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This took me too long to finish. my excuse is something like "i have a lot of women to draw, time management is hard"
[small anecdote : i always show my mom my art cause she, contrary to me, has an art degree and she kind of helps me get whats wrong with my stuff. when i showed her the first few draft she critized Liandrin's jaw and said something like "her jaw is way too big it's too masculine" and i responded with something like "wtf do you mean masculine" and then "you know what ? i even think i might have lessen it down a bit" and she said "what?! what do you mean lessen it down?" so i showed her the original picture and she was speechless and i said "yes well that's nature at her best right there mom" :) ]
#wot#wot season 1#fanart#my artwork#liandrin guirale#robert jordan#amazon prime wheel of time#kate fleetwood#i won't color the eyes i prefer them this way#even if that looks creepy#you're creepy anyway liandrin#and somehow i managed to erase all that i liked about liandrin in this scene#all the emotions and inner conflict#wanna punch myself#the wheel of time
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the royals 👑
#I already know for a fact that hornton is gonna be one of those characters where i wanna kill myself everytime i draw him#its like i can't draw elegant guys at all#I like em rugged#and stupid#i need them to look like they'll eat the buttons off of my remote#like ruggie#but thats a topic for another day and time#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#leona kingscholar#kinda rushed leona so ignore any mistakes or things that look of I beg#heh i just realized like rn that the leona's last name has king in it even tho he will never be one#thats gotta be a FAT ass punch to the gut
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my yuriful summer 2024 watchlist 🏖️☀️
now that i checked out the first episode of all the yuriful shows i was keeping an eye on, here’s my first thoughts and impressions
Mayonaka Punch
tags: comedy, supernatural, vampire
thoughts on episode 1: LOVED IT SO SO MUCH!!! i love the mc already she’s such a mess and i already love the dynamic between her and the raging vampire lesbian. my favorite from the ones on this list tbh!! need more cancelled youtubers and horny for blood lesbian vampires. also i have a weak spot for anime with adult characters who can drink alcohol and get wasted lol. WILL be watching EAGERLY.
yuri thoughts 🌸: the yuri looks solid!! there was verbal mention of lesbian romantic feelings. and as in most vampire shows, blood drinking is metaphor for sex but it’s made quite explicit in this one which increases the yuri score. the protagonists have already a v interesting dynamic im invested.
(EDIT) POST EP 3 THOUGHTS: i love this one more and more!!! still my fave out of these 5 for some reason? i just like masaki and live’s dynamic a lot, i hope they kiss
(EDIT) ALMOST END OF THE SEASON UPDATE: only one of these im still watching lmao ep 9 and 10 were really good! i hope masaki and live make out by the end. yuki best girl
Na Nare Hana Nare
tags: sports
thoughts on episode 1: LOVE the colors and art style in this one! love that there’s a girl in a wheelchair!! love the brazilian girl who keeps kissing everyone!! the parkour girl is turbo autistic fr… also a ninja lmao. im v interested in this tbh!! will be watching.
yuri thoughts 🌸: im v interested in the possible yuriful dynamics, especially between the girl in a wheelchair and mc, and between parkour ninja autistic and tall girl. i think the brazilian girl and girl who follows her around are also supposed to be shipped.
(EDIT) POST EP 3 THOUGHTS: yeppp turbo autism ninja is a huge lesbian i love her sm 💌. very sweet show!
(EDIT) ALMOST END OF THE SEASON UPDATE: on hold. it got quite boring at the ep 5 mark and i cant will myself to continue. might drop
Senpai was Otokonoko
tags: crossdressing, love polygon, romance, school
thoughts on episode 1: this counts as yuriful and i Will fight u on this. bisexual girl x closeted trans girl x closeted gay childhood friend love triangle? discussions of gender identity? yes pls. will be continuing it!!
