#vent ?

[freepaleatine95]

More than 200,000 people are trapped in the northern Gaza Strip and are facing a real famine and mass extermination. Also, more than a million and a half people are facing the same famine in the southern Gaza Strip.Speak up for them, your voice can make a difference in this unjust world.

Also save my families within these families

Support here ☝️☝️

[simonn0el]

Teeth (analog collage)

Prints | Buy me a coffee

[my-unused-diaries]

Happened to me when I was 7 till the ages of 12 I think. I'm not sure anymore. My mom asks me why I got so moody after that age. My cousin sister said "I thought I'd be coming home to a different you". I thought you'd be coming home to a different me too.

I still look at the mirror yearning for a glimpse of the 6 year old child who was happy and goofy and had dreams.

I feel like it's not talked enough about how SA really strips you of your identity. Like someone violates your basic humanity and you're left to deal with the aftermath of having everything you are as a person taken away from you. It makes you feel subhuman.

[pienhime]

[geneticautist]

Security

[leafie-draws]

still here

[thnksfrthchaos]

bonus points if (when) School and Work are full of Normal People™️ and they do Normal People things such as. Try to talk to you and Talk to Eachother and Gossip (about you, DEFINITELY about you, they hate you oh god they are DEFINITELY not just discussing exams wdym). And you have to pretend that you are just the Normal amount of fucking exhausted and not exhausted to the point that if you hear someone laughing just one more time your brain will melt out of your ears and you will Know Deep Down that they're laughing At you, Actually, and wow wouldn't today be a swell day to end it all!?

And you go on, day after day, telling yourself that It'll be fine, that You'll recharge during the Weekend, only you fucking blink once and actually saturday was the worst fucking day of your life and sunday you need to regenerate by doing nothing except now you only have sunday left to catch up on Chores And Schoolwork And Relationships but You Have To Do Nothing for 48 hours in a row AT LEAST in order to function normally again.

So you try to catch up and recharge by missing a few days of school telling yourself that you need this because you are miserable and exhausted and then once you finally feel Normal enough to function again youve missed too much school and work and surprise! Everyone Is Mad At You Now, Forever, All the Time, and now you need to focus on never missing school/work again so you dont get kicked out/fired. so you drain yourself over the limit despite hanging on by a thread to Fix It. Making you so much more exhausted and miserable! So you only focus on catching up with school and fall behind on Chores and Friendships, And Everyone Is mad At You Again, but for Different Reasons this time.

Until you finally almost get to your limit and fucking crash And Rinse And Repeat! Only if you rinse and repeat enough you End Up In The Psych Ward, Again, And How come You Arent Getting Better!?

How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

[dollavtopsy]

i cant do self care

what the fuck do u mean u have to brush ur teeth and shower and exercise and eat food REGULARLY????

[ufocomeandgetmeplease]

”I am not well. I could have built the Pyramids with the effort it takes me to cling on to life and reason.“

Franz Kafka

[rius-cave]

"I don't condone harassment over ANY fictional ships!!..... Except of course when it's-" shut up shut up shut up shut up!!!!!!!

[virtualgirladv]

god i wish i was cis

[cupcakeshakesnake]

My mom: If you're not going to try to be better at least stop telling me about it! I'm starting to get angry!

Me: ma'am I am literally fighting for my life

(I didn't actually say that. I hung up before she could hear me crying.)

[lueduar01]

I never cried so much…it was a relief that i had to let it out everything i feel…inside me…

[carusocarousel]

This. I don't use binders very often because how uncomfortable they are (difficulty breathing and skin rashes), not to mention how difficult it has been to find one that fits by bigger chest and general frame. Tape has been difficult for me; I've watched a lot of tutorials but I still feel my chest doesn't flatten a lot, it's still readable as a feminine chest. It takes a lot of time and resources to bind and it is extremely demoralizing when it doesn't turn out.

I've realized I've sunk a lot of money and it makes me wonder how much cis men (or cis people in general) spend on gender-affirmative care in comparison. Do they have to go through similar struggles?

I could go on, but I don't wanna doom-spiral or vent too much on someone else's post. I merely want to say, I feel all of you, and I want you to know that you're all still valid and beautiful. It's not your fault

the emotional labor of binding. trying to do it as safe as you can while trying to be comfortable. still getting rib pains and finding it hard to breathe no matter what. feeling like a failure because it hurts sometimes. feeling bad if you can’t. sucking at using tape. the absolute struggle t tape is. it’s painful in so many ways and i don’t think people really talk about how much of an emotional labor it can be sometimes

[justasillylad]

i saw someone point out something that frustrates me so much. and that’s how wikipedia refuses to call someone jewish unless they don’t like them. ben shapiro? “he is ashkenazi jewish” and so many other examples that i dont want to pull up

but when i research, lets say, fucking daniel radcliffe? he’s literally called himself jewish and theres a quote and section IN THE WIKIPEDIA ARTICLE but in the early life part it says “his jewish mother, born in south africa, traces her heritage to ashkenazi jewish immigrants”. thats a LOT of words to say he’s jewish. and yeah this isn’t a one time case. there are so many occurrences of wikipedia refusing to call people jewish. (where they say the controversial figures are) or stephen sondheim, who had an abusive mother but no, HE’s not jewish! his family is!!

just. why? why are you afraid of calling people jewish unless you don’t like them?

why do people you think are bad get to be jewish, but beloved people are “born into jewish families” or “have jewish heritage”

fucking hell.