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Doctor told me I had an iron deficiency some years ago and told me to take a supplement. Didn't really notice it impacting my life in any way, other than the constipation and bloating. I quit taking it after about a year.
I am so tired all the time lately. It's been bad the last few months. Even if i get a lot of sleep, I take a nap in my car on lunchbreaks and another nap at home after work. And I'm still tired.
So my dumbass remembers that kind of fatigue can be because of low iron (note: when my blood was tested it was because of hair loss, not exhaustion, so I never thought about this being a treated symptom).
I took an iron pill today around 3 and now it's 1am and I am still WIRED. We'll see throughout the week if that's really the iron, a mental "placebo" effect, or if I just drank too much pop today. 🤷♀️
#my hair loss was related to stress from the pandemic not because of iron#it started 6 months after lockdown and then grew back slowly after that#was wild and upsetting lol#i also was told i had a vitamin d deficiency but i still take that every day
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Jealousy, Jealousy
#friend jealousy is a BITCH and i think kei would definitely suffer from it#he made one (1) friend in elementary school and decided it was enough for one lifetime#but now theyre in HS and tadashi is a lot more out of his shell than he previously was and oh look :) now hes making more friends#i just KNOW it eats kei up. watching his best friend laugh with other people.#i think this would be the first time too which is why its a particularly big blow like#for so long its been him and tadashi that this was never a concern#so now he doesnt know how to manage this ugly emotion#definitely see him get snappier with hinata and kageyana#goes unnoticed tho because he usually tends to be an ass to them anyway#Man.#SIGH.#this came to me in a vision and i made myself upset so LOL. Releases this to the wild yaay…#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#tsukishima kei#yamaguchi tadashi#queerplatonic if you understand the workd#tsukkiyama#hq#lots to the read in the tags lol sorry…
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winner pov TRUST
oh i forgor to post them here...... The sillies
#groza art#groza fanart#mcyt#fanart#hermitcraft#trafficblr#life series#wild life smp#geminitay fanart#geminitay#smallishbeans#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#umm what else#life series fanart#someone got upset i put wildlife tag here#oops lol#wildlife smp
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failure and futility
for day 2 of campfire fest! prompt: third eye (and i guess could also count for explosion, or a lack thereof lol) @outerwilds-events
#i meant to do something yesterday but i had a crazy shift at work and was feeling lazy lol#anyways. pye and idaea after the probe didn't work#this line of text is the first thing that comes to mind for 'third eye' for me bc its the only evidence/in-game mention of the nomai's -#- third eye being special/different from the other two in some way. im curious if it is actually composed differently and has better vision#or if it is just better for seeing fine details in things directly in front of them since it is forward-facing as opposed to -#- being on the sides of their head#also i just think about these two a lot. can you imagine being co-leaders of the most difficult and controversial part of a massive project#that is so important to so many people including your friends family members and ancestors who have died in search of what you are -#- going to potentially destroy your entire clan while attempting to find#you are building a weapon intended to destroy yourself and the entire star system you were born in#and your co-leader is the person with quite possibly the most opposite opinions and disposition to you#idaea having to grapple with the fact that the failure of something he never wanted to exist in the first place is still upsetting to him -#- because despite their differences he still sympathizes with pye who was so confident and wanted it to work so badly#and both of them as well as anyone else working at the sun station put so much time and energy into constructing it#and that work was so miserable due both to the heat and the tension due to their differing opinions and their own mixed feelings on it#pye having to admit defeat to everyone else working on the project who were so excited for this to finally give them the answer#in front of idaea who was so convinced that it was a bad idea and who she was probably desperate to prove wrong#in front of the entire crew of people who had spent probably months in miserable working conditions#after she had been so confident that it would work and so insistent that this was the only way#and she had to admit not only that it failed but that it couldn't possibly work. that deep down she knew and had probably known for a while#- that it would never work and had continued working on it anyway because she wanted it to work so bad#anyways. the fucking brainworms#tried out a new style for this and i really like how it turned out#outer wilds#outer wilds spoilers#outer wilds nomai#frostgnaw draws
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"Fae males were territorial, dominant, arrogant—but the ones in the Spring Court … something had festered in their training."
- Feyre, while looking at Lucien (!) all while sporting Illyrian wings that most Illyrian females aren't able to use for flying due to wing clipping.
