#wanted some homosexual gay but also

[ohyangchon]

8am - take meds, first meal of the day.

Same as it ever was. There really wasn't any need to rock that boat, Hyunyoung had mused when she'd sat at the table by herself while clicking her syringe in place before flushing it with water to get herself started.

If anything, having this routine fit snugly in between parts of her work day helped with keeping her alert and ready to tackle whatever she needed to. Keeping the schedule the way it was since her conception seemed almost second-nature by this point - an unfortunate reality for someone who needed specific timings to eat, but something she'd taken into stride.

At least she hadn't had to drain the poison sacs on both sides of her neck as much as she used to anymore: whatever had happened in recent times seemed to have calmed the spasms and secretions she often was forced to drain and bottle away, and she could finally focus on having some more energy that wasn't spent on worrying about her throat abruptly closing up on her or having black spots at the corner of her vision.

Jiyoon had woken up at around the same time as she'd begun her bolus feed, having casually rested the tube within reach on a makeshift stand the others had given her so her arm wouldn't have to be forced to stay in a certain, uncomfortable space.

"Mmm, morning," mumbled Jiyoon before Hyunyoung could get a word in, "I don't know how you manage to do it, but you always seem to beat me to being awake when you only have to go to the office at 10...how do you do it?"

"Being hungry helps a lot," quipped Hyunyoung, topping the syringe she was using off with more feed and letting it drain into herself, "My body works like clockwork. It demands the magic liquids that doesn't make it try to poison me twice a day, and then the other magic liquids that makes it stop growling four times a day."

She'd however made an effort to walk towards the kitchen where Jiyoon was preparing...something. It was easier to communicate with her girlfriend when she could see her mouth moving, and if Jiyoon was going the extra mile for her, she didn't see herself being unable to do the same.

Even then, everything just seemed so...messy and distant to her - food.

Breakfast.

Nutrition.

Something, for sure.

The complexity and effort needed to make things that were eventually going to disappear into her mouth seemed like such an abstract and frankly silly concept to Hyunyoung, but seeing people around her enjoying it had brought up a distant wistfulness she didn't think she had in her.

She'd never thought about it - as far as she was concerned, "meals" were two cans of nutrition formula administered into her tube, and while she had sniffed them, she had never taken them directly via mouth. Sure, she drank water regularly and had the very occasional coffee as a treat, but the notion of having to chew and swallow seemed almost like the plot of a horror movie.

At this point, she had noted to herself that eating seemed to be more a social activity than one for sustenance. Jiyoon and her family enjoyed their meals, and Hyunyoung often sat with them at the dinner table, taking her formula while listening to the din of their chatter throughout. They had been curious, but not unkind about it, and she eventually felt comfortable enough to sit with them while they took their meals, just in a different way she did.

As it were, Jiyoon had finished her sandwich, and offered Hyunyoung some of the leftover crust. "Just peanut butter and jelly for today, I'm too lazy for anything else," she complained, before gesturing to the kitchen, "If you want to try making something to blend into your tube, you can just tell me. We can figure something out!"

"That requires bringing the blender out. Short-notice? A bit too much effort," Hyunyoung had scoffed back, topping off her syringe a final time while she strode to the dinner table with Jiyoon, "Besides, wouldn't it defeat the purpose of having the motions done if I just pushed it into my tube like I would with formula? May as well just stick to my balanced diet."

Jiyoon scowled, pulling the empty bottle towards herself and reading the label. "Smells like vanilla," she diagnosed, before putting it away to take a bite from her sandwich, "I feel like if I kept eating the same thing over and over, I'd lose my mind - oh, sorry, that's probably really insensitive for me to say..."

At her fluster, Hyunyoung managed a shrug. "If I could taste them, I'd be more upset. It's just sustenance, nothing crazy - the only way I could make this more exciting is to add snack foods through it instead," she chuckled, though she seemed focused by Jiyoon munching away while having her phone in her free hand (the way people could multitask fascinated her, really).

"Just sustenance," Jiyoon repeated, but shrugged before she said something insensitive, resolving to put her phone away in her pocket, "Whenever you come around to it, then...if anything, you look way better than when you first moved in, so that means I must be doing something right."

"Hard not to feel and look better when there's never a dull moment in this household," Hyunyoung leant forward as much as the stand she was still tethered to would allow, brushing her thumb against Jiyoon's lips, "To be loved is to be changed, haven't you heard?"

Jiyoon rested her hand on Hyunyoung's wrist, the glint in her eyes dancing in delight, "Change does involve at least trying out the things I suggested," she teased, before taking Hyunyoung's hands into hers, "I wish I could kiss you - but instead, I'll settle for this."

Hyunyoung watched Jiyoon tiptoe to the trach tube around her neck, giving it a gentle peck before tilting her head up tauntingly at her, victorious. They could never directly kiss on the lips, not without Hyunyoung unwittingly poisoning Jiyoon in the process, but it seemed Jiyoon had found her middle ground.

"You're going to dirty my speaking valve," Hyunyoung couldn't help but whine, resting her hands now on Jiyoon's shoulders and unable to hide her widening grin, "Aren't you supposed to be going to work?"

Jiyoon adjusted her cap, hiding most of her hair (and cochlear implants) under it. "You're too distracting. How dare you be so pretty," she huffed, lips now upturned in a pout, "Maybe if you weren't so commanding..."

