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[ronanxing]

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[strwberri-milk]

Hello! I enjoyed your LaDS Incubus boys short. Please continue when you can. Spice is encouraged!

uhhhhh tbh idk what continue means :/// i could write some smut hcs but tbh w me, due to the fact that theyre incubi im taking some liberty so theres going to be more overlap but if you want smth more specific for any requests in general please elaborate!! im not actually very creative as a person and it takes me months to really gather up enough brainpower to write smth original - esp when its not smth im super invested in - so if this isnt what you wanted feel free to send a more specific request ive just done a general smut/incubi hcs but theyre not very long bc again. i think theres going to be some overlap here and i hate being too repetitive if i can help it!!

Zayne is methodical in the way he takes you. If you pay attention you can see the way he plans out his every move, primarily deriving his source of power from your pleasure. He takes mental notes of what you seem to like the most, not deviating too much from it because he likes seeing you squirm and writhe against him.

His favourite way to take you is on his tongue. He loves having his face buried between your legs, tongue licking and stroking slowly as he draws out your pleasure. Your nails dig into his scalp, trying desperately for him to make you cum but there's no way he's going to let you take charge. He wants to see you beg and beg, hiding his true intentions behind an indiscernible expression.

He doesn't stick around. He doesn't want either of you to get attached - as far as he's concerned getting attached would hurt the both of you. Once the two of you have gotten your fill he's out in a flash, leaving you waiting until the next time.

Xavier loves the feeling of you cumming on his cock. He rarely, if ever lets you cum on anything else. The way you feel clenching around him, the look on your face, the way your nails drag down his back or crumple at the sheets - all of it has his mind spinning. Thanks to this, he also tends to be a little greedy with your pleasure, working you into overstimulation over and over again until you're exhausted. That's his preferred way to feed on you.

Sometimes if he's feeling a little tired or you've had a long day he'll be sweet on you. His hands run down your body slowly as he shallowly fucks into you, grinding against your pelvis slowly. His fingers rub against the most sensitive part of your core, relishing in the sounds of your body as you pant and whine softly under his ministrations. He commits every sound to memory, eyes laser focused on every reaction you give him.

You think that he leaves after the two of you are done and for the most part he does. Sometimes though he'll stay secretly, watching over you as you sleep or appearing around you secretly. You don't notice it but he keeps an eye out for you on a decently frequent basis, somehow managing to bump into you by coincidence right when you happen to be thinking of him.

Rafayel loves making a mess of you. It's like Xavier and Zayne - your pleasure is the best way for him to feed off you and he makes it known. He's the most vocal of the three, telling you that you make such a lovely meal and you're such a sweet little thing that he just has to have you.

He loves watching your bodily fluids make a mess on your skin. He likes making you cum so much that you've got a puddle underneath you, sheets sheer with your pleasure. You're almost humiliated by how you're practically leaking just from the sound of his voice against your ear but he loves it, keeping your legs spread as his hands keep up his constant movements against you.

He'll never stay with you. He knows already that he's too close to getting attached and copes with it by acting extremely cold to you. When the two of you are having sex he acts like he's your lover, whispering sweet nothings into your ear as he makes you cum over and over again but once you're done he simply dresses and leaves without so much as a goodbye.

[3motionally3xhausted]

Kiss Kiss Fall into another old hyperfixation

Anyway, I randomly wanted to redesign the main cast of Ouran in my style/ with headcanons and my own embellishments

Here's a screenshot redraw, I'll put all the redesigns below the break bc I did all the main characters & wanna talk about the choices I made. Also I made up that uniform redesign on the spot bc I when I was doing the characters I just put them in casual clothes lmao

(I might do some others later, like Renge, Kasanoda, Yasuchika, Benibara, etc.)

Going in order of my least favorite to top favorite. And dont mind that I didn't color the clothes, that's not whats important here lmao

Mori is only at the bottom because I don't like the drawing that much, I still think the design is pretty good. Though, like right when I finished coloring, I decided a bun/top-knot would look better so it's a bit disappointing there. In my head, Mori is kind of struggling to figure out who he is & what he wants to do, which is why he follows Honey around and doesn't talk much. He does genuinely like being around the other hosts though.

Also, the undercut because A) he has the reputation for being the scary one & it kinda suits that, B) uh do I even have to say it? ...its hot He does lowkey look like Sokka from Avatar tho, especially with the blue accents

(edit: I accidentally deleted Mori's file so now this is the only copy so 😭)

Honey is next because again I think the drawing itself is a little off and the design is pretty close to Basil from Omori, which i didn't notice until it was too late lmao. One of the main things I didn't like about his character in the show was obviously how childlike he was & how girls still flirted with him even though he looked and acted 6; So now he still acts a bit childish but doesn't play it up as much & definitely has a more normal voice, not a fckn child's.

Haruhi! I definitely had to keep her glasses cuz they were really cute and kinda sold the whole 'commoner' thing in a way. But other than that I mainly wanted to balance out her femininity and masculinity to make her more androgynous/nonbinary/gender-fluid since she definitely has some of that going on in the show as is. I also gave her dark circles under her eyes to kinda show that she worked really hard to get into Ouran with low status.

Next up is Tamaki of course, getting into the characters I'm most happy with the designs of. One small thing I tried to do for each of them was give them varying hair tones; so even though Honey and Tamaki are both blond, I went very platinum-blond with him. When I started drawing him, my only real thought was "he has to be a pretty boy" so I dont have much to say about my choices, but i do think I succeeded. Don't mind the modern mullet thing, I can't stop it

Kyouya is definitely one of my favorite characters as is, seeing as he has one of the more fleshed out & heart-wrenching backstories in the show. I think the only thing I really wanted to change was getting rid of the Anime Bangs, so I just gave him this kinda sleek, kinda messy pushed-back look with a blue tint. Even though it's simple, I really struggled to come up with anything, until I found a page from the author saying smth like "I don't like the idea of him wearing neat clothes" with a picture of him in like a track suit so I did kinda the same outfit

My absolute #1 favorites, Hikaru & Kauru. They're honestly the ones that started it all because Kauru has been my favorite since I first saw the halloween episode (iykyk).

I don't know why, but I wanted their hair to be fluffier/curly and more of a natural(?) ginger color. I knew I wanted Kauru's to be redder and Hikaru's a bit lighter/blonder, but only subtly. I also gave Kauru a scar on his cheek from that time in Karuizawa, but most notably, I gave them blue and pink eyes as their signature colors. Lastly, their expressions are slightly different, because no matter how much they are in sync and try to match each other perfectly, Kauru's a much gentler soul than Hikaru, so I made Hikaru's smile a bit more snarky while Kauru's is soft.

Thank you for looking at my art/ reading my thoughts, here's an extra little design edit & comparison

(lol, I think they're mimicking Kyouya in this panel idek) (Also here you can see I tried the bun hairstyle w Mori, I think it looks good, but this is a really simple drawing so.)

