#was what i did so irreparable

[aufhocker]

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[add1ctedt0you]

Jiang YanLi, “I’m… I’m here to tell you…”

To tell him what?

That it’s fine?

That I don’t hate you?

That everything is fine?

That I don’t blame you for have killed Jin ZiXuan?

It was impossible.

But she couldn’t say anything that was the opposite either.

[...]

Suddenly Jiang Yanli's eyes opened wide. Her hands conjured up an explosive current of strength from nowhere and pushed Wei Wuxian hard!

Wei Wuxian was pushed onto the ground again by force. The next time he looked up, he saw the gleaming blade of a sword pierce through her throat.

The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Chapter 78

"With his left hand, he [Jin Guangyao] whipped out another string and attacked Wei Wuxian! Jiang Cheng's pupils shrank to become just a point. With a flip of his wrist, he turned Zidian's direction to defend against the guqing strings."

The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Chapter 101

"You did all the best things, and yet every time you do the worst ones, it's involuntary! Forced! With some unspeakable grievances! Grievances?! You told me nothing, you played me for a fool!! [...] Can I not hate you?! Why is it that now it's like I am supposed to have wronged you?!"

The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Chapter 102

[h0estar]

he desired to hear from her. he desired to hear her. he desired. his desire turned to yearning. and he yearned to hear from her. he yearned for her. he yearned her. he yearned. yearned as in by definition "to long persistently, wistfully, or sadly."

persistent fucking longing...

he longed to hear her. he longed to see her. he longed for her. he wished he could see her too. he wished he could see her. he wished to see her. he wished to. he wished. he

[thefluxsystem]

i wish that there were actually as many DID specialists as it seems like there are.

so many of these therapists are out here just trying to pad their resume, then when they actually have someone with DID in the chair, they try to fake it til they make it. which they never do.

how am i supposed to get better, when the people who claim they can help are lying about it?

[fungi-maestro]

Questionable Images 1/2 - The Question #8 (1987)

[constantvariations]

Why did they create such a useless character to show Cinder's backstory when Salem is literally right there AND the real question the audience wants answered???

Imagine if it had been Salem who stayed at the hotel and saw something of herself in the scrappy servant girl. She saw how the Madame treated little Cinder and offered a way out only if Cinder has the power to be useful to her. Maybe she put Cinder to a test of how far she was willing to go for freedom, or maybe Salem wanted something from the Madame that she wouldn't give so it was up to Cinder to provide

Either way, Salem gets a young disciple that's ruthlessly ambitious and easy to manipulate and Cinder gains the illusion of freedom under a new master

[imminent-danger-came]

The MK pipeline from “You really think the universe wants anything, from any of us?” to “Until I know what I am, what my destiny is? I can’t risk hurting the people I care about—the ones I have left.” is actually fucking wild.

Like, the place his character starts is believing that he couldn’t possibly be *anything* special or be the one to make that positive impact on the world. Then we have our beloved “to pain” scene, and MK ruminates on the Lady Bone Demon’s words—after all, his greatest power is self reflection. So we go from MK hoping to use his position “for good” to believing he’s “the one always getting the world in trouble”. Whatever his role in the story is, it always negative. It’s not enough or too much. It’s the universe not wanting anything or wanting him to bring about total suffering.

[catteries]

with the amount of Feelings i'm getting, i'm definitely headcanoning that DGS!Sholmes is the happy ending ACD!holmes deserved, and iris is sholmes' equivalent of beeretirement, and you cannot stop me from this powerfully enriching addition to my life

[neonsix67]

"don't waste your money getting a diagnosis for the car if nothing is wrong" hey, just because it ran fine on a small drive doesn't mean there isn't problems, and while you claim to know exactly what wrong with it you never disclose that information to the person who drives it every day. Weird, huh? Believe it or not, I want to be able to fix problems, not just ignore them until the thing is completely unusable.

[caifanes]

i think im like actually finally processing what my life was from 2012 to 2016 and hooooly fuck was it ridiculous. whatever part i was desperately and unknowingly still holding onto has been completely cut

[manny-jacinto]

it's more : Liam USED Oasis to get attention for years, as he has never been interesting enough

i mean. if i was part of oasis, i would also make it my whole personality tbh. their discography is biblical in my book

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

pissed rn specifically bc i lost my detailed plan for the near’s bday event pieces i’m doing :/

[thatlittledandere]

Alright I'll bite for the Homestuck ship asks o.o (I barely have any understanding of Homestuck so I'm just picking things I recognize asdhklf): Favourite canon ship? Favourite rare ship? Do you have a crackship? Do you self-ship with any character? Do you use the quadrants in real life? Comfort ship(s)?

