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Bud have crush at this age
PFFT…..I don’t have any CRUSHES…
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FOR A BEAT OF HEART, THE BREATH IS SHOT. AND WITHIN A BREATH, THE HEART IS CAUGHT. THE PIPES ARE BURSTING, UNDER GREAT STRESS, BOLTS TORN ASUNDER, MAKING A MESS. A FINAL COUGH, A FINAL RETCH, A GOREY SLOUGH, CLAIMED BY WRETCH.
#cw gore#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#chip jrwi#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#I LLOOOVE POETRYYY I LOVE MAKING WORDS RHYME IN STRANGE WAYS AND DESCRIBING VISCERA AND VIOLENCE OR WAHTEVER. YKNOW WHAT ELSE I LOVE#CHHHIIIIIIIBBOOOOO MY BEAUTIFUL MAAANN WWHAT. WHAT HAPPENED. OH MY GOD. IVE BEEN SAYING FOREVER. I NEEED CHIP TO GET SCARIER.#HE HAS THE POTENTIAL! I KNOW HE DOES! HAUNTED BOY WITH THE HAUNTED EYES WHAT TRAUMAS HAVE YOU SEEN? AND WERE THEY YOUR FAULT? THINK ABOUT I#EVERY FAMILY HAS CRUMBLED AROUND HIM. HIS BIRTH FAMILY CRUMBLED BEFORE HE KNEW IT. HIS SECOND FAMILY DROWNED. THIRD BURNED TO THE GROUND#AND SHALL THIS NEXT FAMILY JOIN THEM? CHIIIIP YOU UNFORTUNATE BOY YOU HAVE WITNESSED SO MUCH CALAMITY#YOU ARE CALAMITY BOYYY AHAHAHAHA DONT YOU SEEE!! ZOMBIFIED AND DEAD. TRUELY MORE HAUNTED THAN EVER BEFORE. THIS WILL BE FUN#THE FIRE HURTS WHEN IT BURNS TOO LONG. BUT NOW YOUR NERVES ARE DEAD AND YOUR MIND IS FREE. BURN THIS CORPSE AS YOU WISH TO GET WHAT YOU WAN#CHIP IS NOT THE FIRE HE IS THE MATCH. I LOVE THAT IDEA SO MUCH IM SO PROUD OF IT. OHHH AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE CORRUPTION#bizly mentioned that chip wants to be a good captain. in his most corrupted state however. he would be the BEST captain..#thAT DOESNT MEAn hes gonna just suddenly be all controlling. the BEST captain keeps his crew safe. keeps them together. keeps them alive.#and chip is doing just that! he doesnt need to stop being a good captain just bc of the corruption! he just needs to be the BEST CAPTAIN#AND THATS SUBJECTIVE BABY!! im so excited to see where chips zombie arc goes. neeeed him to get scarier and just a little more fucked up.#neEED HIM TO PERFORM ABHORANT ACTIONS THAT HAVE JAY N GILL GOING ' dude woah what the fuck...'#RIGHT I SHOULD TALK ABT MY ART TOO. this one took TOO LONGGGstarted out witha sketch how did it end up like this...#the heart and the blood KILLED ME. LOOK AT MY RENDERING LIKE HWAAATT#better not see any more mistakes after i post this.... i cant fight withit anymore....STILL RLY PROUD THO..#I WAnted to make it visually LOOK like the grossest vomiting sound possible#i want it to make your throat feel uncomfortable. am i achieving that? i hope i am. thats tubes dude!!! like cmahn!
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stop comparing hilson to johnlock stop it stop it stop it the only similarity is theyre two old men people ship and they're sherlock adaptations but other than that there's nothing alike! the house creators actually liked their audience! the house creators weren't doing the stuff-that-can-be-read-as-gay because they hated their audience and wanted to... i can't think of a word to describe it. harass? or otherwise be mean/hostile to anyway. The House creators did not resent their audience. stop comparing the two. NOW.
#iicraft505#house md#unless you mean like. the Concept of sherlock and watson in the overall... wahtever. intellectual property. universe. whatever the fuck#in which case fair point#but if youre talking about the sherlock adaptation that tumblr users mean when they say sherlock. stop that shit right now.
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when i stop being a pussy and eventually take the time to Properly Word the stream of consciousness essays i write in me and z's personal server. then you'll all fucking see.
