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#did they want me to disappear#did they actually just hate me so much#it was so fast#was what i did so irreparable#i think it was#everything i do is wrong#i hope they're happier that I'm gone#I'm sorry I'm not dead instead#I'll do better
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00s north american emo music wouldve blown kaidous mind
#the used would have changed him irreparably#he wouldnt even need to understand the lyrics what with all the wailing and whimpering#sorry ive found myself listening to 00s music and transporting myself to a time where i didnt understand or care about the geopolitical#situation#also everything was half the price minimum#i bet kaidou would think himself so mature for listening to foreign music lmao i know i did#when i was 16 and listening to one specific inuyasha ed on repeat#saiki k
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Jiang YanLi, “I’m… I’m here to tell you…”
To tell him what?
That it’s fine?
That I don’t hate you?
That everything is fine?
That I don’t blame you for have killed Jin ZiXuan?
It was impossible.
But she couldn’t say anything that was the opposite either.
[...]
Suddenly Jiang Yanli's eyes opened wide. Her hands conjured up an explosive current of strength from nowhere and pushed Wei Wuxian hard!
Wei Wuxian was pushed onto the ground again by force. The next time he looked up, he saw the gleaming blade of a sword pierce through her throat.
The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Chapter 78
"With his left hand, he [Jin Guangyao] whipped out another string and attacked Wei Wuxian! Jiang Cheng's pupils shrank to become just a point. With a flip of his wrist, he turned Zidian's direction to defend against the guqing strings."
The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Chapter 101
"You did all the best things, and yet every time you do the worst ones, it's involuntary! Forced! With some unspeakable grievances! Grievances?! You told me nothing, you played me for a fool!! [...] Can I not hate you?! Why is it that now it's like I am supposed to have wronged you?!"
The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Chapter 102
#I never see this kind of thing explore in fics but#I think it's kind of (???) the yunmeng sibs arc#'we love you but you hurt us in irreparable ways. You didn't do it intentionally but you did anyway. What should we do with our love?'#That's imo what jc's speech is about#*The yunmeng sibs bleeding from a stab wound they took for wwx*: what should we do with our love after all you did to us?#*mgifs#Like. They throw themselves between wwx and the danger. And they think/say these things... Because the love is true but the hurt is true to#jiang cheng#jiang yanli#Tbh so sorry for the quality of these gifs
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listen sometimes i just think that when cyno heard alhaitham was going to be acting grand sage he immediately started begging and pleading to be able to go and personally rub it in azar’s face
#i simply think it would be healing for him😌#nahida i love you and your mercy SO much but also let me attack that man#genshin impact#cytham#cyhaino#haino#btw#is anyone else constantly stuck contemplating azar’s views of alhaitham orrrr????#because i am CONSTANTLY thinking about it#like alhaitham getting the traveler assignment alone is WILD to think about#and im pretty sure i have their entire confrontation in the last part of the archon quest in my screenshots at this point#like what did he MEAN losing alhaitham would irreparably damage regular operations????#Like IRREPARABLY????#girl WHAT#man said that with his full chest and STILL thought he could outsmart alhaitham like lmao really#spend every day wishing i could see his face when alhaitham became ags#and in my heart of hearts i KNOW cyno wishes that too#oh cyno being petty my beloved😮💨❤️#sorry this concept gets my brain going#like oughh the cyno thoughts the alhaitham thoughts the sumeru thoughts the cyhaino thoughts like SHDHFKLGAHD#my last fic made me kind of desperate to write more pre-archon quest stuff but GOD none of my other wips work with that😪
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he desired to hear from her. he desired to hear her. he desired. his desire turned to yearning. and he yearned to hear from her. he yearned for her. he yearned her. he yearned. yearned as in by definition "to long persistently, wistfully, or sadly."
persistent fucking longing...