[deadduvznap]

omg ur so real for that Miguel giving head post. he’d be such a crybaby when he gets his face fucked. I feel like he wouldn’t even make eye contact because he’s so humiliated. His claws r just gripping at your thighs, he’s desperately trying to accommodate all of you in his mouth, he’s got fluid dripping down his chin and he can’t even move because you have an iron grip on his hair. AAAHABAHXBD

omg come here ill suck your dick thank you for the ask hun <33 but srsly hed be GONE i mean like ur sitting down and leaning back against the couch with both hands on the back of his head and pushing him down as hard as possible nd his nose pressing against ur tummy area :3 and he closes his eyes cus hes so embarrassed cus he wants you down his throat so badly :33 hed probably stuff himself with ur cock at all times every day if he could nd hes digging his claws into you so hard that its drawing blood and hes completely relaxed himself so he doesnt scratch your cock with his fangs :3 nd you tell him "show me those pretty eyes" nd he doesnt bcs hes so far gone that he cant understand what ur saying so you pull him off nd you tell him smth like "open your fucking eyes cunt" (i love that word fr) nd he opens his eyes and tears run down his face and his eyes are so foggy and gone he looks so pretty with ur cock in his mouth :( nd ofc hes snotty too lmao so everything is just sticky nd messy :33

[endenope]

Feral rn I ADORE consensual edging, overstimulation, and multiple orgasms 😩 we all know Kaveh is a squirt enthusiast and pussy drunk so he'll try to pull as many as he can from Alhaitham before the sessions over. Maybe even pushing him beyond that (watersports anyone? 👉👈 its fine if its not your thing) but Kaveh, being the doting partner he is, always makes sure to give him water and a nice long bath with lots of praise and skin contact if Haitham is up for it. I'll be awaiting the day you decide to come back to this idea! - 🍋

YESSSSSSSS YESSSSSSSSSSSSS OMORASHI i heavily implied it without saying it out loud bc i know most ppl are prob not into this so i left it there but in my mind i was chanting it while writing this very vaguely, idk if u noticed it AHHAH

(omo rambling utc, dont click if u know u dont like this kinda stuff)

(first of all, for me big no to drinking or them getting it in the mouth, its just the whole control thing) i just find the idea of haitham getting edged and fucked so good he loses control over his body that he just releases all over himself and blacking out from the relief and bliss for a sec before he gets so embarrassed and humiliated (in a delicious way he not-so-secretly enjoys (bc kaveh is smart and found out soon) that he has to hide his face for a bit to calm down (i like to hc he does that when hes actually getting embarrassed for once, taking a sec to collect himself) and its so very cute to kaveh- and also too arousing to see haitham like this. hes so vulnerable, willingly showing kaveh, giving him this control bc he trusts him the most and it does things to kavehs heart and brain

theres just smth seeing this stoic aloof man, always seeming so unreachable and cool and always in control, all drunk and stupid on (only kavehs) cock, his entire body a mess of fluids, trembling and moaning and crying, all of his control either gone or given willingly to kaveh.......... <3 beautiful

while were on omo topic, now i got another idea to draw bc the mental image is now stuck in my brain omg i just love haitham getting embarrassed or all blushing while he loses control (and gets even wetter bc he enjoys it)

i want and need to draw all this waaaa every time we all ramble here i have the feral need to draw all this bc the mental images !!! theyre every where .. .. 😩💕

[himbopunk]

quick rundown of different ways i've made patches

for @pescabianca cuz they asked lol

gonna start by saying i'm far from an expert on any of this, especially proper screenprinting and blockprinting. i'm just some guy that's been winging it for the past 3 years and it's just kind of what i do now? idk. here's the methods i've used for making patches

method 1: stencil and fabric paint

in which you're making a stencil and painting by hand. first time i made patches i hand carved out the letters on some cricut vinyl (i didn't have a cricut i just used a craft knife and taped it to my desk), put it down on top of a piece of fabric and sponged on some fabric paint. you can also use cardboard or cardstock you tape down for the stencil and tape down, whatever you got, i just find the vinyl was the easiest to make it not bleed as much. pretty simple, pretty accessible. the vinyl option is more for a single patch, smth like a cardboard stencil is better for multiple. make sure to use an iron to set in your paint once it dries

method 2: diy screen with mod podge

you can make a simple screenprint with mod podge, some kinda mesh fabric and an embroidery hoop. take voile or chiffon, pull the fabric taut on the embroidery hoop, and sketch on your design with a pencil (be careful as to not rip the mesh). remember that the flattest part goes down on your fabric, so make sure youre drawing inside the hoop.

paint on the mod podge in the negative space of your design, let dry. you can at this point use screen printing ink or continue with fabric paint, i think this was the time where i first bought screen ink. put your screen flat onto your fabric, some ink/paint at the top of the screen, then use an old gift card or id as a squeegee to do the actual printing part, dragging it down in a scraping motion. pull away and leave the patch to dry. you probably wanna iron it to set in the ink once you're done.

this is good esp if youre printing a bunch at once but doesnt wash very well so it can be kinda one and done sometimes? i used fabric mod podge so it lasted like 2 gos before getting all gross. but if you already have this kinda stuff laying around for other crafts, its pretty simple and introduces you to screeprinting somewhat without spending too much money

inspo/instruction link

method 3: screenprinting

getting/making an actual screen, you can just buy them online tbh, though it's not too hard to diy imo, especially if you're good with wood (haha) at all. i'm not, the way i diy'd it initially was finding some cheap wood picture frames from the dollar store or smth, pulling the screen mesh taut with a big embroidery hoop cuz i didn't have clamps and such, and using the staple gun to staple them onto the frame. it works just as well tbh, but i don't know how much i can speak on the longevity of dollar store frames or how well i attached the screen mesh, those are kinda skills in of themselves you gotta hone which is why this is all so much more involved

speaking of which, the next part is emulsion. i use jacquard emulsion fluid because it's cheap and i'm used to it. speedball is fine but i bought a bulk bottle once that was expired and i've never forgiven them for it. emulsion is a fluid thats mixed with a photosensitive fluid that causes it to cure and harden in uv light. you spread that across your screen, leave it in a dry, dark place to dry overnight (i used to use the bottom shelf of a bookshelf with a curtain over it, then the top drawer of a dresser. you can put it in your closet or something, depends on the space you have.) keep it in that dark place until you're ready to use it, otherwise you risk hardening it by accident.

once you've got a screen prepped, you want to have a transparency of your image in all black so light can get in everywhere but your design, and then expose it either to the sun or a lighting set up that you've bought/made. once you've cured it, you can then remove your transparency and you should be able to rinse out the emulsion fluid that was under it, leaving you with a screen to use!

for lighting setup, i use a flood lamp type thing that speedball sells that i bought years ago off of blick, i think? since the places i've lived have very specific times of day where you get direct sun to reliably use, at a certain point getting the lamp became worth it. depending on what you're using both in terms of your emulsion fluid and light source, the curing time can be very different, but this method allows for fine detail that can be difficult to attain by hand. stuff like screentones to create gradients, and the ability to make several screens for different color layers. it can be tricky to do sometimes but the ease of making more complex designs and having longer lasting screens can be worth it

also at this point you definitely want to be using actual screen printing ink, probably. you can buy a squeegee, i often still just use old credit cards and such, especially with my smaller designs, so it's up to you on that end. make sure you're using fabric ink, not acrylic ink, for your patches. just in general be aware of what type of ink you're getting, i use water-based inks that rinse out the screen easy with a spray bottle of water and some paper towels (you can also just rinse em in the sink but mine is too shallow lol).

