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liamthemailman · 7 months ago

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dead favourites club

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harbingersecho · 6 months ago

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kill me again; show me the only way you know how to love.

#iwtv #amc iwtv #interview with the vampire #iwtv spoilers #loustat #louistat #louis de pointe du lac #lestat de lioncourt #dreamstat #art #mine #*24 #lestat #louis #i usually dont like watching weekly dropping shows until at least half the season's out BUT. but... this scene made me rewatch and get #caught up with season 2. i spent my whole birthday (27th lol) watching iwtv babyyy #i had to do this in black and white at the start which i usually never do but i wanted the faces to look like them and b&w allows you to #see the contours of a face without the distraction of color muddling it so. went the extra mile on that #like it is genuinely much much easier to draw realistic shit in b&w but the problem is i like color. and recoloring b&w paintings #is a challenge of its own so it doesn't look shit. i had to repaint parts in color etc -_-. idk if i even like this lol #anywayy. my tortured saint louis <3

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feroluce · 4 months ago

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So I went to the wiki page for the henghill Bullet & Brain mission of 2.2 looking for some dialogue I had missed and

a) I found something incredibly tasty that slotted into some other thoughts I'd been having, more on that on another day, and

b) I saw this super fun little trivia at the bottom, which!

I knew Penacony characters like Boothill took a lot of inspirations from old movies, but I didn't realize it was even in his and Dan Heng's relationship, that's so cool!!

It fits them very well, it's such a fun reference. "Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid" was an old buddy Western film (from 1969- nice) about a pair of outlaws. Butch Cassidy was the leader of a gang, and described as clever, affable, and talkative. Meanwhile, his closest companion, the Sundance Kid, was known as a man of few words.

Cassidy's original birth name was much more plain, but similar to Boothill, he took on a new moniker when he became an outlaw. "Cassidy" had been the last name of his beloved mentor, who taught him how to shoot and ride. And Sundance Kid was known as he was because Sundance was the name of his hometown, and it was the only place that had ever managed to catch and jail him, back when he'd been younger (also similar to Dan Heng, but ouch).

These two stick together like glue throughout the length of the film- through Cassidy's leadership of the gang being challenged, through a train robbery gone wrong, through being pursued by mercenaries, and even through fleeing to Bolivia and trying to start over together.

I don't want to say too much more, since the mission title is referencing one specific movie that I've never seen. I kinda wanna watch it now, though, just to see the inspiration that went into Boothill and Dan Heng and how they get along. I just think it's really sweet that these two were literally made to be the best of bros, how lovely is that. 💕

#honkai star rail #this can be ship or plantonic tbh yall are always free to tag my ramblings as you please haha #just! they're so sweet!!#FWENDS #i would love to see more of them being a dynamic duo further down the line ♡#i think the film moved things along a little quicker but the real life Cassidy and Sundance were actually in south america for a few years #they fled there to get away from pursuers along with Sundance's girlfriend Etta Place.#supposedly they managed to buy a small ranch and the three of them lived peacefully (and even lawfully!) together for like three years-#-until the law caught up with them again #at some point Etta Place returned to the US reportedly due to illness rather than not wanting to get caught like in the film #Sundance may or may not have escorted her back. but whether he did or not he returned to South America with Cassidy #the two of them eventually got into a huge firefight with authorities where Sundance was fatally shot and Cassidy chose to end his own life #that's the most common story anyway. some also say Cassidy snuck back into the US again where he lived quietly until his death.#but it reads kind of like rumors of Elvis Presley sightings to me BSMZKNSKS #the film ended much more happily with the two of them getting into shenanigans and a freeze frame of them in a hail of bullets haha #i wanna see Dan Heng and Boothill fight together too it would be so cool aaaaaa #they would be great at getting into shenanigans! as we've already seen!!#fun bonus info: Boothill's ult literally puts black bars at the top and bottom of the screen to look like a widescreen Western movie #fun bonus info 2: Cassidy was regarded with respect by some people bc he never stole from the poor he only robbed big companies #this is actually nicer than Boothill is in canon bc he openly admits he will rob someone blind if he doesn't like them BSKZKKZMSKDK #(although I feel like its implied he has more standards for this than he gives himself credit for.#like he makes it pretty clear he doesn't particularly like Argenti at first and thinks he's annoying as shit but I'm sure he didn't rob him #...would have been real fucking funny if he did though oh my god I would love to see him try that. it absolutely would not work BSKZKNSKSJS #hsr #henghill #bootheng #dan heng #boothill #hsr boothill #hsr dan heng