he longed to hear her. he longed to see her. he longed for her. he wished he could see her too. he wished he could see her. he wished to see her. he wished to. he wished. he
#your honor i am unwell#they bring me so much grief#and pain. so much fucking pain#the change from “my dear student” to “beloved” did irreparable damage to my brain#the fact that henderson only married bc he thought martha was dead#HURT US SOME MORE WON'T U ENDO#WHAT'S NEXT? CHAPTER 100 HAS MARTHA COMING HOME FROM WAR ONLY TO SEE HENDERSON NOT ONLY WITH A WIFE BUT WITH A KID TOO???#i can't do this no more fam#spy x family#spy x family spoilers#spyxfamily#sxf#sxf spoilers#sxf 99#spy x family manga#spy x family manga spoilers#henry henderson#martha mariott#henderson x martha
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i wish that there were actually as many DID specialists as it seems like there are.
so many of these therapists are out here just trying to pad their resume, then when they actually have someone with DID in the chair, they try to fake it til they make it. which they never do.
how am i supposed to get better, when the people who claim they can help are lying about it?
#flux vents#system vent#did vent#x p2#did stuff#did rant#dissociative identity disorder#cw medical gaslighting#they have done so much irreparable harm to our system#but what other choice do we have but to try again and again and again#boy i’ll tell you if we weren’t insane before we damn sure are now#that’s the definition of insanity isn’t it?#doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results?#anyways#i get it medical professionals are people#can i be treated like one too for once?#instead of as a fabled legend they think they’ll never encounter?#‘oh yeah i’m a professional dragon hunter’ they say#meanwhile what they mean is they managed to shoot a rabbit once#p2 speaks#did community#did system#system stuff#cdd community#cdd system#therapy problems#dissociative disorder#did problems
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Questionable Images 1/2 - The Question #8 (1987)
#book club#the question#vic sage#dc comics#comics#questionable images#another one of my favorite issues#here you can see vic talk about second chances and get fucked up on drugs#also it contains at least two jokes about vic having no face. higher than there have been so far!#but seriously this issue is really fantastix#it shows you what someone who fights fire like fire is doing in the town of hub city#as well as discussing how 'innocence' can be subjective...#dr spaulding is one of my favorite one off antagonists. hes not cartoonishly evil or anything like a lot of the others.#you can see his motivations and you can see how his morals somehow justify this (while being hypocritical)#and yet you are able to look at it and decide how you feel about his actions & decide what it means when someone is 'innocent'#it forces you to ask yourself how much a person can do before they're irreparably guilty. and whether theres a balance to it.#100 good deeds might outweigh 100 bad deeds. or they don't. and every moment decides whether you're 'innocent' or not on its own.#and at the end you have to ask yourself whether spaulding deserved that. DID the punishment fit the crime? why him and not vic?#it brings up moral issues you maybe didn't think about before.#very very good issue... one i often think about.#WHY WONT TUMBLR LET ME MOVE THESE PICTURES AROUND IM GOING TO EXPLODE#no one is guilty except whoever at tumblr made this impossible
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Why did they create such a useless character to show Cinder's backstory when Salem is literally right there AND the real question the audience wants answered???
Imagine if it had been Salem who stayed at the hotel and saw something of herself in the scrappy servant girl. She saw how the Madame treated little Cinder and offered a way out only if Cinder has the power to be useful to her. Maybe she put Cinder to a test of how far she was willing to go for freedom, or maybe Salem wanted something from the Madame that she wouldn't give so it was up to Cinder to provide
Either way, Salem gets a young disciple that's ruthlessly ambitious and easy to manipulate and Cinder gains the illusion of freedom under a new master
#rwde#ofc salem wouldnt be grimmified in this version bc she'd stand out too much to do under the table shit#or she still could be but the world actually looks like an anime like it did in the beacon days#v4 on is far too grounded in reality design-wise#where the hell are the folks w wild ass hair colors and styles?? the most we get is joannas green but she says like 10 words so who cares#tis some bullshit and why i refuse to call v4+ rwby an anime#anyway this was somehow prompted by me comparing vergil to cinderella#as you can see i am Completely Normal tm#ngl tho vergil is a better cinderella if instead of riches-rags-riches its power-powerless-power#cinder starts at the bottom so her baseline mentality is way off if you want to do a cinderella remake#rags to riches is abt underdogs clawing up the social ladder against all odds#but riches rags riches is abt reclaiming what was yours#if we use cinders random disdain towards schnees in v8 as inspiration we could have a story of rival businesses#cinders father gets booted from power/high society thanks to Jacques's maybe legal maybe not methods and meddling#could go several ways from there:#her father could die and she'd be left homeless and alone in the cruel underbelly of the wealthy and powerful#she could find work w the Madame and try to endure the abuse so she and her father can pay the bills#her father could straight up sell her to the madame#itd be a horrific way to learn the significance of power and how easily it can be taken#i wanna like cinder so bad but v5 on fucked her irreparably. she doesnt even dress well anymore ffs
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The MK pipeline from “You really think the universe wants anything, from any of us?” to “Until I know what I am, what my destiny is? I can’t risk hurting the people I care about—the ones I have left.” is actually fucking wild.