i'll link to some tutorials i used when starting out, cuz this stuff is a lot easier with a visual aide and i don't think i explained it very well skdjf

youtube tutorial // tutorrial 2 // tutorial 3 // screens i used to get // emulsion fluid i use

method 3.5: screen filler

if you liked method 2, you can use the screen filler method to make screens, i've never done it but i understand it's similar in that you are basically panting on the negative space or something? again, i've never done it, i've just used emulsion after moving on from the mod podge method.

method 4: blockprinting

block printing is pretty straightforward, imo. basically you take a block of rubber or linoleum (or wood but i've. never done wood printing but it's fairly similar in basic method afaik) and trace or draw a design onto it. you then carve out the negative space of your design, leaving an impression of only the part you want to print. you then take a brayer/roller, roll it in ink until it's covered and then roll the ink out onto the raised part of the block that remains once you've carved it. take your fabric and press it flat onto the inked block, using something smooth like the back of a spoon to press it down and make sure your ink gets in there. i usually always make at least one more patch than i need with this method, since the first print often tends to be a bit rough/light and it improves over time. like your first pancake bein the worst one i guess. when you're done, you can wash the blocks with soap and water, maybe using an old toothbrush to get in all those crevices. but that's it, it's intense on focus, time, and physical effort, but pretty straightforward

note that when you blockprint something, the image will be reversed, so if you're drawing directly onto one keep this in mind. what i usually like to do is take some paper and put it over my original sketch, draw over it with a soft charcoal, then press it down onto the block to transfer the image. that way it makes sure your image is flipped, and it's a hell of a lot easier than any of the weird printer methods i've seen.

btw you can get a plate for rolling ink onto but i'll be honest? for about a year or two i just used like panes of glass i had from the picture frames i used for screens or i'd tape a piece of plastic or transparency down onto the table/desk. it's like, slightly easier now that i have an inking plate, but only just because it's a bit less waste, but it doesn't change much, imo. i even sometimes prefer using a gel printing plate, which is not really supposed to be used the way i'm using it! honestly, as long as your surface is flat and smooth it seems to be fine.

theoretically you don't even really need to use block printing ink, but i'd always struggled using other stuff? idk. if you're making patches, id suggest getting some fabric blockprinting ink. it'll take a day to dry, a bit longer than screenprinting ink, but it'd very sturdy. you can iron it to help secure it like the other stuff, but if you let it dry a couple days you might not even have to.

youtube tutorial/inspo // carving tools i use // some rubber blocks to start with // rubber brayers for rolling ink

note: if you can find any art supply exchanges, they're great for getting supplies for the latter methods on a budget. in chicago, there's a like, art supply thrift store of sorts called the waste shed where i got most of my early blockprinting supplies for pretty cheap, and if i didn't have those, i probably wouldn't have started making blockprints when i did.

note 2: this is all for printing on fabric, but you can also get acrylic screen printing ink or block printing ink for making prints on paper if you want!!

[probably-not-a-rutabaga]

I kinda feel like this has all already been said but i might as well. Your style is very round and simplified, especially with doodles which makes sense but still. Its like a stylized version of tmnt 2012, especially with the chunky arms. But like honestly everything is super round. The eyes, the head shapes, limbs, bodies. Mostly it comes down to more simplified shapes in your art and a lot of circles and curves. Even the way you pose your characters is very fluid and rounded. Your line art is also very clean and thin i’d say.

I have to add btw that ur art reminds me of a big fuzzy blanket. Very scrumptious.

chunky arms and legs my beloved <3

ironically !!! that wasn't a significant part of my style before tmnt,, it's something i did when i wanted to draw smth simple,,,,,, but now it's like- the main way i draw limbs hdgshgsd

anyways- tysm !!!!!!

[seongminiz]

pls🤭🤭 i love that for u tho sounds like a fun day! (in regards to the minecraft hehe)

plslsls jumil angel demon sandwich!! 📣📣📣 i love sandwiches :))) 🥪

i think that’d be sooo good i love soft dom juyeon and mean dom hyunjae but i def love degradation n humiliation more so if juyeon starts being mean to u too cuz he just wants to please u :((( and he loves the way he’s rewarded by the way ur body responds to him, it’s so obvious u get off to being treated like a slut and u want it sooo much more than his light feathery touches n soft kisses, u much rather have ur hair pulled and be nipped at until they draw blood, having their fingers thrusting in and out of ur cunt to the point that it hurts a little but mostly because when ur so close to orgasm ur panting and ur moans have gone silent cuz ur transcending😵‍💫😵‍💫 it’s at that point that jaehyun pulls his fingers away and ur walls clench down sooo hard around nothing, the aching pain shooting up through ur core ugghhhg pls i’m almost more obsessed with fingering than actual dicking?? lol

but also like.. so many thoughts omg. but just more of that aphrodisiac bodily fluids??lmao please?? in general i just want jumil spitting in my mouth but if it’s to intoxicate me with overwhelming desire for them??? sign me tf up!!!! ‼️‼️😩 need them to both fill me up with their enchanted cum and trap me as their little slut forever <333 making me incapable of thinking/doing/needing anything else other than their cocks at all times plsss🤭🤭😵‍💫😵‍💫 i’m going crazy(ier) i’m sooo sorry if this is too much i don’t even know what i’m thinking anymore…

so. i was thinking more about mattwoong though and i love the dynamics you’d described before where like u and matt are just silly and giggly and i imagined like.. playing tennis or smth and he’s referee and u fake a wrist injury or smth and ur all pouty like it really hurts :( so he’s like (in cahoots) oh i’ll take u to the nurse office/first aid room whatever tf come on, don’t worry!! so u both run off giggling just to fuck😩🤭 imagine you get in there and omgg.. pls matt is a head pusher.. so ur giggling and kissing and then he gives u one of those fish eye stares yk and starts pushing ur shoulder a little and ur like matt come on. rutting against him, cuz ur needy and u want to get off and he’s supposed to take care of u!! it’s all about ur needs, u don’t want to have to please him wtf, but he’s pushing ur head all whiney like please baby, want it so bad please, it’ll be so good i’ll make sure to treat you right, so you give in but ur like prissy about it a little bit, not taking him in that deep cuz u gag easily, just trying to stroke him off with your hands working everything but the tip that’s in ur mouth but he encourages you to take more, cooing and whining at u, moaning like too loudly when u take him in a bit more, he’d start fucking into ur mouth and you’d just take it cuz it actually feels so good for u too and would turn u on the way he manhandles u<333 u like seeing this side of matt that doesn’t just give U everything u want all the time, it makes u so wet to have him use u like this<333

and then also i just rly need jiwoong to stumble in and catch up two together but my brain can’t even fathom what would go down after that😶🫢

