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having collaborative ocs with friends will have you saying shit like "what if scimble was bumpus wouldnt that be funny" and then like two weeks later its one of the most important pieces of lore you have
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i lied. put your clothes back on. we’re going to talk about how if dc didn’t kill off kara back in the 80s and made it a point to keep her dead for 18 years because of their misogyny, she would’ve been one of dc’s most prominent characters (like dick grayson is right now) with a 100+ issues run during the 90’s, a great supporting cast and a variety of villains. instead, for the last 20 years, she’s been deaged to a teen three times, each time more detrimental than the last. she’s in the best position she’s been ever since she came back because now she’s an adult again, yet dc keeps giving her stories to be written by people who don’t understand her.
#supergirl#kara zor el#i KNOW she’s an important character in dc#especially live action#but comic!kara has been stuck in a limbo for such a long time#even after wot dc didn’t use the opportunity of the traction the book made to give kara a good solo#AND they didn’t even need to search for an author#pkj WANTED to write the story#i don’t know if ALL the words i used here a correctly used#but i’m tired and i don’t care#like physically tired#but also of dc’s bullshit lol
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"Your true colors"
[pretty sure this idea has been done before but I wanna give it a shot sksksksk]
You and your yautja mate were visiting a tech savvy friend who had called you unexpectedly this morning.
(3am to be exact) your mate wasn't to pleased about this since it ruined your perfect sleep together.
But they had called you in for good reason! You see your tech savvy friend has been working alongside other yautja technicians and together they have developed a new vision setting capable of giving yautja partners "ooman vision!!"
Since your friends with the techs you two were given first rights to test it!
Your yautja mate clicks in hesitation to being set up as a guinea pig...but for the chance to see the world through your eyes??? Worth any risk.
Since the bio mask feature is in its testing phase it still has a lot of wires connected to it and after proper application...your mate looked like the inside of a computer monitor (you couldn't help but snicker a little as to how funny they looked)
Tech: Systems running.... synchronizing bio helms infrared settings to the new update...and we should be clear! How's it looking [insert yautja mates name] ???
Tech: can you see us???
Your mate takes a moment to focus their eyes to the new flash of colors...a bit more irritating since they never had to perceive this much detail before.
Soon enough they were taking in the view of the room they were in and started to look down at themselves, realizing this is how their skin color looked to you.
You couldn't contain your excitement and proceeded to rush your way to them! "How do you like it love?!"
They turned their heads to you immediately and they got up so fast the tech almost got yanked to the floor while carrying the wires that were attached to the mask 🤭
Tech: WOAH EASY THERE!! these wires are delicate!!!
Your mate grabbed your arms and all you could hear were cute purrs mixed in with happy clicks! "Your...colors!!"...their so... beautiful!!!
You couldn't help but get a bit teary eyed at their tender expression (even if they were wearing a mask)
The way they tilted their head, the way they began to coo at you and marvel at your unique beauty...
They gently cupped your face and took their time to take in all the details they couldn't see on you before!!
(oh my how they wish they could see more of you in a private setting...)
You melted into their touch and showed them any tattoos or markings you had so they could see it how it was meant to be seen! Afterwards you heard the tech drag something into the room.
Tech: figured you'd like to get a good look at yourself in full view! (They've brought in a large mirror)
You pulled your mate closer towards the mirror, "I'm so happy you can finally see all of your pretty skin patterns the way I've always been able too [insert mates name] ♥️"
Tech: I'm confident that I can get this finalized and installed permanently since testing has gone so much better than I hoped for, so this won't be the last time you'll get to see like this!
You thanked your friend for this amazing opportunity, and you turned back to your mate and the two of you continued to look at yourselves (well you were mostly looking at your mates reaction)
They were staring at you as well, (you were starting to blush a bit) Do you...like how I look?
Your mate turned to face you, "My ooman....you were appealing to me even in the darkest shades of red and black..."
