#thank god for small mercies
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I just remembered the gc500 is on this weekend and sure the election anxiety sucks ass but at least i don't have final exams to contend with as well
#fun fact l had at least one final exam on a saturday every semester when i was in uni#like id get on the train and you'd get to like the next stop and it would just fucking stink of bo and booze and lynx deoderant#bc of the stupid car race and middle aged men apparently not knowing what a shower is#auspol#qldpol#the great post-grad liveblog#thank god for small mercies
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Apologies for the bummer, too personal post, but just because I need to vent (if that's even the right word here) -
What is it about the death of immediate family members that feels so unreal? My stepfather died unexpectedly this weekend, and even though I have fully internalised that on an intellectual level, on an emotional level it hasn't hit me at all yet. Same happened when my grandma died, it felt like it took my heart months to actually catch up to what happened.
#admittedly i was very close to my grandma for most of my life#while my feelings towards my stepfather have been quite negative ever since I entered my teens#so i'm not even sure if there will ever be that sense of feelings catching up in this case#but there's still something unreal/unbalancing about someone who has been a presence in your life for most of it just not existing anymore#the only thing that does feel real is the effect his death has had on my sister and especially my mum#who now has to deal with the horrible yet banal bureaucratic practicalities that come with sorting out someone's death#since i live in a different country than my family the only horrible practicality that hit me so far is the unexpected cost of#buying plane tickets in the middle of summer#which is such a trivial unimportant thing in the grand scale of things but also not something that i can just not worry about at all#thankfully it's just a matter of me being a bit more mindful of my spending over the next month or so#and not a full-on 'i'll need to skip meals' type of situation#thank god for small mercies#personal#death#sorry for the ramble#just needed to get this off my chest#also apologies in advance if you'll see even more vampire posting/reblogging from me over the next few days#i wasn't kidding when i said iwtv is helping to keep me sane
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Okay wow so internalised homophobia is shit for everyone huh
#like#i went from not know gay people exist to just being gay#and ofc then i had a lot of religious trauma and shit but i worked through that#but#just met aomeone with proper internalised homophobia and religious trauma and like#guys i dont think i ever experienced that#i just had very long one sided fights with god until we came to a compromise#this guy is fucking going through it#hes like a gay femboy and at the same time hes like 'homosexuality is a sin' like ????#i dont understand the mental gymnastics#and when i was like 'hey you saying that makes me uncomfortable' he was like 'i have a right to my own opinion'#okay sure you have a right to your own opnion but you dont have to keep bleating about it jesus christ#yeah anyway#i want to like help him work through this shit but its really getting to me#like me n god are đ¤ but still hearing shit like that does me in#properly#idk what to do#just fucking tape his mouth shut or some shit#also classes start tomorrow and i am anxiety shitting my way through life and everything is terrible but at least i dont hate myself anymore#thank god for small mercies#yeah#anyway#im lowkey pissed but i feel so bad for him but its exhausting trying to explain shit to him and just UGHHHHHHHH#send help
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serious question from a trans guy ~6 months on t: why have i grown leg hair everywhere except for two symmetrical bald patches on my inner thighs and will the hair grow in there too if i just give it time
#ftm#it looks really weird right now lmao#the backs of my thighs took a while to become fully hairy#but now these spots are just fully encircled by Normal Hairy Leg???#there's a handful of hairs that seem to be growing in these days#thank god for small mercies
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Small mercies
Have you ever heard the idiom, âThank God for small merciesâ? Well, I recently had the opportunity to put it into practice. It is currently May, the month when the Indian summer is at its peak. Most of the north and west of the country are experiencing scorching heat, with temperatures ranging between 35 and 47 degrees Celsius. To make matters worse, there is construction in progress in myâŚ
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time for skeleman
with the lack of any other info yet, all I can focus on are those Charles Lloyd-looking sunglasses. they are absolutely sending me. I feel like we're gonna fall through a tree or whatever and this stitched-up boney gentleman is gonna pop out from behind a gravestone and start serenading us with some smooth jazz on the saxophone.
or should I say...the saxoBONE???????