Yey thank uwu

Favorite canon ship: MEOWRAILSSS Nepeta and Equius make me so so emotional they deserved more time together frrr 😭😭♦️♦️♦️

Favorite rare ship: I don't know if I ship anything rare... Tavris isn't as popular as some others for either of them..? And I guess I do ship it now there's no other word for my condition. They're terrible together it compels me. Forever holding out for pitch tavris but unfortunately kismesis requires some level of mutuality and well. Tavros and Vriska just are not on an equal standing in any capacity ever. So there's that

Do you have any crack ships? As a rule of thumb no, never. It doesn't even cross my mind to ship characters without some catalyst in canon. Like straight up the thought doesn't occur to me. There needs to be something there to catch my attention and if there is something there in canon it isn't a crack ship by definition;;

Do you self-ship with any character? I got over my crush on Eridan now I'm stuck with this bitch of a boyfriend who I just can't stop pitying in the platonic, human sense of the word. Might fuck around and adopt him next

Do you use the quadrants in real life? WISH I COULD real life kismesis especially could be interesting tbh, but only if it's done PROPERLY and not the watered down misinterpreted version you know. Kismesis isn't just enemies to lovers it isn't hatefucking it isn't even just a love-hate relationship all of these definitions have some truth to them but are reductive. Where is the begrudging respect where is the strive to be stronger and to push the other to better themself as well where is the fundamental equality in mutual one-upping and catching up-- when Karkat talks I LISTEN

Ok I do use the quadrants to describe my feelings for characters so that's like, 50% real life I guess

Comfort ship/s? I never understood the whole comfort character/ship thing tbh like I guess I sorta get what it means but also the terms just don't fit in my mouth.

Homestuck ship asks

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

trying to write a pair of twins that are 1 girl and 1 boy and realizing it's just rin and len 2.0:

[theramblingvoid]

putting Spot Spiderversemovie into the microwave on high. wringing him out like the wettest most limp dishtowel. kicking him down the street like an empty tin can. this man needs to go in the centrifuge

[xx-obliviousfantasy-xx]

Thank you Hayley Kiyoko, Girl I'm Red, Studio Killers, Steven Universe by the Crewniverse, Undertale by Toby Fox, and Life Is Strange By Dontnod for helping me learn that I am gay.

Also thank you Undertale by Toby Fox, Double Trouble from She-Ra, Lake from Infinity Train, and Steven Universe by The Crewniverse (and Rebecca Sugar) for helping me learn and accept that I am non-binary

And thank you, Saiki K, Todd Chavez and that girl from Sex Education for helping me learn I'm Asexual, Amen 🙌🏽

Also shout-out to my nonbinary English teacher in 9th grade for realizing I was nonbinary before I did but not pushing me! 🙌🏽

Which also, THANK YOU Ellen Wittlinger for writing Parrotfish. I needed that on my Journey to realizing I was trans in 9th grade. Rest in Peace.

Thank you to the authors of Girl Mans Up and Simon vs The Homosapiens agenda, the first queer books I ever read and owned (Becky Albertalli & M-E Girard)

Almost all of the lesbian Tik Tokers I followed in 2019-2021 who then came out as Trans Men 🫡

Thank you to (almost) all the queer YouTubers I watched either while not knowing I was also queer, or just as I figured out I was queer. #respect Joey Graceffa, English Simmer, MacDoes it, Kat Blaque, The Queer Kiwi, Jammi Dodge, Rowan Ellis, Philosophy Tube, Anna Akana, Strange Æons, Ty Turner, A good chunk of Ladylike as well as Eugene Lee Yang, Sam Collins, The multiple Lukes/Lucases, AND ESPECIALLY THOMAS FUCKING SANDERS, Jaiden Animations ( we Stan an ace queen ) GinjaNinja and Szin...I think. I'm pretty sure Szin is queer but idk if I made up GinjaNinja being queer but ykw honorary bc I had a crush on her anyways-

And so many more bruh. (Idk if any of these guys are problematic today)

AND FUCK KALVIN GARRAH ALL THE WAY TO HELL, BITCH. FUCK YOU, FUCK THE DAMAGE YOU COSTED ME ON MY JOURNEY, AND FUCK BLAIR WHITE TOO.