#just wrote sooooo much about how jimmy sees anya#and how to get to who anya actually is you need to understand and prod at jimmy#their relationship and the way they talk to each other post crash is insane HE IS SCARED OF HER !#wahtever. whatever. i have so much shit to say about this game but i fear ill never figure out how to structure any of it. -__-#jonah.txt
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thinking a little bit about jester and caduceus as mirrors of each other. opposite in ways and also the same. isolated and sheltered and hiding that there's something wrong and so lonely underneath the important task of keeping the group healed or fed or laughing or singing a silly song. something about leaving your home (lavish and luxurious or a humble temple, both with anything you could ever need, mostly.. maybe..) and realising that the world is really scary, its really tough and really harsh and bloody, but also like. theres pastries to eat and friends to annoy (affectionate) and straw hats to weave and outfits to buy for your friends etc etc
#kiddo say#wahtever#saw some good veth meta and now im emo#and the beau thoughts earlier#tmn id die for you#imagine me wailing on the floor thinking about this#also in like ep32 theyre already like hanging out n stuff its v cute T_T like driving the cart together and cads staring at all the#new stuff hes never seen before and jester is singing n theres just some cute funny small moments i lov themmmmm
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Professor can-fuck-me format was great! I would love to see other stories collected in one spot like that to read but i would also kill for a full regency and playmaker fic.
thank you for saying!! i feel like this is such just my own bias for myself but i have always thought in my head that ao3 shit is like. 5-8k or longer and tumblr shit is 1-3k and if i write something 4k i gotta sit with it and figure what what i'm trying to say lol and that's so silly, i can post things on ao3 that are 2k, 3k long and i have read and adored short fics on ao3 so why am i like that personally
so i do feel like i should defeat the bias and just copy-paste a lot of my fics on here over to ao3 regardless of word length.
but it's hard lol
it's so hard, i only want to post the ones that i've added stuff to until the 2k words become 6k >:(
also i feel like there are so many drawbacks of the tumblr writing system and i hate them all
BUT there are some really good parts!!!! it is so easy to jump around in timeline with tumblr, it's so easy to link to other fics, it's so easy to just have a tag for an au and come up with a bit of a story and then come back later with the full ficlet for it and then come back even later and just add a new ficlet....i love that part of tumblr that's how my mind works !!
but all that being said, outside of regency au and playmaker au is there a ficlet on here you'd like to see on ao3? i hardly know where to start tbh
#asks#and people may say that on ao3 you can jump around and post small scenes and jump back in time and forward and wahtever#but those people don't have my brain#which says you cannot do that kit.#so you can see what we're dealing with here
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boyfrens
#i gotta say the kissing scenes when you're a dragonborn are deeply unsexy lolol#you got no lips so they just kinda...... mush on your very large scaly snout#but this was sweet#bg 3 brainrot in full effect#last night i had a dream that Astarion had started going out every night to find the nastiest little corner of wahtever dungeon we were in#and he'd cast speak with animals and then be like [astarion voice] 'which of you nasty little freaks like to call people daddy?'#and then all the rats and bats and such would be like 'hell yeah i love to call people daddy' cuz they were nasty little freaks#(affectionate)
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Umm time for an oc post jumpscare Frank's bestest friend who he doesn't know very well and literally just met and doesn't like and is scared of (his name is attery and he is literally just a human person...i would explain his situation further but i dont feel like it sorry this will all just be contextless for today)
#my art#oc#if you are wondering why he is kind ofliterally green in some of these. Idk jaundice probably#I always color him like that but for some reason today he looks strange maybe because i color shifted that one big drawing here too much#and it ended up being less green.#Attery is actually not a new character at all. He was like i think the 3rd character i designed for this thingy. like a year and a half ag#I just never mentioned him even moreso than i never mentioned the other 2 i never mention#because the timeframe of which he is present in anyone else's life is i think probably extremely short.#So its difficult to think of arbitrary things to draw him doing while i put off saying the specifics or working out the specifics at all#But fucking wahtever i want to post attery. I drew him as an amongus.#AND i used a reference for a pose can you tell. Can you tell. I drew a person with SHOULDERS!!! AHHH!!!#pbm
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FUNNY how fans r like THISLL SHUT THE SHIPPERS UP and its a mv with a girl. ohhhkay so you mean the people who ship gay couples because i know you are not talking about the people who ship rumored straight ships because if anything the mv validates that ship bc heterosexuality. and shipping that is okay it doesnt make you a an actual shipper you know the ones who should kill themselves because the problem isnt rps its that its gay and you know it. you find it offensive that there are people who believe that your beloved artist could possibly be not straight. just admit that. but to ship him with a woman is just fine and not invasive or enforcing a sexuality on them because its just straight and normal. however to ship him with another dude are all those things and youre a freak and dont respect boundaries and IS invasive