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thatonegayship · 1 year ago

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I loved the cowboy comic so much that I wrote a oneshot for it. https://archiveofourown.org/works/50934235 🥺 your art is BEYOND amazing, ty for the food

INCREDIBLE!!!!!

#billdip #I honestly loved this story start to finish with the ambience and quick pace #hadn't considered the possibility of Bill and Dipper actually working *together* but it's always a good time when they do ❤️#sorry it took so long to reblog ��#I read it like- Right when you posted. But I had to catch a plane and then drive an extra hour home and immediately get on zoom for class #and today i was just all around exhausted so i slept roughly 70% of the entire day dndsjdndnd #all that to say that I had your fic in the back of my mind and I very much wanted to set some time aside and re-read it when I got the chan #honestly with how well you set things up I would've loved to see your own rendition of their first kiss #You established their relationship really well at the start and brought them together by the end after outsmsrtong those bandits #it feels like you have a better understanding of who they are to each other than even i do 😌 very much a fan #i love when stories incorporate those sort of 'habits' that the love interests fall into #that confuses character A while character B is so clearly using it as an excuse to get close and spend more time with them #i squealed like a maniac when Bill was like oooph lemme walk you home 😏🤠#sir i am going to wrangle you up if you don't compose yourself #and Dipper's just wary of him because people as handsome as bill used to pick on him 😢#little does he know he's grown into a 10/10 cutie patootie that any cowboy would be stupid NOT to smooch #I'm a simple man. I read oblivious low-confidence cowboy being pursued by a hottie on a horse. I lose my shit #Awesome wonderful writing!!! so happy to have caught your eye and i hope to continue pumping out content for this wonderfully weird ship

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ghoul--doodle · 1 month ago

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When my interest shifts from one to another I don’t start disliking/hating the old one

It just slips into being dormant until something inevitably triggers monkey brain about it again

#for instance! I am likely going to be annoying as shit once professor layton nwos comes out!#I do have old PL ocs to dig out to redesign #two of them survived past my PL interest! (cateyes and Naro)#but the rest faded into obscurity #namely Abigail and Cosmo #I kinda dodged getting SUPER back into lmk when the last season came out #but that’s because I caught covid 0.2 seconds after I watched it JGSHFKFH #I’m trying to think of more recent ones #trolls!! is one of them! I DO still love those movies #but I have a huge dislike towards my own ocs for them so?? bramble is likely dead unless I give him a major redesign #(where he would not be a troll anymore)#uh… psychonauts! I have exactly one (1) psychonauts oc and it’s a sona #I would likely only get back into that if I decided to replay the games or they made a 3rd game #currently ace attorney owns my brain! and I am!!! struggling with making fan art for that JGSHFJJD #I feel like I’m not allowed because I’ve only ever played up to the second game #I don’t know who apollo justice or trucy wright is #I only have knowledge of phoenix’s disbarment via osmosis #who the fuck is godot. why does he throw coffee at phoenix.#i dont know

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triglycercule · 2 months ago

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thinking about mtt literally physically dragging eachother down and being restrained to eachother because theyre genuinely that fucking ass for eachother but then it means i'd have to decide which of them to humiliate by putting a collar on them. and i can't choose. if they dont all equally suffer than whats the point man 🙁🙁🙁

