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so here's the deal re: this fucking horseshit. god i hate this.
i, personally, have mostly given up on trying to dodge inclusion in AI datasets. the stuff i make generally isn't what they're looking for anyway and there's no real way to 100% avoid being scraped short of becoming entirely invisible online, which would um, lead to me having no money and dying. that's part of the cruelty of all this, but also, in a way, it's the same risk artists online have always taken; if you want people to see your work, you have to post it knowing that some of those people are fucking lowlife piece of shit scumbags who will try to resell it on redbubble or something for a quick buck. AI is just a new and exhausting way for garbagey people to stink worse. i am not in any way excusing that behavior or trying to imply people should not be mad about it or that we shouldn't condemn this move and fight back. "if you don't want your work stolen, don't put it online" is the kind of shitty Internet Tough Guy talk i've always hated since my dA days. it's as useless and heartless as telling people that if they don't want their bikes stolen, they shouldn't leave them at the bike rack. i'm saying that i, personally, will not let a bunch of soulless thieving shitheads drive me offline. i belong here. they belong in a wifi-proof dumpster.
nightshade and glaze eat my artwork alive. they make it look terrible. when you have to sell things on the basis that they look nice, it's a big problem when protective measures make them look like dogshit. my work is not a good candidate for these processes. even if that weren't the case, i don't have the stamina, especially right now while my chronic pain is flaring for the third month in a row and my adhd meds are scarce, to go back and shade/glaze everything, and it wouldn't work on reblogs anyway. given the way midjourney and its equally stinky siblings have already scraped years and terabytes' worth of image data from popular websites, it doesn't seem worth my time. if you think it is worth yours i am not going to like, yell at you. i am just one person. but i want to be clear about the kind of situations some of us are being forced into.
i think some of the doomsaying about AI and what it will do to us has been overblown-- they need you, for marketing purposes, to believe that someday their shitty robot will be as good at "drawing" and as practical to work with as a human-- but the consequences of "AI" (which is not even actually AI) are already real and visible and obvious to anyone paying attention. i unfortunately am not infinitely wise and powerful and therefore do not have an ideal all-encompassing solution to this deeply stupid problem that the Most Unlikeable Manbabies On Earth have imposed on us after NFTs fizzled out.
what i do have is a very large repository of nice anime and game screenshots i've taken, knowledge of many archives of nice public domain images, a computer that can run nightshade overnight or while i'm off doing other things, and, most importantly, near-infinite capacity for pettiness. i do kinda feel like the jury is still out on how well nightshade/glaze will work in the long run, but in the meantime, i suppose it wouldn't cost me a lot to... perhaps... every time i get Mad About AI™, channel that anger into dumping some thoroughly-but-not-spammily-tagged, high-quality, inconspicuous poison onto this godforsaken hellsite via a secret side blog. i could make a batch of poison ahead of time, keep it on my phone, use my Toilet Scrolling Time or my Public Transit Time to post and tag up an image here and there. it could be a fun challenge to try to make some pretty robot poison that some humans will still enjoy.
the other thing we need to poison at this point, IMO, is the word "AI" itself, by being loudly and mercilessly critical of any company that dabbles in it, the same way we all clowned on any company that pushed their luck with NFT/crypto shit a couple of years ago. we need to have every corporation terrified that association with AI will tank their sales and hurt their brand. AI must = number go down and lots of people screaming at you. companies will fuck around. we must provide the finding-out. we shouldn't have to. but we can!
so make sure to let tumblr know you hate this. maybe you could include this interesting link (tw child abuse) about how Stable Diffusion was trained on some extremely serious crime. or these screenshots of Midjourney devs just sort of admitting what their whole thing is, which i got here but which have kinda been spread all over since January.
spite and anger can be forms of hope. that's all i have to say, or at least all i'm willing to type with my left hand tonight.
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My final predictions: to then go back and look at after the Full Moon Episode and laugh at myself
I'm just going to compile everything I personally believe about the full moon, my predictions for things in it based on the trailer/past episodes, and just some miscellaneous other things.
Disclaimer: 1. these are all theories and this post is for fun 2. excuse all my screenshots bc I didn't feel like cropping them lol
Scenes in the trailer
Scenes I KNOW will be in The Full Moon
These three scenes are in the Stolitz Duet preview that we saw at the LVL UP panel - so they're confirmed :)
Scenes I'm CONFIDENT will be in there (but not confirmed)
They are using the book! and we are pretty sure Stolas is giving Blitzo the crystal in this episode. So this scene is pre-crystal :) Most likely the beginning of the Full Moon Episode.
Also Blitzo's suit jacket has blood on it! Which is important because that would prompt him to take it off (not wanting to see Stolas while covered in blood) and explain why in the rest of these scenes he's not wearing is jacket
So this scene would match up (Blitzo's outfit), which additionally goes along with all these scenes:
In all these scenes he is wearing the same outfit :) therefore part of the same episode <3
It's harder to say for Stolas, since it seems he's wearing the same outfit he wears a lot- but these are the scenes that I think are in the Full Moon based on 1. his outfit is the same 2. the scenes are simillar 3. the mood/theme of the scene would make sense
(this shot is the same as one posted earlier, where we see Blitz in his Full Moon outfit, therefore probs also apart of the Full Moon episode)
I believe this scene is in the Full Moon because it looks like it follows this gif that was posted on the Helluva Boss twitter:
ADDITIONALLY, at the beginning of the duet that was shown at the LVL UP panel, we hear Stolas "throw up" as he sings about "butterflies in his stomach". Therefore, we think that Gif is the beginning of the Stolitz duet, which is then followed by the scene in the trailer (pictured above), and then the rest of the Stolitz duet (shown at the LVL panel, you can find it on youtube).
Okay hear me out- it is MOST LIKELY in the full moon episode, for obvious reasons. (but.. what if its not... what if this is stolas sadly looking at the full moon in the apology tour or something... knowing he won't see blitz for the first time since they started seeing each other.... what if.....)
The only reason i'm pretty confident this is in the Full Moon episode is because... i want it to be? lmao. Like this could definitely be Blitzo sulking after things go wrong.
Scenes I think are definitely possible but i'm not confident
Notes: I was watching the trailer and realized theres most likely not a lot of scenes in it from Sinmas, since there's only a few from Mastermind (supposedly). They probably don't have a lot of animation done for the last two episodes. Therefore most scenes have to be ghostfuckers, apology tour, and the full moon.
I think it's pretty easy to see which scenes are confidently most likely from ghostfuckers and apology tour. So that leaves some scenes that might be from anything but are more likely from The Full Moon (since they probs don't have a lot of animation done for the last two).
ADDITIONALLY, they've been working on The Full Moon for what- 6? 7? Months? meaning it has to be a longer episode (at least 20 mins, most likely 30 mins). The crystal scene cannot be all of it.
Therefore I think these scenes have a good chance to be in The Full Moon, but i'm not confident and i don't really have any definite evidence for it.
(Stolas wearing the same fit therefore all the same scene) (could be a flash back?) (Could be after they breakup and Blitz is trying to make things better?) (Stella could have said something stupid which causes Stolas to get mad. Then she leaves, Blitz shows up, and they hang out???) (Maybe they don't break up, and agree to try to work things out/restart, and this is the beginning of that?) (So many options)
(could be apart of a song?) (I saw someone say we were maybe getting two songs this episode?)
(okay hear me out-) (Yes I agree this is most likely in an episode further down, like sinmas, after they develop their relationship further) (but what if-) (the idea here is that stolitz kinda breaks up/fights at the beginning of the episode, and then, and then this happens) (like i'm not certain what the context could be, like why Blitzo is there and why Andrealphus is attacking) ( but what if after their fight Blitzo saves Stolas's life, he shows up, shows he cares in this way-) (thus setting up the plot for apology tour) (where they decide hey- maybe we can work this out)
(Im including this because I DONT THINK it will be in The Full Moon, but I guess? it's possible) (because anything is possible) (but I think this is a court scene) (which is most likely going to be about the divorce?) (which btw, we think this is a court scene because of the trailer scene with mammon, he's obviously in the same room as these two, and he's wearing a suit? also Viv posted a video of Bryce Pinkham, who voices Stolas, saying a line that indicated he was in court, talking about Blitzo). (anyway) (I think this is A LOT of important plot) (and I think that would be too heavy to include in the Full Moon Episode) (I think it's more likely to be the B plot of another episode like Ghostfuckers or Mastermind)
Plot Predictions (theories?)
