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The witch's secret
Wanda Maximoff x Reader
genre: fluff  ||   warnings: none
Summary: You're best friends with Pietro and Wanda is avoiding you as much as possible. Little do you know that the reason is that the witch is falling in love with you.
The stale, recycled air of the Avengers training room hits you like a damp rag as you step inside. You wipe the sweat from your brow with the corner of your shirt, already feeling the familiar ache in your muscles. Itâs been a long morning, dodging energy blasts and deflecting vibranium projectiles, all courtesy of your best friend, Pietro. Heâs leaning against the wall, a smirk playing on his lips as he examines his nails like some haughty prince.
"Took you long enough," he crows, pushing himself off the wall and stretching his arms high above his head. "I was starting to think youâd finally given up on keeping up with my god-like speed."
You roll your eyes, already used to his theatrics. "Yeah, yeah, whatever, Quicksilver. Some of us need sleep." You grab your water bottle, taking a long swig. Youâve known Pietro since⊠well, since forever. You met at one of those weird, half-way houses run by the government when you were kids. Youâd bonded over shared experiences and the inability to understand why everyone was so obsessed with being ânormalâ. Youâd been inseparable ever since. And, naturally, that meant youâd gotten to know his twin sister, Wanda, very well too.
Sheâs⊠different. A chaotic storm wrapped up in a quiet demeanor. Sheâs a puzzle youâd gladly spend a lifetime trying to solve. However, lately, solving her has been like trying to catch smoke with a butterfly net. Sheâs been avoiding you, and not in a mild, subtle way. This is avoidance of Olympic proportions. If youâre in the kitchen, sheâs suddenly urgently needed in the library. If youâre on the training floor, sheâs busy meditating on the roof. Itâs as if youâve suddenly become radioactive.
"So," Pietro says, breaking your thoughts. âWhatâs the workout for today, oh, mighty planner of our pain?â
You shrug, pulling out the tablet and swiping the screen. "I was thinking a bit of hand-to-hand, maybe some sparring. What do you think?"
"As long as it involves me winning spectacularly, I'm in." He flashes that trademark grin, and you canât help but chuckle.
You spend the next hour getting pummeled by Pietroâs ridiculous speed and impressive strength - but you also get some good hits yourself. You know, he may be fast, but you have been learning from the best. As youâre catching your breath, you hear a door open behind you, and your heart skips a beat, just like it always does.
It's not Wanda. It's Kate Bishop. She's leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed, and a look on her face that spells trouble. You like Kate, sheâs funny, quick-witted, and a total bad-ass with a bow and arrow. She's also Wanda's best friend, which is why youâre sure sheâs about to deliver some cryptic message or distraction.
"Hey, guys," she says, her tone a little too casual. "Wanda needs my help⊠with⊠uh⊠quantum physics equations."
Pietro raises an eyebrow. "Since when does Wanda dabble in theoretical physics?"
Kate's face is a picture of forced nonchalance. "Since⊠now? Yeah, sheâs on a real quantum kick. Anyway, gotta go, quantum stuff, you know." With that, sheâs gone, leaving you and Pietro alone again.
âQuantum physics,â Pietro says, shaking his head and chuckling. âThat girl is so awkward. If I didnât know better, Iâd say sheâs trying really hard to avoid you.â
You almost choke on your water. âAvoid me? Why would she avoid me?â you ask, trying to sound casual, as if you hadnât noticed.
Pietro shrugs. âBeats me. Maybe you smell.â He wrinkles his nose dramatically, making you laugh.
The next few weeks continue in the same vein. Every time you try to talk to Wanda, she vanishes as if she's a figment of your imagination. You find yourself increasingly frustrated, not just because you have no idea what you did to annoy her, but because you really miss her company.
One afternoon, youâre attempting to meditate in the common room, hoping to find some inner peace when you hear footsteps. You open one eye to see Kate Bishop walking towards you, a determined set to her jaw. You see the mischievous glint in her eye, and brace yourself.
"Okay, look," she says, grabbing the cushion next to you and sinking down. "This whole thing has gone on long enough."
You raise an eyebrow, wondering if sheâs finally about to let you in on whatâs going on.
"Wanda likes you," Kate blurts out, her cheeks turning a shade of pink.
Your eyes widen. "Likes me? Like⊠as in a friend?" you ask, even if you already know the answer.
Kate groans. "No, as in, sheâs completely head-over-heels smitten with you. Sheâs been losing her mind about it ever since you saved her from that rampaging Ultron drone last year."
Your stomach does a backflip. âWait, what? But why is she avoiding me?â
Kate sighs. "Because she's Wanda. Sheâs not good at this whole 'feeling' thing, especially when they're feelings of the lovesick variety. She's terrified youâll find out, and then laugh at her or reject her, or whatever other dramatic scenario she's conjured up in her head. So, she decided the best course of action is to run away."
You shake your head, a smile playing at the corner of your mouth. "That's... incredibly Wanda." Something warm blooms in your chest, partly from the revelation, partly from the fact that, if Kate is to be believed, your feelings for Wanda are reciprocated.
"So, what now?" you ask.
Kate grins, that mischievous glint back in her eyes. "Now, we set a trap. She has got to face this. And maybe⊠she could actually go on a date or something? Sheâs been miserable, poor thing.â
The "trap," as it turns out, involves a suspiciously placed book in the library, a strategically timed fire alarm, and a very confused Pietro. You find yourself facing Wanda by the garden, which, somehow, youâd been guided to under the pretext of a "minor training accident".
She's standing by the rose bushes, her back to you, her shoulders tense.
"Wanda," you say softly, approaching cautiously.
She turns, and her eyes are wide. Sheâs beautiful. As always. And your heart is about to burst.