#i think they'd all have interesting reactions to it 2 #like a permanent collar that cant be taken off. to make even more gruesome what if it were like built into the BONE????#or it could just be something less extreme like bone carvings. killer would absolutely do that shit #anyways i think horror would be the most reactive to it. anger is the most intriguing emotion #and also dog horror real. anyways he'd hate to be demeaned and disrespected like that. he has an ego and honor man and this is cutting it #dust drags him around constantly. killer pets him and disregards his boundaries. like a fucking DOG #because horror hates kist enough that he'd never let them get vulnerable enough. not that it stops killer LMAO #dust thinks some of horrors hatred towards them is a projection of his own self hatred (and hed lowkey be right)#loser. dust i think would be unique because to me he'd be a bit fine with it #i mean i think itd be hidden under paps scarf so it wouldn't be a constant reminder of horror n killer #but he lets the two hold the leash at least a bit. give him an eensy bit of touch and let a few insults slide #but the second he decides that even the smallest thing is enough he gets ticked off and then yk. someone has to put bunny back in his place #because dust is chill enough to let normal things in his eyes pass. he's not very reactionary or the type to immediately bite back #(since dust would just avoid horror and killer if he did meet them. means he has some sort of tolerance for them. keeping his peace fr)#but the moment hes reminded that god these two do suck and i shouldn't be letting this happen all of the held back anger comes out #killer would seek out the force and stuff. horror would treat him like shit because it makes himself feel good and killer look like an idio #dust doesn't even glance at him though and it pisses killer off. both of their actions do actually #like WTF DUST you guys literally put this on me. treat me like the piece of shit i know you think i am #but also STOP HORROR!!!! dont pull me around and demean me im not a pet i dont want to be treated that way even tho i say it do #yeah hes caught in a standstill. AND SO AM I do you see my issue. cannot pick one specific #all the trio would have such interesting reactions i cant just choose one to solely suffer......... anyways mttpoly am i right #should i tag this. like majority of the interesting stuff is in tags. but also i didnt post today i have a duty #dust sans #killer sans #horror sans #murder time trio #utmv #tricule rant #this just ended up being me thinking about mtt with collars. maaan what about handcuffs and chains and other restrictive things #having them have restraining relationship isnt enough i need them to PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN EACHOTHER

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kazuma-nyasogi · 1 year ago

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#my art #realism #self portrait #assignment #illustration #this one is about 16 inches tall #i had like. a faint gesture outline done this morning and that was all i had for the past several weeks #and then i just jumped in today and got it all done in about an hour #idk. i feel like ive been pretty caught up on my schoolwork not looking like how my classmates does #and i kept trying to imitate them— the stuff that the teachers were all giving accolades to #and ive realised that its kind of dumb to compare myself (comicmaker and cartoonist) to them (sculptors and painters)#so im just doing shit my own way. and ngl the teacher seems to like that more as well

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wellthatschaotic · 6 months ago

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neurotypicals are so frustrating,, i keep forgetting that "can you do x" means "go do x"

#yesterday i was At Work #i opened alone (we are so fucking understaffed)#at like 945 (coworker came in at 10) these two women-#who until now have done NOTHING managery. they have walked around and talked to each other and asked questions #come up and in a pissy voice like um why hasn't group started #i say i'm the only one back here #'well can't you start ONE group?'#no...im the only one back here #'can you start individuals?' yeah i'll ask [host lead]#(annoyed voice) 'um why do you have to ask her?' because i'm not a lead so she's in charge?#(angry voice) well WE are GENERAL MANAGERS and we are TELLING YOU to do SOMETHING like START INDIVIDUALS #like. chill i am literally just some guy and i am the only guy back here #i also feel its worth noting that apparently since they caught me in the hallway they assumed i hadn't been doing anything #when in reality i hadnt sat down since i got to work. all i did was doing things. there is more to my job than Watch Dogs. especially when #im the only guy doing any of the anything #and i couldnt start individuals immediately because i had to do spot cleans. because i prioritized Not Letting Dogs Sit In Their Own Shit #before dog getting some playtime #like. yes i am a Lower Level Employee. yes i havent worked here that long. but i have worked here longer than you #and im gonna take a wild guess that i care about the dogs more than you #also worth noting that i got no breaks that day (if you work a 6+ hour shift you get a 30 and a 15 at my work)#so i sat down for a total of 5 minutes and that was to take a piss #for context. i worked 7 hours. 6:15am to 1:15pm.#so i have a Bad Feeling about these new general managers. really hope im wrong and this is a one-off thing but. ohhhhh boy

