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pissfaggit · 2 years ago
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enough to drive a man insane if I'm being honest with you guys
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lunarharp · 3 months ago
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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coffeeworldsasaki · 1 year ago
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Surely you might be thinking, oh they're being dramatic as usual, but nope I'm not being dramatic. Lsst winter a couple times when I was too focused playing games after a while I realized I couldn't feel my arm under the elbow 🙂
Knowing I really desperately extremely urgently need to make myself the warmest gloves possible because I literally couldn't do anything last winter for the cold without crying a bit vs wanting to spend every free second playing bg 😔
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tswwwit · 1 year ago
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I don't think we talk enough about how Dipper being infinitely reincarnated, and therefore dying an infinite amount of times, impacts Bill too. We're talking about someone who loved a human so much he held off on taking over the world, and later decided that he wanted to spend every single lifetime this person has by his side, pretty much meaning he'll NEVER take over Earth. Bill loves him so much, and he's willing to do whatever it takes to make sure he never has to go through life again without Dipper by his side.
But that also means witnessing an infinite number of deaths. It has me thinking, you said before that Dipper remembers dying and sometimes it impacts him in his next life. So how does watching your soulmate constantly get ripped to shreds or drowned or stabbed affect someone as cold and malicious as Bill? I had kind of a funny idea where seeing Dipper's insides one too-many times results in some short-term unease that Bill didn't originally feel when blasting someone to bits. Usually, letting some guy's guts splatter across the walls is a fun time! But all the inside stuff is the same for most humans, and Bill's seen Dipper die at least 60 times at this point. Seeing all that human blood and those bones and organs just draws back to the bad memories, to the point where he annoys himself trying to find other ways to torture people *without* getting elbow deep in their liver. And he's coming up frustratingly empty handed.
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wszczebrzyszynie · 1 year ago
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Maybe 18 and 19 for the ask game?
18. what’s your favourite thing about the fandom?
the creativity, probably. theres so many artistic projects going on they are all very lovely. it feels very focused on the art, which makes it easier for me to draw a little something almost daily. very hyper and useful for me personally ...
19. favourite hermit design? (whether yours or someone else’s)
i love all my designs ... thats why i draw them. that being said i am most happy with my barn owl grian and dungeon master tango. probably favourites of mine. Generally i like more animalistic features... so very avian grians (but not parrot wings), monsterous cleos, half moon pearls... fully furry zedaph and doc too i think they are very fun. i like when people try their best to make etho look less like kakashi and more like a person who used to cosplay kakashi and later re-puroposed their clothes, but i do find 1:1 kakashi etho fanarts very very fun. i also like when people horror-ify hermits a little
as for everyone elses... i dont know if aus count? ill pretend they do. i really like stiffycks vodnik scar. and the way applestruda draws mumbo and screachogreilige draws grian. all cultural/folk inspired designs drawn ever (make me feel very happy).
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daz4i · 1 year ago
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how many times do we gotta go over it man. thought crime isn't real. it's okay to feel whatever you're feeling. don't let anyone make you feel guilty for having some reflex reaction to stimuli in a way that is out of your control. the question isn't what you think or how you feel, but what you do. do you act upon those thoughts? do you harm others bc of your feelings? that's where you draw the line. keep it in your brain. vent it out in some personal way like a journal or a password locked blog. it's okay i promise
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stoleyourgender · 2 years ago
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what if drumbot brian was magnetic. what if every mech's mechanism was magnetic. WHAT IF.
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autogeneity · 3 days ago
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on the topic of names, I've theoretically already chosen mine (still waiting for documents before I submit my application) but getting mildly obsessed with Varian
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naomiknight-17 · 14 days ago
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I took advil but I'm still so sore
Reminding myself to talk to my doc about pain management. She doesn't even want me taking advil but I had to take something, and it wasn't enough. Still in enough pain to impair me from basic activities.
I wonder if THC is a viable option. Last time I smoked my back felt great for like 3 days
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crimeronan · 1 year ago
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probably the most accurate way for AU hunter to react to finding out he's a grimwalker would be like
[longest sigh in the world] hOkay.
luz.
i get why you didn't tell me. i 100% understand that you were scared and didn't want to worry me or to make me feel differently about myself. i'm not mad at you about that that's Fine. but also.
luz.
my fuckign MEDICAL HISTORY,
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excelsior9173 · 11 months ago
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okay finally had a chance to sit down and watch ii’s drumeo interview (edit to add: this was the only thing getting me through the day, i genuinely just kept telling myself “finish this job and you can watch ii”- sad, i know lmao)
that was so cool? i’m fully obsessed with the way he moves when he drums, i go back to his earlier offerings videos of the tpwbyt instrumentals because he’s mesmerizing to watch. so fluid and graceful
i also very much enjoyed the way he spoke. i’m sure part of the cadence was making sure the voice filter didn’t mangle or lose any words, but the longer i watched the more it seemed like he spoke slowly because he was thinking every word through. ii strikes me as a very thoughtful, and (clearly) very well spoken person
i love finding musicians who inspire me to learn new things and god if i had the space/money/arm-leg coordination i would absolutely learn how to drum (unfortunately despite over a decade of dance i struggle to convince my arms and legs to move differently, they have to match or i short circuit😅)
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uncanny-tranny · 11 months ago
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Fiber arts (crochet and knit, especially) tip I found helpful: It's great to be a yarn snob, but first, find what you actually like to work with. When you're beginning, you might be working with acrylic, and that's fine. There are plenty of great options for acrylic, and even that one material can be vastly different between brands (honestly, I think people don't recognize this enough! Acrylics are actually a diverse material!). However, you might like working with other materials more as you progress, and it's good to see what you'll like! I've been working with 100% cotton recently, and I really, really like it - much moreso than the acrylic I bought when I first crocheted, and I never knew that I would have liked it more.
It's okay to work with whatever you can, especially when it's your only option. When you get the chance, though, think about some things you like in a material. What textures do you like? What colour options do you prefer (bright/muted/natural)? What is realistic for you when it comes to caring for your projects once they're done? These are all important, and they're things that are specific for you. There is no such thing as a "bad material," only materials you like and want to use. It can be intimidating to feel like you're not at this pristine place of yarn-snobbery, but truthfully: it doesn't matter as long as you make things that you like, and being able to explore what you like can be really helpful.
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undescribed1mage · 9 months ago
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i think i should honestly be holding someones hand at all times
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captainjonnitkessler · 9 months ago
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A bee got up inside my veil today and I managed to remove her without getting stung but holy shit that was the most tense two minutes of my entire life
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the-crow-binary · 4 months ago
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Tfw you look up images of pregnant women for a drawing but end up just weirded out and gives up the idea altogether
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ut-scatteredextension · 6 months ago
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What's the worst reason you had to reset?
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"I HATE HOTLAND."
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