Like, the place his character starts is believing that he couldn’t possibly be *anything* special or be the one to make that positive impact on the world. Then we have our beloved “to pain” scene, and MK ruminates on the Lady Bone Demon’s words—after all, his greatest power is self reflection. So we go from MK hoping to use his position “for good” to believing he’s “the one always getting the world in trouble”. Whatever his role in the story is, it always negative. It’s not enough or too much. It’s the universe not wanting anything or wanting him to bring about total suffering.
#MK's arc of self acceptance keeps going back and forth and back and forth and it is so JUICY#Fucking love the trigram furnace scene I owe that scene my life#The writers are so evil. ''Let's have MK learn to love himself a little in Revenge of the Spider Queen. Then FUCK YOU. MINOR SCALE''#LBD really did irreparable damage to MK's perception of himself.#''Picked the wrong successor'' was the worst thing you could have done.#AND IT WASN'T EVEN TRUE#MK when will you learn that your doubts are unfounded and your self-hatred is lying to you#Your friends love you. No one knows what they're doing. Everyone causes pain by just existing.#Life must sustain itself on decay.#It's not always you baby#It's okay#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk mk#lmk s4#lmk analysis#lmk rant
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with the amount of Feelings i'm getting, i'm definitely headcanoning that DGS!Sholmes is the happy ending ACD!holmes deserved, and iris is sholmes' equivalent of beeretirement, and you cannot stop me from this powerfully enriching addition to my life
#dai gyakuten saiban#herlock sholmes#the great ace attorney#catty liveblogging#bonus rent-free thoughts include#most of the acd cases being largely adapted as-is for the 10-16 years ago timeslot#failures in the professor's case being largely due to sholmes' personality flaws of being too impulse-chan and edgy for the greater good#sholmes being irreparably damaged by the professor case one way or another#sholmes rightfully assessing that what could've made a difference then was to have a defense counsel in the team#which they did not have#and mikotoba so wracked with survivors' guilt that he steered younger asogi onto the path of defense attorney instead#also sholmes very much relying on iris to remain as his own moral compass and path to survival#dgs spoilers#tgaa spoilers#choosing to textdump this since i have no capacity for art nor fic currently#but i do need to express my Feels#i've been binging granada holmes and that certainly does not help#on the other hand#my anime ass means i dont think i'm emotionally ready to dive into acd or granada fandom proper
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"don't waste your money getting a diagnosis for the car if nothing is wrong" hey, just because it ran fine on a small drive doesn't mean there isn't problems, and while you claim to know exactly what wrong with it you never disclose that information to the person who drives it every day. Weird, huh? Believe it or not, I want to be able to fix problems, not just ignore them until the thing is completely unusable.