yuri thoughts 🌸: makoto and aoi are cute 🥹
(EDIT) POST EP 3 THOUGHTS: idc about whatever happens later on, makoto is a trans girl, episode 2 and 3 are an insane confirmation. even if she never breaks through her eggshell throughout the whole series, she’s trans. no like fr. i love her so so much and i hope she’ll be able to transition (either at the end of the series or afterwards). egg of the season 🥚🏳️⚧️
(EDIT) ALMOST END OF THE SEASON UPDATE: meh. dropped lmao
Shikanoko Nokonoko Koshitantan
tags: comedy, gag humor, school
thoughts on episode 1: “shiiiika 🦌!!!” okay y’all know i love me some gag humor anime but tbqh im feeling kinda lukewarm on this one. maybe it’s bc i had rly high expectations for this but idk most of the gags did not hit as nice as i hoped. tho some of them were brilliant (also looove the constant breaking of the fourth wall). not looking forward to the siscon character that’s gonna be introduced. will be continuing but might drop if i get bored. however i loved how they Did mention that only male deer have horns sooo… noko transbian 🦌🏳️⚧️?
yuri thoughts 🌸: the two protagonists have great yuri potential!! torako has already shown she’s a huge girl kisser and noko just keeps teasing her, which is a great dynamic imo. also torako’s va is hatsune miku’s voice provider, and we all know hatsune miku is transbian goddess so!
(EDIT) POST EP 3 THOUGHTS: okay nvm i actually love this!!!!!! and the siscon character is such a caricature and parody of the siscon trope that i love her too (also she’s voiced by mafuyu project sekai uwu).
(EDIT) ALMOST END OF THE SEASON UPDATE: dropped lmao (gags got boring, i have seen too many similar shows)
VTuber Nandaga Haishin Kiri Wasuretara Densetsu ni Natteta
tags: comedy, otaku culture
thoughts on episode 1: once again maybe unpopular opinion but im not completely sold on this one. yes it’s fun, yes she’s unhinged, yes they’re all absolutely raging homosexuals BUT idk how to explain it but it feels very much male oriented. idk i think i feel this way bc it’s my personal pet peeve when otaku shows focus mostly on men as the intended audience (for example, when they showed her audience, all the viewers were men which like. they could have shown at least one woman who likes watching her videos yknow?). so anyway. at least it’s incredibly gay? and once again, love characters gettinf drunk lol. but idk i feel like this was made to ride the wave of hololive and get men on twitter to share funny clips idk. i like how they use actual vtuber avatars in certain scenes, and i get the vibe they’ll want to make these girls real vtubers, hence why we dont see what they actually look like but just their vtuber persona. will be checking out more ep but will drop if it gets too meh.
yuri thoughts 🌸: as mentioned, all the girls are RAGING homosexuals fr. asking about favorite lesbian porn scenarios to each other to possibly act them out. hello?!
(EDIT) POST EP 3 THOUGHTS: again nvm, i like this one too now lmao tho i’d rank it last out of these 5 tbh. but it’s so unhinged and deranged that it’s a super fun watch
(EDIT) ALMOST END OF THE SEASON UPDATE: the wii fit -like episode was the last drop. burnt braincells i’ll never grow back. dropped byeee 0/10
#edited july 25 with ep 3 thoughts!!#i was gonna make this the other day but i was gonna check out dungeon no naka no hito but in the end i decided to skip that one for now#i think i wanna start doing this anime season for myself as a sort of yuri journal uwu 🌸#mayonaka punch#narenare#narenare cheer for you#senpai wa otokonoko#painoko#shikanoko nokonoko koshitantan#vtuber legend#na nare hana nare#yuri#himejoshi#VTuber Nandaga Haishin Kiri Wasuretara Densetsu ni Natteta#mine
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they r literally perfectly colour coordinated with the flag this is bringing me such joy
#trying to feel more comfortable w my ace identity (been questioning for a while but i wanna like. properly accept myself for who i am!!)#if i hc my fav chars who i love as ace then i will feel happier w the label myself i hope!!!!!#im grey-both i think but im def more alloace leaning so its fun to make my favs Ace Ppl Who Are Still Gay As Fuck For Each Other!!!!#but yeah!!! idk!!!#rhythm heaven#karate joe#space kicker#punch kick toe#my art
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I have done what kinitopet fandom (probably) does not have but totally does (not) need... a CRIME AU! i am so sorry
Tw on poorly drawn guns, masks, scars, robbery police etc baisicly crime stuff
I have so much work why am i doing this... it is like 3 am...... aNYWAY---