"Your true colors are even more breath taking than before..♥️"
#i actually don't remember if it was ever canon that they have a ooman vision mode available in their bio masks#aside from in video games???#like idk if they even bother to use it much since i don't think it'd be useful to them???#who knows but yeah!! didn't think id write this much but whatever!#also any and all writers are free to use this idea and make it like 1000 times better!#especially making it more personalized ♥️#yautja#limbo writes#yautja fic#yautja x reader#drabble
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i cannot believe that since i posted the last chapter of my zhongli multichap (in july 2022) right
ive gotten engaged
ive gotten married
AND
ive gotten pregnant 🧍🏼♀️
specifically pregnant with identical twins 🧍🏼♀️🧍🏼♀️
#c shut up#i had a much sappier announcement planned but this is funnier#anyways this doesnt rly explain why ive been so MIA but im using it as an excuse#but truly ive just been in limbo when it comes to#hyperfixations and i have no writing motivation#and im not on my PC as much as i used to which is how i mostly enjoy going on tumblr#all to say is i do miss being on here as much but im doing ok!!#im just navigating a new part of my life being married in our house and now this so#its an adjustment period for me still#also i was going to wait another week or so to actually share this but i jusr ive been holding it in for 7 weeks actually and its been#torture LOLL#i have no plans on sharing publicly irl on like my irl socials but#i wanna share here <3#anyways new tags from me days later i was going to hesitate posting this again but today was a stinky day#and i want to share some happy news to cheer me up perhaps#idk if that makes sense i might also delete this post#eventually#but idk i just wanna share :(#no matter what happens this is going on right now and its worth celebrating!!#c’s baby tag
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Unpopular opinion maybe, but I have such a love-hate relationship with "Si" as a nickname for Ghost.
#it's weird in the sense that I don't know if i like it or hate it or if it works or not#idc if people use it. it's just like. in my writing#im always torn between including it and not including it#again. just for my writing btw#maybe it's because i also have a two-syllable name and i don't like it when people try to reduce it or give me a nickname based off my name#because like. m8. it's short enough and not hard to say#but then im like. si isn't that bad. it's a lil cute too#ughhhhh#i don't know#i feel like ill forever be in this limbo for it
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Fun fact about us: we really, really like doing crossovers, whether between different Things or just between different AUs of the same Thing. We deeply enjoy throwing things into each other and seeing the relative "normal" interact, tinkering with different potential outcomes of the same general thing, fucking around with culture clash and alternate realities, and all of that fun stuff.
Unfortunately, we also get into flavors of media that isn't quite finished a lot, and we often really want to throw together AUs that we have to write ourself together with things, which means that we're nearly constantly running into the same handful of roadblocks: it's really hard to write about stuff when people have no idea what you're talking about, and it's also really hard to write about stuff when you don't know half of what's going on.
This means that a decent chunk of our writing that is finished tends to stay in drafts - fics based on information that needs to be revealed in stuff we haven't yet written, fics based on media where half of the things we need to know aren't yet revealed in canon, and similar situations easily make up our second most common category of "finished but unpublished" and "finished except for That One Thing" fic (our first most common category is "we need to come up with a decent opening and writing a good hook is hard")
This is, of course, a hell of our own creation. A problem of our own authorship, that we still consistently fail to escape because of our sense of pride and unwillingness to turn out anything that isn't at least half-decent. Similar to the way that we force ourself to reread any media that we write fic of for the sake of accuracy before we can publish it. It makes things take longer, but allows us to ensure quality - though it may hold us back from a certain degree of self-indulgence, mischaracterization is the thing that bothers us most, and if we release a misreading or mischaracterization, that'll haunt us more than any level of soul-baring ever count.
Anyways, all of this is to say that peak self-indulgence for us looks like an isekai Dungeon Meshi/Runaway to the Stars crossover where we stick a handful of characters into the dungeon and let them just kind of cope with that for the forseeable future and the only thing stopping us from doing this is a sense of pride and the fact that Runaway to the Stars doesn't actually have finished & published books right now.