- 🧁 anon

omgggg how did i completely miss this ask 😭😭😭 im so sorry

aaaaaaaaaaa im going insaneeee •ࡇ• no bc ,, jumil making u basically addicted to them (n their cum) n keeping u as their fucktoy :(( also just . angel juyeon getting more n more corrupted the more he fucks u n spends time with u n jaehyun bc yeah ,, an angel should not be doing all that . he tries to convince himself its for ur own good , he cant leave u all alone with that depraved demon can he ? hes protecting u ! but it gets harder to excuse his actions when hes getting more selfish everyday n just wants to see u get ruined more :(

im sorry i love the mattwoong thought too but fish eye stare took me out 😭😭😭😭 i had to take a second n recover from that before continuing lmao

bsbshdbfjf matt pushing u to ur knees n when u complain bc u dont want to suck his dick (u def do but u r too proud to admit that) n being all nice n telling u 'dont worry baby, you'll get your reward later' ★_★ except he wont be nice for long bc he gets too impatient n if u tease him n dont listen what he asks then u rlly leave him with no choice but to manhandle u n get a little rougher :')

[devourable]

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[doomed-prophetess]

I've never seen what magic usage looks like in VADD but if I were to build a magic system for that setting I'd do one where magic is harnessed/activated via complex arrays and formulas and equations, an incomplete one won't activate and one must take great care to not get stuff incorrect. Best case scenario the magic won't activate, worst case scenario your flesh might just slough off your bones and you die a horrible death. Or blast an area. Or both. Magic is dangerous. Imagine Penny (OG Penelope ofc, it's me you're talking to) hurriedly scribbling a formula on an alley wall in a foggy setting, just in time for the area to burst into flame when her pursuers get there and she's a safe distance away. Pre-written formulas, intentionally incomplete so that the wizard can just add the one component needed to activate it on the fly... I tend to visualize VADD's setting as very grim and foggy in aesthetics for some reason, so yeah. “Bounded Fields” aka an area surrounded by an array that can serve multiple purposes depending on the symbols included— wanna drain the life force of anyone who intrude? Wanna punt them away from the guarded area? Zap them really hard with electricity? Just wanna sense whoever trespasses the boundary? That sort of stuff would be also cool. Maybe symbols can be etched onto objects to give them certain properties, permanently or no.

As for WMMAP, I haven't gotten a solid rule down but I'd like to think magic is more diverse and fluid, not so rigid as the array-bound wizardry of what I gave VADD. Want to strengthen your body by channeling magic into it? Yeah! Crafting magical artefacts? Sure! Reinforce objects, temporarily or not, via magic? Hell yeah! Illusions? Fireballs? Sure thing! Conjuring stuff, or outright transforming them into smth else entirely? Uhhhh that's not gonna be possible, sorry.

If you conjure an object, the world itself tries to reject and eliminate it, the same way our bodies eliminate any foreign entity that enters it. Conjured objects don't last long, maybe a couple minutes at most. If a mage tries to hold their existence longer than it should exist the object begins to warp. Glitch. Becomes a weird thing that... isn't the object as we knew it originally. We become unable to perceive it normally let alone make use of it. If some maniac decide to specialize in that, then well good fucking luck to them. Transformations don't also tend to last long, if you hold it past its limit it's gonna glitch and disintegrate just like the conjured object did.

On that topic, I kinda see Jennette's creation as trying to bypass that law of nature, as did past Obelian emperors. I don't have the specific mechanics down yet, but the way the royals' mana gets too out of control it's actively killing them... sounds a lot like nature trying to reject individuals of such massive mana because they're unnatural going by our own theory of “Obelian royals did black magic and incest to increase mana volume but also keep kids alive”. Have their cake and eat it too. But black magic too has a price to pay and it eventually catches up anyways. So... yeah.

Pre-written formulas...that's a unique idea! I can picture incomplete formulas and equations scratched or engraved into the wall plaster of taverns and houses in balatant sight of the authorities and no one pays it any mind. Powerful defense and attack spells that survived from ancient civilizations but they are interpreted as a kid's doodles or an act of vandalism and either ignored or scrubbed away. Imagine a magician's child unaware of their origins accidentally activating an attack spell by writing something silly like adding dick drawing to a prewritten formula and blasting an entire city wall away without meaning to. The anti-magic faction would, of course, use these incidents of accidental magic to demonize magicians further. Penelope could've had her first contact with magic when she was still living in the slums, hiding in a dark alley from the guards that are chasing her because she stole a loaf of bread, her fingers are itching, in the darkness she find the engravings in stone and finishes the escape spell almost out of instinct, writing it out with the dirt and blood on her hands.

For wmmap I have the rough idea that you essentially drain your own life force to use magic, contrary to baby Jennette who probably drained the life from Penny and I hc is later capable of draining it from the people around her. Using your own life force isn't a problem with the Obelia family since they are practically immortal and possess an extraordinary amount of mana. The non-wizards are simply people who have barely enough mana to life. Magic use would almost definitely kill them. And having someone force magic into you is also bad for their bodies since they aren't meant to contain that much mana. Lore-wise I have some ideas how the Obelias became that powerful including them stealing a fruit of the world tree, which turned them into half gods and made the world tree unable to go against them since they now possess the same type of mana. It'd also explain why Athy is linked with the world (prophetic dreams) and has permission to change the essence of the world.

Just like you I don't like the idea that you can just conjure objects out of nothing with no repercussions or whatsoever. I'd prefer a Law of Equivalent Exchange or that you can turn an object into the one you want for a short amount of time provided they share a similarity. Turning wood into a gold coin would be harder than a key from metal for example. And it might not last as long until the spell wears off.

About Jennette...yup I too see her as a conjured object. Except she has been created from a scratch of something and has to be constantly fed (mana maybe?) to prevent warping or disappearing entirely. It's possible that she could achieve a human like status if she has consummed enough souls/or mana and lived long enough as a human. Basically fake it until you make it.

The world tries to eliminate her as it does to all things that don't belong there (I hc that this is also one of the reasons why most wizards don't travel between parallel worlds. Your are basically putting a target on your back. And if the world doesn't manage to kill you it kills your other self and traps you in the world you travelled to because only one of you two has a place there.) Anyway I think it starts really harmless in her childhood with small accidents that get bigger, more frequent and more complex as she ages. For example at first it's just a flower pot almost falling on her head but suddenly there are bizarre accidents happening around her caused by an unseen force creating complicated chains of cause and effect, that most often than not harms those around her instead of herself. Her magic doesn't neutralize the curse it only repells it. It kind of bounces off her and clings to the person she is closest to, leading at best to a serious injury and at worst to their untimely end. Even if ther black magic is there to protect their host, it still can't go against its nature to destroy.