#Feyre is fucking wild#i can't#girl of course Tamlin ignored ur stupid note#have you read it?#oh wait#acotar#anti feyre#i guess?#im not really anti characters cause I think that's dumb im just upset at the writing lol#but still tagging just in case#tamlin#lucien vanserra
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I can't believe I have to spell it out but if you really really want to repost something you saw on tumblr to some other platform please credit the original creator??? And no, "credit to the owner" does NOT count 🙄🙃
#asking to not repost at all or even not miscaption things would be probably too much lol but at least credit people???#I thought it was obvious but apparently not???#I'm blocking everyone I saw doing it with my stuff but they still find a way somehow???#I know I should probably sign everything but I can't be bothered + have too many unsigned things to start doing it out of nowhere +#+ don't think most of them are That Good lol#but I still spend my own time on things even if they are silly and simple and unoriginal??? they don't materialise out of thin air???#like I don't want to sound like an arrogant bitch; fandom is just a hobby that distracts me from The Horrors -#- but stumbling upon something I made without a link to my tumblr or my username mentioned is upsetting#especially if it's done by a fandom old or whatever it's called🙄#sorry I don't want to be an anonymous content provider for your 1300 stupid twitter followers 🙃🙃🙃#I whine a lot lately don't I#but like why can't they even steal a gifset properly and have to make an ugly screenshot of it instead😭#oh and while I'm at it - attaching fics as files to download without a link to ao3 (or even the author's name) is not ok either imo ://#this most likely won't reach the intended audience BUT STILL#maybe I'm overreacting but it has been annoying me for a while now -#- and seeing A SCREENSHOT of my gifset in the wild without my name posted by someone who I was SURE I blocked was the last straw I guess 🙃
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Why is it fine for allo ppl to talk and joke about how much they hate romance and how romance just sucks sooooo much but when an aro person does the same suddenly it's "romance negativity" and "incredibly problematic"?????
#text#aro#aromantic#aroace#arospec#aspec#romance repulsed#romance averse#the double standard is wild#and ig allos making fun of ppl who dont date is totally fine and we shouldnt be upset#some allo ppl are absolutely unbearable i swear#anyways LOVE LOSES!!! ROMANCE SUC LOL#you sound like the cishet ppl who get mad when trans and gay ppl make jokes abt them
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SHIT i forgot to say this, so now i feel bad for making two posts about sick things in a row, but MY HAIR IS GROWING BACK bitchessss 😍
lmao, so before I started chemo, I had my hair cut to a crewcut type of style. So my hair was about 2 centimeters long. And then when it started falling out, I never shaved it to actually be bald. I just started shedding. All over my pillow. It was so annoying. So one night, I just pulled it all out (and no, it didn't hurt - imagine pulling a clump of hair from a husky dog during shedding season) and I dumped it on my bathroom floor (my mom cleaned it up the next day because I felt too sick lol). However there were a few strands that were, for whatever reason, fall-out resistant. I didn't pull those strands out (because pulling those out would've actually hurt), so I'm not technically bald. Do a google image search of "Eleanor bald Good Place" and you'll see what I mean lol. Anyway so I have a few strands of hair just like Eleanor's, which at this point are all about 5 centimeters long. But new hair is also growing, but it's just a stubble. So, check out this faaaabulous illustration of what my hair literally looks like in the mirror right now lmao:
It looks JUST as dorkish as my drawing lmao. Makes me laugh every time.
Anyway lol, I hope you all were as intrigued about these hair anecdotes as I hoped you would be, because honestly I'm fascinated by how all of this has happened.
