#we all need therapy after this
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finally have internet for the first time since friday morning after being fortunate enough to manage evacuating appalachia... our beautiful mountains and communities are in ruins... was stuck in my house for days with no water and power they dont know when we'll have either back because we're in the sticks... im losing work because i had to leave town and i dont know what im going to do financially... im extremely lucky our home wasnt damaged but seeing the destruction of my community has certainly left an impact on me mentally that i still havent begun to process... things will never be the same after this... please keep appalachia in your thoughts
#the damage is just...#i really cannot wrap my head around it#the landscape itself has changed because of this#sinkholes mudslides rivers overflowing#roads and bridges collapsing cutting off communities and rural homes#its been an absolute fucking nightmare#we all need therapy after this#appalachia#send the region help please if you can spare anything#txt
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Bluepoch you gave her trauma
#poor parrot#reverse 1999#r1999#meme#what's this called#incorrect quotes?#Kakania#we all need therapy after ch6 and 7 not just you Klara
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Thank you all for voting in the poll to decide who was going to be the leader of the band! It turned out to be such a close race!
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#madam lan#A-qing#Band AU#(Reminder that Madam Lan's design inspiration goes to Qourmet!)#Madam Lan may have been the winner per vote count but there were so many strong advocates for A-Qing!#I played around with a few versions of what the 'poll winner' art was going to be and ultimately decided I wanted them both.#As any good theater love knows though - The battle for leadership was a ruse. They *all* get a chance to be featured.#Cooperation was the real end goal! However I do think these two have the best frontman energy of the group.#Or at least 'crowd favourite' energy. I also really loved hearing what people thought their vocal styles would be like!#This was probably one of my favourite polls to do and I love drawing these characters a lot B*)#I'd love to spend a bit more time in this AU so count on me bringing it back.#One thing I keep feeling like I need to redeem myself on is Madam Lan's Translucent skirt. I have *not* done the concept justice yet.#It is such a crack-platonic ship but I want to think Madam Lan and A-Qing would enjoy each other's company.#Possibly also with JYL as well. They can be like mutually beneficial therapy dogs to each other.#Madam Lan never got to see her kids grow up into teenagers after all. She only had sons. Never daughters.#Even if she saw her kids once a month we do know she treated them with so much love and kindness.#She would bite the shit out of YZY for yelling at JYL. What a sight to see. A-Qing would also start biting (for fun).
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The pain in Laszlo's voice when he tells Colin that he was his father figure kills me because, in the end, that bond created in those times is over. Colin doesn't remember him as a father and Laszlo has to live with that.
Colin will always be his child, but he’s not his father anymore.
#1000/10 episode#yeah I know it a comedy show but leave me alone#okay yeah and I know the last line feels corny af but deep down that’s how it is#no matter how bad Laszlo treats Colin he still loves him and remembers fondly those times#tragedy after tragedy#THEY ALL NEED THERAPY#aaa Laszlo killed me this episode#yeah he was not the best father for Colin but he tried !!#he’s still after all his father#oh god im gonna watch s4 again#for my health#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#laszlo cravensworth#colin robinson#baby colin robinson#wwdits laszlo#wwdits colin robinson#wwdits season 6
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(Warning for pink blood- If you don’t wanna see that-)
Y’all, what if this- Was David
Because like- I always assumed it was Xander, but- What if it was David-
(if it’s actually him im gonna be so happy with myself-)
But yeah, uh- David is apparently sort of the mc which is cool- Him copying Xander’s sprite is so ahfjwuviwkvodo
DRDT is getting so good rn and Ch2 isn’t even done yet I’m so excited for the next ep-
#drdt#danganronpa despair time#david chiem#mage talks#y’all how are we feeling after the new ep dropped#i can’t believe ITS BACK#the trial is basically a group of dysfunctional sitcom characters#i love this fucking fangame#mc david i wasn’t expecting but also kinda love it-#teruko really needs therapy to deal with the xander thing-#and like- i get why she’s upset and all but teru this is the second trial you’ve yelled about this in#xander is dead let him be dead-#also the levi secret reveal-#which i and a lot- of other people definitely called it#but also ahfiwkivpsovo DRDT IS SO BACK#mysterious prologue guy#or girl- or nico- depending on who it is but for this post i’m gonna say guy-#‘cause it’s a david theory post-#oh i put a lot of tags on this uh oops#mage’s drdt theories!#LMAO how is the tag list longer than the actual post omfg
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the girls decide to drop andrea from the island
#jana was never leaving and she shouldn't feel bad about it either them boys can go somewhere !#rob is so mfing DRAMATIC 😵💫😭😭 acting like he's about to sacrifice himself to a volcano LOLOLL#and if liv's a production plant then we need someone from the EXACT SAME plant for bb#(rip hakeem if i was him i'd need extensive therapy and self-esteem training (if that's a thing) after all this. over ROB !?!!?? LOL)#love island usa
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Thinking about how Kurogane and Fai just witnessed their son’s death, and right after now also have to deal with Mr evil guy using their daughters’ corpse to go against everything she stood for and use her goodwill as a weapon for more death and destruction ™
They're having a DAY that's for sure!