"I⊠IâŠ" she stammers, looking like a deer caught in headlights.
You take a deep breath. "I know," you say.
Her brows furrow. "You know?"
"Yeah, Kate told me. About⊠everything."
Her cheeks flush a vibrant red. "Oh, no. I'm so sorry. Iâm so embarrassing. I didnât want you to know. I didnât want to make you uncomfortable. I just⊠you're so⊠IâŠ" She trails off, unable to form a coherent sentence.
You step closer, reaching out and gently brushing a strand of hair from her face. "Wanda," you say, your voice a low hum. "I'm not uncomfortable, I'm⊠Iâm glad. Because⊠I feel the same way. Iâve been⊠completely, overwhelmingly, kind of in love with you since forever.â
Her eyes widen further, and a small, hopeful smile flickers across her face. "You⊠you do?"
You smile, nodding. âI do.â
The silence stretches between you, charged with an energy you both feel. You lean closer, and she does too, and then youâre kissing. Her lips are soft and sweet, and the world disappears around you. Itâs perfect, and magical, and everything youâve ever wanted.
As you pull away for air, you hear a snort behind you. You turn to see Pietro standing nearby, his face a mask of exaggerated disgust.
"Oh, for the love of all that is holy," he groans, putting a hand over his eyes. "Iâm going to be sick. My best friend and my sister? It's disturbing, revolting, and completely not acceptable. I need to go drink something and forget I ever saw this.â He is clearly overdoing it, and you end up bursting into laughter, which is soon joined by Wanda's giggle.
You look at her, and your heart flips over again. This is it. This awkward, beautiful mess of a romance. And you wouldnât have it any other way.
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Sorry the next chapter of Bread is taking so long here's an excerpt
Your almost friend pulls you up the final step, pausing at the railing to allow you to get your bearings. How thoughtful. It's every bit as cheerfully chaotic up here, seats, barstools and stage all occupied by scaled-down bots in varying stages and sorts of intoxication.
Actually, the crowd in front of the stage seems more densely populated then itâs downstairs duplicate, tossing their version of currency at a pink and more pink femme scattering violet sparks as she spins suspended by only her hooked wrist and ankle.
Same shit, different stage. You swallow thickly, following Starscream into then around the crowd, wincing as a rust colored bot spins around on his barstool to loudly wolf-whistle at you two, while his buddy sloughs off onto the floor like wet play dough during his own attempt. Holograms or not, they seem to walk, talk and fuck like their living counterparts, and having a hyper-realistic crowd to practice in front of for the first time ever is giving you the heebie jeebies. Especially since they seem cognizant of your exotic-by-proxy status, prompting hushed whispers and elbow-jabs as you walk by.
âYoooo is that an organic? Primus itâs an organic.â
âSHOW US YOUR PLUMBUS-!â
âShut the FRAG up SmackJaw, they donât all have those!â
âGod, did you have to put so many people in here?!â you hiss, watching the minicons in the back rows leaving their seats to scoot closer up front as you join your companion on the stage.
âHow else do you expect to get used to it? At least this audience wonât cause a problem.â He illustrates his point by kneeling down on the ledge, which âSmackjawâ is attempting to drunkenly climb, and proceeds to smack him directly in his jaw hard enough he falls backwards onto the floor.
Your own jaw drops in horror. Then disbelief as he stumbles back to his peds, blinks a few times, then goes back to cheering in a repetitive NPC fashion.
âAlright everyone-!â Shouts Airplane man as he rights himself. âThis is a LESSON, not a show. You can stay if you want, our little rookie here would benefit immensely from the pressure if you do-â he gestures toward your shaking self as one would a frightened rabbit, hopefully not one held over an overpass. â-but theyâre NOT exposing their plumbus.â
Thatâs enough of a deterrent for some, but not all. Smackjaw and a few others stay rooted in place while their peers shuffle to the bar or the back, where someone had unleashed a multicolored glowing beach ball to toss around.
âI can spawn a few more helium lob-balls for them, if youâd like.â Offers your teacher, whoâs now leaning against the frontmost pole with his arms crossed.
âI-â Deep breathes. Deep, deep breathes, until you hyperventilate and pass out. You exhale shakily, biting your trembling lip. â-no thatâsâŠ.thatâs okay.â
âYou do realize how low the stakes are, donât you?â he raises an optical ridge. âYou concoct more deadly things in your lab on a daily basis and make a hobby of trying to die. Where exactly do you get off being petrified by a bunch of programs?â
He's right and you know it. But tell that to the part of your brain responsible for social anxiety, public speaking and removing clothing in public anywhere other than in front of Garbage manâs garbage gaze. âI donât. But itâsâŠitâs different, okay?!â
âI know it is. Appealing to logic works for some botâs jitters, but not others. I suppose you fall into the âothersâ category.â He steps off the pole, over to you and kneels down, much to your confusion. âSit down for a moment, would you?â
You do as told, sliding into a shaky mess on the floor. âWhy?â
âBecause Iâm giving you a medicinal solution to your jitters.â He says, opening his servo to reveal half of a Valium tablet.
Oh boy. Dr. Feelgood at it again. âThatâs gonna take too long to start working.â
âIf your INTAKE in the orifice you cram it into, then yes. But Iâve done my research of this substance and its bio-availability to your species. Thereâs other ways that, while reducing the efficacy a bit, will send it speedrunning into your system.â
You choke on nothing. âIâmâŠIâm not putting it in my ass.â
âVector-sigma no! No. Why is it always feces and fecal accessories with you?!â he retches.â Thatâs not what Iâm suggesting.â
âThen what are you suggesting?â
He answers by abruptly closing his servo around the tablet, opening it once more to reveal heâd crushed it to powder. He then procures a thin metal tube like the one youâd seen Knockout use, and offers it to you.
