#we should throw a party or something
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drawings from last night ✨✨
I got a new sketchbook muahahahaha >:3 that kinny's probably the best thing I've ever drawn tbh, he makes me so happy :D
#look at my son#admire him#he's beautiful#and kyle is also there ig#south park#south park fandom#south park au#south park hcs#south park headcanons#south park fanart#kenny mccormick#kyle broflovski#artists on tumblr#human kite#whoa loki posted art for the first time in years#this is clearly a very important event you guys#we should throw a party or something
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“wolfstar is boring” = skill issue
#should we throw a party? should we invite bella hadid?#just bc something is popular doesn’t mean it isn’t interesting/can’t have nuance#& ur allowed to not like ships ofc but i hate when ppl call wolfstar boring or too mainstream like#they exist inside our heads if u think they’re boring that’s bc ur not putting enough effort into conceptualising a real relationship#which is FINE if u just plumb don’t rock a wolfstar but don’t shit on it then#anyway.#wolfstar#sirius black#remus lupin#marauders
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE IS A SECRET RAVE IN THE NEW BENDY GAME ? WHAT DO YOU MEAN INK DEMON IS HAVING THE TIME OF HIS LIFE ????
INK DEMON DID A BACKFLIP??
#ink creatures when joey drew studio staff isn't home or something#bendy was never evil we just interrupted his rave#that's the lore now bendy just wants peace to have fun and party#bendy and the ink machine#batim bendy#batim shitpost#bendy secrets of the machine#riley witnessing the truth after throwing cans of bacon soup at the entire house for 25h while losing their mind#ink demon got them moves ngl#if this is what all the money is going towards...not complaining they should that more honestly
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Uh-oh! You are like, SOOO awkward!!
You're so awkward that it is occasionally mildly uncomfortable for people!
You're so awkward that sometimes people are confused by you and then there are awkward silences!
You're so awkward ...... that ultimately no one is harmed!!
Oh damn!!! What a vile crime you have committed! What an unforgivable thing it is to make a fellow human briefly confused!
Why, if *I* were ever briefly confused and kind of uncomfortable as a result, I'd be devastated.... by the absolute net zero change in my happiness and health! - From which I might never recover!! Yes indeed! No punishment can ever be enough for you!!
So you better absolutely hate yourself for it.
Better be SO MEAN to yourself about every single missed social cue so you don't forget your horrible crime! Meaner than you'd ever dream of being to someone else for the same thing! This is YOUR responsibility!
You need to show the world that you KNOW you are bad by punishing yourself constantly! After all, think of all the people who BENEFIT from you punishing yourself! - No, really! Think about it! Think about who benefits from your pain.
Think of alllllll the definitely-good people that your definitely-necessary self-torment definitely helps! I mean, you can't just cut off their definitely-life-sustaining supply of your suffering, right?? Sure, everyone else has a breaking point, but you're probably the only person in human history who doesn't, right? Best not to question it probably. Sure, it's a symptom that billions of people with trauma have had, but who knows? You could be a one-in-seven-billion exception. Anything's possible!
Instead, better just accept that idea that bullies carry like guns in holsters - the idea that people who have trouble with social cues deserve to suffer. Better carry on the burden they placed on you until you drop. Aid the cause of the callous by enforcing shame and suffering upon yourself extra hard; try your best to do their work for them. They're very busy.
Better not recognize that you need patience and kindness to heal from your trauma. Better not find out that it was trauma rather than personal weakness filling your head with self-hating thoughts. Better not find out it wasn't your fault.
Better not find out that awkwardness is not inherently harmful or unkind, and, in fact, the people who act like it is *are the ones enacting harm and being cruel.*
Better not get righteously angry when you realize just how much unnecessary damage this has done to you. After all, if you get mad, you might realize you deserve better. You might even feel brave enough to DEMAND better! You might build boundaries that keep you safe! You might make other people think they deserve to feel safe too! And we obviously can't be having that, so...
Better not show yourself even a little kindness a little bit at a time.
