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#medical talk#rays random ramblings#dude I cannot hold my hand out flat w/o all my fingers jittering#any tension- curled- extended- my fingers tremble#just like really gently holding my index finger to my thumb I can feel a tremble in my knuckles and wrist#if there's something to rest on or something it's not so bad- like I can holds things#I have trouble writing with pencils though like I've had them skip away from my a few times#but my tablet pen isn't so bad because it's thicker? I don't really have to apply pressure to use it either#anyways things I'm noticing this morning#ah. eh.#in other news I'm going to the camp song thing!!! I'm very excited!!! I get to room with cool people!!!#I'm gonna get to sing so many songs!!! and learn new songs! and play guitar!!! with cool people!!! AAAAAAA
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whatever, go, my silly bunny
#project sekai#pjsk#mafuyu asahina#she was so fucking cute in this mv im going to explode#ESPECIALLY THE LAST IMAGE....... HER SMILE IS SO SFOT................#I NEEED TO SHAKE HER SO VIOLENTLY......#AND LIKE HER HERO DESCRIPTION BEING LIKE PROTECTING SICK KIDS WITH HER WINGS................................ OH THEY WANT ME DEAD...#unbias i dont think this was my favourite cover#its probably my second or third.... fighting its place with phony#i really like ichika's vocals okay 😔#but i think my fave goes to eh? ah sou#nothing beats last years devil's manner tho so far 🙏🙏#anyway enough spiel but this april fools event do be giving me ideas.................. :)
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crawling back to you
#kinda uh got carried away with this ehe#very experimental on this one so go easy on me…#i hope this isn’t too much ??#ah whatever if you love it you love it#and if you hate it you hate it aaaa#south park#sp fanart#sp art#south park fanart#tweek tweak#craig tucker#sp tweek#sp craig#sp creek#craig x tweek#imp tweek#youth pastor craig#south park phone destroyer#sp phone destroyer#[idiotic art]
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I was trying to eat noodles neatly and for some reason I got sad midway. So I drew them messy eating a biscuit and a strawberry to combat sad noodle blues.
#Ugh I could've made it messier though.#I tried looking at how the strawberry juice look as it's getting bitten. But looking at a closeup of a mouth eating is kinda uncomfortable#I would need to be paid to look at that again. I dropped it and just winged it. Lol#Hm. I should've at least looked up how goopy it should look. But eh. Drawings finished.#I heard wild strawberries are sour? But these ARE giant strawberries. So this might be a special special kind of strawberry.#I'm not like other strawberries. 😤🍓 Lol#I can't remember what an actual strawberry taste. People made it look pretty good though.#Then again people also made dragon fruit look tasty and it turned out it just tastes like a very very desaturated pear. Lol#Hmmmm but also then again. They also make cherries look good and I LOVE cherries. 🤷♀️#That ain't the giant Crumbl cookie if anyone's wondering. Connie would probably never spend money on a Crumbl. That's a home made biscuit.#Bruh I can't spell biscuit#I watched someone biting on what I think is a Crumbl and they spit it out. And the pieces sounded like concrete as it hit the table 😆😆😆#connverse#connie maheswaran#steven quartz universe#Lion SU#su#steven universe#skedoobles#Ah. Also scribbling this because I needed a break after burning out 3 hours of a commission's allotted time just figuring out what pose#to settle on. So like I only have five hours left to work on their piece. 😬#my shiz#Waitaminuteee in case I unintentionally relayed it wrong. I'm not going to actually just make that allotted commission time just 5 hours no#I recognize not being able to settle a pose for THAT long in a commission is skill issue on my part so I'm not going to carve out 3 hours#Plus at least now I have poses that I *could* make a YCH out of. The body measures are going to be limited however 🤔
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STACKEDNATURAL ⇉ 177.5/327 (part 1)
3.9 Malleus Maleficarum Written by Ben Edlund Directed by Robert Singer Original Air Date: January 31, 2008
#supernatural#dean winchester#ruby#ruby 1.0#deanwinchesteredit#deanedit#jensen ackles#jensenacklesedit#stackednatural#spn#spnedit#supernaturaledit#userbbelcher#cinemapix#filmtv#dailyflicks#tvedit#tvgifs#becauseofthebowties#userelm#altarofrowena#tusersana#userknights#deancaskiss#userrlaura#3x9#this one too. ah fuck this whole subplot is mirrored in 14x12. its too much for one or even two sets sorry#also 'i dont believe in the devil' okay lkdfhjkdfgh you were AWESOME eh :')
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I like how I don’t follow this person or anything fandom on my job’s twitter account (bc I literally can’t) but I still get icemav on the feed.