âInsufflate it into your olfactory organ. It should hit in five kliks tops, peak in a quarter of a groon. If you come down while weâre still working, I can give you the other half.â
Understandably, youâve got reservations. Reservations that are reviewed and disregarded in a manner of moments, because you canât be wasting anymore time on this. Youâre learning to pole dance in a cat costume from a sentient Airplane to save a rabbit from a perverted meth kingpin mayor you now sell alien chocolate narcotics to, and none of those things should have ever come together to make a sentence. If snorting sedatives out of Airplane manâs cupped servos is going to get you done with this thing and back to your other, equally stupid jobs faster, then youâd be even stupider to not do it.
âOkay-â you say, tube already in your hand as you push the tip into your nostril, close the other one, and proceed to clean the powder out of his hands.
Youâd expected it to burn, probably due to the stabilizers to keep it in pill form. You hadnât expected it to punch you in the back of your mouth through your nose, making your eyes water as it congeals, oozes, then drips down the back of your throat, where it also burns. You take the tube out, groaning, sniveling and clutching your head as you try to get to your feet, only to be firmly held in place.
âNot yet.â He takes the tube, roping his massive arm around both your shoulders like a lead blanket. âStay put till it kicks in, then several moments after. Once youâre certain the room isnât going to start spinning, or once itâs stopped, then Iâll help you up.â
You donât try to argue, waiting impatiently for the familiar, dreamy, I-never-had-any-fucks-to-begin-with- feeling to come creeping up. Or flying-jump-kick you in the dick.
It seems to be a combination of the two; a lucid apathy setting in the precise moment you open your mouth to ask âhow long-?â Only to have a âWowâŠokay, yeahâŠwow.â flop out instead as the sensation surges, nearly knocking your seated ass backwards. Your limbs arenât limp marionette strings this time, but the muscles in your back relax enough your torso struggles to keep you upright.
Fortunately, your lead blanket has equally few qualms about becoming a backrest. He shifts his weight, bracing the arm not slung around you to hold himself upright so you can lean into his chassis.
You wonder how long heâll bother to stay like this until he gets bored, impatient, or decides youâre gross again and shoves you out of his lap. You wonder what exactly itâll mean if he doesnât do any of those things and stays put. You also wonder when exactly the last time youâd felt this at ease with someone, drugs and death machine nonwithstanding. Because despite everything, youâre experiencing a brief, Bodhisattva level of peace.
âIâŠuhâŠ.yeah..s'good.â you begin so very sagely. âI think IâmâŠready.â you flit your (only slightly) blurred vision to your backrestâs face. âThanks for waiting.â
âDonât thank me yet.â He doesnât move you, but retracts one of his arms, rolling his neck with a wince. âNot that your minuscule frame could cause any damage, but Iâll need you to return the favor. Sitting here has given me a bit of a crick.â
Blinking not entirely in sync, you crane your head back a bit further than it should go to see him reaching his free arm and servo into his subspace, emerging with a container of dusky blue powder.
âThatâsâŠâ you pause, tongue unpleasantly thick and dry against the roof of your mouth. ââŠthatâs not Valium, is it?â
âIâll consider that a rhetorical query.â He says, sparing you the associated look heâd give if he didnât. âItâs nucleon nail in freebase form. A bit of a pain to evaporate and salt out of the injector, but far easier to dose out in this manner. Especially if youâre not planning on being unconscious.â
Like your long-suffering, still-recovering B1ll. The same thread of concern unraveled for your assistant tangles for your current companion, though knit with strands of incredulousness. âYouâre sedating yourself?â you ask, lolling into the crevice of his side and elbow as his massive-by-comparison form shifts around you to bring the container in front of both your faces. âYouâre the teacher and youâre sedating yourself?â
âFirstly, Iâm relaxing myself.â He gives the container several firm shakes before popping the lid open. âIâm taking half of a recreational dose, and less than 1/4th of a therapeutic one. Secondly, itâs not just for relaxing. Itâs for pain management. One doesnât live through a war that spans planetary life cycles without incurring multiple injuries, not all of which heal properly or stay healed. Grind-dancing is likely to aggravate at least some of the scars Iâve brought back from the battlefield. He pauses, loosing a bitter growl under his breath. âOr those acquired closer to home.â
He's referring to the maulings your Mastiff dolls out. Both ones youâd failed to prevent, and ones that occurred before your planet hosted sentient life. Your heart tries to plummet, the diazepam slowing itâs fall to a gradual tumble. âIâŠokay yeah. Sorry.â You blurt out sheepishly. âIâll raise my hand before I ask another stupid question.â
âYes, well Iâm not sending you to detention quite yet.â He plucks the metal tube still held loosely in your hand, before turning it palm-up towards the ceiling, cupping it in his servo. âReady to reciprocate?â
Youâve less than zero issues doing that, but the sheer insanity of the situation still gives you pause. Snorting sedatives and alien pain relievers with an alien in a holographic representation of an alien strip club may well be the most ludicrous thing youâve had happen to you to date, and considering the batshit ordeals youâve been through and continue to go through in order to protect, serve, and serve your captors fecal-based-hydrocarbons, thatâs fucking saying something.
This doesnât feel like an ordeal anymore, though. In fact, it feels like the exact opposite. It feels special, intimate. The way two beings that genuinely find relief in each otherâs presence feel on an excursion planned for exclusively the two of them.
It feels fun.