#we speak#writing#no clue if thisll go in the tags for either of those pieces of media. tag search is very inconsistent on that.#if you're looking at this from a fandom tag then hi#this is the same force that keeps 99% of our hbg fic in development hell and the same thing that keeps our multichapters in limbo#if you see us say “we're writing something” and then we don't post it then theres like a 80% chance that its one of three things#either we couldn't make a decent intro we ran into a “need to post this before this” error or we ran into a missing info error#assuming that we didn't get stuck on the reread ofc#sometimes this will also make us into a massive hater because we put large amounts of effort into making things Consistent and Functional#and then we run into authors that Don't do that and we're like “what the hell dude why is your world so sloppy theres holes in here”#the problem is that we unfortunately probably thought it through more than you and now we're in the pit again#anyways. do you guys think that the dungeon could spawn monsters that are edible for talita if she got hungry enough in there#can the dungeon manufacture centaur macromolecules. could talita eat dungeon meat. could the dungeon make centaur safe meatplants#we answer this question in twenty years when rtts is done and published and we can finally write fic for it
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i need to do exposure therapy with purgatory i think the fandom experience at the time instilled the unpleasant dread and despair i still feel whenever i think about the event
#though it was also . the event itself’s fault . lol#and the miserable experience it was to watch them play from 7 pm to 5 am every single day for two weeks my time#and yes a lot of my unpleasant feelings towards purg come from my own ass being hyperfixated on the serv/etoiles#to a point where i struggled to Not watch . which made the feelings worse yknow#also like it kinda sucked for everyone it also sucked as an etoiles viewer . man was constantly stuck between the#‘i can’t fight like i want to bc people will complain that im too strong and it’s unfair nor can i Not fight bc people will complain that#i’m going easy on people/not invested in the team’ . and he was right people shit on him either way#like the event marked him in the ‘damned if i do damned if i don’t’ department so much that he still uses purgatory as an example today#and then he joined purg2……. babey girl ur hyperfixation is hurting u….. i actually enjoyed purg2 more tho so idc as much LOL#purg2 was better bc it was an event u actually willingly joined and it included people not from the main server so it wasn’t stuck in#fucking ‘is this lore or a pvp competition’ limbo#anw yeah even though i dislike purgatory overall bc it rly did shitall other than make people angry for two weeks (on ur server thats#supposed to be about uniting cultures . they all spoke in primarily english for two weeks bc the competition model that purg was#was just not built for short distance discussions…. lord)#there’s still some cool stuff that came out of it . my fave highlights r bloodhounds and nice cogs i love them#when i feel stronger i will comb through the vods to write up the relevant stuff for the etoiles miraheze page i just . am still not strong#enough . the detox must be slow and steady#jay rambles#also i am going to bed now i should have been asleep ages ago
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#Nothing to see here folks!#Just an old bitch whining and being annoying about stuff - move along! Pay no attention to the hater behind the curtain!#Wrestling is Bad Actually#*Heavy sigh*#I miss wrestling#I really do#I miss watching it and enjoying it and getting excited about it and writing fic about it#But I just can't do any of that anymore. Tony Khan ain't letting me LOL#And I have boring real life adult problems and wrestling used to be my escape from all that but NOT ANYMORE!#It's just really hitting me today how much I'm in Fandom Limbo#I stopped watching AEW months ago because - to put it as diplomatically as possible - it is very much Not For Me anymore#And everything I've seen and heard since then has only confirmed I made the right decision there#But I don't currently have another hyper-fixation to fill the void#So I'm just stuck here desperately waiting for something else to come and save me from this nightmare#And I don't want to be a hater! I used to fucking LOVE AEW and I take no joy in how much I think it sucks nowadays#And I don't wanna be a party pooper either - I see everyone else squeeing about the Bucks or Junglecorpse or MJF and Ospreay or Bryan#And it's just like...I'm glad y'all are having fun - really! But GOOD LORD does none of that appeal to me in the slightest#Most of my faves aren't getting booked - let alone pushed!#And the few that are are even worse off because Tony's booking is SO BAD it makes me unable to give a shit about wrestlers I used to love#I feel like Lieutenant Dan on New Years - everyone else is having a grand ol' time while I'm just sat here like 🙁#I feel like I'm going through the fives stages of grief in regards to fandom at the moment and it is not a good time let me tell ya#So yeah - don't be surprised if I stop being a wrestling blog the second the new Dragon Age game comes out#Save me Bioware! You're my only hope!