Better not make a habit out of it after all that practice.
Better not get confident.
Especially if you can't first wipe out every trace of awkward. (And you probably never will. Because people who experience absolute social certainty at all times tend to be insufferable assholes that enforce the status quo. And you just don't have the stock portfolio for that.)
Better not be confident and awkward because then you might confuse and delight people
- you might accidentally end up making other people feel less shame for their social difficulties
- you might make isolated, traumatized, and shy people feel like they deserve to be included in social situations
- you might even make them feel they can be themselves around you
- you might start loving the effect you have on a room
- you might enjoy conversations more
- you might forgive yourself and bounce back from shame more easily and frequently
- you might come to enjoy some of those moments of harmless confusion you cause because NOBODY expects the Confident Awkward, and that can genuinely be an advantage in social situations
- you might stop apologizing so much.
- you might find that socializing is like a video game: it requires practice but also a safe space for it to be fun and positive.
Or if you can't become assertive and confident, better not remain awkward and shy and quiet, and then love and forgive yourself anyway!
Why, it would be carnage!!
In either scenario, you run the risk of finding out that it's not your fault that safe spaces full of kind people can be really hard to find, create, and nurture. You could end up building a skillset that helps you do those things if you're not careful!
If you start giving yourself even the tiniest amount of grace at a time, you will find that you've accessed a gateway drug with extreme long-term side effects:
- You might realize that it was never your fault that it took so long to like yourself.
- You might realize that you were always worth talking to, even when you didn't like yourself and communication felt impossibly difficult.
- You might realize that you'll still be worth talking to even if communication becomes harder as you age and/or experience disability.
- You might come to know that you deserve to be heard even on bad days when words come slow and blurry.
You might discover that you were always deserving of kindness, first and foremost from yourself.
So. As you can see, it's FAR too much of a risk to start granting your awkward self free pardons for your many heinous and harmless crimes. Better to just leave it there.
#social skills#i have a few posts now in my ' social skills' tag#original#maybe eventually I will compile them and polish them in some meaningful way. I know what I want to call the book title#in big text it'll say 'I'M AUTISTIC' and then beneath that in smaller text 'And I Have Better Social Skills Than You'#or something to that effect. and the cover of the book will be me making an exaggerated smug face like the little rascal I am#challenging the viewer to pick up the book and see if they can prove me wrong.#and then the entire first section of the book is about how actually the issue with our society's social skills is the harsh judgment#for people who have trouble communicating and not the other way around. I don't actually think I'm the#most charismatic person in the world by a very long shot. but i do know that I have put more thought into my social skills than#most allistic people and frankly i have surpassed most of them. not because i am more persuasive or smooth or funny#(tho i am persuasive and funny lol) but bc i have questioned which social functions are more restriction than utility.#and instead i have focused my energy on actively learning how to make people feel safe. i feel social rules would benefit all people by#being a little more autistic tyvm. i don't think every person should dedicate themselves to being better at communicating#i think people should dedicate themselves to being kind and patient to everyone regardless of their ability to communicate#I think our society wrongly links communication ability to intelligence and intelligence to level of humanity.#when in fact all three of those things are fucking unrelated and connecting them inevitably leads to#really fucked up views on disabled people that hurt us. and then with that aspect of the book firmly understood and established I would#go on to recommend some ways to make socializing easier and more fulfilling (and less shameful and terrifying) for all kinds of people#it wouldn't be a book about Leaning In To Succeed in Business or 'here's how to avoid being the awkward loner at a party'#it'd be a book about how if you see someone alone at a party here's how to invite them to join your group without pressuring them#stuff like 'hot tip! if someone takes a while to type or speak a full sentence - talking over them b4 they can finish makes u an asshole!'#I know that a lot of people cannot or don't want to dump a lot of skill points into socializing like i did and they shouldn't have to in#order to experience basic dignity and respect. if we treat people like that then we just validate that people - especially#autistic children and elders and disabled people of manu varieties - have to suffer unless they learn all these arbitrary bullshit rules#and a lot of them are arbitrary bullshit! one of the reasons I throw people off so much is because I harmlessly break a lot of social rules#but I know I'm doing it and I'm not ashamed and people just don't know what to do with that! but a lot of them like it actually!!#i think it's a relief to be around someone so openly and unrelentingly weird bc what am I gonna do? judge you for being weird??#I only care if you're kind. not necessarily 'nice' or passive. Kind. Brave enough to care about people being treated well. Kind.#also I recognize that at least some of my ability to be openly weird is white privilege so that's important to acknowledge too