âSure.â You hold both hands beneath the container in wait. âIâm guessing the uhâŠmass displacement doesnât affect the dosage?â
âNot if I donât revert to my full height till after itâs been metabolized.â He uses the tube to scrape a dime-sized amount of out the capsule and into your palms. â Before then, itâll be reduced to 1/10th of itâs efficacy and Iâd get more pain relief from being bludgeoned in the back of the helm.â
Thereâs probably some fascinating physics behind that. Physics youâre not going to dissect because it falls squarely outside of your jurisdiction of mad chemist and alien cocaine mirror. Instead you stare transfixed, watching the twinkling powder, cool and oddly ticklish to the touch collect in your palms till he closes the lid.
âYou really donât have any reservations about touching organics, do you?â you ask while he cranes his head and neck forward over your shoulders, bringing the tube to his face with one servo, and raising your cradled hands with another.
He grants you a sidelong glance over your own shoulder, lambent Japanese carmine optics narrowing in amusement.
âYouâve already been in my cockpit, havenât you?â he asks with a grin that makes your lungs stop working. âWere you acutely toxic, I wouldâve been poisoned well before now. But honestly-â
He pauses, lowering his helm, shuttering his optics, and vacuuming the powder into his nostril with a soft grunt that sounds the way satin feels. â-youâve proven to be more of an antidote, havenât you?â
He lowers the tube and your hands, sniffling incessantly and turning wide, owlishly blinking optics toward the ceiling. At a loss for words, you donât comment further. Somewhat because that last line was capable of scooping up someone 3 tiers out of your league at any club, alien or no. But mostly because the expression he makes, clutching the side of his face, optics half-shuttered and biting softly into the plush of his metal lips, grants the realization that out-of-your-league someone owns the lap youâre currently sitting in.
Starscream is attractive. Youâve witnessed literally everyone on the ship looking for too long when he walks away, bends over, or puts the "Airplaneâ in Airplane man and takes off into the stratosphere. And like many âisms blessed with their raceâs beauty standards by default, heâs also prideful. You doubt he wants anyone beyond the CMO to know he has injuries or pain heâs forced to medicate for. That you do know paints the picture youâve just witnessed something fairly vulnerable. A vulnerability heâd not only allowed you to see, but trusted you to participate in. Since he trusts everyone in his faction about as well as you do(which, beyond Soundwave and Lazerbeak, is no one), your mutual lack thereof functions a bit like an olive branch.
This whole setup is an olive branch, actually. Heâd not only not asked why, but nearly jumped at the opportunity to give you lessons, then dosed out anxiety medication he keeps on hand for you specifically, and was comfortable enough to eat nose candy out of your hands without a second thought. Comfortable enough to leave you lounging against his chassis with his arm slung over your shoulder. To absentmindedly thread his talons through the strands of hair that falls at the nape of your neck. To guide you to the epiphany that, while your attempts to expose the fleshie-fragger your guardians had spoken of hadnât yielded fruit, they had unintentionally narrowed your search down to a razor-thin line.
A line so thin, perhaps, it could only be traversed by stilettos. Like the ones attached to the disgustingly handsome SIC languidly rolling himself out from under you, getting to his feet, and offering his servo to help you do the same.
"Oh god, it might be Starscream." You think, dawning horror and trepidation freezing in your veins like ice as you take his offered servo and allow yourself to be pulled upright.
âOh god-â you think again, horror and trepidation thawing to exhilaration as he leads you to the pole, servo squeezing your hand not enough to cause discomfort, but too tightly to ignore. â-it might be Starscream.â
#Starscream/reader#Starscream/you#if you'll excuse me I'm gonna go smash my head into the wall while I try to remember this is a Megatron fic#not letting this turn into smut is taking years off of my life#stupid high speed turbo twink seeping into EVERYTHING I WRITE#STAY IN YOUR LANE ASSHOLE
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getting used to playing d4dj on my phone ^^
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I don't know why but I keep having this crazy urge to stream osomatsu-san drawing/working on ososan art that most half of it being hanichi on my part... But I also do have like refs I am working on and I am insane wanting to draw some of the ososan cast of characters but any stream would be on the weekend! Saturday at most and my time zone is Central Daylight Time (edit: I stream on twitch)
check tags for my insane thoughts of chaos!
#smore rambles#tag ramble#i've streamed before but my mic sucks AND YOU WILL HEAR EVERYTHING and I feel weird having mic off cause it would be silent unless music#i've done mic and play music on all past streams#like i use my drawing tablet to redo mistakes and you will hear the clicks i think? and also me drawing on said tablet#i have two wolves one: needs mic on so its not awkward two: mic on forces me to talk which also kills me cause I can't draw and read chat#wait would i get copyrighted if i played ososan music as background noise? Im gonna say yes....#i feel i might also overthink about drawing in front of people who i don't know? but I still do it and hope for the best cause im crazy#hanichi is my safe zone so I know what to draw but I also could just draw the neets and pratice expression or draw shitpost dumb shit?#i am now seeing im complaining about how my stream will go wrong LMAO#I'd probably do a stream on the weekend cause it gives people time to be able to see it and I'd be able to stream for hours without worry#but im just doing this to see cause im crazy guys I just need to know#a stream about drawing ososan WHAT COULD GO WRONG?????
