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obsessively-intrigued-liar · 4 months

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What if–

My hit on 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY of Mizumono

Hannibal: Season 2, Episode 13

*not finished

**will be in a few days

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wrathfulgraham · 2 years

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i don't think any other piece of media on this planet will ever come close to the experience of watching mizumono for the first time. literally spent that episode with my jaw on the floor, fucking gasping as each second went more insane than the last. like, its one of those things where you remember exactly where you were when it happened. almost a decade later (holy shit???) and i remember the way i was sitting, the time of day it was, how i was trying to be quiet so my family wouldnt notice me fucking LOSING MY MIND while staring blankly at my laptop.

no other show or movie in my lifetime will have the same impact on me as that episode did. mizumono is just that bitch.

#hannibal #you were supposed to leave #we couldn't leave without you #[SCREAMS THROUGH CLOSED MOUTH]

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shannonsketches · 1 month

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something something foils moving in opposite directions Goku's always happy to seek and fight stronger opponents because he spent most of his life being the strongest guy in the room and Vegeta wants to be the strongest/is always exhausted to find stronger opponents because he spent most of his life having to navigate his survival around the whims of the strongest guy in the universe room and so Goku has a foundation of safety and stability and so spends his time craving challenge and adventure and Vegeta has a foundation of challenge and adventure and spends his time craving safety and stability and the overlaid section of their venn diagram is that the only way they know how acquire and maintain those things is through battle

#thank you this has been the laziest media analysis post of my career #dbtag #media analysis #something something a game to goku is a threat to vegeta etc #there's a pinned thought here about how Vegeta also didn't learn about the dragon balls until he was ?? 30?? and so all loss is permanent #and goku has been familiar since he was ~12 and hasn't faced a permanent consequence since he was 10 years old and even then he got closure #sometimes I think about how Vegeta saw Trunks die and how Krillin was mad at him for reacting since they could fix it with the dragon balls #but Vegeta has very limited experience with the dragon so to him in that moment that was permanent and Trunks was Dead. Forever.#And we talked before in a 2am post about Vegeta having never experienced grief born of love and I stand by it because his feelings then wer #still very new and very odd and not something he'd accepted until that moment so it was raw power but not as powerful as it could've been #all this to say in my heart of hearts I think Vegeta deserves to retire at the end of super (if super continues) -- not as a warrior #but as an infantryman. he's a prince and now he's got his domain and his family and his planet to look after and I think he deserves #to go home and stay home and help piccolo bully gohan into training more often when goku inevitably leaves to hop the multiverse #geets wanted to take a sabbatical when Bulla was born but didn't get the chance because Freeza coming back freaked him out too much #but whether freeza gets a redemption arc or gets defeated -- Granolah's arc seemed to shift his perspective on being the strongest #and I just grips fist I just think it would be a really nice full circle for Vegeta to inherit his throne in a way he never expected and #finally get his kingdom to look after and protect in the way that he was looking forward to being king of his own planet all those years ag #Goku's got Broly and Jiren and Hit and all the others to keep him busy and happy now -- and if Freeza gets a redemption arc he'll probably #continue playing slap-ass with Goku for the rest of his life -- and Vegeta's got Gohan and Piccolo and Goten and Trunks #I just think them getting a nice bittersweet 'This is where we part ways' would be really nice for both of them because !!#They couldn't have done this without each other. They couldn't have known this kind of life was possible without each other.#So they swap lots and live happier than they ever imagined they could be #especially since Vegeta has proved to himself that he can close any gap Goku creates in progress that's not a concern anymore #And obvs the door's always open!! There's no point closing it Vegeta's tried the locks they don't work on Goku #anyway here's me putting the whole essay in the tags again #this isn't an essay as much as it is stream of consciousness tag blogging #anyway i'm too lazy to write fic or draw comics so we get ramblings instead

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trentcrimminallybeautiful · 5 months

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you know if we do accept the last epilogue-esque sequence as a sort of dream/wish of ted's and therefore not necessarily canon, very funny if we then simply go "yeah, trent's book is called 'the lasso way' actually. he didn't change that. nope."