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#doot#i drew this so fast i'm so sorry#god. we don't even have an event name yet what do i tag this with.#the only thing we know about him so far are 1) glasses#2) ~*wagahai*~#(is wagahai a jack thing because that's incredible)#(hold on i gotta look up the japanese dub)#i have zoomed in and i THINK he's got orange eyes but the pixels are defeating me#anyway excuse me for a moment while i vibrate so intensely that i start phasing through the floor#nightmare event is nigh!!!!#this is the number 1 event i have wanted most i can't believe it's real and it's actually happening#i've been dreaming of halloweentown boys for forever i am SO excited#slightly bummed it looks like there's not going to be a sally too but we can't have everything i guess#(unless...? đ)#stream on the 29th let's GO#and for once it's not at like 4 AM my time thank you for small mercies twst#i wanna see my guys in fancy halloween suits!!!!
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lol arthur realizes with the other knights after watching merlin flirt and being hit with a wave of deja vu: holy shit you asked me out
merlin and the rest of the knights around a campfire after leaving a village bc lancelot and leon somehow started a brawl in the tavern: ???
arthur points at merlin: after valiant! you asked me to buy you a drink! you were asking me out!
merlin is busy cooking dinner and confused out of his fucking mind: what???âŚ..valiantâŚ.oh the knight with the snakes.
gwaine who was slightly tipsy now stone cold sober and sitting up straight against a tree: wait. explain. what do you mean merlin asked you out??
arthur snaps his fingers as he recalls the memory: i apologized for sacking you and you said that if i bought you a drink weâd be even.
merlin now remembering how he had stumbled into camelot, picked a fight with a pigheaded bully which quickly turned homoerotic and flirtatious, and continued their teasing-flirting for days before merlin shot his shot and asked the prince out only to be rejected: oh yeah, i forgot i did thatâŚ..wait, you mean you didnt realize what i was asking?
arthur: no?? we argued everyday, how was i supposed to realize you were asking me out??
merlin now abandoning the dinner and staring across the camp at arthur while the rest of the knights watch their back and forth like a game of tennis: to you we were arguing, to me that was very much flirting. i thought you were flirting back so i decided to ask you. then you rejected me
arthur, mentally beating his past self up for fucking up their chance: i didnât reject you!!! i just didnât realize what you were asking me. how was i meant to? we fought every chance we got
leon, nudging elyan, glee and excitement riling through him: its happening!!! its finally happening!!! seven long, grueling years is finally paying off!!!
merlin, realizing the misunderstanding and acknowledging the fact that he wasnât rejected, his flirtations just werenât noticed - realizing he still has a chance: ohâŚoh i see. arthur, my dear, our fights were extremely flirtatious. need i remind you of what you said? âdo you know how to walk on your knees? would you like me to teach you?â or âi could take you apart with one blowâ
arthur, mental capabilities at an all time low: mâŚmy dearâŚ.?????????
merlin grinning devilishly as he realizes that his flirtatious persona he had hidden away after falling head over heels for arthur can make a come back: that is what i called you. should i call you something else? sayâŚmine?
percival gags in elyanâs ear: cheesy
elyan hides a laugh: at least theyâre finally getting somewhere. better than the hopeless pining
arthur, flushed from head to toe: ah uh no um im uh
merlin thoroughly enjoying himself: oh come now, your majesty. use your words.
#meanwhile leon is praying his thanks to every god and goddess above for their mercy#his pain and suffering is so over#merlin is going IN on arthur who is red as fuck#gwaine is enjoying himself immensely#lancelot pulls out popcorn to watch the two idiots finally get their acts together#flirty merlin x flustered arthur#i think yes#listen. merlin lived in ealdor. a small village of maybe thirty people - four or five being his own age#he was thrilled to be in camelot and have new faces and people to meet#he was definitely the village tease or flirt or whatever#he was gonna be a rake in camelot but unfortunately managed to fall hopelessly in love with the prince of camelot#he burned his dreams of being a rake in exchange for arthur#the issue? arthur rejected his advances. next issue? merlinâs feelings remained and grew#so merlin is a lovesick puppy for a prince who doesnt feel the same and he cant find it in himself to look at anyone else bar a few cases#he and lancelot def slept together at least once. him and gwaine tumbled into bed a few times together#but his heart always belonged to arthur he just never imagined hed get a chance to let his affection be known#now that he knows arthur never knew of his intentions in the first place and was quick to deny he rejected him#merlin is more than happy to let that part of his personality come back and terrorize arthur is a way he hadnt been able to before#hes living his best life rn#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#knights of the round table#fanfiction ideas#prompts#headcanon
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youre ever in a phone call where youre like. fuuucking hell man i shoulda said no to them 5 dialogue branches ago now im gonna be stuck in this conversation for a full hour.