#After this we all need a trip to the Land of Therapy#We can stay there for seven more years just to be safe#replies#Anon#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle
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accept your future path wasn't yours to be chosen.
#ghost's art#ghost's ocs#original art#original character#yvonne eibenholz#i told myself i'd do more full pieces with her after artfight and here we are#i associate like a dog with nico and callisto a lot more for the science elements of it but this is a very yvonne song to me too#anyways she makes me normal#my favourite girl who's future/fate has always been chosen by others and being stuck in a time loop is not helping with that#and it's doomed to constantly forget who she is and unable to truly try and make her own path bc of it#and despite how much they try to find a way out of the loop. i imagine deep down there's like so much hurt and pain to where like#it would rather just go back and forget everything again. running back to what it knew/didn't know (like a wounded dog)#yvonne is very wolf/dog girl coded to me for that reason actually she's always been one to run away from the things that hurt it#and constantly run back to the things it knows or forgetting it all. which she also did a lot as saxen#something wrong with her i desperately need it to go get therapy or something
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redesigned Valcour, he can change colors now based on his mood :) Slowly updating all of his old art and discord stickers with the new design also working on making myself a modern setting because he and two other of my ocs are basically homeless now. I tell you what, there's nothing I love more than making rules and laws for magical creatures and people. I love it to BITS. having so much fun with the besties
#mind flayer#illithid#my art#valcour#the setting takes place in faerun about 250ish years after bg3 with bg3 being the start of a proper widespread industrial revolution#but the events of bg3 take place in an alt timeline#renegade illithid are allowed to integrate into human society but are psionically sealed as part of the immigration process#but only certain creeds though#shit finally got me to actually dive into my hc ideas for how the creeds work and are internally organized#also since mindflayers only ACTUALLY need to eat brains for the psionic and hormone needs#all you gotta do is find a replacement for those two things#so ground psionic crystals (that we did kinda homebrew to be way more common) and hormone therapy (table salt and hrt babey)#all their other meals are just regular ass meat
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Raimondi is deeply growing on me its not even funny anymore
He's so underrated bro I love him sm
He and Caramba are such cool character like their designs and their personalities are so fun and their duo is also what is so cool about them like they went from wanting to beat eachothers ass to becoming best friends in a span of idk 20 minutes?
#raimondi#caramba is still my ultimate fav tho#Raimondi needs more love man hes so cool#what if bro dies next season☠️🙏#:3#skullivar needs to be in a psychward holy shit bro#i need to see caramba and raimondi bonding in season 2 because they were such a cool duo#raimondi is probably that typa dude that gets offened at someone splitting the pasta in half#pretty sure caramba did this once#someone take this show away from me#zak storm#also are we not gonna talk about that raimondi told the 7cs that he sometimes talks to himself not even 5 minutes after meeting them#Raimondi probably needs therapy after all of this because bro got captured and threatend to be killed if he didnt work on the machine☠️🙏#not to mention bro wouldve been ☠️ if caramba didnt pull him away#anyways hes a silly dude love him#i want his backstory and the lore
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new Tayc album dropped dedicated to the friend he lost this summer and uh. hey. who the fuck let him do this to me
#tayc#look. i should have known after Poseidon ended up in my top seven of the week that song is sad as fuck. i knew this album was coming.#i didn't know looking through the lyrics that are available i would be needing to book myself into therapy possibly what the fuck.#not in December Tayc. not with all the loss coming up over the next weeks don't do this#we got a Davido feature on this but i haven't listened to it yet. we got our first explicitly religious song from him too which feels#like vindication after the debacle that happened in the comment section of the Poseidon MV where people were accusing him of#showing disrespect to the Quran when he had to come out and say there was no Quran featured and that he rented the decorative#books that ended up causing the controversy. Jesus is it a good idea for me to listen to this now of all times
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Does pretending to be fine on the outside bring you at least some sort of satisfaction? That they won’t see how bad it gets
yesss and it's so selfish and embarrassing, i keep hoping someday they'll all see right through the bullshit and then they'll say "oh my, it was so very bad all along and you never said anything? you withstood it all and never brought any attention to yourself? that's so selfless, i could never, i would have broken earlier, you are so strong. we will help you now, you deserve it now because you never asked for anything!!!" but it never happens and it never will happen and the worse it gets for me the more i put on the cheerful and selfless and carefree demeanor, i get so desperate to keep it all up because if i ever drop the act and start Acting Depressed, start wearing my arms out or stop smiling at everybody all the time, i would be acting selfish, i would be attention-seeking, i would be undeserving of any help at all since i'm simply craving attention. you see what i mean? it's all twisted but i swear there is a logic there - the more desperately i need something to change, the kinder i will act, the milder, gentler, more selfless, quieter, i have to handle it with humility because not complaining and just taking it quietly is what would make me deserving of some care, and sometimes i need it so badly that i'd do anything to deserve it. i keep thinking if i deserved it i would have already received it, only that's not how people function, people go to psychologists or tell their friends 'i'm depreseed' and that's how they get help, not through martyrdom and humility. but i do it the quiet way and the worse things get the quieter and more mellow i become and it will probably go on this way until i kill myself and then people will say "holy shit, she was always so cute and kind and pastel, nobody could have expected this, who could have had any idea?"