#listen on one hand #i think that like #i don't think ted actually changed trent's mind about the title #i think trent changed it because ted asked him to #and like that's especially interesting bc he even made a point of being like #'tell me if you disagree with anything and i'll tell you why you're wrong'#but he respects ted; more than that he likes him and he wants him to like the book--like him #anyone else and trent would have told them to fuck off but ted? ted asking him to change the title? yeah #i think he didn't agree with 'it not being about him'--and not bc of any feelings he may have for ted--but if we accept that him changing #the title is canon then like. he did it because ted asked. nothing more nothing less #maybe he felt he owed it to ted as the subject of the book; maybe he just respected him too much not to #maybe it's partially bc of his feelings; maybe it's because he just couldn't say no to ted #but it's ultimately just. because ted asked him.#and trent respects him; trusts him; cares about him #and that's pretty heartwrenching #but like on the other hand if we say 'no that was ted's wishufl thinking trent definitely went 'sorry ted it's called the lasso way''#also like.... him being like. like quietly not changing it and if ted said something him just. being like #ted. i respect you. i care about you. i trust you. but with all due respect absolutely not #yes it isn't ONLY about you but YOU made this happen. YOU are special and YOU have a place here whether you can stay forever or not #yes it's about the team and the coaches yes you aren't a one man band but ted. TED. you touched lives. you changed lives. and that was YOU.#that was you and your philosophy and your attitude.#you made richmond what it is today. yes the team deserve credit too for the kind of bond they have now but YOU facilitated that #none of the coaches currently here woudl be coaches if not for you. the diamond dogs wouldn't exist. literally every single one #of our friends--OUR friends--wouldn't be where they are and probably wouldn't be as happy #you got through to people over and over again who were hurting and lashing out. to rebecca. to roy. to jamie. to nate. to me.#and you can be humble but there's being humble and there's acting like you don't matter to any of us like you didn't have an impact #like you can just leave without a trace. we don't blame you for leaving--i especially don't--but acting like we won't miss you and like #your time with all of us--our time--meant nothing is more insulting than it is humble because we /love you/#and yes. it was the goddamn lasso way that built this place #this community.

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moongothic · 10 months

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Re: Crocodile as the Missing Kuja Empress-theory

I do wanna throw it out there quickly that we know Shakky retired from being a pirate and the Kuja Empress 42 years ago at the age of 22, while Hancock took the throne 13 years ago (age 18), meaning the Missing Empress' reign/era lasted for about 29 years

And while we don't know how long the Kuja might've been without a ruler between empresses (like do they have a system set where they know who will take the throne next Immidiately After the previous one steps down/dies/etc, or might they spend years without an empress until they find a new suitable ruler?)

We do know that when Shakky retired, Crocodile would've been four

So unless Crocodile became The Kuja Empress at Age 4 (or unless the Kuja were completely without an empress for almost a decade and then gave the throne to a literal child), then there's no way Crocodile could be the Missing Kuja Empress

#Moon posting #OP Meta #Sir Crocodile #For the record Gloriosa couldn't have retaken the throne temporarily either because she was exiled #She didn't return to Amazon Lily until Hancock and her sisters escaped slavery 17 years ago #When the previous Empress pardoned Gloriosa and allowed her to return to Amazon Lily #The point is that the timeline really doesn't match for Crocodile to be the Missing Empress UNLESS he became the empress as a CHILD #Which. Technically plausible since we don't know how the Kuja choose their empresses etc but still I doubt it #(Or they really were without a proper ruler for like 14 years while waiting for the next empress in line to come of age??)#This post was spawned by me wondering if Croc could be Shakky and Reyleigh's kid. Like I almost made a post about it #(Just for one hell of a combo of fan theories (Kuja Empress + Crocodad + ''Reyleigh is Luffy's uncle''))#But then I realized how old Shakky and Reyleigh would've been when Shakky got pregnant and NOPE #So I canceled that post. It is not leaving my drafts. Shit's too cursed.#Almost a shame because I almost feel like I could've been onto something there but. No thank you. I'd rather not

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rebellum · 4 months

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It's pride month so I NEED to remind people this:

If you are white, and near poc, and you see police near your parade/march/event, do not start chanting shit like "FUCK THE COPS!"