Okay so based on all the scenes we have, this is my official conclusion / prediction for how the episode will go (half based on my own wants and half based on evidence)
Starts with the Stolitz Duet.
Blitz goes to work with I.M.P and gets covered in blood. takes off his coat
Gives Moxxie the rest of the work for the day because he has "important business to attend too"
He goes to FIZZAROLLI'S HOUSE hehe
his important business was essentially asking FIZZAROLLI HOW TO SPICE UP THEIR DATE
bonus points if he asks for dating advice / confesses it might be more than it seems
Fizz shows him around, shows him some stuff (thus the scene where he's holding the uh....toy)
Thats where Blitz gets that big ass candle
Because he leaves here
and heads to Stolas' Palace
he shows up, either suspecting nothing and thinking it will go perfectly normal, or just pretending that everything's normal
he's excitedly showing Stolas the stuff he brought (like the candle and maybe other things that he got from Fizz)
Stolas interrupts him, suggests they should talk or something idk but theres some segue into him giving Blitz the crystal
They fight !! Thats when Blitz takes it badly, theres miscommunication, Blitz yells about how "You think you can just toy with our feelings because we are smaller"
At some point Blitzo reaches for Stolas' hand, maybe after saying something that crosses the line, and Stolas sends him through a portal (bc in that one scene, if you watch slow enough, you see blitz reaching for stolas' hand but ends up through a portal instead)
Cue: Sulking.
After this, is all really just headcanon? very loosely put together scenes that are pretty based on nothing, just assumptions. So take it as you will:
17. Maybe even cue: talking to m&m, talking to Loona, talking to someone and realizing he wants to try to fix this, or at least talk to Stolas again
18. Potentially returns to the palace, where Stolas is in the garden (and personally I think he fights with stella in that scene where he says "do you have any remorse for what you do" but I guess this could be to Blitzo aswell). Blitzo is half trying to act like things are normal, trying to kinda win him back, or talk to him or SOMETHING
19. Stolas catches an attitude bc wtf blitz pls be normal and communicate wtf
20. Idk what really happens here uhhhh
Or OR OR
22. He returns
23. and Andrealphus is attacking the palace
24. boom thats where he defends stolas
25. hahah please I just need NEED to know the context of that scene
26. so I hope its in The Full moon and I think thats what it would be.
27. They have a moment of mutual understanding, almost an unspoken "yes I love you too, idiot" and thus decide to work on things
28. setting the plot up for Apology Tour
lets out a breath anyway, that really concludes everything I think about The Full Moon and all the evidence/hints/peaks we've gotten for the episode.
Here is some links to some things I mentioned
the trailer incase you haven't seen it
LVL UP duet "when I see him"
Bryce Pinkman Voicing sneak peak
Helluva boss twitter
#This is WAYYYYY too long#If you actually read this you get a gold star#actually you get two#and a smiley face sticker#I'm just really excited for this episode and I love being able to go back and see what I thought of it before I had watched it#I wanna know if I was right#or if I was delusional#anyway#im a yapper#stolas#stolitz#moxxie and millie#moxxie#moxxillie#helluba boss#hellaverse#helluva blitzo#helluva boss blitz#helluva boss trailer#blitzo x stolas#hazbin hotel#Helluva spoilers#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss trailer spoilers#helluva boss full moon spoilers#uhhhh#spoilers?
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Please ramble about canon Ivan, what have you cooked for him divulge your secrets
I'M KISSING YOU ON THE CHEEK RN /P
Okay so, for starters, maybe all of this has been discussed and I just haven't seen it because Twitter gives me hives. So excuse me if my theories have somehow been disproved or are old news.
Starting off; where does he come from??
On Black Sorrow we see what is very possibly an auction going on; there's what looks like an announcer, little Ivan being displayed and what looks like statistics behind him, and a line of other children. There's been so many Alien Stages already, and since it's very clear Anakt grew the kids up FOR Alien Stage, that I think it's pretty unlikely that there's any sort of human colony where the aliens are picking the humans from. It's very much possible they're all being bred and sold just like dogs would for us.
I saw a post pointing out the flashes at the start of Cure indicating Anakt was also making body modifications on the kids (which I'm not going to include because they're a little graphic and I couldn't get a good screenshot myself anyhow), but here on Cure we can see little disheveled Ivan already has his red pupils.
I think it went like this; Ivan is bred at a high-class facility that does the modifications themselves (his red pupils, his snaggletooth) like those puppy mills that cut off a Doberman's tail to fit the breed standard and then auctioned off. His guardian THEN puts him on Anakt, hoping his pet will be trained and bring him money back.
(The only thing I can't fit with this is that scene in Black Sorrow where Ivan is dangled off a rooftop and sees the stars because. When did that happen? Who was that Alien? Who are the other kids???? Sobbing I want more info.)
Ivan and his Guardian's relationship is very much "pampered little pet". He is shown seated at a table full of food, but its not human food. It looks very much like a rich owner giving their own food to a spoiled pet. On the other shot, his guardian has one hand on his head, and on the background there is someone with flowers almost cooing at him, but in neither scene Ivan shows to even remotely enjoy the attention; he's passively accepting it, possibly because he learned early on that there's no use fighting the Aliens.
(Also, he is pretty young on both; if his guardian paid that much to get him, he'll probably invest in the upkeep, and a snaggletooth as prominent as Ivan's must need monitoring as he grows so it doesn't become "ugly".)
Now, about life on Anakt/Ivan's pet alien.
This scene shows up on both Black Sorrow and Cure, so it must be important. What is happening? Why are Till and Mizi so scared? The alien doesn't seem to be doing anything; it isn't approaching, and Till isn't even hurt besides a bruise on his face. They're both clearly put out by this alien, but Ivan seems so at ease with it.
I imagine that this is actually Ivan's pet alien, that his guardian shipped off to Anakt on perhaps the idle thought that Ivan is lonely? He doesn't interact with any students besides Till.
Also, look at what Ivan is caressing; his teeth. I know applying human logic to aliens doesn't work, but hear me out; animals don't tend to bare their teeth unless they're actively threatening someone, and by the look of this, this thing always has their teeth and gums showing. That must be incredibly uncomfortable.
So what if it was modified that way? The aliens modified the humans, why not also modify the giant boar-dog thing so it always has its teeth out, just like Ivan?? Ivan must feel some kind of kinship with the animal, and the scene of him looking at Mizi and Till being afraid of it...
I can't help but think Ivan's thoughts at the time were similar to "if you're afraid of it because it was changed, does that mean you're afraid of me as well?"
And, well. Don't get me started on his psychology, because that's all tied to Till, and I can make a whole other ramble about their cannon relationship lol.
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Love hearing the thought that went into your Shifty art! How did you pick the poses of some of the princesses?
Okay I’m gonna skip the hair princesses since I already kind of covered them here. And here’s a reminder of the art:
-For the ones closest to Shifty, I stuck pretty close to the actual minis’ poses. So the one that seems to be loyally clinging to her the hardest got to be Damsel since she seemed a good fit.
-The Greys take their poses from a pair of minis who seem to be really close to each other. At least, the lower one is constantly clinging to the upper one’s butt and using it as a pillow, even in ‘attack’ animations. I find them pretty funny and cute, so I put the Greys in that spot, probably because I’ve seen some excellent art shipping them. Also unlike most princesses, their faces being turned away works well with their personalities.
