#vent in tags sorta

[jiraimaxxing]

a part of me misses using twitter but that site is a literal parasite (among other reasons) but like. there are some cool people on that site that i miss you know

[wolfythewitch]

late night confession

[arkeusruin]

ok chat i drew something-

!!BIG CW FOR SH SCARS!!

THEY ARE SCARS BUT ARE ALSO DARK SO IF YOU THINK THAT MIGHT HURT YOU TO SEE PLEASE DON'T RISK YOURSELF

and also a sad mindset about them

(under the cut)

just a personal lil hc that ghouls keep the scars of their mortal bodies and Dew was distracted during Aeon's summoning so they didn't see him before he was covered up so now that they've gotten closer Aeon is quite self conscious and doesn't think Dew will find him attractive

[spamsandsuch]

answer

[akhillasmyth]

Can we get more aromantic commentary on people who didnt have an experience of “you had no idea crushes were a real thing until high school” and stuff cuz Ive identified as a hopeless romantic for the majority of my life and am only recently still trying to understand the lines in my brain as well as the world and I already feel wrong can I not feel wrong in a community meant to be about that already

[professionalchaoticdumbass]

in the past week or so ive seen a lot of people posting about how there's this oversexualization of trans girls on the site, and I gotta agree, there are way too many people (including other trans women!) who act like we're all dtf 24/7 or always super kinky and horny. I've been tired of that stereotype for ages and i am saying this as a rather sexual trans girl myself...

...but I think people are overcorrecting a bit now, and are starting to veer into "trans women shouldnt be talked about sexually / need to be shielded from it" territory. and, to me, that's really dangerous, because outside of some queer spaces - and even within them- the sexuality of trans girls is heavily scrutinized, as is attraction to us. as much as I dislike certain aspects of the memes and jokes that kickstarted the stereotypes, I'm kinda grateful for them as well. girldick jokes helped with my bottom dysphoria, voice kink shit helped me like my voice, and the whole "tgirl tummy tuesday" thing gave me a lot of confidence in my body where I hated it before. I think this open appreciation of trans sexiness has done a lot for both me and others on tumblr.

again, obviously its got its problems - people end up assuming every trans girl is horny, or only spread positivity if its related to sex with us, and of course the people who do have dysphoria from the things that are being sexualized are left out (like those the "girls without dicks are like angels without wings" memes, ugh, feels icky every time). and on the note of comparing tgirls to angels, we also started getting treated like we're ethereal fertility goddesses and that t4t sex was some inherently sacred ritual. spoiler alert, trans girls are normal-ass people and t4t sex can be holy for the participants but its generally a pretty normal thing to do as well

coming back to the "don't sexualize trans girls" posts now, I think they were initially going in the right direction, but at this point I'm starting to raise an eyebrow at more than a few of them. I'm not gonna whip out the "youre a sex hating puritan if you post about it" accusation because that is obviously wrong but again, I think people are definitely overcorrecting and starting to turn this into a (false) dichotomy when it's not. its a complex topic and each individual trans woman will feel differently about it.

(I feel like the internet just erases any nuance in favor of a two-sided, highly polarized flamewar with unrealistic views on both sides. actually i wouldn't even say this is a super-nuanced discussion because its really not that hard to say "fetishization is bad, but so is suppression of sexuality". will this post just end up being a void scream and people will continue drawing lines between one side and the other? probably. but I am a stubborn bitch and I have hope that we can be reasonable.)

anyways I'll close this off by saying that I wrote this between around 1:30 and 2 AM on terrible sleep the night before, that I hope what I said is coherent enough, and that I will keep being a trans girl who is openly sexual, gets horny over other trans women, and is proud to be transsexy as fuck. I will keep being critical of jokes and trends and memes that stereotype us, even from our own community. I will keep being angry at how poorly us trans folks are treated with regards to our sex lives, bodies, and relationships between the two. I will keep loving and lusting over trans women without fetishizing them. And I will keep doing all of these til the day I die.

[its-a-beautful-day]

Been thinking about how it feels, being the wild child

the struggle of not feeling human, when emotions get too strong,

when hands feel like paws and teeth become fangs, shoulders and hunches raised in anger and low growls of fear,

somehow this body language is easier, is more natural than my own

[british-randyjade-reblogs]

GOD

JUST GIVE ME THE RIGHT FUCKING BODY

STOP FUCKING IT UP DUDE

[quentintin7]

I actually drew this one a while back but I figure it's interesting enough to post lol

The file is titled "Therapy" so you know it's a good vent piece

[spookythesillyfella]

tony prepared the cereal !! sketch added the toppings !! and colin is a coward who won't eat what his partner and his sibling prepared for him !!

★ [ audio from "The Endorsed Frosted Crispy Sweets Prized Pals Commercial" – @/partycoffin on tumblr]

[tobythetrashyartist]

exhausted

[mushroominaforest]

Vent art! You can ignore me, I am going through it today sorry 😭

(it’s just under the cut so ppl can scroll past easily there’s no cw)

(You make me feel small)

I am sorry for not posting much siblings au stuff today, i’ve just been drawing a bunch of vent art 😭. I guess I wanted to at least post something, so this is one of the drawings that I can post bc nothing bad is happening in it, it’s just me trying to articulate my feelings.

(I drew it in scug form so it would be something I could share if I had the courage, which apparently I do.)

[sscrubberhose]

I suffer from hallucinations due to my meds and i finally told my mom i keep hallucinating a monster in my door way and she suggested throwing randy at it to prove its not real

When I laughed at the idea of hurtling randy through the air at a monster she suggested gingi instead and that visual was even funnier

Thanks mom

[theokusgallery]

:)

[gillipop-plus]

i relate to grian because sometimes i play minecraft and my best friend isn't there and i just want to crumple up into a ball of Sad

[strawglicksocs]

Sunset, one of my fav OCs! :]

+her design throughout time under the cut!

(first four are screenshotted from my old social media cuz i dont have any other access to them i made em on an old broken computer LMAO thats why the quality is ass)