You are putting us in danger when you deliberately rile up police near POC.

It doesn't matter if we aren't the ones chanting it, there's a good chance police WILL think we are a part of your group if you are near us.

Protecting and being allies to people of colour is more than just saying "poc trans lives matter" and calling out people for using racial slurs.

You have to be aware of our presence, and how you act in our presence, and how you can contribute to violence against us without even meaning to. You have to match your politics with your actions.

Don't put POC in danger just because you want to make a statement.

#based on personal experience #i couldn't get away without literally full on leaving the march #slow down to let them pass? ill might be near them if police get angry.#speed up? i couldn't it was uphill and literally like 35+ degrees celsius.#the parade was cancelled so a bunch of us did a march anyways #and police showed up to a) make sure we didnt start rioting b) protect us from traffic c) try to keep us on a track where they could watch #us.#and this group of young white people behind my friend and i started to deliberately rile up the police #its like. hey! we are in front of you! you can CLEARLY see there are trans poc near you! be careful!#it was genuinely a little scary and i had to be extra hyperaware of escape routes just in case

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lunaticus · 7 months

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i can be so damn bitter about the w7 conclusion :)))

im also don't like how oda decided to label this conflict pride :)))

#sorry but having no self esteem has absolutely nothing to do with pride #it couldn't have ended well if they had left usopp behind #luffy might be all high and mighty about being okay with usopp deciding to not come back but it would have broken the crew on a long term #especially since he decided to leave without talking it out #yeah let him crawl back while we give him the cold shoulder that'll fix the conflict #:))))#im usually not that bitter I don't know where this is coming from #i get that usopp had to do stuff on his own but man depression and insecurity isn't really something you fight on your own #damn i need to stfu #w7 feels #the really bad kind

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hootybal-lecter · 2 years

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totally forgot I made this last night.....

#hannibal edit #hannibal meme #We couldn't leave without you Will:#crying cat #crying cat meme #mizumono #hannibal mizumono #hannibal #hannibal shitpost #will graham #hannibal will #will graham hannibal

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bandedbulbussnarfblat · 1 month

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I got a packet from the social security people I have to fill out and have sent back in--by mail--by the 26th. I got it on Friday. And I haven't looked at it til now, bc I was so stressed out about my dog being sick and i feel so overwhelmed. They want all my medical records from the last year, which I don't have, because I've only started keeping that stuff since I had my complete mental breakdown and she took me out of work. And there's so many pages and so much information they want. They have to nitpick my whole fucking life, before they can decide I deserve health. Being disabled in this country is a fucking nightmare. Instead of trying to hep, the just look for reasons to disqualify you. Because they don't want to help us; they just want us to go away

#america is a trashfire #i can't even leave my house alone #i literally have been in tears every time they call me #bc taking on the phone to strangers gives me that much anxiety #i can't function #i can't remember anything longer than a few seconds #i can't focus or concentrate on anything #i have to set alarms just to remind me to do things like eat or take meds #i forget to shower sometimes. others i'm too tired to bother #i literally went an entire week without showering recently. bc i didn't remember to do it #i am not well #and i just need help long enough to get well #but how am i supposed to get it? if they make you wait 200+ days just to hear if your claim is accepted #how am i supposed to survive until then?#I can't work bc i can't leave home with having panic attacks #i can't file for unemployment bc to do so you have to be actively looking for a job #and to get disability i have to prove that i can't work #i could probably work if i found a job i could do from home that payed enough to live off of #not to mention they want me to list any income from may-july #which i didn't make any working. but my brother lives me and gives me money to deposit for the bills #that are all in my name bc he hadn't established credit when we moved in. and my credit was better back then #bc i couldn't afford to leave home until i was 28. so my credit was literally based off my student loan payments #and they were pretty low bc i did the income based thing #i'm getting my parents to come help me with the paperwork #not bc i can't understand it. but bc i literally cannot remember something i read 30 seconds ago