#neon moments#this is the same person who pushes everyone away because he is a terrible person and then say#“They left me with no explanation”#“They clearly never cared”#“I did so much for them”#We leave because you fail to recognise a problem as a problem until its irreparable#But its not like you'll ever figure that out#because youre stuck in this world where no matter how plain people make it#you'll never believe it#because youre a narcissist#one last side note#but this is also the person who just yesterday said I need to get the car fixed because of a separate issue#which I guess it's totally fine with bringing a car in (when it's not definitive what is causing this issue either and will most definitly#require a diagnostic either way)#but no#lets be pissy jsut to be pissy because I want to do something you don't agree with#(ONE MORE SIDE NOTE but this person also just yesterday siad “don't get so upset” over something that I slightly opposed him on)#but again#why would those rules every apply to you?#crazy how this world works#Neon rant
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Hooray... it's 7 in the morning and I stayed up all night listening to the imperium... I feel so happy and satisfied with my life choices...
I am feeling very much not cowabunga, dude
[SEVERE rambling in tags]
#ouww it hurts!! it hurts!!! this is the stuff you're supposed to leave for angst fic writers not make canon in an alt universe?? ERIK PLEASE#i hate the whole entire world right now. genuinely cannot speak to anyone normally for the next 3-4 business days.#I have no one irl to rant to about this FUCK im stranded. im quarantined. im being held against my will free meee#The irl friend i have who knows anything at all about redacted only knows freelancer s1 i cannot drop this bigass plot on them#Genuinely i might start going mad out of repression. Erik writing “hope you enjoy” in the desc as if that wasnt the most painfully torturou#experience I've ever had in my life. The fucking inevitability. I knew Echo was going to pull some shit. IM JUST GLAD VIN AND FL ARE OK#they were NOT the turning point just let them live their cabin in the woods fantasy for however long they can okay...#Also I kinda love imp!vega. not the biggest fan of prime bc of the whole child beating situation but i sure loved this guy.#really knew what he was talking about when it came to revolutions and stuff. Like he's good. no disrespect to avior but vega did good#and he was so gentle with his partner which i find more appealing than torture but that's just me. that's just me i get it#And uh. speaking of that. Imp!sam. Yeah i get why some of yall are goin wild over him and i wish i could say i shared the sentiment but hes#too scary im weak like that. when i know a bastard would simply kill me without a care im just not into that yknow? or maybe you dont#Glad we got twisted gay damihux at the end though MUAHAJAJA that's one of the only redeeming lights that kept me alive#FUCKKKK SHIT FU K SJIT DAM ASHERS ENTIRE SCENE WITH BRACJIUM GOD HELP ME. ID DIE FOR THAT MAN#he's so fucking sad!!! he just wants his husband back!!! HE WANTS HIS FAMILY BACK!!!!!!#No even I don't understand how it's possible to get this attached to characters. I don't know. Im in deep shit.#Is this the end for me? Is my life over? These are the questions I have today. I probably just need to sleep because again#it's 7:30 in the morning. but regardless. These characters mean so much to me and this silly anthology has pulled emotions out of#me that i am terrified of feeling [survivors guilt hits me right in the fucking heart] and im scared. of what? don't know#That little shit Echo was right about one thing. It may not be real but the emotional damage it caused me is real. AND IRREPARABLE#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted imperium#redacted imp!asher#redacted echo#redacted imp!vega#redacted imp!sam#redacted vindemiator#tired of tagging. hitting the pillow. good night.
