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I regret to inform you all that I have been The Killed 😔
(in the horror movie the gc vaguely spitballed, featuring @wildfandom as The Killer, me as the comic relief that dies tragically in a hunted for sport incident that shifts the tone of the narrative, @nosongunsung11 as the hot one who almost makes it through but winds up bleeding out even more tragically on the chapel steps, and @luckywishi as the Tragic Hero and Final Girl (gn) who doesn’t get The Killed but god at what cost)
Based off this drawing challenge by @1percentcharge!! (Other horror movie sketches and animatic under the cut)
#just me#look I drew a thing#my mom didn’t like this one she said it was yicky#getting The Killed TM with the boys#kissing the homies goodnight sweet prince <— heehoo bc dying#they’re gonna hunt me for sport????#okay I think I ran out of dumb shit to say#fulfilling my duty as comic relief#wait one more#we have died. badly.
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I had all and then most of you some and now none of you t a k e m e b a c k t o t h e n i g h t w e m e t
#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agatha all along#agatha x rio#agathario#vidarkness#agathaallalongedit#aaaedit#mine#lyrics are from 'the night we met' by lord huron#and i swear that song fits these two /so/ well#also this is more like.... a trial run?#i spent like 2 days getting all cc off my laptop so it would allow me to use my old cs6#honestly it wasn't like the worst but my charger randomly died and that added some fun complications since my laptop's so old#and it did freak me out for a sec that i was going to have to work with photoshop being horrendously small because the scaling was so off#but thankfully that was a quick fix#all that to say this was just a quick set to see how much i remembered and test out everything#including obs since that wasnt a thing last time i did this#or at least i dont think it was#still it didnt turn out too badly#if i had more time i probably wouldve been more particular about which scenes to use#but i realllllly wanted to do it tonight so unfortunately on a limited time frame#okay i edited this because it was haunting me (ironic) with how blurry it was and luckily ps let me but i swear the bottom still looks weir#also can't do anything about the reblogs of the blurry version but at least this is the one that will be on my blog/in my edits tag
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Snippet Sunday V
In which I give you.... more prophet story! There are other stories I could share. But you have this for now. Bus scene bus scene bus scene
Smile still placidly in place, Cain studied him again, as if he needed studying. The lights inside the bus glimmered in his eyes. He didn’t realise they were so intense, so gold. “You saw her go, then.”
“Go? Her?” Theo paused a moment. Logic clicked in his head. “You mean Sea? She’s gone?”
“Why else would the wave fall?”
“You broke her.” He’d meant it as a question, but Cain’s smile only grew wider at his words, and his heart dropped. “Wait, you – you can’t. She can’t. None of them can be broken, you didn’t…”
“Who told you that? The priests? The temples? The gods themselves?” He laughed. It was not his laugh. Something prickled up the back of Theo’s neck. “Maybe don’t believe everything you hear.”
The bus jolted, bumping over a pothole in the road. The other passengers swayed and shuddered, holding tight to the handrails lining each side of the bus. Every breath felt thick and warm, uncomfortable, muggy from too many bodies in too small a place. Theo swallowed, trying to regain some semblance of understanding. “How are you alive?” He whispered again, clinging to his initial confusion. “The wave, it… it should have torn you to pieces, the force…”
“If the force had killed me, it would have been Body’s death,” Cain lectured, as if he was an authority in this sort of area, not someone who had spent most religious classes dozing. “She wouldn’t have allowed that. I just had to swim.”
It did look like he had been dragged against the lakebed, mud and grime clinging to him. “I was watching,” Theo said pathetically. “I didn’t see you, you… what’s wrong with your hand?”
Cain glanced down. Theo felt revulsion and horror creep up his throat and stew bitterly. With how his brother’s arm was resting, his palm should have been facing his lap, but it wasn’t – somehow, he had broken it in such a way that it twisted round, palm facing skywards, skin pulled tight against the unnatural positioning.
“Oh,” Cain said. “Right.”
#snippet sunday#writerblr#writing#am writing#my writing#original writing#prophet story#horrifying and unusual! Your twin should have died but didn't die and that is scary in itself#this is not a horror novel but man we do love some horror in it anyway#hand broken badly. Cain is gonna just twist it back into place nbd#and Theo is going to want to Throw Up!