-Cold Princess’s spot was actually Thorn’s at first, before I found a better pose for her. It came about because that mini is one of the few whose face you can see, looking as much at you as at Shifty. I thought this gave her a cautious/conflicted vibe that fit Thorn. Later on I realised it fit Cold just as well. Replacing Thorn with Cold was a fun exercise in finding all the small differences between them, of which there are more than you’d think.
-We all know Witch is a nefarious backstabbing gremlin, so her doing something to get ahead at another princess’s expense felt right, and Prisoner has that chain as a convenient handhold. On a side note, I feel my Witch ended up looking so much like Fleki from Dungeon Meshi.
-Beast is big, so she had to go in this spot for the composition’s sake to counterbalance Adversary. For her pose I asked the discord for ideas, and her biggest fan suggested her to be either sneaking or proudly puffing out her chest like Scar from Lion King (which I used for Den). I had a pretty tough time with her anatomy and I actually forgot her wrappings in the first WIP with her in it, so I actually posted naked princess to my good clean blog.
-Empty Cup’s heart just gets held up by a mini hand in the Shifty dance, and there’s a random arm sticking out where Beast’s head ended up in the original art so I thought it would be funny to have that hand do the honours. But with Beast bigger than I thought she had to move a bit, which is a bit of a shame because I rather liked that little detail.
-I knew Moment of Clarity was gonna be creepily staring at us from very early on, so Nightmare had to be doing something different. I considered one of her sassy poses but then figured that just because she can’t be scaring us doesn’t mean she can’t be scaring someone else. Not many princesses fit the role of scaree, but I had sketched Warm Princess nearby Nightmare already so I just moved her up a bit.
-Stranger’s spot first belonged to Razor before I realised Razor would be skewering princesses left and right if she was in the crowd. Then that spot was gonna be reserved for a Pristine Cut princess, until I realised something important about Stranger. In Shifty’s actual art, the minis are facing away from us, but I want to show faces. For the princesses on the sides that’s no problem since they naturally end up in profile, but the princesses in the middle naturally look away from us. So I had to find some excuse for turning princesses in the middle to the side. But Stranger’s extra faces meant I could still draw them even if the central face was looking at Shifty, making her perfect for a spot near the middle. Her comforting Warm and having Fury claw into her shoulder came about just because she happened to be in the right spot for both. If you look closely you can see she does have multiple hands, which are quite recognisable because they all have unusual numbers and positions of fingers.
-Adversary needed to go in that spot to counterbalance Beast, but I didn’t have a pose in mind until I was looking for refs and found a screenshot of her in the Shifty dance, standing up defiantly and looking like she’s bellowing a challenge. So that inspired me to have her challenging Shifty, though I did lay her down for the composition’s sake.
-Razor’s planned spot moved quite a bit: from Stranger’s spot, to being on Beast’s back waving her blades through the air. Then Beast turned out bigger than expected so Razor had to go back down to not mess up the composition. So I figured she’d probably be stabbing someone. At first I was gonna put her skewering a livid Fury, probably about to get hit by an organ-unwinding in return. But while I didn’t mind a bit of princess-on-princess violence, I wanted to keep the tone a bit lighter, so she finally ended up fighting Needle instead. I figure those two would get along.
-I had Deconstructed Damsel just sort of clinging to Needle’s butt in the thumbnail sketch, but I knew I was probably gonna move her. When Shifty’s hands grab her away she has an excellent shocked face so I thought it’d be funny to have her react to the Needle vs Razor fight, and putting another small princess between Beast and Razor worked well anyway.
-I’ve only played Fury’s chapter once and it wasn’t that clear in my mind, so I went to the discord for pose ideas. The main ones I got back were ‘angry but elegant’ and ‘clawing into another princess’. So with the fight going on near her, I went for a ‘You’d best break this up right now, or I will’ look. Poor Stranger happened to be in range of her claw.
-The Pristine Cut princesses were always going to be a part of this, but I didn’t plan on them all clustering around Fury. That happened because I kept finding better uses for their spots and I worked downwards and from the outside in, so they kept getting pushed back until they gathered around Fury. I hope none of them are big. I live in dread that Apotheosis might get two truly different endings like Wild or Prisoner.
-I got to Thorn petting Den through trying to think of a pose for Cold Princess. She’s got a pretty multi-faceted personality foreshadowing the six chapter 2 princesses she can become, so there were lots of possibilities but also none that jumped out as perfect. I thought of having her have a surprisingly pleasant conversation with Fury. Or just, arrogantly inspecting her nails. I knew I was gonna have Den proudly posed nearby, so then I thought of her being so happy because Cold was petting her. Which was cute, but still no flavour slamdunk. I then realised showing kindness to the dangerous beast despite her initial misgivings would actually fit Thorn, whom I’d already drawn, really well, and Thorn’s cautious pose would fit Cold equally well. I wasn’t quite sure at first and didn’t commit to the swap, drawing a generic princess without detail petting Den, and only when I saw it really was quite cute and befitting Thorn did I give her Thorn’s detail while replacing o.g. Thorn with Cold.
-Moment of Clarity is a creepshow and I knew from very early on I wanted her staring at the viewer like an extra in a James Tissot painting while still having her torso angled forward. I have no doubt she can turn her head backwards. As for Prisoner, her head gets carried separately by the minis and I thought it a funny gag to have one of Clarity’s disembodied hands doing the honours.
-Tower and Apotheosis pop up in the background instead of the foreground in-game, which is an elegant solution to deal with their size but not one I wanted to take. So they had to go into the corners with only their heads visible. I figure Tower would be hella jealous of Shifty in this situation, so that’s what she ended up looking like. Apotheosis is too big to show much personality, but I rather like that I can use her hair to frame the image. Maybe I should have it curling up into the Pristine Cut princesses’ spots for now to fill those up. Incidentally I do plan to give them the right skin colour after I finish inking - along with a bunch of other darker tones like Drowned Grey’s clothing that I’m also gonna do in pencil once I don’t need to worry about covering up pencil details any more.
-Oh yeah, for Shifty herself I went with her loving pose because I actually adore Shifty and think that expression looks really sweet. Although her manic-looking arms wide pose is fantastic too.
#my art#slay the princess#stp shifting mound#stp princess#ahh thank you for letting me ramble about my art
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How's BG3 been going? I wanted to see your option on the companions and story (if you've completed it yet lol). I have like 200+ hours in it so far and it's deff one of my new all time favs haha. Have you done a dark urge playthrough yet? I just finished mine it and it's really good—especially in the feels department. Anyways, I just wanted to ask one of my favorite writers opinions about my new favorite game! ❤️
Oh darling, beware the rabbit holes you stumble into. I could talk about Baldur's Gate for days upon days and still not be anywhere close to done.
Spoilers big and small, visual and text, for Baldur's Gate 3 and all previous games in the series. I have few opportunities to talk about the game so we're going all in here. You have been warned.
I've completed one playthrough and am act 2 deep into my second. First playthrough came out at 124 hours, trying to be relatively thorough, and I'd been an early access player so I always storm my way through act 1.
As for choices/options, let's do a quick rundown:
Umrae, Seldarine Drow, Monk of the Four Elements, Neutral Good
Saved the Tieflings in the grove
'Killed' Ethel
Zero interaction with the Zents
Killed a large portion of the Goblin camp
Destroyed the creepy book
Hung around far too long in the Underdark
Less so in the mountains
Did not complete Lae'zel's quest for Act 1 (I know, I know, I amended this playthrough 2)
Best friendship:
Romanced:
Least friendly companion... honestly a toss up early game between Astarion and Lae'zel. Long term definitely Lae'zel.
Dream visitor looked like this:
Main crew for acts 1 and 2:
Main crew for act 3:
First screenshot I figured out I could cut out the UI by pressing F10:
Quick run-through of other but not all important events:
Aylin and Isobel are my best girls, and nobody hurts my best girls.
Trusted Dream visitor about as far as I could throw them, and made that very clear at the end.
The underdark has a bunch of new residents and I feel like Umrae has some explaining to do when she gets home.