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uuuuuuuuhhh short gabriel thing inspired by james' "wrack him with guilt" fic. wrote in 10-ish minutes and a bit too tired to finish coming up with things for now. beware its long because of formatting
Lust. Adultery. Cheated on spouse on numerous occasions, affair lasted 2 years, 4 months, 1 year, 3 weeks.
Lust. Homosexuality. Practiced rather then repent.
Wrath. Murder. Unintentional; an act of violence regarding the loss of a betting pool. Murder is murder.
Greed. Theft. Stole from within the community on numerous occasions.
Lust. Adultery. Cheated on spouse once, never admitted.
Violence. Suicide. Mutilation. Desecrated the blessed body that was given.
Heresy. Intentional worship of the stars. Convinced others to believe in false prophetic visions.
Lust. Homosexuality. Did not practice, did not repent.
Lust. Promiscuity. Birthed a child to unknown parents.
Gluttony. Hoarded food in excess, watching it wilt and mold. Did not consume, nor give to others.
You cannot ignore it for much longer. (Yes you will.)
Lust.
Wrath.
Wrath.
Greed.
Heresy.
Please stop speaking to me. You will get judged in due time. There are others ahead.
There are others ahead.
Gluttony.
Treachery.
Wrath.
Violence.
There are others ahead.
Fraud.
Heresy.
Treachery.
Gluttony.
Greed.
Lust.
There are others ahead. You will be judged in due time Sinner.
Violence.
Limbo. The L-rd is merciful. The L-rd is merciful.
Limbo. The L-rd is merciful.
Limbo.
The L-rd is merciful.
The L-rd is merciful.
The L-rd is merciful.
Limbo. It is within His divine plan.
The Father makes no mistakes. The Father knows all. The Father is (you are) correct in His (your) judgement.
Limbo.
The Father judges all correctly.
#its three am i got bored writing the [x. y. zzz]#may touch this up a bit more later#writing on my phone wow. hate doing this#james yr fic taught me a new thing of babies used to go to limbo. i have some thoughts here
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My favorite thing about the Jasper/Maria ship, dynamic, or whatever is how complicated and mysterious they are, like we don’t know much about them but what we DO know speaks to something deeper going on that isn’t quite explored. Like they make each other worse but they also make each other BETTER! It’s insane to think about really. Everyone’s usually like “they make each other worse!” but you’re like the only person to point out just how much they also make each other better and your points are so solid it got me thinking!
Like it’s honestly crazy to think about how they’re both in such bad circumstances and they’ve done bad things together; but there’s also the fact that they’re so tender and forgiving towards each other, how much they’ve learned from each other (especially from Confederate!Jasper’s side considering he had a LOT to learn/unlearn), and how they made each other stronger, smarter, etc.. while being from two completely different worlds yet they met and bonded through a similar core experience: War.
They became winners together after having lost so much before and they both chose each other naturally. Jasper could have chosen to follow Lucy or Nettie at any time but he chose Maria and he knew from the moment he met them that she was the special one, the leader. “It was immediately clear that the brunette was somehow in charge of the others. If they'd been military, I would have said that she outranked them.”
Maria was able to pick apart his compelling nature and knew he would be special/useful to her too, that’s why she chose to keep him and changed him herself bc one of the others said they were more likely to kill him. She probably didn’t expect to develop feelings for him later down the line but that’s for another conversation lol. They met by chance and they chose each other. They saw something.