Hyunyoung now had proceeded to turn her girlfriend around to lead her out. "Whatever you say, I don't argue with beautiful women," she had squeaked out, ensuring that Jiyoon couldn't lipread her before finally chucking her outside, "Enjoy work!"

[zivazivc]

a collection of old doodles and forgotten wips

[xxlegitcookiezxx]

Happy Pride

I got this idea all at once and I had to draw it. I love the thought that how Glitchtrap acts could reveal a lot of things about William that he suppressed when he was alive. In this case, gay. (Although this art is just for the joke, I personally don’t headcanon either of them as having a specific sexuality).

[kaiju-krew]

I wanted to know. Is battra and Space Godzilla Gay together? If so nice. If just friends. Then Still cool

they are in fact.......... Gay Together

in my delulu little world at least

idk how it started honestly?? i just like the idea that gojirans are inherently weak for big moths :'') they're essentially mosugoji if you hit it with a emo-yaoi-beam or something

imma draw more with them soon to help flesh it out and spread more spacebat propaganda o7

[sejarcus-archive]

Sejanus is like Chappell Roan in the sense that he was only ever meant to be loved by queer people, but it got out of hand, and now there’s way too many cishets who don’t get him, expressing opinions about him.

Sejanus I’m sorry that your character keeps getting absolutely murdered and turned into everything you’re not, just cause a bunch of straight girls wanna fuck the actor who played you in that horrible adaptation, and keep projecting their fantasies onto you, and aside from how bad that is, they won’t even admit the objective truth that the actor was actually a terrible pick for you and he doesn’t fit you at all

[oroontheheels]

Wait why does it look kinda sus 👀🌚🤭

Stop fishing for compliments Venom you are married with two kids

(I just imagine Deadpool, Johnny Storm and Bobby Iceman suddenly feeing jolt of envy out of nowhere and being confused what happened)

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

If there is at least one thing I can credit FE for doing better than Tales in localization, it's not trying to actively go out of their way for an entire game to avoid subtext or direct text between two men that is romantic or implied romantic. Funny when it's so present that the attempt doesn't even work; infuriating that it was attempted to begin with.

So as much as I often have issues with some of FE's localizations, at least they have a leg up on loc Tales for that.

[xviistrings]

guys it would be so crazy if i wrote a whole analysis?? essay thing?? on the discussion of sexuality in persona 4 and what is and isn't meant to be gay rep

[piningpercussionist]

"Ramona's hair feels like straw, it's burnt to a crisp from years of frying it with dye" or "Ramona is literally magic, her hair is the most softest?"

*Kim thinks for a moment, looking away with a slight blush.*

... Magic. I'm going to go with magic. Her hair is ridiculously soft for how often I've seen her strut in with some new color I could swear I've never seen before.

It's either some perk she has or it's something to do with the brand she uses, maybe, I'm not sure. It's kind of crazy, honestly.

*Kim leans back in her chair and runs a hand through her hair, trying to keep her expression neutral as she loses herself in thought. She's mostly successful, save for her increasingly reddened face.*

[andromeddog]

hello there fellow gay ww1 enthusiast :D

*pointing dramatically through the crowd* ah hello!!!! there are others out there…. the few the proud….. through posting this stuff online i’ve met a handful of other gay ppl who are into this era but a majority have been what i have to assume are straight guys who really like war and guns and war movies with guns! so it is always nice to find community here and there :^)

[adaines-furious-feast]

It's not homophobic to want two same sex characters to remain "just" good friends. Let men lean on each other, be affectionate with one another, tell each other they love them without it having to be romantic/sexual. Platonic relationships are as important and as valid as romantic/sexual ones.

[itwoodbeprefect]

obsessively rewatching mash season 2 episode 2 "george" and starsky & hutch season 3 episode 6 "death in a different place" back to back because i'm an intellectual. and also queer

[youaremysunshine-court]

Okay wow so internalised homophobia is shit for everyone huh

[ourladyoftheflytrap]

Like gay sex is always gay sex and I wouldn't call it "Sapphic sex" or anything dumb like that but I have had a problem with calling myself and my relationship business gay for like a long time now

[cal-gabes]

Giggling while cutting more just because it’s so fucking addicting to be in pain

Find it so silly this fucker just pops in and reminds me im a waste of space but still cared abt me enough to check in and respond & shit like 🫶🫶

If you read this later on; I love you man. Ty for making my life less shitty in the span of 2 fuckin days 🫶

[raccoongodapollo]

i wrote a thing for history

"To continue, the aforementioned lack of preparedness showed itself in 3 forms - the amount of gentlemen brought over to Virginia as to skilled workers, the blaring lack of women compared to said clique of softhanded men, and the unfortunate incident regarding a ship full of traded grain abandoning the Jamestown colonists to starve during winter. Although one may be tempted to think that the previous sentence references the 1600s Virginia Company possibly sending a gaggle of flamboyantly homosexual individuals to starve through the harsh American winter, this is not the case, as in this context a Gentleman refers to a noble who does not work with his hands instead of referring to his sexuality; nevertheless, the lack of women could still be suspicious without the consideration of the blatant sexism of this time period." i fucking LOOOOOVE having author powers. i'm going to get points taken off for the lack of professionalism. i don't care because isn't that the embodiment of be-gay-do-crime, even on just a smaller rebellious scale? write more subtly gay things into your stuff and then call out the reader if they're thinking gay because it's funny to watch people get embarrassed or defensive.