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this post but instead of hamsters it’s tenno ocs (i am guilty of this too LMFAO)
#EVERYONE I KNOW HAS HAD THEIR TENNO GO THRU A DAMN MEAT GRINDER ITS SO FUNNY. WE NEED TO STOP TORTURING OUR LITTLE GUYS#dying badly and then coming back just builds character <3 it’s good for them i promise#this is an affectionate observation btw i would have absolutely no room to criticize laz literally lost all of his limbs and his eyes bcs#he died in an explosion not once not twice but SEVERAL times across realities#and then when his alternate forms coalesced into one being the void just split the difference and took Everything away
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daily whistlebreeze until spo becomes PoV day 1398
I like seeing how different I can make gray cats by throwing Whis at them; anyways, Spotfur's been on my mind tonight
#warrior cats#whistlebreeze#spotfur#windclan#medicine cat#warrior#mostly thinking about all the potential she has that was never really used#how Spotfur's rebellion flopped so badly by being Like That#and how she literally stopped existing in ASC#woman has a COMPLICATED relation with having children because her mate died#next arc she's just a generic queen#goddamn these books piss me off sometimes with how neglectful they are about their characters#and it's not like this surprises me. Let's remember I am DAILY WHISTLEBREEZE#I have been drawing a random nobody for nearly four years now and you can still barely give anything Specific about Whis from the books#yeah FrostWhistle. Whis is kind and helpful and they saved each other and it's cool#yeah Ivypool's heart is a thing#but does it really characterise Whis in any interesting way whatsoever?#in my opinion not really no#I've searched fro every instance of Whis appearing on screen and it's mostly Whis being thrown around by the plot or the other cats#or by a fucking rabbit#a few cool things you can say is how Determined Whis was to save Leafkit. that's something#and you could also say that Whis prioritising helping Frost above obeying The Code is something too#but you have to Extrapolate all of this#the books don't give you any insight on what's going on in Whis' mind#and they won't#and that's what they do to most cats in their books#and we all know it and we all just see canon happen and then take the bits that interest us and make it Better#and yeah Spotfur is one of those cats that would really enjoy that treatment#Spotfur has drama on both a political level and interpersonal one (Bris Stem her kits and even her siblings just fucking off n stuff)#and they made her such a weak character by giving us Spotfur's rebellion
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My sister and I watched Barbie of Swan Lake this week and could not stop making this joke once Odette kinda died. (And when her and Daniel both died.)
#barbie#barbie of swan lake#odette#i have died. badly#my post#my edit#we were watching with a friend and were probably a bit annoying about but we had to
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it's been a strange arc so far
when I was 19-21 and having an extremely imbalanced relationship with someone in their mid 30s I was like 'we are both adults so the fact that this is fucking me up is my fault'
when I hit my late 20s and saw how young people in their late teens and early 20s seem now I was like 'oh wait I was so fucking young I didn't know shit about my own limits or about managing relationships and I don't know why someone in their mid to late 30s would be into that except for nefarious purposes'
the weird bit is now I'm into my 30s - not even that far into my 30s - and while I still wholeheartedly believe that last thing about how young (and self destructive) 20 year olds are, I'm also kind of like 'huh, actually nobody I know that age has their shit remotely together and frankly the reason this fucked me up is because NEITHER of us knew what the fuck we were doing it how to cope, for different reasons and at different life stages, and there probably wasn't any malice or intent to control as much as there was Blind Flailing.'
