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shootingstareon · 2 months ago

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banging on the wall of my asylum room can anyone hear me.

#pokemon #kieran #trainer kieran #florian #sghr #candyappleshipping #hrsg #rival kieran #trainer florian #pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemon sv #indigo disk #art #fanart #persona 5 #shuake #trust me bro….#tealmaskshipping #suguharu #WHY ARE THERE SO MANY NAMES #giggling cackling sobbing maniacally #yknow throughout the game I was waiting for kieran to pop the ‘I hate you Florian’ like any self respecting rival yaoi would do #but he never…. did it……#HIS SPEECH IN THE TERAPAGOS ROOM WAS CLOSE ENOUGH THO!!!! CLOSE ENOUGH…..#speaking of which yeah maybe the bg being terapagos room instead of bb entrance would’ve fit better but whatever man #begging you not to look at any mistakes too closely I did this in a feverish frenzied state #does anybody get me or do I have to go insane all by myself #anywa i thought i was being delusional and mentally ill with my interpretation of kieran but then terapagos room happened and #HE JUST SAYS ALL THAT? HES ACTUALLY EXACTLY LIKE THAT. HES SO FUCKED #rank 8 akechi has such a special place in my soul. I’ve never been the same person since.

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kitamars · 1 year ago

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how can you drop a heavy burden if it's holding you up as well

#im having too many feelings post the very final #NGAHH. im in a hell of my own making #they said a heart’s a heavy burden #and gintama said to live a full life is to carry a heavy burden throughout a long journey #and i said what if i started sobbing #the yorozuya actually mean so much to me. i can never explain it in words #they are THE found family first and foremost. and i really want to convey that in the art i make later on #they’re such a comfort #oh god i might tear up #anyways #sakata gintoki #kagura gintama #shimura shinpachi #yorozuya gin chan #yorozuya #gintama #ok bye

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helloimtired · 1 year ago

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never being anyone’s best friend or the most important person in anyone’s life, ever, can really fuck you up emotionally

#like throughout my life i’ve had people that i’d call my best friends #but I guess I was never theirs #like they always had more important friends that would always take precedence #and then now as an adult people’s partners always take precedence #which is fair and valid #I just can’t never find that for myself and always end up as an afterthought and it really really fucks you up #hence me sobbing rn #bc a friend and I were supposed to call tonight and had scheduled it a few days ago #aaaand they just told me they can’t because they’re still on a call with their partner who’ve they’ve called basically everyday this week #oh and this friend won’t be able to call anyone all summer so I just can’t talk to them on the phone again until fall #and yeah i’m sobbing rn #rants and rambles #friends #long distance friendship #lonliness #friendship #no friends #friend jealousy #never had a best friend #friendless #how to keep friends #i dont know how to make friends #friend yearning

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pinkibot · 4 months ago

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Absolutely devastated rn

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hellishfig · 9 months ago

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just finished www #23: on your way, and i have many thoughts. all of them make me want to cry.

ame knowing as soon as she got back to the cottage that her actions had burned a bridge, not just with the citadel but with one of her best friends, and yet still needing to complete her tasks as the witch of the world's heart. the spirits she awakens so as not to leave the cottage untended or unprotected, and the way she asks and does not take. the note she leaves, should her friends make it there.

eursulon in the fire, followed by the man in black, who is a brother in the way all spirits are brethren, but not the sibling eursulon seeks. leaving through the burrow, fighting monstrosities, and seeing the citadel raze cities to ruin beside a jungle of rot. finding the tree. his tree. the tree that is emblazoned on his shield, his coat of arms, what he fights to protect. and inside... his sister. a family she made for herself.

and suvi. hurt but still afraid that ame will die if she stays. determined to not let that happen. conversations with steel where she says that another wizard said that the wizard sly lied, or did not tell the full truth. commiseration, but suvi holds back the full truth, and suspects steel of doing the same. an airship to fly north. to protect ame, yes. but the mage armor mean that no creature or spirit or witch will ever be able to touch her again. broken trust, if not broken love.

and through it all, the thread that the citadel represents a threat to the world's heart itself, and to all spirits beyond. the council of elders wishes to neutralize that threat. grandmother wren did not.

questions moving forward: what is the true purpose of the war on gaothmai being waged by the empire? why does kalaya's family look like suvi? is suvi going to have a villain arc? i have my theories, but i'll get into those in other posts.

thank you to the worlds beyond number cast and crew for giving us this incredible story. i'm so excited to see where you take us next.

