and i don’t think that’s a healthy way to experience the world lol#unreality tw#ask to tag#like ofc my day to day life is real and the week to week stuff is real. but there’s some twilight zone-ness to it. like its happening to#someone else who looks exactly like me butim in her body and not mine and not controlling anything. idk. that’s not the right metaphor its h#hard to explain and im so sleepy. but the best way i can describe it which i keep doing is like a tv show that should be over by now but is#dragging on fro some reason. like we never finished watching it but it’s like the office continuing after michael Scott left. it’s just#weird and wrong and fake and doesn’t feel real. and the fact that it actually is real but i feel that way is a very big problem
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