#red said#this is about one specific relationship btw.#wanted to clarify that because there have been several men over 30 who fucked me up between the ages of 16 and 21#and i adamently do NOT want to keep pretending that was incompetence. that was predation. sometimes incompetent predation.#but with the person I'm thinking of? she really hurt me and the age gap and difference in life stage was a not insubstantial factor#but mostly she was just spiralling out really badly and i offered her something to hold and she did try to keep things balanced and safe#but she was very off balance at the time. so the fucking up was more that than it was about power or control#we were just both very stupid and very sensible at the same time which is a great way to dig yourselves deeper#and idk I'm like 2 or 3? years younger than she was when we met iirc#and the closer i get to her age the more I'm like yeah you know that's a human reaction. i can see how that happens.#and i kind of feel bad for the amount of bitterness I've held and malice I've ascribed because ultimately#i think it was just two people having different crises trying and failing to figure out boundaries around them#but this has come on really suddenly and it's kind of fucking me up as well#cause I'm frightened of falling back into patterns of oh it's never anyone else's fault that i got hurt#but i don't. thiiiiink so? bc it's really only this one thing. i am not making these excuses for other people.#idk. sometimes people just fuck each other up.#I'm not even sure i think it was a bad thing that it happened. a lot of bad happened but we also catalyzed a lot of change in each other.#i feel like the reason i keep picking at this is that it's complicated. it was not good. it was good.#she really fucked me up and she was a terrible friend to me at times. but she was also the first person to really look after me.#and she kind of helped me start to learn how to need other people. which was good.#when my grandma died she wrapped me in a blanket and cancelled her plans to watch TV on the couch with me#even though she barely knew me at that point#and she was one of the first people to consistently ask for consent and check in. and she did genuinely care about me.#but she also truly fucked me over a couple of times.#but mostly that was just because she was buried in a pit of despair and self loathing.#she seems a lot happier now. i hope she is. i don't know if i want to know her particularly but i think if she's happy she'd be nice to know
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The thing about being a bitch and a hater is that you need to be charismatic about it for people to still like you somehow. And most importantly you need to be a poor little meow meow people will want to help see win.
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finally finished orv after two years . . . what do i do with my life now
#started in junior year hs dropped it for a while then started reading again at the start of this semester and now im finally done !#dont know whether to cheer or just crumple up and start crying bc wow that was a ride#i thought the ending was tragic but then i moved on to the epilogue and oh my godd#the way kdj was crying and miserable bc he missed his companions and he wanted to be with them so Badly#but when kimcom finally Finally chase him down and come back to him theyre too late and hes already disspitated into other world lines#and after that like. whenever kdj pulls some shit and dies the next chapter always starts with an ‘i’#and hes back and alive and kicking and Thinking but after that epilogue chapter there isnt a chapter in his pov theres no more ‘i’s and.#it just made me incredibly sad bc we dont get to see his pov ever again bc hes truly gone unless we as a reader can imagine him alive again#anyways sad things aside it is Incredibly funny that lee hyunsung just became a wanted man in the 1865th round lmaoo#+ uriel sun wukong and black flame dragon forming a band together ??? truly the most randomest thing in the epilogue#++ yoohankim need to stop beating the shit out of e/o and learn to talk their feelings out Please#+++ sooyoung’s love for dokja has me miserable o-|-< she would wait for him an eternity write for him an eternity im so sad#three times she endlessly wrote a novel for him to read three times she waited to see him for so long <//3#you bet im imagining the happiest conclusion i can for them#they WILL live happily ever after in that big house together as long as i have something to say about it!#orv
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yall guys didn't even hear me rant about how fucked it is that Dream was not allowed to mourn his raven and how his feelings been bluntly disregarded because clearly someone else knows best for how he should mourn the loss of his companion
#I am not even nearly started ranting about how badly Dream is treated in every single episode other than episode 6 😂 😂 😂 😂#Needless to say lucienne wasn't exactly /okay/.#Imagine your beloved friend or pet had died and someone tells you 'you need to get a new one' and you say you're not ready and unwilling#And they go and get you one anyways :)))))#We can love Matthew but it doesn't make it any less fucked that Dream's mourning and loss wishes and feelings been fully disregarded#After he clearly communicated what he wants and doesn't want#It would have been find if he said nothing and wasn't ready—an unfortunate situation#But he literally said he CAN'T have any more Ravens#The only time we saw dream cry was over Jessamy#He wasn't allowed any time to truly mourn her#And someone just decided that they know best and got him a raven despite him saying no#..... Ah...... Whoops.... It's defend dream to the fucking death week... I guess.#buns.txt#dream of the endless#buns.hc#buns.all
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#i started playing a new game with my same rogue#because the first play through (like 21 hours??) my decisions went badly#and lots and lots of NPCs i wanted around died and i was feeling just bad about playing#and then i realized i’m master of my own gaming fate and can do whatever i want#so i started again and am back to the level i was when i restarted#and certain events have played out more favorably#AND i get to revisit these dialogue lines i really enjoyed the first time#baldur’s gate 3#bg3 barcus wroot#plus i’ve also found way more things that i hadn’t known about the first time#i like ‘if we meet again we’ll have met again’ a lot
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Scott's relationship with Jimmy and Pearl is interesting to me
Scott's LL and DL dynamic with Pearl is a bit clearer, where they both loved each other in LL while in DL Pearl began with love for Scott (why wouldn't she?), but Scott didn't share that love for her
Scott also clearly shows that he didn't like Pearl in DL, publicly rejecting her and spreading the story that's she's crazy
With Jimmy, it's interesting because... while I'm pretty sure Jimmy loved Scott, I am however not sure Scott loved Jimmy.