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ok aki queue has eniugh for 3 weeks my hands are freezinggg
#the orher day i said i was gonan work on it and trust me i tried but there was this one panel that was annouing tf out of me#bc with the black and white versions i have to edit out mangareader's annoying watermark#and it was in thebworst spot lmao so i had to use my tablet to clean it#i redid it 7 times on 3 diff days but it doesn't look so bad now#i could've used a diff source that didn't have the watermark but i didn't wanna sacrifice thebquality#mangareader's quality was better than everyvother site i saw#it should post either tomorrow orbsatuday idk it's the onwnwith himeno and power in rhebhallway#thebwatermark was on the hatch shading on aki's back đȘŠ#scarlett.txt#being a perfectionist is so annoying bc no1 isngonna noticenexcept meeeeee#i tell myself im gonna crawl under thenelectric blanket and rest but zctually imvgoing to play minecraft offline#i was babysitting earlier and trying to entertain my sister so i let her have an old world i abandoned last year#there isn't much in it but she was very happy when i got all rhe animals and tied their leadsvto fence posts#im gonna make her a big farm so she can learn but for now i need to finidh her house so that i can turn on survival tomorrow#she reallywants to see the creepers#shebalso wants to see dolphins#and she wamts me to get her a cat#i definitely need the cats to keep thebcreeepers away but i haven't seen any villages and chunkbase's maps haven't been working for me
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redownloaded csp and drew the most banger laios ever chat i am so excited to post it you have no idea
#Literally was kicking my feet the entire time i was rendering Guys guys gusy guys not to toot my own horn but its preddy good#quite literally the only thing i miss about procreate is that my upper back doesnt start 2 hurt while working#ig reaching to use my keyboard while i draw is bad. which is probably a sign i should actually use the buttons on my tablet. lmfao#ntm all the features i miss from csp. procreate is simplistic which can be good but its often TOO simplistic at times for me#oh and my lifesaver luminance layer but csps brightness is practically the same.. just gotta play w it more#me.txt#< should prob use tht more
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when lin lie was this age his father and brother went missing
#this is also making me realize making all my ocs 17 when i was a kid is. not as old as i thought#also strange number. i used to lie on overwatch about being 17 (unconvincingly)#my mortality isnât catching up to me but my younger selfâs idea of it is and whatnot yeah yeah i was born today#but ya! idk iâm excited. and also pretty sure my family all decided to get me drawing tablets at the same time#so. not sure how thatâs gonna play out#talking woahh ohhhh
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It'll come back around
#macs doodles#sum lifegen/clangen doodles :]#im going through a weird art slump and the only thing keeping me creatively active is drawing w my mouse in experimental ways#i was on an ms paint kick now i might toy around in firealpaca seeing what fun stuff i can play around with#i tested out drawing with the lasso tool and gradient maps this time#along w this being done w my mouse#i dont think ive used my art tablet in like. a week#okay uhh lore for the dooble#top to bottom the characters are cricketslash -> barleyfade -> whisperingkestrel#cricketslash adopted barleykit when he was younger but later had a biokit- whisperingkit#cricket much favored whisperingkit over barleykit and basically abandoned him#over barley's life it eventually evolved to the two hating each other and cricket passing on that hatred to whispering too#so barleys life was basically his only family in the clan hating him for no reason#so one day he snapped and killed cricket#whispering didnt see it happen but he knows barley did it- but never said anything#all he did was threaten/intimidate barley whenever he could#which eventually led to barley snapping AGAIN and murdering whispering#clangen#lifegen#clan generator#clangen mod#blood#cw blood#warrior cats#warrior cats oc#also if youve read this far down i might slow down on cringetober#im starting to loose steam </3#ill keep trying to stay up on it but i may miss a few days
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SOBBING. whoever invented stomach aches, fuck you
#random thoughts#always. all the time. why me. i'm just a little guy#traipsing frivolously through the magical wood of tumblr. that is until i feel like i'm getting violently punched#just for no. fucking. reason. at least once every week. clearly the universe hates me or smth#just sitting here in my cool clothes with my puffy hair (washed with cold water. it works)#we don't have heating pads. we don't have painkillers. just gonna lie here and suffer as always#too embarrassed to admit to pain irl. i really really want to be cared for but my dad is an asshole and my brother is playing roblox#he's not an asshole though. just annoying#gonna curl up under my covers and try to overheat my tablet that i haven't used in forever. it's old so it can get hot very quickly#your average 5 minute craft. aha#anyway. here is a hnnnnnnnnnn for my mutuals (:
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#ooc.#personal //#sorry again to come on here just to complain#but im in such a shit position i cant keep fucking doing this#im so wound up all the time#these tablets are meant to help me but so far all they've done is make me even more short tempered#i can't write#writing is usually my outletbut i can't fucking form a single sentence without hating it#i can't concentrate long enough to do anything worthwhile#and any typo i make makes me genuinely lose my top and see red#on top of that i can t help but spend my time convincing myself that people don't want anything to do with m e#i feel lik ei have to force any conversation i have with people who used to feel like they Want to talk to me#and now im sat here having a crying fit because i've been sat for an hour staring at both my blogs and my personal writing google doc and#not done a single productive thing#playing hsr is boring now too#tell me ur depressed without telling me your depressed :')#i hate it#i hate myself#this is so fucking exhausting but then i feel even worse if i just spend my days laying in bed doing nothing!#if i go radio silent then u all know why i guess
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Say what you want about small children and screentimeâand I agree to it to some extentâ, but I learned how to use a computer at 4 (thanks to my favorite game, Fisher Price Dollhouse) and learned to type at six, and now I don't have to look at the keyboard and can at least do basic maintenance, or at least look up the issue and try from there
#also i only learned how to read at six because of a Green Eggs And Ham computer game#and by fifth grade i was reading a collegiate level#i would never give my hypothetical young child unrestricted access to a smart phone#but i might get them a child-specific tablet and teach them how to use it but would make sure they're not on it all the time#I've read articles of various quality where kids are losing dexterity because they're swiping their fingers on screens#instead of physical play#and that's. not good.#but I wouldn't be a complete Luddite about it#social media is right out tho
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I'm still so sad that Apple Arcade has exclusives for series I like đ
That Castlevania: Grimoire of Souls game and the Sonic Dream Team game, forever out of my reach...