#i was surprised but glad that suvi was upset with ame but still wanted to protect her #i was glad that ame knew she had done something hurtful to her friend #i'm SO fucking glad that eursulon found his sister!#i was sobbing throughout that whole scene with kalaya #also AME LEVELED UP! LEVEL THREE WITCH BABY!#and suvi had the fun empire music behind her... god i hope aabria gets to play villain arc suvi. that would be so hot #but also i want them to be ok and happy. conflicting interests #it's wild to listen to a dnd podcast that is straight up a drama #like it's funny in moments when they have a chance to be together and not stressed #but overall it is an epic where every player is taking the story seriously in every moment #that's the craziest part. there are so few bits #but it's amazing #worlds beyond number #wbn pod #wbn spoilers #the wizard the witch and the wild one #wbn: www #wwwo #wwwo spoilers #ame wbn #ame the witch #eursulon toma #eursulon the wild one #suvirin kedberiket #suvi the wizard #the wizard sky #erika ishii #lou wilson #aabria iyengar #brennan lee mulligan

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mewkwota · 1 month ago

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I am continuing my current Xeno-train of thought with learning another character, this time it's my favorite male character, chaos.

I feel like I got him down pat with his Episode I look because it's just absolutely perfect, but everything else I was experimenting more with his range in expression as the later games fiddled around with that... As in, I will not forgive what they did to him in Episode II. :(

The ahoge is the last remaining source of his powers (and feelings).

Otherwise I mean for his face to look the face with each design.

#see what happened is that chaos' ahoges got lost in The Incident #(read as: when kos-mos had to save everyone from impacting with second miltia's atmosphere)#so now he is buffering throughout that entire game #such is the way I choose to interpret the design choices #(except that outfit. I can't say I like the color. *sob* )#why did they do him like that #anywho I may have made him look a bit bappy with my initial takes but #that could also be due to me focusing on episode i's proportions more #doodle-daas #xenosaga #chaos #jin uzuki #canaan #(that's supposed to be him you can't tell eh?)#I'm also not sure how much you can tell but chaos' design is a decent portion of my inspiration for alto's design #what with the undergarment accompanied with a minimum attire that also completes his overall body shape

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ef-1 · 2 months ago

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🍷<3

#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad #and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything #i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing #but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT #and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing #and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over #and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop #and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me #and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it #again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that #so I felt guilty throughout #anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely #and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods #heres to healing ❤️‍🩹

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lungthief · 6 days ago

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hadestown round 3 before & after

#my makeup was surprisingly resilient this evening i sobbed throughout the entire show #my face #shut up riley

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daily-murasaki · 3 months ago

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Day 13: caramelldansen

Base I used I set it at 25fps and doubled the frames and tripled the two tallest ones

#murasaki splatoon #splatband #splatbands #splatoon #splatoon bands #squid squad #daily murasaki #murasaki #i was going to add the audio to the post but it literally wasnt fucking working #i tried multiple times throughout the day i started CRYING I WAS SOBBING REAL LIFE TEARS #BECAUSE IT WOULDNT FUCKING WORK #AND IM STILL MAD #im not okay im not im not im not but whatevernhahahh WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#edit because I Forgot #I’m so tired honk mimim

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morurui · 28 days ago

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Me watching the camp fam change into new outfits for 10 minutes and then immediately change back

#no cause like I genuinely liked their new outfits more than their old ones #red shirt kenji 😔 the color fit him so well I was sobbing when he put that white shirt on #I know Darius and Ben were dying in those long sleeves throughout the day #especially Darius since he has a thermal 😭#yaz had a quarter sleeve shirt too 💀#jwct spoilers #chaos theory spoilers #jurassic world chaos theory spoilers #jwct season 2 spoilers #tagging with more spoiler tags since I’m not putting this under show more lol #mor posts