Nobody hurts Karlach and gets away with their skulls intact.
The hells have a new two person devil kicking team and a nice house to return to.
There's going to be a new bard's school in Baldur's Gate once someone cleans up the mess.
Shadowheart is going to have a house in the countryside with animals, flowers, a partner.
Lae'zel 'ascended'...
Gale is getting swimming and diving lessons.
And a quick smattering of my other favourite moments/screenshots from playthrough 1:
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And this post is officially long enough. Let me know if you would like a similar one for playthrough 2, or more pics from 1.
As for Dark urge, I've tentatively done the set-up for that playthrough, and I think that will be playthrough 3. My character for that looks like this:
I really like how that shot came out...
Thank you so much for the excuse to share the pretty pictures and talk about the game.
P.S. And I just realised how I didn't really talk about the writing or characters in any of that... I'll do a second post that'll go more into the craft. Sorry, got carried away.
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Threatening legal action is a common tactic abusers use, especially when the person they abused comes forward about the abuse. This is a silencing tactic. I'm not surprised, I guess, but it is disappointing, and frankly fucked up;
I don't have a cent to my name at the moment, and rely on social services to stay alive because I am disabled and can't hold a job because of my disabilities. Fighting with bureaucracy in order to get disability payments and the other accommodations I need is currently my full-time job. Innes is aware of this, because not much has changed since we were together in terms of my finances and overall situation. He would be suing a disabled & impoverished queer trans man.
I am trying to be real about my experiences and what happened to me-- that's a major reason that I've been posting screenshots. They remind me that what happened to me was real, even if it was just online. It's grounding, not to "air dirty laundry", but to have backing proof for what I have been saying. I am not lying.
I was gaslit for so long into believing that it was mutually toxic, no good guys or bad guys but when I looked back at what had been said, there's just... No way that is the case. I literally don't have anything to gain from this except seeing someone be held accountable & experiencing some sense of closure! I am not the one posting my fundraiser link every time I am confronted.
I thought for a long, long time before posting the screenshots regarding Innes' own trauma. I did not want to initially, but I also do not feel it is my responsibility to protect him anymore, and it gives further context and evidence of the zoophilia. I agree, what he went through is fucked up and traumatizing. There's really no other way to put it. But that isn't an excuse to engage in zoophilia, to make zoophilic comments about real life animals, and to talk about committing zoophilia in real life.
The context in which he brought it up was because he had sent me a Gore Magala monsterfucking fic. The discussion was pretty unprompted to be honest, and I was uncomfortable at the time he sent those messages but didn't really know what to say, except that I wanted to be a supporting partner. Again, this was the first time zoophilia was brought up. Not about my own paraphilias or kinks, but about Innes'.
I have not been bringing up the zoophilia in order to hide my necrophilia. I'm not ashamed about having necrophilic fantasies, because I know that they will remain only fantasies-- particularly because the brunt of my fantasies involve me being the corpse.
Despite being kinky and weird, I don't want to hurt anyone in real life just to get off! I think mentioned prior, but there are different classes of necrophilia, some of which are solely fantasies. I'd like to be the more... passionate cathy to someone's heathcliff, you know? & If something does not cause you to harm yourself or others, or does not cause you distress to experience, it's not a disorder or a problem. If it does cause you harm, or cause you to harm other things, then something is wrong and you need to get help.
To reiterate: I don't care what fiction or fantasies someone has. That's not real. I don't care about words on a screen or lines on a page. I care about real harm done.
I do not trust Innes enough to speak with them privately. When I initially came out about the abuse, I told my therapist about the situation, and how Innes had said things would be better "if I had just spoken with him privately". My therapist disagreed: The only thing that would happen if I spoke to Innes privately is that I would be gaslit and yelled at for having the guts to talk about this publicly at all.
Their initial response to this was for them to DARVO me (shoutout to the random person who messaged me about that, I hadn't heard of the term before) and then at every turn they've tried to bring up things about me in order to hide their own flaws and misdeeds.
Our relationship was not mutually toxic. I will admit I probably was not prepared to be in a relationship again; We had started dating when I was still living in a house with my abuser who terrified me so badly I would barricade my door when I slept, and then had few chances to recover from this as I moved back across the country to escape, and immediately began the battle with bureaucracy to secure public housing for both of us. I was constantly trying to find ways to hustle and save money to move him out, while he spent his money on fibercrafts and video games.
He would do things that I found off, but when I'd bring them up, there was always some sort of excuse. The longer we were together the more I felt like I had to form myself into a mold to be what he wanted me to be. I'd be the cat, the bottom, the submissive, as long as it pleased him. The abuse and manipulation was very, very quiet, very subtle. I didn't notice it until years after the fact. There are things he said about or to me that still haunt me, years after. "I would have to be bisexual in order to be with you (intimately)" being one of them.
Also as an aside, just because abuse happened some years ago doesn't mean that the person who was abused should "just get over it" like him, his friends, & his audience seem to want me to do. I do not think for a second that Innes has actually grown or changed as a person but even if they had, that does not negate the harm done to me in the past, nor does it mean I shouldn't talk about it to avoid hurting someone's reputation. How someone responds matters, too.
As I have said many times, I do not think that Innes is an irreparable monster. I think that Innes terminally lacks the ability to take criticism, the ability to introspect, the ability to tell the goddamn truth, and the ability to acknowledge that the people around him are real living human beings and not building blocks for them to get what they want out of them.
These are all things that can be worked on! They're not permanent, unchangeable character flaws! But if Innes continues to have a platform that supports and endorses them being their worst, I don't think that any of that's going to change, and they're still going to be the toxic person I met 4 years ago, but older.
I have found it concerning enough to talk about publicly, because in those years and through my doubts his audience has grown, and though I've had him blocked and his username blacklisted, somehow I would still see posts by him. I saw the entirety of the train derailment saga go down. I saw how he responded, and it was much, much too like what I'd go through whenever I would catch him in a lie.
He positions himself in a seat of authority on here over a variety of subjects that I do not think he has much of a real claim in whatsoever. It is all too convenient, and knowing the details that I do about their personal life I can't help but call all of these alleged credentials into doubt.
Their ego is fed by engagement. I've known this since the start, but in the beginning I really did want to believe that maybe they were a better person and would just be honest. Even bad engagement is still engagement, like how they always respond to hate. They genuinely crave the attention. They were like this when we were together, too.
Their relationship to their online notoriety is inherently an unhealthy one, and I realize now that I've been feeding into it. I have been feeding into my own continued gaslighting. Whenever I struggle, or say what happened to me, there is always a convenient, twisted excuse as to why it was okay to do to me, or how it didn't really happen "like that", or something.
I have realized that there is no "winning" against someone like this, there is no way for me to convince anyone to believe me. I can give all the evidence in the world for what happened to me, but at the end of the day some people will remain unconvinced, even with the most damning screenshots. I have said my piece, I have spoken extensively about my side of things, and I know what is true. The best thing anyone who reads this and believes me can do is report inneskeeper, report their fundraiser, & then block them without engaging. Any engagement towards him is exactly what he wants. I refuse to feed further into Innes' ego.
prev. pin about the author & situation here
tag list:
zoophilia & linking a 17-year-old his nudes
abuse
manipulation
misappropriation of donated money
transphobia
blaming mental health for poor behavior to avoid accountability
lies
how innes affected my own housing stability
archive of this blog (inneskeeper-receipts)
coercive suicide/ideation
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Jimmy doodle/sketch dump in color ❤
(Ft. cameos of early concept art of my persona's new design. She's still a shapeshifting AI. Space buns are mandatory too.)
Please excuse any writing errors (yeah I mispelled "seperated" oops). The following is the text version of what's written.
First sketch page:
Thomas' Animal Friends s24 e22
Second sketch page (top to bottom, left to right)
I really liked how the expression came out before I added the lion costume so I seperated it.
Jimmy the canonical meow-meow
he's so adorable!