The world becomes slowly aware of Jennette's presence and tries to reject her. Did the world once see her only as an annoying fly and tried to swat her occationally when she gets involved in the prewritten destiny of others, it now sees her as something sacrilegious against God, a wretched thing that tries to disrupt the order of the universe. I imagine it gets worse the more Jennette interacts with other people (and inevitably twists their destiny). So when Jennette, someone who shouldn't have existed in the first place, gets put as the ruler of the Empire on the throne, a position where all the threads converge to link up the world/story, the universe is furious. Perhaps the poisoning incident was set in motion by this mysterious force and originally meant to kill Jennette (fr why would Rosalia do something risky like poisoning her own niece to get rid of Athy who wasn't even first in line to the throne? isn't risking Jennette's life to get Athy exiled a little bit too extreme considering Athy posed no threat to her?) but her black magic protected her and Athy was the one who ended up dying. A life for a life. Magic always demands a price. And Athy was the perfect price to pay to justify her existence since they were both too similar to one another.

[gladiolidiaries]

i have a lot to say on this and it might be a bit all over the place as i try to lay out my (very jumbled) thoughts but. on the wolflyn thing - i’ve been thru art school and know how it feels to have people not like my art and immediately feel like i have to bite back in a really defensive way when it gets criticised so i understand that aspect of it but at the same time i’ve been in dreams position almost exactly with my body image and such and i know first hand how difficult it is to live with and so onto my main point - you can change an art style. you can’t change your body image, that shit is so deeply ingrained and intertwined with day to day life and you have to live with it forever and it’s really fucking difficult. an art style is fluid and you can change it at anytime and experiment anytime however you want and idk i think its really telling that i havent seen dreams fanart acct interact w their work in the months ive been tracking his activity on there (from what i remember anyway). and yeah i could go on a lot more but i don’t think i need to hdhdhdb my main point was really just that changing ur art style is doable and i think wolf should try that and also stop coming at things from a place of defensiveness and using accusatory language immediately and if that doesnt work out - deactivate their accts and stop drawing forever or smth idk!

you can change an art style. you can’t change your body image, that shit is so deeply ingrained and intertwined with day to day life and you have to live with it forever and it’s really fucking difficult.

this is so true and thats why its so shitty that this person wont just draw him at his actual weight

thanks for sharing your thought with us

[empacrs]

Introduction

I am shiro. I am 13 years old, I go by he/they/ae and I am a transmasc gender-fluid bisexual person. I enjoy Coroika, honkai, persona, wof, splatoon, etc. I am an editor and artist.

You can ask me anything and I can draw what you want me to draw unless if smth im uncomfortable then no

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[melodyschaos]

Since you said it was okay for me to request some more fluff, could I ask for a continuation of my last request?

I've been strugglin since I'm not a very emotional person, like, I don't show love through words that much, my love language is acts of service and my ex made me feel like that's not valid and I should've just switched to words of affirmation, on top of that I've been having nightmares about my friends abandonin me because of the same thing

So for the continuation, could it have somethin to do with that maybe? With Liu Er and Sun Wukong, male reader again please

Again, you don't gotta write it! And please do tell me if I get annoyin or smth!!

~💮

It had been two days since the breakup, and both monkeys had noticed the continued change with Y/N. Sadness was to be expected, but it worried them that even their usual tricks and shenanigans hadn't been able to draw more than a small smile from them. Tonight, they both were curled up with Y/N between them in their bed. Though normally it would be a violation, Macaque's intuition nudged him to close his eyes and gently lift his consciousness to the ever-fluid realm of dreams. It was black at first, with no substance, but then he heard the sobbing. Moving as lightly as the wind, he descended and found poor Y/N sobbing their heart out as faceless figures turned their backs on them. Present in the center was their ex, glaring at Y/N with disdain.

Macaque had seen enough. Gathering his powers, he extended a hand and wiped away the dream as if he were clearing a window. With one swipe downwards, the betrayals were gone, and in the upwards movement he gently ended the dream, opening his eyes to meet Y/N's, filled with tears. He scooted closer and put his arms around them, shushing them and wiping away their tears.

Wukong's golden eyes opened in response to the crying. "What happened?"

"They had a bad dream." The shadow-wielder's eyes met Wukong's, warning him not to ask questions just yet. Understanding, the monarch carefully put his arms around Y/N's waist and gave them a gentle hug.

"It's okay, Y/N, it was only a nightmare. You want us to get you something?"

"I-I'm fine." The poor thing sniffed. "You two won't ever leave me...right? Even if I'm annoying?"

Sun Wukong felt his heart twinge. "Of course not, Y/N. No matter what happens, and you're not annoying in the slightest."

"Hey," Macaque tilted Y/N's face up to look at him as he gave one of his mischievous smiles. "How about tomorrow we go out for some ice cream, huh? You can get whatever you want. I'll even get a ring and propose to you so we can get it for free."

"And why don't I get to fake-propose to them?"

"Because, Wukong, you'd probably mess it up and embarrass Y/N."

"I would not."

Y/N interjected, "Hey, no arguing. You can both fake-propose to me so we can all get free ice cream. Now can we please get back to sleep?"

The two monkeys apologized before settling down, encasing Y/N once more in warmth and acceptance. This time when they slept, Macaque was sure to enter their dreams and use his magic to give them a more happy setting: An entire island made of candy that never ran out that they could eat to their heart's content. If he had to observe their every dream to keep the nightmares at bay, then he'd visit them every single night for the rest of their life.

[goosegoblin]

I have no clue how to feel about furries because I have no clue what they are pls enlighten me cause one moment a friend is saying they're just people who like to dress up as animals which,,, ok yeah u do u boo then next another says they fuck animals and dude no I'm a no for that then next theres smth trending about furries beating an asshole and I find out that people just wanna dress up as animals and fuck each other while dressed up as animals but not as animals which,, yeah ok it's a kink ig and kink shaming isn't my kink but anyway so what the fuck are furries actually cause I'm /gen confused

hey! i am delighted to help you with this

(disclaimer: I am not a furry, but I am close friends with one!)

Furries are- generally speaking- people who enjoy anthropomorphised animals. They very often have fursonas, which is basically an alter ego designed after an animal. My friend has explained it as like... your fursona is an idealised version of you. Lots of furries are neurodivergent, LGBT+ or otherwise socially anxious/awkward, and having that extra layer of separation can make interactions a lot easier. It's like having an avatar in an online game or similar- it lets you be someone that is like you, but not the exact same as you, and who maybe has some traits you wish you did.

Some people want to roleplay their fursonas in real life, so they wear fursuits. I think this is super neat! I helped my friend make his fursuit head using plaster of paris and foam lmao. Fursuits can also get... insanely expensive. Like, you have no clue how expensive and well-made these things get.

And yeah, for a lot of people, it's a sexual thing. Not for everyone, but for a lot of people, it is. Again, that has nothing to do with real animals. You know catgirls? Catboys? That's furry shit, folks. I don't know how cat ears and a cat tail have managed to escape criticism in a way that tiger paws and a tail have not, but there you go. I am also not able to grasp how someone drawing a dragon with an eight-inch dick is somehow contributing to the downfall of society lmao

Fucking in fursuits is pretty uncommon as far as I can tell? Again, those things are expensive. You might want to compare it to cosplay- sure, some people are gonna dress up as Sailor Moon and fuck, but a lot more people are just going to wear them to conventions or do photoshoots. If you just dropped 3k on this custom blue fox fursuit, do you really wanna risk getting bodily fluids on it?