More yapping and magnifyed parts under the cut
I was just literally sitting in the bus from uni and like "jeez can't imagine how those with full au-s abt tsp or kp, that must be so hard, i have one design and im already dying
And than i thought what au can i do for kinitopet
And here i am, 5 hours later with full ref-sheet and a little story idea in my head
Okay now to the au
It might be bad it might be okay-ish, well an okay-ish option is that they are like "Bad Guys"-ajesent group, you know, rob banks, skedadle with money, no killing, etc, all to make them redeamable, but, i mean.... they are horror charscters.... we all want our qute kinito but, u know...... he literally does not take "no" for an answer, just saying
So my idea is that maybe kinito does crime to get attentoin of that one detective, you know, "You" and does those "hello, you!" like he is talking to everyone while specifically naming You (((:
Aaand he is really in crime for that cat-n-mouse game, money are a bonus to do more crime with, he is just resl smart and wants to find soneone who is as intelligent as him and can catch him (or at least follow his clues)
Also they wear matching fake tatoos bc statistically most people are gonna notice a tatoo and they are gonna search you by it
And they have their secret normal lifes ofc bc why not
Sooooooo, i'll probably would never draw those guys again unless i guess y'all really like them, but in any case be free to take them and do whatev ya want, just tag/credit me (:
#kinitopet#kinitopet au#sam the sea anemone#kinito the axolotl#jade the jellyfish#i sexualized both men in kinitopet and what you have done in your life#i am not sorry#sam literally wears men version of bikini armor plate that protects n o t h i n g#kp brainrot so much my gray matter is dripping from my ears#i wanna punch myself in the face#btw i am still rigging that model#so do not worry. i'll get there#kinito fanart#btw i have no idea why new york#just wanna to make him say “hello new york”#also cool screens on buildings#perfect for announcing crime >:)#kinitopet crime au#prosto cup of art
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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let's go my love, we don't belong here anymore...
#THIS HURTTTTTTTT#when i say i wanna cry...#why internet why?#im feeling very miserable rn#after i counted both twitter and tumblr votes i wanted to punch myself for giving u this option#pls dont make the same mistake and dont listen to sad music#its just a bad dream because they are still happy and alive in jackson#its one of joels nightmares#tess always comforts him afterwards#she hugs him so close joel's not sure if he's still breathing#he tells her about the nightmare so tess lets him listen to their hearts steadily beating in their chests as a proof that they are alright#because they are#and it was just a bad dream#tess servopoulos#joel miller#joel x tess#tessjoel#tess tlou#joel tlou#tess lives
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I ruined this so before the failure the picture
#hetalia#aph portugal#Aph spain#gangstalia#I wanna punch myself#Fuckit#Iberianbros#Spaport#If you want to see it anyway let me know
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this could be kuwameshi if you guys would like. take my hand and trust me
#yyh spoilers in tags#like major spoilers ok#which ig i dont usually tag but whatever#the if i had to choose between the world and you it's you thing happened. and it was KUWABARA like hhhhgghh#yusuke makes him forget his honor code sometimes and i need you guys to see that with me#bc it makes me wanna fling myself into the ocean over and over again#kuwabara literally is like you need to be alive bc otherwise im nothing idek who i am. please let me punch you#and he wails this multiple times#and yusuke would burn down the world himself if he thought it'd help his friends we all know that#and doomed by the narrative? mmm with the ever escalating world ending nature of being a spirit detective thats kinda there#throw in the sudden demon-human age gap post yusuke death 2 and you've got some narrative dooming in a way#but not enough for me to well and truly call them doomed by the narrative#yyh#yu yu hakusho#kuwameshi#kazuma kuwabara#yusuke urameshi#ofc i can handle you at your worst thats basically you all the time is Very kuwa to yusuke#and maybe we can figure out what the hell ur problem is over dinner sometime is Very yusuke to kuwa#actually i should draw that. or make it a textpost or something#but like turning up the protectiveness/possessiveness thats already there with them in line with the whole#'ive watched you die' trauma they Both have means that like. i think they would Need to have each other around for a period of time#in the wake of sensui's bs perhaps. and then yusuke cuts it all off and they start to get a bit healthier about it. hm#i think about them all the time it's like if typicsl shonen rival/bestie homo-ness was kind of scary and painful#like they love each other but the ways they hurt each other and hurt over each other drive me fucking insane