#i just want to see jonathan and albus and charlotte again man...#i've literally only touched an Apple device like... maybe 5 times in my life lmao#only when my school's computer lab had all the windows PCs in use already and i was forced to use the apple ones and i hated it :(#never had an apple phone or tablet either so#yeah i'm never playing those games am i#h.text#h.VaniaVomit
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Iâm so freaking happy because FGO showed up on the play store on my new tablet which means that the problem was my old tablet since it had disappeared from the play store but other than that Iâm just so excited to playing it again even though itâs going to take me a long time to catch up with the lostbelt too.
#fgo#this is the happiest day of my life#I thought that Iâll never ever be able to play the game again#because it disappeared from the play store on my old tablet which makes me sad since I love fgo so much#itâs one of my favorite games#like yeah it does sucks that Iâm going to have to started all over from the beginning since you only used the data transfer code one time#unless they did make some changes to that#idk I havenât play fgo in a long time ago but I have been keeping up with the updates#anyway on the bright side of the things I know how to defeat the Demon God Pillar so thatâs one good thing#they were pretty difficult to beat the first time
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one of our fav clients hasnt been acting like himself all week & everyone's super worried about him. the nurse checked him out n found nothing & he shook his head 'no' when we asked if he felt sick but he's been sleeping all throughout program which he's never done before. we hope everything's okay with him & he gets better soon, we miss my daily sensory sessions with him.
#he barely used his tablet at all too#just once to show his fav picture of his mom (+sister)#usually we sit together and we hold hands or high five or ill scratch his beard#cus he likes the sensory of physical touch so i do my best to do that for him#there are limitations ofc i cant do everything he wants me to do (like beat him up)#but i do my best to sit with him daily & have sensory time#so while hes been feeling off ive been patting his head and playing with his hair/hat while he laid down#but today he didnt wanna be touched at all#im so worried ab him#jackalope
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S2!rafe cameron x kook!drug dealer! reader
summary ; so....reader's snorting a line of coke on rafe's dick, and rafe taking pill of ecstasy on reader's pussy...just two losers getting high together (2k3 words.)
warnings : mentions and using of drugs. smut (without real plot.). oral (f. receiving). minors dni.
"so why did you call me? need me for somethinâ?"
â oh please, youâre the one that needs something, when have i needed you for anything?â after all, you were the dealer, and it was your client so you were right. â and if you didnât want to hear from me, you probably shouldnât have given me your number?â
â so what, you're just bored ? â
â i have something for you. â
you shook your head, sitting comfortably on the edge of your bed. with one hand, you waved a bag with colorful tablets inside in front of him with a smile falling on your lips.
rafe's eyes lit up, as if suddenly your call was worth it.
â itâs kinda sad that your face only lights up like that when youâre about to take drugs. â you rolled your gaze, realizing that you now had his full attention. "you want it? of course, you do. we all know rafe cameron would do anything to get high."
â and you like that. â he shutted. â when your ass is spoiled by my money.â
he came closer to take the bag but you moved your hand away, being much faster than him. he gave you one of his confused looks, his jaw clenching, all frustrated by your move. âdonât play with me like that. just give it to me.â
â mmh, let me think ? no.â you ordered. â you want it ? earn it. no kook privilege here.â
rafe started laughing, a nasally laughter that loudly echoed in the room, as his tongue hollowed the side of his inner left cheek with a smirk. â i donât beg, quit being a bitch, i donât beg to have to âearnâ this shit. â
you looked at him warily, knowing full well that he would. â i think youâre gonna start listening, because youâd do anything to get what you want. if not, it doesnât really matter to me, i have plenty of clients from figure eight who will pay me twice the amount you do. i just have to call them right now, just give me a sec... â
his need for drugs was kinda sad,and you felt slightly guilty for using it against him. but as a businesswoman,you easily learned to take advantage of others' vulnerabilities, to use their weaknesses. you had been raised like that, there was nothing you could do about it. and it wasn't like rafe cameron was a nice guy. it was even he who encouraged all this violence within the island.
he finally knelt down, his icy glossy-teared gaze meeting yours, his lower lips trembling and begging you to shove the damn pill in his mouth. he could almost drool on the floor because he was so desperate for this shit.
âitâs immediately less fun when youâre the one begging.â you commented, noticing his blue eyes shine because of the impatience you were putting him through.
â i did what you asked me to. so no more playing befâŠâ
â before what? what could you possibly do? kill me? you gonna try to drown me, or maybe strangle me.. people talk yâknow. look, i donât have time for your bullshit, Iâm in charge right now, this little power struggle isnât going to get you anywhere. iâm not one of your little friends and iâm not scared of you. i donât need your money but you need drugs, so who do you think is going to win here? get it together or get out. â
rafe cameron hated this feeling, the way you making him feel shitty, the way you felt so superior to him with your worlds. it was â too much, too humiliating for him.
he was seething, a mixture of rage and sadness, but above all need and weakness. he needed this drug, as much as he needed you to give it to him now. you were terribly making the blood boil in his bulging veins. his body was tense, and inside his mouth, it was foaming. you could see he could die from this. he would have liked to be able to use violence on you, but he was incapable of doing so. you held him helpless.
"youâve never been in this position before, but donât worry, youâll get used to it."
you brushed aside the strands of his bangs. âjust look at that face, you are pretty, iâll admit itâ you traced his lips with your thumb, brushing it softly. with a mocking tone, you said. â i donât get how anyone could be intimidated by you, youâre such a baby. or maybe youâre just like this with me. â
â donât call me that. â
âthen donât give me a reason too. youâre not better than anyone. now relax, letâs just have fun." and you placed a colored pill against your tongue before pulling your lips over his, slowly sliding and driving the drug into his mouth.
you pressed your tongue against his in a mixture of dripping drool, pushing the colored pill against both of your mouths as they sought each other, sharing each other's taste. you claimed him, as you slobbering directly in his tongue, sucking the pill that had passed from one mouth to the other, from his saliva to yours, slipping in your lips and outside his, before returning to him. â open up, rafe.â and you released the drug down his throat.
you leaned back, a trickle of saliva stretching from his tongue to your parted and swollen lips. you were breathing heavily as if he had stolen your breath during the kiss.