(fun fact: fursuits designed to fuck in are called mursuits! They're seemingly quite rare.)

I really want to emphasise that furries =/= bestiality. Furries do not want to fuck animals. Yes, I'm sure you can find stories online about furries that abuse animals; you can also find many, many stories about non-furries that abuse animals. There's nothing special there.

Furry stuff is weird. I get it. I think it's weird too. But I know that it makes people happy, and I know that it doesn't hurt anyone, so I hope every furry is having a wonderful day.

[1tad0ri]

(u can say no if u no like but-) giving itadori yuuji a blowjob in the bathroom stall cuz he was feeling horny and was being handsy with reader (this is before being involved in jujutsu) thank you so much!!

warning: public sex, blowjob (even tho this is before the jujutsu stuff, they’re still 18+ so pretend the jjk school is a college or smth <3)

itadori yuuji x fem!reader

how can i NOT like this

“that was embarrassing.”

“seriously? i thought it was pretty hot.” yuuji was trailing wet, open mouthed kisses on your neck, one hand shoved up your shirt to squeeze your tits while his other hand kneaded your ass.

you rolled your eyes, arms looped comfortably over his shoulders. “yeah, it was hot, but you weren’t exactly subtle, babe.”

“no one even noticed!” he leaned back to look at you, indignant, and you took in his swollen lips and the shimmer of your lip gloss along his jaw. he was so cute. you leaned up to peck his lips, finding them soft, thinking about how he was so sweet (even in spite of him groping you like this).

“yeah, i’m sure the prof didn’t notice you trying to finger fuck me in the third row of the lecture hall.”

“yeah, he didn’t.” when yuuji grinned unironically, you resisted the urge to slap him, instead pushing him back and against the opposite wall of the bathroom stall. you sunk to your knees and set about unbuckling his jeans while he automatically rested a hand atop your head.

“you look hot like that.”

you rolled your eyes, freeing his cock from his boxers and pumping the length, smearing the leaking precum along the head. “you always say that.”

“and it’s always true.” his hand slipped down to brush against your cheek. “you’re always beautiful, babe.”

you rolled your eyes again, but still turned your head to kiss his fingers in thanks, letting your tongue loll out when he pressed against your bottom lip. yuuji slipped his fingers into your mouth and you sucked on them, tongue running all over as you stared up at him.

“holy fuck.” he shoved them further in and you greedily coated them in your saliva, maintaining eye contact with him. “babe, please let me fuck you right now.”

you let the fingers slip out of your mouth, spit dribbling down and you wiped the back of your hand across your mouth. “nope!” your chipper reply had his face falling and he pouted. it was so hard to resist that look. “you act like you don’t want your dick sucked, yuuji.” pumping the length, you landed a tentative lick to the head, making him shiver.

“i just want you to feel good too, baby.”

fuck. there was a reason he always left your legs shaking—yuuji was an unselfish lover, always eager to please, whether it be you wanting to sit on his face or his dick, he let you do whatever you wanted. there was something else you wanted to do right now though. instead of saying anything else, you leaned forward to wrap your mouth around his cock, pushing it in as far as it could go, hands wrapped around what couldn’t fit.

“fuuuck.” his grip on your head tightened as he threw his own back, the stall wall shaking as his head slammed against it.

you popped his dick out of your mouth, saliva coating the surface of it, shiny under the grainy bathroom lights. “yuuji, baby, you have to be quiet.” after class, he had pulled you into the closest bathroom to the lecture hall—not exactly subtle but it’d do. thankfully, the room had been empty, even with the mass of students milling around just outside in the hallway.

“right, right, sorry.” yuuji’s sheepish grin was a heavy contrast to the current situation and you once again wondered how he had so much duality. “feels good. i’ll be quiet—i promise. pinky promise.” he held out his hand—oh my god, he was actually serious—and you looped your pinky around his just to humor him—this bet would be over before it even started.

hand squeezing around the base of his cock, you raised an eyebrow at the strangled groan that bubbled out of him. “mmm, yes, very quiet, yuuji,” you mocked him, giggling, and set about pumping his length again. the slick coating it let your hand slide easily over the skin. “if we get caught i’m blaming you.”

“you can do whatever you want.” yuuji watched you with lust-darkened eyes, humming under your touch, and you felt a light push on the back of your head. “come on, baby girl, going to take me all, right? you’re torturing me here.”

“dramatic,” you mumbled under your breath, but still sucked the salty tip onto your tongue. you could tell he was trying his best to control his breathing and you decided to take pity on him, pulling it out of your mouth again. before he could complain, you began leaving soft kisses down the sides of the flushed skin, enjoying the way his thighs shook and how his eyes kept squeezing close in pleasure despite him fighting to keep them open and watch you—you’d work him up to his high, carefully, slowly, letting him keep his voice low.

“shit,” he whispered, back of his hand pressing against his mouth when you set back pushing his cock down your throat, stopping halfway to let him adjust to the warm heat. your hands worked on the lower half, messy and wet from your spit. “fuck, yes. just like that, baby girl. can i move?”

you gave a slight nod of your head—well, as much as you could with your mouth filled like this—and an affirmative bat of your lashes. you knew he liked when you looked pretty just for him. with that, you felt both of his hands on the back of your head now and you let him cant his hips forward, forcing you to swallow more and more of him. your hands fell away from his cock to grip his thighs, hollowing your cheeks and opening up your throat to let him slide in easily.

“you’re doing so good. just a little more for me, okay? shit... yes, keep going. you’re so good, babe.”

by the time your nose hit his pelvis, you were taking shallow breaths, trying to wipe off the drool that threatened to drip from your lips around his cock, and doing your best not to gag as he filled your mouth so wholly. yuuji was drawing circles on your cheek with his thumb, mumbling praises, and you could tell he was trying not to cum right then and there.

“that’s my baby. your mouth feels so warm. god and your fucking lips. so messy... i love you, you know that? mmm... bet your pussy feels even better.” everything he was saying was going straight to your core and you could feel the building arousal between your legs, cunt throbbing. you squeezed your thighs together to satiate it for now (he’d take care of you soon).

as soon as the weight holding you down released, you pulled off of his cock with a gasp, the back of one hand shooting up to wipe off the fluids that were dripping down your chin and your other hand setting a steady pace sliding up and down his dick once again. spurred on by his earlier words, you set back kissing and sucking along his dick, hands and mouth working in tandem. yuuji was cursing and moaning under his breath, biting at his fist to keep himself from yelling out. he set a steady rhythm where he would tilt his hips forward to meet your mouth when you would sink down—it made you gag but the feeling of him hitting the back of your throat was perfection.

his breathing grew labored the longer you worked, hand splayed against the stall wall behind him to keep himself steady. “fuck... gonna cum. swallow it for me, baby? don’t wanna get you messy—your little outfit looked so cute today.”

knowing he was close made you quicken the bob of your head, slurping and licking along the shaft. “mhm. yuuji, wanna taste you.” you kissed the tip. “on my tongue?”