I think both characters know this deep down and that’s why they still have some leftover feelings for each other. To me it’s the only thing that explains their out-of-character behavior towards each other. Like come on there’s no way Jasper is just thinking and talking about Maria like that if she didn’t still have an impact on him and there’s no way Maria’s just randomly thinking of him enough to want to find and visit him if he didn’t have some sort of impact on her too.
That speaks to so much potential between them. If they were so powerful and successful and hung-up on each other in the unfortunate situations they were in, imagine how powerful and strong they’d have been if they were in better circumstances. It gives me such a “right person, wrong time” feeling with them. Idk just my thoughts. You seem like the only person I can share these with lol.
- same anon btw
ANON it's wonderful to see you in my inbox again!!! you know i'm always here for Loving María Hours 🥰
you're right, there's so much deeper shit going on between Jasper & María, it's kinda crazy that all these other characters/ships get so much more attention when Jasper/María literally have a built-in story! (no hate to those who create content on minor characters ofc — we're all out here doing the lord's work LMAO)
you really hit it on the head. like the fact that their story is so "evil" and their characters are so "bad" speaks to the gentleness and goodness that obviously came out of their relationship considering Jasper is now a vegetarian Cullen freak. & the idea that the external conflict (war) is used as a vehicle AND as a symbol for their own internal conflicts & the thematic discussion at hand?!?!?! THE STORY 👏 WRITES👏 ITSELF👏👏👏
bro ofc Jasper followed María!! bad bitches only. & at the end of it all Lucy & Nettie AINT SHIT! they betrayed their covenmate! smh. tbh it spoke volumes that she had no problem killing them YET took so long (& ultimately did not) kill Jasper. girl can sniff betrayal from a mile away & even though she let the paranoia get the best of her, in the end she didn't let it control her 😇 it's not a perfect cutesy HEA, but dammit if it's not GROWTH
only semi-related, but the fact that Jasper mentions she had a good judge of character, and the fact that she seemed to look specifically for humans who would be gifted/powerful, makes me wonder if she didn't have some sort of gift herself. i like to think that Nettie & Lucy didn't betray her bc of something she did but rather bc they simply couldn't cope with the way María always chose Jasper & her country above all. María's gift is that she sees the good & the strength & value in people. even when they don't see it in themselves. war is simply not a good medium for people to reach their full potential...& once María draws it out of them, they discover want more for themselves than what death & violence can give them. in Nettie & Lucy's case, they lash out bc they assume they will never live up to María's vision. in Jasper's case, he defects so he can live up to the person she sees in him ❤️ María's weakness is she gets so focused on her mission she gets tunnel vision, so these are all seen to her as betrayals
but i imagine María realizes this down the road & works on healing herself instead of her country. obviously the Southern Wars haven't gotten out of control, & wtf does Jasper know about the South's situation after his 150-year absence? maybe the fact that she hasn't gotten herself in trouble lets him know that she's more focused these days on looking out for herself, finding potential within instead of working in vain to fix something that can realistically never be repaired in the way she always dreamed. & that's ok :)
all he knows is she's got a softer side & that he's rooting for her on her own journey to healing, & he will always wish her well 😌
TLDR TRUE TRUE, ANON. right person, wrong time.