#lmao so i am relieved about this whole thing because it means my eyebrows are growing back!#the story of how my eyebrows fell out is weird#it didn't happen during chemo#they thinned out a *tiny* bit during chemo but they were still going strong#until two months AFTER i was DONE with chemo!#imagine me sitting here waiting for things to start growing back only for my eyebrows to fall OUT lol#they were just GONE one morning#(not the entire eyebrow fell out btw. just half of the eyebrow. the half closest to my nose. i call them the 'inside corners' lol)#i don't care about my hair but the inside corners of my eyebrows falling out was super unexpected at that point so it actually upset me#so i started drawing them back on lol#(I did that a lot when i used to cosplay so i'm pretty decent at it)#anyway i noticed a couple days ago that the inside corners are actually starting to grow back now!!!#so yay!!!#but lmfaooo it's not time to celebrate yet#because literally as of two days ago#the OUTSIDE corners of my eyebrows have disappeared#it happened the same exact way. one morning i woke up and they were just gonezo lol#(luckily if i had to choose i'd definitely prefer to keep the inside corners than the outside ones. so this isn't terrible. i'm okay lol)#i told this to my mom#and she was like 'oh so basically your eyebrows broke in half'#alskhg;lasdhglk#anyway so that was really interesting#it's almost like the old eyebrow hairs had to fall out for the new eyebrow hairs to start growing?#and they're doing it one half of an eyebrow at a time???#fucking wild man like#everyone knows chemo makes hair fall out#but nobody knows the absolutely wacko details#sick posting#personal
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checking tumblr days after filling my queue and finding out people really liked it 👉👈
#um?????? hi#thank you for the love#i was not................. expecting that#um..................................... if you're new here i'm just trying to enjoy sims again and limiting my play time#which means i've been playing on the weekends and mass editing my screenshots lol#so.......... i'm not around for the most part! i am sadly not really aware of what's going on in the dashboard#unless it's at the top#but i KNOW you guys are making wonderful things! especially this time of year#anywho thank you love you kisses#my queue runs out saturday and i'm out of town for the weekend so i guess it might be awhile#also i'm turning 25 on sunday#isn't that WILD. i'm just rambling now you can totally leave#i was upset at first about being five years to 30#but now i'm like.... here comes the best part of my 20s y'all#okay (^'': buh bye for now
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nothing like being lied to and betrayed on the deepest level only to then be ghosted entirely
#jk i’ve surpassed being upset. i’m just pissed now lol#wild how someone can live with themselves when they do this kind of shit#i’m genuinely so…… baffled
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[wakes up, checks notifs. sees message from someone being fucking weird and mean and shitty about me being aro and romance repulsed, Again. delete.]
#byeeeeeee you are not worth my time#it makes people so upset that im like this lmao#the amount of personal feelings other people have about my orientation#and my relationship to romance is fucking wild#feel free to turn to literally any part of the rest of the world if this bothers you so much you feel the need to send me a LOOOOONG ask#shaming and belittling me about it and generally being a dick#like im not reading all that lol let me press the button that makes your worthless opinion disappear#gav gab#aro blogging#another day another weirdo in my inbox having entirely too many feelings#about my orientation#this person seems so pressed about it lmao#bye! better uses for both our time exist i promise you that asshole#what’s probably the funniest about this one is how like#this person is clearly trying to paint me as hysterical and mentally ill (no really)#and like yeah i am mentally ill but that doesn’t render my experiences as a romance repulsed aro person a Symptom#it has impacts! but it’s not like… well you know#anyways they’re trying to paint themselves as rational and calm in comparison#but the ask just devolved into this whiny tantrum and it’s like ok lmao#IM the one who’s being unreasonable and should have my experiences disregarded#and i should shut up about them because im InsaneTM#sure lmfao
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"conan never cry is such a toxic masculine bullshit"
agree. but what if it's something he probably (subconsciously or not) pick up from yukiko? y'know, the legendary actress who take disguise class from mr.pokerface himself? the one who only show her negative emotions to other people in a childish way? and only look genuinely upset when no other characters was looking at her?
#this post implied veruyuki btw bc whenever yukiko look genuinely upset in the manga it was about sharon lol#ofc there is not much evidence to support this#but there is enough rooms and implications for me to go wild so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#my dcmk posting
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what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?
this website i fear. i was on here when i was around 11 and for better or for worse i spent a very Interesting 4 years lol this specific how-to book!!! i credit a LOT of different things as to why i draw but i think this was the very first thing i remember ever using as a kid and i have just kept drawing little things since we had these two hanging macaw figurines in our backyard that my mom LOVED. only one of them is still there and pale from the sun but those two little guys and my mom's appreciation for macaws also made me love birds a lot forever!!!!
3. 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?
oh im about to sound super boring rn but i dont really watch movies let alone rewatch them all too often 😭 i do often revisit spirited away and the cat returns though!! and for family movie night purposes i could absolutely keep watching white chicks as we have done lmao
14. what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been to scared to do?
HANG GLIDING!!!! i want to fly around SO so bad but i dont even like going too high on a swing so. hm
17. name 3 things that make you happy
my cool awesome girlfriend dykobra-kid!!! <3 silly little animals :-) good food!!!! i grew up super picky but now i really like trying new things
28. do you collect anything?
oh my god... not nearly as much as when i was little. i want to so bad but i dont have that money LMAOOO. but i was a HUUGE lps collector as a kid!!! my biggest collections rn are probably just a random assortment of pompompurin and bird related things! and a slow building mcr shirt collection yay
33. any hobbies?