“anything you want, princess.”

you let him push and pull your head along his cock as he reached his high, his face contorting into pleasure—you could see his muscles straining under his thin shirt, biceps flexing as he held onto you, and neck pulled tight as he tried to bite back his moans. it wasn’t long until yuuji was spilling into your throat and you dutifully waited until he was done, doing your best to swallow around his cock, and then lapping up any of the excess—you showed him your tongue full of white as a cheeky reward, biting your lip and grinning when he took in a sharp breath.

“that’s my baby girl.”

[seriouslysnape]

To the Limit

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Severus Snape x Fem. Reader

Warnings: Slight smut. Use of safeword. Language.

Request: Hi! Can u make Severus × Reader when the reader use the safe words for the first time because idk maybe it's too much for the reader that day or smth else you like..Thankyouu 💕💕 love ur writings btw ❤❤

A/N: Here we gooooooo. Reminder, everything is consensual.

Word Count: 2,947

“Okay, darling. Whatever you want.”

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Severus has always been flexible in the bedroom. Yes, Severus Snape is versatile in the sheets and has more love making skills than you originally would’ve given him credit for. Sex with Severus can range anywhere from slow and careful where praising your body is his main objective, to fucking you so mercilessly that stars are dotting the back of your eyelids with each hard thrust.

Sometimes, you don’t have to establish what kind of theme your sessions will take on. If Severus comes home angry from a long, obnoxious day then you very well know that a rough fucking will get it out of his system. When you’ve just watched one of your favorite romantic drama Muggle movies that have sent you into tears, he knows that something more unhurried is in order so you are reminded of how much he loves you.

Other times though, there isn’t really anything that determines the kind of sex you’ll be having. If the mood is right for both of you, then you often will just figure it out from there. 

Severus’ return on Friday night from a long week of classes was coated with his desire for you. You could practically feel the hard sexual tension radiating off of his whole being. From the moment he walked in the door, you knew what tonight would hold for the both of you. More than likely, it’d be a whole lot of rutted fucking and orgasms until neither of you had any stamina left to give. Normally, a seed of excitement would be planted and begin to grow in your core at the thought of being touched by him, but you didn’t feel it this time. 

It had been a bad week to put it simply. Work was weighing you down and you had taken more hits than you were used to in a five day time period. Exhaustion had riddled you, and stress has gotten the best of you. Emotional breakdown was the only way you could describe how you were feeling. You really weren’t feeling up to what Severus wanted to do. However, you couldn’t bring yourself to deny him when his hands and lips were on you, moving to all his favorite places on you.

His voice was silky smooth in your ears as he uplifted you with how he had been thinking about you all day, and how he wanted to be with you when you weren’t around. It wasn’t Severus’ fault that you had a bad week, and it surely wasn’t all his fault that he was this turned on. The way he gripped your legs with his strong hands was an indicator that he wanted to go well into the night, which your tired state wasn’t a fan of. But you loved Severus, and you always wanted him to be happy and well pleased. So you figured you could handle a couple of coarse rounds to satisfy him.

Oh, how wrong you were.

Once access was granted, Severus leapt onto you without hesitation. A tornado of clothes being removed whirled around the room, your shirt and pants ended up on complete opposite sides of the room. Hot and unruly kisses were shared, marks were left on your necks, and no part of you went unattended. 

Admittedly, the first orgasm was actually enjoyable. Severus’ fingers were knuckle deep in your needy cunt and pumping vigorously as he found all the best spots. The strenuous activity melted some of the week’s stress from your conscience, your mind being stripped of all your worry as it clouded with ecstasy. Severus thrived off of the moans and noises of delight that he was drawing out of your throat, perfecting his movements to give you an even stronger release. Severus worked you to your finish as you came around his fingers, slicking them with arousal and relief. 

He left lazy kisses over your breasts while you took a moment to recover, preparing yourself for the next round that was undoubtedly on its way. Tiredness had plagued you long before Severus had even walked through the door, and you had suddenly been robbed of even more energy, so you were confident that you might not get a proper orgasm this second time. But the moment Severus slid you onto his dick and stretched your walls the way only he knew how to, you knew that you were going to cum whether you felt like you could handle it or not.

It wasn’t that you didn’t want to. You loved seeing Severus so enraptured in waves of pleasure and gratification, but you were beyond fatigued. Still, you bounced up and down on his lap over and over again, your already sensitive clit throbbing with each rub of his fingers. Severus’ other hand guided your hip movements to meet the way he thrusted up into you, hitting your g-spot just right.

When you came this time, your sound of release was more of a strained cry than a content sound. Severus didn’t seem to notice, since he was too focused on the intoxicating feeling of filling you with his own finish. You popped off of him before he was even emptied out, the rest of his fluids landing on your inner thighs. You fell onto the bed next to him, your breathing much heavier than usual. 

You were totally tuckered out with absolutely no hope of another round. Your muscles ached and your bones were wiped out. Although, you felt a queasy feeling of despair when you saw that familiar look of lust in Severus’ eyes. He spoke lowly, his voice echoing in your ringing ears.

“I’m not through with you yet, love.” He purred.

Usually that would’ve sent a whole mess of arousal through you, but you were too worn out. But Severus usually didn’t last more than three rounds, so this would for sure be the last one. You thought you could push through so he could at least get his release, but this third go round wasn’t a good feeling for you at all.

With your arms above your head and the pillowcase below your head in your fingers’ death grip, you turned your head to the side to fight through his persistent hard fucking into you. On a better day, you’d be all over this and relishing every moment. But now your eyes were screwed tightly shut in discomfort, for each time you opened them Severus would only be able to see the whites of your eyes. The thumping heartbeat in your ears was deafening and your entire body was stiff and rigid, but not in a good way. You wanted to tough it out so at least Severus could finish, but it was just too much for you tonight. 

You had to tap out.

“Polyjuice!” You squeaked out, your voice raspy.

In an instant, you saw any expression of lust wiped straight from his face. He pulled out the millisecond that the word registered in his head, his face stricken with worry and concern at the first time use of your agreed safe word. Severus’ heart dropped at your whimpers of displeasure, his brain reeling and raking over what had gone wrong. 

“[Y/N], what’s wrong? What happened?” He asked frantically.

“I-I just...”

Shaky breaths and uncomfortable whines were the only noises you could seem to make. You sat up from where you were laying down, bringing your knees to your chest and hiding your face as you began to cry. Your emotions were all over the place, and it didn’t help that you were overstimulated and overworked. Severus went to pull you to him, but withdrew his hand. Upsetting you further would absolutely crush him, but he needed to know that you were okay.

“Can I touch you, darling?” He whispered out.

The yowl of approval was enough for him to feel fine with carefully wrapping his hand under your arm and dragging you across the mattress to where he was kneeling on the middle of the bed. He pulled the covers over your skin to keep you from getting cold from the loss of heat from being active. You buried your head into his bare chest, your tears leaking and falling down his skin. 

“I’m sorry, Sev. I’m really sorry.” You sobbed, your hair sticking to your sweaty skin.