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happy Valentine’s Day remember to tell your favorite friendly penguin you love him
if you don’t have one of those then a friend is fine i guess :/
(kidding. go hug your friends <3)
#idk where i was going with this but he gives so much love i think he should get a lot back <3#designed a dress for this and you can’t even see half of it lol#kirbyposting#my art or something#we know dedede loves christmas but i find it hard to believe he doesn’t just love holidays in general#dreamland takes their holidays and parties very seriously lol#so the Kirby equivalent of Valentine’s is probably for appreciating the people you’re devoted to#waddle dee culture puts a lot of emphasis on loving your family and community i think#so of course dedede throws a huge party for the waddles/castle staff/you get the idea#Kirby’s probably not supposed to be there but he snuck in with bandee anyway#and naturally dedede wants to show his appreciation for his favorite knight by hanging out with him#idk i think it’s a cute concept (i am making it so obvious lately i love writing parties help)#king dedede#meta knight#Kirby#bandee#bandana waddle dee#headcanons#AND it’s a Wednesday can you believe it!!!#happy cringe day wednesday
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#today I am sad about something that I know objectively is dumb#my 30th birthday is next week and the party will be next Saturday and I’m having a dinner at a nice restaurant in town#I wasn’t supposed to make it to 30 and never thought I would but now somehow I have and so this birthday is like…#a really huge deal to me you know#and I always wanted to be able to have a big party to celebrate this specific occasion and in my head I pictured all my friends/family there#I figured this would be one of the biggest parties I’d ever get to throw because to me this is the biggest milestone I’ve gotten to so far#but out of all the people I’ve invited the most that will probably reasonably show is about 10#and even that’s a bit iffy because tbh I’m pretty sure my bestie will flake on me like he always does#and if he doesn’t show up that might just end the friendship but that’s another matter entirely#also iffy because I haven’t gotten a lot of responses still even though I made the event and sent invites two weeks ago#I just… thought I had more friends than that if that makes sense#like I had bigger parties with more people attending in high school and I barely had any friends then#I’ve thrown low key Halloween parties in my mom’s apartment that had more people show up#now I’m at the most important moment of my life (so far) and I’ll barely have anyone with me#lately it just feels like less and less people care about me for real despite how many I know around work or how many are on my Facebook#it feels like my world keeps shrinking and I really don’t want that because it’s been small enough as it is#I just feel like I’m never really going to find my place or have big groups of friends like everyone else#I’m never going to have a group of friends or people I can rely on to spend time with me when needed#as it is planning things gets harder the older we get anyway just due to needing to tend to adult life#guess I still just want what everyone else has and I don’t know why I can’t have those things#and I know it’s stupid and selfish and whiny but I really want to cry because I’m so depressed that I have barely anyone in my life at all#barely anyone to celebrate something so important to me and so few who even seem to care at all either#I’m grateful for everyone I do have honestly#but that doesn’t offset this weird pain in my chest over this whole situation#maybe I should just curl up and cry until this all passes and I can go back to pretending it doesn’t matter#personal
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We are picking up Henry's ashes from the pet crematorium on Friday and I was saying something to N about how we were going to get Henry but he wouldn't look like Henry, and then the dog came over and showed me his belly and I started thumping it while saying "they crisped my boy! They crisped him! A crispy boy" in a silly voice, and N burst into tears
#grief is a weird time#the other thing I wasn't able to stop joking about was when we were at the animal ER on Thursday night#it was supposed to be date night#and I was saying (while crying and after throwing up in the clinic bathroom)#'this is a terrible date we should do something different next week'#and N was like 'this is the latest we have ever stayed out on date night'#and I was like 'we are partying too hard'
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WHY R PEOPLE SO MADDDDDDD THIS YEAR ABOUT A RYAN PIC
#oh u r so cool bcs u don’t care abt ryan ross bday pic. should we throw a party. should we invite brendon#do u think he or annette r gonna let u into the family if ur nonchalant enough#i haven’t caught a WHIFF of people being really weird. and i’m sure they r aware it’s like an inside silly joke atp.#i mean obviously it can be so deadly serious but like. girl idk whatever#but then here come people with ryan icons going omfg idgaf it’s just a picture it’s not that serious. OKAY! why are u here posting…#abby talks#and when i say it’s deadly serious like there’s an understanding w the ryan girls we know this#yeah that man is nearing 40 like oh my god. can we ever have fun. can we just have something. and be a little silly. kill yourselves woH who#who would even say that. and to a group of emos….