#incoherent turtle noises#i got stuck in a phone call for a full hour. thank god iâll be off when they check in. small mercies.#AUGH. i need to eat.#BUT PPL KEEP INTERRUPTING ME
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Question; what do you think the legion & dannyâs opinions on the Trickster are?
Danny does not like this fucker. You can't put two egotistical showboating psychopaths together in the same room and expect them to get along. Trickster is the one of the few killers Danny will actively defend Legion against, because this is the last dickhead who gets any right to talk shit about his kids. Would not hesitate to throw hands with this stupid pop star twink...and maybe hatefuck about it, depends on where the mood takes them.
Legion has mixed opinions on him amongst themselves. They're all kids from the 80s growing up in the 90s, so K-Pop is absolutely not on their radar and even if it was, it's not their style. Except Susie -- I think she'd secretly like his music. Frank is on Danny's side in thinking this guy sucks, Joey is usually indifferent although Trickster's music definitely grates on his nerves, Julie sometimes gets enticed by his stage presence and dramatic personality like any teenage girl, which just further irritates Frank.
#ask#impdemoncrux#if susie was straight i dont think they'd ever be able to pull her back from the ledge tbh#thank god for small mercies (dykeness)
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GUYSSS I FOUND A STASH OF SLEEPING PILLS!!!!
#guess what im gonna do#SLEEP for once#gosh thank god for small fucking mercies#is god real? idk but this is as close as im getting to one today#lea talks#Im not gonna kms btw im an insomniac lol
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Day 6 of missing the gayest weather forecast show.
Its been a rough day. I needed a major pick-me-up. And though PhayuRain is diabetes-inducing, i needed that slow-burn PrapaiSky action.
And one thing i totally missed is the fact that Prapai was already set on pursuing Sky. He even told Saifah that he's made a decision.
Prapai couldn't get Sky out of his system. So much so that after 3 months he just gave up trying to get rid of Sky and went, "Since i couldn't get that one night hook up out of my system, the only course of action left is to find him and date him" and Prapai did and after a week of constant rejection from Sky, my dude Prapai was like, "NOW I GOT TO MARRY HIM, thats my destiny now"
Prapai underwent major character development. He went from playboy fuckboy manwhore to devoted house husband. I love that for him đđđ i am proud of him đđđ
My lovely Sky deserved someone who would worship the ground he walked on and the universe sent Prapai his way đâ¨ď¸
#im here to clock-in for my job as the person who misses LITA#today has not been it but thank gods for small mercies and Love in the Air for lifting my spirits#today i miss LITA but nobody is surprised#love in the air series#love in the air#i miss LITA#prapaisky#N miss LITA
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tvtropes doesnât have sections for tom and greg but they have a bunch for side characters like pugh and bill of all people and it makes me want to eat my hands (ewanâs page reads him to absolute filth though so thatâs funny at least)
wtf tvtropes step it tf up???? thatâs like. basic. it should have a tomgreg section in of itself. tg is literally featured in museums lmfao, smh. but as separate characters they should have their own pages?? shameful. but lmfaoooo thank god. ewan that shitty old bitch
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love being home for Christmas. and by love I mean im currently hiding in my old room wishing I couldnât hear my dad reading a chapter of The 48 Laws of Power out loud to my youngest sibling
#he is like a cartoon character#if that cartoon character were the sort of asshole who insists they are âa classical liberalâ#my sibling remains a cool person despite my dadâs best efforts#At least I have a happy cat with me!!! Thank god for small mercies!!!!!
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Explicit fic is meant to be read on the holidays, surreptitiously on phones and laptops, while you're trapped with family in the same place for days on end
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the reason i have no musical ability is bc my mother would have had me auditioning to be in celtic women if i did
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Lost a fic I had been working on for two days bc Word magically fucked up the numbers on the Word files I had open and apparently I havenât saved the right one đ
#like - it was a rough draft#and it wasnât anything important work related#so thank god for small mercies#but still#I was excited about it and now I have to start again#le sigh#tried recovery but it is gone#alas alack
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