"Thomas' Animal Friends" (S.24 E.22)
*does anything but draw the wheels*
As I was writing this, the more I realized I could make a meme out of it so here it is.
Ok so now that's done with, I can ramble a bit about the drawings themselves.
I started this shortly after doing the Edward sketch dump that had the redraw of a scene from "Old Iron". I decided to draw out pre-rebuild Jimmy in a specific scene that I'm considering getting rid of and rewriting for something else. Poor baby. :[
Also the other sketch with the angy Jimmy is based on another scene in EoSR. Not saying where it's from as it is a bit of a spoiler lol (recently deleted a lot of posts where I did the opposite of that lol)
I couldn't help but draw James from that specifc screenshot. I was going to draw James in that outfit but when i finished drawing the "base", aka him without the costume, I really liked the expression I gave him. Nothing like the original screenshot xd but I really liked it so I seperated them.
Speaking of the lion costume, I had to adjust mine because damn, it just looked really off when I used the layout of the original screenshot. The odd shadow is supposed to be there as they're supposed to be the back legs. .3.
I'm pretty impressed with how I drew that specific James, despite his funnel being incorrectly placed (it should be right smack in the middle of his smokebox). I love this perspective in particular. Oh, and new details as thus one was using the most up-to-date design for him. :] (i avoided drawing the coupling, btw.)
And there's my persona, or at least quick doodles of my persona's new design. The crescent moon horns are gone, which were a mistake tbh. I didn't like them that much. The short hair and space buns stay though. Bottom right is my favorite.
#my art#my sketches#ttte james#the rewritten railway au#my persona#my concepts#screenshot redraw#somewhat lol#my memes#ttte memes#ttte meme#ttte shitpost#ttte#ttte au#cerenemuxse
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//SPOILERS FOR 1083//
1 - The ✨ parallels ✨ between that cover of Doflamingo, Crocodile and the pug..., Oda be like I can excuse mass murders and dictatorship, but I draw the line at animal cruelty.,
2 - I relate to fujitora on a personal level, because if I had the possibility to blew up the whole place over every single inconvenience, damn right I'd use it 😭. Aramaki's gonna reconsider his life choices atp, man's got disrespect and stressed right and left since he had been introduced.
3 - Actually wondering why Oda brought back the whole CP9. Don't get me wrong, I love them and I'm happy they're here, but for a bunch of high treason criminals, they sure got rehabilitated easily. And spandam better run. Even if they got a massive powerup, well..., Lucci was supposed to be their strongest member and all, we saw the result against Luffy post timeskip.
Just a weird feeling that they, and Blueno in peculiar considering his door-door fruit, may have something to do with cobra's faith.
4 - Everyone hates the celestial dragons, but taking advantage of the presence of civilians to block your adversaries in fight isn't cool on the principle. And that's ok, but low-key looks like Akainu's justice lmfao 💀 the whole I don't care what happens or how I reach my ultimate goal, for one the annihilation of criminals, and the other freedom. Furthermore, we waited 25 years for RA to move, and their first big action is a literal war declaration 😭 monkey d. family just has to be extra.
5 - out of topic number 19900, but Vivi confronting Lucci's ass is such a great character development, go girl.
(thanks for copying with my crap ❤️)
nooo, I love hearing what people think of the chapters!
Fujitora's always been pretty big on doing his own thing and not really caring about what anyone tells him so I'm not surprised he thought the best way to deal with the situation was to just call down some meteors but somehow he keeps getting away with it...
I've been waiting since 2015 for an explanation as to how we got from the CP9 cover story to here and now I'm even more curious since they're all involved and I feel like knowing how that happened would make their motivations a lot clearer (though maybe that's why we haven't found out yet...) so I still hope we get some answers to that somewhere along the line!
There's this one screenshot of Sengoku during Marineford saying something like 'Garp! It's your damn family again!' and that's literally what this arc is because Garp, Dragon and Luffy are all wreaking havoc in different ways at different places simultaneously.
Oh you know Lucci hates the fact that he's somehow been given guard duty, especially considering what Vivi's like and that the last thing she's ever going to do is listen to him or follow his orders so he's not having a good time right now!!
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One thing I just now realized as I go through Trigun Stampede and collect funny moments is that Meryl's new design seems pretty practical imo (read more for pics and more thorough explanation)
Like, yeah she's wearing a jacket in the desert but most characters are and im assuming they are mostly likely made of a more lightweight material that's more focused on protecting them from the suns' rays and keeping them somewhat warm during the night.
Excuse the kind-of blurry pic, but I think this should be good enough to serve this post. But look! She's wearing mostly light-colored clothes that will reflect the heat. I assume the leggings also protect from potential sunburn and they probably are pretty nice to prevent your legs from sticking to any surfaces tho I'm not sure about this I dont really wear leggings can anyone confirm? Gloves might be just for aesthetic but I think it fits since she's always the one driving lol.
and PANTS! Listen I'm sure you could wear a dress or skirt in the desert, we see other characters do it, but with as much running as she does I'm sure wearing shorts prob makes it easier lol also prob easier on the animators I would imagine And finally, a nice pair of shoes that would probably do well for long-distance walks as you chase after One Blond PlantMan™️ (somebody needs some pointers *coughcough*Wolfwood*coughcough*)
Also I love that the shirt resembles the one we sometimes see Meryl wearing in the 98 anime. (also the earrings as well!)
Such a nice callback! Also it's just a cute shirt in general, I can't blame them lol. Now that I think about it, I'm pretty sure she wears leggings too in the anime but I don't know if I have a good screenshot saved anywhere of it...
Oh, found it! lol Regardless, say what you want about this anime but I love all the attention to detail and how they managed to keep a lot of similar elements from previous material. I can feel all the love in this show and it makes me so happy :,)
#sketchy says#trigun#trigun stampede#trigun meryl#meryl stryfe#i would tag spoilers but I dont really think this counts since I dont mention anything that happens specifically in the anime#except the plant thing but I feel thats pretty obv#pls#check out trigun#if you got this far just know I love meryl#shes so cute pls#also her facial expressions are hilarious#in like all forms of trigun media
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HEHEHE I'm glad you like it! I really put my heart and soul into this. So many choices I made to try to capture the words you put on paper. I can write a whole essay on how I used color on this comic. Which is funny bc again. This was supposed to be a quick thing. I WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO GO FULL COLOR. But typical pixel brain is taking a project and elevating it and before I knew it COLOR is very much a storytelling element in this as much as what you see the characters doing. Every color choice was made with intent.
For the ninpo, I had to rewatch parts of the rise movie for this since I didn't realize mikey's is...lava lamp esque??? Which honestly makes so much sense since he's circle. I really thought he was also fire. Raph and leo's ninpo already looks pretty similar, but raph's is more electric inspired.
YES CASEY CAMEO. Casey squared moment. I'm imagining them playing good cop bad cop. One minor thing on my list of things to do is design a post season2 casey outfit. She has one screenshot in the movie that has her old foot clan outfit and I think that was just so we could easily tell its her. Hamato clan outfit casey? But sleeveless bc she's just like that.
Draxum 100% texts like an old person who doesn't understand text speak. Of course he's gonna add a period not knowing the tonal implication of his message. I also think he's just direct and to the point. I wanted to add in splinter's message, but I couldn't come up with something and realized mikey and raph would prob break the news that they're missing instead of asking where they are since splinter's kind of a homebody.
Shoutout to @cottoncandywoof who I sent these panels to before uploading. Everyone needs a second pair of eyes. One of his comments was "make him angrier" and he definitely helped with some speech bubble stuff and the last panel on page 7. Which I was struggling with.
I'm not a comic artist, my background is animation so this was a good challenge. "animator tries translating written words into comic panels". I had to break my mindset on some things that make sense in animation, but not so much in comic pages. But I also always knew that this particular moment from swsa NEEDED to be told in comic format which is why I chose that instead of say, an animatic. I also really wanted to test out comic making and this was the excuse. Comics are a completely different medium from animation despite the similarities from an initial glance.