#or idk maybe you just dislike all rps then okay nevermind#then yes you are morally superior to all of us okay well then good for you couldnt be me sorry im broken#not sarcasm lol. cryin#but i also dont like people who act superior bc im insecure and you are no fun booh#but its ok#you are probably happier than me#and better#but#actually i think many people#who are anti shippers#or wahtever#this post does not apply#i think they are just sane and normal people#and not homophobic#BUT this was triggered by something i didnt just invent something to be mad about lmao#also funny i never any thing like this when it comes to say. jimin#who featured a woman in his music video also
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at this point i dont think i'll ever go back to femdomverse, but it still lives on and i love that. whether its girl!/alex humiliating lando or girl!liam dominating logan. the ideas will live on
#she speaks#she writes#you can kill the fic series but not the kinks it gave the author. or wahtever the saying is
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2 straight days of working in InDesign…. 2 years of writing and playtesting....the time is nigh…. free dragon slaying mini 5e campaign is ON THE WAY
#slaying adatok#dungeons and dragons#asharts#I DID THE FIRST DRAFT OF THE PDF TODAY!!!!#ITS DONE!! IT LOOKS REAL!!!#IM OVER THE FUCKING MOON ABOUT IT!!!!!!!#going to let it sit around for a bit and have some friends look at it for errors etc but its looking so nice!!!#i cannot overstate how exciting it was to see 2 years of work materialize into something that looks.... dare i say.... almost official#its worth noting that this module will assume you own Fizbans Treasury of Dragons#if you dont.... there are ways to get those stat blocks etc etc#or you can substitute with another system like pathfinder!!!#i want people to do wahtever!!#anyway im excited can you tell????#yall will finally get to meet Adatok and the Gemstone Alliance!!
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i have many thoughts in general but this tidbit from tingyun's voice lines is one of the things i wanna elaborate some more on at some point...
" Every time I head out, I leave a letter behind and lock it in the drawers of my shop. If I come back, then I'll burn it later. If I don't... then it'll be something for others to remember me by."
#OOC.#this post is more of a reminder to myself before i go try to write some stuff for nat and/or stelle#but idk i like her concept of being pacifistic despite the inherent dangers of her position as... basically a galactic ambassador?#it says that most reps take weapons with them but she refuses to because she believes that you should build relationships from a foundation#of peace instead of threat of violence#which has worked in her favor but idk its kinda sombering knowing that she basically leaves her last words in a letter every time sh#e leaves for another planet to do her job because she knows shes leaving herself vulnerable if somebody wanted to do something to hurt her#and she burns it every time she comes back only to rewrite it again months later when she goes on her next trip#xi.anzhou's lore is ROUGH dont get me wrong but theres a lot of fun concepts in there that im smashing together LMAO#also her traveling the way she does opens up so much room to meet literally anybody#its just jarilo-vi right now but as more worlds open up it just gives her more room to work with#also the fact that it opens up a lot of possiblities for world building for her to come to these planets because she's there ON business an#trade & commerce is one of the BIGGEST things a society needs. one decision could steer the entire direction of their society in a complete#y different direction#like even just introducing more leisurely/hobby focused products can be a huge turning point for a war stricken world#or better materials for their tech and their buildings#new crops in exchange for what they have#literally the exchange we see in her lore is her discussing taking just a few samples of a world's plants and growing it on xianzhou for#commercial sale AND that world would recieve shipments of said crops along with wahtever other deals they struck#and blablabla yes i know capitalism whatever. tis the way of the world and i think its really interesting frmo a worldbuilding standpoint#tingyuns a very interesting character because she can change a lot of things in very little time in the big picture#i feel like she's commonly brushed off as a shallow character who doesnt do much but she's one of the most accomplished characters in xian#zhou EASILY#yes you could argue that jing yuan is more because of his general shit or yukong is the helm master blablabla like Yes they are also very#accomplished but she is the literal only reason that the grand fairs are FAMOUS throughout the galaxy. they werent until she took leadershi#she's completed trade missions to SIXTEEN different panets and is implied to have formed alliances with at least a few of them#and was the one to renew xianzhou's mutual alliance with the IPC#i dunno#also i think people see her as way more of a trickster than she is#like ... i thought she was too but she really isn't particularly mischevious? girls tried to leave MULTIPLE times during the story bc she
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well today i had a r/thatsNotHowGirlsWork experience.
after talking about health care my coworker had this gem (after other very questinable business ideas reagrding insulin)
“I think it’s fascinating how every womans periode follows the phase of the moon.“
obviously i was like, uh fuck no it does not, we do not all get our periode at the same time like werewolfes or whatever.
well, thats not what he meant, obviously. just that, e.g if you start bleeding three days before the newmoon or whatever, it will always start three days before the new moon.
so he does’t get grils getting their periodes unexpectedly. if they would just stop looking at apps that poisen your mind and go back to paying attention to the moon phases like people used to do in the past they would easily keep track.
