#vocap

[xxri]

sand planet! for a vocaP collab on ig :]

[ennnetc]

women

and heres the art as per usual

[fffanii]

02.17.2024

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[dav-p]

Biopic (with Matsu Dodo)【UTAU Original】

Illustration by Blythette

Hi hello yes I have the silly brain disorder that makes me dissociate and have an entire high school classroom in my head, so I made a song about it.

If you too enjoy silly songs about having a silly fucked-up brain, you should check it out mayhaps methinks.

I'm also very very silly and wanna maybe go in depth about it so if you're interested at all in that feel free to read more.

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Content Warning: Topics of mental illness, dissociation, and trauma will be discussed.

"Biopic" is the opening track on my album "11:11", and it features the vocals of UTAUloid Matsu Dodo.

Biopic is a track that, in it's rawest form, is about being a system, living with a trauma-based dissociative disorder, and how these factors affect the relationship you form with your memories. I have a dissociative disorder, and I am a system myself, which is why I went with this theme.

The goal I had in mind when creating "11:11" was to have it sonically transition from industrial distortion to electronic to piano ballads. So as Biopic is the first song, it's arguably one of the most distorted, industrial, and aggressive tracks in the whole album. Despite this, it simultaneously has a more melancholy sound to it in comparison to other industrial tracks on the album.

Overall, I wanted it to have a more spaced-out sound to it, simulating dissociation in a way. I like to think of the aggressive beats and noise amongst the dissonant synthesizers as representative of memories (more specifically, traumatic ones) and how sudden and chopped up in nature they can be in contrast to the present, to sufferers of dissociative disorders.

The song samples slamming doors, breaking glass, and screaming. Briefly touching on the scream for a moment: It's actually from an audiobook I played a role in. It's from Chapter 15 of The Omega Event, in which [SPOILER INCOMING] the character I play (Hunter Jackson) dies saving his friends. That scream was essentially the conclusion of me playing the role of Hunter Jackson, a character that legitimately changed my life. Playing him was the one thing that got me through the bullshit I faced in 2020. So make of that what you will.

With the artwork and music video, I had the same idea and goal in mind. As the character at the center flashes and fades in and out of sight and videos play in his silhouette when he isn't visible, his surroundings are somehow staying perfectly still. For myself and my system, this is how a lot of our memories manifest to us in our mind. They feel contrasted to reality, to our surroundings, and to what we truly know. They feel distant.

The artwork was created by my really talented friend, Blythette. And the video was created by myself and my alter, Ryuto. (For context, some of my headmates and I go by our own separate aliases online. Hence why Ryuto is credited under his own alias and not mine.)

FUN FACT, most of the videos that play in the character's silhouette throughout the music video are old videos of ours which were taken while we were in middle school and high school. There is only one clip that isn't the case, and that is the very first one with the sunflowers, as that one is a stock clip. I wanted to include sunflowers because I have a very positive association with them in my memories, mainly pertaining to an individual I was really close with in childhood.

Getting into the lyrics, overall they're about experiencing loneliness as a system amongst your memories. As a system, we chose to make each other our family over a large portion of our actual family. However, despite how close we are with one another and how familial we consider each other, it feels like that isn't genuinely real due to the fact that we're a system and share a body. It feels like it's all in our head, because the things we went through together were merely in our head and did not manifest into the material world. It's an isolating feeling of having a true family, but only because YOU and YOUR OWN BRAIN made them, not because anybody actually cared enough to understand your reality.

Okay I think that's all. Overall this is one of my favourite songs I've made thus far, both musically and lyrically. I'm extremely proud of it!

Thanks for reading if you've come this far! Maybe I'll post more analyses of my music in the future if that's something someone might enjoy reading.

[toast-oast]

i covered 'my party' by kero kero bonito with hatsune miku!

my youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@milquetoasttomo

[kagamine-len-number-one-fan]

I keep forgetting tumblr exists anyways to my 12 followers I have music if you see this you should listen to my stuff thx https://www.youtube.com/@webb_sounds

[project-sekai-facts]

You were right! It's Ichi Saki and Len. And it will be ichika's backstory and first miku contact

Shiho is the anniversary card then! Also I'm happy this event will expand on the Ichika iPad kid lore bc I personally find it really funny.

[adhdtsukasa]

ichikasa as a concept is so funny to me. not as a ship, because shipping tsukasa with leoni is a personal ew to me, but. like. the whole idea of actually shipping them romantically is sorta hillarious

you're free to ship them, obviously, that's valid and i respect that even though i don't vibe with it, but because i'm a big aroace ichi & kasa truther and because [in my humble opinion] they have the most arospec coded moments in the game itself, trying to fit them into an allo relationship is just a bit comical. just a bit.

i want to see them as closer friends, though! hypothetically, since i highly doubt it'd ever happen in the game itself, but i want to see them bonding about not getting the alloromantic standards. bonding about ichika internally cringing at the very thought of having to sing a love song that's written with the thought of normal couples, not with the thought of how much she loves leoni, bonding about how tsukasa always changes the scripts that are being written with romance in mind to more action ones, because it's more satisfying for them. bonding about how they don't need to find their one and only, because they already met someone much better — the rest of their units, their best friends.

and maybe, maybe, ichika would accidentally slip something about miku in the conversation — and since tsukasa is suggested to be a kaito fan even before main story in kaito's 1*, he'd happily pick it up when ichika blushes and feels embarassed by being like that, bringing up his favorite vocaloid as well. and before they realize it, they go on a long conversation about their faves, infodumping and recommeding songs to each other. they have yet another thing to bond over!

(and they both agreed this is way better than kissing)

[yume-fanfare]

it's great that enstars is taking such a clear anti-ai position and educating their players about it, but at the same time it sucks that makoto had to be the plot device to introduce the topic again

[evening-dye]

I really need to listen to the comm when is it coming out IM GOING CRAZY

[scarletfasinera]

TEN YEARS OF MY FAVORITE VOCALOID SONG EVER. TEN YEARS OF CLOSE TO YOU (Youtube)

[lagtrain]

tomorrow is gonna be a GOOD day !

[dav-p]

Introduction!

I'm going to try to (hopefully) commit to using Tumblr more because Twitter is a genuine mess Hi! I'm Dav-P! I'm a music producer, musician, vocalist, and creator who works predominantly with vocal synthesizers! You can find me through these links! -SOCIALS- Website YouTube TikTok Twitter Instagram

-MUSIC- Spotify Apple Music SoundCloud Bandcamp

-VOCAL SYNTH- Davloids Website Davloids Twitter

[harapeveco]

And remember: if someone tells you that Eve is a sellout nowadays and all of his music is now used for a movie/anime/commercial tell them his famous song Dramaturgy is the theme song of a TV drama

Alternatively if someone tells you they love Eve but hate Miku then let them know Dramaturgy was originally released with Miku and the Eve version is a self-cover uwu

[red-dyed-sarumane]

i hope i am not only the resident hiiragi magnetite fan to u people but also the resident dopam!ne fan

[energysynergymatrix]

looking up why people dont like oster project anymore and im looking through reddit posts for any other controversial p's i'm not aware of. finding someone who says maretu isn't at all that is so fucking funny.