The last panel is my favorite ngl. That whole last page. Which technically I took creative liberties on. Raph is there when mikey comes to that conclusion after they have the family meeting in chapter 6, but I didn't want to break the flow of the comic AND I didn't want it to be too long. I wanted it to be focused on mikey and his thoughts and feelings towards this. I really thought I could do that in 4 pages sdlkfjsdlk.
Wow long message. I'm just extremely passionate about the creation of this since I put so much forethought and care into it. I tried my best to translate the feel of what you wrote into a visual format. It was a great challenge :]
Happy SWSAnniversary!
This one's for you @psychologicalwarclaire! Finally can give a proper thank you for writing my favorite rise fic of all time. Here's to a Spider's Web with Strings Attached's one year anniversary! What better way to commemorate this with a little comic featuring the very beginning?
For those who are just stumbling on this comic, please go read the fic its based on! I cannot praise and recommend it enough!!
#bts pixel rambles#eeee im glad you like it curly!!!!#my try at a book to visual adaptation hahaha#swsa
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Oh damn final Autumn Troupe ep.
Ok, I’m weak for Juban so I actually loved this ep. like dammit, they’re so prettyyyy
THIS INTRO SCENE TO THE PLAY WAS WAYYY TO EXTRA
Like SERIOUSLY LOOK AT THIS AGHHHHHHHH
I just LOVE THESE COSTUMES AND THIS THEME OH MY GOODNESS
THEY LOOK SO SERIOUS
LOOK AT THESE ACTION SCENES
Dammit if only they put even half the amount of love as they did in this ep into Taichi’s confession, I don’t think I’ll ever be over that.
I’m sorry I have no coherent thought on any of this other than screaming.
THE WAY THE LIGHT HIGHLIGHTS THEIR HAIR
ALSO KUMON CAMEO, I love hiiiiiiiimmmmmmm.
I also love how they switched to a shot of his face when Juza says the “leave my brother out of this” line, that was a sweet touch.
#was this just an excuse to post pretty screenshots of the anime#yes#yes it was#a3! actor training game#a3!#act addict actors#a3! act! addict! actors!#a3! banri#a3! juza#juza hyodo#a3! taichi#a3 banri#a3 kumon#a3 anime spoilers#a3! autumn troupe#a3 autumn and winter#a3! sakyo#a3 sakyo#sakyo furuichi#omi fushimi#a3 omi#a3 omi fushimi#a3! omi
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I come bearing a request! The Brothers with an MC who's really good at cooking and baking? Like, the stuff food blogs dream of. Master-level instagram pastries. Could compete with the chocolate guy if they put their mind to it.
👀 ooooo, I do love me some pastries-
(I know you have an *ahem* distaste for Lucifer, dear moot, so enjoy Lucifer acting like a bit of a dingus in his section!)
Lucifer
Oh, the human can cook. *insert asshole eyeroll here*. Great. Wonderful. Groundbreaking. That’s what’s got all his brothers acting like- what was that word Levi used? Simps? This human has turned six of the seven rulers of hell into a bunch of simps.
Sure, the human has near godlike cooking prowess. Sure, everyone looks forward to their day for cooking. And sure, everyone thinks the human’s pretty great.
Tsk, not him though. He’s a refined demon. Some silly food isn’t going to make him a lovesick fool… did he smell eclairs..?
Lucifer peered into the kitchen to see MC carefully taking a tray of eclairs out of the oven and letting them cool off on the counter. His favourite dessert… right there in front of him…
Due to not being a total moron, MC notices Lucifer and asks him what the hell he’s doing just standing ominously in the doorway. Lucifer makes up some bullshit excuse about reminding MC to do their homework and just leaves. Okay, game plan, he needs those fucking eclairs or he will spontaneously combust.
As he snuck into the kitchen that night, Lucifer took a moment to briefly wonder why he was creeping around his own house. He was the Avatar of Pride for pity’s sake! He could eat whatever he damn well pleased! Oh shit was someone coming- no? Okay, back to sneaking.
Lucifer crept into the kitchen, saw the eclairs, and all logic was thrown out the window. Time to eat!
“BEEL NO! NOT THE- Lucifer..?” “…” “…” “…you’re very talented, MC, do you mind making more of these?”
SOMEONE SNAP A PICTURE! THIS IS THE CLOSEST LUCIFER HAS GOTTEN TO BEGGING IN THE LAST THOUSAND YEARS!
Mammon
Ugh, stuck babysittin’ some dumb human, how lame…
As Mammon was throwing a “I’m broke and I’m stuck in a pact with a dumb human” pity party, the most heavenly smell entered his nostrils. Cooking… good cooking… was Barbatos visiting or somethin’? Nah, Lucifer woulda made a big fuss about gettin’ ready for Lord Diavolo. Huh, so what was goin’ on in the kitchen?
Huh? The human? The human can cook? Well damn, maybe this whole deal wouldn’t be so bad. Oi! MC! As payment for babysittin’ ‘em, he got to have an extra big share of- OW!
Did- did the human just hit him with a spoon?! Th-they can’t do that!
Apparently they fucking can. Mammon gets told to sit the fuck down and wait for the food like everyone else. He grumbles on the way to the dining room, but he can’t fully hide his excitement to try the food.
The food even looked pretty! How did they do that?! Magic. It had to be!
After everyone’s tastebuds were blessed with the heavenly substance that is MC’s culinary exploits, Mammon decides he needs to get on this human’s good side in order to receive more food! Maybe even find some way to make a profit or somethin’!
After weeks go by of trying to suck up to the human without looking like too much of a chump, Mammon eventually realizes… hey, this human ain’t so bad. They’re nice, they make him feel good about himself, they give him headpats… he’s really hit the jackpot here!
He’ll offer to help MC bake or cook, but beware, he will try and sample the food before it’s done. Don’t let him lick the spoon!!!
Leviathan
First thought? This human ain’t shit. Thought after seeing their food? WOAAAAAAAH! JUST LIKE THAT ONE ANIME-
He was unceremoniously cut off by Beel asking demanding seconds. Humph, fine, he doesn’t actually care about this dumb normie food anyway.
…well at least until Levi saw a little something something on TV that he just had to ask MC to try and make. He shyly knocked on their door and when they answered, Levi shoved the screenshot in their face and stuttered out a dinner request.
On the day MC was supposed to make dinner, Levi poked his head into the kitchen and tried to make it look like he was just standing in the same room as MC and not checking to see if they were making his dinner request.
Not that he’d blame them for not doing that… who’d wanna make some anime dinner for a yucky Otaku- OMG JAHSHSHABA THEY’RE MAKING IT! *fangirl squeals*
As Levi continues to commit the SIN of being in the kitchen at the same time as someone else, MC eventually just asks him if he’d like to help out.
“Here! Just keep turning the takoyaki.” “R-really? You trust me?” “Yes, Levi. You watched how they made it on your show, right?” “Yes! I won’t mess up! I swear on my honour as an otaku!”
All in all, it was a very cute bonding experience for the two. Now it’s a regular thing. Levi requests something for dinner or dessert, MC makes it, Levi helps out.
Satan
So, the human can cook. That’s nice. At least someone in this literally god forsaken house can.
He makes sure to thank MC every time they cook, then he makes sure to thank whatever deity is watching over him that Solomon wasn’t the human staying with them.
As the months progress, Satan realizes, he should learn how to cook better. I mean, Levi and Mammon were somehow both improving in their cooking endeavours, and if MC could teach those two, then he would be a breeze.
Satan walked into the kitchen and simply asked if MC needed any assistance with what they were doing. MC just slid him some garlic to dice and that’s how this mentor/student relationship was formed.
Satan was a star pupil, but Mammon and Levi weren’t above trying to sabotage Satan’s progress to get him to leave.
Here’s the thing, the sabotage worked, but it only worked once, and the two idiots didn’t stop to think that maybe they shouldn’t sabotage the meal they were going to have to eat later.