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Someone online: says something upsetting to me, with the purpose of upsetting me, on purpose, knowing it will upset me
Me, three hours later: we cannot continue to be upset about the fact that they wanted to upset me. We have chores.
#wow you said something mean and the person you were being mean to got upset! just like you wanted!! should we throw a party?? should we#invite everybody???
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whenever there's a question post or a tag this with x or what is blah blah you don't like/ you hate and people tag taylor or harry i'm like wow you're so original and unpredictable
#omg do you hate taylor swift and harry styles? should we throw a party? should we invite half of the world's population?#like. it's pretty common for people to dislike them you're not special. come up with something else damn#you know what i mean? like damn who would've thought. you are on tumblr and you don't like harry or/and taylor. revolutionary
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muahahahaha only two hours until voting closes on the spotify poll and I turn off reblogs 😈😈
#oh wow you pirate your music? you have a pirated version of Spotify premium? should we tell everyone? should we throw a party?#I realize I asked for responses but I asked for votes. I did NOT ask for over THREE HUNDRED replies#why are you replying??? why do you think I personally need to hear your justification???#I was interested in the STATS and the stats have stayed at basically the same ratio the WHOLE FUCKING TIME#approx 40% pay. approx 25% do not pay. about 15% are on a family plan. around 8% pay for some other service.#honestly it’s only the family plan/other service/something else stats that have fluctuated the 40/25 ratio has stayed steady forever#which. makes me think those are the real numbers because tumblr polls don’t usually do that
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The “should we throw a party should we invite bella hadid” tweet has genuinely stopped me from slipping into an ED several times at this point
#originalz#(has only eaten one thing all day or hasnt eaten at all) (thinking to self)#should we throw a party should we invite bella hadid#(Gets up to get something to eat)
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oh no cringey transgender pansexual furry!!!!! i have to be different!!!!!!!! i have to say this feeds into transphobia more than fights against it!!!!!! because its CRINGE!!!!!!! <- everybody mass qrting a harmless post
#text#the amount of gay and trans ppl dogpiling a 19 year old for daring to post something they think is cringe#like my fucking god. youre not quirky youre not different youre not funny. get a fucking life LMAO#oh you think trans furries are cringe? should we tell everyone? should we throw a party? should we invite bella hadid
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No stream today and maybe tomorrow, my brain is still in FF14/PF2e brainrot and refuses to release me from its clutches till I get the details sorted out with what happened with my character in the session last night.
To best explain the shit that had the table go absolutely crazy at the table, here's some memes for the jist of what went down after clearing (we think) the first part of the floor:
Needless to say, my poor identity-theft of a samurai now has much more burn scars to add to the ever growing collection of 🌟✨️trauma✨️🌟 and self-hatred.