all hail María ❤️
#maría my beloved#anon i love you so much please come back soon for Loving María hours!!!!!!#i love this ship sm#and i started answering your other ask with a moodboard but i never finished it so now its in draft limbo LOL#BUT REST ASSURED I HEAR YOU#youre really making me want to write this jasría fic#su-angelvicioso#im going to keep tagging her in these posts bc i hope shes reading this ❤️❤️❤️❤️#anon if you dont know she was the QUEEN of maria content and the blog that got me on this ship#UGH. ❤️#twilight#twilight renaissance#asks#jasría#jasria#WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THE STRIKETHRU IN YOUR ASK THO!!!!!!!!!! HELLO THEY ARE LOVERS!!! HOW?!?!?!?#THEIR OOC BEHAVIOR EXPLAINS SO MUCH#AND THEY ARE BOTH SO TRAUMATIZED THEY USE WAR AS A MEANS TO BECOME CLOSER TOGETHER#LIKE HER PUTTING HIM IN CHARGE OF NEW RECRUITS. HIM FIGHTING ALL THESE BATTLES & PURGING ALL THESE NEWBORNS#IT'S DISGUSTING AND VIOLENT AND THE ONLY WAY THESE TWO IDIOTS KNOW HOW TO CONNECT WITH EACH OTHER#BECAUSE IT'S THE ONLY THING THEY KNOW#SO OF COURSE IN THEIR DEEPER QUEST TO LOVE EACH OTHER AND THEMSELVES THEY FIND THEMSELVES GETTING MORE INVOLVED IN THIS WAR#FUCKING HELLO I AM DEAD OVER THIS COME BACK ANON COME BACK
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the suyeol lore is so crazy
#their relationship is so interesting to me like aoughhhh#like you see subaek and even tho they don't talk a lot on camera (most of the time) those two get along so well#they understand and respect each other so much they take their job very seriously and they're actually good friends as a result#suyeol on the other hand is 12 years of slowburn like it's crazyyyyy#you admire him and believe in him like no one else does and then you discover that he isn't that great actually#so you get disappointed and distance yourself and then you both are in this weird limbo for years as you grow up#and slowly but surely you rediscover how your relationship works because both of you are adults now and now we're here#like yeah suhito was stressed back then the context was not great for a leader AND tao was still with exo so lmao pcy could fend for himself#so i get ittttt they were going through it but. i need to know what he said to pcy like oh my god was it really that bad 😭#i wonder if they've ever mentioned it 🤔#writing this bc i just remembered that one time they had to describe e/o and suho was like#“you're my cute dongsaeng i admire your talents so much and oh btw you're not uncomfortable around me these days right? uwu”#LIKE ??? KING YOU CAN'T SAY THAT AND LEAVE US IN THE DARK#(<- they totally can it's not our business lmao)#idolization to tentative ''''enemies'''' to coworkers to friends to good friends is crazy#i need to look into this properly omg let's do some research#anyways i want a subunit :) they can be called exo sc too sehun won't mind bc these are like his favorite people in the world!!!#idk i find the exos and their bond so interesting because you truly have it all with them there's a whole spectrum of friendships#and i appreciate that it's not like with b*s & taegi (if you don't know who they are... let's keep it that way <3)#because those two were just too different to get along. it was extreme. but bighit forced it so much it was painful to see sometimes#and then the hawaii trip came and they painted it like a ''see? after this trip they get along so well now <3'' moment#1. girl let's be serious for a sec 😐 and 2. it's not our business!!!!! focus on making good music!!!!!#i'm so glad exo didn't have to go through something like that bc i just know that they'd have disbanded by now sjfsifjsk#the saranghaja sprite isn't that intense we lovr freedom of choice (keeping in mind that they were under sm) <33333#so YEAH. can you guys tell i can't sleep hehe :)#dara.t#suho and chanyeol
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Me at the legacies writers
#and it’s not just Landon/Hope/Handon#it’s all the characters/‘friendships’/storylines#the truly messed up the last two seasons of the show#they would write Hope/Landon occ just for the sake of whatever they wanted to do#they would have these big speeches/moments to show good friendships(panda promise Hope wouldn’t fight alone only for Hope to fight alone)#a whole speech about how Lizzie couldn’t kill Hope to Lizzie trying to kill her the very next episode#talking about how they would never leave a friend behind but would gladly leave them behind if it was convenient for them#I bet the wouldn’t have even tried to save Cleo if they didn’t need her muse powers#and so on#or them foreshadowing something only to make all that foreshadowing for nothing#spending a whole season setting up something only to make it pointless#making a big deal about malivore wanting Cleo to use her muse powers/gave him a vision and did nothing with it#save them with him taking Hope/golem Landon’s hair & ripper Kaleb#OG triad was over before it even began. idk if I can call the god storyline a storyline at all#limbo?? they kept changing limbo like it was nothing/even the ferryman thing made no sense#oh and does anyone else remember before s4 started they said all would be revealed? revealed nothing/gave us more questions#as well as so many other things#I don’t when or if I’ll ever be over what they did to show#bc it truly says something when the show ends with me only liking to characters and wanting justice for them
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How do you have Landon literally saying “let’s go home” when he’s referring to going back to the real world with Hope, and then a few episodes later have him suddenly considering limbo as his home?? We're seriously supposed to believe Landon's feelings totally changed that quickly and he just did a complete 180 out of nowhere? Like wow, limbo went from being the place he was trying to escape the entire season, the place he was desperate to leave (and where he literally acknowledged that the real world with Hope was his home), to suddenly becoming his home instead. And all within like a few days! It’s really incredible just how completely inconsistent and nonsensical the writing in the show was.
