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pissfaggit · 2 years ago
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enough to drive a man insane if I'm being honest with you guys
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lunarharp · 4 months ago
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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coffeeworldsasaki · 1 year ago
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Surely you might be thinking, oh they're being dramatic as usual, but nope I'm not being dramatic. Lsst winter a couple times when I was too focused playing games after a while I realized I couldn't feel my arm under the elbow 🙂
Knowing I really desperately extremely urgently need to make myself the warmest gloves possible because I literally couldn't do anything last winter for the cold without crying a bit vs wanting to spend every free second playing bg 😔
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hylianengineer · 20 days ago
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Applying for jobs is REALLY fucking demoralizing. Every potential employer expects you to bend over backwards for them while juggling frogs, meanwhile they won't give you the time of day, or usually even the common courtesy of telling you they don't want you.
I feel very not-given-a-shit-about.
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daz4i · 1 year ago
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how many times do we gotta go over it man. thought crime isn't real. it's okay to feel whatever you're feeling. don't let anyone make you feel guilty for having some reflex reaction to stimuli in a way that is out of your control. the question isn't what you think or how you feel, but what you do. do you act upon those thoughts? do you harm others bc of your feelings? that's where you draw the line. keep it in your brain. vent it out in some personal way like a journal or a password locked blog. it's okay i promise
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stoleyourgender · 2 years ago
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what if drumbot brian was magnetic. what if every mech's mechanism was magnetic. WHAT IF.
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naomiknight-17 · 1 month ago
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I took advil but I'm still so sore
Reminding myself to talk to my doc about pain management. She doesn't even want me taking advil but I had to take something, and it wasn't enough. Still in enough pain to impair me from basic activities.
I wonder if THC is a viable option. Last time I smoked my back felt great for like 3 days
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crimeronan · 1 year ago
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probably the most accurate way for AU hunter to react to finding out he's a grimwalker would be like
[longest sigh in the world] hOkay.
luz.
i get why you didn't tell me. i 100% understand that you were scared and didn't want to worry me or to make me feel differently about myself. i'm not mad at you about that that's Fine. but also.
luz.
my fuckign MEDICAL HISTORY,
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excelsior9173 · 1 year ago
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okay finally had a chance to sit down and watch ii’s drumeo interview (edit to add: this was the only thing getting me through the day, i genuinely just kept telling myself “finish this job and you can watch ii”- sad, i know lmao)
that was so cool? i’m fully obsessed with the way he moves when he drums, i go back to his earlier offerings videos of the tpwbyt instrumentals because he’s mesmerizing to watch. so fluid and graceful
i also very much enjoyed the way he spoke. i’m sure part of the cadence was making sure the voice filter didn’t mangle or lose any words, but the longer i watched the more it seemed like he spoke slowly because he was thinking every word through. ii strikes me as a very thoughtful, and (clearly) very well spoken person
i love finding musicians who inspire me to learn new things and god if i had the space/money/arm-leg coordination i would absolutely learn how to drum (unfortunately despite over a decade of dance i struggle to convince my arms and legs to move differently, they have to match or i short circuit😅)
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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago
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Fiber arts (crochet and knit, especially) tip I found helpful: It's great to be a yarn snob, but first, find what you actually like to work with. When you're beginning, you might be working with acrylic, and that's fine. There are plenty of great options for acrylic, and even that one material can be vastly different between brands (honestly, I think people don't recognize this enough! Acrylics are actually a diverse material!). However, you might like working with other materials more as you progress, and it's good to see what you'll like! I've been working with 100% cotton recently, and I really, really like it - much moreso than the acrylic I bought when I first crocheted, and I never knew that I would have liked it more.
It's okay to work with whatever you can, especially when it's your only option. When you get the chance, though, think about some things you like in a material. What textures do you like? What colour options do you prefer (bright/muted/natural)? What is realistic for you when it comes to caring for your projects once they're done? These are all important, and they're things that are specific for you. There is no such thing as a "bad material," only materials you like and want to use. It can be intimidating to feel like you're not at this pristine place of yarn-snobbery, but truthfully: it doesn't matter as long as you make things that you like, and being able to explore what you like can be really helpful.
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undescribed1mage · 10 months ago
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i think i should honestly be holding someones hand at all times
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ut-scatteredextension · 7 months ago
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What's the worst reason you had to reset?
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"I HATE HOTLAND."
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captainjonnitkessler · 10 months ago
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A bee got up inside my veil today and I managed to remove her without getting stung but holy shit that was the most tense two minutes of my entire life
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the-crow-binary · 5 months ago
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Tfw you look up images of pregnant women for a drawing but end up just weirded out and gives up the idea altogether
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dalvs-wife · 8 months ago
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u ever just despise the way a certain artist/artists draw ur f/o. like. can u just stop and never draw them again it makes me so upset thank you
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1punch · 6 months ago
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fantasy au sai would be the greatest monster hunter ever
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