#In the moment of all the chaos I was fully prepared to accept the first time any of my characters dying#Yeah it would have sucked but there was already an idea of some way to tie the new character into the story should that final DST fail.#It wasn't until after the game that I was alone with my husband (the dm) and a fellow player where we figured out something#If Exitus would have died there then it was very likely possible that the death would have possibly ended the campaign.#Not because of anyone throwing a hissy fit but because the character being the accidental glue holding the party together.#Exitus has seen what originally happened to cause the Calamity on the (current) 2nd shard and has info that the othera don't.#If she were to have died there in a very fitting way as it were then the party would have dispersed#They would all end up scattering with the nephew/oracle ending up on Emmet Selch's side to reunite all the shards.#Exitus has unintentionally as a pc been the driving force of righting wrongs & overcoming the impossible to prevent the end of the world#If she's gone then so is any hope of killing the world enders.#This morning I made the connection that the driving force behind Exitus wanting to kill Zenos is similar to Inigo Montoya.#“My name is Silvianna Allucinox. You killed my mother (& burnt my village down). Prepare to die.” -Exitus to Zenos someday probably#I hate Harry Potter but the whole “Dumbledor said calmly” reminds me of what happened between Jita towards Nyx and it's hilarious
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first two scenes of next agathian backstory chapter is done.
two-three-ish scenes left. (potentially two; i may save the aftermath for the next chapter.)
one more chapter after this one and then back to agave stuff proper. although probs gonna take a break for glass onion fam holiday special.
#musings#bandit writes fic#agave stuff#agathian backstory#famfic fluff#also i feel like i should have something up for agatha's birthday but like#i didn't actually PLAN to do that#I JUST THINK WE SHOULD THROW A PARTY Y'ALL#send her presents she likes those
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All I can do until we see what happens with this election is hope, distract myself, and try to get others to vote, because if I think too hard about it my anxiety and depression gets worse and the voice in the back of my head that tells me to hurt myself and go hide in the woods or something gets louder
#emma posts#I guess I could also try to make offerings as a way to cope#depression#anxiety#the voice in the back of my head that tells me to kill myself keeps getting more chatty#I don’t think I’d go that far though#my desire to do anything keeps getting weaker#I’m scared#I can only do this and think ‘wouldn’t it be funny if we had something else crazy in fandom on the 5th?’#I have a therapy appointment for the first time in months scheduled for Friday#when i scheduled it it was coincidental timing but this might be a good thing#I am also thinking about changing therapists if my long time one feels dismissive of my concerns#I think ‘maybe I should have paid a visit to my family this week actually’ and then I remember that one brother moved back in with#my parents again and I’m like ‘actually maybe it’s best if I keep some distance for a bit. I can still text my parents about stuff’#i don’t want to be scared of that brother and I don’t think he’d ever hit me or anything. but it’s hard to be around him sometimes#he just gets so angry and he won’t get treatment like the rest of us do#he even called my other brother a slur and said ‘he was being sensitive about it’ and I was torn between staying hidden and throwing hands#but he’s way bigger than me and that would have just exilated things#he yells so loud and slams doors and says things that hurt and scare me and I just want to hide away. it’s not good#he refuses treatment for his issues and insults the rest of us for getting it for various issues of our own and he falls for so much#propaganda shit that’s supposed to draw third party people into that conservative fascist bigotry shit#the rest of the family can have totally chill conversations with each other even about politics but he just lashes out and I freeze up like#a scared rabbit. it’s different when it’s brought into one of the places you feel safest#and it’s somehow even harder when it’s your little brother and not your weird uncle#my parents are democrats who are more left than the actual party and my other brother isn’t really into politics#my parents kinda encouraged us to develop our own opinions though and it’s lead to me being really far left and my other brother#being in a really weird position where he thinks he’s some outsider but keeps falling for republican stuff#I know I would get angry for some similar psychological reasons when I was younger before treatment and maturity. but I was 13!#he’s a tall athletic man in his mid twenties! it’s a bit different!#I can see what lead him there. but he’s just been worse about it and it’s scary
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