#text#my posts#s4#anti legacies#i’ll never be over it#the stupidity in the writing is truly unmatched#like did lynn put landon under a spell or something?#bc that's how bizarre it all was#having landon suddenly being ok with what he'd been fighting against all season...#it was crazy the way the writers contradicted themselves#and in such extreme and obvious ways too#they made it clear all season that landon doesn't see limbo as his home#them adding that line was even more proof#then they tried to convince us of the opposite like right after??
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Me, trying to write these ability rundowns for the fights: This one is strong. This one is also strong! They do the fight stuff! Wild out, even!
#[What is she getting us into now? -ooc-]#(My brain is saying write things#but at the same time isn't giving me any words that I'm thinking of#like squeezing water out of a rock or something lmao)#(It's that weird sort of block where I know if I actually write something#even if it's a shitty something#it'll go away and I'll be fine#but until then it's just that weird limbo type of block where you have ideas#they're just bouncing around in your brain like they were dropped in there from a helicopter or something#and you're running around trying to catch them in a stupid little solo cup in an attempt to get something cohesive#which is as entertaining as it is annoying adlfskd)
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thinking that tomorrow i might look around for a silly little meme to reblog to help me get some writing energy back up 🤔
#something OTHER than the same texting meme I usually use bc we need some variety around here#but like. I was planning to write today but I'm still in this weird depression limbo where things aren't outright awful#but my energy? functionality? not there. so I lost steam before I even started :/#I have!!!! so many fuckin thoughts for several of my drafts!!! but actually putting them into words has been hard#so I'm gonna look. I'm gonna see if I can find smth fun & simple to play around with tomorrow#that usually helps me get going again#ty @ y'all for ur patience with me 💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#tbd.
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i commend people who can write fluffy/lighthearted fics with dazai ships. unfortunately to me he is a vessel of unhappiness and will bring his own self destruction through his belief that he will never deserve love
#the brief kn.dz moments in all the world is paved in gold don't count#i started trying to write a s.kk fluff fic the other day. got ~200 words in. and said woah this is Not in character#there's no way these two would make it past their inevitable destruction that will be brought on by their own hands#they can try and try and try and try but it will always end the same way#right person wrong universe. or something like that#right person but the circumstances of our upbringings that made us who we are will prevent us from truly accepting the happiness#that is just within reach#maybe in another lifetime. maybe if things were different. maybe next time around#don't get me wrong. i think they deserve to be happy and i love a good fluff fic!#but something about dazai just begs for tragedy#something about dazai screams I LOVE YOU BUT I WILL NEVER ADMIT IT#YOU WILL KNOW BUT I WILL NEVER SAY IT ALOUD AND YOU WILL NEVER SAY IT ALOUD#AND WE WILL EXIST IN THIS LIMBO UNTIL ONE OF US LEAVES OR ONE OF US DIES#anyway. lol#hello grace here
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