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vilnan · 10 months

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good morning im still ill about mizomono

#that episode was truly a masterpiece i can't get over it #i cried so much #like. sjskqsjs #i can't even put into words what i'm thinking #the revelation of abigail being alive only for her to die........#hannibal saying he wanted to have a family with will and abigail but then will betrayed him GOD #'we couldn't leave without you'#'i have let you know me. see me'#the dialogue was so fucking food #hannibal walking alone into the rain..........#im so sick like you don't even understand #📺 vilna watches tv

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tardis--dreams · 5 months

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Some of those doctors make hating oat milk their entire personality. I hate them. Cannot pretend to find them funny or like i give a shit. Fucking pretentious assholes

#also my colleague (the girl i had my shift with) is the exact opposite of me in all aspects. asked me if I'd ever worked in customer service #because i couldn't care less about being fake friendly to assholes and don't care if they like the service or not #like bitch those people don't have any other choice but drink our fucking coffee it's not like I'm competing with anyone #or like they pay us in any way. i get paid for doing the dumb work i have to do not for stroking some dumb ass doctors' egos #they come out of their rooms once an hour to get coffee and we have the cups on the table and i wouldn't even Think of #HANDING them the cups and smiling sweetly at them and asking 'coffee? tea?? :))'#I'll just assume these grown adults will get their stupid coffee or tea when they want some. it's not like they don't know where it is #(and i AM friendly and smile when someone is coming in our direction but why the fuck do you need to get so disgustingly friendly with them #if someone held up a cup asking if i.want some coffee I'd leave immediately even if i came just for coffee. it's creepy)#anyway. she's nice. I'm not.#there's normal people who will get their coffee and maybe ask if the milk in the little jug is cow milk to which I'll happily reply 'yes #:)'. then there's the other people who see the oat milk and make it clear they are the most insufferable people on the planet #(and i pity their patients so much. not much to choose from i guess but if i had that as a doctor I'd happily just die)#like everyone who took oatmilk could do it without making a fuss about the cow milk on the table. the cow milk lovers could never #'the oat milk is in front of the actual milk. this is unacceptable. i hate such healthy bullshit' lol okay #'OAT milk?? I'll leave this to the horses! THANK GOD you have actual milk!'#my favorite was the one who really took personal offense with its sheer presence. as if it had killed half of his patients lmao #'we had 50 patients with xyz problem. ALL of them drink oat milk. they cannot see the connection. it's really unhealthy'#at this point i just said i didn't care and stopped paying attention and he started complaining to his doctor colleague about how #oat milk is advertised to be healthy and how it's actually the opposite and i just find that very funny compared to the first comment #from that one guy who doesn't like such healthy bullshit. you guys need to find a consensus on the oatmilk issue i think. no one takes you #seriously if you contradict yourself like this. also i couldn't care less about the healthiness of the milk alternative of my choice. bitch.#next week I'll end up killing someone. i hope they all die from their cow milk. (but not the ones who took cow milk and didn't say anything #about the oat milk. they can continue living as they didn't annoy me)#void screams #some of these doctors were actually quite nice (most of them even). one even brought an applicant to us telling her to get some coffee #(which we are not allowed to give to applicants. but i don't care. I'd rather they get something than some of the asshole jury members #who hate oat milk (which is not the issue. the issue is them making it everybody else's issue that they don't like oat milk))

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tracing-lines-in-the-infinite · 11 months

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Any episode of Person Of Interest can make you cry if you think hard enough about it