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A problem I always run into when thinking about Psimon x Devastation for too long is the fact that I always fall into a rabbit hole thinking about how they would have the most Banger kids, some straight up powerhouses, the most interesting freaks you’ve ever seen. If they had more than one child together, they’d have to make a whole other show for ‘em because I know whatever would come of that combination of powerful but janky DNA would be akin to a Greek pantheon
#Tumblr send post#Incoming tag ramble feat. Young Justice and Fan kids and granting the concept of Cringe power over me#dcu#dcau#Losing my marble (singular) (last one)#There are like. So many possibilities.#For one Devastation has some super strength and great resistance#Psimon has the whole literal-whatever-you-may-need-from-a-psychic psionic package#Great two extremes on the superpower sliding scale. BUT ALSO you have like…their origins#they’re pretty much completely unexplored in Young Justice but to my understanding…to vastly summarize and simplify…#Devastation’s OG origin was she was an a faux Amazonian made of beach clay by either a nazi lady or a father of Gods?#Psimon is human…it says so on his wiki….but. Look at him. And I think he gets his powers from like…Trigon. The actual Devil.#Also a physicist in the DC universe so who knows what that’s doing to his genes#Actual diety x demonic pairing#Those children are gonna start out irreparable. But like…I like to think that they’d be fun. And loved.#Heart emoji <3#AND NOT EVEN CONSIDERING ONSLAUGHT STICKING AROUND AND BEING UNCLES AND AUNTS oh boy#Did I ever tell y’all I don’t like to deal in fankids? I never know what to do with myself after I start thinking of fankids?#Besides point in the mirror and go “CRINGE. CRINGE. CRINGE. CRI-“#Which doesn’t make matters better#I’ve been considering starting to write some of these ideas down. Just to keep track of how many ideas I’m getting.#I don’t reckon it’d make me feel any better or any more out of the rabbit hole though#I mean maybe it’d good food for the starving Devapsimon shippers idk. Fankids have never been MY thing but like-#Who knows. I’m starving…For food. Maybe the post-post clarity will hit afterwards and I can start my usual “CRINGE. CRINGE. CRINGE” Mantra#Psimon#simon jones#Yj! devastation#Yj! Psimon#lorelei’s yelling into the void again#Young justice
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like the Dean and Liz similarities are insane the way they’re all about their family and controlling what they can- all that grief and heartache, the skepticism that colors their whole character
#sorry#im watching s2 and like- goddddd#an au where Sam is Rosa and instead of school she died#and that turns Liz into this skeptic hunter#putting everything in the grave that robbed her of her sister#like from golden girl to gruff hunter#take the line something broke in me so I wanted to heal the irreparable#like cause in this universe she had what did it#and the training and depiction of it being unhuman#then everything shifts after she realizes demons and angels are a lot more human then she thought#then she falls for an angel#one who brought her and her sister back#but fell from grace in the process
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going fucking bonkers over a book about corsets i just found. i need this thing immediately. if anyone wants to woo me please feel free to buy me ‘the bad corset: a feminist reimagining’ by rebecca gibson
#eury yapping#okay mostly joking#but i did genuinely start tearing up real bad while reading a small bit of it online. it’s exactly what i’m so passionate about#thinking abt it again is making me tear up. dire#it discusses an old text called le corset (1908) by ludovic o’followell#and how much fucking misinformation it has in it. and how modern society has based SO much of our understanding about corsets on this book#this thing has done irreparable damage
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realized my ‘soup’ that i ‘invented’ is just. daal. humans will always reinvent the wheel
#stream#like#i guess it’s a stew ?#girl i was thinking ‘girl kp [indian friend that taught me what spices to mix & also that u can eat … carbs … e.g. rice lentil whatever … w#literally anything & also raid [ethiopian friend that FORCES ME TO EAT IM NOT EVEN KIDDING he’s so fucking funny like that’s not even#related to the ethiopian that’s just being a Normal Person bc it’s usually Not Normal for friends to compare w each other how many times#each have been witness to me literally eating#ALSKALSKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA I HATE EATING#but raid omg he told me about this ethiopian lentil sauce he tells me how to cook E V E R Y T H I N G & how to SPICE THINGS omg he’s a pro#& he can EXPLAIN & i’m a sponge … infinite inspirations them both] have impacted my cooking irreparably’#also this chinese woman who makes short 3 min videos + shorts sometimes that explains everything soooo simply i mean it’s translated#subtitles but she’s soooo thorough i love her videosssss ‘cut into ur favourite shape :)’ it’s just 😭😭😭❤️❤️ MY fav shape ??? i think it’s a#‘too literal translation’ but i still love it#not the point#i mean yenzhe got me on the chinese cooking immediately bc i just harass him like what are u cooking how did u cook that what did u use#kinggggggg he’s been so SUPPORTIVE & ENABLING 😭😭 ugh miss him when is chinese new year next#or chinese independence when’s that idk i rly need to see how much it costs to ship shit to china
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