â we're not done yet. " you replied in his ear, giving his earlobe a lick.
you sat on the edge of the bed again, removing your skirt and panties before spreading your thighs to let him view your perfect and sweet pussy. you placed a new pill on your tongue, caged around your two fingers before a load of drool caused the drug to slide just between your cunt.
âoops, so clumsy.â you scoffed. " you wanna get that or should i ?"
he moved closer, settling between your thighs but you grabbed his face, gently squishing his cheeks like a little boy. âi know with an ego as big as yours itâs hard to say thank you. you should try using your manners once in a while â
â stop trying to mess with me, just give me the damn pill.â
â mmhâŠasking like that ? surely not. â
you wedged the drug between the slits of your wet cunt lips. you could feel rafeâs burning gaze on your thighs, but also that this whole situation was turning him on deeply. drugs as much as sex.
he needed that taste again. he was addicted to it. âcome on, get your shit.â
and you didnât need to say it twice, before his mouth was rushed against your pussy, claiming it as his tongue prodding your lips to find the aphrodisiac candy. you moaned at the feeling of him wrecking your dripping cunt, lapping in it through the pill of drugs. you clenched around him, as he slurped into your soppy folds. he slipped it into his mouth, before giving your pussy a strong and heavy lick, while he gripped your left thigh. his nose was big enough to lolling your clit, getting him so ticklish, to gently caressing your skin. the wet tip brushing it. your hips moving at his messy pace. the way he sucked you was just â so good.
you were completely on cloud, the vision of his dirty face buried between your legs, his sweaty bangs ghosting his forehead, his teeths gripping into your cunt, as his tongue circling around your clit, wetness smeared sloppily through his jawline making you even more wet, and getting him hyped by your little and pretty moans that fell into your lips. the slurpy noises of his mouth devouring you in sync with your desperate voice, tongue smacking your bud. you let your hands hold him in a tight hold in his hair, as you lost yourself against him.
your legs were caged above his broad shoulders, while your hips slapped his cheeks harshly. you were sensitive, gurgling and trembling under the weight of his warm tongue as it touched your sensitive spot to the deep, slurping every single drop of juice dripping in and out of your sweet needy cunt. he lapped every corner as a dog, wrapping and curling his breathy lips around your pulsating bud, groaned everytime he feels it tense around him. and jesus â he loved your damn taste.
his breath was warm, fanning over your spreaded slit which was soaked directly on his tongue. his hold was tightened, literally digging into your flesh, as his mouth filled you so well. she looked even bigger in you, getting her way further in your insides. he was so starved, sucking and sucking as your taste was making him feel even more high than drugs. you could literally see stars, and draw them. your vision was blurred as you reached heaven.
his tongue was heavy and slobbery against your dripping pussy, mixed between his own saliva and your own wetness, which made his entire jaw shiny with the mixture. and with that, the ecstacy effect began to build, making the pleasure even stronger and hotter.
the way your body arched as he eaten your pussy like he hadnât touched anything, licked anything in months.
you had re-slipped a pill to give him even more of an appetite, feeding him like a starving man. you could feel his short cutted grunts against your pussy, as your hips rubbed his face.
your head was spinning, and your stomach was spiraling. it felt so good, but you were so lost. the drugs, the sex, rafe, everything was wonderfully good. why go to heaven when you have everything here?
rafe had never felt so good, he loved cocaine, he cherished this drug that he had broken and which he could no longer live without. but honestly, he liked drugs in general, anything that would make him high and unstable. he needed this to survive.
he sometimes dreamed of being clean, but it was impossible. all this shit was too much â too important for him. when you came in his mouth, releasing all your heavenly juices on his tongue, you blocked his breath by pulling him harder against your soaked and juicy cunt, forcing his throat to gasp, and swallowing everything that came to his cavity.
â i want to try something with you.â you said in a lower tone, as you reach his pants, his hard and thick dick stretching the fabric.
he followed your gaze to his boner, not aware of what you were talking about, but the way your eyes were fully gawking at it, getting him even more excited, especially with the effect of drugs inside his mind.
â i want to get high on your cock. doing a line on itâŠwill you let me ? â
â you're sick.â
â well duh, i hang out with you, donât i?. â
â give me that coke, gonna get the line for ya. â he offered as you handed him the drug.
he couldn't help but sniff the smell of the coke, as his nose was plunged into the white powder, making him even harder.
you can see the volume of his size growing against your eyes. â can't you stop it, actually ? â
â don't be funny. â
you took down his pants and his boxers. his cock was tense and big, fully erect right in front of your face. he placed the drug in a straight line on his flesh, while you salivated, watching the powder disperse over him.
â stay still, rafe. â you gently shouted.
â do you really think i can control it ? hurry the fuck up. â
â don't stress me out. it's my first time doing this. â you replied as you lowered your face above his stiffened cock, feeling the tense of his body through the hard rock. his curvy tip flopping some precum drop in the air, as your nose pointed toward the drugs.
it was the first time you experimented something like that, and you felt giddy about it. you blocked one of your nostrils before snorting the entire line at once,while rafe held your head during the whole process. his hand gripping tighter in your hair when the coke reached your nose. and you giggled the next second and doing it again just to feel the sensation another time. his dick twitched against your cheeks, tapping your skin with some lazily slaps.
you were about to step back, when he pulled you away by the neck, your hair falling over his grip, and face leaning toward him. â already done ? don't run away. you gotta clean up your mess first â
you lapped his cock to get him clean, rolling your tongue over his sensitive length, the fat shaft throbbing over your mouth, as your saliva soaked him. .
you were high â mouth licking innocent with stoned-looking filled with dizzy eyes. you needed more. but the moment you were about to talk, rafe came between your lips, spurting his warm loads inside you.