#to be fair it is also not entirely my fault that i don't get any help at all because i've waited months for a single psych appointment#he told me i probably have bpd and to not do any substances and also presribed me dbt therapy#then i called up all the clinics in poland that offer dbt therapy and one finally picked up after fucking weeks of ghosting they told me#i do not have a ✨ prescription code✨ refused to explain what that is and told me i should have known things like that#i booked another appointment waited two months again and was told oh yeah we cannot actually get you like a prescription for#refunded therapy#or however to translate it#we can only recommend it! okay so. thanks for the recommendation. kinda wish you would have told me that before.#and they told me i should actually go to the family doctor or whatever you call those in english#but that means a woman who has treated my entire close family for like the last 20 years or so#so yeah i won't go to someone who's known me since i was an infant to tell her. Things#mind you my family has no idea about The Things and she treats them all#and anyway the worst part of the episode was over by the time i got the family doctor info and i was just too tired to keep trying anymore#so like#it's also not entirely my fault#not 100% anyway#only maybe like 97.5%#answered#anon#holy shit i never put it all in words so concisely thank you for this anon i needed to spell this out to myself#not to mention after i would get the prescription i would still need to wait for two years for the first therapy appointment
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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doodled the science club hehe 🥺 they're helping low go through a breakdown or smth
i swear i'll finish this at some point btw
RED OHMYGODDD LOOK AT THEM!!!!!
I wish you could see the smile on my face rn omg I'M GONNA BE STARING AT THIS ALL DAY LOOOOOOONNGGGGG 💕💖😩💖💕
#literally sobbing rn this actually just made my morning#LOOK AT THEMMM OUGHHHHH MY HEARTTT I'm literally so in love#do I tell you enough how much I absolutely adore your art bc oughhhhh I have so many cartoon hearts flying around my head rn#ALSO FAITH IN YOUR STYLE MAKES MY HEART EXPLODE EVERY TIME I SEE HERRRR AAAAAAA#glad jasper low could join the group therapy club he really needed someone looking out for him after oops and gorgon :'[#oughhhhhhhhh we should be allowed to get him out or there and be his frienddddd I'm so fr#gonna be looking at my screen like 🥺 all day long okay#I hope they have so many warm drinks and cozy blankies and nice soup#they all deserve it but thinking abt how alone jasper is makes me sooo </3333#no one else is ever gonna come for him if we can't convince him to leave like babygirl snap out of it we can do projects somewhere elseeeeee#captain of the unreliable#friend art#friend oc
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I suppose it's a bit telling that as someone who never had migraines before in their life, my emotional stress has been so bad this year I've begun having them. Brain please that is anything but helpful 🫠
#I may have had one last October but I definitely had a full blown migraine for the first time in March this year. Took me out for 3 days ffs#guess the traumatic panic of yesterday was PLENTY to trigger one last night. Not surprised tbh but still. NOT HELPFUL BRAIN#I just... this year man. This year has been Brutal. The list of depression sources is painful on many levels#I think I've gone through almost every kind of grief this year and there's still another month of 2024 left! CAN WE NOT?#and after the election... 2025 ain't looking so hot. I don't get paid enough to afford all the therapy I need OTL#bat bat bat bat
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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