#is it bc my I have several ao3 tabs on my phone with hangster and icemav fic eh maybe#ah yes the life of a social media manager#will I get fired for this lmao#young icemav#top gun#top gun maverick
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magic potions from vending machine
#heroes of the city#these are actually my OCs as drinks#but i have no energy to mumble about them#but i ah so want to do so#eh#im just tired as fuck#original character#or something idk#potion#fantasy#high tech fantasy
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thoughts about the "it's ableist to demand people to create art without ai" argument
thankfully not an argument that shows up on my dash unless someone is dunking on it (though i prefer not to be exposed to it at all but what can you do), but i Do think it can be worth biting into the question of: Does True Art Require Effort?
like, if we just ignore the exploitative nature of generative AI for a moment, and the fact that it creates dogshit results and is probably not going to get much "better" than this.
the thing i tend to harp on is that i don't find it particularly meaningful to discuss back and forth whether or not ai generated pictures counts as Real Art or not, because we do not have a meaningful consensus on how to define art in a way that includes everything we personally think is art and excludes everything we don't think is art. it's an interesting discussion! but it's a distraction from, well, The Exploitation. i personally think ai generated pictures can be art - it just tends to be Bad Art. it's uninspired, boring, and makes a mockery of the craft - but that's something you can say about many artworks that's been crafted by real human hands, as well.
so technically i have already answered the question, but it's not what i wanted to talk about. what i wanted to look at was the relationship between Art and Effort, or as some may put it, Suffering. because there is a point where i agree- i don't think there's a necessary Effort Threshold something needs to pass to be considered Art. i don't think one has to suffer to create. and it is true that for some people, the act creation requires far more effort or sacrifice than it requires of others, be it because of disability, time restraints, a lack of resources... we have different situations! this is real! i myself have struggled with tendonitis, severely limiting my ability to draw, and it's not something you can just keep drawing your way through the pain for, lest you fuck it up even worse.
the first question is this: is Creation a human right? well, self actualization IS on the maslow's pyramid of needs, on the tippy top. i have no idea if the pyramid theory is considered Super Legit or not, but it makes sense to me. i think humans DO have a creative need that we express in a myriad of forms - not just writing and drawing! i think our brains yearn to Make Thing for the sake of Making Thing. i think it is very very sad that techbros are dabbling in the act of creation by writing prompts to feed ai generators, and i pity them for not having discovered a more fulfilling way to feed that impulse. i do actually think all humans should have time and tools for creative expressions, but that's an extremely broad sentence for me to say.
(a more adjacent topic is that art as a Product is more of a luxury than a Human Need, like it's not food or shelter. but also art is so deeply embedded in human civilization, and i do think it's a shame how often people consider it superfluous or even hedonistic. *i* think it's important to feed the soul with beauty and stories and expression, but i have no authority to make such a claim for all humankind.)
here is the thing. we have made many tools that have made creating art easier. we live in an age of photography and audio recording and digital art programs. the last one especially can give us a MYRIAD of shortcuts when it comes to creating visual art! nobody would consider it "cheating" to use the paint bucket tool instead of painstakingly filling in every area with a brush tool. we have increasingly more access to 3d models and various assets. *is* there a point where we draw a line in the sand and say, "you're not spending enough time to make this, therefore it is void"? i, personally, wouldn't. i wouldn't know where to draw that line. i have been reading webcomics for a long time, and i have seen how webtoon as a platform has slowly gentrified the medium and is forcing creators to create pages at an unsustainable, breakneck speed - it's no wonder artists are plopping 3D assets directly into their art to even make that schedule viable.
like, ultimately, generative ai doesn't make anything new we have never seen before - we've had photo manipulation for as long as photography has existed, what we consider "slop" has been churned out by greedy corporations for as long as it's been a way to make money - it just makes it much faster, and, crucially, without intention or creative input.
like, i think that's the big thing. whether or not Art can be created without Intent is a whole another discussion, actually. there was an article about someone leaving their glasses on the floor at a gallery, and people started treating it as part of the exhibition. your cat can take a random, unintended photo and you can call it art. once again, a very big and interesting discussion to have! but i think the throughline is that even if human intent was not involved in creating the art, human intent placed it in a context to make it art. art is a social construct! but! i do think intent can be the line between Good art and Bad art. unfortunately, this is another extremely complex discussion to have, because can we objectively call any art Good or Bad? what does Good or Bad even *mean*! do we even have time to delve into that!!