Scott tries to paint the picture that they were perfect together, but that just doesn't line up with how he behaves when it comes to Jimmy For example he extended sympathies to Tango in DL for being teammates with Jimmy, I don't think you would do that if you actually enjoyed being teamed with him in 3rd life
Now, the thing that gets me is that with Pearl, Scott tries to make up to her, because he saw he was wrong. With Jimmy, he still clings to that image of 'the perfect relationship' of 3rd life
I think at least, idk, I'm not Scott, I don't know what's going on inside his brain
I do wish I could understand Scott's motivations sometimes, I love him but he is so confusing to me
Anyways, sorry for writing a lot without actually making a point, I just need to share my thoughts with someone who has a similar 3rd life FH interpretation as me
Sidenote: I use the word 'love' here as the broad term for it, so when I say that Pearl and Scott loved each other in LL, I do not mean they loved each other romantically
hello hello so I dont actually have a lot to add to this bc I think a lot of us are all on the same page about this already buuuuuuut I do have some thoughts on this:
“Now, the thing that gets me is that with Pearl, Scott tries to make up to her, because he saw he was wrong. With Jimmy, he still clings to that image of 'the perfect relationship' of 3rd life”
There’s a few reasons for this (pearl is better at the game than jimmy, scott doesnt see the inherent worth in people and therefore scott doesnt really see jimmy as like. a person) but a really interesting angle to take on this is to examine the difference between how Scott views his platonic and romantic relationships. Granted this is a lot more speculatory than strictly citation based, the only things I’m citing here are Scott’s two perfect jimmy after life endings where the roles are very clear cut despite jimmy not really being. Like That. As well as Scott’s weird fixation on jimmy in particular in DL and beyond (but particularly how he goes about it in limlife + SL as DL is more just outright bullying than weird flirting).
While Scott is still weird about Pearl too sometimes, Pearl is more often the one to bring it up first and most the time I think Scott likes to pretend he doesn’t give a shit about her anymore. Because Scott puts romantic relationships up on a pedestal, he has more rigid expectations about how his relationship with Jimmy was supposed to have actually been like, so in retrospect he’s a lot more willing to glorify it and romanticize what they had than he otherwise would be. He needs to cling on to this whole hopeless romantic with a tragic love schtick as part of his identity or else he dies even though the only genuine human connections he’s made in his entire life have been platonic. He just likes the appeal of being a romantic in theory because he values dedication and loyalty in a way that resonates with the stereotypical storybook romance.
#that.blue.mf#asks#as for the rest of the ask: yeah I agree with you scott dgaf about him until after he already died and even then the funeral was performati#—ve. not because scott didnt care about jimmy. okay well he kind of didnt. but he also did.#but its because he’s mourning someone who he’d never even really let himself get to know beyond haha thats jimmy hes incompetent lol#so he’s trying to say words and honor him but when you line up what he says with what we actually know#he’s just#saying words#hes just saying words#even the montage of “all their best moments together” is somewhat played for a joke with the last clip being of jimmy dying in dare to flar#he tried so badly to grieve him as a person because he *was* grieving. but he’s more grieving what could have been#the person he might have just lost. if he’d just let himself slow down and enjoy the quiet moments they couldve actually been something#but alas. Scott is the gay reincarnation of every grandpa whos only joke is hating his wife.
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another fact about millie: worst hostage in the entire world because she is insufferable about it. the minute she knows you Need her for something, she is going to start pushing what she’s allowed to do and say. girl who thrives with a gun to her head because she knows you need her alive and can’t pull the trigger.