â you wanted a thank you ? here it is. now we're done. â
â we all know that you will come back to me. â
â babe.â he cutted. â you wish i came back for youâ, but we all know why i came back. â
â pretend to not like it if you want, but don't forget to say my name when my taste will still drip from your mouth while you're kissing others. â
â glad that you're aware that you're not the only one. now, i'm leaving. don't call me. â
â don't need to call you when you will be at my door like a dog. â
â do i really have to put my dick in that mouth to shut you up ? or you gonna be a big girl and do it alone ? â
â oh oh. seems like youâre just looking for an excuse to do it, but your dick isnât big enough to keep me quiet.â
â not big enough ? â he repeated with a smirk. â keep talking, sweetheart before i'm gonna stretch that mouth open to death with that not-big-enough dick. â he came closer, towering you with his height â glad that you love yapping because after that, i can promise you that you will have something to talk for the entire year. now open that mouth. bigger. want to be a whore ? then make daddy fit in. â
#dividers by kodaswrld#rafe cameron prompt#tw drugs#kinda fucked up prompt lmfao...#rafe x reader#rafe cameron x you#rafe cameron smut#obx smut#rafe cameron concept#rafe cameron blurb#rafe x y/n#rafe cameron x female reader#rafe cameron x kook!reader#kook!reader#obx fanfiction#rafe cameron fanfiction#im kinda ashamed of it so let it flop plsssss#rafe cameron x reader#rafe cameron#rafe obx
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Creator Spotlight: @themetalhiro
Hi, Iâm Metal! Iâm a freelance artist from good olâ New Jersey. My favorite things to work with are a lot of bright colors, exaggerated poses, and candid scenarios. I try to farm sensible chuckles whenever I can, so Iâm also big into comics. I love making them about my life, and the media Iâm into, and one day Iâd like to publish my own series! Thank you to everyone who has gotten me this far!!
Check out Metal's interview below!
Did you originally have a background in art? If not, how did you start?
I guess so! Itâs funny, I donât remember a single time in my life that I wasnât drawing as a hobby⊠somewhere in middle school (a little late, I know.) I put the pieces together that animated movies were made by artists, and that it wasnât just for fun, they were paid to do it. The moment I discovered people could be paid to make art, I decided I would do that, too. Now Iâm here!
How has your style developed over the years?
I think the best way to answer this would be with an example! Over the last few years, I have made more of an effort to draw more intentionally, which sounds silly. Now, I put more thought into my poses and step out of my comfort zone with shape language and composition. I had a phase where I drew everyone with a huge, perfectly circular head and no nose. That definitely did not lend much variety...
Which 3 famous artists (dead or alive) would you invite to your dinner party?
Ack! Iâm so terrible at history! Iâd love to give a well-thought-out answer about fine artists of old, but I don't think weâd have much in common⊠Most artists I admire and who have driven me forward creatively are the people behind comics Iâve read. Andrew Hussie, Bryan Lee OâMalley, Eiichiro Oda... these guys have inspired me greatly and had a heavy influence in developing my art style and sense of humor. Iâd love to ask them questions about their processes and upcoming projects. I think it would make for an entertaining night!
Over the years as an artist, what were your biggest inspirations behind your creativity?
Outside of pure aesthetics like searing bright colors, layered clothing, and loud noisesâŠ. the best and most inspiring moments in my life were those surrounded by friends and loved ones! I cherish the hell out of memories of hanging around in fun locations, trying weird food together, and impromptu midnight walks... so I try my best to capture that atmosphere and my own memories in my work when I can, even if Iâm imposing fictional characters on top of them. Thatâs always the core of it.
What is a medium that you have always been intrigued by but would never use yourself?
I would never permanently refuse a medium, but every time I pick up clay, Iâm like a baby using its hands for the first time. Absolutely dreadful. If one day I could make and paint a figurine like the ones I admire in videos, that would be awesome... But for now, Iâm not counting on it.
How do you want to evolve as a creator?
Iâve had an absolute blast drawing fanart over the years, and itâs certainly played a massive role in my growth as an artist. But my dream has always been to publish my own stories for y'all to enjoy! I have lots of worlds I want to introduce to you before Iâm old and gray. I want to get faster, work harder, and get better at drawing interesting settings so I can get the wheels turning as soon as possible. I also want to stop avoiding the color blue like a coward.
What do you wish you knew when you first started out creating art that you know now?
Pay your taxes quarterly. Tablets will break at the exact moment you need them most, so have a spare. Wear your blue light glasses. Youâre going to need to wear a brace on every joint on the right side of your body. It can be lonely sitting at your desk all day. The car on the side of the road that costs $1000 cashâŠ.. donât trust it!!!
Who on Tumblr inspires you and why?
@cranityâThey use absolutely beautiful colors and weighty line work. Everything looks so sharp and clean! I wanna put it all up on my wall!
@vewnâTheir ability to crank out quality short films and illustrations packed with detail is incredible. The off-kilter perspective they use really sells disorientation and catches your attention like nothing else.
@nelnalâThey have absolutely banger character designs again and again, I canât believe one personâs mind can come up with so many creative ideas!
@jinx88kcâThey have a beautiful and recognizable style, and the way they incorporate animation into their illustrations sometimes is SO cool!
Thanks for stopping by, Metal! For more of Metalâs work, follow their Tumblr, @themetalhiro! If you haven't seen their Meet the Artist piece, be sure to check it out here!
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