but what we can say for absolutely 100% certain is that generative ai has no intent, no purpose, no thoughts. it is an algorithm, it does not have the ability to think or mean anything of its own. if it has a bias, it's because the people who programmed it have a bias, or because there is an implicit bias in the content fed to it. now, i don't want to go down the path of talking about how Real Art has a ~*Soul*~ or always has some kind of deep meaning. i don't think the millions of Cool Anime Eyes sketched in math notebooks have a deeper meaning. we create art for lots and lots of purposes - for fun, for practice, to make money, to tell our most vulnerable of truths in the only way we know how, and so on. it can be hard to tell how much of what we create is imbued with ~*intent*~, or even how much we are aware of it - i don't know if a 12 year old trying to draw the coolest edgiest sword wielding OC is thinking too hard about like, the contextual implications of design tropes... but they're making an effort to make their OC look ras as hell with the knowledge and tools at their tiny hand. when they are 24 they may look back at what they drew and redraw it with all the experience they have gained since!!
an AI can't replace a human doing creative work professionally because the skills and knowledge they are using is far more than just "picture look pretty" or "this text vaguely sounds like it was written by a human and isn't that super impressive". at best, or worst really, it replaces extremely overworked and over-exploited professionals who are not given time, resources and compensation to do their job *well*, such as ghost writers forced to write slop.
creation is more than the effort it takes to make it. it is *knowing* how to shape your clay, your words, your lines, to make them into what you want them to be and what you want them to do. it is knowing how (and when) to rewrite your draft, to pick out the best sketch, to make coherent thumbnails, tighten up the narrative, to evoke a mood, to play on themes. it is to build your skill with everything you make.
generative AI is a randomizer button. the one thing i feel fairly certain about is that it's very difficult to say *you* created something if all you did was write a prompt and a machine spat out a product at you. like that one seems fairly cut and dry to me. another thing i've seen a lot is people claiming to use genAI as a starting point, and then editing the thing to make it what you want it to be - and i can see the merit in that, sure! though i also think that the amount of editing and tweaking you need to do to make the thing workable is so substantial and grueling that you may as well make your thing from scratch, and now we've just looped back around to the Demanding Effort Is Ableism problem again.
using generative AI is giving up your autonomy in the process of creation. there are ways to spin art out of that (gestures at marina abramovíc's famous performance art where she just let the audience do whatever they wanted to her while she remained unresponsive) - but for the question of Creating Art As A Human Right And Need: why would you want to? what creative fulfilment do you get out of relinquishing all creative control? you're not... you're not *making* anything. maybe you came up with an idea - great start! - and then threw it out the window in the hopes that the wind would pick it up and take it somewhere exciting. god, even that sounds more like an artistic project than using generative AI. literally any metaphor i could make about this sounds more artistic and interesting than what generative AI is doing these days. i miss the time when AI generated pictures were incomprehensible and strange. i miss secret horses. i miss the time where i naively hoped computers dreaming up images would be like, artistically interesting.
most importantly, as many, many other people have said: disabled people are *already* making art. when my tendonitis was bad, i drastically reduced my drawing time and switched to only using tools that were gentle on my hands, and planned my drawings and drawing time accordingly. i think of my disabled writer friends using speech-to-text software. i think of sir terry pratchett, diagnosed with alzheimers, creating his last books by dictating to his assistant and making audio notes for himself. i'm thinking of the many, many creatives who have collaborated to create amazing things together. i'm not going to come out here and say that ~*Anything Is Possible If You Only Put Your Mind To It*~ or some other platitude that disregards your disability, i don't know you, maybe you will never have the ability or resources to work on the One beautiful creative project that lives in your heart. but i am nearly completely certain that generative AI is not your only option.
#too long for twitter#i need a better tag for these posts but eh. ah. whatever.#art history student brain: activated#i am tentatively leaving this post rebloggable but if it gets Annoying Traction i WILL be turning that off
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hope everyone know how much they mean to me (i dont show it enough my bad)
#tf2 bidwell#miss pauling#reddy tf2#tf2#team fortress 2#kino art#this one is months old... just wanted to color it quickly bc aha idk how to color help#i have more unfinished doodles but ah i cant draw i just saw this one and thought eh lets just ugly paint it#but i just realized i suck at painting 👍#help i am just staring at all the wips i have
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Day 22 of P̸̭͕͔̮̗̄̀̇̔̂̀̈́͒̈́͋͘͘͜͝͝i̴̛͉̯̗̹̟̳̮͍̼̒̃̀̅̍̓̏̑̏̏͆̒͆̇͛̀́̋z̸̨̮̼̣͙͓̹͔̖̟̱̮͉͓̯̰̝̗̾̔̓̉̽͊͜͝z̵̢͍̳͔̩͈̭̖͔̖̟̃̐͒̈́̎̑̊̋̉̕͝ͅa̸̢̢̢̨̛̛͉̺̪̣̱̩͕̱̹̘̱͔͈̟͔̿̀́͐̀̀͛̿͆́̈́͘ạ̶̡̧̩̬̣̯̟̼̼͚̘̹̙̱̲͈̭́̈̓̎̈ͅͅǎ̵̩̥̪̅̈̇͆à̶̛̛̛̪̅̓͒̋͗͗́̏̐̽͐͐͐̀͘͘͝a̷̖̝̰̜͔̩͚̼̤̮͋͛̓̈́͑́͑̔̏͂͑̈́̀̈̚̕̕ȧ̴̢̢̧̬̞̫̲͔̔̑̈́́̐̀̂̊̓̈́̕-
.... Peppino?