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cowboykeery · 8 months ago

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going to boop a dear mutual to find out they left tumblr two months ago is the sickest joke of all

#delete later #im actually crying like ??????#i hate that i get so caught up in my own shit and fear of perception that i lose out on keeping friends on here #like i know its ppls choice to leave weather i interact more or not but FUCK does it make me feel guilty #fuck man day ruined

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nonuggetshere · 9 months ago

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Oh I can't wait to refine and finally post the designs for PK's siblings in my AU, it really looks like their mother ran out of ink while making them

#thylacines can talk #they legit get grasually lighter to pure ass white with Ebur if you sort them from eldest ot youngest KDHDNDBD #also lately ive been obsessed with making tiny little variants that involve wyrmroot and them meeting and hallownest's infancy. sometimes #i make it so they just have normal ass kids no trauma involved. i like soft domestic aus from time to time #anyway one ive fell in love with lately was what if Adamas had her 6 shits after she had to cast off her bigger form and PK never got #separated from his family? these are very fun i love writing PK and his mother butting heads about WL. its very fun #my latest creation involves the 7 wyrms ending up in WL's groove back when she was yet to leave her father's territory. and PK and WL #having a fun little secret romance because they damn well know neither of their parents would approve of this and theyd rather avoid the #shitstorm. WL was getting to move on and find her own place eventually so themade a game plan where PK would leave with his fanily and #eventually leave and rejoin her next spring and they could leave together. But his ass got caught because he had Flower and Amaryllis/#Lullaby the 1st. Oopsie. But I love this AU i love writing PK's family taking care of him. the twins living with their aunts uncles and #granny and the eventual relentless teasing and jokes aimed st PK once they figure out the babies are half-root. its all very fun

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pa-pa-plasma · 2 months ago

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i don't think i'll ever get over how people treat kids that aren't good in school as worthless no matter what. "oh it can't be that bad" my guy idk how to tell you this but the last time i went to a normal high school the principal called me into his office to brag about how he failed me in all of my classes before the semester was even finished & i should quit while i'm ahead cuz i'm too stupid ("officially" diagnosed as such by a school counselor & a psychiatrist!!) to succeed. & this is considered normal

