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[rokonrrc2]

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[joffyworld]

DO ART FOR YOU! 🫵

FUCK EVERYONE ELSE!!!

Seriously.

I'm so sick and weary of logging on here and seeing creators I adore, and people I don't even know alike, apologising for not uploading or basically begging for a break like they're not a human with needs.

You're literally a human being, with thoughts, feelings and emotions. You're not an art factory, you're not some positivity pump, you're nothing other than a genuine human being living a genuine life experience.

SO GO LIVE IT!!!

YOU OWE THE INTERNET NOTHING!!!!

There should be, and realistically is, no shame in just fucking leaving if you want to. There's no contract you signed, there's no permit you bought or lease you hold. You're a person who decided to share their art with the world, FOR FREE, and garnered an audience of faceless people behind screens who enjoy that art because YOU wanted to make it and share it.

Let me be frank as best I can. You owe the internet nothing, you owe the world nothing and you owe yourself EVERYTHING. You are the only person who can live your life, you are the only person who can create the things you create and you are the only motherfucker that should matter to you when you create those things.

Art is supposed to be a wondrous joy that inspires the mind and indulges ideas that other creatures can't even comprehend. It's supposed to be a magical and fun fantasy land where anything is possible because you make it possible. It's not a 9-5 unless you make it one, so stop making your hobby a 9-5 unless you're getting paid for it, and even then put in limits because no job that you choose to do should end in you burnt out and wishing you'd never started in the first place.

Remember when we were all kids? When we all drew and wrote for fun simply because we could? We'd show people are shit and be like "Mama look!" and she'd clap her hands all proud. But she wasn't why you picked up that crayon, you just did it for you because you wanted to make some shit.

That's how it should be. That's how it is unless you let those fake ass numbers on a screen rule your life. It's all meaningless, the praise may be genuine but that doesn't mean you should spend your whole life running in circles and performing for an audience.

Be a human being! Be an artist! Fuck everyone else!

Just be yourself <3

[de4r-in-headlights]

Melancholic numbness is my fav accessory 💝🎀✨

[icyimp]

I hate how bpd makes me extremely impulsive and I act on it and think what I’m doing is what I want but then when it hits me and the impulsivity dies down.

I realise I’m not ready for whatever choice I’ve made or sure if want whatever it is.

It’s even worse if others are involved, it makes me feel like an awful person.

[amidottheartist1]

Something that many neurodivergent people experience

on colors and being different and not being enough for yourself

(please reblog instead of liking)

[angelshizuka]

Not people actually hating Stolas for "not trying/putting in effort" while Blitz is!?

Who in their right mind would ever expect anyone who just lost EVERYTHING to magically overcome that not even a month later!? Not to mention the Via incident that was the straw that broke the camal's back only happened earlier that day. Get fucking real... Like, tell me you've never been depressed/suicidal without telling me.

After Mastermind Blitz's life has improved significally and he finally realized how much Stolas truly loves him and how much he loves Stolas. So, of course he's able to put in the effort and just wants to be there for Stolas, because Blitz has literally been in the same situation of losing everything himself and knows how important having someone be there for you is, because I'm sure that's what he would've wanted back then.

And it's not even like Stolas is ungrateful or anything for what Blitz does for him. Sure, he has his hiccups, because he's literally not used to the life of a peasant, but he's so obviously learning and starting to take accountability. He's just emotionally/mentally numb right now and doesn't have the energy to properly return the affection, but doesn't reject Blitz's affection either.

Depression is fucking hard, because your body literally struggles feeling happiness and even when you manage to feel it, you know it will always be followed by a bad feeling, so you can't even enjoy it. Being suicidal is fucking hard, because your will to live is out of the window and makes it really hard to put energy into anything, even if you have it. It makes you take life one moment at a time, because you literally can't imagine yourself even being alive in the future and when you still are alive, you just feel lost.

Sincerely, someone who's struggled with both since she was 13 and still struggles with it almost two decades later. I know what I'm talking about, I've felt what Stolas feels. I feel like a lost child in an adult body, because I literally never expected to grow up.

[thetransblog]

I am so incredibly tired of trans folks being treated as a debate.

I’m so, so tired of being treated like I’m just an opinion, a life style even!

I see people making those videos about “transphobic people vs trans supporters” where they sit them down in a room and treat us like we are some sort of weird debate to have and we are an opinion and not real human beings with emotions

We aren’t just transgender, we are people, we are someone, we are like everybody else we have feelings.

Yet we are treated like a background character with a different opinion to debate about.

[noir-v3nt]

In the most positive way, I think I've lived for too long—seen too much, felt too deeply, and now, everything feels unbearably heavy, like I was never meant to last this long and carry all of this.

[tesco-finest-aromantics]

what is it with other aspecs grossly misunderstanding aplatonicism? at this point some of it feels deliberate. like you can understand that asexuality is experiencing little to no sexual attraction, but you think aplatonicism is just people who can’t make friends wanting to feel better about themselves by calling themselves part of the queer community. now where have i heard that before? surely it’s not hard to extrapolate that it would just be people who experience little to no platonic attraction. you understand that asexuality is not simply “can’t get laid” pride, so surely you can understand that aplatonicism isn’t simply “friendless (negative)” pride

[milkissesx]

I’m not american, I’m not from the USA, but I DO have to say that this health insurance revenge thing going on is pleasantly entertaining. Quite humorous and exciting to see people support this, as capitalism has hurt so many people, it’s basically considered mass murder. So for anyone that’s a snowflake and hurt by these people celebrating, reflect on yourself and ask if you’re truly upset about this.

These people are scamming citizens that are on life support, need medical attention, and leaving them to die.

MILLIONS of people die, they’re getting killed by these corrupt CEOs. So how can they NOT be serial killers, but the man who did us all a favour IS a killer? Not logical.

[ink-asunder]

When talking about disability and chronic illness, people don't understand that happiness isn't optional. Humans have a fun meter in their brain just like the sims, and that doesn't change for disabled people.

I love recognizing limitations and accommodating myself when I can, but at the same time, I WANT to do things for my own happiness. I WANT to cosplay at an anime convention, even if that means I won't be able to walk for 3 days. I WANT to go canoeing with friends, even if that means I'll be sick for 2 months after. I want my room to be clean and I want to decorate my space and I want to go have fucking fun in the real world and not just video games for once.

And when it comes to instances of stuff we do purely for fun, people still talk down to us and give us the "know your limits" speech like us having fun exists in the same context as breaking our bodies for the sake of capitalism. It's not the same thing. Quit shaming disabled people for doing shit. Let disabled people chose informed risk for the sake of fun and happiness. Fun and happiness are not optional.

[j3al0usyyy]

why don't we all just give up and die?

[bookmothic-dyke]

I think sometimes. I catch glimpses of the woman I’m becoming. And I become so entranced in all she is. I try to leap into becoming her. Forgetting that growth and change is not merely start and end. But all the phases and bends in between. That it’s okay to take time. To breathe. To build her by pieces, and not as a whole. That leaping over all the time between me and her, would make a real halfbaked thing.

It’s okay to be the girl I am today. Struggling with college and starting an internship. A girl who writes body horror and plays/makes ttrpgs. A girl obsessed with bugs and birds. It’s okay to not yet have all my shit figured out. It’s okay to be a dork.

Considering future me, I will become her one day. No matter what form that be. But I must give myself time. To grow and live as me.

[de4r-in-headlights]

I hate waking up so much 😭😭 im always tweaking

[icyimp]

Is it heaven up there?

Is it heaven up there?

Cause it’s hell down here.