#she is sooo annoying about it. she is.#ESPECIALLY if she’s being held hostage to get someone to cooperate who she knows will be Mad if she’s hurt during the fact#she is egging you on she wants you to leave a mark on her so bad so that there’s an excuse later for you to get eviscerated later#she has great self-preservation skills it’s just that they turn off all the way the minute she knows she’s self-preserved enough#millie has one conversation during the apocalypsw with lucifer and deduces that he has no interest in forcing sam’s hand for possession#OR in injuring her or dean (that badly. anyway.) because he knows sam likes them#and she spends the entire rest of the apocalypse being such a little brat about it whenever they’re held hostage by someone who wants to#hand them over to lucifer#she’s a good negotiator almost exclusively when it comes to negotiating her own life and that’s it#spn oc#she doesn’t have to *like* lucifer to trust that if random demon number 7 kidnaps sam & her & dean to gift them to him that they’re going to#be fine and the demon is going to be very Not Fine.#she knows what he wants: ‘sam says yes when sam decides to say yes which he will so i don’t need to force it.’ so therefore she has wiggle#room allowed by the him not forcing it bit of that statement#which is more wiggle room than heaven allows and why she likes dealing with lucifer better vis a vis the apocalypse#something that. changes. when gabriel dies. but for reasons unrelated to all of this.#she just. she hadn’t considered that gabriel wasn’t someone who could get in lucifer’s way and live. she didn’t consider that. because it#seemed obvious. at the time. when she and her brothers have been annoying the shit out of him for *months* and lucifer *hasn’t done#anything* to them. that gabriel must be like that too.#she failed to realize that gabriel isn’t like them. he’s actually a threat. the fact that he won’t stand down is what gets him killed.#………..i think she hates gabriel more for that than she ever does lucifer. that he didn’t run. stupid stupid thing he did there. to her.#sorry we got off topic here. point is that she is sooo annoying about being kidnapped and it makes her terrible for kidnapping and everyone#who does it has to deal with her
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Beating veilguard may genuinely get me out of my writing slump because I Need To Fix It
#dragon age#dav critical#crow rambles#sorry for only talking about what i disliked rn i swear i have quite a few things i very much liked#i unironically think that this finaly battle is one of the best in the series#even if it took what? two fucking hours lmao#DEFINITELY a step up from corphyeus#it reminded me of the battle of denerim in a way which is always a win in my book#i do wish we could control companions bc having a similar set up to denerim where you control your companions when youre split#would have been SOOO fun i kept thinking about it#however i do kinda understand not doing that in that end battle bc that was a very VERY long end quest(s)#i dont think ghilinain was the hardest boss in the game which was disappointment#okay im about to yap about spoilers in the tags so. warning yay#anyways I complete forgot about felassan's run until i beat the damn game#credits started rolling and i went “oh. i could have done that.”#i meant elgarnan. not ghilinain. ugh sorry#anyways he has nothing on ghilinain's (the actial one) three headed monster. that shit was HARD#i think i died at least seven times? minimum??#siege of weisshaupt was ALSO a particularly good quest btw even if some of the dialogue was odd#the only boss that i strugged with so badly i had to lower my difficultly was that fucking dragon in the crossroads. what the fuck is its#problem. and that was WITH the blessing of mythal getting rid of its armor. 0/10 worst fucking fight ever oml
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you really have to admire my dad's cousin for not even telling us my great aunt was sick until she's literally about to go into hospice care while we're all across the ocean, that's such a nice thing to do :)
#personal#why is everyone on my dad's side of the family so FUCKED#you know my aunt didn't even tell us my uncle was sick before he died#like that literally came to the entire family out of the fucking blue#i felt so awful for my grandparents and my dad about that like literally no one knew and then boom he's dead#meanwhile this moron doesn't even tell us my auntie alta is doing so badly until literally like ten minutes ago#('she doesn't have much time left' you think maybe we could have been informed a bit before this???? tf????)#and don't even get me started on the dead uncle's wife who's a full republican#or my living uncle's wife who is so fucking unbearable and such an unholy piece of work that for the only time in my life i condone cheatin#only when he did it#but now i'm Annoyed#(especially cuz there's a lot of Stuff with me and my auntie alta we have a special connection and apparently i look a lot like her)#at least the maternal side of my family is marginally more normal
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