#john reese #harold finch #person of interest #thinking about how 'John Warren' has the cover story closest to Reese's actual one #when did Joh trust Harold enough to tell him the truth? or when did Harold know there was enough trust he could tell Reese what he knew #or how in Prisoner's Dilemma John threatens Harold with a gun because he's so scared to hurt him #or how John leaves in Shadow Box not even spending the time to dry Bear and then not coming home for a while #just think for a moment about how excited Bear got at hearing John's voice over the earbud- and then when John finally returned!!#John talking to Shaw outside Cole's parents' house & 'they didn't need to take their memory of him. Even the CIA wouldn't stoop that low'#''in our line of work we walk in the dark. doesn't mean we have to walk in it alone''#Fusco watching out for Carter by looking into Beecher both with and without her asking #(not that he was right but that he did it)#in case we couldn't tell I'm obsessed with John Reese #and the way HAROLD AND CARTER were immediately breaking rules to get Reese out a jail when he was willing to go down for it all #if you can't tell I'm kinda on a POI kick tonight- but I'm also scheduling/queueing some stuff for later #don't think about how shaw was going to become a doctor but then got kicked out because she couldn't empathize well enough #and then became a killer instead!#or how we learn root (in an episode that was expected to center around finch) had a tragic backstory but leaves it behind b/c John solves i #or how Lionel only ever wanted his son safe and Shaw realized that but then couldn't save him as we all expected in the crossing #and another one #The season 4 episode where we see that John believed he was closer to Carter than he actually was! (Terra Incognita 4.20)

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cloud-somersault · 1 year

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every time i hear someone sayin' they only read completed fics but also complain because there's not enough 100k slowburns, i get so irrationally mad.

how do you think fics get completed? do you think the author sits on that 100K slowburn for months and posts it all at once? maybe interact and give some engagement

#this isn't ab anyone here i just saw in the tags of another ship #some bs 'i read all the (completed) fics for this pairing!'#i will never understand that. like i get why people do it #but it doesn't make sense to me personally bc when i read something i look at what's presented to me #and i don't need the full thing right then and there #i know how long writing takes; i'm happy to wait until it's done. even if that takes years #i know not everyone is like that. but this...entitlement to wanting 100k fics but not understanding or respecting the amount of time #and effort that goes into that. gets me so mad.#i really appreciate everyone here leaving comments and saying what they like #that kind of feedback has motivated me #and if you'll notice -- we sure are almost done with this fic aren't we?#crazy what leaving a comment can do.#i'm just a fierce defender of artists and i just. that stuff just pisses me off #it makes me feel like i'm just a machine.#or an entertainer. meant to just. make whatever you want and quickly #like if you feel that way fine. but can you not put it in the ship tags or talk about it at all publicly??#that's not something everyone needs to know #and it can make an author feel like 'wow i shouldn't write that big idea bc it'll take a while. i should write it all at once'#but then it won't get finished bc it takes a lot of motivation to write a big long thing without engagement of any kind #and i know. bc i tried to do that with constellations and couldn't

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aeterna---amantes · 1 year

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|| The feeling of being able to post 💙Connor💙 and not feeling guilty about it oh my fucking gods I'll only look at the bright side of this situation like thank fuck i am allowed to feel happy

HHHHIIIIIIIMMMMM 💙💙💙

#asgard to earth 💚 (ooc)#|| tfw you don't realise how toxic someone was until they've chosen to vanish from your life #|| Sad thing is that they play the victim as if I hadn't went through panic and anxiety attacks/sleepless nights/migraine periods #|| This person single-handedly managed to kill ALL of my muses for ALL existing threads in the span of a few days and it went on for MONTHS #|| And I *didn't want them to leave*. I was clinging to them because I still thought of them as a friend and I thought we could fix it. 😩#|| They left though. Blocked me without a word. And it took me two days to feel actual *relief* instead of sadness. I was that involved.#|| But I'm healing and that's beautiful!!!! I'm finally free from guilt!!!!! I can do whatever the fuck I want!!!!!!!!!!! Gods I missed thi #|| All the people who looked at my ''journey'' kept telling me to break contact because they're slowly killing all the happiness I have-#|| And I couldn't do it but at the same time they were all RIGHT. I'm so sorry fam. I'll listen to y'all better the next time okay?#|| And thanks for standing behind me ALWAYS. ALWAYS asking me what's up if I gave even a LITTLE hint. There're so many of you who NOTICED!!#|| And I'm so glad to call you my best friends!!! You mean the world to me! 💚 I'm very very lucky that you're always here for me. 💚#personal #i am free 👻#chaos is back online 🐍