#''poor teachers!!'' yeah well at least they can fucking quit & go work somewhere else #''okay but times are different than when you went to school in the 1970's'' this was 2016 my guy. shut the fuck up #''well maybe you were a violent & severely misbehaving kid!'' i wasn't. i have ADHD & severe anxiety disorder & depression #my biggest crime was being too exhausted & dopamine deprived to do my homework #my dad talks about how he was treated in school & i'm like damn dude i went through the same exact shit #how is it that a majority of teachers & principals are still abusive power-tripping pieces of shit 60 years later #why haven't things changed #well actually the answer is simple & it's because they want disabled people to disappear #& if abled students that simply disagree with the way things are done get caught in the crossfire then that is acceptable #because anyone not fit to make billionaires a billion more dollars should just die!#anyways here are my original tags from that gravity falls post i just reblogged:#I know this is supposed to be an appreciation post but like. ''for being the ''dumb one'' he's surprisingly rational.'' seriously??#as ''the dumb'' but ''surprisingly rational'' one of my family this is THEE biggest misunderstanding & it drives me up the fucking wall #just because a person struggles in one area doesn't mean they're stupid & should be an irrational dumb dumb idiot baby holy fuckkk #sorry to OP but even when people try to ''appreciate'' stuff like this they can't help but throw in insults #simply because they genuinely believe that ''even though you're stupid you SURPRISINGLY act competent sometimes'' is a compliment #I'm less mad about this & more sad that this kind of shit is still so prevalent in 2024 #both Stanley & Stanford are smart & competent & rational #they just show it in different ways & exceed in different (sometimes overlapping) subjects #this is normal for human beings but the big societal scam is that if you don't do it in the way Ford does then you're stupid & a failure #& being surprised that Stan is also smart & competent in his own ways is the biggest sing that you fucking fell for it dude #btw before i get @ ed for this. i WAS that kid #i was so much that kid the school actually diagnosed me with stupid & spiteful & i was told to quit while i was ahead (they failed me befor #obviously this is very personal for me but also i don't think people realize the language they use is on purpose & it's used specifically t #& it's still happening right now & that just. makes me wanna cry honestly #like why are people still surprised that people can specialize in something despite bad grades in school #you know. the thing we all know is literally rigged to either put you in jail or in a factory to make billionaires more money.#man sorry for the rant the original spirit of the post is super correct but like fuck HS grade-centric judging of people's entire character #Stan being able to defeat Bill is just not at all surprising if you were him or knew/know someone like him #or really paid any attention at all to the show while watching it

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wereh0gz · 3 months ago

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wanna make a game so bad

#ramblings #eterna is like. my dream game project #but it feels too big to start with #bc i want it to be like. a full fledge rpg with monsters to fight and bosses and a big world to explore and shit #and i haven't even tried to learn rpg maker yet so like. that's not happening any time soon if ever #it's not like i don't HAVE rpg maker I actually own two versions but they're just sitting in my steam library gathering dust lmao #but maybe i can do something small. something with my furry ocs maybe #since their story isn't as grand as eterna #i'll have to start looking into rpg maker tutorials and stuff before any of that lol #i can't get too caught up in how much work goes into it tho bc then i'll never even start

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butchlifeguard · 2 years ago

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the she/theys vs he/theys and wlw vs mlm posts are symptoms of a larger problem within the queer community 👍

#1. lack of consciousness of beauty standards 2. no grasp of intersectionality 3. focus on online discourse and not queer theory #'discourse' used very literally there. this is not a sick dunk on Minors These Days #anyway we as lgbtq people are very focused on ourselves as oppressed that we dont realize how we are perpetuating/internalizing...#... oppressive beliefs #see how all 'g ender envy' is almost exclusively skinny *white* conventionally attractive cis people #i saw someone say something like 'dont tag as gender envy be yr own person' the other day #and that really opened my eyes ?#we can be so caught up in the politics of being trans (usually as yr only minority group)#that it basically turns into 'skinny white cis men are the ideal of manhood dont ask me why though idk'#its deeply internalized #same goes with the 2 posts i mentioned #ps. i KNOW gender envy is what you personally find enviable and you shouldnt forced to change yr attraction for political reasons #but its the same shit that cishet beauty standards have been for centuries #very similar to how the only models in magazines are skinny white cis women #they dont say that fat people/trans women/woc arent worth their pages. its implied.#we just need to think about what we're implying every day as a community.#also i have a personal thing against gender envy culture because you guys forced me to see FUCKING V OMITBOYX EVERY DAY IN LIKE 2020 #/JOKE I SWAER. unless i get told one more time that im not really trans because i dont want short hair over my eyes. then i snap #<3