“No, no, no. Don’t ever be sorry for telling me to stop when you’re not comfortable,” He reassured; “I didn’t hurt you, did I?” 

The shake of your head brought relief upon him, but he was still worried. He rocked you in his arms until your sobs died down enough to where you were coherent. Severus was getting ready to ask you once more what was wrong, shifting you so he could see your face. When moving you, his hand accidentally brushed against your swollen, sensitive clit and you wailed out pathetically. Severus’ pale face went even whiter.

“Oh, my love...I worked you too hard, didn’t I?” He queried.

Severus would always admit that sometimes he’d get into the zone and completely drown everything else out. He wouldn’t really be able to tell how hard he was pulling in and out. It was rare, but from time to time you’d have to ask him to soften his thrusts or slow his pace when he got too rowdy. But you had never asked him to stop completely until now. He feared that he had seriously pushed you over the edge this time.

“It’s not just that.” You confessed with a sniff.

Severus had drawn your head back to gaze into your bleary eyes. The tear tracks being swiped away with his thumbs as he cradled your face. 

“What is it then, sweetheart?” He asked with wonder.

A fresh set of salty tears pooled and fell down your cheeks, but for a different reason.

“I’ve had a horrible week. Nothing has gone right,” You explained croakily; “I wanted to make you feel good and I thought it might make me feel better...but I’m just exhausted and I couldn’t handle it tonight.”

You fell apart into another set of choking sobs and gut wrenching cries, prompting Severus to bring you back into his chest. He stroked your skin and left kisses so light that they were ghostly. 

“It’s alright, angel. I wish you had told me before that you weren’t feeling up to it,” He consoled; “You’re worth so much more than sex. I want you to tell me sooner next time if you’re uncomfortable.”

Your nod of understanding offered a wash of comfort over him that you were calming down steadily. He hated that this happened. He knew that was the whole reason for your established safe word for when things went south or things got dicey. He just never thought you’d ever have to use it. He felt absolutely terrible. 

“I’m sorry, Sevvy. I really wanted you to get off, I just-”

“Please don’t apologize for this. This is my fault. I should’ve seen how tired you were and how I was being overly hard,” He said; “I’m the one that should be sorry.”

The sniffles from your nose had increased as you tried to flush down all the drainage from your crying. Your tears had stopped as you sat up from his body, wiping at your cheeks with the back of your hand. The red blotches in your puffy eyes were pinging at Severus’ already guilty conscience. He saw the littered hickeys across your neck and breasts, and how your lips were swollen from his severe kisses. He had rocked your burnt out body to the max.

“I’ll tell you what. How about we go get cleaned up, and then we can get into bed. Then you can tell me about your week if so wish.” He suggested, cautiously guiding you off of the bed.

“I think I just want to get a bath and get some sleep.” You said, barely able to stand on your wobbly legs.

“Okay, darling. Whatever you want.” He smiled softly, hoping it’d offer you some kind of solace. 

Severus ran you a hot bath, filling it with all of your favorite scents and smells. Your stance was still despite your shaking legs, and you seemed to be staring off into an endless trance. You slipped into the tub when it was ready, sinking down just below your nose under the bubbles. Normally, Severus would be sitting across from you or you’d be snuggled up on his lap, but he wanted you to have some space for a bit. You were honestly too tired to object. 

He simply casted a charm to freshen himself up, finding and selecting his favorite pair of sweatpants and soft shirt for you to change into. Your eyes were closed, and you had just begun to drift off to sleep when he re-entered the bathroom, changed into some casual day time wear, despite how late it was.

“Here are some clean clothes for you, pretty girl.” He remarked, setting the folded sweats and shirt on the end of the tub for you to get when you got out.

You only gave a light nod as a response, your eyes following him as he stood awkwardly. He was unsure of what to do for you now. He thought that you might want the bedroom to yourself for the night, which was fine because he wouldn’t be able to sleep knowing he had pushed you so hard anyway. He placed himself on the floor by the tub, sitting with his legs criss crossed over one another. It was quiet in the room, the only sounds were the occasional gentle splash when you moved your leg or arm. His eyes were still full of worry, and he was kicking himself big time now.

“I’m so sorry...” He breathed out, running his fingertips dragging leisurely your damp arm that you had resting on the ledge of the bathtub; “I never meant to hurt you.”

“You didn’t hurt me, Sev. I promise.” You responded, wishing he wouldn’t take this so hard.

When it came to you, Severus took everything to heart. There weren’t many things in the world that made his heart beat with a purpose. You were the single person that allowed him to want to get up in the mornings. The thought of hurting you was enough to break him down. If he could have it his way, you would be indescribably happy with every passing moment of every day. He never wanted you to feel anything other than joy. 

But he knew that life would never allow it.

Your eyebrows dipped when you noticed his attire, wondering why he wasn’t in his own sleepwear. It was much too late for him to go anywhere.

“Where are you going?” You questioned, your voice thick with weary.

“I’m going to go back to the school. I have some grading to do.” He half-lied.

It was true that he did indeed have a stack of papers to be assessed, but that wasn’t the real reason why he felt like he wanted to leave. Severus Snape grading on a Friday night when he had the opportunity to be cuddled up with his lover? He’d choose you every time.

Now you felt bad for causing him to scurry off. You wanted him there with you regardless of what had happened.

“Severus,” You called out tenderly, reaching for his face; “I don’t want you to leave.” 

A genuine look of doubt flashed over his features as his head lulled into your hand.

“I think it would be best if you got some good sleep tonight. I’ll just be in my office so if-”

“Stay with me. Please?” You requested, the thought of sleeping without him was disheartening.

A sigh of awe expelled from his chest. He couldn’t say no to your puppy eyes and slightly pouting lower lip.

“Okay, okay.” He agreed.

“I think that some boyfriend snuggles will make me feel a whole lot better.” You spoke rather cheekily.

He hummed affirmatively. The sound of nestling up with you was impossible to turn down. He took your hand from his face and kissed your palm gingerly, holding the warm skin to his lips for a brief moment. He eventually stood from the floor, but stopped when you held your arms up.

“Help me up?” You asked with the first genuine smile of the evening.

He chuckled, obliging and lifting you effortlessly from the tub. The warm towel was heavenly as you dried off, changing into the clothes that Severus had left for you. Severus went and changed as well, laughing to himself when he exited the closet to see you already curled up. 

The sheets draped over him easily when he laid next to you, waiting for you to nuzzle up to him. He held you close and flush to him, thanking his lucky stars that you were okay.

“My sweet girl...” He hushed out, noting that you were just seconds away from falling asleep; “I love you.” 

You mumbled out a sleepy “I love you” in return before drifting into a deep slumber to snooze off the night’s drama. Severus, as expected, didn’t sleep much that night to ensure that you were sleeping soundly and comfortably. He still felt dreadful, even after you had told him over and over that he didn’t hurt you. The weekend to follow was filled with Severus doting and cherishing over you every chance that he had, trying to make up for what had happened. You were the light of his life after all.

And he prayed that he’d never see that flame go out.