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will delete this, but what vexes me the most about playing female characters is how you get accused of being a ship whore if u so much as dare to breathe next to a male character, but then if you make a character who doesn't wanna ship with anyone, you also get ignored because ✨ misogyny always wins ! women can't win, even on something as silly tumblr rp ✨
#it's disappointing bc you'd think the tendency would be for the rpc to get better about this#but i feel like it has progressively gotten worse with time#and seeing rly good characters be ignored bc they're girls makes me wanna punch walls#women can never win jesus christ#and the worst part is that 90% of writers here aR E GIRLS#oh the urge to unalive myself daily#tbd.#˚₊𓆩༺🕷༻𓆪₊˚ ooc — lenny.
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I felt sad
#killer sans#sans au#something new sans#sigh#sorry just wanted to at least doodle something after the lack of any artworks as of late#great now watch me start rambling in rhe tags#i love how when someone feels like shit their first thought is to drag their fav character down w them#basically what im doing rn#i need to reply to my rps what am i doing#aaaaaaaaaaa#panicks in lowercase#but i wanna draw too...#BUT AT THE SAME TIME I NEED TO STUDY....??#AUGH I HATE THIS#crying#sorry killer#(not really)#but if i have ti suffer you're going down w me#as i say while i rp killer angst w a bestie#mentally punches the wall#im not okay#fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck#i already want to throw myself in a hole#and never crawl out#i just want to lay down in peace#mizu art
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Spider just being immune to Pandora's wildlife, like the boy was playing with viperwolves as a kid and he can walk straight through a herd of Hammerhead titanotere without getting stampled.
The Sully kids just accept it without question
The adults are confused, concerned and a little scared
jake and neytiri, who never really kept tabs on spider when he was out in the forest, choking on their dinner as their kids relay stories of him playing with viperwolf cubs while their mother watch on, how he managed to help a young thanator who had gotten his foot between som rocks without getting so much as growled at, how he could sleep on the forest floor amongst a migrating herd of titanotere carefully avoiding him, one of the older females gently waking him and guiding him to a safer sleeping location.
at first they don't believe the tales their children tell, they don't even really ask spider all that much, until some of the hunters witness it for themselves. they come across spider sleeping in a tree and a thanator prowling close by, but when they go to drive it off, he yells at them, claiming that his friend is just watching over him while he sleeps.
then they begin to seek the boy out during the day, and find that it is very much true and it is utterly fucking terrifying at first. but as the days go by, the stories piling up, they just accept it, this is who the child is and no one is willing to mess with his growing 'herd' of friends. the sully kids had sorta just accepted it as spider's thing from the very beginning, so that wasn't very hard for them to do.
norm and max want to have a goddamned stroke when they hear about the shit spider gets into, they try to get him to stop just in case his luck wears off, but to no avail.
The village just sorta goes with what the sully's say cause that's just easier than trying to fight it, but its so weird just watching this very human child romp and play with pandora's most dangerous creatures.
don't even get me started on the metkayina. they watch this boy make tsurak's look like puppy dogs and akula like common house guppies. tonowari is baffled and ronal is further convinced that he is a miracle from eywa. both want to wrap the boy up in their arms and never let him out into the world again because for eywa's sake that boy is going to give them a heart attack.