Well, cooking lessons continued uninterrupted after the ghost pepper incident…
Even when he’s ‘graduated’ their little cooking class, Satan’s always willing to lend a hand if needed. He also will slyly hand over some recipe books and cute baking supplies that he finds. MC should be prepared for lots of cat related things to come their way.
Asmodeus
The human can cook? Oh frabcious day! He’s saved from a life of his brother’s mediocre cooking! And the human’s so cute too! What a bonus!
Not only is the human cute, but their food is just so… aesthetic??? Pretty???? Omigosh he just has to get a picture for Devilgram!
For the first few months, MC’s relationship with Asmo consists of Asmo not at all subtly asking to take pictures of their food and post it to his Devilgram. Listen MC, his followers would just love it!
Being the saint-sheep they are, MC lets Asmo sit in whenever they’re making anything in the kitchen. And Asmo slowly realizes “hey, this cute human with the awesome food is actually pretty cool too!”
New Mission: Make the human fall madly in love with him so they’ll want to hang out more.
Whether the mission succeeds is up to MC of course. (I mean, I’m already smitten with him sooooooooo-)
MC offers Asmo a lot of the pastries they make, but the Avatar of Lust almost always declines. Listen honey, he’s on a diet- wait, don’t make that sad face! He’ll eat it! Look! It’s- it’s delicious…
Diet cheat day is now every day MC makes dessert. The feeling of bliss Asmo gets when he takes a bite out of anything MC makes is only second of the treats is second only to the joy he feels at seeing MC happy that he likes their food. It’s just so wholesome I can’t-
MC’s food Devilgram has almost surpassed Asmo in terms of followers and honestly- he isn’t even mad.
Beelzebub
Gasp! Lucifer finally got him the pet personal chef he’d always wanted! Thanks big bro! :D he’ll be sure not to eat this human!
On the first night MC was supposed to make dinner, Lucifer needed to hold Beel back from breaking into the kitchen to see what was causing that heavenly smell. It was, difficult… especially because Lucifer hadn’t slept in three days.
When they all sat down to eat, Beel practically inhaled everything and held up his half bitten plate for seconds.
We here at Stupid Headcanons incorporated recommend that MC have as many bodyguards as possible stationed around the kitchen at all times to ward off a hungry Beel. We don’t want him eating the ingredients and half-tempered chocolate.
A cinnamon roll through and through, he’ll eat everything MC gives him with a big ol’ smile on his cute little face. He’s not the best person to go to if MC wants advice or critique because the best thing Beel can usually muster is “it was really good.”
As Luke said in Lesson 5, Beel would make an awful food reporter. But we love him.
Similar to Levi, he’ll give meal requests on what to make for dinner. (At this rate, MC’s going to have to make some kind of list).
He kind of just waits by the door like a sad puppy whenever MC is making anything because he can’t get into the kitchen :(
Belphegor
The smell of freshly made chocolate chip cookies wafting through the house did reach the attic and it only fuelled his rage more. How dare the human win everyone over with cookies?!
After the attic incident, Belphie was won over with cookies.
Belphie just stands creepily in the kitchen doorway whenever MC is making anything and just makes shit really uncomfortable. Why’s he doing that, you may be wondering, well, he’s trying to calculate the energy needed to swipe the bowl of cookie dough and sprint to safety.
He never succeeds, mainly because once he gets to the bowl, MC already has the wooden spoon ready to smack him, so he just freezes mid-theft and slowly puts the bowl down.
“Oh my gosh, it says let the bread dough rest overnight? Let’s get a headstart and go to sleep now.” “Belphie what-” “I made a pillow Fort, come in. Let’s sleep.” “In the kitchen????”
How’d he make the pillow Fort without MC noticing? Years of experience. He’s trained in the art of- MC? What do you mean you can’t sleep right now and you need to get a head start on shaping fondant?
…he may have eaten the fondant while MC wasn’t looking… whoops… Beel may have rubbed off on him a little…
#Obey me! Headcanons#Obey me Headcanons#obey me#obey me!#obey me! shall we date?#obey me shall we date#obey me mc#obey me mammon#Obey me Lucifer#Obey me Leviathan#Obey me Satan#Obey me Asmodeus#Obey me Beelzebub#Obey me Belphegor
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Da Qing's transformation ability is absolutely textual: his bio makes reference to it, it's how he stalks people sometimes, he excuses himself to turn from human to cat to soothe Violin Girl in the hospital, it's why Lao Li freaks out and gives him a concussion, and so forth. There are times he does things only a human body could do, and there are times he does things only a cat body could do. Like the other yashou we meet, he is a shapeshifter in control of his own appearance.
The flashback with Da Ji got me thinking, though -- specifically the part where he nearly gets hit by a car, she does get hit by a car, he carries her body off to a clearing, and he nuzzles her corpse sadly before just leaving it there. Now, this sequence of events is pretty intense if they're in their human forms, seeing as you've got both vehicular manslaughter and improper disposal of a corpse, neither of which anyone but these two seems too fussed about. But if they're in their cat forms, it's still very sad, but legally it is not as complicated.
Which makes me wonder: How often, when we are looking at Da Qing, should we be seeing Da Kitty?
I don't think it's very often, but there are a couple scenes where it would make as much sense for him to be a talking cat as it would for him to be a person. In fact, I think it makes more sense for most of his scenes with Da Ji to be neko-and-neko, considering her feelings on cat supremacy. Of course, the known limitations of both technology and animal wrangling means there's no way the script would have intended those scenes for anything but human actors. Still, it's worth thinking about how many of Da Qing's scenes, especially those around SID, would read the same if we were understanding the expressions and gestures we see on his human form, but seeing a big black fuzzball.
None of thise is to take away from what a cat-like human he is, of course, because when he's a boy, he is a very cat boy. I do wonder if he could get away with being as snuggly with Zhao Yunlan as he is because they could tell the censors, it's not gay, he's a cat!
This post is also an excuse to share some of my favorite screenshots I've taken of our deputy chief, who is indisputably a pretty kitty.
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update: he only doubled down on this point after receiving valid criticism .
[image ID: the first image is of a post by 9edits on tumblr. there is a screenshot of an ask from anonymous, reading "ah so you're ableist. neat. good to know for the future." after the screenshot is a response from 9edits, where it says "by the way if you send me asks like this accusing me of being something but not having a reasoning or explanation i'm going to make fun of you sorry. if you're going to say something like this about me then please provide some sort of evidence or explanation or try to be a bit nicer? it would be easier to side with you if you were a little bit friendlier, but hey, that's just my opinion." spelling errors in the post have been fixed for readability. the second image is of another post by 9edits, which is a reblog in response to the first image. he writes, "adding onto this, if you think i did something incorrect or offensive please message me in private and i will change it. i'm not a professional, so not everything i do is going to be 100% correct. please tell me if i do something wrong because i am learning by the way. i'm literally a kid, i'm going to mess up, i'm going to do things wrong." end ID.]
in this screenshot, he uses being a minor as an excuse as well , despite a good deal of the IRLs and DAs it is speaking about also being minors . being a child is not an excuse for being uninformed , nor is it an excuse for fakeclaiming and insulting other minors . didn't provide any proof yet to the contrary , so here is a rentry debunking the paper it linked . nat is also mutuals with a number of IRLs and DAs and has not been open about these views before so he is fakeclaiming beings who he knows actively interact with him . additonally, it is receiving support from its mutuals for this behavior , most notably @/stellxron (edit blog @/starburstedits)
[image ID: the first image is of an ask to 9edits from stellxron, reading "I still can't believe you were called an ableist for not encouraging something that could be considered toxic or problematic." 9edits replies, "LMFAO me too, i'm glad people agree with me, i was worried i was wrong. thank you mutual. now i'm going outside (sunglasses emoji). the second image is of a series of comments from stellxron. the first one reads "i might be called an ableist (even though i'm autistic and bipolar LOL) for believing that otherkins who don't do this for fun also fall into delusional attachment (mainly therians, they are kind of a controversy since they believe they are animals in a human body and that can certainly be used as an excuse for zoophiles.) like, kin for fun is plausible (you're a lot like a character and everything in terms of backstory and/or personality)". this comment is cut off, and is continued in the comment below by the same user, reading "but when you seriously kin and believe you're another person or a fictional character or some animal in another body, it's already a delusional attachment." end ID]
in this comment , mintaka uses her own disabilities as an excuse , even though neither of those are psychosis , the disability that is being discussed here . she also has compared a panic attack and paranoia to delusional attachments in the comments of another post . additionally , she implies that all or most therians are zoophiles , something which is ableist even if she has disabilities . a large deal of therians are autistics who have always felt more connected to animals , and even as an autistic herself , it is still ableist to imply that they are "zoophiles."