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absurdumsid · 8 months ago

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Hello please will you bless me with chickens

I love chickens and your art and your skeletons

Horror would look silly with a chicken and I would love him

ok show of hands who wants to be chickens in saejun's farm with me

Horror! Sans belongs to Sour-Apple-Studios

Farm! Sans/Saejun belongs to GuinongTale_AU

#sobbing ok FINALLY some rottencrop to brighten my day #if you will ->#rottencrop #IN YOUR FAACE !!!!!!!#i have to pass out im so sleep deprived (<- hypersomniac that usually gets at least half a day of sleep spread throughout the day)#the things i doooo #the things i do for rottencrop <3 #<- they are the same guy in different clothing #horror sans #farm sans #saejun park #saejun #sanscest #sans au #sid answers #sid art

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faoluoo · 2 months ago

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i watched look back

rambling in tags

#OH MY GOD #FUCK MY LIFE #this is so embarrassing but #i cried throughout the whole movie #like not even 2 minutes in and im already tearing up #<- tearing up the fact that the manga being animated is real #the direction is so awesome man #and the first comic being animsted all fun and whimsy got me BAWLING #I've never cried thos much over a movie before #HIDEO KOJIMA I GET YOU #I GET WHY U WATCH IT 5 TIMES #sorry to the random guy next to me who had to bear thru my sobbings #ramblings #txt

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purrvaire · 1 year ago

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good omens season 2 + text posts I have on my phone (3/?)

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lxlqzy · 5 months ago

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I just want someone to love me the way Jadon loves Marco

#borussia dortmund #bvb #jadon sancho #marco reus #the video jadon did for Marco holy shit i was sobbing throughout this whole thing #and the way it was SO much longer than all the other clips #y'all can say you're the biggest Marco fan but it'll always be Jadon

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aelswiths · 4 months ago

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*screams into the void*

#the way he like seems to be choking back a sob of emotions before he says this #he can't bear the fact that he's causing her pain #and that there's nothing he can do to stop it #even though talking openly would help her but he can't do that #because if he does he would have to be vulnerable and if he's vulnerable aelswith might think him weak #which is something he knows she abhors (even though she hates it because of her own feelings of being seen as weak and unworthy)#and he can't bear her rejection because he loves her and if she were to reject him it would destroy him #he can be this open with uhtred because its a manipulation tactic #he's using vulnerability to get uhtred to do what he wants and thats why he can be so open in this scene. he's doing it strategically #but to be open with aelswith leaves him (in his mind) open to losing her since he's caused her so much pain throughout their marriage #and he would have to face the fact that he's done that and she might not forgive him and he can't do that #aelswith is so upset in this scene because she thinks its his final way of saying to her “you aren't worthy” when really its a tactic #to help ensure that she and their children will be safe #but they literally cannot properly communicate with each other because of all of the painful history between them #I'm going insane #I love them so much #they are everything to me #literally everything #he loves her so much #like he could not survive losing her - just the way he clings to her all throughout s3 speaks to that #I really think that because of the similarities between uhtred and aelswith uhtred's betrayal makes him start to fear that he could lose he #and he just starts to cling to her for reassurance that she'll never leave and she won't stop believing in him #ok I'm done #for now #I'm crying #your honor I love them #they mean so much to me

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themundanedumpling · 4 months ago

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now that myab is airing i have the urge to read the source danmei novel but everytime i try to read a sqc novel it reminds me of utter trauma and devastation i went through when i read sqc's wu chang jie

#i was crying and sobbing throughout the entirety of the novel #the author loves writing about scumbags #and the heavy themes are a lot #i'm guessing the drama will be a lot lightweight #since it's the author first novel maybe it won't be that angsty idk #danmei #historical danmei #blooming flowers silent sorrow #meet you at the blossom #myab #shui qian cheng #danmei adaptation #wuxia #wuxia bl #bl drama #bl series #cdrama #chinese bl

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