#spider socorro#miles socorro#miles spider socorro#eywa#sully family#avatar the way of water#avatar 2#I wanna punch myself#I meant to post this before I left for a hockey game I went to so it could gather some views while I wasn't on my phone#but I forgot to hit post#anyway
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the poor guys. sweetheart just loved to get them worked up (but we love it too. get it sweetheart) <3
FAACCTSSS
Like she's caught on with all of them, their longing gazes and touches. Their drunk confessions to her, and how fucking possessive they all are with her (AND TO EACH OTHER)
And as the little gremlin SHIT she is, she's using that as an advantage to kinda-- help one of them (or all of them) to come forward and tell her straight up "Hey, I love you and I wanna be yours"
But they ain't 💀 so until then, she's just gonna flaunt and tease~ cause that sounds fun LOL
#im trying my best to not turn her into a brat#because i cannot STAND BRATTY CHARACTERS#IDK WHAT IT IS I JUST GET SO ANNOYED#AND I WANNA PUNCH THAT CHARACTER AND MYSELF IN THE FACE#but idk whats going on anymore honestly#sweets is a baddie so she can be whatever 🤪#LMAO#141 sweetheart#black fem reader#hunter's ask lounge ☕️#hunter talkin out her ass 🍑#cod x y/n
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*slaps roof of au where all the characters who didn't make it to megamix got killed off* this bad boy can fit so much doomed yaoi in it!
based on @rhytmrocket's au thingy,, these doodles r assuming that characters disappear gradually (joe thinks as a martial artist he can stop sk from being next) and also the chars all leave objects behind (e.g., a football)
#i get Scared posting Angsty anything#abojt thwse lil rhythm game guys. because i am terrified of being sincere ig#but im posting these anyway bc it's not my au and i dont wanna keep these doodles to myself!!!!!!#rhythm heaven#karate joe#space kicker#punch kick toe#my art
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Do you ever say something wrong and then just want to walk into the ocean and never be found again or something
#sophie speaks#i have CHRONIC foot in mouth disorder#man i just wanna disappear so bad sometimes#sometimes i do just turn into a cryptid honestly like if i have something upsetting happen#and theres no medication to make sure i cant hit myself or start ticcing in public#i will just run straight off and then do it there lol#really i just wish people would just let a girl punch herself sometimes like come on#its not that bad im in pain all the time and this stuff in comparison never ever hurts#ugh#first world problems lmfao#you know my lunch is waiting for me and id really love to eat it but alas#i simply am a coward
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gamers... we've got a problem. and by 'we', I mean 'me'
#ash rambles 💚#so um. theres this character#very bad guy. kind of easy on the eyes. but still horrible. and for a very long time he's been popping up in my feed on every social media#that i have. and i was like 'wtf dude leave me alone'#and i said that i would NEVER fall for him because he is annoying and a genuinely bad persona#*person#and yet... why have i been... thinking about kissing him...?#he's gonna show up in the next y.akuza game and I'm a little scared to start#ive said that I'd NEVER fall for him. that I'd sooner punch myself than fall for him.#hopefully it'll just be attraction... him and an s/i would both be unattached adults.. I'm fine with things staying just physical#i think I'd die of embarrassment if i actually fell for him..#I'm not gonna fall for him....#i just keep thinking about pinning him down and making out and biting his neck and leaving plenty of marks#but. um. surely that means nothing......#this is bad... I'm not gonna fall for him. I'm not. i swear. nope. i refuse. please...#um. if you guys wanna guess... he's a y.akuza 3 character.#god I'm so embarrassed#actually. no. nothing to be embarrassed about because i DONT LIKE HIM#I'm not gonna fall for him! he's horrible!!!!!!#one night and thats it!!!!#stupid idiot guy taking over my thoughts... grrr...#you were beautiful 💸
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