originally was not planning to make a big deal out of this , but this is a pretty bad situation . please , if possible , reblog this post and block the users mentioned or send asks about why this behavior is harmful . thank you .
hey , reluctant to post this to main but this felt important so wanted to share - tumblr user @/9edits , who is popular in the editing community , recently responded to an ask about why he wouldnt do irl requests with a very biased and flawed , as well as blatantly fakeclaiming , paper that supposedly "debunked irls" .
[image ID: an ask sent to 9edits by Anonymous that reads "can I ask why you don't do IRL requests? I'm not meaning to sound pushy or anything (if I do?), I'm just curious." the response from 9edits reads, "here you go", linking this document. below, in smaller text, he continues "in the document there is reality checking. if you're uncomfy with that feel free to tune out". end ID]
this feels like an important issue / something to know if you are interacting with him , so just wanted to spread awareness . feel free to reblog or do as you wish , no pressure or anything .
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either way i think drantis are way worse than the reputation they’ve built for dream fans despite how much they preach political correctness and moral superiority . i’ve been watching dream for just over two years now and here’s a list of my interactions with antis
March 2021 - Somi Malek
a 16 year old girl from new york made a total of 8 tumblr accounts to
-harass me
- send me fanfiction about mutiliation rape incest and animal abuse
- write a fanfiction in my asks about me being raped by both dream and sapnap (separate asks)
- sent me suicide bait, death threats, rape threats
- downloaded and sent mw pictures of myself from my private social media accounts and threatened to post them online on body rating sites .
i almost had to get the police involved because tumblr wasn’t responding to my harassment reports
this was because i posted under #dreamwastaken
The First Las Nevadas Stream (also march 2021)
i made a post saying it made me uncomfortable that people were saying dream deserved to be tortured under the cc!dream tag
antis used this an excuse to tell me
- i deserved to be tortured ‘just like that f****t streamer*
- i needed to be raped with a rusty pipe (i’ll never forget that one)
- i got sent suicide bait for a week straight
there was some overlap with the somi incident here
October 2022-
anti commented under my post about how ugly dream is and whatnot post face reveal stuff u know anyway i told them it was unnecessary and to get some friends and make their own post and they
- called me a slut
- tried to imply i was a child predator for telling a minor to stop fighting with them under my post (i have the word slut in my url which means all my interactions have a sexual undertone apparently)
- tried multiple times to trick me into saying i hated poly people
- when i shut down the conversation they forged screenshots of me saying i hate poly people and they aren’t valid and threatened to send it to people
this was for saying idc if dream isn’t your type tell him he’s pretty which most people would know is lighthearted stan behaviour
those are the biggest issues thatve stuck with me but there’s been so many incidents where i’ve had to shut my ask box or close anon asks or take a whole break from tumblr because people stalk the dream smp tag to see who they can target
i get hate asks on a near daily basis and here’s what they come to
- sapnap would sexually assault me
- i deserved my sa (happened after i opened up about it for the first time and when i said i hates what minx said about the recent situation)
- general death threats
- slut shaming
- dream is a bad person (the reason varies) and he would commit a violent crime on me (also varies sometimes he wants me dead sometimes he wants to rape me depends on what the antis are thinking about)
- sui bait (expected)
- sui baiting dream in my inbox
- dream is going to rape george
- sapnap is going to beat george to death for being gay
amongst other things this is only the things i can think of that happened to ME and i know that there’s so many people who revive so much violent hate for just existing on their blog and posting about their interests from people who take a personal offence to people being a fan of someome they don’t like . and they have the gall to say that WE are the aggressors in the situation when they’ve been telling us to kill ourselves for years now
dream fans have a reputation from the way SOME people acted on twitter, but antis are using the facade of moral righteousness to disguise the fact that they are displaying all the violent behaviours they project into us
#tw rape mention#tw sa mention#tw animal cruelty#tw incest mention#tw sui bait#i don’t know if i tagged everything let me know if i didn’t
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oh my god guys i’m crying screaming throwing up i also took so many screenshots so i’m going to yell about them incomprehensibly in one post as to not spam the dash
MY BOY DEKU STANDING UP FOR AIZAWA AND GRAN TORINO WE LOVE THIS FOR HIM HE ALSO HIGHKEY LOOKS LIKE KATSUKI
ALSO LEGIT WHAT A WAY TO SHOWCASE FLOAT ?? GODDAMN
my boys .... oh my boys ..... how they look SO ALIKE in these two pictures, like izuku was NOT JOKING when he said he channels katsuki when the desire to win overrules his desire to save. and not to mention how GOOD katsuki looked in this episode this is only the beginning
SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPP THEY DID THE MANGA SUCH JUSTICE HERE/ this whole sequence with all might and him talking? the way they exchange info?? the way they’re drawn so faithfully to the manga panels ??? i am in awe. he’s so pretty. i would literally kill for him.
BRO THIS JUST LOOKS SO GOOD ... does it meet the art of the manga, well no, but this is anime and the fact it looks as good as it does is AWESOME
AND THEN THE NEXT THREE CAPS .... BRO I CANNOTTTTTTT
I WAS NOT PREPARED. I SAT THERE GASPING AS IF I NEVER KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN. I LITERALLY SAT THERE ABOUT TO FUCKIN CRY AS THOUGH I WITNESSED THIS FOR THE FIRST TIME. (i knew this shit was coming bc i read the manga and it still moved me so violently anyway. bro. i cannot with this show bro i was in genuine shock despite being a manga reader)
also shut the fuck up the way they added the scene where an older katsuki reaches for baby izuku’s hand ?? EXCUSE ME ??? THAT WAS NEVER IN THE MANGA IT WAS JUST THE VOLUME COVER, HELLO BONES, I’M HERE TO REPORT A MURDER ???????
and then the end credits. THE END CREDITSSSSSS
SOBBING SCREAMING CRYING COMMITTING A WAR CRIME AGAINST MYSELF IN THE BACK OF A CLUB RN .... BITCH !! BITCH !!!!!! THEY DID NOT HAVE TO COME FOR ME LIKE THAT DUDE HELLO ??????????????????
and then finally the one (1) part that has me ready for the next ep. the ONE WHOLE SCENE that’s got me hyped. feral izuku midoriya on the fuckin way i’m SO READY
“and i forget myself in anger as i face shigaraki” THAT YOU DO KING. THAT YOU DO
if i wasn’t on data and literally wrestling the shit out of my bandwidth i would rewatch this episode in a HEARTBEAT. so much was in it and so much was so fucking good, and bones out here feeding me so well tonight, i might be grossly sobbing but DUDE. I JUST ... MAN.
also. honourable mention:
PONYTAIL ‘CHAKO AND TSU + KATSUKI WRESTLING FOR THE WATER IN THE BACKGROUND KSDNVFBJLDKCNSX
#bnha spoilers /#bnha anime spoilers /#/ crying screaming shaking-#💥 ⬦ ゜◝ I’D DEFEND KATSUKI BEFORE MYSELF TBH. ╱ ooc.#/ the animation in this episode was surprisingly amazing i CANNOT WAIT#/ TO SEE WHAT IT'S LIKE NEXT EP#/ beat his ass young m.idoriya
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