BIRDWATCHING!!! i also really like baking and singing (i was a choir kid only for a year but have always Been singing yk)!! and i've been learning guitar VERY casually for a while but one of my pegs recently got fucked up and i havent gotten around to fixing anything lmao
38. fave song at the moment?
OUGHH i get forwards beckon rebound stuck in my head a LOT. specifically this version of it
#hiiiiii fagjolras!!!! :3 hiiii#asks#the collection ask... i also have half of the kj dolls hehe#i preordered poison when they dropped#and found jet and kobra out In The Wild. i gave kobra to my gf <3#i have yet to ever see ghoul and i do not think i will lol. they dont sell those anymore no?#OH AND SPEAKING OF.#i did NOT know the boyzone shirt stopped selling at some point??#my sister gave me theirs from la1 and now i am CLINGINGGGG to it lmao#AND SPEAKING OF MCR SHIRTS. FUCK#I DONT CARE THAT SOME OF YALL GOT THE MAD GEAR AND THE MISSILE KID TOUR SHIRT. IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME IM SO UPSET#SOOO HAPPY FOR YOU😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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man considering i haven't actually done all that much this week I'm like exhausted.
#part of me is tempted to go to take a shower and go to bed a little early and just read for a bit#idk i've been like ready to sleep by 10p lately and i'm usually wide awake after 1a#wild what grief does to your body#what do you mean i physically couldn't eat for like 4 days just because i was so heartbroken???#what do you mean i'm like ready to pass out 4 hours before i usually go to bed???#i've been sleeping about the same as usual at least#and! i ate my first full meal since saturday. been just snacking all week cause my stomach was doing loops this whole time#i miss blue so much but i've been at least doing dishes and a load of laundry each day#even if i'm not working on the bigger stuff i had originally planned i'm still trying to keep to my routine#the routine helps a lot with this even though half that routine revolved around mom#also i got distracted mid sentence because someone cosplayed as lara croft ran by while i was crafting lol#i got all upset today watching the xbox stream cause the one game was one mom really wanted to check out#and the story is about a mom and daughter. so it immediately made me cry#yes i will be getting it after i get my budget figured out yes i will probably be a sobbing mess playing it for multiple reasons
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The problem with being both someone who likes Arcane s1, and also being a fan of the original League lore, is I feel weirdly out of place in both spaces? Strangest fandom experience I’ve had in a while, honesty.
#Victor’s void#me taking a shot everytime I’m in the Arcane tag and someone acts like LoL lore isn’t inherently bad#and Arcane s2 was worse than s1 because ‘what else did you expect from the Leagye show?’#League only fans I understand the upset with Arcane but it means I feel awkward sometimes interacting with League only content#because I feel like an imposter ? I guess?#it’s wild. wild rift one might say
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i think ive reached my limit of how many times i can handle people only being able to refer to marcille as a girlfailure
#wind howls#marcille does one (1) thing poorly and suddenly shes everbodys failgirl and its so funny guys shes a complete failure of a party member LOL#and the thing that she did poorly is either 1. something shes said shes good at because shes not allowed to make mistakes or 2. -#doing anything that people associate with the typical Annoying Smart Woman or whatever. because then theyre reminded that shes a girl#yknow when senshi got on the kelpies back and almost died i dont think i saw anyone calling him a boyfailure#nor do i think anyone did that when laios thought that eating food in paintings would carry over to the real dungeon. he was just silly.#strange that in those occasions people didnt attribute their errors or misjudgements on their being men.#'oh but senshi wouldnt know bc hes only met the one kelpie and had no prior knowledge of them and laios knows about monsters not-#the nature of magic painings!' ok and where are those explanations whenever marcille refuses something or messes up or does something cute#like. she messes up* with the mandrake because she focused on the destination and didnt think of all the possible outcomes afterwards#*but in the end she still does get the mandrake. and its better than the other ones senshi got.#like. she initially refuses to eat the very first monster they find because thats just the fucking norm in the society she was raised in.#she didnt consider eating monsters because she never had a use for it. shes from a rather well off background#shes a genius when it comes to magic and also theres already domesticated animals at the surface that she is used to eating.#her initial reactions are entirely normal imo. its wild that im still seeing people attribute that to her being a girl. i hate it all#so many examples everywhere all the time. you guys are aware that shes more that just Girl and Falin's Girlfriend and Magic Girl right.#anyway im upset and angry and im exploding the world with my brain. goodnight
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