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britneyshakespeare · 9 months

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unfortunately it is not the time to be normal. it is time for me to watch richard iii (1983) directed by jane howell for the third time in six months.

#i was trying to watch other things but i couldn't leave off the henry vi trilogy wo watching richard iii #tales from diana #ron cook is sooooo good as richard #also i wonder how ppl enjoy this play (or adaptations w it) without having read/seen the 3 parts of henry vi first?#not like 'i wonder' like 'i dont see it as possible' but like this time around especially #it really just sticks w me how inseparable it is from its 3 prior history plays you know #like i first read the henry vi plays bc ned convinced me to way back in the day #and i knew nothing about any of them medieval english kings. like not the first thing #so i didnt realize r3 was immediately after them or like the same series or anything #im not even sure i understood yet how famous *some* of the history plays are yet? or. i dont remember #i still had had the riverside shakespeare for less than a year when i started reading h6 #so it was still pretty new to me i suppose.#but i suppose i cant imagine how compelling richard might be wo the buildup of his characters in h6 parts 2 and 3 #shakespeare does such a good job of developing his character throughout those plays that by the time you get to his own #its like YAAAASSS BITCH #KILL THEM KILL EVERYONE WE LOVE YOU YOURE PERFECT #(he is not perfect. but he is to me)

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hella1975 · 1 year

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the 'i totally wrecked my walls' saga gets funnier bc ive spent the past few days trying to figure out how tf to get out of the inevitable fine and one thing i joked about was that i have a lot of hard hitters on my side if shit really does get nasty. like my flatmate's mum is an actual soliciter, my dad is a finance guy who can write an email so scathing you'll cry, my local friend's family owns half the property in the city and knows all the tricks of the trade when it comes to housing, and then there's just my mum who was like 'oh yeah i regularly used to dodge rent in my twenties. you'll be fine' and somehow she's the one im finding the most reassuring rn

#my mum looking at these insanely qualified people knowing she can one up them with the sheer experience gained from being poor #and she's right too. that's the fuck of it all #like she was trying to reassure me bc i nervously said to her 'im gonna be honest im NOT paying that fine if it comes to it'#bc im not! i dont deserve to! this tenancy has been a shithouse start to finish they have NO RIGHT to fine me over a dirty wall #like it does NOT cost that much to just go over it with some paint and it's not like i have a deposit for them to withhold from me #and i said to my mum thinking she'd be a responsible parent about it and be like 'no legally you HAVE to or they'll take it to court'#but she was so fucking unbothered she was like 'yeah when i was your age i literally couldn't afford to lose my deposit #so to ensure i still got it at the end of the year id just pretend my rent was late for however many weeks the deposit covered #and then id just leave. like id just leave without saying anything'#and that was that 😭 girl ffs. like her advice was really just 'call their bluff bc 9 times out of 10 they wont take you to court'#LEAST of all over an £80 fine for a bit of dirt on a wall. like lets be real here. i'll threaten to leave a review of all the shit #we've put up with during this tenancy and that'll be that i KNOW they'll roll over bc they've done it before we literally got rent back #for the first week at the start of the year bc people complained. im standing my ground #so even if the worst case scenario comes about that i cant salvage the walls and i do get fined #i now have full parental consent to just fucking dodge it LMFAOOOO #hella goes to uni

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