here for ř̶̛̼̘̪͔̳̣̹̦̥̲̥̑̀͌̈́̾̅̍̆͋̈́̉̓̀̓͠e̴̪̦̫͖̜̥͎͙̬͚͔̦͈̒̊̍̄̀̏̽̅̈̿̌̕v̴͖͉̺̦̯̣̺̭͔̠͓̭͈̪̰̓͂̂͋̉͊̀͘̕��ȩ̸̡͍̜̻̻͇̩̙͙̫̥́̽͑̓̓͛͌̚͜͠n̷̡̜̘̙̼̂̈̉͝ͅg̵̢̝̮̺̪͙͍̲̤̖̞̋̏́̈́͆͛͆̌̌́̿́̄̃̊̚͘ͅȩ̵̠̦̥̫̭͕͎̱̺̗̮̋͑̾͗͒̈́̔͒̓̀̇̈́̕̕͝͝ at all costs......... huh? that's strange...
somebody from this universe seems to have already taken care of it.
#ah well...... problem solved i guess!! yippee!!! 🎉🎉🎉#my art#pizza tower#pizza tower peddito#pizza tower fake peppino#october 2024#... where'd this weird Peppino come from anyways? ... eh it's probably nothing to worry about!#anyways! here's another honorary Fun Fact for all of you! ✨#particularly rude Gremlins taste awful.
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the trouble with being the one who survives is you must keep on doing it
inspired directly by @onionninjasstuff 's heart wrenching comic of Future Donnie's death (read it!!)
#my art#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#future donnie#future mikey#future leo#still not a million percent happy with the formating#but this is prolly the closest thing to a 'polished comic' ive made yet#think it wound up more like an 'emotional equivilant of a toddler kicking u in the shins' rather than 'steel bat to the knees' but eh#shrugs#at this point ive stared at it for too long so bam onto the internet it goes#also lmao i was just having fun w leos arm#and i knew it was super not even close to how his canon proesthetic looked#but i was just having fun w the mechanical nonsense#and then later i was like ah shit what color are his pants again lemme go watch a clip and check#and wouldnt ya know it i flipped the colors on his arm too#i think i actually prefer canons green shoulder w red bicep/band butttt#we can say this is an older prototype arm#which would mean donnie mustve left him a shiny new arm#that he'll never get to hear a speech mode ramble explination of#:')#u ever just think about how grief is this thing you have to take with you#its not just something you can walk away from not just an event that happens#its perpetual and part of you now#like its every time you go to make an immediate inside joke but theres no one there to share it#its every question you never got to ask and every new question you never will#every task you must reassign#every doubt that goes unreassured#its a silence that you bring with you to every room#haunting is so selfmade and i love it so much
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Why do I always draw nier prettiest in art that is only gonna be fully viewed by me and like 3 other people
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mutuals si alguna vez me vuelvo famoso quiero que hagan rumores y leyendas urbanas sobre mí
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A wild Goose has appeared
#actually so proud of this one#ah f forgot his necklace#eh just dont tell anyone lol ;)#top gun#top gun 1986#top gun fanart#nick goose bradshaw#nick bradshaw#aviiart
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me siento tarada subiendo dibujos aveces I FEEL very ridiculous
culos jajaja
#dmmd#dramatical murder#digital art#noiz#noiz dmmd#dramatical murder noiz#CHORIPAN#noiz se come un choripan#es aleman pero come choripan#RIMA!!!!#creo#chori#CHORIZO#lol#ahre#NO ME GUSTA TANTO EH#I DONT LIKE IT THAT MUCH#AH LO PONIA EN INGLES#HELLO PUTOS#rkgk#doodle
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Draw your characters as challenge with leather pants?!
Yes please :>>
the original
#my art#traditional art#pathologic townsfolk#ah eh aaaahhh ehhh uuuh eeeeehmmmm muuuuhhh#jojka's creations#fan art
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