#not how girls word#bad womens anatomy#periodes#dear god that guy just keeps getting worse#but he also gets angry at the tought of photos being taken of him#since he can feel how a piece of his soul is being stolen#also someone might use it to fuck him over with woodo#alsoe he is certain that every medication for adhs is in fact just speed with a different name#oh and when talking about a very simple#very vommon and very clear law h said well i heard that they (goverment?) say it's a law but in reality it isnt#wahtever that means#also his solution for the insulin thing is to ship it form our counry where it is cheeper to america and let people pay only half of it#thats how you make a lot of money and they get the stuff cheaper#did not see any problems with that
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#but also it turned out#agatha and rio DID have a cottage together#something must have driven agatha from the cottage#to have her running#and not having a home with nicky#which could have helped his health more
yeah because i think because the tragedy is also that she loves death. nicky isnt doomed in some magical way, made of death so unable to live. or maybe also that, who knows, but i think nicky is doomed first and foremost bc agatha loves death.
i think she must have been on the run because she made it that way. bc she antagonised people into coming after her. bc she killed a coven or a dozen. bc she killed magically or mundanely. agatha isnt trying to build a healthy life, for her or him. agatha isnt trying to be Better in any way you want to define that. she wont let herself grow beyond the trauma that has defined her up to that point. and after nickys death she wont let herself grow beyond that trauma either. shes knowingly destructive and she isnt trying to change that.
if agatha is desolate and without community it's because she has made it that way. directly or indirectly, on purpose or bc she was forced, those things kinda blur together. at the end of the day she let it be that way. nicky lived and died because agatha loves death.
She is my scar.
#or thats one interpretation of what 'the truth is too awful' can mean#but you know ymmv. to me a lot of this is about self-destruction#i mean the addiction metaphor is like. there#but even more than that. she loves death. thats what the show makes explicit. concrete.#and it's not a healthy relationship theyre clear about that too#thats why nicky dies. thats why she blames herself. bc she chose stagnation. stuckness in trauma. over him#she made the life that nicky lived. in every way. which maybe every parent does for their kids in a way idk#but if she didnt have a midwife which might have helped him that was her choice#and if she didnt have a community that could offer him steady shelter and food and hygiene (which death cant) that was her choice too#and like maybe it's ALSO the magical stuff. maybe he also needed the power of those witches to live or wahtever#i wouldnt disregard the possibility and i dont think it takes away from the metaphor necessarily#but to me the metaphor is what holds the story together.#and if rio can only show up when theres a death. then the regular killing sprees only add layers to that interpretation i think#but i dont know if they regularly saw rio in those yeras#and why that means rio must be in the rich clothes i dont know i have nothing to say abt that part ghfkjghjkh
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i didn't really think about it much as a kid but being that older big sister of the neighborhood kids really shaped me as a person when i can see past the veneer of early depression symptoms and nostalgia
#those little kids were annoying sometimes but who isnt#i'd still pick them up when they ask or play hide and seek tag with them#and give them cups of juice when they were thirsty#bro koolaid was a thing that we regularly made bc we'd drink through it or share our freezypops#i wont say i didnt fight with them bc on god those neighborhood boys were evil in my eyes if you pick fights with the little girls#i think about my neighborhood friend we were bffs#he was older than me and i would get teased bc ooo you gotta boyfriend or wahtever but i got so frustrated when we got older#bc he would be complicit or stand by when the younger boys were picking fights and bullying others#im like BOY you are older and they look up to you get your act together#eventually i stopped wanting to go outside and play bc a mixture of depression and tired of little kid antics like that#mikh talks#i'll probably delete this later i'm just typing and reminiscing#im only gendering this with afab terms bc i dont think i could describe the experience beyond like Eldest Daughter Trauma
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i think juniper having the roughest molt of his life actually resulted in him finally having a normal tail, which is all i've ever wanted in life
#ITS SO CUTEEEE#for context hes always had a full length tail but his feathers (for wahtever reason) have never fanned out like theyre supposed to#its really obvious when you compare him to birch bc any time birch does anything he fans his tail out#its like his favorite body language#especially for courtship and all#while junipers tail has never done that and has always remained the same shape#now that hes lost basically all his tail feathers and regrown them that thing looks SO much better#i was so worried he would molt them all and they wouldnt come back because he was stressed. happens to pet store birds a lot#but they did and they came back even healthier than they were before#simon says
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