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piplupod · 4 months ago

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wasn't even trying to tell my brother anything huge or complicated tonight, it was literally just "oh yeah conspiracy theories can definitely be harmful" (because he was saying that) "another reason is bc they can quickly get into anti-semitic territory" AND THATS LIKE. A WELL KNOWN FACT ???? and he immediately started getting super defensive and saying that no they dont, it depends on the person's viewpoint blah blah blah, I WAS JUST AGREEING WITH HIM AND ADDING SMTH TRUE AND WELL KNOWN TO THE CONVO 😭😭😭

i hate this family so much lol the only good thing abt that is that only my mum was around for that part and she was busy and distracted and I quickly realized my brother was getting extremely defensive and aggressive abt it so i backed down as soon as i realized and moved on to just showing him stupid memes i had in my camera roll bc jfc that was WILD. i rly cannot talk abt anything even remotely to do with societal issues huh 💀💀

#and earlier in the night he said he doesn't like to know about politics BROOOO #IM KILLING HIM WITH MY MIND #i will admit i got rly pissed at that and said ''well i kind of like to have a say in my rights as a human hahaha''#i need to go blow up in a deep pit im so fucking angry and freaked tf out #he rly doesnt give a shit about other people 😀😀😀#he actually said ''idk how anyone is able to like care abt other ppl and look at other ppls things''#''im too busy focusing on myself and my own enjoyment of life blah blah blah''#KILLING HIM BLOWING HIM UP GO TO THE GOO LAGOON IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE APATHY FOR OTHERSSSS #he's talking abt wanting to be released from his ego and im just... brother in ur endeavour u have been caught up in ego in a different way #i hate this family so much #i cannot deal w these ppl jfc #there were other absolutely awful things ppl said too and im just rrrggrgrgh #cannot deal w these self absorbed bigoted shitheads anymore i stg #im going to go back to disengaging from convos entirely and just being a bobblehead again #doormat dolly mode. no opinions no self respect. only mindless agreement so i dont fuck myself over anymore #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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bitchkay · 4 months ago

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It's my sons birthday everyone

My sweet baby boy💚🥰🥰(has comited various atrocities)

#i birthed him actually😌😌#crazy how i morphed into inko Midoriya /j #i love izuku so much guys its actually a disease💀#as soon as i dyed my hair green it was never about being normal💀💀#hes my friend😊#hes ny bestie😊#my nerdy little boy #you know whats crazy i don't even like mha that much--#i seriously don't i stopped watching like 3 years ago #Midoriya and Kirishima are the only things keeping me here #maybe one day ill get caught up cus yeah maybe its not my favorite but its still interesting to me #i wouldn't own merch for it if i didn't like it #although its all deku themed--#ive been sporting green hair since grade 12 of highschool ive never been normal a day in my life i love this stupid little boy #hes just a little guy🥺🥺(has an actual kill count)#him and kirishima are my bestfriends☺️#hes my favorite character and i get to talk about him all time😊💚#izuku midoriya #kay just saying shit

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ereborne · 11 months ago

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Song of the Day: December 22

"Until Olympius Returns" by The Mountain Goats

#song of the day #I enjoy this song for itself--classic Mountain Goats sharp and clever and fun for me to sing #but at the risk of sounding insufferable: this is the song of the day because I like how John Darnielle talks about it #there's an interview (he did it for Bandcamp but I read the quote on genius.com) and he says how the song has a lot of potential parallels #how it could make an excellent metaphor for any number of things--but when he was writing it he was only thinking of the literal story #he'd read a history of Olympius and his followers and then he turned that history into a song and then after people were putting Meanings o #and he doesn't ever say people are wrong for seeing all these parallels and meanings he didn't intentionally write in #what I like is that he says 'I think one of my strengths is that my faith in stories is so strong #that I don’t need to make them be more than what they are. I trust them to do that by themselves'#I like that so much #it's something I struggle with in my own stories sometimes. I get caught up in wanting the audience to know all my themes and shit #and I forget that while themes and narrative structure are a big part of making a good story it still has to be a good story first #I need to make sure it stands on its own first and let people find what they need in it after #and I need to not worry about having somehow done something wrong if what they find isn't what I meant to plant for them

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